Chapter VIII

As thoughts of Pete came to Maggie's mind, she began to have an intense

dislike for all of her dresses.

"What deh hell ails yeh? What makes yeh be allus fixin' and fussin'?

Good Gawd," her mother would frequently roar at her.

She began to note, with more interest, the well-dressed women she met

on the avenues. She envied elegance and soft palms. She craved those

adornments of person which she saw every day on the street, conceiving

them to be allies of vast importance to women.

Studying faces, she thought many of the women and girls she chanced to

meet, smiled with serenity as though forever cherished and watched over

by those they loved.

The air in the collar and cuff establishment strangled her. She knew

she was gradually and surely shrivelling in the hot, stuffy room. The

begrimed windows rattled incessantly from the passing of elevated

trains. The place was filled with a whirl of noises and odors.

She wondered as she regarded some of the grizzled women in the room,

mere mechanical contrivances sewing seams and grinding out, with heads

bended over their work, tales of imagined or real girlhood happiness,

past drunks, the baby at home, and unpaid wages. She speculated how

long her youth would endure. She began to see the bloom upon her

cheeks as valuable.

She imagined herself, in an exasperating future, as a scrawny woman

with an eternal grievance. Too, she thought Pete to be a very

fastidious person concerning the appearance of women.

She felt she would love to see somebody entangle their fingers in the

oily beard of the fat foreigner who owned the establishment. He was a

detestable creature. He wore white socks with low shoes.

He sat all day delivering orations, in the depths of a cushioned chair.

His pocketbook deprived them of the power to retort.

"What een hell do you sink I pie fife dolla a week for? Play? No, py

damn!" Maggie was anxious for a friend to whom she could talk about

Pete. She would have liked to discuss his admirable mannerisms with a

reliable mutual friend. At home, she found her mother often drunk and

always raving. It seems that the world had treated this woman very

badly, and she took a deep revenge upon such portions of it as came

within her reach. She broke furniture as if she were at last getting her

rights. She swelled with virtuous indignation as she carried the lighter

articles of household use, one by one under the shadows of the three

gilt balls, where Hebrews chained them with chains of interest.

Jimmie came when he was obliged to by circumstances over which he had no

control. His well-trained legs brought him staggering home and put him

to bed some nights when he would rather have gone elsewhere.

Swaggering Pete loomed like a golden sun to Maggie. He took her to a

dime museum where rows of meek freaks astonished her. She contemplated

their deformities with awe and thought them a sort of chosen tribe.

Pete, raking his brains for amusement, discovered the Central Park

Menagerie and the Museum of Arts. Sunday afternoons would sometimes find

them at these places. Pete did not appear to be particularly interested

in what he saw. He stood around looking heavy, while Maggie giggled in

glee.

Once at the Menagerie he went into a trance of admiration before the

spectacle of a very small monkey threatening to thrash a cageful because

one of them had pulled his tail and he had not wheeled about quickly

enough to discover who did it. Ever after Pete knew that monkey by sight

and winked at him, trying to induce hime to fight with other and larger

monkeys. At the Museum, Maggie said, "Dis is outa sight."

"Oh hell," said Pete, "wait 'till next summer an' I'll take yehs to a

picnic."

While the girl wandered in the vaulted rooms, Pete occupied himself in

returning stony stare for stony stare, the appalling scrutiny of the

watch-dogs of the treasures. Occasionally he would remark in loud tones:

"Dat jay has got glass eyes," and sentences of the sort. When he tired

of this amusement he would go to the mummies and moralize over them.

Usually he submitted with silent dignity to all which he had to go

through, but, at times, he was goaded into comment.

"What deh hell," he demanded once. "Look at all dese little jugs!

Hundred jugs in a row! Ten rows in a case an' 'bout a t'ousand cases!

What deh blazes use is dem?"

Evenings during the week he took her to see plays in which the

brain-clutching heroine was rescued from the palatial home of her

guardian, who is cruelly after her bonds, by the hero with the

beautiful sentiments. The latter spent most of his time out at soak in

pale-green snow storms, busy with a nickel-plated revolver, rescuing

aged strangers from villains.

Maggie lost herself in sympathy with the wanderers swooning in snow

storms beneath happy-hued church windows. And a choir within singing

"Joy to the World." To Maggie and the rest of the audience this was

transcendental realism. Joy always within, and they, like the actor,

inevitably without. Viewing it, they hugged themselves in ecstatic

pity of their imagined or real condition.

The girl thought the arrogance and granite-heartedness of the magnate

of the play was very accurately drawn. She echoed the maledictions

that the occupants of the gallery showered on this individual when his

lines compelled him to expose his extreme selfishness.

Shady persons in the audience revolted from the pictured villainy of

the drama. With untiring zeal they hissed vice and applauded virtue.

Unmistakably bad men evinced an apparently sincere admiration for

virtue.

The loud gallery was overwhelmingly with the unfortunate and the

oppressed. They encouraged the struggling hero with cries, and jeered

the villain, hooting and calling attention to his whiskers. When

anybody died in the pale-green snow storms, the gallery mourned. They

sought out the painted misery and hugged it as akin.

In the hero's erratic march from poverty in the first act, to wealth

and triumph in the final one, in which he forgives all the enemies that

he has left, he was assisted by the gallery, which applauded his

generous and noble sentiments and confounded the speeches of his

opponents by making irrelevant but very sharp remarks. Those actors

who were cursed with villainy parts were confronted at every turn by

the gallery. If one of them rendered lines containing the most subtile

distinctions between right and wrong, the gallery was immediately aware

if the actor meant wickedness, and denounced him accordingly.

The last act was a triumph for the hero, poor and of the masses, the

representative of the audience, over the villain and the rich man, his

pockets stuffed with bonds, his heart packed with tyrannical purposes,

imperturbable amid suffering.

Maggie always departed with raised spirits from the showing places of

the melodrama. She rejoiced at the way in which the poor and virtuous

eventually surmounted the wealthy and wicked. The theatre made her

think. She wondered if the culture and refinement she had seen

imitated, perhaps grotesquely, by the heroine on the stage, could be

acquired by a girl who lived in a tenement house and worked in a shirt

factory.

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