CHAPTER XVI

THE FLOWER OF CHIVALRY

In the meantime we were growing more and more uneasy about Captain

Locke. We felt that he was suspected and covertly watched, but he

laughed at our fears.

He and I had begun to discuss ways and means of getting back to

Virginia. One day, as usual, he was sitting beside me in the parlor

after dinner, and, as usual, we were talking together in low tones,

and again, as usual, the parlors were full. At one end of the room sat

Major Brooks and Colonel Whipple, honoring us now and then with the

covert and curious observation to which I could never become hardened.

Captain Hosmer was walking restlessly up and down the floor, and

casting uneasy glances toward us. He was too much of a gentleman to

catechize me about my friend, but I knew he was not only curious but

concerned in regard to my intimacy with Captain Locke.

Captain Locke was saying to me that he was in favor of our taking some

schooner going down the bay and landing somewhere in Gloucester County,

when I became so painfully conscious that the eyes of the enemy were

upon us that I could not attend to what he was saying.

“What is the matter with you?” he asked. “You are not thinking at all

of what I am saying. I reckon your mind is on Dan Grey.”

“I am thinking about you,” I said, on the verge of tears. “If you are

not more careful, you won’t get back home at all, I’m afraid.”

“Why?” he asked innocently, and as if he were the most prudent person

in the world.

“Only what Milicent and I have been telling you all along. You come

here openly and boldly in the presence of all these Yankees. You visit

us, and we feel responsible for any misfortune that might come to you

through it. It is well known now, I think, by everybody in the house

that we are Southerners and blockade-runners. No one in the house

except ourselves and Mrs. Harris knows who you really are. Don’t you

suppose people wonder?”

He had been introduced several times to ladies as Mr. Moore, but we

had not introduced him generally. We did not know what to do with

him. For ourselves, we felt safe by this time, but I never sat on

that sofa by Captain Locke’s side without the fear in my heart that a

sergeant-at-arms might walk in and lay hands on his shoulder.

“Don’t you see,” I went on, “how Captain Hosmer is watching you?”

For Hosmer was watching him with a scrutiny which could be felt in

spite of all his courteous efforts at concealment. “And can’t you see

with what suspicious looks those officers across the room regard you?”

“That’s so. You must introduce me to some of these people.”

I was dumfounded. So this was the result of my caution!

“By which of your names shall I call you?” I asked satirically, but

the satire was lost on him.

“The last one. That is a good name. It is nearly as common as Smith.

Besides, I really have a right to it. I came by it honestly. I have a

friend in New York by that name and he has kindly lent it to me for

emergencies. So if anybody wants to write or telegraph to New York

about it, they will find me all right. My cousin in New York--who

really _is_ my cousin many degrees removed--will acknowledge me. He is

well known in business circles there.”

“Whom shall I introduce you to?”

“I would rather meet those officers.”

“Good gracious!”

He smiled. “They can give me more, and more accurate, information than

anybody else, and of just the kind I want.”

“You are going to get yourself shot before you start home. I won’t be

responsible for you.”

“They don’t shoot spies--they hang ’em,” he said cheerfully.

I believe his cheerful ease carried us safely through this

conversation under the eyes of the enemy, as it had done before.

“Those gentlemen would hardly think me entitled to the courtesy of a

bullet,” he went on with the utmost _sang-froid_. “A rope is more in

accordance with my expectations if I am caught. But I do not expect to

be caught. Really, little madam, the frank and open plan is the best.

If I were to visit you clandestinely it would create more suspicion.

Don’t you see the fact that you haven’t presented me to those gentlemen

is in itself suspicious? Call those officers up and do the honors.”

“I will call Captain Hosmer,” I said faintly. “I really haven’t the

nerve to summon the other two.--Captain Hosmer!” I called.

He came instantly, and I saw that he was glad to be called.

“Captain Hosmer, let me introduce you to my friend, Mr. Moore.”

“Mr. Moore” rose, and the two gentlemen bowed and shook hands with each

other. Then they sat down, the Federal captain on one side of me, the

rebel captain on the other, and we had a pleasant chat. Captain Hosmer

asked “Mr. Moore” if he was related to Henry P. Moore, of New York,

and “Mr. Moore” replied in the affirmative. Captain Hosmer knew this

gentleman very well. Captain Locke was introduced to Major Brooks and

Colonel Whipple, and it ended by Captain Locke and Schenck’s adjutant

walking down the street together. Captain Hosmer and I watched them

from the window as they strolled past, smoking their cigars.

“Your friend is a very handsome man,” he said.

“You think so? Dan is ever so much handsomer.”

“No doubt of it,” he laughed.

The next day I said to Captain Locke: “You--you wouldn’t have to use

information received from these gentlemen in any way that might ever

hurt them, would you? We wouldn’t have to do that, would we?”

“Dear little madam, it is not probable that they will honor me with

too much confidence. No hurt could ever come to one who is kind to you

through me. My first duty is to the South; so is yours. But honor

between man and man is honor, and friendship is friendship, even in war

times. In my life it has sometimes been very hard to know the line.”

And there rested on his face at this moment the nearest thing to a

shadow that I had ever seen there.

“I don’t want you to think I have been reckless of your safety in

coming here to see you. I am quite sure of my ground. You are not

involved in any of my operations. And if anything _were_ to happen, I

have friends here who could extricate you even if they could not save

me. The principal thing I wish to find out, now, from your Federal

friends here is how you may get back to Virginia safely--since you

will go. If I find out that my attendance on you will be to your

disadvantage, little madam, we must give that up.”

It was I who had shown most anxiety that we should go together. While

we were talking Captain Hosmer came in, and I made room for him on the

other side of me. The two men greeted each other cordially. They had

taken a liking to each other, and the rebel captain said to the other:

“My friend here has just been consulting me as to the route she had

best take in getting home. I suggested that you might advise her to

better purpose.”

“I deplore Miss Duncan’s determination to go,” said Captain Hosmer.

“Almost any route is unsafe just now--if possible. However, I will be

glad to do anything I can. Have you any plan under consideration?”

“Wait a minute, captain,” I said, rising. “I will go and get a little

map I have, and show you the route which Mr. Moore advised me to take.”

I went out, leaving the two officers together. When I returned I

resumed my seat between them, spread the map open upon my lap, and they

bent over it, Federal and Confederate heads touching, while I traced

the route with my finger.

“You see, Mr. Moore thinks I might go down the bay in a schooner and

land somewhere here in Gloucester County.”

“No! no! you mustn’t go that way!” exclaimed Captain Hosmer quickly.

“You are sure to be taken up if you try that. With all due deference

to you, Mr. Moore, my knowledge of the position of our forces convinces

me that that is impossible.”

“Of course, as an officer in the army, you must be better informed than

I am,” Captain Locke said simply. “That is why I advised Miss Duncan to

consult you.”

“Your best plan is to go by Harper’s Ferry. It is a difficult matter to

get through anywhere now, but if you get to Virginia at all I think it

must be by way of Harper’s Ferry.”

Major Brooks and Colonel Whipple joined us, and the matter ended as on

the previous day, by Captain Locke and Colonel Whipple walking off down

the street together.

“Moore is a splendid fellow,” Captain Hosmer said to me, when we had

the sofa to ourselves. “I am glad you introduced us. Your not doing so

looked suspicious, and I was troubled for fear he would get you into

some scrape or other.”

Dear, generous fellow, how I hated to deceive him, and how it was

on the tip of my tongue to tell him who Captain Locke was, until I

remembered what his duty would be if I told him! And Captain Locke’s

secret was mine to keep. He had been ready to risk his life rather than

leave me alone at Berlin! Then, too, poor fellow, he had such a slender

chance, I thought, of getting home alive that not even an enemy would

care to make it worse. I used to look at his bonnie white throat and

shudder.

“God bless you,” he said to me once, “for all your goodness to a poor,

lonely, stray fellow! You shouldn’t be afraid for me. You say your

‘Hail Marys’ for me, you know.”

I had been telling him I was afraid for him, and he had, as usual,

tried to reassure me and to laugh me out of it. He was never afraid for

himself--I believe he would have stood up to be shot with a laugh on

his lips. I wonder if he _was_ laughing when they shot him--my dear,

brave friend!

In the meantime we had heard that Mr. Holliway had been arrested in

West Virginia, was lying in prison somewhere, and that his friends were

trying to get him out, and before I left Baltimore we heard that he

had died in prison just as an exchange had been arranged.

My return to Virginia was the subject of daily discussions between

me and my two captains, and in this way Captain Locke continued to

find out ways that he must not go, and eventually that we must not go

together. It was he who first said it.

“I should be no earthly good, but a disadvantage to you, little madam.

Hosmer is going to see you through this thing all right.”

Then, seeing my downcast look, he went on cheerily: “I’ll get through

somehow all right, sooner or later, and we’ll meet in Old Virginia.

Don’t bother your dear little head about me.”

Captain Hosmer tried in vain to dissuade me from going. He felt that

the journey under present conditions would be uncomfortable and unsafe,

and that it was in every way advisable for me to stay where I was.

But I was beginning to be very uneasy about Dan. I had heard from

him only once since reaching Baltimore. Then his letters came in a

batch, and I received them through the kindly agency of Mr. Cridland,

British consul at Richmond, who had been my father’s personal friend

and frequent guest, and who had dandled a small person named “Nell” on

his knee many times. Captain Hosmer still insisted that I must go by

Harper’s Ferry if I went at all, and he said that a pass was necessary.

“How on earth am I to get it?” I asked.

“I must arrange that for you,” he said.

I think one reason that Captain Hosmer was so good to me was because

his wife was a Southern woman. Her parents were Southern, her brothers

were in the Southern army, and her husband was a Federal officer.

They loved each other, but somehow they were separated, she living

South with her parents. Under the pressure of the times there was a

sectional conscience, and people did things which they did not wish to

do, because they thought it was right. I don’t know what I should have

done then if I had been situated as Mrs. Hosmer was, but I know that at

the present time I should stick to Dan, no matter what flag he fought

under. Perhaps we are not as great or good in peace as in war times.

The captain had a beautiful country-seat several miles out of town. We

had heard much of this place and its old-time hospitalities; and we

also heard that it had been virtually closed since Captain Hosmer’s

separation from his wife. The captain went there frequently alone, and

occasionally with a few friends, but the place had known no festivity

since its mistress had gone away on that visit from which, by the way,

she returned before we left Baltimore.

But before she came back there was a stag party at the captain’s

country place, given in honor of General Fish, the provost marshal at

Baltimore, and other prominent officers.

The next time I saw Captain Hosmer he had a smile for me.

“You will get your passes,” he said. “I have spoken to General Fish for

them.”

Milicent had decided that she could not risk little Bobby on such a

journey and at this season, but mother was to go with me. The day

before we were to start she and I went down to General Fish’s office.

He was out, but an orderly told us rather rudely to sit down and wait,

which invitation or command we humbly acted upon. Presently General

Fish entered. We stated our case.

“We are Southerners, general, and we wish to go south by way of

Harper’s Ferry.”

“Mrs. and Miss Duncan, I think you said?”

“Yes, general.”

“You are the ladies I heard of from Captain Hosmer, then?”

We gave him a note from Captain Hosmer.

“Excuse me, ladies, while I read this, and I will see what I can do for

you.”

He finished the note and then said:

“That’s all right. I will make out your passes, ladies,” and in a few

minutes the important papers were in our hands.

“These will take you to General Kelly at Harper’s Ferry. There my power

ends. You will find General Kelly courteous and considerate, though I

make no promises for him, understand. I will furnish you an escort to

Harper’s Ferry, and an officer will be sent to your boarding-house

this afternoon to examine your baggage. Your address, please.” He wrote

a few words rapidly, and called the orderly:

“Take that order,” he said.

The orderly saluted and got as far as the door, then he turned.

“Do these women go?” he asked of the general.

“These _ladies_ go. Obey my order, sir!”

Upon which the orderly went quickly about his business.

When the officer came to examine our baggage I was on thorns. I had

come north intending to make certain purchases, and I had made them,

and the fruit of my money and labors was in those two trunks of

mother’s and mine. Mother’s trunk was quite a large one, and both of

those honest-looking trunks to which I yielded the keys so freely were

crammed with dishonest goods--that is, dishonest according to blockade

law. I had paid good gold for them, and anxiety enough, Heaven knows,

for them to be properly mine.

I had shoes in the bottom of those trunks, and on top of the

shoes cloth made into the semblance of female wear and underwear;

and, lastly, I had put in genuine every-day garments. There were

handkerchiefs, pins, needles, gloves, thread, and all sorts of odds

and ends between the folds of garments, here, there, and everywhere

in those trunks. They were as contraband trunks as ever crossed into

Dixie. But, again, my Yankee was a _gentleman_.

“This is an unpleasant duty, miss,” he said when I handed him my keys,

“but I will disarrange your property as little as possible. It is only

a form.”

The orderly lifted the trays and set them back again, scarcely glancing

underneath. What a dear, nice Yankee, I thought! He locked the trunks

and sealed them.

“Will those seals be broken anywhere, and my trunks examined again?” I

asked in some trepidation--this examination was so satisfactory to me

that I wanted it to do for one and all.

“I can not tell, miss. They may be at Harper’s Ferry. But I hardly

think so. I think this seal will carry you through.”

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