Thy form departed, and thy face remembered not in good or ill.”
For of this we may be sure—if suffering is not the widest gate of
heaven, then heaven has no gates. Unhappy woman, stretch out those
longing arms in supplication to the God of sorrows for strength to bear
your load, since here it shall not be lightened. The burdens which
Providence binds on our backs, Providence will sometimes lessen, but
those which our own folly fastens remain till death deliver us.
So, Eva, dry your tears, for they can avail you naught, and go get you
to your daily task—go tend your children, and smile that sweet sad
smile on all alike, and _wait._ As you have sowed so shall you reap,
but seed-time is not done, and not yet is the crop white to the
harvest.
CHAPTER V.
HOME AGAIN
It was very peaceful, that life at Kesterwick, after all the fierce
racket and excitement of the past years. Indeed, as day succeeded day,
and brought nothing to disturb his darkness but the sound of Dorothy’s
gentle voice, and the scent of flowers on the marshes when the wind
blew towards the ocean, and the sharp strong odour of the sea when it
set upon the land, Ernest could almost fancy that the past was nothing
but a dream more or less ugly, and that this was a dream more or less
pleasant, from which he should presently wake up and find himself a boy
again.
English villages change but little. Now and again a person dies, and
pretty frequently some one is born; but, on the whole, the tide of time
creeps on very imperceptibly, and though in the course of nature the
entire population is changed every sixty years or so, nobody seems to
realise that it is changing. There is so little in such places by which
to mark the change. The same church-tower makes a landmark to the eye
as it did centuries ago to the eyes of our ancestors, and the same
clouds sweep across the same blue space above it. There are the same
old houses, the same streams, and, above all, the same roads and lanes.
If you could put one of our Saxon forefathers down in the neighbourhood
of most of our country towns, he would have little difficulty in
finding his way about. It is the men who change, not the places.
Still there were some few changes at Kesterwick. Here and there the sea
had taken another bite out of the cliff, notably on the north side of
Dum’s Ness, out of which a large slice had gone, thus bringing the
water considerably nearer to the house. Here and there a tree, too, had
been cut down, or a cottage built, or a family changed its residence.
For instance, Miss Florence Ceswick had suddenly shut up the Cottage,
where she had remained ever since Eva’s marriage, seeing nothing of her
sister or her sister’s husband, and had gone abroad—people said to
Rome, to study art. For Florence had suddenly electrified the
Kesterwick neighbourhood by appearing as an artist of tragic force and
gruesome imagination. A large picture by her hand had been exhibited in
the Royal Academy of the previous year, and, though the colouring was
somewhat crude, it made a great and deserved sensation, and finally
sold for a considerable sum.
This picture represented a promontory of land running out far into a
stormy ocean. The sky above the sea was of an inky blackness, except
where a fierce ray of light from a setting sun pierced it, and impinged
upon the boiling waters which surged round the low cliff of the
promontory. On the extreme edge of the cliff stood a tall and lovely
woman. The wind caught the white robe she wore and pressed it against
her, revealing the extraordinary beauty of her form, and, lifting her
long fair locks, tossed them in wild confusion. She was bending
forward, pointing with her right hand at the water, with such a look of
ghastly agony upon her beautiful face and in the great gray eyes, that
people of impressionable temperament were wont to declare it haunted
their sleep for weeks. Down below her, just where the fierce ray lit up
the heaving waters, gleamed a naked corpse. It was that of a young man,
and was slowly sinking into the unfathomable darkness of the depths,
turning round and round as it sank. The eyes and mouth were wide open,
and the stare of the former appeared to be fixed upon those of the
woman on the cliff. Lastly, over the corpse, in the storm-wreaths above
their heads, there hovered on steady wings a dim female figure, with
its arm thrown across the face as though to hide it. In the catalogue
this picture was called “The Lost Lover,” but speculation was rife as
to what it meant.
Dorothy heard of it, and went to London to see it. The first thing that
struck her about the work was the extraordinary contrast it presented
to the commonplace canvases by which it was surrounded, of reapers, of
little girls frisking with baa-lambs, and nude young women musing
profoundly on the edge of pools, as though they were trying to solve
the great question—to wash or not to wash. But presently the horror of
the picture laid hold upon her, and seemed to fascinate her, as it had
so many others. Then she became aware that the faces were familiar to
her, and suddenly it broke upon her mind that the sinking corpse was
Ernest, and the agonised woman, Eva. She examined the faces more
attentively. There was no doubt about it. Florence, with consummate
art, had changed the colouring of the hair and features, and even to a
great extent altered the features themselves; but she had preserved the
likeness perfectly, both upon the dead face of the murdered man, and in
the horror-inspired eyes of his lover. The picture made her sick with
fear—she could not tell why—and she hurried from Burlington House full
of dread of the terrible mind that had conceived it.
There had been no intercourse between the two women since Eva’s
marriage. Florence lived quite alone at the Cottage, and never went out
anywhere; and if they met by any chance, they passed with a bow. But
for all that, it was a relief to Dorothy to hear that she was not for
some long time to see that stern face with its piercing brown eyes.
In Dum’s Ness itself there appeared to be no change at all. Except that
Mr. Cardus had built a new orchid-house at the back—for as he grew
older his mania for orchids increased rather than diminished—the place
was exactly the same. Even the arrangement of the sitting-room was
unchanged, and on its familiar bracket rested the case which Jeremy had
made containing the witch’s head.
The people in the house to all appearance had changed as little as the
house itself. Jeremy confided to Ernest that Doll had grown rather
“tubby,” which was his elegant way of indicating that she had developed
a very pretty figure, and that Grice (the old housekeeper) was as
skinny as a flayed weasel, and had eyes like the point of a knife.
Ernest maliciously repeated these sayings to the two ladies concerned,
with the result that they were both furious. Then he retreated, and
left them to settle it with Jeremy.
Old Atterleigh, too, was almost exactly the same, except that of late
years his intellect seemed to have brightened a little. It was,
however, difficult to make him understand that Ernest was blind,
because the latter’s eyes looked all right. He retained some
recollection of him, and brought him his notched stick to show him
that, according to his (“hard-riding Atterleigh’s”) calculation, his
time of service with the devil, otherwise Mr. Cardus, would expire in a
few months. Dorothy read what the old man wrote upon his slate, and
repeated it to Ernest; for, he being practically dumb and Ernest being
blind, that was the only way in which they could communicate.
“And what will you do then?” asked Ernest. “You will be wretched
without any writs to fill up. Who will look after the lost souls, I
should like to know?”
The old man at once wrote vigorously on his slate:
“I shall go out hunting on the big black horse you brought with you; he
will carry my weight.”
“I should advise you not to try,” said Ernest, laughing; “he does not
like strange riders.” But the old man, at the mere thought of hunting,
was striding up and down the room, clanking his spurs and waving his
hunting crop with his uninjured arm.
“Is your grandfather as much afraid of my uncle as ever, Doll?”
“Oh yes, I think so; and do you know, Ernest, I don’t quite like the
way he looks at him sometimes.”
Ernest laughed. “I should think that the old boy is harmless enough,”
he said.
“I hope so,” said Dorothy.
When first they came back to Dum’s Ness, Jeremy was at a great loss to
know what to do with himself, and was haunted by the idea that Mr.
Cardus would want him to resume that stool in his office which years
before he had quitted to go in search of Ernest. A week or so after his
arrival, however, his fears were very pleasantly set at rest. After
breakfast, Mr. Cardus sent for him to come into his office.
“Well, Jeremy,” he said, letting his soft black eyes wander round that
young gentleman’s gigantic form—for it was by now painfully large—not
so much in height, for he was not six feet three—as in its great width,
which made big men look like children beside him, and even dwarfed his
old grandfather’s enormous frame—“well, Jeremy, what do you think of
doing? You are too big for a lawyer; all your clients would be afraid
of you.”
“I don’t know about being too big,” said Jeremy, solemnly, “but I know
that I am too great an ass. Besides, I can’t afford to spend several
years in being articled at my time of life.”
“Quite so. Then what do you propose doing?”
“I don’t know from Adam.”
“Well, how would you like to turn your sword to a plough-share, and
become a farmer?”
“I think that would suit me first-rate. I have some capital laid by.
Ernest and I made a little money out there.”
“No, I would not advise you to take a farm in that way; these are bad
times. But I want a practical man to look after my land round
here—salary £150. What do you say?”
“You are very kind; but I doubt if I can boss that coach; I don’t know
anything of the work.”
“Oh, you will very soon learn; there is a capital bailiff; Stamp—you
remember him—he will soon put you up to the ropes. So we will consider
that settled.”
Thus it was that our friend Jeremy entered on a new walk in life, and
one which suited him very well. In less than a year’s time he grew
aggressively agricultural, and one never met him but what he had a
handful of oats, or a mangel-wurzel in his coat-tail pocket, which he
was ready to swear were samples of the finest oats, mangel-wurzel, or
whatever the particular agricultural product might be that ever had
been, or were ever likely to be, grown.
CHAPTER VI.
HOW IT ALL CAME ABOUT
How did it all come about?
Let us try and discover. Dorothy and Ernest were together all day long.
They only separated when Mazooku came to lead the latter off to bed. At
breakfast-time he led him back again, and handed him over to Dorothy
for the day. Not that our Zulu friend liked this; he did not like it at
all. It was, he considered, his business to lead his master about, and
not that of the “Rosebud,” who was, as he discovered, after all nothing
but a girl connected with his master neither by birth nor marriage. And
on this point there finally arose a difference of opinion between the
Rosebud and Mazooku.
The latter was leading Ernest for his morning walk, when Dorothy,
perceiving it, and being very jealous of what she considered her
rights, sallied out and took his hand from the great Zulu’s. Then did
Mazooku’s long-pent indignation break forth.
“O Rosebud, sweet and small Rosebud!” he commenced, addressing her in
Zulu, of which, needless to say, she understood not one word, “why do
you come and take my father’s hand out of my hand? Is not Mazimba my
father blind, and am I not his dog, his old dog, to lead him in his
blindness? Why do you take his bone from a dog?”
“What is the man saying?” asked Dorothy.
“He is offended because you come to lead me; he says that he is my dog,
and that you snatch his bone from him: A pretty sort of bone indeed!”
he added.
“Tell him,” said Dorothy, “that here in this country I hold your hand.
What does he want? Is he not always with you? Does he not sleep across
your door? What more does he want?”
Ernest translated her reply.
“Ow!” said the Zulu, with a grunt of dissatisfaction.
“He is a faithful fellow, Doll, and has stood by me for many years; you
must not vex him.”
But Dorothy, after the manner of loving women, was tenacious of what
she considered _her_ rights.
“Tell him that he can walk in front,” she said, putting on an obstinate
little look—and she could look obstinate when she liked. “Besides,” she
added, “he cannot be trusted to lead you. I am sure he was tipsy last
night.”
Ernest translated the first remark only—into the latter he did not care
to inquire, for the Zulu vowed that he could never understand Dorothy’s
English, and Mazooku accepted the compromise. Thus for awhile the
difference was patched up.
Sometimes Dorothy and Ernest would go out riding together; for, blind
as he was, Ernest could not be persuaded to give up his riding. It was
a pretty sight to see them; Ernest mounted on his towering black
stallion, “The Devil,” which in his hands was as gentle as a lamb, but
with everybody else fully justified his appellation, and Dorothy on a
cream-coloured cob Mr. Cardus had given her, holding in her right hand
a steel guiding-rein linked to “The Devil’s” bit. In this way they
would wander all over the country-side, and sometimes, when a good
piece of turf presented itself, even venture on a sharp canter. Behind
them Mazooku rode as groom, mounted on a stout pony, with his feet
stuck, Zulu fashion, well out at right-angles to his animal’s side.
They were a strange trio.
And so from week’s end to week’s end Dorothy was ever by Ernest’s side,
reading to him, writing for him, walking and riding with him, weaving
herself into the substance of his life.
And at last there came one sunny August day, when they were sitting
together in the shade of the chancel of Titheburgh Abbey. It was a
favourite spot of theirs, for the gray old walls sheltered them from
the glare of the sun and the breath of the winds. It was a spot, too,
rich in memories of the dead past, and a pleasant place to sit.
Through the gaping window-places came the murmur of the ocean and the
warmth of the harvest sunshine; and gazing out by the chancel doorway,
Dorothy could see the long lights of the afternoon dance and sparkle on
the emerald waves.
She had been reading to him, and the book lay idle on her knees as she
gazed dreamily at those lights and shadows, a sweet picture of pensive
womanhood. He, too, had relapsed into silence, and was evidently
thinking deeply.
Presently she roused herself.
“Well, Ernest,” she said, “what are you thinking about? You are as dull
as—as the dullest thing in the world, whatever that may be. What is the
dullest thing in the world?”
“I don’t know,” he answered, awakening. “Yes, I think I do; an American
novel.”
“Yes, that is a good definition. You are as dull as an American novel.”
“It is unkind of you to say so, Doll, my dear. I was thinking of
something, Doll.”
She made a little face, which of course he could not see, and answered
quickly:
“You generally are thinking of something. You generally are thinking
of—Eva, except when you are asleep, and then you are dreaming of her.”
Ernest coloured up.
“Yes,” he said, “it is true; she is often more or less in my mind. It
is my misfortune, Doll, not my fault. You see, I do not do things by
halves.”
Dorothy bit her lip.
“She should be vastly flattered, I am sure. Few women can boast of
having inspired such affection in a man. I suppose it is because she
treated you so badly. Dogs love the hand that whips them. You are a
curious character, Ernest. Not many men would give so much to one who
has returned so little.”
“So much the better for them. If I had a son, I think that I should
teach him to make love to all women, and to use their affection as a
means of amusement and self-advancement, but to fall in love with
none.”
“That is one of your bitter remarks, for which I suppose we must thank
Eva. You are always making them now. Let me tell you that there are
good women in the world; yes, and honest, faithful women, who, when
they have given their heart, are true to their choice, and would not do
it violence to be made Queen of England. But you men do not go the
right way to find them. You think of nothing but beauty, and never take
the trouble to learn the hearts of the sweet girls who grow like
daisies in the grass all round you, but who do not happen to have great
melting eyes or a splendid figure. You tread them underfoot, and if
they were not so humble they would be crushed, as you rush off and try
to pick the rose; and then you prick your fingers and cry out, and tell
all the daisies how shamefully the rose has treated you.”
Ernest laughed, and Dorothy went on:
“Yes, it is an unjust world. Let a woman but be beautiful and
everything is at her feet, for you men are despicable creatures, and
care for little except what is pleasant to the senses. On the other
hand, let her be plain, or only ordinary-looking—for the fate of most
of us is just to escape being ugly—and you pay as much regard to her as
you do to the chairs you sit on. And yet, strange as it may seem to
you, probably she has her feelings, and her capacities for high
affection, and her imaginative power, all working vigorously behind her
plain little face. Probably, too, she is better than your beauty.
Nature does not give everything. When she endows a woman with perfect
loveliness, she robs her either of her heart or her brains. But you men
don’t see that, because you won’t look; so in course of time all the
fine possibilities in Miss Plainface wither up, and she becomes a
disappointed old maid, while my Lady Beauty pursues her career of
selfishness and mischief-making, till at last she withers up too,
that’s one comfort. We all end in bones, you know, and there isn’t much
difference between us then.”
Ernest had been listening with great amusement to Dorothy’s views. He
had no idea that she took such matters into her shrewd consideration.
“I heard a girl say the other day that, on the whole, most women
preferred to become old maids,” he said.
“Then she told fibs; they don’t. It isn’t natural that they should—that
is, if they care for anybody. Just think, there are more than ten
hundred thousand of our charming sisterhood in these islands, and more
women being born every day! Ten hundred thousand restless, unoccupied,
disgusted, loveless women! It is simply awful to think of. I wonder
they don’t breed a revolution. If they were all beautiful, they would.”
He laughed again.
“Do you know what remedy Mazooku would apply to this state of affairs?”
“No.”
“The instant adoption of polygamy. There are no unmarried women among
the Natal Zulus, and as a class they are extremely happy.”
Dorothy shook her head.
“It wouldn’t do here; it would be too expensive.”
“I say, Doll, you spoke just now of our ‘charming sisterhood’; you are
rather young to consider yourself an old maid. Do you want to become
one?”
“Yes,” she said sharply.
“Then _you_ don’t care for anybody, eh?”
She blushed up furiously.
“What business is that of yours, I should like to know?” she answered.
“Well, Doll, not much. But will you be angry with me if I say
something?”
“I suppose you can say what you like.”
“Yes; but will you listen?”
“If you speak I cannot help hearing.”
“Well, then, Doll—now don’t be angry, dear.”
“O Ernest, how you aggravate me! Can’t you get it out and have done
with it?”
“All right, Doll, I’ll steam straight ahead this time. It is this. I
have sometimes lately been vain enough to think that you cared a little
about me, Doll, although I am as blind as a bat. I want to ask you if
it is true. You must tell me plain, Doll, because I cannot see your
eyes to learn the truth from them.”
She turned quite pale at his words, and her eyes rested upon his blind
orbs with a look of unutterable tenderness. So it had come at last.
“Why do you ask me that question. Ernest? Whether or no I care for you,
I am very sure that you do not care for me.”
“You are not quite right there, Doll, but I will tell you why I ask it;
it is not out of mere curiosity.
“You know all the history of my life, Doll, or at least most of it. You
know how I loved Eva, and gave her all that a foolish youngster can
give to a weak woman—gave it in such a way that I can never have it
back again. Well, she deserted me; I have lost her. The best happiness
of my life has been wrecked beyond redemption; that is a fact which
must be accepted as much as the fact of my blindness. I am physically
and morally crippled, and certainly in no fit state to ask a woman to
marry me on the ground of my personal advantages. But if, my dear Doll,
you should, as I have sometimes thought, happen to care about anything
so worthless, then, you see, the affair assumes a different aspect.”
“I don’t quite understand you. What do you mean?” she said, in a low
voice.
“I mean that in that case I will ask you if you will take me for a
husband.”
“You do not love me, Ernest; I should weary you.”
He felt for her hand, found it, and took it in his own. She made no
resistance.
“Dear,” he said, “it is this way: I can never give you that passion I
gave to Eva, because, thank God, the human heart can know it but once
in a life; but I can and will give you a husband’s tenderest love. You
are very dear to me, Doll, though it is not in the same way that Eva is
dear. I have always loved you as a sister, and I think that I should
make you a good husband. But, before you answer me, I want you to
thoroughly understand about Eva. Whether I marry or not, I fear that I
shall never be able to shake her out of my mind. At one time I thought
that perhaps if I made love to other women I might be able to do so, on
the principle that one nail drives out another. But it was a failure;
for a month or two I got the better of my thoughts, then they would get
the better of me again. Besides, to tell you the truth, I am not quite
sure that I wish to do so. My trouble about this woman has become a
part of myself. It is, as I told you, my ‘evil destiny,’ and goes where
I go. And now, dear Doll, you will see why I asked you if you really
cared for me before I asked you to marry me. If you do not care for me,
then it will clearly not be worth your while to marry me, for I am
about as poor a catch as a man can well be; if you do—well, then it is
a matter for your consideration.”
She paused awhile and answered:
“Suppose that the positions were reversed, Ernest; at least, suppose
this: suppose that you had loved your Eva all your life, but she had
not loved you except as a brother, having given her heart to some other
man, who was, say, married to somebody else, or in some way separated
from her. Well, supposing that this man died, and that one day Eva came
to you and said, ‘Ernest, my dear, I cannot love you as I loved him who
has gone, and whom I one day hope to rejoin in heaven; but if you wish
it, and it will make you the happier, I will be your true and tender
wife.’ What should you answer her, Ernest?”
“Answer? why, I suppose that I should take her at her word and be
thankful. Yes, I think that I should take her at her word.”
“And so, dear Ernest, do I take you at your word; for as it is with you
about Eva, so it is with me about you. As a child I loved you; ever
since I have been a woman I have loved you more and more, even through
all those cold years of absence. And when you came back, ah, then it
was to me as it would be to you if you suddenly once more saw the light
of day. Ernest, my beloved, you are all my life to me, and I take you
at your word, my dear. I will be your wife.”
He stretched out his arms, found her, drew her to him, and kissed her
on the lips.
“Doll, I don’t deserve that you should love me so; it makes me feel
ashamed that I have not more to give you in return.”
“Ernest, you will give me all you can; I mean to make you grow very
fond of me. Perhaps one day you will give me everything.”
He hesitated a little while before he spoke again.
“Doll,” he said, “you are quite sure that you do not mind about Eva?”
“My dear Ernest, I accept Eva as a fact, and make the best of her, just
as I should if I wanted to marry a man with a monomania that he was
Henry VIII.”
“Doll, you know I call her my evil destiny. The fact is, I am afraid of
her; she overpowers my reason. Well, now, Doll, what I am driving at is
this: supposing—not that I think she will—that she were to crop up
again, and take it into her head to try and make a fool of me! She
_might_ succeed, Doll.”
“Ernest, will you promise me something on your honour?”
“Yes, dear.”
“Promise me that you will hide from me nothing that passes between Eva
and yourself, if anything ever should pass, and that in this matter you
will always consider me not in the light of a wife, but of a trusted
friend.”
“Why do you ask me to promise that?”
“Because then I shall, I hope, be able to keep you both out of trouble.
You are not fit to look after yourselves, either of you.”
“I promise. And now, Doll, there is one more thing. It is somehow fixed
in my mind that my fate and that woman’s are intertwined. I believe
that what we are now passing through is but a single phase of
interwoven existence; that we have, perhaps, already passed through
many stages, and that many higher stages and developments await us. Of
course, it may be fantasy, but at any rate I believe it. The question
is, do you care to link your life with that of a man who holds such a
belief?”
“Ernest, I daresay your belief is a true one, at any rate for you who
believe it, for it seems probable that as we sow so shall we reap, as
we spiritually imagine so shall we spiritually inherit, since causes
must in time produce effects. These beliefs are not implanted in our
hearts for nothing, and surely in the wide heavens there is room for
the realisation of them all. But I too have my beliefs, and one of them
is, that in God’s great Hereafter every loving and desiring soul will
be with the soul thus loved and desired. For him or her, at any rate,
the other will be there, forming a part of his or her life, though,
perhaps, it may elsewhere and with others also be pursuing its own
desires and satisfying its own aspirations. So you see, Ernest, your
beliefs will not interfere with mine, nor shall I be afraid of losing
you in another place.
“And now, Ernest, my heart’s love, take my hand, and let me lead you
home; take my hand, as you have taken my heart, and never leave go of
it again till at last I die.”
And so hand in hand they went home together, through the lights and
shadows of the twilight.
CHAPTER VII.
MAZOOKU’S FAREWELL
Dorothy and Ernest got back to Dum’s Ness just in time to dress for
dinner, for since Ernest and Jeremy had come back, Dorothy, whose will
in that house was law, had instituted late dinner. The dinner passed
over as usual, Dorothy sitting between Ernest and her grandfather, and
attending to the wants of those two unfortunates, both of whom would
have found it rather difficult to get through their meal without her
gentle, unobtrusive help. But when dinner was over and the cloth
removed, and Grice had placed the wine upon the table and withdrawn, an
unusual thing happened.
Ernest asked Dorothy to fill his glass with port, and when she had done
so he said:
“Uncle and Jeremy, I am going to ask you to drink a health.”
The old man looked up sharply. “What is it, Ernest, my boy?”
As for Dorothy, she blushed a rosy red, guessing what was coming, and
not knowing whether to be pleased or angry.
“It is this, uncle—it is the health of my future wife, Dorothy.”
Then came a silence of astonishment. Mr. Cardus broke it:
“Years ago, Ernest, my dear nephew, I told you that I wished this to
come to pass; but other things happened to thwart my plans, and I never
expected to see it. Now in God’s good time it has come, and I drink the
health with all my heart. My children, I know that I am a strange man,
and my life has been devoted to a single end, which is now drawing near
its final development; but I have found time in it to learn to love you
both. Dorothy, my daughter, I drink your health. May the happiness that
was denied to your mother fall upon your head, her share and your share
too! Ernest, you have passed through many troubles, and have been
preserved almost miraculously to see this day. In Dorothy you will find
a reward for everything, for she is a good woman. Perhaps I shall never
live to see your happiness and the children of your happiness—I do not
think I shall; but may the solemn blessing I give you now rest upon
your dear heads! God bless you both, my children. All peace go with
you, Dorothy and Ernest!”
“Amen!” said Jeremy, in a loud voice, and with a vague idea that he was
in church. Then he got up and shook Ernest’s hand so hard in his
fearful grip that the latter was constrained to holloa out, and lifted
Dolly out of her chair like a plaything, and kissed her boisterously,
knocking the orchid-bloom she wore out of her hair in the process. Then
they all sat down again and beamed at one another and drank
port-wine—at least the men did—and were inanely happy.
Indeed, the only person to whom the news was not satisfactory was
Mazooku.
“Ou!” he said, with a grunt, when Jeremy communicated it to him. “So
the Rosebud is going to become the Rose, and I shan’t even be able to
lead my father to bed now. Ou!” And from that day forward Mazooku’s
abstracted appearance showed that he was meditating deeply on
something.
Next morning his uncle sent for Ernest into the office. Dorothy led him
in.
“O, here you are!” said his uncle.
“Yes, here we are, Reginald,” answered Dorothy; “what is it? Shall I go
away?”
“No, don’t go away. What I have to say concerns you both. Come and look
at the orchids, Ernest; they are beautiful. Ah!” he went on,
stammering, “I forgot you can’t see them. Forgive me.”
“Never mind, uncle, I can smell them;” and they went into the
blooming-house appropriated to the temperate kinds.
At the end of this house was a little table and some iron chairs, where
Mr. Cardus would sometimes come and smoke a cigarette. Here they sat
down.
“Now, young people,” said Mr. Cardus, wiping his bald head, “you are
going to get married. May I ask what you are going to get married on?”
“By Jove,” said Ernest, “I never thought of that! I haven’t got much,
except a title, a mansion with ‘numerous and valuable’ heirlooms, and
one hundred and eighty acres of park,” he added, laughing.
“No, I don’t suppose you have; but, luckily for you both, I am not so
badly off, and I mean to do something for you. What do you think would
be the proper thing? Come, Dorothy, my little housewife, what do you
reckon you can live on—living here, I mean, for I suppose that you do
not mean to run away and leave me alone in my old age, do you?”
Dorothy wrinkled up her forehead as she used to as a child, and began
to calculate upon her fingers. Presently she answered:
“Three hundred a year comfortably, quietly on two.”
“What!” said Mr. Cardus, “when the babies begin to come?”
Dorothy blushed, old gentlemen are so unpleasantly out-spoken, and
Ernest jumped, for the prospect of unlimited babies is alarming till
one gets used to it.
“Better make it five hundred,” he said.
“Oh,” said Mr. Cardus, “that’s what you think, is it? Well, I tell you
what I think. I am going to allow you young people two thousand a year
and pay the housekeeping bills.”
“My dear uncle, that is far more than we want.”
“Nonsense, Ernest! it is there and to spare; and why should you not
have it, instead of its piling up in the bank or in investments? There
are enough of them now, I can tell you. Everything that I have touched
has turned to gold; I believe it has often been the case with
unfortunate men. Money! I have more than I know what to do with, and
there are idiots who think that to have lots of money is to be happy.”
He paused awhile and then went on:
“I would give you more, but you are both comparatively young, and I do
not wish to encourage habits of extravagance in you. The world is full
of vicissitudes, and it is impossible for anybody to know how he may be
pecuniarily situated in ten years’ time. But I wish you, Ernest, to
keep up your rank—moderately, if you like, but still to keep it up.
Life is all before you now, and whatever you choose to go in for, you
shall not want the money to back you. Look here, my children, I may as
well tell you that when I die you will inherit nearly all I have got; I
have left it to be divided equally between you, with reversion to the
survivor. I drew up that will some years back, and I do not think that
it is worth while altering it now.”
“Forgive me,” said Ernest, “but how about Jeremy?”
Mr. Cardus’s face changed a little. He had never got over his dislike
of Jeremy, though his sense of justice caused him to stifle it.
“I have not forgotten Jeremy,” he said, in a tone that indicated that
he did not wish to pursue the conversation.
Ernest and Dorothy thanked the old man for his goodness, but he would
not listen, so they went off and left him to return to his
letter-writing. In the passage Dorothy peeped through the glass half of
the door which opened into her grandfather’s room.
There sat the old man writing, writing, his long iron-gray hair hanging
all about his face. Presently he seemed to think of something, and a
smile, which the contorted mouth made ghastly, spread itself over the
pallid countenance. Rising, he went to the corner and extracted a long
tally-stick on which notches were cut. Sitting down again, he counted
the remaining notches over and over, and then took a penknife and cut
one out. This done, he put the stick back, and, looking at the wall,
began to mutter—for he was not quite dumb—and to clasp and unclasp his
powerful hand. Dorothy entered the room quickly.
“Grandfather, what are you doing?” she said sharply.
The old man started, and his jaw dropped. Then the eyes grew dull, and
his usual apathetic look stole over his face. Taking up his slate, he
wrote, “Cutting out my notches.”
Dorothy asked him some farther questions, but could get nothing more
out of him.
“I don’t at all like the way grandfather has been going on lately,” she
said to Ernest. “He is always muttering and clinching his hand, as
though he had some one by the throat. You know he thinks that he has
been serving the fiend all these years, and that his time will be up
shortly, whereas you know, though Reginald had no cause to love him, he
has been very kind to him. If it had not been for Reginald, my
grandfather would have been sent to the madhouse; but because he was
connected with his loss of fortune, he thinks he is the devil. He
forgets how he served Reginald; you see even in madness the mind only
remembers the injuries inflicted on itself, and forgets those it
inflicted on others. I don’t at all like his way.” “I should think that
he had better be shut up.”
“Oh, Reginald would never do it. Come, dear, let us go out.”
It was a month or so after Mr. Cardus’s announcement of his pecuniary
intentions that a little wedding-party stood before the altar in
Kesterwick Church. It was a very small party, consisting, indeed, only
of Ernest, Dorothy, Mr. Cardus, Jeremy, and a few idlers, who, seeing
the church door open, had strolled in to see what was going on. Indeed,
the marriage had been kept a profound secret; for since he had been
blind, Ernest had developed a great dislike to being stared at. Nor,
indeed, had he any liking for the system under which a woman proclaims
with loud and unseemly rejoicings that she has found a man to marry
her, and the clan of her relations celebrate her departure with a few
outward and visible tears and much inward and spiritual joy.
But among that small crowd, unobserved by any of them, quite close up
in the shadow of one of the massive pillars, sat a veiled woman. She
sat quite quiet and still; she might have been carved in stone; but as
the service went on she raised her thick veil, and fixed her keen brown
eyes upon the two who stood before the altar. And as she did so, the
lips of this shadowy lady trembled a little, and a mist of trouble rose
from the unhealthy marshes of her mind and clouded her fine cut
features. Long and steadily she gazed, then dropped the veil again, and
said beneath her breath:
“Was it worth while for this? Well, I have seen him.”
Then this shadowy noble-looking lady rose, and glided from the church,
bearing away with her the daunting burden of her sin.
And Ernest? He stood there and said the responses in his clear manly
voice; but even as he did so there rose before him the semblance of the
little room in faraway Pretoria, and of the vision which he had had of
this very church, and of a man standing where he himself stood now, and
a lovely woman standing where stood Dorothy his wife. Well, it was
gone, as all visions go—as we, who are but visions of a longer life, go
too. It was gone—gone into that limbo of the past which is ever opening
its insatiable maw and swallowing us and our joys and our
sorrows—making a meal of the atoms of to-day that it may support itself
till the atoms of to-morrow are ready for its appetite.
It was gone, and he was married, and Dorothy his wife stood there
wreathed in smiles and blushes which he could not see, and Mr.
Halford’s voice, now grown weak and quavering, was formulating
heartfelt congratulations, which were being repeated in the gigantic
echo of Jeremy’s deep tones, and in his uncle’s quick jerky utterances.
So he took Dorothy his wife into his arms and kissed her, and she led
him down the church to the old vestry, into which so many thousand
newly married couples had passed during the course of the last six
centuries, and he signed his name where they placed his pen upon the
parchment, wondering the while if he was signing it straight, and then
went out, and was helped into the carriage, and driven home.
Ernest and his wife went upon no honeymoon; they stopped quietly there
at the old house, and began to accustom themselves to their new
relationship. Indeed, to the outsider at any rate, there seemed to be
little difference between it and the former one; for they could not be
much more together now than they had been before. Yet in Dorothy’s face
there was a difference. A great peace, an utter satisfaction which had
been wanting before, came down and brooded upon it, and made it
beautiful. She both looked and was a happy woman.
But to the Zulu Mazooku this state of affairs did not appear to be
satisfactory.
One day—it was three days after the marriage—Ernest and Dorothy were
walking together outside the house, when Jeremy, coming in from a visit
to a distant farm, advanced, and, joining them, began to converse on
agricultural matters; for he was already becoming intensely and
annoyingly technical. Presently, as they talked, they became aware of
the sound of naked feet running swiftly over the grass.
“That sounds like a Zulu dancing,” said Ernest, quickly.
It was a Zulu; it was Mazooku, but Mazooku transformed. It had been his
fancy to bring a suit of war finery, such as he had worn when he was
one of Cetywayo’s soldiers, with him from Natal; and now he had donned
it all, and stood before them, a striking yet alarming figure. From his
head a single beautiful gray feather, taken from the Bell crane, rose a
good two feet into the air; around his waist hung a kilt of white
ox-tails, and beneath his right knee and shoulder were small circles of
white goat’s hair. For the rest, he was naked. In his left hand he held
a milk-white fighting shield made of ox-hide, and in his right his
great “bangwan,” or stabbing assegai. Still as a statue he stood before
them, his plume bending in the breeze; and Dorothy, looking with
wondering eyes, marvelled at the broad chest scarred all over with
assegai wounds, and the huge sinewy limbs. Suddenly he raised the
spear, and saluted in sonorous tones:
“Koos! Baba!”
“Speak,” said Ernest.
“I speak, Mazimba, my father. I come to meet my father as a man meets a
man. I come with spear and shield, but not in war. With my father I
came from the land of the sun into this cold land, where the sun is as
pale as the white faces it shines on. Is it not so, my father?”
“I hear you.”
“With my father I came. Did not my father and I stand together for many
a day? Did I not slay the two Basutus down in the land of Secocoeni,
chief of the Bapedi, at my father’s bidding? Did I not once save my
father from the jaws of the wild beast that walks by night—from the
fangs of the lion? Did I not stand by the side of my father at the
place of the Little Hand, when all the plain of Isandhlwana was red
with blood? Do I dream in the night, or was it so, my father?”
“I hear you. It was so.”
“Then when the heavens above smelt out my father, and smote him with
their fire, did I not say, ‘Ah, my father, now art thou blind, and
canst fight no more, and no more play the part of a man. Better that
thou hadst died a man’s death, O my father! But as thou art blind, lo!
whither thou goest, thither will I go also and be my father’s dog.’ Did
I not say this, O Mazimba, my father?”
“Thou didst say it.”
“And so we sailed across the black water, thou Mazimba and I and the
great Lion, like unto whom no man was ever born of woman, and came
hither, and have lived for many moons the lives of women, have eaten
and drunken, and have not fought or hunted, or known the pleasure of
men. Is it not so, Mazimba, my father?”
“Thou speakest truly, Mazooku; it is even so.”
“Yes, we sailed across the black water in the smoking ship, sailed to
the land of wonders, which is full of houses and trees, so that a man
cannot breathe in it, or throw out his arms lest they should strike a
wall; and, behold! there came an ancient one with a shining head
wonderful to look on, and a girl Rosebud, small but very sweet, and
greeted my father and the Lion, and led them away in the carriages
which put the horses inside them, and set them in this place, where
they may look for ever at the sadness of the sea.
“And then, behold, the Rosebud said, ‘What doth this black dog here?
Shall a dog lead Mazimba by the hand? Begone, thou black dog, and walk
in front or ride behind; it is I who will hold Mazimba’s hand.’
“Then my father, sinking deep in ease, and becoming a fat man, rich in
oxen and waggons and corn, said to himself, ‘I will take this Rosebud
to wife.’ And so the Rosebud opened her petals, and closed them round
my father, and became a Rose; and now she sheds her fragrance round him
day by day and night by night, and the black dog stands and howls
outside the door.
“And so, my father, it came to pass that Mazooku, thy ox and thy dog,
communed with his heart, and said: ‘Here is no more any place for thee.
Mazimba thy chief has no longer any need of thee, and behold in this
land of women thou, too, shalt grow like a woman. So get up and go to
thy father, and say to him, “O my father, years ago I put my hand
between thy hands, and became a loyal man to thee; now I would withdraw
it, and return to the land whence we came; for here I am not wanted,
and here I cannot breathe.”’ I have spoken, O my father and my chief.”
“Mazooku, umdanda ga Ingoluvu, umfana ga Amazulu” (son of Ingoluvu,
child of the Zulu race), answered Ernest, adopting the Zulu metaphor,
his voice sounding wonderfully soft as the liquid tongue he spoke so
well came rolling out, “thou hast been a good man to me, and I have
loved thee. But thou shalt go. Thou art right: now is my life the life
of a woman; never again shall I hear the sound of the rifle or the
ringing of steel in war. And so thou goest, Mazooku. It is well. But at
times thou wilt think of thy blind master Mazimba, and of Alston, the
wise captain who sleeps, and of the Lion who threw the ox over his
shoulder. Go, and be happy. Many be thy wives, many thy children, and
countless thy cattle! The Lion shall take thee by the hand and lead
thee to the sea, and shall give thee of my bounty wherewith to buy a
little food when thou comest to thine own land, and a few oxen, and a
piece of ground, or a waggon or two, so that thou shalt not be hungry,
nor want for cattle to give for wives. Mazooku, fare thee well!”
[Illustration: Mazooku’s Farewell.]
“One word, Mazimba, my father, and I will trouble thine ears no more,
since for thee my voice shall be silent for ever. When the time has
come for thee to die, and thou dost pass, as the white men say, up
‘into the heavens above,’ and thy sight dawns again, and thou art once
more a man eager for battle, then turn thee and cry with a loud voice:
‘Mazooku, son of Ingoluvu, of the tribe of the Maquilisini, where art
thou, O my dog? Come thou and serve me!’ And surely, if I still live,
then shall I hear thy voice, and groan and die, that I may pass to
thee; and if I be already dead, then shall I be there at thy side even
as thou callest. This thou wilt do for me, O Mazimba, my father and my
chief, because, lo! I have loved thee as the child loves her who
suckled it, and I would look upon thy face again, O my father from the
olden time, my chief from generation to generation!”
“If it be in my power, this I will do, Mazooku.”
The great Zulu drew himself up, raised his spear, and for the first and
last time in his life gave Ernest the royal salute—to which, by the
way, he had no right at all—“_Bayte, Bayte!_” Then he turned and ran
swiftly thence, nor would he see Ernest again before he went. “The pain
of death was over,” he said.
As the sound of his footsteps grew faint, Ernest sighed.
“There goes our last link with South Africa, Jeremy, my boy. It is a
good thing, for he was growing too fond of the bottle; they all do
here. But it makes me very sad, and sometimes I think that, as Mazooku
says, it is a pity we did not go under with Alston and the others. It
would all have been over now.”
“Thank you,” said Jeremy, after reflecting; “on the whole, I am pretty
comfortable as I am.”
CHAPTER VIII.
MR. CARDUS ACCOMPLISHES HIS REVENGE
Mr. de Talor owed his great wealth not to his own talents, but to a
lucky secret in the manufacture of the grease used on railways
discovered by his father. Talor _pre_ had been a railway-guard till his
discovery brought him wealth. He was a shrewd man, however, and on his
sudden accession of fortune did his best to make a gentleman of his
only son, at that date a lad of fifteen. But it was too late; the
associations and habits of childhood are not easily overcome, and no
earthly power or education could accomplish the desired object. When
his son was twenty years of age, old Jack Talor died, and his son
succeeded to his large fortune and a railway-grease business which
supplied the principal markets of the world.
This son had inherited a good deal of his father’s shrewdness, and set
himself to make the best of his advantages. First he placed a “de”
before his name, and assumed a canting crest. Next he bought the
Ceswick Ness estates, and bloomed into a country gentleman. It was
shortly after this latter event that he made a mistake, and fell in
love with the beauty of the neighbourhood, Mary Atterleigh. But Mary
Atterleigh would have none of him, being at the time secretly engaged
to Mr. Cardus. In vain did he resort to every possible means to shake
her resolution, even going so far as to try to bribe her father to put
pressure upon her; but at this time old Atterleigh, “Hard-riding
Atterleigh,” as he was called, was well off, and resisted his advances,
whereupon De Talor, in a fit of pique, married another woman, who was
only too glad to put up with his vulgarity in consideration of his
wealth and position as a county magnate.
Shortly afterwards three events occurred almost simultaneously.
“Hard-riding Atterleigh” got into money difficulties through
over-gratification of his passion for hounds and horses; Mr. Cardus was
taken abroad for the best part of a year in connection with a business
matter and a man named Jones, a friend of Mr. de Talor’s staying in his
house at the time, fell in love with Mary Atterleigh. Herein De Talor
saw an opportunity of revenge upon his rival, Mr. Cardus. He urged upon
Jones that his real road to the possession of the lady lay through the
pocket of her father, and even went so far as to advance him the
necessary funds to bribe Atterleigh; for though Jones was well off, he
could not at such short notice lay hands upon a sufficient sum in cash
to serve his ends.
The plot succeeded. Atterleigh’s scruples were overcome as easily as
the scruples of men in his position without principle to back them
generally are, and pressure of a most outrageous sort was brought to
bear upon the gentle-minded Mary, with the result that when Mr. Cardus
returned from abroad he found his affianced bride the wife of another
man, who became in due course the father of Jeremy and Dolly.
This cruel and most unexpected bereavement drove Mr. Cardus partially
mad, and when he came to himself there arose in his mind a monomania
for revenge on all concerned in bringing it about. It became the
passion and object of his life. Directing all his remarkable
intelligence and energy to the matter, he early discovered the heinous
part that De Talor had played in the plot, and swore to devote his life
to the unholy purpose of avenging it. For years he pursued his enemy,
trying plan after plan to achieve his ruin, and as one failed fell back
upon another. But to ruin a man of De Talor’s wealth was no easy
matter, especially when, as in the present instance, the avenger was
obliged to work like a mole in the dark, never allowing his enemy to
suspect that he was other than a friend. How he ultimately achieved his
purpose the reader shall now learn.
Ernest and Dorothy had been married about three weeks, and the latter
was just beginning to get accustomed to hearing herself called Lady
Kershaw, when one morning a dogcart drove up to the door, and out of it
emerged Mr. de Talor.
“Dear me, how Mr. de Talor has changed of late!” said Dorothy, who was
looking out of the window.
“How? Has he grown less like a butcher?” asked Ernest.
“No,” she answered; “but he looks like a used-up butcher about to go
through the Bankruptcy Court.”
“Butchers never go bankrupt,” said Ernest; and at that moment Mr de
Talor came in.
Dorothy was right; the man was much changed. The fat cheeks were flabby
and fallen, the insolent air was gone, and he was so shrunken that he
looked not more than half his former size.
“How do you do, Lady Kershaw? I saw Cardus ’ad got some one with him,
so I drove round to pay my respects and congratulate the bride. Why,
bless me. Sir Ernest, you ’ave grown since I saw you last! Ah, we used
to be great friends then. You remember how you used to come and shoot
up at the Ness” (he had once or twice given the two lads a day’s
rabbit-shooting). “But, bless me, I hear that you have become quite a
fire-eater since then, and been knocking over the niggers right and
left—eh?”
He paused for breath, and Ernest said a few words, not many, for he
disliked the man’s flattery as much as in past years he used to dislike
his insolence.
“Ah,” went on De Talor, looking up and pointing to the case containing
the witch’s head, “I see you’ve still got that beastly thing your
brother once showed me; I thought it was a clock, and he pretty well
frightened me out of my wits. Now I think of it, I’ve never ’ad any
luck since I saw that thing.”
At this moment the housekeeper Grice came to say that Mr. Cardus was
ready to see Mr. de Talor if he would step into the office. Dorothy
thought that their visitor turned paler at this news, and it evidently
occupied his mind sufficiently to cause him to hurry from the room
without bidding them good-bye.
When Mr. de Talor entered the office he found the lawyer pacing up and
down.
“How do you do, Cardus?” he said jauntily.
“How do you do, Mr. de Talor?” was the cold reply.
De Talor walked to the glass door and looked at the glowing mass of
blooming orchids.
“Pretty flowers, Cardus, those, very. Orchids, ain’t they? Must have
cost you a pot of money.”
“They have not cost me much, Mr. de Talor; I have reared most of them.”
“Then you are lucky; the bill my man gives me for his orchids is
something awful.”
“You did not come to speak to me about orchids, Mr. de Talor.”
“No, Cardus, I didn’t; business first, pleasure afterwards—eh?”
“Yes,” said Mr. Cardus, in his soft, jerky way. “Business first,
pleasure afterwards.”
Mr. de Talor fidgeted his legs about.
“Well, Cardus, about that mortgage. You are going to give me a little
more time, I hope?”
“On the contrary, Mr. de Talor, the interest being now eight months
overdue, I have given my London agents orders to foreclose, for I don’t
conduct such business myself.”
De Talor turned pale. “Foreclose! Good God, Cardus! it is not
possible—on such an old friend too!”
“Excuse me, it is not only possible, but a fact. Business is business,
even where _old friends_ are concerned.”
“But if you foreclose, what is to become of me, Cardus?”
“That, I imagine, is a matter for your exclusive consideration.”
His visitor gasped, and looked like an unfortunate fish suddenly pulled
out of the water.
“Let us recapitulate the facts. I have at different periods within the
last several years lent you sums of money secured on your landed
estates at Ceswick’s Ness and the neighbourhood, amounting in
all”—referring to a paper—“to one hundred and seventy-six thousand five
hundred and thirty-eight pounds ten shillings and fourpence; or,
reckoning in the overdue interest, to one hundred and seventy-nine
thousand and fifty-two pounds eight shillings. That is so, I think.”
“Yes, I suppose so, Cardus.”
“There is no supposition about it. The documents prove it.”
“Well, Cardus?”
“Well, Mr. de Talor; and now, as you cannot pay, I have instructed my
London agents to commence an action in Chancery for the sale of the
lands, and to buy in the property. It is a most desirable property.”
“O Cardus, don’t be rough on me! I am an old man now, and you led me
into this speculation.”
“Mr. de Talor, I also am an old man; if not very old in years, at least
as old as Methuselah in heart.”
“I don’t understand it all, Cardus.”
“It will give me the greatest pleasure to explain. But to do so I must
go back a little. Some ten or twelve years ago, you may remember,” he
began, sitting down with his back to the light, which struck full on
the wretched De Talor’s face, “that a firm named Rastrick and Codley
took out a patent for a new railway-grease, and set up an establishment
in Manchester not far from the famous De Talor house, which was
established by your father.”
“Yes, curse them!” groaned De Talor.
Mr. Cardus smiled.
“By all means, curse them. But what did this enterprising firm do, Mr.
de Talor? They set to work, and sold a grease superior to the article
manufactured by your house, at about eighteen per cent. cheaper. But
the De Talor house had the ear of the markets, and the contracts with
all the leading lines and Continental firms, and for awhile it seemed
as though the new house must go to the wall; and if they had not had
considerable capital at command, they must have gone to the wall.”
“Ah, and where did they get it from? That’s the mystery,” said De
Talor.
“Precisely; that was the mystery. I shall clear it up a little
presently. To return. After awhile the buyers began to find that
Rastrick and Codley’s grease was a better grease and a cheaper grease,
and as the contracts lapsed, the companies renewed them, not with the
De Talor house, but with the house of Rastrick and Codley. Doubtless
you remember.”
Mr. de Talor groaned in acquiescence, and the lawyer continued: “In
time this state of affairs produced its natural results—De Talor’s
house was ruined, and the bulk of the trade fell into the hands of the
new firm.”
“Ah, I should just like to know who they really were—the low sneaks!”
“Would you? I will tell you. The firm of Rastrick and Codley
were—Reginald Cardus, solicitor, of Dum’s Ness.”
Mr. de Talor struggled out of his chair, looked wildly at the lawyer,
and sank down again.
“You look ill; may I offer you a glass of wine?”
The wretched man shook his head.
“Very good. Doubtless you are curious to know how I, a lawyer, and not
otherwise connected with Manchester, obtained the monopoly of the
grease trade, which is, by the way, at this moment paying very well. I
will satisfy your curiosity. I have always had a mania for taking up
inventions, quite quietly, and in the names of others. Sometimes I have
made money over them, sometimes I have lost; on the whole, I have made
largely. But whether I have made or lost, the inventors have, as a
rule, never known who was backing them. One day, one lucky day, this
railway-grease patent was brought to my notice. I took it up and
invested fifty thousand in it straight off the reel. Then I invested
another fifty thousand. Still your firm cut my throat. I made an
effort, and invested a third fifty thousand. Had I failed, I should
then have been a ruined man; I had strained my credit to the utmost.
But fortune favours the brave, Mr. de Talor, and I succeeded. It was
your firm that failed. I have paid all my debts, and I reckon that the
railway-grease concern is worth, after paying liabilities, some two
hundred thousand pounds. If you should care to go in for it, Messrs.
Rastrick and Codley will, I have no doubt, be most happy to treat with
you. It has served its purpose, and is now in the market.”
De Talor looked at him with amazement. He was too upset to speak.
“So much, Mr. de Talor, for my share in the grease episode. The failure
of your firm, or rather its stoppage from loss of trade, left you still
a rich man, but only half as rich as you had been. And this, you may
remember, made you furious. You could not bear the idea of losing
money; you would rather have lost blood from your veins than sovereigns
from your purse. When you thought of the grease which had melted in the
fire of competition, you could have wept tears of rage. In this plight
you came to me to ask advice.”
“Yes; and you told me to speculate.”
“Not quite accurate, Mr. de Talor. I said—I remember the words
well—‘You are an able man, and understand the money market; why don’t
you take advantage of these fluctuating times, and recoup yourself for
all you have lost?’ The prospect of gain tempted you, Mr. de Talor, and
you jumped at the idea. You asked me to introduce you to a reliable
firm, and I introduced you to Messrs. Campsey and Ash, one of the best
in the City.”
“Confound them for a set of rogues!” answered De Talor.
“Rogues! I am sorry you think so, for I have an interest in their
business.”
“Good heavens! what next?” groaned De Talor.
“Well, notwithstanding the best efforts of Messrs. Campsey and Ash on
your behalf, in pursuance of such written instructions as you from time
to time communicated to them, and to which you can no doubt refer if
you please, things went wrong with you, Mr. de Talor, and year by year,
when your balance-sheet was sent in, you found that you had lost more
than you gained. At last, one unlucky day, about three years ago, you
made a plunge against the advice, you may remember, of Messrs. Campsey
and Ash, and lost. It was after that, that I began to lend you money.
The first loan was for fifty thousand; then came more losses, and more
loans, till at length we had reached the present state of affairs.”
“O Cardus, you don’t mean to sell me up, do you? What shall I do
without money? And think of my daughters: ’ow will they manage without
their comforts? Give me time. What makes you so rough on me?”
Mr. Cardus had been walking up and down the room rapidly. At De Talor’s
words he stopped, and going to a despatch-box, unlocked it, and drew
from a bundle of documents a yellow piece of stamped paper. It was a
cancelled bill for ten thousand pounds in the favour of Jonas de Talor,
Esquire. This bill he came and held before his visitor’s eyes.
“That, I believe, is your signature,” he said quietly, pointing to the
receipt written across the bill.
De Talor turned almost livid with fear, and his lips and hands began to
tremble.
“Where did you get that?” he asked.
Mr. Cardus regarded him, or rather all round him, with the melancholy
black eyes that never looked straight at anything, and yet saw
everything, and then answered:
“Among your friend Jones’s papers. You scoundrel!” he went on, with a
sudden change of manner, “now perhaps you begin to understand why I
have hunted you down step by step: why for thirty years I have waited,
and watched, and failed, and at last succeeded. It is for the sake of
Mary Atterleigh. It was you who, infuriated because she would have none
of such a coarse brute, set the man Jones on to her. It was you who
lent him the money with which to buy her from old Atterleigh. There
lies the proof before you. By the way, Jones need never have repaid you
that ten thousand pounds, for it was marriage-brokage, and therefore
not recoverable at law. It was you, I say, who were the first cause of
my life being laid waste, and who nearly drove me to the madhouse, ay,
who did drive Mary, my betrothed wife, into the arms of that fellow,
whence, God be praised! she soon passed to her rest.”
Mr. Cardus paused, breathing quick with suppressed rage and excitement;
the large white eyebrows contracted till they nearly met, and,
abandoning his usual habit, he looked straight into the eyes of the
abject creature in the chair before him.
“It’s a long while ago, Cardus; can’t you forgive, and let bygones be
bygones?”
“Forgive! Yes, for my own sake, I could forgive; but for her sake, whom
you first dishonoured and then killed, I will never forgive. Where are
your companions in guilt? Jones is dead; I ruined him. Atterleigh is
there; I did not ruin him, because, after all, he was the author of
Mary’s life; but his ill-gotten gains did him no good; a higher power
than mine took vengeance on his crime, and I saved him from the
madhouse. And Jones’s children, they are here too, for once they lay
beneath _her_ breast. But do you think that I will spare you, you
coarse arrogant knave—you, who spawned the plot? No, not if it were to
cost me my own life, would I forego one jot or tittle of my revenge!”
At that moment Mr. Cardus happened to look up, and saw through the
glass part of the door of his office, of which the curtain was
partially drawn, the wild-looking head of Hard-riding Atterleigh. He
appeared to be looking through the door, for his eyes, in which there
was a very peculiar look, were fixed intently upon Mr. Cardus’s face.
When he saw that he was observed, he vanished.
“Now go,” said the lawyer sternly to the prostrate De Talor; “and never
let me see your face again!”
“But I haven’t any money; where am I to go?” groaned De Talor.
“Wherever you like, Mr. de Talor—this is a free country; but, if I had
control of your destination, it should be—to the devil!”
The wretched man staggered to his feet.
“All right, Cardus; I’ll go, I’ll go. You’ve got it all your own way
now. You are damned hard, you are; but perhaps you’ll get it taken out
of you some day. I’m glad you never got hold of Mary; it must have been
pleasant to you to see her marry Jones.”
In another second he was gone, and Mr. Cardus was left thinking, among
other things, of that look in old Atterleigh’s eyes, which he could not
get out of his mind. Thus did he finally accomplish the revenge to
which he had devoted his life.
CHAPTER IX.
MAD ATTERLEIGH’S LAST RIDE
A month had passed since Mr. de Talor had crept, utterly crushed, from
the presence of the man whom Providence had appointed to mete out to
him his due. During this time Mr. Cardus had been busy from morning
till night. He was always a busy man, writing daily with his own hand
an almost incredible number of letters; for he carried on all, or
nearly all, his great affairs by correspondence, but of late his work
seemed to have doubled.
In the course of that month the society in the neighbourhood of
Kesterwick experienced a pleasurable sensation of excitement, for
suddenly the De Talor family vanished off the face of the Kesterwick
world, and the Ceswick Ness estates, after being advertised, were put
up for sale, and bought, so said report, by a London firm of lawyers on
behalf of an unknown client. The De Talors were gone, where to nobody
knew, nor did they much care to inquire—that is, with the exception of
the servants whose wages were left unpaid, and the tradespeople to whom
large sums were owing. They inquired vigorously enough, but without the
smallest result; the De Talors had gone and left no trace, except the
trace of bankruptcy, and Kesterwick knew them no more, but was glad
over the sensation made by their disappearance.
But on one Saturday Mr. Cardus’s business seemed to come to a sudden
stop. He wrote some letters and put them in the post-bag, and then he
went to admire his orchids.
“Life,” he said aloud to himself, “shall be all orchids now; my work is
done. I will build a new house for Brazilian sons, and spend two
hundred pounds on stocking it. Well, I can afford it.”
This was about five o’clock. Half an hour later, when he had well
examined his flowers, he strolled out Titheburgh Abbey way, and here he
met Ernest and his wife, who had been sitting in their favourite spot.
“Well, my dears,” he said, “and how are you?”
“Pretty well, uncle, thank you; and how are you?”
“I? Oh, I am very jolly indeed for an old man; as jolly as an
individual who has just bid good-bye to work for ever should be,” he
said.
“Why, Reginald, what _do_ you mean?”
“Mean, Dorothy, my dear? I mean that I have wound up my affairs and
retired on a modest competence. Ah, you young people should be grateful
to me, for let me tell you that everything is now in apple-pie order,
and when I slip off you will have no trouble at all, except to pay the
probate duty, and that will be considerable. I never quite knew till a
week ago how rich I was; but, as I said the other day, everything I
have touched has turned to gold. It will be a large fortune for you to
manage, my dears; you will find it a great responsibility.”
“I hope you will live many years to manage it yourself,” said Ernest.
“Ah, I don’t know, I am pretty tough; but who can see the future?
Dolly, my dear girl,” he went on, in a dreamy way, “you are growing
like your mother. Do you know, I sometimes think that I am not far off
her now; you see I speak plainly to you two. Years ago I used to
think—that is, sometimes—that your mother was dust and nothing more;
that she had left me for ever; but of late I have changed my ideas. I
have seen,” he went on, speaking in an absent way, as though he were
meditating to himself, “how wonderfully Providence works even in the
affairs of this imperfect world, and I begin to believe that there must
be a place where it allows itself a larger development. Yes, I think I
shall find your mother somewhere, Dorothy, my dear. I seem to feel her
very near me sometimes. Well, I have avenged her.”
“I think that you will find her, Reginald,” she answered; “but your
vengeance is wicked and wrong. I have often made bold to tell you so,
though sometimes you have been angry with me, and I tell you so again.
It can only bring evil with it. What have we poor creatures to do with
vengeance, who do not understand the reason of things, and can scarcely
see an inch before our noses?”
“Perhaps you are right, my love—you generally are right in the main;
but my desire for vengeance upon that man De Talor has been the breath
of my nostrils, and behold! I have achieved it. Man, if he only lives
long enough, and has strength of will enough can achieve anything. But
man fritters away his powers over a variety of objects; he is led
astray in pursuit of the butterfly Pleasure, or the bubble Ambition, or
the Destroying Angel Woman; and his purposes fall to the ground between
a dozen stools. Most men, too, are not capable of a purpose. Men are
weak creatures; and yet what a mighty seed lies hid in every human
breast! Think, my children, what man might, nay, may become, when his
weakness and follies have fallen from him, when his rudimentary virtues
have been developed, and his capacities for physical and mental
beauties brought to an undreamed of perfection! Look at the wild flower
and the flower of the hot-house—it is nothing compared to the
possibilities inherent in man, even as we know him. It is a splendid
dream! Will it ever be fulfilled, I wonder? Well, well—
‘Whatever there is to know
That we shall know one day.’
Come, let us turn; it will soon be time to dress for dinner. By the
way, Dorothy, that reminds me. I don’t quite like the way that your
respected grandfather is going on. I told him that I had no more deeds
for him to copy, that I had done with deeds, and he went and got that
confounded stick of his, and showed me that according to his own little
calculations his time was up; and then he got his slate and wrote about
my being the devil on it, but that I had no more power over him, and
that he was bound for heaven. The other day, too, I caught him staring
at me through the glass of the door with a very queer look in his
eyes.”
“Ah, Reginald, so you have noticed it! I quite agree with you; I don’t
at all like his goings-on. Do you know, I think that he had better be
shut up.”
“I don’t like to shut him up, Dorothy. However, here we are; we will
talk about it to-morrow.”
Having led Ernest to his room, Dorothy, before beginning to dress
herself, went to the office to see if her grandfather was still there.
And there, sure enough, she found him, pacing up and down, muttering,
and waving his long stick, out of which all the notches had now been
cut.
“What are you doing, grandfather?” she asked; “why haven’t you gone to
dress?”
He snatched up his slate and wrote rapidly upon it:
“Time’s up! Time’s up! Time’s up! I’ve done with the devil and all his
works. I’m off to heaven on the big black horse to find Mary. Who are
you? You look like Mary.”
“Grandfather,” said Dolly, quietly taking the slate out of his hand,
“what do you mean by writing such nonsense? Let me hear no more of it.
You ought to be ashamed of yourself. Now, mind, I will have no more of
it. Put away that stick, and go and wash your hands for dinner.”
The old man did as he was bid somewhat sulkily, Dorothy thought; but
when he arrived at the dinner-table there was nothing noticeable about
his manner.
They dined at a quarter to seven, and dinner did not take them very
long. When it was over, old Atterleigh drank some wine, and then,
according to his habit, went and sat in the ancient ingle-nook which
had presumably been built by the forgotten Dum for his comfort on
winter evenings. And on winter evenings, when there was a jolly
wood-fire burning on the hearth, it was a pleasant spot enough; but to
sit there in the dark on a lovely summer night was an act, well—worthy
of old Atterleigh.
After dinner the conversation turned upon that fatal day when Alston’s
Horse was wiped out at Isandhlwana. It was a painful subject both to
Ernest and Jeremy, but the former was gratifying his uncle’s curiosity
by explaining to him how that last dread struggle with the six Zulus
came to determine itself in their favour.
“And how was it,” asked Mr. Cardus, “that you managed to get the better
of the fellow you rolled down the hill with?”
“Because the assegai broke, and, fortunately enough, the blade was left
in my hand. Where is it, Doll?” (for Jeremy had brought it home with
him.)
Dorothy got up and reached the broken assegai, which had about eight
inches of the shaft, from its place over the mantelpiece.
“Now then, Jeremy, if you would be so good as to sprawl upon your back
on the floor, I will just show my uncle what happened.”
Jeremy complied, not without grumbling about dirtying his dress-coat.
“Now, Jeremy, my boy, where are you? O, there! Well, excuse my taking
the liberty of kneeling on your chest, and holloa out if the assegai
goes into you. If we are going to have a performance at all, it may as
well be a realistic one. Now, uncle, you see when we finished rolling,
which was just as this assegai snapped in two, as luck would have it I
was uppermost, and managed to get my knee on my friend’s left arm and
to hold his right with my left. Then, before he could get loose, I
drove this bit of spear through the side of his throat, just there, so
that it cut the jugular vein, and he died shortly afterwards; and now
you know all about it.”
Here Ernest rose and laid the spear upon the table, and Jeremy,
entering into the spirit of the thing, began to die as artistically as
a regard for his dress-coat would allow. Just then Dorothy, looking up,
saw her grandfather Atterleigh’s distorted face peering round the wall
of the ingle-nook, where he was sitting in the dark, and looking at the
scene of mimic slaughter with that same curious gaze that he had worn
on several occasions lately. He withdrew his head at once.
“Get up, Jeremy!” said his sister, sharply, “and stop writhing about
there like a great snake. You look as though you had been murdered; it
is horrible!”
Jeremy arose laughing, and, having obtained Dorothy’s permission, they
all lit their pipes, and, sitting there in the fading light, fell to
talking about that sad scene of slaughter, which indeed appeared that
night to have a strange fascination for Mr. Cardus. He asked Ernest and
Jeremy about it again and again—how this man was killed, and that?—did
they die at once? and so on.
The subject was always distressing to Ernest, and one to which he
rarely alluded, full as it was for him of the most painful
recollections, especially those connected with his dear friend Alston
and his son.
Dorothy knew this, and knew too that Ernest would be low spirited, for
at least a day after the conversation, which she did her best to stop.
At last she succeeded; but the melancholy associations connected with
the talk had apparently already done their work, for everybody lapsed
into the most complete silence, and sat grouped together at the top end
of the old oak table as quietly as though they were cut in stone.
Meanwhile, the twilight deepened, and little gusts of wind arose, and
gently shook the old-fashioned window-lattices, making a sound as
though feeble hands were trying to throw them open. The dull evening
light crept from place to place, and threw great shadows about the
room, glanced upon the armour on its panelled walls, and at last began
to die away into darkness. The whole scene was eerie, and for some
unknown reason it oppressed Dorothy. She wondered why everybody was so
silent, and yet she herself did not feel equal to breaking the silence;
there was a load upon her heart.
Just then a curious thing happened. As may be remembered, the case
containing the wonderful mummied head, found by Eva Ceswick, had years
before been placed by Jeremy upon a bracket at the end of the room.
Round about this case hung various pieces of armour, and among others,
above it, suspended by a piece of string from a projecting hook, was a
heavy iron gauntlet. For many years—twenty or more—it had hung from the
hook, but now at last the string was worn through, and even as Dorothy
was wondering at the silence it gave. Down came the heavy iron hand
with a crash, and, as it passed, it caught the latch of the long
air-tight case, and jarred the door wide open.
Everybody in the room sprang to their feet, and, as they did so, a last
ray from the setting sun struggled through one of the windows and
rested upon the open case, staining it, and all about it, the hue of
blood, and filling the fearful crystal eyes within with a lurid light.
How they glowed and shone, to be sure, after their long years of
sleep!—for the case had scarcely been opened for years—while their
tremulous glance, now dull, now intense, according as the light played
upon them, appeared to wander round and round the room, as though in
search of somebody or something.
It was an awful sight which that ray of sunlight showed, as it played
upon the trembling crystal orbs, the scornful, deathly features, and
the matchless hair that streamed on either side. Together with the
sudden break in the silence, caused by the crashing fall of the
gauntlet, as it had done many years before, it proved altogether too
much for the beholder’s nerves.
“What is that?” asked Ernest, with a start, as the gauntlet fell.
Dorothy glanced up and gave a little cry of horror. “Oh, that dreadful
head! it is looking at us.”
They all rose to their feet, and Dorothy, seizing Ernest by one hand,
and covering her eyes with the other, retreated, slowly followed by the
others, towards the swing-door. Soon they had reached the door, were
through it, down the passage, and out into the peaceful stillness of
the evening. Then Jeremy spoke, and his language was more forcible than
polite.
“Well, I am blowed!” he said, wiping the cold perspiration from his
forehead.
“Oh, Reginald, I do wish you would get that horrible thing out of the
house; there has been nothing but misfortune ever since it has been
here. I cannot bear it, I cannot bear it!” said Dolly, hysterically.
“Nonsense, you superstitious child!” answered Mr. Cardus, who was now
recovering from his start. “The gauntlet knocked the door open, that
was all. It is nothing but a mummied head; but, if you don’t like it, I
will send it to the British Museum to-morrow.”
“Oh, please do, Reginald,” answered Dorothy, who appeared quite
unhinged.
So hurried had been their retreat from the room that everybody had
forgotten “Hard-riding Atterleigh” sitting in the dark in the
ingle-nook. But the bustle in the room had attracted him, and already,
before they had left, he had projected his large head covered with the
tangled gray locks, and begun to stare about. Presently his eyes fell
upon the crystal orbs, and then, to him, the orbs appeared to cease
their wanderings and rest upon his eyes. For awhile the two heads
stared at each other thus—the golden head without a body in the box,
and the gray head that, thrust out as it were from the ingle-wall,
seemed to have no body either. They stared and stared, till at last the
golden head got the mastery of the grey head, and the old man crept
from his corner, crept down the room till he was almost beneath the
baleful eyes, and _nodded, nodded, nodded_ at them.
And they, too, seemed to _nod, nod, nod_ at him. Then he retreated
backwards as slowly as he had come, nodding all the while, till he came
to where the broken assegai lay upon the table, and, taking it, thrust
it up his sleeve. As he did so, the ray of light faded and the fiery
eyes went out. It was as though the thick white lids and long eyelashes
had dropped over them.
None of the other four returned to the sitting-room that night.
When he had recovered from his fright, Jeremy went into his little
room, the same in which he used to stuff birds as a boy, and busied
himself with his farm accounts. Mr. Cardus, Dorothy, and Ernest walked
about together in the balmy moonlight, for, very shortly after the
twilight had departed, the great harvest-moon came up and flooded the
world with light. Mr. Cardus was in a talkative, excited mood that
night. He talked about his affairs, which he had now finally wound up,
and about Mary Atterleigh, mentioning little tricks of manner and voice
which were reproduced in Dorothy. He talked too about Ernest’s and
Dorothy’s marriage, and said what a comfort it was to him. Finally,
about ten o’clock, he said that he was tired and was going to bed.
“God bless you, my dears; sleep well! Good-night,” he said. “We will
settle about that new orchid-house to-morrow. Good-night, good-night.”
Shortly afterwards Dorothy and Ernest also went to bed, reaching their
room by a back entrance, for they neither of them felt inclined to come
under the fire of the crystal eyes again, and soon they were asleep in
each other’s arms.
The minutes stole on one by one through the dead silence of the night,
bearing their records with them to the archives of the past. Eleven
o’clock came and fled away; midnight came too, and swept on bat-like
wings across the world. Everywhere—on land, sky, and sea—there was
silence, nothing but silence sleeping in the moonlight.
_Hark!_ Oh, heavens, what was that!
One fearful, heartrending yell of agony, ringing all through the
ancient house, rattling the casements, shaking the armour against the
panelled walls, pulsing and throbbing in horrible notes out into the
night, echoing and dying far away over the sea! And then silence again,
silence sleeping in the moonlight.
They sprang from their beds, did every living soul beneath that roof,
and rushed in their night-gear, men and women together, into the
sitting-room. The crystal eyes seemed to be awake again, for the moon
was up and played upon them, causing them now and then to flash out in
gleams of opalescent light.
Somebody lit a candle, somebody missed Mr. Cardus; surely he could
never have slept through that! Yes, he had slept through it. They
rushed and tumbled, a confused mass of white, into the room where he
lay. He was there sure enough, and he slept very sound, with a red gash
in his throat, from which the blood fell in heavy drops, down, down to
the ground.
They stood aghast, and as they stood, from the courtyard outside there
came a sound of galloping hoofs. They knew the sound of the galloping;
it was that of Ernest’s great black stallion!
A mile or more away out on the marshes, just before you come to the
well-known quicksands, which have, tradition says, swallowed so many
unfortunates, and which shudder palpably at times and are unpleasant to
look on, stands a lock-house, inhabited by one solitary man, who has
charge of the sluice. On this very night it is necessary for him to
open his sluice-gates at a particular moment, and now he stands
awaiting that propitious time. He is an ancient mariner; his hands are
in his pockets, his pipe is in his mouth, his eyes are fixed upon the
sea. We have met him before. Suddenly he hears the sound of a powerful
horse galloping furiously. He turns, and his hair begins to rise upon
his head, for this is what he sees in the bright moonlight:
Fast, fast towards him thunders a great coal-black horse, snorting with
mingled rage and terror, and on its bare back there sits a man with a
grip of iron—an old man, for his gray locks stream out behind him—who
waves above his head the fragment of a spear.
On they come. Before them is the wide sluice; if they are mortal, they
will turn or plunge into it. No; the great black horse gathers himself,
and springs into the air.
By Heaven, he has cleared it! No horse ever took that leap before, or
will again. On at whirlwind speed towards the shuddering quicksand two
hundred yards away!
_Splash!_ Horse and man are in it, making the moist mass shake and
tremble for twenty yards round. The bright moonlight shows it all. The
horse shrieks in fear and agony, as only a horse can; the man on its
back waves the spear.
The horse vanishes, the man vanishes; the spear glitters an instant
longer in the moonlight, and then vanishes too. They have all vanished
for ever.
They have all vanished, and again the perfect silence sleeps in the
moonlight.
“Bust me!” says the ancient one, aloud, and shaking with a mortal
dread; “bust me, I have stood still and seed many a queer thing, but I
never seed a thing like that!” And he turned and fled fast as his old
legs would carry him, forgetful of Dutch cheeses and of sluice-gates,
forgetful of everything except that demon horse and man.
Thus ended “Hard-riding Atterleigh’s” maddest gallop, and thus, too
ended the story of Mr. Cardus and his revenge.
[Illustration: Mad Atterleigh’s last Ride.]
CHAPTER X.
DOROTHY’S TRIUMPH
Some years passed before Eva Plowden returned to Kesterwick, and then
she was carried thither. Alive she did not return, nor during all those
years did she and Ernest ever meet.
They buried her, in obedience to her last wishes, there in the
churchyard where lay generation upon generation of her ancient race,
and the daisies grew above her head. Twice had they bloomed above her
before Sir Ernest Kershaw stood by the spot, hallowed by the presence
of what once held the spirit of the woman he had loved.
Ernest was now getting well into middle life, and Dorothy’s bright hair
was slightly lined with gray, as they stood that summer evening by
Eva’s grave. Many things had happened to the pair since Mr. Cardus’s
tragic death. They had had children—some they had lost, some
remained—honest English lads and lasses, with their father’s eyes. They
had enjoyed great wealth, and spent it royally, giving with both hands
to all who needed. They had drunk deep of the cup of this world’s joys
and sorrows. Ernest had gone into Parliament for a couple of years, and
made something of a name there. Then, impatient for the active life of
other days, he had accepted a high Colonial appointment, for which,
notwithstanding his blindness, his wealth and parliamentary reputation
eminently fitted him. Now he was just about to leave to fill the
governorship of one of the Australian colonies.
Long years had passed, many things had happened; and yet as he stood by
that heap of turf, which he could not see, it seemed but yesterday
when—and he sighed.
“Not quite cured yet, Ernest?” said Dorothy, interrogatively.
“Yes, Dorothy,” he answered, with a little sigh, “I think I am cured.
At any rate,” he went on, as she took his hand to lead him away from
the grave, “I have learned to accept the decrees of Providence without
murmuring. I have done with dreams, and outlived pessimism. Life would,
it is true, have been a different thing for me if poor Eva had not
deserted me, for she poisoned its waters at the fount, and so they have
always tasted bitter. But happiness is not the end and object of man’s
existence; and if I could I do not think I would undo the past. Take me
to the old flat tombstone, Dolly, near the door.”
She led him to it, and he sat down.
“Ah,” he went on, “how beautiful she was! Was there ever woman like
her, I wonder? And now her bones lie there; her beauty is all gone; and
there lives of her only the unending issues of _what she did._ I have
only to think, Dolly, and I can see her as I saw her a score of times
passing in and out of this church-door. Yes, I can see her, and the
people round her, and the clothes she wore, and the smile in her
beautiful dark eyes—for her eyes seemed to smile, you remember, Dolly.
How I worshipped her, too, with all my heart and soul and strength, as
though she were an angel! And that was my mistake, Dolly. She was only
a woman—a weak woman.”
“You said just now that you were cured, Ernest; one would hardly think
it to hear you talk,” put in Dorothy, smiling.
“Yes, Doll, I am cured; you have cured me, my dear wife, for you have
crept into my life, and taken possession of it, so that there is little
room for anybody else; and now, Dorothy, I love you with all my heart.”
She pressed his hand and smiled again, for she knew that she had
triumphed, and that he did love her, truly love her, and that his
passion for Eva was a poor thing compared to what it had been years
before—more indeed of a tender regret, not unmingled with a starry
hope, than a passion at all. Dorothy was a clever little person, and
understood something of Ernest and the human heart in general. She had
thought long ago that she would win Ernest altogether to her in the
end. By what tenderness, by what devotion and nobility of character she
accomplished this, those who know her can well imagine, but in the end
she did accomplish it, as she deserved to. The contrast between the
conduct of the two women who had mainly influenced his life was too
marked for Ernest, a man of a just and reasonable mind, to altogether
ignore; and when once he came to comparisons the natural results
followed. And yet, though he learned to love Dorothy so dearly, it
cannot be said that he forgot Eva; because there are things that some
men can never forget, since they are a part of their inner life, and of
these first love is unfortunately one.
“Ernest,” went on Dorothy, “you remember what you told me when you
asked me to marry you in Titheburgh Abbey, about your belief that your
affection for Eva would outlast this world. Do you still believe that?”
“Yes, Doll, to a great extent.”
His wife sat and thought for a minute.
“Ernest,” she said presently.
“Yes, dear.”
“I have managed to hold my own against Eva in this world, when she had
all the chances and all the beauty on her side, and what I have to say
about your theories now is, that when we get to the next, and are all
beautiful, it will be very strange if I don’t manage to hold my own
there. She had her chance, and she threw it away; now I have got mine,
and I don’t mean to throw it away, either in this world or the next.”
Ernest laughed a little. “I must say, my dear, it would be a very poor
heaven if you were not there.”
“I should think so, indeed. ‘Those whom God hath joined together let
not man put asunder’—nor woman either. But what is the good of our
stopping here to talk such stuff about things of which we really
understand nothing? Come, Ernest, Jeremy and the boys will be waiting
for us.”
And so hand in hand they went on homeward through the quiet twilight.