XI

The lotus stems of the pillars had been once crowned by the

sculptured heads of long-eyed women. These had in course of ages, by

some convulsion of Nature or by the hands of man, been broken off.

Their shattered fragments lay scattered near, and the stone beams

supporting the roof rested upon the stems crookedly. The door-lintel

supported a slab still displaying the winged orb of Ammon Ra. But

through the symbol of the Sun had been roughly but deeply chiselled

the Sign of the Crucified.

Hazaël knocked upon the heavy doors. Of massive cedar-wood

strengthened with bronze plates, they would have resisted the assault

of a catapult. The melodious voice said from within:

"If thou that knockest art a being of the Pit, begone unto thy

master, Satan! But if thou art a son of man, state thy business and

be brief."

And Hazaël cried:

"I am no phantom of the Pit, but the man who but now spoke to thee!

Verily, as the God of Israel liveth, I speak truth, and mean no harm!

Now open the door, O Athlete of Christ!--for I have a message for

thee. But first thou must give me water to drink, for my tongue is

stiff with thirst."

Upon which the voice said from within:

"Upon the threshold at thy feet in a wooden bowl, is water."

Hazaël groped with his hands, for the shadow of the wide lintel

shrouded the portal in blackness; found the bowl, full to the brim;

gave thanks, and swallowed the contents at one long draught. The

Athlete's voice spoke again as the Jew replaced the empty bowl,

inverted, on the threshold:

"Jew of Alexandria, it had been wiser to have saved some of the

water. For until the sun sets again, in fulfilment of my Rule which

I have taken on me, I neither open the cell door; nor--unless in

prayer to God--or in holy songs glorifying Him, or in prophecies

inspired of Him--utter one single word, unless He bids!"

With a fierce surge of anger, overpowering his previous sensations of

awe, Hazaël struck his fist upon the solid cedar. He kicked it with

his heavy boots of hippo-hide, and beat upon it with his metal-shod

staff. No sound issued from within, in answer to entreaties or

objurgations. Worn out at length, the Jew sat down upon the

threshold. But then the suspicion budded that there might be a

rearward door of egress, and he dragged himself to his feet and made

the circuit of the place.

In vain his toil. No opening presented itself, except a chink one

might barely have thrust a hand through.... Stooping and looking

through this orifice he obtained a glimpse of the interior of the

dwelling, which was filled with a pale, bluish light.

By this light could be distinguished the figure of the aged Christian

ascetic, tall, and so emaciated by fasting and watching as to

resemble a skeleton clothed with brown skin. A coarse white cloth

which formed his outdoor habit had been laid aside, and clad only in

a sleeveless vest of haircloth, he stood bolt upright, with joined

uplifted hands, and eyes closed in recollection, in a stone niche

built on the left side of the door of the cell; which contained

nothing further beyond a mat of woven palm-leaves, a stone water-pot

lying on its side empty, and a sickle, possibly used by its owner for

cutting leaves and reeds.

There was something so grand and imposing about the venerable figure,

with its white hair hanging upon its shoulders like a mantle, and its

snowy beard reaching far below the waist, that violent words seemed

profanation, and Hazaël remained dumb. The impulse to depart without

delay was urgent, when on drawing back his head and standing erect,

he became aware that the mysterious ray of celestial radiance, sign

of the intimate and wonderful communion between this pure and fiery

soul and the Divine Spirit from Whom all souls have emanated, had

again descended from the heavens upon the dwelling of the Saint.

Venturing again to look in, he found the cell irradiated, and felt a

mysterious shock traverse him; realising that the eyes of the Saint

had opened, and were gazing upon him from their ambush of white

hairs. And they were the fiery eyes of a lion, and the radiant eyes

of a child, and the eyes of a man who has seen and talked with

Angels, so that it was not possible to support unmoved their

scrutiny. Yet they were mild, kind and beneficent; and meeting the

eyes that peered at him through the aperture, the old man thrice

nodded his head. As who should say:

"Although my Rule prohibits me from speaking, it does not forbid me

to listen. Say what is in thy mind, and return to the dwellings of

men!"

And Hazaël cried to the anchorite through the wallhole:

"O Athlete of Christ!--I am a Jew, and from the bottom of my soul I

hate and loathe the Christians, but thou art a just and virtuous man!

Now hear my tale!"

The ascetic nodded as though replying:

"Say on, thou hater of Christians! but be not over tedious. For all

my time I need for prayer."

And Hazaël cried:

"Listen then! My youth was spent at the town of Acanthon on Lower

Nile, my father being a Rab, an interpreter of the Scriptures, and a

pleader before the Courts. Small was his wealth, yet great his name,

being descended in the male line from Ben-Hadad, King of Damascus,

and in his veins on the female side flowed the Royal Blood of Israel.

And one day he was carried home to our house dead!--having been

struck upon the forehead by a beam of cedar carried through the

Lentil Market on the back of a camel led by a Copt. And the

bystanders told me concerning the Copt;--that seeing my father fallen

and the blood from the wound covering his head, the camel-driver

mocked him, crying: 'Which wouldst thou rather have, O Rab? The beam

thou hast in thine eye now, or a mote? Answer!' And child as I was,

I took an oath to be revenged for that man's hard-heartedness on all

Christians. And to this day I have faithfully kept that oath."

He paused for breath and the recluse now answered:

"I know it, O Hazaël! Thou hast been a very scourge of Satan to the

Servants of the Lord!"

And Hazaël cried back:

"Hear again, O Athlete of Christ! My mother married again, and my

step-father was cruel, and I fled from the beatings and the evil

words, to Alexandria. Awhile I hung about the quays, living on stray

scraps thrown me there, and in the Jews Quarter, and then I met a

noble man, a Roman in the Public Service,--who took me into his

household, and fed and sheltered me. I grew up under his roof, and

presently became his steward, and zealously I served him, using my

power when I might, to keep that oath of mine. And knowing not that

my patron had secretly become a Christian,--I brought upon him Ruin,

Dishonour, Imprisonment and Death. Dost thou hear?"

The hermit returned mildly:

"Unhappy man, I hear thee. Thine excuse must be, thou hadst no

thought of evil towards thy friend!"

"No thought, God He knows! And whether my patron suspected the

truth, that I know not. But to the very last--he loved and trusted

me! And when he had suffered the penalty of decapitation for his

faith--torture being spared him in consideration of great services

rendered to the Empire,--I stole his body secretly under cover of

night. In the crypt of a deserted church it was reverently burned to

ashes. These I placed in an urn--and swore an oath upon the urn in

the name of the God of Israel,--that I and my sons and my sons'

sons,--while there remains a living male of the blood of Hazaël--will

be Keeper of the Ashes and Guardians of their Shrine! And I from the

Abode of Shadows, the Lord Most High permitting!--will stretch forth

mine hand upon those that descend from me--and counsel them aright!

And when the last male of the race hath served and passed,--the debt

shall be paid--and I cleansed of blood-guilt towards the man who was

my friend!"

"The prayer being made from a repentant heart, hath reached the

Throne of the Highest. Is that all thou hast to say, O Jew?"

Hazaël cried angrily to the anchorite through the wall-hole:

"Not so! For I have taken this journey to bring thee a message from

my master, the noble Philoremus Fabius, late Prætor of the Taxes of

Egypt at Alexandria, who is now amongst the Shades."

From the tangled ambush of his snow-white hair, fixing his radiant

eyes upon the fierce eyes glaring through the wall-hole, the Athlete

of Christ demanded:

"Was the man baptised a Christian?"

Hazaël answered roughly:

"Have I not said to thee but now,--that without having formally

embraced the Faith of the Crucified, or received the waters of

baptism,--Philoremus testified to Christianity, and suffered the

penalty. Melittus, Abbot of Scete, Peter, the Patriarch of

Alexandria, the monks Philip, Ammon and Geta, Theodore and Pæsius and

others, underwent death by torture on the same day. In consideration

of his great services to Rome, Philoremus suffered only decapitation

by the sword. And I am commanded of him to entreat thee to pray that

his sins may be forgiven. And that for him the Hand that was pierced

may open the Gate of Hope! Dost thou comprehend? Hast thou heard

distinctly?"

The head of the Saint inclined in assent.

"And--thou wilt pray as he desired?"

"Ay, if thou consent to forgive the Copt who slew the Rab thy father

many years ago. For I declare to thee by the light that is

vouchsafed me, that the blow from the beam was given unwittingly; and

those who told thee that the man mocked, lied. And cease from saying

and working evil against the Church of Christ. For dear to the Lord

are His servants!"

And the Jew, struggling with himself, promised; and then cried:

"Tell me, O holy man! what is this Gate of Hope? ... Shall my master

be admitted? ... Or--hath he already entered therein? ... I know that

thou hast power to vanquish devils, and canst see beyond the Three

Veils that baffle human vision. Therefore, answer me, I pray!"

The aged hands stiffened in the attitude of supplication. The eyes

of the Saint looked upwards, seeming to pierce through the roof of

stone, from which great bats hung in clusters, into Infinite

Immensity. Moments passed and Hazaël waited. But when an hour had

gone by:

"Wilt thou not speak?" he cried angrily.

There was no answer. Looking more narrowly he could not observe that

the breast of the rigid upright figure lifted or sank with the

natural act of respiration. He found himself shuddering with terror

lest the anchorite should be dead. The weight of vast solitudes

peopled only by eagles, bats and diabolical phantoms descended upon

him crushingly. And in the voice of a suppliant he entreated:

"In the name of the Most High, give me a sign that thou livest!"

The hands fell apart. The upturned eyes quivered. A long sigh

heaved the wide emaciated chest, and the great prominent ribs of the

fleshless brown body, tenanted by the fiery soul of the great Athlete

of Christ. Without otherwise stirring he reached down, seized a

small harp from its place in the niche behind him, poised it upon his

breast, swept the strings with his fleshless hands; and chanted in

the powerfully melodious voice that had thundered upon the ears of

the Jew down the cataract of limestone:

"Not through the wisdom of strange words:

Not by the power of incantations

Have the children of Christ acquired the Mystery of Life.

Nay! but by the power of Faith

Given to us by God,

Who is the Lord and Master of all!

Faith is the Sign of Love

In the Soul made perfect.

The wisdom of the heathen

Is naught but words!

Where is divination?

Where the magicians who were of Egypt?

Where are the phantoms of the errors of the Sorcerers?

Perished, broken, cast down and destroyed!

Despised and contemned utterly

Wherever the glorious Cross of Christ our Saviour

Hath been upraised!

O Tree of Victory!

Triumphant throughout all the earth:

Through thee doth chastity flourish

And Virginity shed its light abroad!

Rejoice, ye martyrs!

By whom death has been despised

Because of the victory

Of the conquering Cross!

Sing, ye innumerable congregations

Where is divination?

Of virgins, male and female,

Who preserve your bodies in holiness

By the Power of the Cross!

O Gate of Hope!

Carved in the Living Rock by the spear of the Roman!

O Precious Blood

Of Him Who was Crucified!

O living Waters!

Mingled in the Chalice of the Sacrifice--

For the regeneration and cleansing of souls!

O little pain!

O despicable torture!

O paltry ordeal

That Christ's athletes endure,

Compared with His--

Who in His Body

Suffered for the sins

Of the whole world!

O great reward!

Inestimable recompense,

O crown of Victory!

Triumphant palms!

Entreat for me, ye legions of martyrs--

Supplicate for me, ye myriads of Confessors--

That like Phileas, Bishop of Thmuis--

Like Melittus, Abbot of Scete--

Like Peter, Patriarch of Alexandria--

Like Faustus the Presbyter, Rachobius and Eodoras--

Like Theodore, Ammon, Philip and Geta--

Like Paesius and Philoremus Fabius--

And like the Jew Hazaël--

(Who, rejecting the Gospel of JESUS

Yet shall perish at the hands of idolaters

For the upholding of His Honour)

Even I,

Littlest among Christ's servants--

May enter in at the Gate of Hope

And drink of the new-pressed wine of Paradise!"

The singer ceased as dawn whitened the eastern sky, and the dome of

Mount Derhor was reddened by the first rays of the sun. The harp,

clutched in his rigid hands, still vibrated with the last chords

struck upon it. But the Saint was once more rapt in contemplation,

from which neither appeals nor threats could rouse him. Boiling with

indignation at what he had heard, Hazaël shook the dust from his

garments, and set off with rapid strides down the crevassed limestone

slope.

He returned by the path round the shoulder of the precipice, and

through the narrow cleft into the pass where he had suffered

temptation of the demon; found some water yet remaining in the cave's

tiny hollow, and, eating his last dates as he went, emerged at length

from the porphyry ravine upon the desert plain upon whose burning

soil he had discovered the charger of gold, saying to himself:

"I will hurry forward to the oasis of the spring,--fasten the camel

to a tree there, and bring the Saracen back to assist me. It cannot

be meant that so much treasure should be abandoned to serve no useful

end! It should realise when sold, at least ten thousand talents.

Half of this money belongs to the Athlete, seeing that his dwelling

is in the mountain. With the rest I shall enrich myself, and return

with my household to Palestine!"

But when he arrived once more in sight of the spot where he had found

the treasure, he found there, gathered about it, a horde of savage

Blemmyes from the Red Sea wilderness, who periodically penetrated the

fastnesses of Derhor by some of the eastern defiles. Enraged at

seeing these naked, painted heathens hoisting the mass of gold upon

their shoulders, amidst shrill ululations of joy from the fierce,

hawk-eyed women who accompanied them, the Jew swung his great staff

high, shouting:

"Restore the spoil that another found before you, ye abominable

ones!" and charged the Blemmyes, scattering them with tremendous

blows.

But the savage idolaters only dispersed like jackals or vultures

scared from a carcass, to gather again at a distance; and from thence

discharged stones from their slings so skilfully that Hazaël was

wounded and beaten to the ground. Then overpowering him, the

barbarians strongly bound his wrists and ankles, and drawing them

apart, secured each limb to a stake, driven deep into the soil.

Then, concluding that all men returning from the Inner Mountain must

needs be Christian pilgrims, the chief of the band set his foot upon

the breast of the Israelite and--speaking in bastard Greek--and

brandishing his spear with menacing gestures--commanded him forthwith

to blaspheme Christ, and abjure the Faith--or die amidst tortures

unspeakable.

Upon which Hazaël shouted furiously:

"You ignorant rabble! I am a devout Jew, and will never accept the

Nazarite Prophet as Messiah! and I have even brought persecution upon

those who worship Him! Nevertheless, for love of Him my master

Philoremus Fabius suffered death at Alexandria, and in His name the

Saint of Derhor performs marvellous works. And I have sworn before

the God of my fathers henceforth to abstain from speaking or doing

evil against Christ's servants: yet I am not a Christian, and never

will be!"

But the Blemmyes clustered about him like bees, stinging and pricking

him with their sharp spear-points, and the savage women, reaching

between the legs of the men, prodded him with thorns and tore his

flesh with sharpened stones, so that there was not a whole patch upon

his body, that was all gory red from head to foot. And they jabbered

at him to blaspheme, urging incessantly:

"Execrate Christ and thou art free!"

He whom they tortured shouting lustily:

"Ye vultures of the Desert, I will not!"

Then, failing to work their will, they made upon his body a fire of

dried camel's dung, and took the gold and went away.

While to the tortured Jew, dying amidst horrible agonies, it seemed

that he saw his master Philoremus, joyful and smiling, standing near

a Young Man apparelled in white, and of sublime and radiant visage,

who extended towards the sufferer His beautiful wounded Hands....

And amidst a great Light and many voices, One Voice spoke, saying

words inconceivably wonderful.... And the bands of mortality were

peeled from Hazaël's vision, and his spirit passed beyond the Veil of

the Unknown.

* * * * * * *

In the same hour the Abbot Pachomius at Tabenna, being in prayer at

the conclusion of the morning Sacrifice, received a revelation and

cried out:

"Lord! do Thou multiply Thy mercies upon the Jew Hazaël Hazaël, who

rejecting the Gospel of the New Testament, hath yet died for Thee!"

And sending a messenger to the quayside where the faithful Ephraim

waited aboard the vessel with the Coptish sailors, the Abbot warned

the servant of Hazaël that evil had come to him.... Then Ephraim

went forth into the desert with a strong party of armed Saracens on

swift camels, and traversing the Valley of the Chariots, and climbing

the pass north of the oasis of the spring, reached the place where

the Blemmyes had put the Jew to death. The head, limbs and

extremities, though scorched and shrivelled, remained unconsumed.

The charred trunk had burst asunder, and within the hoops of the

great blackened ribs, the indomitable heart of the just steward lay

amidst grey ashes; all red, like a newly-quenched coal. Upon one of

the dried-up hands hung a tarnished signet-ring that the Blemmyes had

not noticed,--or had feared to meddle with, lest it might be a

talisman.

It was the signet with the black onyx, given by the Roman Philoremus

Fabius to Hazaël.... And Ephraim, taking the ring from the dead

hand, scraped a shallow grave in the hot sandy gravel; buried the

remains, and made above the spot a great pile of stones.

Then he journeyed back to Alexandria, carrying the news and the ring,

and goods of Hazaël; and Miriam and little Leah wept sorely; and the

boy Levi said Kaddish for the dead.

_Book the Second:_ THE SENDING

I

John Benn Hazel lived with his mother, and Maurice, his younger

brother, at Campden Hill Terrace. Mrs. Hazel was a widow of long

standing; well-to-do, well-preserved, well-powdered, dyed and

corseted, and experienced in the ways of the world. Formerly, as she

admitted, "a frightful flirt," she was still prone to recurrent

attacks of the milder kind of friskiness. Of her two sons, she was

chiefly mother to the more gifted Maurice--an illustrator of books of

the exotic, precious, subtle type--and periodicals of the same pale

cerulean hue. Before the War Maurice possessed a Marcelle wave and a

Beardsley Line--both attained by infinite perseverance. Later he

acquired the certificate of a Pilot-Aviator, and flew a Handley-Page

bomber on the Western Front.

Mother and sons agreed marvellously, unless when one of Mrs. Hazel's

elderly adorers, persons of ripe years and desirable financial

solidity, endeavoured to persuade her to forsake her widowed state.

The most favoured of these was a certain Mr. Herman Van Ost, London

partner and representative of a thriving and long-established firm of

Dutch bulb-merchants. As a stepfather John Hazel would have regarded

the Dutchman with more or less placidity. But Maurice found the idea

intolerable, and thus the bulb of Van Ost's hopes remained in the

shop window; showing a pale green spike at intervals, in earnest of

latent possibilities in the flowering line,--but never achieving more.

All three Hazels were members of the same mixed Club,--(who does not

know "The Tubs" in Werkeley Street, W.)--and firmly believed the

Parish of St. James's the hub of the civilised world. All three were

ardent votaries of Bridge; all yearned to be admitted into the inner

circles of Society, but were content to grasp at the outer fringe.

All three adored Russian Ballet, Musical Comedy, Film Plays and

up-to-date Revues. Each revelled in the Tango and thought no fashion

in modes, colours, coiffures, furniture, manners and morals, so quite

too frightfully fetching as the last. They were of sport, sporting;

but their talk turned chiefly upon things of the theatre theatrical;

and they always knew to a thousand how much the last Big Production

had cost the Syndicate running such-and-such a West End house.

Sometimes they disagreed as to the exact weight of the gloves worn by

the French pugilistic champion, and So-and-so, the hope of

England--in their classical contest at the Punching Club; or as to

the precise source whence Didi Debée obtained her celebrated strings

of pearls, or grew warm over the rival merits of famous exponents of

the Tango; or contradicted one another touching the precise terms in

which Betty Ballorme had notified the Duke of Blankshire that a less

economical nobleman would be more welcome in her flat. But if they

quarrelled they made friends again over some more recent item of

gossip. Jimmy Greggson had got a new gag, or a fresh wheeze in the

Second Act of "The Filberts" at Riley's Theatre, just before the

famous 'Dance of The Varalette.' Or a new supper-dish or a fresh

dance-step would have appeared upon the menu of some eclectic

restaurant cum-night-club, run by managers who catered for every

variety of taste.

It will be seen that the sons of Mrs. Hazel were happy in their

parent, whose business gift was not to be despised. In partnership

with a peeress of somewhat clouded reputation she ran a millinery and

flower-shop at a double frontage in Dove Street, Piccadilly: adding

to her annual life-interest on her late husband's not inconsiderable

fortune, a really handsome sum.

Probably her elder son inherited Mrs. Hazel's business aptitude

though such a legacy is more usually held to be derived from the

paternal side. The product of one of the lesser public schools

(Loamborough may be quoted) and graduate of Brazingham University, he

decided that it was possible to do Big Things without a string of

piffling letters tacked on to your name. So, the City of London

happening to beckon at that juncture, he leaped gladly to her grimy

embrace, and his thirty-second birthday, occurring on the third of

July, 1914, found him formally received and accredited as Junior

Partner in the thriving firm of Dannahill, Lee-Levyson and Hazel,

insurance-brokers of Cornhill. He was engaged to Beryl Lee-Levyson.

He looked forward--under the summer sky fast blackening with fearful

presages of tempest--not exactly with rapture, but with content--to

their approaching marriage; a house in Eaton Terrace, S.W.,--Eaton

Square being the address of the Lee-Levysons--having been inspected

and approved, a week before the gates of Terror opened and the world

grew pale with dread. In that first fierce spate of blood the elder

son of Lee-Levyson, a promising young lieutenant in a crack Hussar

regiment, was overwhelmed and swept away. The favourite grandson of

Dannahill, Head of the Firm, a Sergeant in a London Territorial

Regiment, later rendered distinguished service, and died gloriously

on the thirteenth day of the First Battle of the Aisne. That

September evening John Hazel got home to Campden Hill unusually late

for dinner, bringing with him a clumsy parcel which contained:

_Item_: one coat highly polished at the elbows, kept for office

night-work.

_Item_: a silver inkstand, a birthday present, inscribed: "_From S.

and M.H._" (Sara and Maurice Hazel) "_to J.B.H., July 6th, 1914._"

Item: a tinted photograph of Beryl Lee-Levyson, a tall, willowy young

woman in narrow diaphanous garments, with tightly-banded hair of pale

gold, a bluish-pink complexion, a straight nose with a ripple in the

bridge, large and well-opened light grey eyes, and the kind of smile

that advertises an excellent set of teeth. It bore the inscription:

"_From Girlie, with Love to Her Best Boy._"

A box of cigars, a silver cigarette box, some well-browned meerschaum

holders, and a burned briar-root pipe, completed the inventory of the

property contained in the shapeless parcel which John Hazel lugged up

to his room, and dumped upon his bed.

"What are these things?" asked his mother, coming in to tell John not

to wait to dress, as she and Maury were going to look in at Riley's

to see the 'Dance of the Varalette' once again before Jimmy Greggson

went to the Front....

"Of course; good old Jimmy's a London Terrier! ... Did you ask about

those? ..." said John, who stood at the looking-glass in

shirt-sleeves, brushing his coarse strong curly hair with two big

ivory-backed brushes, and meeting the maternal eyes in the mirror

with something not unlike a scowl. All the principles instilled at

Loamborough, by dint of many poundings, forbade him to embrace his

mother and weep; yet strange wild impulses urged him to commit this

sin against the Code of Correct British behaviour. He went on,

looking at her in the glass, deepening his scowl and speaking

gruffly: "They'd be frightfully in the way at the office.... I

rather thought you'd look after them until I get back from the Front!"

There was a moment's pregnant silence in the room, while Mrs. Hazel

with a wildly thumping heart, was realising how awfully she had

dreaded that it would be Maurice who would have to go! ... Then she

rustled over to John's side, reached up on tiptoe, though she was a

tall woman, and giving him two little pecking kisses on the angle of

his blue-shaven brown jaw, murmured something about getting up some

champagne to-night to make up for the tinned _entrées_ at dinner, and

rustled out of the room--John knew--to tell the news downstairs.

"What? Old J. going? ... Good for him!" was Maurice's

languidly-approving comment on the intelligence.

Nobody grumbled, though John did delay to change, and came down

arrayed in the gladdest rags his well-supplied wardrobe boasted, to

tell his mother and Maurice of Sam Dannahill's glorious death. Such

a frightful knock for the Firm, coming on the heels of the bad news

about Beauchamp Lee-Levyson!--and how the Boss had taken the grim

wire from the War Office "like a regular First Class Old Brick."

Ah, if in that bad quarter of an hour succeeding the opening of the

telegram John could have looked through the fortunately opaque glass

of the door with "Senior Partner" painted on it,--he would have seen

no dignified white-haired City Insurance-broker, telling with a dry

eye but a trembling lip how bravely Sam had died! but a frantic old

grandsire, tearing his hair and beard, and crying even as David in

the high gate-chamber: "My child!--my hope and comfort! O if it had

been granted that I might die for thee, my boy, my beloved one!"

Pray observe John Benn Hazel, standing on the Daghestani hearthrug,

with his back to the fern-filled fireplace in the Briton's customary

style.

You saw him as a broad-shouldered, lean-flanked, deep-chested young

man of thirty-two, six feet three in his stockings and

proportionately powerful. His huge frame of bone, knit with solid

muscle, was sparingly padded with tough hard flesh, covered with

dull, dry brown skin that looked as though it needed to be soaked in

blazing sunshine to become sleek and soft. Coarse, wiry, curly hair,

densely black as the broad beetling brows and the deep-set eyes under

them, closely capped his high dome-topped skull, and grew low upon

his forehead,--tinged with blue where it was most closely clipped on

the temples and about the ears,--and at the nape of the long thick

neck, that needed the razor's frequent application even as the strong

jaws, the long, deeply-channelled upper-lip, and the chin, quite

abnormally long, with a dent in its squared end. His was a huge

salient nose, thick and boldly curved, with mobile nostrils; and a

large, rather loose-lipped mouth, purplish-red and frankly sensual,

with a quirk of humour at the deeply-cut corners, and displaying a

formidable array of big white teeth when he laughed. His large,

well-shaped ears did not lie sufficiently close to his head for

beauty, and the prominent Adam's apple of his muscular brown throat

was the despair of City collar-makers; while no glove that hosier

ever supplied could be got to button over his great wrist,--the joint

of the ulna, Maurice bragged,--being as big as a pony's pastern. His

feet were huge and clumsy as his hands, a fact too well known of Mrs.

Hazel's Pomeranian. His excellent opinion of himself was much

evident when he talked in his loud, deep, booming voice, or laughed

at jokes of his own manufacture, which appealed to him more than

others. When his sense of humour was really touched, his guffaw was

an outrage on the nerves of other people, and fragile articles within

reach of his lengthy arms were wont to be swept from shelves or

stands. But Maurice was not driven to put his fingers in his ears,

on this particular evening; nor was Mrs. Hazel to glance even once in

apprehension at her Dresden china shepherdesses simpering on the

mantel-shelf.

She came into John's room again that night, long after they had

parted, with an excuse about being anxious to make sure,--in case he

should not yet have switched off the electric lights,--that his

blinds were closely drawn down behind the open windows, and the new

curtains of green casement-cloth properly closed. The police had

warned householders all along the Terrace. Not in the least

deceived, John sat up in bed, looming bigly in a blatant suit of

pink-striped silk pyjamas, conscious that upon his pillow was a big

wet patch of which a Briton's hardy eyes ought to have been ashamed.

The mother looked absurdly young, it seemed to her son,--with her

still abundant auburn hair, as yet only lightly crisped with

grey,--hanging in a thick loose plait down the back of her pale blue

_crêpe_ dressing-gown, as she retreated from the window,--to examine

the War-arrangements of which she had had to switch on the

light:--pecked him again--upon his forehead this time--and said with

elaborate casualness:

"You told us--among other amusing things--to-night at supper"--John

was pleased to find that he had been amusing--"about the papers you

had had to fill at the Army Recruiting place." ...

"Saying how old I am, and where I was born,--and what my father's

nationality was--and what my religion is," John told her with a

cheerful grin: adding as she lingered, apparently in expectation:

"But the really funny things--regular howlers!--were on the spoiled

papers lying about." His big body shook with a chuckle that was not

genuine.

"Never mind the funny things just now! How did you answer that

question about your father? ... What nationality did you say his

was?" Her blue-grey eyes, still brilliant and effective, sparkled

feverishly under knitted eyebrows. Her voice was sharp and strained,

in the ears of her son. He answered with a dull flush darkening his

heavy features:

"I said he was British. Isn't that good enough?" He added as he

hugged his great bony knees, and stared over their barrier at the

worried face of his mother: "You don't suppose I'd be ass enough to

make a false declaration, even though the Pater's governor happens to

be a Palestine Jew! Is the old chap still alive, by the way? If so,

he must be getting on for a hundred!"

"He was sixty-nine when I saw him at Malta thirty years ago, and

taller and broader than any of his sons--as upright as a column.

You've a look of him--there are times when I see it!--but you take

after your father more! ..."

"At any rate my father was naturalised an Englishman, and Hazel

sounds English enough," said John.

"Yes--oh, yes!"

As she drummed on the foot-rail of the bedstead, imparting a rather

unpleasant vibration to the tautened nerves of her elder son, John

coughed a deep hollow cough to cover his embarrassment, and said

gruffly;

"What's the matter with your telling me about my father and his

people? I've never asked before, but I think I'd better know!"

"His first name was John, like yours, but the name is really Hazaël.

The Hazaëls were wealthy merchants, exporters of produce from the

Mediterranean Coast--and wines--chiefly from vineyards of their own."

"That stuff I've seen advertised--Palestine Port, Tokay and

Muscatel,--sound and nourishing, twenty-five years old?"

"It's very good--and your father has often told me that even before

the Colonies were founded in 1827,--when I've heard there were only

ten Jews at Jaffa--his father's father's great grandfather was a

vine-grower and exporter of wine. The business originally started in

Egypt--they have a business house to-day at Alexandria--and another

at Jaffa and a branch at Malta--where your father and I first met."

"Stop! ... What about you?"

"Me.... Oh--well! I was sixteen, and frightfully romantic, and

supposed to be going in for what people called 'a decline.' ...

Anæmia would be the proper name for it in these days: and Hull, where

your grandfather had his place of business, was cold and gloomy; and

Malta was supposed to be the cure.... I loved Malta! What girl

wouldn't? All sunshine and flowery gardens, and violet sea, and

turquoise skies. And all the fruit and' flowers one wanted--and a

handsome man to squire one about! For your father was quite

charming. He spoke beautiful English, and French like a native; he

had been educated at Paris, they said, and when my father told me of

John's intentions, I was ready to jump over the moon!"

She broke off, and John roused himself to say:

"Anyway, if the Pater was a Syrian Jew, your governor was British

enough! ... Of course I never saw him, as the old man was dead and

buried before we went to live with my grandmother. But Symons does

sound like a good old English name!"

"That's why your grandmother persuaded your grandfather to adopt it.

His real name was Simonoff, and she never liked it! She was a

Yorkshire Isaacson!"

There was a pregnant silence before John asked in muffled accents:

"Was my grandfather on your side a Russian?" and was clubbed by the

reply:

"He was a Russian Jew from Moscow."

"Oh, come! Don't rub it in!" The bedstead creaked protestingly.

"Dearie, you must have guessed! You've always known that he did

business in hides and tallow and tar, between Hamburg and Hull."

"I remember Hull when I was a kid, and the warehouse, and Old Mendel,

who used to bring me peppermint-rock when he came to see my

grandmother. He managed the business for her, didn't he, until my

Uncle Ben took it over? But--my grandfather a Russian Jew! Let's

bless our stars he wasn't a German! Where were you married to my

father?"

"In a Maltese Synagogue. We lived at Malta until your father brought

us to England, to establish a business-branch at Southampton. And we

had hardly been settled there a year--you were only three when John

died.... Pneumonia--this climate never really suited him! And I

went home to mother with you and Maury, a baby of six months old.

There was no bother about money. You know your father left us

comfortably off!"

John cleared his throat and nodded. The bitterness of the last pill

Fate had administered puckered his palate yet. Between the Jew of

Palestine and the Jew of Russia, he had been wrought all Jewish. Not

a single globule of British blood mingled with the Oriental tide that

galloped through his veins. He asked, not wanting to know

particularly:

"Did my father's people drop you, after he died, or was it you who

decided to drop them?"

His mother returned with a sprightlier air--she was now sitting on

the bedside.

"Oh!--well!--it was like this. While John was alive, his father, old

Mr. Hazaël, sent me kind messages very often in his letters,--always

written to John in Hebrew, by Amos the eldest son. For John came

third in the family. Amos and Isaac had been years married and had

heaps of children before John met with me. And after John died and

we went to live at Hull, the letters kept on coming. It was my

father's head-clerk who always translated them--Old Mendel was a

learned man!--and wrote back the answers I dictated. Then my father

died--poor father!--he never could forgive me for being only a

daughter!--and Cousin Ben took the business over--and mother and I,

with you and Maury--came here to London to live. Do you think I did

wrong in dropping the correspondence? You know how your father's

fortune was settled on you two children, with a life-interest for me;

we need not go into that! There was nothing more to come to

us--under any circumstances! And I wanted my two boys to be brought

up as English gentlemen, and I don't think I've done quite so

badly--do you?"

Her tone was almost pleading. John reached out a lengthy arm and

hugged his mother warmly:

"Not by half, Old Thing! On the contrary. You thought it would be

best for me and Maury to be British, and you rubbed it into us that

we were, from the time we began to talk.... I remember at

Loamborough, a Fifth Form fellow said to me over some rotten boggle

of mine at Sunday Ques: 'With that bally big nose of yours, Hazel

major, you ought to know all about the Children of Israel--' And, by

George! I welted the beggar until he apologised. Later on, when I

knew more about the Pater, I told myself that the English strain came

from the mother's side. Now you've exploded that idea; I don't know

that I mind much! ... Lots of people we're friendly with are as much

Hebrews as ourselves,--and taking us in the lump, I call us a loyal

lot!" He dug his long chin into the bedclothes covering the big

knees he hugged; and went on speaking: "And Jewish blood is strong

red stuff to have in one's veins, mind you! Great lawyers, great

financiers, great actors, singers, painters, writers--people who are

things and do things!--people who count--how many of them have got

it!--in bulk or else diluted. And some of the prettiest women--and

girls--"

"You're thinking of Beryl!"

"Well, I was thinking of Beryl...--Lee Levyson may belong to a

Yorkshire family. He says so, and I've no wish to contradict him.

And Dannahill blows a frightful lot about his good old English

ancestors. But all the same--" He broke off to smile at his mother,

who,--not as a rule demonstrative towards her elder son,--was

stroking his big wrist, and half-absently trying to span it with the

inadequate measure of her thumb and middle-finger; and ended: "You

can take it from me that there ain't a single member of the Firm who

oughtn't--if the truth were worth telling--to have a capital 'J' on

his disc."

"His disc?"

"Well, I was speaking metaphorically. I mean the round tin

identification-tag that's sewn inside of Tommy's khaki jacket, and

worn on a chain soldered round his wrist when he's going to the

Front. Mine'll be 'Private J.B. Hazel, No. 000, X Platoon, F.

Company, 4th Battalion, 448th City of London (Fenchurch Street) Royal

Fusiliers.'"

"Do they put all that?"

"I rather think so, with letters for your religious denomination.

Con. for Congregationalist, Wes. for Wesleyan, Meth. for Methodist,

Bap. for Baptist, P.B. for Plymouth Brethren, C.S. for Christian

Scientist, Mug. for Muggletonian, C.E., Church of England, R.C.,

Roman Catholic; J. for Jew, and _Nil_ if you aren't of any religion.

And I'd put down '_Nil_' for mine!"

"What made you do that? Why not Church of England?"

"But I'm not Church of anything, any more than you and Maurice or the

Lee-Levysons--or anybody!--belonging to the set of people we visit

and meet and dine.... Nice, pleasant, sociable heathens--that's what

we are, every one of us! We have plum-pudding at Christmas; and

salt-fish with egg-and-oyster sauce on Good Fridays; and we drop in

at Westminster Abbey to hear the Carols; and at Westminster Cathedral

or Farm Street for the Passion Music;--or the Greek Church near the

Russian Embassy, because the singing is worth hearing,--and other

people go! And we scrum into St. Paul's for a Public

Thanksgiving--or a Day of Humiliation, or a big Funeral or any other

kind of Function.... And St. George's Hanover Square for Society

weddings,--or the Brompton Oratory.... But religion.... Have any of

us got it? ... 'You can search me!' as the American fellow says in

the revue.... Still, if you'd like me to alter the letters on my

disc I don't mind doing it. Only--instead of '_Nil_' there'll be a

big 'J' for Jew!"

She waxed shrill, driven beyond herself, used words long forgotten:

"But you're not one. You've never even set foot inside a Synagogue.

We don't observe the Shabbos--I mean the Sunday!--we eat _triphah_

meat like Gentiles. We're _Meshumad_--apostates, don't you

understand? Orthodox Jews wouldn't even speak to us!--aren't we well

enough as we are?"

"Would my grandfathers have thought so? Or my father?" ...

She caught her breath and clutched at her bosom, the deep, slow voice

was so unlike the younger John's. Unobservant of the consternation

in her face, he went on speaking, gradually recovering the manner and

tone most usual with him:

"Alive, they'd have disowned us. Not being alive--what we observe or

don't observe, can't affect them! The notion of a dead man

stretching out a hand from the grave, and grabbing hold of his son by

the scruff to drive the unlucky beggar on in the ancient ruts of his

own prehistoric prejudices is exploded. For the dead are DEAD.

There's no getting over that! And to let their thoughts, feelings,

desires, convictions, influence us in Anything is to my mind, sheer

sentimental piffle." John blew himself out importantly and waved

away the subject, but came back, having something more to say: "I'm

an ambitious chap in my way.... I'd like to make enough money on the

Stock Exchange to buy the freehold of Covent Garden; and turn the

Market,--the Arcades,--the shops and the Opera House into a Pleasure

City,--run on American lines. But I've no ambition to live after I'm

dead,--that I know of! ... If I get wiped out at the Front it won't

make any difference to me whether they stick a cross over me--or a

shield with some Hebrew letters painted on a white deal board....

Beryl can get married the day after if she wants to! ... _I_ shan't

ever know she's being kissed by another man. Nor shall I be one jot

worse or better off because of the Good or Bad marks set against me.

It matters how you live your life, because Morality is necessary--to

preserve Health and maintain Decency, and so uphold the Law. But

when one dies one's done with!--and the wisest rule of existence is,

to live as long as possible, and enjoy things while one can! To

succeed, to become famous, that's the only immortality--and to leave

a son to carry on your name is a way of cheating Death!" He ended

this confession of his creed by saying rather wistfully: "I meant to

ask you.... Do you--do you think there's any chance of Beryl's

marrying me before I go?"

"To the Front! ... Why shouldn't there be? Why not ask her?" ...

"Thanks awfully for the tip. I will!"

He was cheered by her absolute belief that he could not but prevail.

For if she had forgotten her faith, and turned her back upon her

people; she was a mother and a loving one. There was motherhood in

her face and in her voice as she asked John:

"Haven't you even told Beryl--what you--where you're going, dear?"

"No! so if she's got a white feather keeping up her sleeve for me,

she'll be disappointed, that's all! My hat!--listen to that clock

striking! Do you understand it's gone two! You won't have any

beauty-sleep,--and I've got to be at Regimental Headquarters at ten

sharp to-morrow, to get my kit with the rest of the Fourth Battalion,

and weigh in at Eaton Square at 11.30 to break the great news and

show myself to the girl."

But when Mrs. Hazel had finally departed, John got out of bed,

switched on a light and searched on the shelf that contained his

private library, for a fat one-volume Encyclopædia that had been a

School Prize. After some delving in this mine of knowledge, he

emerged the wiser by the information appended:

"JEWS, an Asiatic race (Semitic), descended from the Hebrew Patriarch

Abraham. Original stock migrated 2,000 B.C. from Ur in Chaldea, an

important centre of civilisation, to the land of Canaan (Phœnicia)

and from thence in time of scarcity to the rich pasture-lands of

Egypt; from whence tradition has it that their leader and lawgiver,

Moses, was divinely inspired to lead them, by way of the Red Sea Gulf

and the Sinaitic Wilderness. Through his teachings they renounced

polytheism and adopted a monotheistic form of worship. Language,

Hebrew, a variant of the Canaanitish branch of the Semitic Group,

approximating closely to Phœnician or Moabite."

The richer by this gem, John put back the book, switched off the

light and got back into bed.

Sleep delayed in coming. As he stared wide-eyed into the darkness,

fragmentary recollections of that long-dead father formed fresh

pictures in his brain. He saw a room, with a table laid for dinner

with white napery and glittering silver, the high child's chair by

which he stood, a chubby boy in petticoats, waiting for strong,

gentle arms to lift him to the seat. While the owner of the arms, a

tall man, dark and grave, washed his hands at a shining metal laver

hanging on the dining-room wall beside the door. The tall man wore

his hat during this ceremony, and the towel he used was long and

narrow, and had embroidered ends....

A similar laver had hung on the wall in his grandmother's private

sitting-room, John remembered; carefully dusted, but never used by

anybody as far as he had known. And over the laver had hung a plaque

of metal, embossed with Hebrew characters: such a _mezusah_ as one

saw affixed to doorposts in the City: thickening as one got nearer to

Houndsditch: becoming dense in the neighbourhood of Whitechapel Road

and the Commercial Road, E....

He was destined to enjoy no beauty-sleep that night.

For this materialistic, hard-headed, commonplace young City

insurance-broker was loyal of nature, capable of warm attachments;

faithful in friendship and honourable; according to his somewhat

narrow Code. And the country in which he had been reared, the home

in which Life had unfolded for his infant consciousness, the

associations amongst which he had developed from a gawky boy into a

tall young man, were English: and he had not known previously how

much that meant to him.

England was John Hazel's England, the City of London his by choice

and adoption; the Tom Tiddler's Ground where he, a citizen and a

patriot, had meant to pick up as much of the good stuff Money as he

possibly could get. He loved Great Britain, her history, traditions,

rulers and institutions with a love blind, instinctive, and deeply

rooted, that embraced her Colonies and the Dominions Beyond the Seas.

He had never lumbered up on his huge feet to do honour to the

National Anthem; or cheered the King and Queen and the Prince of

Wales, and other notabilities passing in procession to the Guildhall

or elsewhere,--or listened to a patriotic speech at a City

dinner,--or a West End public charity-function, without a big lump

rising in his throat.

And since the blizzard of War had burst upon this, his

mother-country, and the new, strange, dreadful life had replaced the

pleasant, easy-going old one, his love for England had become a rage.

The tramp of martial boots going through the darkened streets; the

heavy roll of guns, ammunition and baggage-lorries; the columns of

bronzed faces under khaki cap-peaks, streaming under arches of

railway stations; the dreadful news bruited by the newspapers,

shouted in the streets, clubbing you when you opened your Latest

Edition;--the mourning weeds on the backs of strangers and friends;

the darkness of streets and restaurants and public places; the

thickly-curtained windows of one's own home and one's neighbours'

houses; the Spy Scare--and the hovering, haunting menace of Invasion

by Aircraft--increased his patriotic fever day by day. Great tears

had splashed upon the dirty drab paper he had signed when he

enlisted. And they were the tears of an Asiatic;--a Semite whose

ancestors had come out of Ur in Chaldea--and whose native language

was a variant of the Canaanitish thingumbob. Perhaps no genuine

Englishman would have shed them. And yet, some pathetic

parting-scenes at Railway Stations had removed John's previous

impression that hefty, hardy, masculine Britons are never known to

cry.

One is sorrowful to remember that beyond the narrow range of this

young man's prejudices, and the stultifying influences of his

environment, extended boundless vistas of which a more liberal and

comprehensive range of reading;--fuel for the engines of the winged

chariot of Thought and Imagination--might have made John Hazel

free....

But he lay prone, dull and unimaginative; staring over the bedclothes

at the pale watery gleam of the dressing-mirror opposite, while out

of the mighty Past--reverberating and flashing to this hour with the

thunders and lightnings of Sinai,--Patriarchs, Law-giver, Judges,

Prophets and Sages, Poets, Kings, Statesmen, Patriots, Preachers,

Warriors, Artificers and Craftsmen of vanished Israel and living

Judæa--dominated by One Figure, unspeakably more benign and

glorious--looked down in solemn pitying wonder on the young City

insurance-broker, who was depressed by the sudden discovery, that not

only on the father's side but on the mother's,--he had been born a

Jew.

"Never mind, Old J.B.H.!" he told himself encouragingly. "Even if

your ancestors did come out of Egypt with Moses, you're a pup of the

Big Bull Bitch. And I'll tell you what, my boy! Good old England

may count herself thundering lucky, if she gets a few hundred

thousand others of the same breed to fight for her in this War!"

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