Chapter XIII

Jimmie did not return home for a number of days after the fight with

Pete in the saloon. When he did, he approached with extreme caution.

He found his mother raving. Maggie had not returned home. The parent

continually wondered how her daughter could come to such a pass. She

had never considered Maggie as a pearl dropped unstained into Rum Alley

from Heaven, but she could not conceive how it was possible for her

daughter to fall so low as to bring disgrace upon her family. She was

terrific in denunciation of the girl's wickedness.

The fact that the neighbors talked of it, maddened her. When women

came in, and in the course of their conversation casually asked,

"Where's Maggie dese days?" the mother shook her fuzzy head at them and

appalled them with curses. Cunning hints inviting confidence she

rebuffed with violence.

"An' wid all deh bringin' up she had, how could she?" moaningly she

asked of her son. "Wid all deh talkin' wid her I did an' deh t'ings I

tol' her to remember? When a girl is bringed up deh way I bringed up

Maggie, how kin she go teh deh devil?"

Jimmie was transfixed by these questions. He could not conceive how

under the circumstances his mother's daughter and his sister could have

been so wicked.

His mother took a drink from a squdgy bottle that sat on the table.

She continued her lament.

"She had a bad heart, dat girl did, Jimmie. She was wicked teh deh

heart an' we never knowed it."

Jimmie nodded, admitting the fact.

"We lived in deh same house wid her an' I brought her up an' we never

knowed how bad she was."

Jimmie nodded again.

"Wid a home like dis an' a mudder like me, she went teh deh bad," cried

the mother, raising her eyes.

One day, Jimmie came home, sat down in a chair and began to wriggle

about with a new and strange nervousness. At last he spoke

shamefacedly.

"Well, look-a-here, dis t'ing queers us! See? We're queered! An'

maybe it 'ud be better if I--well, I t'ink I kin look 'er up an'--maybe

it 'ud be better if I fetched her home an'--"

The mother started from her chair and broke forth into a storm of

passionate anger.

"What! Let 'er come an' sleep under deh same roof wid her mudder agin!

Oh, yes, I will, won't I? Sure? Shame on yehs, Jimmie Johnson, for

sayin' such a t'ing teh yer own mudder--teh yer own mudder! Little did

I t'ink when yehs was a babby playin' about me feet dat ye'd grow up

teh say sech a t'ing teh yer mudder--yer own mudder. I never taut--"

Sobs choked her and interrupted her reproaches.

"Dere ain't nottin' teh raise sech hell about," said Jimmie. "I on'y

says it 'ud be better if we keep dis t'ing dark, see? It queers us!

See?"

His mother laughed a laugh that seemed to ring through the city and be

echoed and re-echoed by countless other laughs. "Oh, yes, I will,

won't I! Sure!"

"Well, yeh must take me fer a damn fool," said Jimmie, indignant at his

mother for mocking him. "I didn't say we'd make 'er inteh a little tin

angel, ner nottin', but deh way it is now she can queer us! Don' che

see?"

"Aye, she'll git tired of deh life atter a while an' den she'll wanna

be a-comin' home, won' she, deh beast! I'll let 'er in den, won' I?"

"Well, I didn' mean none of dis prod'gal bus'ness anyway," explained

Jimmie.

"It wasn't no prod'gal dauter, yeh damn fool," said the mother. "It

was prod'gal son, anyhow."

"I know dat," said Jimmie.

For a time they sat in silence. The mother's eyes gloated on a scene

her imagination could call before her. Her lips were set in a

vindictive smile.

"Aye, she'll cry, won' she, an' carry on, an' tell how Pete, or some

odder feller, beats 'er an' she'll say she's sorry an' all dat an' she

ain't happy, she ain't, an' she wants to come home agin, she does."

With grim humor, the mother imitated the possible wailing notes of the

daughter's voice.

"Den I'll take 'er in, won't I, deh beast. She kin cry 'er two eyes

out on deh stones of deh street before I'll dirty deh place wid her.

She abused an' ill-treated her own mudder--her own mudder what loved

her an' she'll never git anodder chance dis side of hell."

Jimmie thought he had a great idea of women's frailty, but he could not

understand why any of his kin should be victims.

"Damn her," he fervidly said.

Again he wondered vaguely if some of the women of his acquaintance had

brothers. Nevertheless, his mind did not for an instant confuse

himself with those brothers nor his sister with theirs. After the

mother had, with great difficulty, suppressed the neighbors, she went

among them and proclaimed her grief. "May Gawd forgive dat girl," was

her continual cry. To attentive ears she recited the whole length and

breadth of her woes.

"I bringed 'er up deh way a dauter oughta be bringed up an' dis is how

she served me! She went teh deh devil deh first chance she got! May

Gawd forgive her."

When arrested for drunkenness she used the story of her daughter's

downfall with telling effect upon the police justices. Finally one of

them said to her, peering down over his spectacles: "Mary, the records

of this and other courts show that you are the mother of forty-two

daughters who have been ruined. The case is unparalleled in the annals

of this court, and this court thinks--"

The mother went through life shedding large tears of sorrow. Her red

face was a picture of agony.

Of course Jimmie publicly damned his sister that he might appear on a

higher social plane. But, arguing with himself, stumbling about in

ways that he knew not, he, once, almost came to a conclusion that his

sister would have been more firmly good had she better known why.

However, he felt that he could not hold such a view. He threw it

hastily aside.

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