CHAPTER VII

FIRST STEPS IN EDUCATION

The first process of education is obviously not a mental process. When

a mother talks to a baby, she is not encouraging its little mind to

think. When she is coaxing her child to walk, she is not making a

theoretic exposition of the science of equilibration. She crouches

before the child, at a little distance, and spreads her hands. "Come,

baby--come to mother. Come! Baby, walk! Yes, walk! Walk to mother!

Come along. A little walk to its mother. Come! Come then! Why yes, a

pretty baby! Oh, he can toddle! Yes--yes--No, don't be frightened, a

dear. No--Come to mother--" and she catches his little pinafore by the

tip--and the infant lurches forward. "There! There! A beautiful walk!

A beautiful walker, yes! Walked all the way to mother, baby did. Yes,

he did--"

Now who will tell me that this talk has any rhyme or reason? Not a

spark of reason. Yet a real rhyme: or rhythm, much more important.

The song and the urge of the mother's voice plays direct on the

affective centers of the child, a wonderful stimulus and tuition. The

words hardly matter. True, this constant repetition in the end forms a

mental association. At the moment they have no mental significance at

all for the baby. But they ring with a strange palpitating music in

his fluttering soul, and lift him into motion.

And this is the way to educate children: the instinctive way of

mothers. There should be no effort made to teach children to think, to

have ideas. Only to lift them and urge them into dynamic activity. The

voice of dynamic sound, not the words of understanding. Damn

understanding. Gestures, and touch, and expression of the face, not

theory. Never have ideas about children--and never have ideas _for_

them.

If we are going to teach children we must teach them first to move.

And not by rule or mental dictation. Horror! But by playing and

teasing and anger, and amusement. A child must learn to move blithe

and free and proud. It must learn the fullness of spontaneous motion.

And this it can only learn by continuous reaction from all the

centers, through all the emotions. A child must learn to contain

itself. It must learn to sit still if need be. Part of the first phase

of education is the learning to stay still and be physically

self-contained. Then a child must learn to be alone, and to adventure

alone, and to play alone. Any peevish clinging should be quite roughly

rebuffed. From the very first day, throw a child back on its own

resources--even a little cruelly sometimes. But don't neglect it,

don't have a negative attitude to it. Play with it, tease it and roll

it over as a dog her puppy, mock it when it is too timorous, laugh at

it, scold it when it really bothers you--for a child must learn not to

bother another person--and when it makes you genuinely angry, spank it

soundly. But always remember that it is a single little soul by

itself; and that the responsibility for the wise, warm relationship is

yours, the adult's.

Then always watch its deportment. Above all things encourage a

straight backbone and proud shoulders. Above all things despise a

slovenly movement, an ugly bearing and unpleasing manner. And make a

mock of petulance and of too much timidity.

We are imbeciles to start bothering about love and so forth in a

child. Forget utterly that there is such a thing as emotional

reciprocity. But never forget your own honor as an adult individual

towards a small individual. It is a question of honor, not of love.

A tree grows straight when it has deep roots and is not too stifled.

Love is a spontaneous thing, coming out of the spontaneous effectual

soul. As a deliberate principle it is an unmitigated evil. Also

morality which is based on ideas, or on an ideal, is an unmitigated

evil. A child which is proud and free in its movements, in all its

deportment, will be quite as moral as need be. Honor is an instinct, a

superb instinct which should be kept keenly alive. Immorality, vice,

crime, these come from a suppression or a collapse at one or other of

the great primary centers. If one of these centers fails to maintain

its true polarity, then there is a physical or psychic derangement, or

both. And viciousness or crime are the result of a derangement in the

primary system. Pure morality is only an instinctive adjustment which

the soul makes in every circumstance, adjusting one thing to another

livingly, delicately, sensitively. There can be no law. Therefore, at

every cost and charge keep the first four centers alive and alert,

active, and vivid in reaction. And then you need fear no perversion.

What we have done, in our era, is, first, we have tried as far as

possible to suppress or subordinate the two sensual centers. We have

so unduly insisted on and exaggerated the upper spiritual or selfless

mode--the living in the other person and through the other

person--that we have caused already a dangerous over-balance in the

natural psyche.

To correct this we go one worse, and try to rule ourselves more and

more by the old ideas of sympathy and benevolence. We think that love

and benevolence will cure anything. Whereas love and benevolence are

our poison, poison to the giver, and still more poison to the

receiver. Poison only because there is practically _no_ spontaneous

love left in the world. It is all _will_, the fatal love-will and

insatiable morbid curiosity. The pure sympathetic mode of love long

ago broke down. There is now only deadly, exaggerated volition.

This is also why general education should be suppressed as soon as

possible. We have fallen into a state of fixed, deadly will.

Everything we do and say to our children in school tends simply to fix

in them the same deadly will, under the pretence of pure love. Our

idealism is the clue to our fixed will. Love, beauty, benevolence,

progress, these are the words we use. But the principle we evoke is a

principle of barren, sanctified compulsion of all life. We want to put

all life under compulsion. "How to outwit the nerves," for

example.--And therefore, to save the children as far as possible,

elementary education should be stopped at once.

No child should be sent to any sort of public institution before the

age of ten years. If I could but advise, I would advise that this

notice should be sent through the length and breadth of the land.

"Parents, the State can no longer be responsible for the

mind and character of your children. From the first day of

the coming year, all schools will be closed for an

indefinite period. Fathers, see that your boys are trained

to be men. Mothers, see that your daughters are trained to

be women.

"All schools will shortly be converted either into public

workshops or into gymnasia. No child will be admitted into

the workshops under ten years of age. Active training in

primitive modes of fighting and gymnastics will be

compulsory for all boys over ten years of age.

"All girls over ten years of age must attend at one domestic

workshop. All girls over ten years of age may, in addition,

attend at one workshop of skilled labor, or of technical

industry, or of art. Admission for three months' probation.

"All boys over ten years of age must attend at one workshop

of domestic crafts, and at one workshop of skilled labor, or

of technical industry, or of art. A boy may choose, with his

parents' consent, his school of labor, or technical industry

or art, but the directors reserve the right to transfer him

to a more suitable department, if necessary, after a three

months' probation.

"It is the intention of this State to form a body of active,

energetic citizens. The danger of a helpless, presumptuous,

news-paper-reading population is universally recognized.

"All elementary education is left in the hands of the

parents, save such as is necessary to the different branches

of industry.

"Schools of mental culture are free to all individuals over

fourteen years of age.

"Universities are free to all who obtain the first culture

degree."

The fact is, our process of universal education is to-day so uncouth,

so psychologically barbaric, that it is the most terrible menace to

the existence of our race. We seize hold of our children, and by

parrot-compulsion we force into them a set of mental tricks. By

unnatural and unhealthy compulsion we force them into a certain amount

of cerebral activity. And then, after a few years, with a certain

number of windmills in their heads, we turn them loose, like so many

inferior Don Quixotes, to make a mess of life. All that they have

learnt in their heads has no reference at all to their dynamic souls.

The windmills spin and spin in a wind of words, Dulcinea del Toboso

beckons round every corner, and our nation of inferior Quixotes jumps

on and off tram-cars, trains, bicycles, motor-cars, buses, in one mad

chase of the divine Dulcinea, who is all the time chewing chocolates

and feeling very, very bored. It is no use telling the poor devils to

stop. They read in the newspapers about more Dulcineas and more

chivalry due to them and more horrid persons who injure the fair fame

of these bored females. And round they skelter, after their own tails.

That is, when they are not forced to grind out their lives for a wage.

Though work is the only thing that prevents our masses from going

quite mad.

To tell the truth, ideas are the most dangerous germs mankind has ever

been injected with. They are introduced into the brain by injection,

in schools and by means of newspapers, and then we are done for.

An idea which is merely introduced into the brain, and started

spinning there like some outrageous insect, is the cause of all our

misery to-day. Instead of living from the spontaneous centers, we live

from the head. We chew, chew, chew at some theory, some idea. We

grind, grind, grind in our mental consciousness, till we are beside

ourselves. Our primary affective centers, our centers of spontaneous

being, are so utterly ground round and automatized that they squeak in

all stages of disharmony and incipient collapse. We are a people--and

not we alone--of idiots, imbeciles and epileptics, and we don't even

know we are raving.

And all is due, directly and solely, to that hateful germ we call the

Ideal. The Ideal is _always_ evil, no matter what ideal it be. No

idea should ever be raised to a governing throne.

This does not mean that man should immediately cut off his head and

try to develop a pair of eyes in his breasts. But it does mean this:

that an idea is just the final concrete or registered result of living

dynamic interchange and reactions: that no idea is ever perfectly

expressed until its dynamic cause is finished; and that to continue to

put into dynamic effect an already perfected idea means the

nullification of all living activity, the substitution of mechanism,

and all the resultant horrors of _ennui_, ecstasy, neurasthenia, and a

collapsing psyche.

The whole tree of our idea of life and living is dead. Then let us

leave off hanging ourselves and our children from its branches like

medlars.

The idea, the actual idea, must rise ever fresh, ever displaced, like

the leaves of a tree, from out of the quickness of the sap, and

according to the forever incalculable effluence of the great dynamic

centers of life. The tree of life is a gay kind of tree that is

forever dropping its leaves and budding out afresh, quite different

ones. If the last lot were thistle leaves, the next lot may be vine.

You never can tell with the Tree of Life.

So we come back to that precious child who costs us such a lot of

ink. By what right, I ask you, are we going to inject into him our own

disease-germs of ideas and infallible motives? By the right of the

diseased, who want to infect everybody.

There are _few, few people_ in whom the living impulse and reaction

develops and sublimates into mental consciousness. There are all kinds

of trees in the forest. But few of them indeed bear the apples of

knowledge. The modern world insists, however, that every individual

shall bear the apples of knowledge. So we go through the forest of

mankind, cut back every tree, and try to graft it into an apple-tree.

A nice wood of monsters we make by so doing.

It is not the _nature_ of most men to know and to understand and to

reason very far. Therefore, why should they make a pretense of it? It

is the nature of some few men to reason, then let them reason. Those

whose nature it is to be rational will instinctively ask why and

wherefore, and wrestle with themselves for an answer. But why every

Tom, Dick and Harry should have the why and wherefore of the universe

rammed into him, and should be allowed to draw the conclusion hence

that he is the ideal person and responsible for the universe, I don't

know. It is a lie anyway--for neither the whys nor the wherefores are

his own, and he is but a parrot with his nut of a universe.

Why should we cram the mind of a child with facts that have nothing to

do with his own experiences, and have no relation to his own dynamic

activity? Let us realize that every extraneous idea effectually

introduced into a man's mind is a direct obstruction of his dynamic

activity. Every idea which is introduced from outside into a man's

mind, and which does not correspond to his own dynamic nature, is a

fatal stumbling-block for that man: is a cause of arrest for his true

individual activity, and a derangement to his psychic being.

For instance, if I teach a man the idea that all men are equal. Now

this idea has no foundation in experience, but is logically deduced

from certain ethical or philosophic principles. But there is a disease

of idealism in the world, and we all are born with it. Particularly

teachers are born with it. So they seize on the idea of equality, and

proceed to instil it. With what result? Your man is no longer a man,

living his own life from his own spontaneous centers. He is a

theoretic imbecile trying to frustrate and dislocate all life.

It is the death of all life to force a pure _idea_ into practice. Life

must be lived from the deep, self-responsible spontaneous centers of

every individual, in a vital, _non-ideal_ circuit of dynamic relation

between individuals. The passions or desires which are thought-born

are deadly. Any particular mode of passion or desire which receives an

exclusive ideal sanction at once becomes poisonous.

If this is true for men, it is much more true for women. Teach a woman

to act from an idea, and you destroy her womanhood for ever. Make a

woman self-conscious, and her soul is barren as a sandbag. Why were we

driven out of Paradise? Why did we fall into this gnawing disease of

unappeasable dissatisfaction? Not because we sinned. Ah, no. All the

animals in Paradise enjoyed the sensual passion of coition. Not

because we sinned. But because we got our sex into our head.

When Eve ate that particular apple, she became aware of her own

womanhood, mentally. And mentally she began to experiment with it. She

has been experimenting ever since. So has man. To the rage and horror

of both of them.

These sexual experiments are really anathema. But once a woman is

sexually self-conscious, what is she to do? There it is, she is born

with the disease of her own self-consciousness, as was her mother

before her. She is bound to experiment and try one idea after another,

in the long run always to her own misery. She is bound to have fixed

one, and then another idea of herself, herself as woman. First she is

the noble spouse of a not-quite-so-noble male: then a _Mater

Dolorosa_: then a ministering Angel: then a competent social unit, a

Member of Parliament or a Lady Doctor or a platform speaker: and all

the while, as a side show, she is the Isolde of some Tristan, or the

Guinevere of some Lancelot, or the Fata Morgana of all men--in her own

idea. She can't stop having an idea of herself. She can't get herself

out of her own head. And there she is, functioning away from her own

head and her own consciousness of herself and her own automatic

self-will, till the whole man and woman game has become just a hell,

and men with any backbone would rather kill themselves than go on with

it--or kill somebody else.

Yet we are going to inculcate more and more self-consciousness, teach

every little Mary to be more and more a nice little Mary out of her

own head, and every little Joseph to theorize himself up to the

scratch.

And the point lies here. There will _have_ to come an end. Every race

which has become self-conscious and idea-bound in the past has

perished. And then it has all started afresh, in a different way, with

another race. And man has never learnt any better. We are really far,

far more life-stupid than the dead Greeks or the lost Etruscans. Our

day is pretty short, and closing fast. We can pass, and another race

can follow later.

But there is another alternative. We still have in us the power to

discriminate between our own idealism, our own self-conscious will,

and that other reality, our own true spontaneous self. Certainly we

are so overloaded and diseased with ideas that we can't get well in a

minute. But we can set our faces stubbornly against the disease, once

we recognize it. The disease of love, the disease of "spirit," the

disease of niceness and benevolence and feeling good on our own behalf

and good on somebody else's behalf. Pah, it is all a gangrene. We can

retreat upon the proud, isolate self, and remain there alone, like

lepers, till we are cured of this ghastly white disease of

self-conscious idealism.

And we really can make a move on our children's behalf. We really can

refrain from thrusting our children any more into those hot-beds of

the self-conscious disease, schools. We really can prevent their

eating much more of the tissues of leprosy, newspapers and books. For

a time, there should be no compulsory teaching to read and write at

all. _The great mass of humanity should never learn to read and

write_--_never_.

And instead of this gnawing, gnawing disease of mental consciousness

and awful, unhealthy craving for stimulus and for action, we must

substitute genuine action. The war was really not a bad beginning. But

we went out under the banners of idealism, and now the men are home

again, the virus is more active than ever, rotting their very souls.

The mass of the people will never _mentally understand_. But they will

soon instinctively fall into line.

Let us substitute action, all kinds of action, for the mass of people,

in place of mental activity. Even twelve hours' work a day is better

than a newspaper at four in the afternoon and a grievance for the rest

of the evening. But particularly let us take care of the children. At

all cost, try to prevent a girl's mind from dwelling on herself, Make

her act, work, play: assume a rule over her girlhood. Let her learn

the domestic arts in their perfection. Let us even artificially set

her to spin and weave. Anything to keep her busy, to prevent her

reading and becoming self-conscious. Let us awake as soon as possible

to the repulsive machine quality of machine-made things. They smell of

death. And let us insist that the home is sacred, the hearth, and the

very things of the home. Then keep the girls apart from any

familiarity or being "pals" with the boys. The nice clean intimacy

which we now so admire between the sexes is sterilizing. It makes

neuters. Later on, no deep, magical sex-life is possible.

The same with the boys. First and foremost establish a rule over them,

a proud, harsh, manly rule. Make them _know_ that at every moment they

are in the shadow of a proud, strong, adult authority. Let them be

soldiers, but as individuals not machine units. There are wars in the

future, great wars, which not machines will finally decide, but the

free, indomitable life spirit. No more wars under the banners of the

ideal, and in the spirit of sacrifice. But wars in the strength of

individual men. And then, pure individualistic training to fight, and

preparation for a whole new way of life, a new society. Put money

into its place, and science and industry. The leaders must stand for

life, and they must not ask the simple followers to point out the

direction. When the leaders assume responsibility they relieve the

followers forever of the burden of finding a way. Relieved of this

hateful incubus of responsibility for general affairs, the populace

can again become free and happy and spontaneous, leaving matters to

their superiors. No newspapers--the mass of the people never learning

to read. The evolving once more of the great spontaneous gestures of

life.

We can't go on as we are. Poor, nerve-worn creatures, fretting our

lives away and hating to die because we have never lived. The secret

is, to commit into the hands of the sacred few the responsibility

which now lies like torture on the mass. Let the few, the leaders, be

increasingly responsible for the whole. And let the mass be free:

free, save for the choice of leaders.

Leaders--this is what mankind is craving for.

But men must be prepared to obey, body and soul, once they have chosen

the leader. And let them choose the leader for life's sake only.

Begin then--there is a beginning.

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