HOW JANE LISTENED AND TOLD.

Just at the same time Lady Lisle's barouche was getting very close to

the swing gates and the carriage drive of the Denes, with her ladyship

leaning back.

"Was not that a vehicle of some kind leaving the stable yard, Thomas?"

she said to the coachman.

"Yes, my lady."

"Could you see what it was?"

"Not quite, my lady, but I think it was ours, with Black Nelly in the

sharps, for I heard one of the clicks she gives when she oversteps with

her off hind hoof."

Lady Lisle wondered, and started the next minute when she heard another

click.

But this time it was the latch of the swing gate, half-drowned by the

carriage wheels on the drive leading to the front door.

Then she fell to wondering again, and alighted to enter the house.

Just as she stepped down, a telegraph-boy came up on his bicycle,

smiling, and ready to touch his cap, as he held out to her one of the

familiar tinted envelopes, with prophetic notions about Christmas-boxes

in the future.

"A message!" she said, changing colour for the moment, as thoughts of

the possibilities so often hidden beneath one of those official

envelopes crossed her mind.

"Yes, m'lady. Any answer?"

As head of the establishment of the Denes, bought and paid for with the

money which formed her dowry, she took the message as a matter of

course, and opened it without glancing at the direction, dropped the

envelope on to the stone steps, and the pleasant breeze whisked it in

among the shrubs.

She had turned pale on receiving the telegram. As she read it she

turned pink on finding it was a private communication not intended for

her eyes, and then scarlet with indignation and wrath.

"Why, this is dated yesterday," she cried angrily.

"Yes, m'lady. We had such a lot o' racing messages, my Gee couldn't get

'em all through. But we've got a special gal on, and it'll be all right

now."

"No answer!" said Lady Lisle, sharply, and she hurried into the hall,

and from thence into the breakfast-room, to stand with temples

throbbing, reading the message again--

"All found out at last. Do pray tell her ladyship. She won't be very

hard upon us if you confess everything. Not sorry, after all, for it

must have been known soon. Do, do come over, and face it out with me.

Pray, pray come.--La Sylphide."

"Oh-h-h-h!" moaned the poor woman, in a quivering sob; and she stood

rigid for a few minutes, crushing the message in her hand, suffering

agonies from the awakening for the first time in her life of the passion

known as jealousy. It filled her, so to speak, and overmastered

everything. There could be no other possibility--no doubt--the demon

had her in its grasp, and everything now had some bearing upon the

message. All passages in her life during the past few months tended

towards proving that she had been basely, cruelly deceived.

Hilton had gradually been growing colder and more indifferent; he had

grown moody and thoughtful. It had struck her that he was careless

about the Parliamentary business, and had not seemed to be grateful

when, in a mingled spirit of generosity and vanity, she, the wife to

whom he had sworn fidelity, had placed four thousand pounds to his

credit in the bank.

Here was the reason.

"Stop!" she cried mentally. "I will not be rash."

She looked at the telegram again, read it, and then noted that the

postmark was Tilborough; and she turned it over to examine the envelope,

which she had dropped--she did not recall in her half-crazy state when

or where.

But it was enough--the boy had given it to her, and it could be for no

one else.

"Oh, Hilton, Hilton!" she groaned. "Has it come to this? A liaison

with some low-born, base creature. Kept with my money. This is why you

have always been so short; this is why you have always been degrading

yourself by asking for more. `All found out at last. Do pray tell her

ladyship. She won't be very hard upon us!' Indeed!" she said,

half-aloud, and through her hard-set teeth. "Of course not. Oh-h-h! I

could have overlooked a relapse into his old gambling vice, but this--

this baseness! The villain--the villain!"

"Who is it?" she muttered, reading again, "La Sylphide. Some French

creature, dwelling in that nest of infamy, Tilborough. Why! Oh, great

heavens! That wretched racing woman--that widow! She must have been

coming here to see him this morning when we passed. Oh, I see it all

now. The telegram--dated yesterday--he did not join her according to

her request, and she had the daring effrontery to come after him here.

That is it. `All found out at last!' What could be all found out at

last? Oh--oh--oh!"

Lady Lisle covered her face with her hands, the coloured paper crackling

softly as it touched her temples, making her start as if it had stung

her burning skin, and dash it down upon the carpet and stamp upon it in

disgust.

But it was a proof of her husband's infidelity, she thought, and she

stooped and picked it up, wishing her fingers were the tongs, as she

smoothed it out, doubled it, and held it ready for the interview about

to take place.

"And so I am not to be very hard I am to condone everything. Well," she

added, with a bitter laugh which seemed to tear itself from her

throbbing breast, "we shall see."

She paused again, with her poor brain seeming to seethe with wildly

jealous thoughts, every one garnished with cruel suspicions, and seeming

to tell more and more against the culprit, till everything was in a

whirl. But all the time she was suffering from the belief that she was

seeing more and more clearly as the cruel moments glided on.

"Yes, I see it all now," she cried passionately; "poor, weak, deluded,

loving fool that I have been! Vile, treacherous wretch! Horrible

creature! Yes, of course. A woman who is said to have refused offer

after offer since her poor husband's death. La Sylphide--of course, as

if I had not heard that she bought a portion of Hilton's stud when his

horses were sold, and one was this Sylphide, whose name she dares to

assume in her clandestine communications to him. Oh, how kind to me

Fate has been! To think of it! I might have been a trusting victim for

years--hoodwinked--blinded to their infamy. Ah! he shall find out what

the weak, loving, confiding woman whom he has deceived can be."

There was a very peculiar smile upon Lady Lisle's handsome face as she

crossed to the fireplace, to be met by Khan, the Persian cat, who

descended from his ottoman, stretched himself, and made ready to give

himself a comforting electric rub against his mistress's silk dress, but

to his astonishment was--not kicked, but thrust violently aside by a

boot, to stand staring, while her ladyship continued her march.

She did not rush, but went to the bell deliberately.

"Yes, I will be firm and calm," she said, half-aloud, and the smile grew

more strained and peculiar. It was such a look as Medea of old might

have worn when a certain trouble of classic fame had arisen with a

gentleman named Jason; but she dragged at the bell-handle in a way which

brought Jane in a hurry to the room.

"I will not seek him in his study," muttered the poor woman, tragically.

"I will have him fetched to me here."

"Your ladyship rang?" said Jane, looking at her mistress wonderingly.

"Yes. Go and--no, stop. Where is Master Sydney?"

"I think he has gone fishing, my lady. I saw him with his rod and

basket. Oh, yes, my lady, I remember, he asked me to cut him some

sandwiches."

Jane's tongue wanted to say a few words about the flask and sherry, but

she had a sort of sneaking liking for the saucy young rascal, and she

suppressed that.

"To be sure, I remember," said Lady Lisle, quite cold and calm now--upon

the surface. "Go and ask Sir Hilton to join me here."

"Sir Hilton, my lady?"

"Yes. Did I not speak plainly?" said her ladyship, cuttingly.

"Yes, my lady, but I thought you had forgotten again. Sir Hilton's gone

out."

"Gone out?"

This came like a volcanic burst through the calm envelope.

"Yes, my lady."

The eruption was checked, and the calm aspect closed up, as the bright

envelope of the sun eliminates a sun-spot at times.

"Has he--er--gone fishing with Master Sydney?"

"No, my lady; I didn't see, for I was doing your room. But he ordered

the dogcart, Mark said, and they've gone together."

"Where did Mark say they were going?"

Lady Lisle was losing her calmness at this check to her plans.

Jane was silent.

"Why do you not speak, girl?" came in sternly tragic tones.

"Please, my lady, I'd rather not."

"Why?"

"Because I don't want to get a fellow-servant into trouble."

"Speak out at once, girl. No fellow-servant of yours will meet with

injustice while I am mistress of the Denes."

"Of course not, my lady."

"Tell me then, at once, what more Sir Hilton's groom and valet said."

"Well, my lady, if I must I must; but it wasn't Mark's fault."

"Certainly not. Go on."

"Mark said he thought they were going over to the races, but he was not

sure."

"H'm!" sighed Lady Lisle, and then to herself: "Tilborough--the

telegram--an excuse."

Jane backed towards the door, and had already taken the handle, when,

after a fierce internal struggle with the jealous rage within her, Lady

Lisle said in a slow, would-be careless way: "Did anyone call while I

was out?"

"Yes, my lady; Dr Granton."

"That was while I was away with the pony-carriage, Jane. I returned and

saw him."

"Of course; so you did, my lady."

"I meant since."

"Yes, my lady; after you'd gone in the b'rouche. Lady Tilborough came

on horseback."

"To call on me?"

"She asked for Sir Hilton, my lady."

"Ha!" ejaculated the jealous woman, through the envelope.

"But she said something, my lady," cried Jane, womanlike, grasping her

mistress's feelings and eager to put matters right. "Ah, what did she

say?" came like lightning.

"She said you wasn't at home, my lady, for she met you in the road."

"The brazen deception!" said Lady Lisle to herself. "A cloak of cunning

to try and hide her sin."

"She did not stop very long, my lady, but went off before I could get to

the door. I think she wanted to see Dr Granton."

"Of course," cried her mistress, with the calm envelope now rent to

tatters, and the agony of passion carrying all before it. "And what

then?"

Jane was silent.

"I said what then? Speak out, girl; I command you!"

"I beg pardon, my lady," stammered the girl, growing fluttered before

the fierce gaze and losing her presence of mind completely, and wildly

misconstruing the stern question.

For maddened by her feelings, Lady Lisle took three or four quick steps

towards the girl and caught her by the wrist. "You are keeping

something back," she cried. "How dare you! Answer me at once, and tell

me all you know."

Jane burst out sobbing. "Don't, my lady; don't," she cried. "You hurt

my arm."

"Then speak out--at once."

"But I don't like to, my lady. I'm very sorry for you; I am, indeed,

but--but--but pr'aps it mayn't be so bad as you think, and--and--and--I

don't like to make mischief."

The girl's genuine suffering had a peculiar effect upon Lady Lisle.

"Thank you, Jane," she said sadly. "I have always tried to be a good

mistress to you."

"You have, my lady, though you've always been a bit 'aughty," cried

Jane, through her sobs and tears, "and I'd do anything to help you now

you're in such grief."

"Tell me, then, all--all, my good girl."

"Well, my lady, I was in the room over here--the blue room, my lady."

"Yes, yes; go on."

"And I happened to be at the window, when I saw, as I thought, a boy

come up quick on his bicycle, slip in through the gate, and come up."

"To the front door. Yes, yes, with another telegraphic message?"

"No, my lady; that's what I thought, but he--he only come to the window

here, and got in."

"Got in?"

"Yes, my lady; for I reached out and there was the bicycle leaning up

against the creepers and the roses, and I could hear voices, and someone

sobbing, and--and--"

Jane's mouth shut with a snap.

"Why do you stop?" said Lady Lisle, excitedly.

"I don't--don't like to tell you any more, my lady. I don't--I don't

indeed."

"Jane!"

"Pray don't make me tell, my lady," sobbed the girl; "it will hurt you

so."

"I must bear it, Jane," said the poor woman, hoarsely. "I must know the

truth."

Jane gave a gulp, as if she was swallowing something, and her voice

changed almost to a whisper, as she went on: "I could hear whispering,

my lady, and--and--and--Oh! don't make me tell, my lady."

"I must know, Jane," cried the quavering questioner, in a tone which

completely mastered all further hesitation.

"There was kissing, my lady, quite plain, and she--"

"_She_?"

"Yes, my lady--began sobbing and crying, and him whispering to her not

to make such a noise or she'd be heard, and calling her dear and

darling, I think, but it was all so low."

Lady Lisle groaned.

"And it went on ever so long, my lady," continued Jane, whose hesitation

was turned now in her excitement to volubility; "and then, as I stood

there at the window listening, she jumped out, and I drew my head in;

but I peeped out once more and she--"

"She?" gasped Lady Lisle, again.

"Oh, yes, my lady, it was a she, of course, for I just caught sight of

her face as she turned to hold the gate back when she went through on

her bicycle. It was a girl in national costume"--Jane meant

rational--"and she was very little and very pretty and one side of her

hair had come half down."

"Oh!" groaned Lady Lisle, closing her eyes and reeling towards the

nearest chair; but she would not have reached it if the girl with clever

alertness had not caught her round the waist and saved her from a fall.

"Oh, don't--don't faint, my lady!--Pray--pray hold up!"

"I shall be better directly, Jane," said the poor woman, hoarsely. "Let

me sit still a few moments. Ha!" she sighed. "I am coming round. That

giddiness is passing away."

"Let me fetch you your salts, my lady."

"No, Jane; I shall not need them. There, I am growing strong again.

Yes, I can go on now."

"Go on, my lady?"

"Yes, girl. Go into the hall and ring the coachman's bell."

"Yes, my lady; but oh! please forgive me--what are you going to do?"

"To do, Jane?"

"Yes, my lady. Don't do anything rash."

"Oh, no; I shall do nothing rash, Jane," said the lady, smiling sadly.

"I mean, don't you go and run away to your father, because perhaps it

ain't so bad as we think."

"Not so bad as we think, Jane?" said Lady Lisle, drearily.

"No, my lady. You see, it might all be a mistake."

"Yes, Jane," said her mistress, looking desolately in the girl's eyes,

while a piteous smile came upon her lips; "as you say, it might all be a

mistake. But go now, and do as I bid you."

"Ye-e-es, my lady."

"Ring, and when the coachman comes tell him to bring the carriage round

as quickly as he can."

"But, oh, my lady," sobbed Jane, and she caught and kissed her

mistress's hands one after the other, "don't, pray don't! You are going

to run away and leave him, and my mother said a lady ought never to do

that unless he's been very, very bad."

"I am not going away from my home, Jane," said Lady Lisle, growing

firmer now. "Tell Thomas I want him to drive me over to Tilborough at

once."

"To the races, my lady?"

"No," was the reply, firmly given; and then, as the girl glided out of

the door, rubbing her eyes the while, the stricken woman repeated the

word aloud: "No," and added thoughtfully: "I have been deceived about

Lady Tilborough. Now to trace out my husband and that other wretch!"

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