III

I know not whether it was this danger--that of appearing to be moved to

extremes--that weighed with Mary Gosselin; at any rate when the day

arrived she had decided to be perfectly colourless and take her share of

Lord Beaupré's hospitality. On perceiving that the house, when with her

companions she reached it, was full of visitors, she consoled herself

with the sense that such a share would be of the smallest. She even

wondered whether its smallness might not be caused in some degree by the

sufficiently startling presence, in this stronghold of the single life,

of Maud Ashbury and her mother. It was true that during the Saturday

evening she never saw their host address an observation to them; but she

was struck, as she had been struck before, with the girl's cold and

magnificent beauty. It was very well to say she had "gone off"; she was

still handsomer than anyone else. She had failed in everything she had

tried; the campaign undertaken with so much energy against young Raddle

had been conspicuously disastrous. Young Raddle had married his

grandmother, or a person who might have filled such an office, and Maud

was a year older, a year more disappointed and a year more ridiculous.

Nevertheless one could scarcely believe that a creature with such

advantages would always fail, though indeed the poor girl was stupid

enough to be a warning. Perhaps it would be at Bosco, or with the master

of Bosco, that fate had appointed her to succeed. Except Mary herself

she was the only young unmarried woman on the scene, and Mary glowed

with the generous sense of not being a competitor. She felt as much out

of the question as the blooming wives, the heavy matrons, who formed the

rest of the female contingent. Before the evening closed, however, her

host, who, she saw, was delightful in his own house, mentioned to her

that he had a couple of guests who had not been invited.

"Not invited?"

"They drove up to my door as they might have done to an inn. They asked

for rooms and complained of those that were given them. Don't pretend

not to know who they are."

"Do you mean the Ashburys? How amusing!"

"Don't laugh; it freezes my blood."

"Do you really mean you're afraid of them?"

"I tremble like a leaf. Some monstrous ineluctable fate seems to look at

me out of their eyes."

"That's because you secretly admire Maud. How can you help it? She's

extremely good-looking, and if you get rid of her mother she'll become

a very nice girl."

"It's an odious thing, no doubt, to say about a young person under one's

own roof, but I don't think I ever saw any one who happened to be less

to my taste," said Guy Firminger. "I don't know why I don't turn them

out even now."

Mary persisted in sarcasm. "Perhaps you can make her have a worse time

by letting her stay."

"_Please_ don't laugh," her interlocutor repeated. "Such a fact as I

have mentioned to you seems to me to speak volumes--to show you what my

life is."

"Oh, your life, your life!" Mary Gosselin murmured, with her mocking

note.

"Don't you agree that at such a rate it may easily become impossible?"

"Many people would change with you. I don't see what there is for you to

do but to bear your cross!"

"That's easy talk!" Lord Beaupré sighed.

"Especially from me, do you mean? How do you know I don't bear mine?"

"Yours?" he asked vaguely.

"How do you know that _I_'m not persecuted, that _my_ footsteps are not

dogged, that _my_ life isn't a burden?"

They were walking in the old gardens, the proprietor of which, at this,

stopped short. "Do you mean by fellows who want to marry you?"

His tone produced on his companion's part an irrepressible peal of

hilarity; but she walked on as she exclaimed: "You speak as if there

couldn't _be_ such madmen!"

"Of course such a charming girl must be made up to," Guy Firminger

conceded as he overtook her.

"I don't speak of it; I keep quiet about it."

"You realise then, at any rate, that it's all horrid when you don't care

for them."

"I suffer in silence, because I know there are worse tribulations. It

seems to me you ought to remember that," Mary continued. "Your cross is

small compared with your crown. You've everything in the world that most

people most desire, and I'm bound to say I think your life is made very

comfortable for you. If you're oppressed by the quantity of interest and

affection you inspire you ought simply to make up your mind to bear up

and be cheerful under it."

Lord Beaupré received this admonition with perfect good humour; he

professed himself able to do it full justice. He remarked that he would

gladly give up some of his material advantages to be a little less

badgered, and that he had been quite content with his former

insignificance. No doubt, however, such annoyances were the essential

drawbacks of ponderous promotions; one had to pay for everything. Mary

was quite right to rebuke him; her own attitude, as a young woman much

admired, was a lesson to his irritability. She cut this appreciation

short, speaking of something else; but a few minutes later he broke out

irrelevantly: "Why, if you are hunted as well as I, that dodge I

proposed to you would be just the thing for us _both_!" He had evidently

been reasoning it out.

Mary Gosselin was silent at first; she only paused gradually in their

walk at a point where four long alleys met. In the centre of the circle,

on a massive pedestal, rose in Italian bronze a florid, complicated

image, so that the place made a charming old-world picture. The grounds

of Bosco were stately without stiffness and full of marble terraces and

misty avenues. The fountains in particular were royal. The girl had told

her mother in London that she disliked this fine residence, but she now

looked round her with a vague pleased sigh, holding up her glass (she

had been condemned to wear one, with a long handle, since she was

fifteen), to consider the weather-stained garden group. "What a perfect

place of its kind!" she musingly exclaimed.

"Wouldn't it really be just the thing?" Lord Beaupré went on, with the

eagerness of his idea.

"Wouldn't what be just the thing?"

"Why, the defensive alliance we've already talked of. You wanted to know

the good it would do _you_. Now you see the good it would do you!"

"I don't like practical jokes," said Mary. "The remedy's worse than the

disease," she added; and she began to follow one of the paths that took

the direction of the house.

Poor Lord Beaupré was absurdly in love with his invention; he had all

an inventor's importunity. He kept up his attempt to place his "dodge"

in a favourable light, in spite of a further objection from his

companion, who assured him that it was one of those contrivances which

break down in practice in just the proportion in which they make a

figure in theory. At last she said: "I was not sincere just now when I

told you I'm worried. I'm not worried!"

"They _don't_ buzz about you?" Guy Firminger asked.

She hesitated an instant. "They buzz about me; but at bottom it's

flattering and I don't mind it. Now please drop the subject."

He dropped the subject, though not without congratulating her on the

fact that, unlike his infirm self, she could keep her head and her

temper. His infirmity found a trap laid for it before they had proceeded

twenty yards, as was proved by his sudden exclamation of horror. "Good

Heavens--if there isn't Lottie!"

Mary perceived, in effect, in the distance a female figure coming

towards them over a stretch of lawn, and she simultaneously saw, as a

gentleman passed from behind a clump of shrubbery, that it was not

unattended. She recognized Charlotte Firminger, and she also

distinguished the gentleman. She was moved to larger mirth at the dismay

expressed by poor Firminger, but she was able to articulate: "Walking

with Mr. Brown."

Lord Beaupré stopped again before they were joined by the pair. "Does

_he_ buzz about you?"

"Mercy, what questions you ask!" his companion exclaimed.

"Does he--_please_?" the young man repeated with odd intensity.

Mary looked at him an instant; she was puzzled by the deep annoyance

that had flushed through the essential good-humour of his face. Then she

saw that this annoyance had exclusive reference to poor Charlotte; so

that it left her free to reply, with another laugh: "Well, yes--he does.

But you know I like it!"

"I don't, then!" Before she could have asked him, even had she wished

to, in what manner such a circumstance concerned him, he added with his

droll agitation: "I never invited _her_, either! Don't let her get at

me!"

"What can I do?" Mary demanded as the others advanced.

"Please take her away; keep her yourself! I'll take the American, I'll

keep _him_," he murmured, inconsequently, as a bribe.

"But I don't object to him."

"Do you like him so much?"

"Very much indeed," the girl replied.

The reply was perhaps lost upon her interlocutor, whose eye now fixed

itself gloomily on the dauntless Charlotte. As Miss Firminger came

nearer he exclaimed almost loud enough for her to hear: "I think I shall

_murder_ her some day!"

Mary Gosselin's first impression had been that, in his panic, under the

empire of that fixed idea to which he confessed himself subject, he

attributed to his kinswoman machinations and aggressions of which she

was incapable; an impression that might have been confirmed by this

young lady's decorous placidity, her passionless eyes, her

expressionless cheeks and colourless tones. She was ugly, yet she was

orthodox; she was not what writers of books called intense. But after

Mary, to oblige their host, had tried, successfully enough, to be

crafty, had drawn her on to stroll a little in advance of the two

gentlemen, she became promptly aware, by the mystical influence of

propinquity, that Miss Firminger was indeed full of views, of a purpose

single, simple and strong, which gave her the effect of a person

carrying with a stiff, steady hand, with eyes fixed and lips compressed,

a cup charged to the brim. She had driven over to lunch, driven from

somewhere in the neighbourhood; she had picked up some weak woman as an

escort. Mary, though she knew the neighbourhood, failed to recognize her

base of operations, and, as Charlotte was not specific, ended by

suspecting that, far from being entertained by friends, she had put up

at an inn and hired a fly. This suspicion startled her; it gave her for

the first time something of the measure of the passions engaged, and she

wondered to what the insecurity complained of by Guy might lead.

Charlotte, on arriving, had gone through a part of the house in quest of

its master (the servants being unable to tell her where he was), and she

had finally come upon Mr. Bolton-Brown, who was looking at old books in

the library. He had placed himself at her service, as if he had been

trained immediately to recognize in such a case his duty, and informing

her that he believed Lord Beaupré to be in the grounds, had come out

with her to help to find him. Lottie Firminger questioned her companion

about this accommodating person; she intimated that he was rather odd

but rather nice. Mary mentioned to her that Lord Beaupré thought highly

of him; she believed they were going somewhere together. At this Miss

Firminger turned round to look for them, but they had already

disappeared, and the girl became ominously dumb.

Mary wondered afterwards what profit she could hope to derive from such

proceedings; they struck her own sense, naturally, as disreputable and

desperate. She was equally unable to discover the compensation they

offered, in another variety, to poor Maud Ashbury, whom Lord Beaupré,

the greater part of the day, neglected as conscientiously as he

neglected his cousin. She asked herself if he should be blamed, and

replied that the others should be blamed first. He got rid of Charlotte

somehow after tea; she had to fall back to her mysterious lines. Mary

knew this method would have been detestable to him--he hated to force

his friendly nature; she was sorry for him and wished to lose sight of

him. She wished not to be mixed up even indirectly with his

tribulations, and the fevered faces of the Ashburys were particularly

dreadful to her. She spent as much of the long summer afternoon as

possible out of the house, which indeed on such an occasion emptied

itself of most of its inmates. Mary Gosselin asked her brother to join

her in a devious ramble; she might have had other society, but she was

in a mood to prefer his. These two were "great chums," and they had been

separated so long that they had arrears of talk to make up. They had

been at Bosco more than once, and though Hugh Gosselin said that the

land of the free (which he had assured his sister was even more enslaved

than dear old England) made one forget there were such spots on earth,

they both remembered, a couple of miles away, a little ancient church to

which the walk across the fields would be the right thing. They talked

of other things as they went, and among them they talked of Mr.

Bolton-Brown, in regard to whom Hugh, as scantily addicted to enthusiasm

as to bursts of song (he was determined not to be taken in), became, in

commendation, almost lyrical. Mary asked what he had done with his

paragon, and he replied that he believed him to have gone out stealthily

to sketch: they might come across him. He was extraordinarily clever at

water-colours, but haunted with the fear that the public practice of

such an art on Sunday was viewed with disfavour in England. Mary

exclaimed that this was the respectable fact, and when her brother

ridiculed the idea she told him she had already noticed he had lost all

sense of things at home, so that Mr. Bolton-Brown was apparently a

better Englishman than he. "He is indeed--he's awfully artificial!" Hugh

returned; but it must be added that in spite of this rigour their

American friend, when they reached the goal of their walk, was to be

perceived in an irregular attitude in the very churchyard. He was

perched on an old flat tomb, with a box of colours beside him and a

sketch half completed. Hugh asserted that this exercise was the only

thing that Mr. Bolton-Brown really cared for, but the young man

protested against the imputation in the face of an achievement so

modest. He showed his sketch to Mary however, and it consoled her for

not having kept up her own experiments; she never could make her trees

so leafy. He had found a lovely bit on the other side of the hill, a bit

he should like to come back to, and he offered to show it to his

friends. They were on the point of starting with him to look at it when

Hugh Gosselin, taking out his watch, remembered the hour at which he had

promised to be at the house again to give his mother, who wanted a

little mild exercise, his arm. His sister, at this, said she would go

back with him; but Bolton-Brown interposed an earnest inquiry. Mightn't

she let Hugh keep his appointment and let _him_ take her over the hill

and bring her home?

"Happy thought--_do_ that!" said Hugh, with a crudity that showed the

girl how completely he had lost his English sense. He perceived however

in an instant that she was embarrassed, whereupon he went on: "My dear

child, I've walked with girls so often in America that we really ought

to let poor Brown walk with one in England." I know not if it was the

effect of this plea or that of some further eloquence of their friend;

at any rate Mary Gosselin in the course of another minute had accepted

the accident of Hugh's secession, had seen him depart with an injunction

to her to render it clear to poor Brown that he had made quite a

monstrous request. As she went over the hill with her companion she

reflected that since she had granted the request it was not in her

interest to pretend she had gone out of her way. She wondered moreover

whether her brother had wished to throw them together: it suddenly

occurred to her that the whole incident might have been prearranged. The

idea made her a little angry with Hugh; it led her however to entertain

no resentment against the other party (if party Mr. Brown had been) to

the transaction. He told her all the delight that certain sweet old

corners of rural England excited in his mind, and she liked him for

hovering near some of her own secrets.

Hugh Gosselin meanwhile, at Bosco, strolling on the terrace with his

mother, who preferred walks that were as slow as conspiracies and had

had much to say to him about his extraordinary indiscretion, repeated

over and over (it ended by irritating her), that as he himself had been

out for hours with American girls it was only fair to let their friend

have a turn with an English one.

"Pay as much as you like, but don't pay with your sister!" Mrs. Gosselin

replied; while Hugh submitted that it was just his sister who was

required to make the payment _his_. She turned his logic to easy scorn

and she waited on the terrace till she had seen the two explorers

reappear. When the ladies went to dress for dinner she expressed to her

daughter her extreme disapproval of such conduct, and Mary did nothing

more to justify herself than to exclaim at first "Poor dear man!" and

then to say "I was afraid you wouldn't like it." There were reservations

in her silence that made Mrs. Gosselin uneasy, and she was glad that at

dinner Mr. Bolton-Brown had to take in Mrs. Ashbury: it served him so

right. This arrangement had in Mrs. Gosselin's eyes the added merit of

serving Mrs. Ashbury right. She was more uneasy than ever when after

dinner, in the drawing-room, she saw Mary sit for a period on the same

small sofa with the culpable American. This young couple leaned back

together familiarly, and their conversation had the air of being

desultory without being in the least difficult. At last she quitted her

place and went over to them, remarking to Mr. Bolton-Brown that she

wanted him to come and talk a bit to _her_. She conducted him to another

part of the room, which was vast and animated by scattered groups, and

held him there very persuasively, quite maternally, till the approach of

the hour at which the ladies would exchange looks and murmur

good-nights. She made him talk about America, though he wanted to talk

about England, and she judged that she gave him an impression of the

kindest attention, though she was really thinking, in alternation, of

three important things. One of these was a circumstance of which she had

become conscious only just after sitting down with him--the prolonged

absence of Lord Beaupré from the drawing-room; the second was the

absence, equally marked (to her imagination) of Maud Ashbury; the third

was a matter different altogether. "England gives one such a sense of

immemorial continuity, something that drops like a plummet-line into the

past," said the young American, ingeniously exerting himself while Mrs.

Gosselin, rigidly contemporaneous, strayed into deserts of conjecture.

Had the fact that their host was out of the room any connection with the

fact that the most beautiful, even though the most suicidal, of his

satellites had quitted it? Yet if poor Guy was taking a turn by

starlight on the terrace with the misguided girl, what had he done with

his resentment at her invasion and by what inspiration of despair had

Maud achieved such a triumph? The good lady studied Mrs. Ashbury's face

across the room; she decided that triumph, accompanied perhaps with a

shade of nervousness, looked out of her insincere eyes. An intelligent

consciousness of ridicule was at any rate less present in them than

ever. While Mrs. Gosselin had her infallible finger on the pulse of the

occasion one of the doors opened to readmit Lord Beaupré, who struck

her as pale and who immediately approached Mrs. Ashbury with a remark

evidently intended for herself alone. It led this lady to rise with a

movement of dismay and, after a question or two, leave the room. Lord

Beaupré left it again in her company. Mr. Bolton-Brown had also noticed

the incident; his conversation languished and he asked Mrs. Gosselin if

she supposed anything had happened. She turned it over a moment and then

she said: "Yes, something will have happened to Miss Ashbury."

"What do you suppose? Is she ill?"

"I don't know; we shall see. They're capable of anything."

"Capable of anything?"

"I've guessed it,--she wants to have a grievance."

"A grievance?" Mr. Bolton-Brown was mystified.

"Of course you don't understand; how should you? Moreover it doesn't

signify. But I'm so vexed with them (he's a very old friend of ours)

that really, though I dare say I'm indiscreet, I can't speak civilly of

them."

"Miss Ashbury's a wonderful type," said the young American.

This remark appeared to irritate his companion. "I see perfectly what

has happened; she has made a scene."

"A scene?" Mr. Bolton-Brown was terribly out of it.

"She has tried to be injured--to provoke him, I mean, to some act of

impatience, to some failure of temper, of courtesy. She has asked him if

he wishes her to leave the house at midnight, and he may have

answered----But no, he wouldn't!" Mrs. Gosselin suppressed the wild

supposition.

"How you read it! She looks so quiet."

"Her mother has coached her, and (I won't pretend to say _exactly_ what

has happened) they've done, somehow, what they wanted; they've got him

to do something to them that he'll have to make up for."

"What an evolution of ingenuity!" the young man laughed.

"It often answers."

"Will it in this case?"

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