midnight. It might arouse suspicion in this place, where every brick has
an eye. To-morrow, you return to your own country. How imprudent to risk
your liberty thus, at the eleventh hour!’
His head approved the wisdom of the woman’s words. Once again, he saw her
as she was—callous, mercenary, possibly—but, for the rest, an ordinary
hard-working housewife of her class.
Again he sat down, watching the flashing points of her needles, until
his mind gave a sudden slip—and he found himself thinking with drowsy
amusement of the Sheep in ‘Alice through the Looking-glass.’
He roused himself with a violent start—to find that madame had laid down
her wool, and was watching him intently. The reflection from the lamp
fell on her eyes, lighting therein twin balls of orange flame.
‘What is it, madame?’
‘Nothing! I thought I heard a knocking at the street door, that is all.’
‘I heard nothing. But, then, I was nearly asleep.’
‘Best so.’ Her voice thickened. ‘Get all the sleep you can—in preparation
for the morrow!’
As she snatched up her knitting, he stared at her, all drowsiness
dissipated by her words. He watched her furious energy, trying the while
to conceive some adequate motive for her unusual vigil and her evident
wish for his own company.
Of a sudden, instinct supplied the knowledge.
_Madame was waiting for something to happen._
Like vultures scenting their prey, his nerves instantly swooped down on
their victim, agonising him with the refined torture of mirage. As the
parched traveller feasts hollow eyes on waving date-palm and bubbling
well, so Quality, with aching intensity of longing, saw a clear picture
of his own familiar room. He smelt the faint odour of worn leather; heard
the crackling whisper of the wood fire; felt the muzzle of his hound
moist against his hand.
Would the day never come? He looked at the clock, crookedly upheld by
misshapen gilded cupids.
Only a quarter to twelve.
Slowly, slowly, the minutes ticked away. The night was dying hard.
Presently, Quality noticed that madame had laid down her needles and was
again listening. Her tense attitude, flattened ears, and craning neck
told of an intensity of purpose that would strain her aural organs beyond
the limits of their powers.
He saw her sudden start—the involuntary wince.
‘_Footsteps_, m’sieur! Do you not hear them? Footsteps without in the
street!’
‘I can hear nothing!’
‘But they are passing this way. Open the window, and see if there is
anyone in the street!’
_What_ was she? Quality could not decide. Merely the shrewd, suspicious
housewife, with natural fears—or the composite fearsome creation of his
diseased imagination?
With the reluctant step of one who fears a snare, he walked to the
window, and, opening it, looked out into the street.
A deep tranquillity reigned without. The old houses, steeped in the milky
bath of moonshine, seemed to sway gently, as though in sleep; the sable
shadow of the drinking-fountain seemed to rock, as though the ancient
town slumbered to the croon of some unheard lullaby.
‘Ah, how peaceful!’ Madame had arisen and was now standing by his side.
Her breath, onion-flavoured from her last meal, fell on his cheek in hot
puffs.
‘What a picture! And see the leaves, how they fly!’
At a sudden gust of wind, the withered foliage arose from the bare boughs
like a flock of birds, and soared into the air in a mad ecstasy of
flight—rising, wheeling, swooping—only to sink, feebly fluttering, to the
pavement.
With a cold chill of premonition, Quality recalled his own dream of
impotent flight.
‘See, the floating leaves are like _revenants_! Or, perhaps, the
souls—ever rising in their thousands—swarming from field and trench.
Whither? Whither?—Ah!’
She recoiled with a cry as a leaf, fluttering in through the window,
brushed against her face, and then fell, brown and shrivelled, at her
feet.
She stooped and picked it up.
‘_Blasted!_’
The sound of her whisper was terrible. In the moonlight, her face
appeared to be blanched to a greenish-white hue. Involuntarily, Quality
saw, in a lightning flash of clairvoyance, the white, dripping face of a
peasant boy, with wolfish eyes glowing yellow, as he felt the edge of his
axe with tremulous fingers.
‘Ah, m’sieur, our last night together!’ Inspired by unusual affection,
madame pressed his arm. ‘To-morrow, you will be gone. But what of me?
_Hélas!_ what of me?’
‘You?’ Quality strove to speak naturally. ‘Oh, very soon I hope the
Allies will make good, and your town be again cleared of the enemy.’
‘The enemy? Ah!’
Madame broke off abruptly. Following the direction of her gaze, Quality
also looked at the fountain darkly carven against the luminous sky.
Obedient to the dictate of his mountebank nerves, it slightly altered its
position. Or was it a shape that slipped farther into the depths of its
shadow?
‘The enemy!’ Madame raised her voice shrilly, with startling lack of
caution. ‘Who is the enemy? Have you ever given a thought to the lot of
us who live in a province that to-day is French and to-morrow German? Can
one say with certainty: “This one is French; that one German”? No, no,
m’sieur! My name may be French as the wife of a French spouse, but I have
German blood in my veins—German sympathies—love of the Fatherland—deep
hatred for all his foes!’
Again the fountain moved, to give sign that it had heard.
In a last desperate effort to preserve his sanity, Quality slammed down
the window, forcing a laugh the while.
‘Come, madame! That’s not a very friendly sentiment. You cannot mean what
you say. You are overstrung—got nerves.’
‘Nerves? _Bien!_ To-night, I see always M. Lemoine.’
She sank down heavily, her fingers groping for her knitting. The steel
needles began to click with mechanical precision.
Quality looked at the clock. It wanted but three minutes to twelve.
The day was near its birth.
At the same moment, madame broke the silence.
‘Courage, m’sieur!’ Her teeth flashed in a smile. ‘We were both wrong.
There were no footsteps, after all!’
Her words, vibrant with cheerful sympathy, awoke in Quality a response
that was almost electric. Suspicion and fear melted at the warm touch
of humanity. The devils that had possessed and tormented him, went out
of him, leaving him wrapped in a foretaste of that peace that passeth
understanding.
He saw the room dimly, as though through a veil of blue transparency, in
a new guise. It was the abode of warmth and comfort—a domestic interior.
Madame, smiling over her work, was a type of tranquil femininity.
Suddenly, without warning, the all-pervading calm was shattered.
There was the sound of loud knocking on the street door. The violent
double-beat of Quality’s heart seemed almost its echo. He started
upright, every frayed nerve at utmost stretch; his eyes searching
madame’s face as though he would read therein the Riddle of the Sphinx.
There was a rapid, breathless exchange of question and answer.
‘There is some one at the door, madame.’
‘I hear.’
‘Who can it be?’
‘Who knows? Visitors, perhaps.’
‘At this hour! Why do you not open to them?’
‘Why? Marie will doubtless hear.’
In the pause that followed, the knocking again sounded, louder and more
peremptory, as though the door were battered by the impact of a mailed
fist.
Still mute to its summons, madame sat motionless, her needles flying with
incredible rapidity.
Then, higher up in the building, a door opened. Hurried shuffling
footsteps descended the stair and pattered along the passage.
‘_C’est_ Marie.’
As she spoke, Madame raised her face, and, for the first time, Quality
saw her eyes.
Swiftly he averted his own, shrinking back before that stare of unholy
guilt.
She had betrayed him.
For a fractional measure of time, he was rent by the throes of an
elemental passion to grip the woman’s throat and wring out her life in
bubbling breaths. But the wholly foreign impulse came and passed almost
simultaneously at the grating scream of a withdrawn bolt.
The sound of a man’s voice, sharp and peremptory, drowned the woman’s
quavering tones in a rapid colloquy.
Then there was silence, followed by the slam of a door.
Quality’s whole frame shook in a tempestuous ague of suspense.
Had they gone again? Was the blow to be averted at the eleventh hour?
Were his hopes yet to find consummation?
Even as he asked the question, the answer came.
There was the sound of heavy footsteps along the passage.
Once more, Quality’s hunted glance flickered around the room, with the
sharpened sense of the trapped quarry, seeking desperately for some
channel of escape.
His eyes fell upon the papers lying on the table before him. He began
to read them with dull interest. _Who_ was this Hubert Quality whose
harmlessness and integrity were vouched for in black and white! What of
him?
Bereft of all sense of identity—calmly expectant—he watched the door
burst open.
It seemed the final performance of an oft-rehearsed drama. Inside—they
were actually inside at last; these oft-dreamed-of figures of his
fears—stern-faced men, wearing the grey Prussian uniform.
Before him was the officer, seemingly magnified to unhuman stature, in
long, belted coat and spiked helmet. His eyes, blue and polar, raked the
room. His voice, sharp and metallic, gave the word of command. He was no
man, but merely a vehicle of inexorable justice—a machine that has found
its range.
Slowly, slowly, Quality arose to his feet. He stretched out his hands.
Arose—only to sink back in his seat. For, at the sound of a woman’s
laugh, he realised that he was but the spectator in another’s drama.
With a soldier on either side of her, madame stood rigid and frozen.
No need for plea or denial; in her lying outburst of apostasy to the
fountain, she had made her ultimate appeal.
As the spy passed through the doorway, Quality saw her face. And it was
even as the face of M. Lemoine.
* * * * *
The clock struck twelve.
Through the shrivelled sheath of the dead night broke the glorious
promise of the new day.
E. L. WHITE.
_IN THE NORTH SEA._
BY LIEUTENANT R.N.
The operation that I am about to describe was not one of primary
importance, nor is it likely to be chronicled in the History of the War
when that comes to be written; but it was nevertheless an incident of
some interest and hazard, and serves to demonstrate the completeness of
England’s command of the sea.
It was one day in March 1915 that we left our base and steamed eastward
across the North Sea towards the enemy’s coast. We were not a strong
force, but we were all fast ships, light cruisers and destroyers,
and could show a clean pair of heels to any German big ships that we
might meet. It was not expected, however, that the Germans would show
themselves outside their ports, for it was less than two months since
the _Blucher_ had met her end at the hands of Beatty’s battle-cruisers,
and the German squadrons were not prepared as yet, either morally or
materially, for another encounter.
Accompanying us, that is escorted by us, were three seaplane carriers,
the object of our operations being a repetition of the Christmas Day air
raid.
All the way across we had fine calm weather, and our hopes ran high that
the conditions would be sufficiently favourable for launching aircraft;
for aircraft, and especially seaplanes which are encumbered with heavy
air-resisting floats, are still sufficiently in their infancy to require
very favourable weather conditions if they are to operate successfully at
sea.
At daylight on the following morning we found ourselves some thirty
odd miles off the enemy’s coast in a position favourable for launching
our attack, and since, coincidently, some wily astrologer, in a fit of
verbose optimism, had prophesied a naval battle for this date we had
considerable hopes of ‘something doing.’
As day broke a heavy mist lay across our horizon which, spreading outward
from the coast, limited visibility to two or three miles. We assured
ourselves, however, that as soon as the sun rose the mist would clear,
and so for about half an hour the squadron manœuvred to and fro, the
while optimist and pessimist, according to their respective fancies,
conceived momentary, and usually imaginary, changes in the density of the
mist.
The pilots of the seaplanes were rapidly swallowing an early breakfast—it
is one of the outstanding disadvantages of war that one has to eat and
fight at times altogether repellent to the digestion—or else, with
conscientious mechanics, were giving their engines a final test, as the
familiar roar of the gnomes echoing from the carriers plainly told us.
But ere long the optimists proved themselves the truer prophets, for by 7
A.M. or so the mist was perceptibly thinner, and the flagship signalled
the course which would bring us to our exact destination.
Stationed on each side of us as a submarine screen were divisions of
destroyers, whilst the seaplane carriers, hauling out of line, formed up
separately with their own destroyer escort.
At about 7.45 the preparatory signal flew from the flagship’s masthead,
and with all hands at the guns we stood by, whilst the seaplane carriers
prepared to hoist out their machines. But, alas for the aspirations of
man, at this very moment a thick bank of fog gathered ahead of us, and in
less than five minutes the squadron was enveloped in a ‘pea-soup’ fog,
hiding ship from ship as effectively as if a cloud of poison gas had been
launched at us.
Flying was definitely off, but only to be replaced by another game, for
we were now steaming twenty knots direct at Germany, and it would ill
befit the pride of the British Navy if a squadron of her daisiest ships
stranded helplessly on the Hun coast.
But here was a problem. Before you turn a squadron the amount of the
turn must be indicated to all ships; yet here visual signals were
impossible—they would not have been visual in such a fog; syren signals
were inadvisable on account of their noisy advertisement, and also the
process of sound signalling is very slow; a wireless signal was an
alternative, and was the quickest and surest way, but it was a way very
liable to inform the enemy as to our whereabouts, for an English wireless
call is as different to a German one as a gentleman to a Hun, so that any
signal we made would be easily picked up by adjacent enemy stations, and
the ‘strength’ of the signals would tell them how close we were.
War, however, is a succession of risks, and since the need demanded, the
signal was made. (One hopes it caused a flutter in the German dovecots.)
The leading ships turned a right angle to starboard by two successive
turns of four points, the rest of the squadron followed in their wake,
and for a few minutes we ran parallel to the coast; the same signals and
manœuvre repeated, and we had reversed our original course, and were
steaming seawards with our stems to Germany.
How simple it sounds, doesn’t it? but the practical execution of such
signals is not so easy in a fog, when the guide you are groping after
cannot be seen and is able to show herself only by the bubbles which
rise in her wake. Add to this that you have all had to reduce your speed
by signal, which means that if you obey the signal a minute too late
your excess speed causes you to rush up alongside your next ahead, or if
you obey too soon you will drop astern and can no longer pick out those
invaluable swirls and bubbles. But, worst danger of all, if one ship
misses the signal and holds steadily on her course whilst her consorts
ahead and astern and on each side of her turn at right angles, what is
going to prevent a collision? ‘Joss,’ and ‘joss’ in large quantities, is
the only preventative I can cite, and this was the very element that was
absent that day.
One of the rear destroyers was the ‘lucky party’ who missed the
signal—the first alter course signal by wireless—and she continued on her
course, whilst those ahead and outside her altered across her bows.
The aforesaid ‘joss’ might have caused her to cross the line through a
gap, but instead there suddenly loomed right ahead of her, out of the
dense pall of fog, the blurred silhouette of a light cruiser, and before
ever the engines could be reversed or the helm put over she had crashed
bows on at twenty knots into the beam of the cruiser.
The comparatively frail bows of the destroyer crumpled under the blow
like so much brown paper, and the boat recoiled with fifteen feet of her
bow ‘concertina-ed’ in.
Yet never a soul on board of her was hurt. ‘Joss’ certainly made up
leeway there, but in the bigger vessel such was not the case. The impact
of the blow had lifted a torpedo tube off its mounting and had thrown it
inboard against the casings, crushing five unfortunate men, of whom three
lost their lives.
In addition the hull of the ship had suffered considerable damage, so
that her speed was reduced to a bare ten knots, whilst the destroyer, at
first able to steam six knots, could soon make no headway at all.
And all this, mark you, within thirty miles of the German coast in a
‘pea-soup’ fog, so that no sooner had the two ships collided and fallen
apart than they were lost to sight of each other and of the remainder
of the fleet, who continued their groping course seaward, the majority
unaware that aught was amiss.
One destroyer, however, had noted the accident, and altering out from her
station stood by her damaged consort and forthwith made preparations to
take her in tow; for if one thing was more evident than another, it was
the desirability of getting the damaged ships away to seaward before the
fog should lift leaving them to be discovered by some inquisitive Hun
submarine or aircraft patrol.
A wireless signal—it had to be done—was sent as soon as possible to the
flagship from the damaged cruiser, and the squadron turned back on their
track to try to locate and assist the damaged craft. But noon came—it was
soon after 8 A.M. when the two ships collided—and there was no sign of
the destroyer. The fog still hung thick over us all. Four P.M. came and
passed and still we searched anxiously to and fro, peering continually
into the thick wall of fog, and groping vaguely and blindly after our
next ahead, catching a glimpse now and again of her mast or funnels only
to lose her completely the next minute, and recommence the chase of her
wake, assisted periodically by a fog buoy she veered astern.
From time to time, raucously and rashly, we would make signals on our
syren hoping that the cripples would hear us, and periodically we tried
wireless signals; but all to no effect, and night came leaving us still
anxious for, and out of touch of our destroyer.
The damaged light cruiser was making her own way back to port, and two
more destroyers that had lost touch with us during our fog manœuvring
were also ordered home, but we should have been much happier for news of
our ‘lame duck.’
The Germans still appeared to be unaware of our presence, despite our
proximity to their coasts, but at any moment some prowling submarine
might find us and give the show away, forcing us to scupper the destroyer
lest she should fall into the enemy’s hands.
During the night the ships of our squadron were spread a couple of miles
apart, so as to search over a greater area, but dawn on the next day
came and still never a sign of our objective. We had received a signal
of her estimated position, but neither she nor we were at all sure of
our positions—it is not possible to be so in the North Sea amongst the
variable currents, especially so in this case after so many alterations
of course and speed and when it has not been possible to get a fix from
the land or observations of the sun or stars for thirty-six hours. But
with the new day the fog drifted away and there was soon a visibility of
three or four miles.
Mr. Clerk of the Weather, however, was apparently unsatisfied with the
capers he had already led us, and now substituted for the fog a rising
wind and sea, so that we had visions of the damaged craft foundering
before we might pick her up.
At 9 A.M. the flagship ordered one of the light cruisers to make all
preparations for taking the destroyer in tow as soon as met with, but not
until 2 P.M., thirty hours after the collision, did we at last sight her.
She made a weird sight.
Her crumpled bows, unable to stand the strain of the ship’s motion any
longer, had fallen off into the sea, so that from another ship one could
look right into her and see her storerooms and other compartments, whilst
the muzzle of her foremost gun, at ordinary times twenty feet or so back
from her bows, now protruded over the ‘front’ of the ship like a tree
outgrowing from a cliff.
The men’s living spaces right forward had retired to the bottom of the
North Sea, and the waves were rolling in, unhindered, against the capstan
engine, anchor chain lockers, and foremost mess decks. Yet the ship was
still seaworthy, for a transverse bulkhead, which stretches across the
ship and runs from the foc’sle deck right down to the keel, was keeping
her watertight and preventing other compartments from being flooded—no
small advertisement for the efficient work of our Corps of Naval
Constructors.
The large area of this bulkhead, however, made it impossible to tow the
ship bows first, for the pressure against it under such conditions would
be tremendous and too much even for the efficiency of her construction.
The only alternative, therefore, was to tow her stern first. We knew this
would be a fairly difficult operation, for she had already been twice in
tow of the destroyer that had originally stood by her and each time the
strain of the tow had parted the wires.
It was after an hour and a half’s work, by about 3 P.M., that we managed
to get our wires into her, for it is no easy task in a seaway when one
cannot have a boat, but must steam past as close to the other ship as
safety will permit, towing astern of you a small hawser with a cask at
the end, which the ship to be towed endeavours to pick up.
Then if she gets it you attach to the small hawser a larger hemp hawser,
and to that the big wire by which you will tow, one end of which she
hauls in and makes fast to herself, whilst you have the other end secured
to your stern, and off you go. At least so you should in theory, but in
this case we had secured the wire but two or three minutes when a wave
lifted us up and simultaneously swung the destroyer’s stern off in an
opposite direction, throwing a heavy strain on the wire which forthwith
parted; so we had to start again.
This time we used the very largest wire we had, which was correspondingly
more difficult to handle and harder to get to the destroyer, and not
until 6 P.M., just as the light started to fail, were we able to get it
to the destroyer. And all this time, you must remember, we made a sitting
target for a submarine.
The remainder of the squadron were steaming round and round us acting as
far as they could as a submarine screen, and individually, I don’t doubt,
cursing us heartily for the length of time we were taking. But no enemy
craft found us (such opportunities will be missed by fleets which operate
in canals), and as twilight settled in we steamed slowly ahead, with
rising hopes that this time the tow might hold and that we might succeed
in getting her in.
Steaming at revolutions ordinarily sufficient to give us eight knots we
made good four to five.
The sea was gradually getting up all the time, and the destroyer was
towing crabwise through the water, not dead astern of us so as to give
a straight haul, but out on our quarter which put variable strains and
jerks on her and on the wire; more especially on the latter at the
‘nip’—that part where the wire led into the two ships, and where the bend
due to her not being dead astern of us, came in.
The wind too was on our beam, and the seas rolling on swept the
destroyer’s stern away from us causing our wire, a second later, to bring
it back with a sudden jerk. Still for half an hour or so all went well,
and the remainder of the squadron closed around us, zigzagging to and
fro, as we all shaped course for home.
But fate, as you will guess, had no intention of giving up the
game so easily, and at 6.45 P.M. our wire broke at the ‘nip.’ The
‘I-told-you-so’s’ were in evidence.
We had now no other wire strong enough to tow by, and so, to the
disappointment of us all, another cruiser was detailed to take on the
job. Disappointing as it was to us, it must have been far more than
that to the destroyer. For thirty-six hours she had lain helpless, with
alternate fears of being captured or of breaking up, and that after a
sudden collision which would have been sufficient to shake the nerves of
many. Four times had she hauled in towing wires, and on each occasion
they had parted soon afterwards. Pitched and tossed about in the North
Sea swell, tired and wet and with a good deal of their kit gone under, I
should think that many of her crew were in that state of mind which is
called ‘fed up.’ And now she had to start the game again.
But, profiting by our experience of how great the strain was under
the particular conditions, the new cruiser took special precautions,
the which I will not detail lest the Bosches benefit. By very clever
seamanship and after over three hours’ hard work, mostly in the dark, the
destroyer was again in tow, this time more securely; and so we started
again on our journey home.
There is not really much more worth relating, for the wind, sea, a couple
of snowstorms, our anxious lookout at daylight next morning to see if any
enemy were about, and our precautions against submarine attack—these are
everyday war events, and make dull reading.
Suffice it to say that our command of the sea was a sufficiently real
factor to allow the cripple to be towed home unmolested a few hundred
miles, and we came to our base as if no enemy fleet were within a
thousand miles—who can accuse the Teuton of no sense of humour when he
designated the water we steamed over the ‘German Ocean’?
So, comparatively tamely, concluded a trip which had at one time promised
unusual excitement, but which anyhow gave us for four days some interest
out of the ordinary, besides to some a fair measure of anxiety.
But wouldn’t Old Tirpitz be peevish if he knew of the chance he had
missed?
PRESS BUREAU: PASSED FOR PUBLICATION.
_MASTER GEORGE POLLOCK._
George Frederick Pollock, formerly senior Master of the King’s Bench and
King’s Remembrancer, was born on June 1, 1821, and died on May 20, 1915,
just before his ninety-fourth birthday. His faculties, his interests, and
his affections remained as fresh as ever up to the last. Apart from his
unusual personal charm as a human being, his range of reminiscences was
extraordinary, not only by reason of his great age and retentive memory,
but also of his native and characteristic versatility. I often urged
him to collect them, and indeed a publisher offered to send a shorthand
writer for as long as was necessary to dictate a volume. But he said that
what he wanted was a ‘Boswell,’ and even if such a prodigy had been found
George Pollock would most probably have been too tired or bored to go on
for many days continuously.
In more recent years I made notes of most conversations that I had with
him, but I fear that a full harvest could only have been achieved by
everyone following my example, and even my own jottings were sadly casual.
I remember being startled by his remarking one day how delighted he was
to see G.R. on the mail-carts. It made him feel ‘quite a boy again.’ He
had not seen any of the Georges, but had been astonished, walking down
Whitehall as a youth, to see a genial gentleman suddenly look out of his
carriage window and put out his tongue. This turned out to be His Majesty
King William IV, who wished to indicate to some old naval friends on the
pavement that his elevation to the throne had not made him too proud. No
wonder that my eldest daughter, on being taken to see him, promptly asked
him for his impressions of the execution of Charles I, and was sadly
disappointed to find that her great-great-uncle had not attended the
ceremony.
George Pollock was no mere lawyer. He was, as his father, the Chief
Baron, used proudly to announce to his friends, a first-rate mechanic,
and had made a complete study and hobby of clocks and watches.[11] The
family watches were always chosen by him and are still going as no other
watches go, though they were always a little erratic at first. His
accurate observation was never at fault, as when he took up a silver
teapot at a wedding reception from among the presents and remarked that
it had a hole in it. He told me that when he was leaving Wimbledon he
saw his old plumber and said ‘I wish you could explain how it was that
I always had to get my pipes put right once a year until ten years ago,
when you were too busy and I had to attend to them myself, since when
they have never gone wrong.’ The plumber smiled significantly and replied
‘Well, sir, we must live somehow.’ Members of the family who had mishaps
with bicycles used to find that the mere mention of the name of Pollock
evoked kindly welcome and sometimes even an offer to repair the machine
free of charge. This was no doubt partly due to his own ungrudging
benevolence. In an age when we are all being exhorted to economise it is
refreshing to remember that an official in the Law Courts not so very
long ago penetrated a large crowd on a London pavement and discovered
George Pollock extended over a grating from which he was trying with an
umbrella to extract a penny which an urchin in tears professed to have
dropped down the abyss. He was a well-known arbitrator in patent cases.
He had some knowledge of astronomy, and counted Sir George Airey and Sir
Norman Lockyer among his friends, not to mention other scientific men
such as Faraday, Owen, and Hooker.
The John Murray of his day consulted him as to publishing 500 copies
of the ‘Origin of Species.’ Murray was extremely sceptical as to the
soundness of the work, and thought 500 copies as large a number as it was
prudent to print. He remarked that the Darwinian theory was as absurd
as though one should contemplate a fruitful union between a poker and a
rabbit. George Pollock read the book and remarked that the contents were
probably beyond the comprehension of any scientific man then living. But
he advised publishing 1000 copies, because Mr. Darwin had so brilliantly
surmounted the formidable obstacles which he was honest enough to put in
his own path. This is an interesting example of the way in which a man of
good general ability, accustomed as a lawyer is to apply broad principles
of reason to different kinds of subject-matter, may arrive at sounder
conclusions than a specialist.
Talks with him were always a liberal education, because they gave
first-hand impressions of an excellent observer in regard to many
characters whose biographies are often written by persons who have not
even seen the subject of the biography. It was thus thrilling for me, who
had always admired the career of Mrs. Norton and read a recent account
of her life, to hear that at a time when the differences between Mr. and
Mrs. George Norton were most acute the Chief Baron put his house at the
disposal of both so that Mrs. Norton should see her children there. She
was accustomed to meet them in a room at one end of which George Pollock
(on at least one occasion) sat and read the ‘Encyclopædia Britannica’
while she played with them at the other end. Usually his sister Mary was
there. The heroines of history are not always wholly approved by their
contemporaries. An old man, long since dead, told me that the advent of
Florence Nightingale was not at first popular with the soldiers in the
Crimea, because they felt embarrassed by the idea of female nursing.
Similarly, Mrs. Norton was thought by some to be ‘playing to the
gallery,’ and in the opinion of Baron Martin ‘talked to too many men’ on
one occasion when crossing the Atlantic. But George Pollock nevertheless
sympathised, as his father did, with her position as regards her children.
His talk, as might be expected, shed light on social usages of the past.
One night the Duchess of Somerset was driving near Wimbledon and her
carriage fell into a ditch. George Pollock was passing and assisted her
and the coachman to get the vehicle out of the ditch and collect various
toys and pieces of china back into the carriage. The next morning the
Duchess, ‘in a refined manner,’ sent a military friend to convey her
acknowledgments but did not come herself, since, for aught she knew, her
benefactor might have had a ‘vulgar wife who would return the call.’
He mentioned that baths first came into fashion in the ’fifties, and
caused much annoyance to a certain old colonel because they encumbered
the officers’ luggage. ‘These young men,’ he complained, ‘keep washing
themselves till there is not a bit of natural smell about them.’ The only
unpardonable smell was of course tobacco. Even onions were preferable.
Though the late King Edward introduced smoking as far as he could,
even when his hosts drove him into the stable-room, George Pollock,
despite his respect for the Church, felt it his duty, even in 1883, to
remonstrate with a curate who smoked a cigar at a garden party.
His attitude to the divorce question interested me. He mentioned that all
the lawyers of the time strongly supported the Act of 1857 in spite of
ecclesiastical opposition. But he felt himself ‘incompetent to form an
opinion’ on the question, which curiously illustrated the survival of the
old Catholic tradition that marriage should be an institution entirely
subject to ecclesiastical control and jurisdiction.
He naturally told many stories of his father and the law. One of his
earliest memories was of mischievously abstracting Scarlett’s spectacles
from the back of his coat just as he was about to read an important
letter to the jury. This was in 1833, when he was a boy of twelve. He
mentioned how his brother judges would give way to Maule for fear of his
ability and sharp tongue till on one occasion Maule, after delivering
judgment and then hearing all the other judgments, suddenly remarked:
‘After mature consideration, I differ from my learned brothers. I
have come to the conclusion that my judgment was wrong, and the first
misgivings that occurred to me about it were due to the fact that my
brothers agreed with it.’
As a boy of eighteen he had attended the famous trial of John Frost
and others whom his father ably defended on a charge of high treason
at Monmouth. He used to relate with great gusto the objection to the
proceedings taken on the ground that the list of witnesses had not been
handed to the prisoners _with_ the copy of the indictment as prescribed
by the Act of Queen Anne. It was in that trial that a woman was closely
cross-examined about the movements of her husband who had returned home
very late and come straight up to bed. ‘As he was getting into bed,’ she
said, ‘his words were⸺’ But here she was sharply interrupted by Counsel:
‘You must not tell us what he _said_, because that is not evidence; you
can only tell us what he _did_.’
His grandfather, David Pollock, had come to London from Berwick and
started a saddler and military contractor’s business at Charing Cross.
David’s father was a bookseller at Berwick-on-Tweed, and his grandfather
(George Pollock thought) was a cobbler at Perth in the seventeenth
century. David died in 1815, and was embarrassed by the fact that
Parliament did not allow enough money to cover the liabilities of the
Duke of York, not to mention those of the Duke of Kent. He was sometimes
in attendance on Royalty itself, when he had to present himself in Court
dress. But David died solvent in 1815, and his business was carried
on for two years afterwards by his widow and his son William. William
died early at the age of thirty-five. Another son, David, who became
before his death Lord Chief Justice of Bombay, was sixty-seven at the
time of his death. He has been described as a singularly lovable man.
Of the other sons George, my great-uncle’s godfather, was ultimately a
Field-Marshal, and Frederick the Chief Baron of the Exchequer. It was
quite usual for one of the sons to sleep under the counter if the house
was more full than usual, and more than one slept there on the occasion
of David’s funeral. The other son, John, was an adventurous solicitor. He
was renowned for his prowess at racquets and generally as an athlete. In
the same day he once walked from London to Windsor, won a foot race, and
walked back again.
But the hero of George Pollock’s stories was usually his father, the
Chief Baron, whose judgments bulk so large in the Common Law of England.
Unlike his brother John, he thought taking exercise a bore unless it took
the form of dancing or of leaping over tables and chairs, as a friend
of mine who is still alive saw him doing at an hotel in Norwich after
receiving a pair of white gloves, when he was about seventy-five years
old. He drove up from Hatton every day in his family coach, though his
sedentary habits never prevented his doing justice to his excellent brown
sherry, a few bottles of which I once had the privilege of possessing
in my own cellar. Though he kept very open house at Hatton, he had a
frugal mind in less essential matters. Thus, on consulting Sir Harris
Nicolas in regard to tracing the family coat of arms, he was told that
it would cost £100 in London, but subsequently discovered that the same
operation could be performed in Edinburgh for £20, which gave him great
satisfaction. There is a romantic legend that the Pollocks were ruined by
the Hanoverians in the Rebellion of 1715, and that the Pollock boar is
to be found on a prison wall in Carlisle Castle, presumably carved by a
Pollock in captivity. But the Chief Baron cared little for these things,
and derived pleasure from recording that his father was a saddler and
that he owed much to his mother’s co-operation in the family business and
belief in himself when a boy. His career at Trinity College, Cambridge,
was mainly due to her unsparing efforts.
He had a very human sympathy with prisoners. I have a volume of his
notes of evidence, and in one of the murder trials he lays great stress
to the jury on the fact that there was no Court of Criminal Appeal.
There is a story of a certain burglar having been induced by the prison
chaplain to atone for his crime by pleading guilty before the Chief
Baron. But after an interval in the Court the burglar returned to the
chaplain _acquitted_. ‘When I saw that good kind man sitting in Court,’
he explained, ‘I knew I should be acquitted and really could not bring
myself to plead guilty.’
I have put together as much as I can have recorded of George Pollock’s
reminiscences. Probably there is better material at the disposal of
others, but perhaps this attempt to collect what I heard may stimulate a
better qualified relation or friend to write something worthier of him.
Such a collection would to some extent mitigate the loss of his winning
personality. For a man to be missed as he now is after dying on the verge
of his ninety-fourth birthday shows how little old age can extinguish
a rare and singularly loving spirit. Up to the last he answered every
letter by return of post, and his letters were as affectionate as on
the other hand they were businesslike when the occasion demanded. We
shall not see his like again. Even his type is gone. The combination of
kindliness, geniality, and pawky humour that distinguished him is not to
be found in our day.
‘Quis desiderio sit pudor aut modus
Tam cari capitis?’
E. S. P. HAYNES.
FOOTNOTES
[11] He chose the clock which now stands in the smoking-room of the
Athenæum.
_LADY CONNIE._
BY MRS. HUMPHRY WARD.
Copyright, 1915, by Mrs. Humphry Ward in the United States of America.
CHAPTER XVI.
Constance Bledlow stepped out of the Bletchley train into the crowded
Oxford station. Annette was behind her. As they made their way towards
the luggage van, Connie saw a beckoning hand and face. They belonged to
Nora Hooper, and in another minute Connie found herself taken possession
of by her cousin. Nora was deeply sunburnt. Her colour was more garishly
red and brown, her manner more trenchant than ever. At sight of Connie
her face flushed with a sudden smile, as though the owner of the face
could not help it. Yet they had only been a few minutes together before
Connie had discovered that, beneath the sunburn, there was a look of
tension and distress, and that the young brown eyes, usually so bright
and bold, were dulled with fatigue. But to notice such things in Nora was
only to be scorned. Connie held her tongue.
‘Can’t you leave Annette to bring the luggage, and let us walk up?’ said
Nora.
Connie assented, and the two girls were soon in the long and generally
crowded street leading to the Corn-market. Nora gave rapidly a little
necessary information. Term had just begun, and Oxford was ‘dreadfully
full.’ She had got another job of copying work at the Bodleian, for which
she was being paid by the University Press, and what with that and the
work for her coming exam., she was ‘pretty driven.’ But she liked it;
that was what suited her. Alice and her mother were ‘all right.’
‘And Uncle Ewen?’ said Connie.
Nora paused a moment.
‘Well, you won’t think he looks any the better for his holiday,’ she said
at last, with an attempt at a laugh. ‘And of course he’s doing ten times
too much work. Hang work! I loathe work: I want to “do nothing for ever
and ever.”’
‘Why don’t you set about it, then?’ laughed Connie.
‘Because⸺’ Nora began impetuously; and then shut her lips. She diverged
to the subject of Mr. Pryce. They had not seen or heard anything of him
for weeks, she said, till he had paid them an evening call, the night
before—the first evening of the new term.
Connie interrupted.
‘Oh, but that reminds me,’ she said eagerly. ‘I’ve got an awfully nice
letter—to-day—from Lord Glaramara. Mr. Pryce is to go up and see him.’
Nora whistled.
‘You have! Well, that settles it. He’ll now graciously allow himself to
propose. And then we shall all pretend to be greatly astonished. Alice
will cry, and mother will say, “She never expected to lose her daughter
so soon”—etc. What a humbug everybody is!’ said the child, bitterly, with
more emphasis than grammar.
‘But suppose he doesn’t get anything!’ cried Connie, alarmed at such a
sudden jump from the possible to the certain.
‘Oh, but he will! He’s the kind of person that gets things,’ said Nora
contemptuously. ‘Well, we wanted a bit of good news!’
Connie jumped at the opening.
‘Dear Nora!—have things been going wrong? You look awfully tired. Do tell
me!’
Nora checked herself at once. ‘Oh, not much more than usual,’ she said
repellently. ‘And what about you, Connie? Aren’t you very bored to be
coming back here, after all your grand times?’
They had emerged into the Corn. Before them was the old Church of St.
Mary Magdalen, and the modern pile of Balliol. In the distance stretched
the Broad, over which the October evening was darkening fast; the
Sheldonian in the far distance, with its statued railing; and the gates
of Trinity on the left. The air was full of bells, and the streets of
undergraduates; a stream of young men taking fresh possession, as it
were, of the grey city, which was their own as soon as they chose to come
back to it. The Oxford damp, the Oxford mist was everywhere, pierced by
lamps, and window-lights, and the last red of a stormy sunset.
Connie drew in her breath.
‘No, I am not sorry. I am very glad to be back—though my aunts have been
great dears to me.’
‘I’ll bet anything Annette isn’t glad to be back—after the Langmoors!’
said Nora, grimly.
Connie laughed.
‘She’ll soon settle in. What do you think?’ She slipped her arm into her
cousin’s. ‘I’m coming down to breakfast!’
‘You’re not! I never heard such nonsense! Why should you?’
Connie sighed.
‘I think I must begin to do something.’
‘Do something! For goodness’ sake, don’t!’ Nora’s voice was fierce. ‘I
did think _you_ might be trusted!’
‘To carry out _your_ ideals? So kind of you!’
‘If you take to muddling about with books and lectures and wearing ugly
clothes, I give you up,’ said Nora, firmly.
‘Nora, dear, I’m the most shocking ignoramus. Mayn’t I learn something?’
‘Mr. Sorell may teach you Greek. I don’t mind that.’
Connie sighed again, and Nora stole a look at the small pale face under
the sailor hat. It seemed to her that her cousin had somehow grown
beautiful in these months of absence. On her arrival in May, Connie’s
good looks had been a freakish and variable thing, which could be often
and easily disputed. She could always make a certain brilliant—or
bizarre—effect, by virtue of her mere slenderness and delicacy—combined
with the startling beauty of her eyes and hair. But the touch of sarcasm,
of a half-hostile remoteness, in her look and manner, were often enough
to belie the otherwise delightful impression of first youth, to suggest
something older and sharper than her twenty years had any right to be. It
meant that she had been brought up in a world of elder people, sharing
from her teens in its half amused, half sceptical judgments of men and
things. Nothing was to be seen of it in her roused moments of pleasure or
enthusiasm; at other times it jarred, as though one caught a glimpse of
autumn in the spring.
But since she and Nora had last met, something had happened. Some heat of
feeling or of sympathy had fused in her the elements of being; so that a
more human richness and warmth, a deeper and tenderer charm breathed from
her whole aspect. Nora, though so much the younger, had hitherto been the
comforter and sustainer of Connie; now for the first time, the tired girl
felt an impulse—firmly held back—to throw her arms round Connie’s neck,
and tell her own troubles.
She did not betray it however. There were so many things she wanted to
know. First—how was it that Connie had come back so soon? Nora understood
there were invitations—to the Tamworths’ and others. Mr. Sorell had
reported that the Langmoors wished to carry their niece with them on a
round of country-house visits in the autumn, and that Connie had firmly
stuck to it that she was due at Oxford for the beginning of term.
‘Why didn’t you go?’ said Nora, half scoffing—‘with all those frocks
wasting in the drawers!’
Connie retorted that as for parties, Oxford had seemed to her in the
summer term the most gay and giddy place she had ever been in, and that
she had always understood that in the October and Lent terms people dined
out every night.
‘But all the same—one can _think_ a little here,’ she said, slowly.
‘You didn’t care a bit about that when you first came!’ cried Nora. ‘You
despised us because we weren’t soldiers, or diplomats, or politicians.
You thought we were a little priggish provincial world where nothing
mattered. You were sorry for us because we had _only_ books and ideas!’
‘I wasn’t!’ said Connie, indignantly. ‘Only I didn’t think Oxford was
everything—and it isn’t! Nora!’—she looked round the Oxford street with
a sudden ardour, her eyes running over the groups of undergraduates
hurrying back to hall—‘do you think these English boys could ever—well,
_fight_—and _die_—for what you call ideas—for their country—as Otto
Radowitz could die for Poland?’
‘Try them!’ The reply rang out defiantly. Connie laughed.
‘They’ll never have the chance. Who’ll ever attack England? If we had
only something—something splendid, and not too far away!—to look back
upon, as the Italians look back on Garibaldi—or to long and to suffer
for, as the Poles long and suffer for Poland!’
‘We shall some day!’ said Nora, hopefully. ‘Mr. Sorell says every nation
gets its turn to fight for its life. I suppose Otto Radowitz has been
talking Poland to you?’
‘He talks it—and he _lives_ it,’ said Connie, with emphasis. ‘It’s
marvellous!—it shames one.’
Nora shrugged her shoulders.
‘But what can he _do_—with his poor hand! You know Mr. Sorell has taken a
cottage for him at Boar’s Hill—above Hinksey?’
Yes, Connie knew. She seemed suddenly on her guard.
‘But he can’t live alone?’ said Nora. ‘Who on earth’s going to look after
him?’
Connie hesitated. Down a side street she perceived the stately front
of Marmion, and at the same moment a tall man emerging from the dusk
crossed the street and entered the Marmion gate. Her heart leapt. No!
Absurd! He and Otto had not arrived yet. But already the Oxford dark,
and the beautiful Oxford distances were peopled for her with visions and
prophecies of hope. The old and famous city that had seen so much youth
bloom and pass, spoke magic things to her with its wise, friendly voice.
Aloud, she said—
‘You haven’t heard? Mr. Falloden’s going to live with him.’
Nora stopped in stupefaction.
‘_What?_’
Connie repeated the information—adding—
‘I daresay Mr. Sorell didn’t speak of it to you, because—he hates it.’
‘I suppose it’s just a theatrical _coup_,’ said Nora, passionately, as
they walked on—‘to impress the public.’
‘It isn’t!—it isn’t anything of the kind. And Otto had only to say No.’
‘It’s ridiculous!—preposterous! They’ll clash all day long.’
Connie replied with difficulty, as though she had so pondered and
discussed this matter with herself that every opinion about it seemed
equally reasonable.
‘I don’t think so. Otto wishes it.’
‘But why—but _why_?’ insisted Nora. ‘Oh, Connie!—as if Douglas Falloden
could look after anybody but himself!’
Then she repented a little. Connie smiled, rather coldly.
‘He looked after his father,’ she said, quietly. ‘I told you all that in
my letters. And you forget how it was—that he and Otto came across each
other again.’
Nora warmly declared that she had not forgotten it, but that it did not
seem to her to have anything to do with the extraordinary proposal that
the man more responsible than anyone else for the maiming—possibly for
the death—of Otto Radowitz, if all one heard about him were true, should
be now installed as his companion and guardian during these critical
months.
She talked with obvious and rather angry common sense, as one who had not
passed her eighteenth birthday for nothing.
But Connie fell silent. She would not discuss it, and Nora was obliged to
let the subject drop.
* * * * *
Mrs. Hooper, whose pinched face had grown visibly older, received her
husband’s niece with an evident wish to be kind. Alice, too, was almost
affectionate, and Uncle Ewen came hurrying out of his study to greet her.
But Connie had not been an hour in the house before she had perceived
that everybody in it was preoccupied and unhappy; unless, indeed, it
were Alice, who had evidently private thoughts of her own, which, to a
certain extent, released her from the family worries.
What was the matter? She was determined to know.
It happened that she and Alice went up to bed together. Nora had been
closeted with her father in the little school-room on the ground-floor,
since nine o’clock, and when Connie proposed to look in and wish them
good-night, Alice said uncomfortably—
‘Better not. They’re—they’re very busy.’
Connie ruminated. At the top of the stairs, she turned—
‘Look here—do come in to me, and have a talk!’
Alice agreed, after a moment’s hesitation. There had never been any
beginnings of intimacy between her and Connie, and she took Connie’s
advance awkwardly.
The two girls were however soon seated in Connie’s room where a blazing
fire defied the sudden cold of a raw and bleak October. The light danced
on Alice’s beady black eyes and arched brows, on her thin but very red
lips, on the bright patch of colour in each cheek. She was more than
ever like a Watteau sketch in black chalk, heightened with red, and the
dress she wore, cut after the pattern of an eighteenth century sacque,
according to an Oxford fashion of that day, fell in admirably with the
natural effect. Connie had very soon taken off her tea-gown, loosened
and shaken out her hair, and put on a white garment in which she felt at
ease. Alice noticed, as Nora had done, that Connie was fast becoming a
beauty; but whether the indisputable fact was to be welcomed or resented
had still to be decided.
Connie had no sooner settled herself on the small sofa she had managed to
fit into her room than she sprang up again:—
‘Stupid!—Where _are_ those letters!’ She rummaged in various drawers and
bags, hit upon what she wanted, after an impetuous hunt, and returned to
the fire.
‘Do you know I think Mr. Pryce has a good chance of that post? I got this
to-day.’
She held out a letter, smiling. Alice flushed and took it. It was from
Lord Glaramara, and it concerned that same post in the Conservative
Central Office on which Herbert Pryce had had his eyes for some time.
The man holding it had been ‘going’ for months, but was now, at last,
gone. The post was vacant, and Connie, who had a pretty natural turn for
wire-pulling, fostered by her Italian bringing up, had been trying her
hand, both with the Chancellor and her Uncle Langmoor.
‘You little intriguer!’ wrote Lord Glaramara—‘I will do what I can. Your
man sounds very suitable. If he isn’t, I can tell you plainly, he won’t
get the post. Neither political party can afford to employ fools just
now. But if he is what you say—well, we shall see! Send him up to see me,
at the House of Lords, almost any evening next week. He’ll have to take
his chance, of course, of finding me free. If I cotton to him, I’ll send
him on to somebody else. And—_don’t talk about it_! Your letter was just
like your mother. She had an art of doing these things!’
Alice read and re-read the note. When she looked up from it, it was with
a rather fluttered face.
‘Awfully good of you, Connie! May I show it—to Mr. Pryce?’
‘Yes—but get it back. Tell him to write to Lord Glaramara—to-morrow.
Well, now then’—Connie discovered and lit a cigarette, the sight of which
stirred in Alice a kind of fascinated disapproval,—‘now then, tell me
what’s the matter!—why Uncle Ewen looks as if he hadn’t had a day’s rest
since last term, and Nora’s so glum—and why he and she go sitting up at
night together when they ought to be in their beds?’
Connie’s little woman-of-the-world air—very evident in this speech—which
had always provoked Alice in their earlier acquaintance, passed now
unnoticed. Miss Hooper sat perplexed and hesitating, staring into the
fire. But with that note in her pocket, Alice felt herself at once in a
new and detached position towards her family.
‘It’s money, of course,’ she said at last, her white brow puckering.
‘It’s not only bills—they’re dreadfully worrying!—we seem never to get
free from them, but it’s something else—something quite new—which has
only happened lately. There was an old loan from the bank, that has been
going on for years. Father had almost forgotten it, and now they’re
pressing him. It’s dreadful! They know we’re so hard up.’
Connie in her turn looked perplexed. It was always difficult for her to
realise financial trouble on a small scale. Ruin on the Falloden scale
was intelligible to one who had heard much talk of the bankruptcies of
some of the great Roman families, owing to the building speculations of
Rome, after 1870. But the carking care that may come from lack of a few
hundred pounds, this the Risboroughs’ daughter had to learn; and she put
her mind to it, eagerly.
She propped her small chin on her hands, while Alice told her tale.
Apparently the improvement in the family finance, caused by Connie’s
three hundred, had been the merest temporary thing. The Reader’s
creditors had been held off for a few months; but the rain of tradesmen’s
letters had been lately incessant. And the situation had been greatly
worsened by a blow which had fallen just before the opening of term.
In a former crisis, five years before this date, a compassionate cousin,
one of the few well-to-do relations that Mrs. Hooper possessed, had
come to the rescue, and had given his name to the Hoopers’ bankers as
guarantee for a loan of £500. The loan was to have been repaid by yearly
instalments. But the instalments had not been paid, and the cousin had
most unexpectedly died of apoplexy during September, after three days’
illness. His heir would have nothing to say to the guarantee, and the
bank was pressing for repayment, in terms made all the harsher by the
existence of an over-draft, which the local manager knew in his financial
conscience ought not to have been allowed. His letters were now so many
sword-thrusts; and post-time was a time of terror.
‘Father doesn’t know what to do,’ said Alice despondently. ‘He and Nora
spend all their time trying to think of some way out. Father got his
salary the other day, and never put it into the bank at all. We must have
something to live on. None’—she hesitated—‘none of the tradesmen will
give us any credit.’ She flushed deeply over the confession.
‘Goodness!’ said Connie, opening her eyes still wider.
‘But if Nora knows that I’ve been telling you’—cried Alice-‘she’ll never
forgive me. She made me promise I wouldn’t tell you. But how can you
help knowing? If Father’s made a bankrupt, it wouldn’t be very nice for
you! How could you go on living with us? Nora thinks she’s going to
earn money—that Father can sell two wretched little books—and we can go
and live in a tiny house on the Cowley Road—and—and—all sorts of absurd
things!’
‘But why is it Nora that has to settle all these things?’ asked Connie in
bewilderment. ‘Why doesn’t your mother⸺’
‘Oh, because mother doesn’t know anything about the bills,’ interrupted
Alice. ‘She never can do a sum—or add up anything—and I’m no use at it
either. Nora took it all over last year, and she won’t let even me help
her. She makes out the most wonderful statements—she made out a fresh
one to-day—that’s why she had a headache when she came to meet you. But
what’s the good of statements? They won’t pay the bank.’
‘But why—why⸺’ repeated Connie, and then stopped, lest she should hurt
Alice’s feelings.
‘Why did we get into debt? I’m sure I don’t know!’ Alice shook her head
helplessly. ‘We never seemed to have anything extravagant.’
These things were beyond Connie’s understanding. She gave it up. But her
mind impetuously ran forward.
‘How much is wanted—altogether?’
Alice, reluctantly, named a sum not much short of a thousand pounds.
‘Isn’t it awful?’
She sighed deeply. Yet already she seemed to be talking of other people’s
affairs!
‘We can’t ever do it. It’s hopeless. Papa’s taken two little school-books
to do. They’ll kill him with work, and will hardly bring in anything.
And he’s full up with horrid exams and lectures. He’ll break down, and
it all makes him so miserable, because he can’t really do the work the
University pays him to do. And he’s never been abroad—even to Rome. And
as to Greece! It’s dreadful!’ she repeated mechanically.
Connie sprang up and began to pace the little room. The firelight played
on her mop of brown hair, bringing out its golden shades, and on the
charming pensiveness of her face. Alice watched her, thinking—‘_She_
could do it all, if she chose!’ But she didn’t dare to say anything, for
fear of Nora.
Presently Connie gave a great stretch.
‘It’s damnable!’ she said, with energy.
Alice’s instinct recoiled from the strong word. It wasn’t the least
necessary, she thought, to talk in that way.
Connie made a good many more enquiries—elicited a good many more facts.
Then suddenly she brought her pacing to a stop.
‘Look here—we must go to bed!—or Nora will be after us.’
Alice went obediently. As soon as the door had shut upon her, Connie went
to a drawer in her writing-table, and took out her bank-book. It had been
returned that morning and she had not troubled to look at it. There was
always enough for what she wanted.
Heavens!—what a balance. She had quite forgotten a windfall which had
befallen her lately—some complicated transaction relating to a great
industrial company in which she had shares—which had lately been
giving birth to other subsidiary companies, and somehow the original
shareholders, of whom Lord Risborough had been one, or their heirs and
representatives, had profited greatly by the business. It had all been
managed for her by her father’s lawyer, and of course by Uncle Ewen. The
money had been paid temporarily into her own account, till the lawyer
had made some further enquiries about a fresh investment they recommended.
But it was her own money. She was entitled—under the terms of her
father’s letter to Uncle Ewen—to do what she liked with it. And even
without it, there was enough in the bank. Enough for this—and for another
purpose also, which lay even closer to her heart.
‘I don’t want any more new gowns for six months,’ she decided
peremptorily. ‘It’s disgusting to be so well off. Well, now,—I wonder—I
wonder where Nora keeps those statements that Alice talks about?’
In the school-room of course. But not under lock and key. Nobody
ever locked drawers in that house. It was part of the general
happy-go-luckishness of the family.
Connie made up the fire, and sat over it, thinking hard. A new
cheque-book, too, had arrived with the bank-book. That was useful.
She waited till she heard the study door open, and Nora come upstairs,
followed soon by the slow and weary step of Uncle Ewen. Connie had
already lowered her gas before Nora reached the top landing.
The house was very soon silent. Connie turned her light on again, and
waited. By the time Big Ben had struck one o’clock, she thought it would
be safe to venture.
She opened her door with trembling, careful fingers, slipped off her
shoes, took a candle and stole downstairs. The school-room door creaked
odiously. But soon she was inside and looking about her.
There was Nora’s table, piled high with the books and note-books of her
English literature work. Everything else had been put away. But the top
drawer of the table was unlocked. There was a key in it, but it would not
turn, being out of repair, like so much else in the house.
Connie, full of qualms, slowly opened the drawer. It was horrid—horrid—to
do such things!—but what other way was there? Nora must be presented
with the _fait accompli_, otherwise she would upset everything—poor old
darling!
Some loose sheets lay on the top of the papers in the drawer. The first
was covered with figures and calculations that told nothing. Connie
lifted it, and there, beneath, lay Nora’s latest ‘statement,’ at which
she and her father had no doubt been working that very night. It was
headed ‘List of liabilities,’ and in it every debt, headed by the Bank
claim which had broken the family back, was accurately and clearly
stated in Nora’s best hand. The total at the foot evoked a low whistle
from Connie. How had it come about? In spite of her luxurious bringing
up, there was a shrewd element—an element of competence—in the girl’s
developing character, which was inclined to suggest that there need be no
more difficulty in living on seven hundred a year than seven thousand,
if you knew you had to do it. Then she rebuked herself fiercely for a
prig—‘You just try it!—you Pharisee, you!’ And she thought of her own
dressmakers’ and milliners’ bills, and became in the end quite pitiful
over Aunt Ellen’s moderation. After all it might have been two thousand
instead of one! Of course it was all Aunt Ellen’s muddling, and Uncle
Ewen’s absent-mindedness.
She shaded her candle, and in a guilty hurry copied down the total on a
slip of paper lying on the table, and took the address of Uncle Ewen’s
bank, from the outside of the pass-book lying beside the bills. Having
done that, she closed the drawer again, and crept upstairs like the
criminal she felt herself. Her small feet in their thin stockings seemed
to her excited ears to be making the most hideous and unnatural noise on
every step. If Nora heard!
At last she was safe in her own room again. The door was locked and the
more agreeable part of the crime began. She drew out the new cheque-book
lying in her own drawer, and very slowly and deliberately wrote a cheque.
Then she put it up, with a few covering words—anxiously considered—and
addressed the envelope to the Oxford branch of a well-known banking firm,
her father’s bankers, to which her own account had been transferred
on her arrival at Oxford. Ewen Hooper had scrupulously refrained from
recommending his own bank, lest he should profit indirectly by his
niece’s wealth.
‘Annette shall take it,’ she thought—‘first thing. Oh, what a row
there’ll be!’
And then, uneasily pleased with her performance, she went to bed.
And she had soon forgotten all about her raid upon Uncle Ewen’s affairs.
Her thoughts floated to a little cottage on the hills, and its two coming
inhabitants. And in her dream she seemed to hear herself say—‘I oughtn’t
to be meddling with other people’s lives like this. I don’t know enough.
I’m too young! I want somebody to show me—I _do_!’
* * * * *
The following day passed heavily in the Hooper household. Nora and her
father were closeted together all the morning; and there was a sense of
brooding calamity in the air. Alice and Connie avoided each other, and
Connie asked no questions. After luncheon Sorell called. He found Connie
in the drawing-room alone, and gave her the news she was pining for. As
Nora had reported, a cottage on Boar’s Hill had been found. It belonged
to the head of an Oxford College, who had spent the preceding winter
there for his health, but had now been ordered abroad. It was very small,
pleasantly furnished, and had a glorious view, over Oxford in the hollow,
the wooded lines of Garsington and Nuneham, and the distant ridges of the
Chilterns. Radowitz was expected the following day, and his old college
servant, with a woman to cook and do housework, had been found to look
after him. He was working hard, at his symphony, and was on the whole
much the same in health,—very frail and often extremely irritable; with
alternations of cheerfulness and depression.
‘And Mr. Falloden?’ Connie ventured.
‘He’s coming soon—I didn’t ask,’ said Sorell shortly. ‘That arrangement
won’t last long.’
Connie hesitated.
‘But don’t _wish_ it to fail!’ she said, piteously.
‘I think the sooner it is over the better,’ said Sorell, with rather
stern decision. ‘Falloden ought never to have made the proposal, and it
was mere caprice in Otto to accept it. But you know what I think. I shall
watch the whole thing very anxiously; and try to have someone ready to
put into Falloden’s place—when it breaks down. Mrs. Mulholland and I
have it in hand. She’ll take Otto up to the cottage to-morrow and means
to mother Radowitz as much as he’ll let her. Now then’—he changed the
subject with a smile—‘are you going to enjoy your winter term?’
His dark eyes, as she met them, were full of an anxious affection.
‘I have forgotten all my Greek!’
‘Oh no—not in a month. Prepare me a hundred lines of the “Odyssey,” Book
VI! Next week I shall have some time. This first week is always a drive.
Miss Nora says she’ll go on again.’
‘Does she? She seems so—so busy.’
‘Ah, yes—she’s got some work for the University Press. Plucky little
thing! But she mustn’t overdo it.’
Connie dropped the subject. These conferences in the study, which had
gone on all day, had nothing to do with Nora’s work for the Press—that
she was certain of. But she only said—holding out her hands, with the
free gesture that was natural to her—
‘I wish someone would give me the chance of “overdoing it”! Do set me to
work—hard work! The sun never shines here.’
Her eyes wandered petulantly to the rainy sky outside, and the
high-walled college opposite.
‘Southerner! Wait till you see it shining on the Virginian creeper in our
garden quad. Oxford is a dream in October!—just for a week or two, till
the leaves fall. November is dreary, I admit. All the same—try and be
happy!’
He looked at her gravely and tenderly. She coloured a little as she
withdrew her hands.
‘Happy? That doesn’t matter—does it? But perhaps for a change—one might
try⸺’
‘Try what?’
‘Well!’—she laughed, but he thought there were tears in her eyes—‘to do
something—for somebody—occasionally.’
‘Ask Mrs. Mulholland! She has a genius for that kind of thing. Teach some
of her orphans!’
‘I couldn’t! They’d find me out.’
Sorell, rather puzzled, suggested that she might become a Home Student
like Nora, and go in for a Literature or Modern History Certificate.
Connie, who was now sitting moodily over a grate with no fire in it, with
her chin in her hands, only shook her head.
‘I don’t know anything—I never learnt anything. And everybody here’s so
_appallingly_ clever!’
Then she declared that she would go and have tea with the Master of
Beaumont, and ask his advice. ‘He told me to learn something,’—the tone
was one of depression, passing into rebellion—‘but I don’t want to learn
anything!—I want to do _something_!’
Sorell laughed at her.
‘Learning is doing!’
‘That’s what Oxford people think,’ she said defiantly. ‘I don’t agree
with them.’
‘What do _you_ mean by “doing”?’
Connie poked an imaginary fire.
‘Making myself happy’—she said slowly, ‘and—and a few other people!’
Sorell laughed again. Then rising to take his leave, he stooped over her.
‘Make _me_ happy—by undoing that stroke of yours—at Boar’s Hill!’
Connie raised herself, and looked at him steadily.
Then gravely and decisively she shook her head.
‘Not at all! I shall keep an eye on it!—so must you!’
Then, suddenly, she smiled—the softest, most radiant smile, as though
some hope within, far within, looked out. It was gone in a moment, and
Sorell went his way; but as one who had been the spectator of an event.
* * * * *
After his departure Connie sat on in the cold room, thinking about
Sorell. She was devoted to him—he was the noblest, dearest person. She
wished dreadfully to please him. But she wasn’t going to let him—
Well, what?
—to let him interfere with that passionate purpose which seemed to be
beating in her, and through her, like a living thing, though as yet she
had but vaguely defined it, even to herself.
* * * * *
After tea, which Mrs. Hooper dispensed with red eyes, and at which
neither Nora nor Dr. Hooper appeared, Constance found a novel, and
established herself in the deserted school-room. She couldn’t go out. She
was on the watch for a letter that might arrive. The two banks were only
a stone’s throw apart. The local post should deliver that letter about
six.
Once Nora looked in to find a document, and was astonished to see Connie
there. But she was evidently too harassed and miserable to talk. Connie
listened uneasily to the opening and shutting of a drawer, with which
she was already acquainted. Then Nora disappeared again. What were they
trying to do, poor dears!—Nora, and Uncle Ewen? What could they do?
The autumn evening darkened slowly. At last!—a ring and a double knock.
The study door opened, and Connie heard Nora’s step, and the click of the
letter-box. The study door closed again.
Connie put down her novel and listened. Her hands trembled. She was full
indeed of qualms and compunctions. Would they be angry with her? She had
meant it well.
Footsteps approaching—not Nora’s.
Uncle Ewen stood in the doorway—looking very pale and strained.
‘Connie, would you mind coming into my study? Something rather strange
has happened.’
Connie got up and slowly followed him across the hall. As she entered
the study, she saw Nora, with blazing eyes and cheeks, standing by her
father’s writing-table, aglow with anger or excitement—or both. She
looked at Connie as at an enemy, and Connie flushed a bright pink.
Uncle Ewen shut the door, and addressed his niece. ‘My dear Connie,
I want you, if you can—to throw some light on a letter I have just
received. Both Nora and I suspect your hand in it. If so, you have done
something I—I can’t permit.’
He held out a letter, which Connie took like a culprit. It was a
communication from his Oxford bankers to Professor Hooper, to the effect
that, a sum of £1100 having been paid in to his credit by a person who
desired to remain unknown, his debt to them was covered, and his account
showed a balance of about six hundred pounds.
‘My dear!’—his voice and hand shook—‘is that your doing?’
‘Of course it is!’ interrupted Nora passionately. ‘Look at her, father!
How _dared_ you, Connie, do such a thing without a word to father! It’s a
_shame_—a _disgrace_! We _could_ have found a way out—we could!’
And the poor child, worn out with anxiety and lack of sleep, and in her
sensitive pride and misery ready to turn on Connie and rend her, for
having dared thus to play Lady Bountiful without warning or permission,
sank into a chair, covered her face with her hands, and burst out sobbing.
Connie handed back the letter, and hung her head. ‘Won’t you—won’t you
let the person—who—sent the money remain unknown, Uncle Ewen?—as they
wished to be?’
Uncle Ewen sat down before his writing-table and he also buried his face
in his hands. Connie stood between them—as it were a prisoner at the
bar—looking now very white and childish.
‘Dear Uncle Ewen⸺’
‘How did you guess?’ said Nora vehemently, uncovering her face—‘I never
said a word to you!’
Connie gave a tremulous laugh.
‘Do you think I couldn’t see—that you were all dreadfully unhappy about
something? I—I made Alice tell me⸺’
‘Alice is a sieve!’ cried Nora. ‘I knew, Father, we could never trust
her.’
‘And then’—Connie went on—‘I—I did an awful thing. I’d better tell you. I
came and looked at Nora’s papers—in the school-room drawer. I saw that.’
She pointed penitentially to a sheet of figures lying on the study table.
Both Nora and her uncle looked up in amazement, staring at her.
‘It was at night,’ she said hurriedly—‘last night. Oh, I put it all
back!’—she turned, pleading, to Nora—‘just as I found it. You shouldn’t
be angry with me—you shouldn’t indeed!’
Then her own voice began to shake. She came and laid her hand on her
uncle’s shoulder.
‘Dear uncle Ewen—you know, I had that extra money! What did I want with
it? Just think—if it had been Mamma! Wouldn’t you have let her help? You
know you would! You couldn’t have been so unkind—Well then, I knew it
would be no good, if I came and asked you—you wouldn’t have let me. So
I—well, I just did it!’
Ewen Hooper rose from his table in great distress of mind.
‘But, my dear Connie—you are my ward—and I am your guardian! How can I
let you give me money?’
‘It’s my own money,’ said Connie firmly. ‘You know it is. Father wrote
to you to say I might spend it _now_, as I liked—all there was, except
the capital of my two thousand a year, which I mayn’t spend—till I’m
twenty-five. This has nothing to do with that. I’m quite free—and so are
you. _Do_ you think’—she drew herself up indignantly—‘that you’re going
to make me happy—by turning me out, and all—all of you going to rack and
ruin—when I’ve got that silly money lying in the bank? I won’t have it! I
don’t want to go and live in the Cowley Road! I won’t go and live in the
Cowley Road! You promised Father and Mother to look after me, Uncle Ewen,
and it isn’t looking after me⸺’
‘You can’t reproach me on that score as much as I do myself!’ said
Ewen Hooper, with emotion. ‘There’s something in that I admit—there’s
something in that.’
He began to pace the room. Presently, pausing beside Connie, he plunged
into an agitated and incoherent account of the situation—of the efforts
he had made to get even some temporary help—and of the failure of all of
them. It was the confession of a weak and defeated man; and as made by a
man of his age to a girl of Connie’s, it was extremely painful. Nora hid
her eyes again, and Connie got paler and paler.
At last she went up to him, holding out again appealing hands.
‘_Please_ don’t tell me any more! It’s all right. I just love you, Uncle
Ewen—and—and Nora! I want to help! It makes me happy. Oh, why won’t you
let me?’
He wavered.
‘You dear child!’ There was a silence. Then he resumed—as though feeling
his way—
‘It occurs to me—that I might consult Sorell. If he thought it right—if
we could protect you from loss⸺!’
Connie sprang at him and kissed him in delight.
‘Of course!—that’ll do splendidly! Mr. Sorell will see, at once, it’s
the right thing for me, and my happiness. I can’t be turned out—I really
can’t! So it’s settled. Yes—it’s _settled_!—or it will be directly—and
nobody need bother any more—need they? But—there’s one condition.’
Ewen Hooper looked at her in silence.
—‘That you—you and Nora—go to Rome this Christmas, this very Christmas,
Uncle Ewen! I think I put in enough—and I can give you such a lot of
letters!’
She laughed joyously, though she was very near crying.
‘I have never been able to go to Rome—or Athens—never!’ he said, in a low
voice, as he sat down again at his table. All the thwarted hopes, all the
sordid cares of years were in the quiet words.
‘Well, now you’re going!’ said Connie, shyly. ‘Oh, that would be ripping!
You’ll promise me that—you _must_, please!’
Silence again. She approached Nora, timidly.
‘Nora!’
Nora rose. Her face was stained with tears.
‘It’s all wrong,’ she said heavily—‘it’s all wrong. But—I give in. What I
said was a lie. There is nothing else in the world that we could possibly
do.’
And she rushed out of the room without another word. Connie looked
wistfully after her. Nora’s pain in receiving had stirred in her the
shamefaced distress in giving that lives in generous souls. ‘Why should I
have more than they?’
She stole out after Nora. Ewen Hooper was left staring at the letter from
his bankers, and trying to collect his thoughts. Connie’s voice was still
in his ears. It had all the sweetness of his dead sister’s.
* * * * *
Connie was reading in her own room before dinner. She had shut herself up
there, feeling rather battered by the emotions of the afternoon, when she
heard a knock that she knew was Nora’s.
‘Come in!’
Nora appeared. She had had her storm of weeping in private and got over
it. She was now quite composed, but the depression, the humiliation
even, expressed in her whole bearing dismayed Connie afresh.
Nora took a seat on the other side of the fire. Connie eyed her uneasily.
‘Are you ever going to forgive me, Nora?’ she said, at last.
Nora shrugged her shoulders.
‘You couldn’t help it. I see that.’
‘Thank you,’ said Connie meekly.
‘But what I _can’t_ forgive is that you never said a word⸺’
—‘To you? That you might undo it all? Nora, you really are an absurd
person!’ Connie sprang up, and came to kneel by the fire, so that she
might attack her cousin at close quarters. ‘We’re told it’s “more blessed
to give than to receive.” Not when you’re on the premises, Nora! I really
don’t think you need make me feel such an outcast! I say—how many nights
have you been awake lately?’
Nora’s lip quivered a little.
‘That doesn’t matter,’ she said shortly.
‘Yes, but it does matter! You promised to be my friend—and—you have been
treating me _abominably_!’ said Connie, with flashing eyes.
Nora feebly defended herself, but was soon reduced to accept a pair of
arms thrown round her, and a soft shoulder on which to rest an aching
head.
‘I’m no good,’ she said, despairingly. ‘I give up—everything.’
‘That’s all right!’ Connie’s tone was extremely cheerful. ‘Which means,
I hope, that you’ll give up that absurd copying in the Bodleian. You get
about twopence-halfpenny for it, and it’ll cost you your first-class. How
are you going to get a First I should like to know, with your head full
of bills, and _no_ sleep at nights!’
Nora flushed fiercely.
‘I want to earn my living—I mean to earn my living! And how do you
know—after all’—she held Connie at arm’s length—‘that Mr. Sorell’s going
to approve of what you’ve done? And Father won’t accept, unless he does.’
Connie laughed.
‘Mr. Sorell will do—exactly what pleases me. Mr. Sorell’—she began to
search for a cigarette—‘Mr. Sorell is an angel.’
A silence. Connie looked up, rather surprised.
‘Don’t you agree?’
‘Yes,’ said Nora in an odd voice.
Connie observed her. A flickering light began to play in the brown eyes.
‘H’m. Have you been doing some Greek already?—stealing a march on me?’
‘I had a lesson last week.’
‘Had you? The first I’ve heard of it!’ Connie fluttered up and down the
room in her white dressing-gown, occasionally breaking into a dance-step,
as though to work off a superfluity of spirits.
Finally she stopped in front of Nora, looking her up and down.
‘I dare you to hide anything again from me, Nora!’
Nora sat up.
‘There is nothing to hide,’ she said stiffly.
Connie laughed aloud; and Nora suddenly sprang from her chair, and ran
out of the room.
Connie was left panting a little. Life in Medburn Hall seemed certainly
to be running faster than of old!
‘I never gave him leave to fall in love with Nora!’ she thought, with
an unmistakable pang of common ordinary jealousy. She had been so long
accustomed to take her property in Sorell for granted!—and the summer
months had brought her into such intimate contact with him. ‘And he never
made love to me for one moment!—nor I to him. I don’t believe he’s made
love to Nora—I’m sure he hasn’t—_yet_. But why didn’t he tell me of that
Greek lesson?’
She stood before the glass, pulling down her hair, so that it fell all
about her.
‘I seem to be rather cut out for fairy-godmothering!’ she said pensively
to the image in the glass. ‘But there’s a good deal to do for the
post!—one must admit there’s a good deal to do: Nora’s got to be fixed
up—and all the money business. And then—then!’
She clasped her hands behind her head. Her eyelids fell, and through her
slight figure there ran a throb of yearning—of tender, yet despairing
passion.
‘If I could only mend things _there_, I might be some use. I don’t want
him to marry me—but just—just⸺’
Then her hands fell. She shook her head angrily.
‘You humbug!—you _humbug_! Who are you posing for now?’
(_To be continued._)