TO MRS. D—.

_Peckham_, _August_ 30, 1814.

_MY DEAR FRIEND_,

I once more resume my pen to give you a few more thoughts on the 12th of

Ecclesiastes, but lament the limits, of a Letter, or even a Sermon would

be too short to do justice to that subject. The Wise Man has in the

verses we have already considered, described age to us, in the influence

it has upon all the functions and faculties of a man; and shews how they

are all weakened in his declining state. He now proceeds to notice one

sad effect of age, that is, _Fear_. Verse 5, _Also they shall be afraid

of that which is high_, _and fears shall be in the way_; _and the Almond

tree shall flourish_, _and desire shall fail_, _and the Grasshopper shall

be a burden_, _because man goeth to his long home_, _and the mourners go

about the streets_.

The first is _Fear_, either of things high or low. _He shall be afraid

of that which is high_, either in respect of place or objects; as steep,

and eminent ways, hills, mountains, steeples, and towers; some of which

formerly they could ascend without fear, in their juvenile and manly

days; but it is not so now, they are weak in mind, nervous, low, timid,

and fearful; so they are afraid of high things, as fiery meteors, strange

apparitions, thunder, lightning, and such like. So they are likewise,

probably, afraid of abstruse and mysterious points in any science, which

while strong, they durst have ventured upon, but now they are too weak in

the faculties to dive deep into them; they are always in fear lest tiles

of houses, or chimney pots, or any thing else should fall on them,

especially in windy weather. They have fears about them constantly on

all hands; they see danger, lest they should dash their foot against a

stone; lest some people in their hurry should push them down, or should

rush upon them, and injure them. Being conscious of their own impotency,

it makes them most obnoxious to this terrible passion, which is the great

change made on them in the time of age. Thus Solomon notices the change

made in the mind by sickness, trouble, and age. He then points it out

clearly upon the body in the next line, _The Almond tree shall flourish_.

The learned tell us, this tree waketh, and riseth from its winter’s

repose before any other, it flowers in the month of January, and by March

bringeth its fruit to maturity. The forwardness of this fruit-bearing

tree is intimated by the vision which Jeremiah had of the speedy

Destruction of Jerusalem; _For the word of the Lord came to Jeremiah_,

_saying_, _what seest thou_? _And he said_, _I see a rod of an Almond

tree_. _Then said the Lord_, _thou hast well seen_, _I will hasten my

word to fulfil it_. _Jeremiah_, 1 chapter, XI verse. This was to shew

the speedy fulfilling of the word of God against that City. Now there is

no change that befalleth man, that can be so lively represented by the

blooming of the Almond tree, as that whereby the hair of the head becomes

hoary and white. The grey head is similar to this tree, for its

whiteness, so in hastiness of appearance, as the Almond tree buds sooner

by two or three months than most other trees, so do these hasty buds of

age appear; these steal upon men suddenly before they are aware. Some

peoples’ hair turns grey at thirty or forty years of age, while other

symptoms of the decay of life do not appear on them till sixty or seventy

years of age. Both these attract attention. An Almond tree in full

blossom, and an almond head, especially if found in the ways of God,

these are alike in their indications, they foretel what is approaching—a

change; fruit will come after; so grey hairs prognosticate that death is

at hand; these are Church-yard flowers, which serve, like passing bells,

to give those notice that bear them, that their end is near. Two things

more the Wise Man observes; _The Grasshopper shall be a burden_, _and

desire shall fail_. The learned say the word _Grasshopper_, likewise

signifies the Locust, and will apply to both in the original language;

and they likewise suppose that Solomon here alludes to some parts of the

body, which being shrivelled and deformed, appear like the Locust and

Grasshopper. These Species are both of them hard, crusty, cragged,

crumpling creatures, differing from all others, principally in the

protuberance of the limbs, having their legs strangely crooked, and their

joints very closely inverted, and at a great distance from the trunk of

their body. This description may refer to some of the bones in the neck,

the back, the loins, the heels, and the ancles. Now when a man by reason

of age, begins to stoop, and bend forwards, and withal those fleshy parts

that cover these processes, begin to shrink and decay, he resembles these

creatures. This may also include the change upon the cartilages of the

body, the Ligaments, the Membranes, the Fibres, the Veins, the Nerves,

the Arteries, the Tendons, and the like, which all grow harder and drier

in old age, and become a burden; the skin, likewise, as man declines,

becomes crusty, dry, callous, and consequently falls into many wrinkles.

This may also include that fretfulness to which aged people are subject;

every thing is a burden, though light, weak or trifling as a Grasshopper.

Good Mr. Henry, observes, Perhaps this Grasshopper or Locust was some

light food, such as John did eat; but even this was a burden to an aged

man’s stomach; then, of course, through these things Solomon well adds,

_Desire shall fail_: Sensual and natural desire for food, pleasure, or

any sensual delight whatever. This word _Desire_, the celebrated Dr.

Smith says, should be translated _Capers_, the fruit, or rather the

flowers of the Caper Shrub, or Bush; and alludes to something calculated

to give appetite; and that as the Grasshopper did represent the Bones, or

hard parts of the Body, so these the soft, spongy, and dilated; and what

Solomon by this expression means, is the alteration of all the moist and

tender parts of the body, usually called the Sanguineous; including the

change that befals the Blood, and the natural Humours of the Body in time

of age, for they become low, and much depauperated; they are diminished

and far less in quality than they were before. The reason of this _is_,

_for man goeth to his long home_, _and the mourners go about the

streets_. The grave, said Job, is my house, and soon the funeral

proclamation must be repeated over us, _Dust thou art_, _and unto dust

shall thou return_. The grave is the home for the body, when once it

comes there, as long as there is any dust to cover it, or heavens to

surround it, Man lieth down, and riseth not till the Heavens be no more;

they shall not awake, nor be raised out of their sleep till death is

swallowed up in victory. _And the mourners go about the streets_. This

we see daily; the friends, the relations, characters of every

description. Mourning, is not because my friend is gone to glory, but on

account of the loss I sustain, that person being near and dear to me;

besides, it is a solemn call, _Be ye also ready_, _for in such an hour as

ye think not_, _the Son of Man cometh_. And oh, my dear friend, to have

the lamp of salvation from sin, its guilt, and curse, and power, and to

have my soul filled with joy in God, through Jesus—this is the oil which

will blaze when he appeareth. But if I have not much joy, I am blessed

with a good hope, through grace; a hope that maketh not ashamed, and God

declares it shall never be lost; _There is hope in thy end_, _and thy

expectation shall not be cut off_. Praise ye the Lord.

I would again glance at this Text in another sense. Having considered

the evil days coming on the body in this verse, let us once more survey

some days of evil, in which I am sure you and I can say I have no

pleasure in them. _Fear shall be in the way_, _and the Almond tree shall

flourish_; _the Grasshopper be a burden_, _and desire shall fail_, _for

man goeth to his long home_, _and the mourners go about the streets_.

Without turning, twisting, or wresting this Text, I am forcibly struck

with the following thoughts, which I must pen and send you. 1st. The

Believer’s home. 2ndly. The way to it. 3rdly. The fears which attend

him. 4thly. Their cause, which is a source of grief, and causes the

spiritual mourners to go about the streets of Zion. I know of no

dwelling or resting place, for a soul born of God, but the everlasting

love of God in Covenant; the Person and Work of the Lord Jesus Christ.

This is my habitation, my dwelling, my resting place; nor is there any

safety, happiness, felicity, or peace, any where else. All that are born

of God, naturally, in this sense, tend to this one grand object. Hence

the question of a seeking soul, Does God love me? Did Jesus die for

me?—and after the soul knows this, yet in general, there is a thirsting

after greater knowledge, and greater enjoyment of it, nor is a Believer

ever at home but when he is here. He rests not in his attainments of

this knowledge, but is anxious to go on to know the Lord, in his infinite

love; to feel more, to enjoy more, to be delighted with more of it, till

he arrives at perfect bliss, and is filled with all the fulness of God,

which is love. He tastes what the poet did, and has exprest in these two

lines:

’Tis heaven to rest in thine embrace,

And no where else but there.

This is our resting place, as Faith apprehends it in its antiquity, its

freeness, power, complacency, and beneficence: It is truly delightful to

eye the goings forth of this Love, in the ancient settlements, in the

covenant engagements of each Person in the adorable Trinity, in the gift

of Jesus to the Church, in his great work, and wonderful Person, as

God-Man Mediator, in the Gifts of the Spirit, and all his saving

operations upon the soul, testifying of Christ, as putting away sin, as

obeying the Law, as delivering us from going down into the pit, and

making intercession for us. On these topics we, who have the Life and

love of God, are quite at home; especially as the Holy Ghost realizes

them in our hearts; for this we labour in Spirit, to know and enjoy; and

this one point we wish to die to know, and to plunge in this sea of

bliss.—To view the Father’s love, the Son’s dear face, and the Holy

Spirit’s Grace, in Heaven, are objects worth dying for; this is the home,

the place, the state, the mansions of peace, rest, joy, satisfaction, and

pleasure, we hope to get to shortly. This is our long home, eternal as

the throne of God. No foe shall ever enter there. No friend shall ever

depart—they shall go no more out; so shall we be ever with the Lord.

This is our everlasting home, nor will our Lord let us rest short of

this. There may we meet soon, Amen.

But do you ask me, 2ndly. The _way_? It is clearly set forth in the

word, and I hope you have long known it, and highly approved of it, and

been led into it; nor shall you ever finally depart from it. The word of

truth says, I am _the_ way; not _a_ way, but _the_ way. Ah, my dear

Friend, how lamentable that thousands are deluding their souls with this

unscriptural notion, that all the sects, parties, and religious

denominations in the world, are only as so many different ways to one

city. Hence they suppose the Turk, the Pagan, the Papist, the Socinian,

the Arian, the Arminian, and the Antinomian, are all going right, and

some out of all these will be saved as such. Alas, what an error; there

never was but one way to God, to heaven, and to glory, and that is

Christ, as the adorable Mediator; all that reject this will find to their

grief, that _whatever_ way they went it led to the chambers of death; it

led to hell. What a mercy to be satisfied with a precious Saviour, and

to hear the voice of the Word and Spirit pointing to him, saying, _This

is the way_, _walk ye in it_. Christ is the way to the Father, to the

knowledge and enjoyment of his love. By the sacrifice he offered, by his

perfect law-fulfilling Righteousness, by the path he trod as our

fore-runner, by the Door of Hope that he opened, by the way of life he

cast up, and consecrated through the vail of his flesh, by the doctrine

he taught, by the example he set, and by the promise of life and peace.

We are brought into this way by the Holy Spirit of Promise, and kept in

it by the same, with an eye to Jesus, as the way. We walk in his

appointments, in his ordinances. We use them to gain the knowledge of

the Pearl of great price. By waiting upon him we renew our strength, and

by abiding in him we bring forth fruit. This way leads us to God, and

will bring us to glory, assure as it brings us to a sense of his love on

earth. Many have waited long, and travelled far in this way, before they

have been very fully persuaded of God’s Love to them; but all shall have

their minds satisfied about that, though not all in the same degree, as

walking in this way of truth, way of holiness, way of wisdom, way of

charity, way of life, and way of peace. We are called Strangers,

Pilgrims, Travellers, Runners in a Race, and going a Journey. Our

Pilgrim’s Coat is an imputed righteousness; our Staff is Christ; our Map

is his word; the Girdle is truth; our Shoes is peace; our Way is marked

out for us, omnipotent Power guards us, infinite Wisdom directs us, Mercy

is often shewed us, and eternal Love cheers us, while we can sing with a

Pilgrim who has reached glory before us,

How harsh soe’er the way,

Dear Saviour still lead on.

But as this is God’s way we must expect to meet with enemies, with savage

beasts of prey, with robbers, many a stormy day, and many a dismal night,

when neither moon nor stars appear to cheer the Pilgrim’s way, for it is

our lot to travel much by night; this begets fears lest we have come

wrong, lest this be not the right road. God’s dear people are

unavoidably the subject of many fears; when the eyes are first opened,

they fear the wrath of God, they fear Death, Judgment, and Eternity:

these are high things. If they hear of Christ, the Promises, and

Ordinances, they fear to come to these high things, or make use of them,

lest they should presume. Thus there are fears in the way, and many

times after God has raised the soul up to hope, they fear the work is not

genuine; they fear they shall fall into sin, and disgrace their

profession; and feeling the power of sin, and the weakness of their

souls, they fear they shall at last fall away. When they see many

apparently brighter characters than themselves go back into the world, or

sink into error, they fear it will one day be their case; and when they

see how far a person may go in a profession and yet be nothing, they

startle, they fear, lest they should. Thus we find fears in the way, and

when the mind is low, deprest, and every grace of the spirit, to all

human appearance out of exercise, they are afraid of high, great,

precious, and important Doctrines, lest they should presume in medling

with them, fearing they have no interest in them. Sometimes fears of

poverty, pain, persecution, and what we may suffer in the agonies of

death. These kind of fears may come on us, and above all, the fears that

all we have experienced may be a delusion, and that hypocrites may come

as far as we have, talk better than we do, and give a better account of

themselves than we can; this makes us fear in the way. All these fears

is for want of looking unto Jesus, and permitting Satan to get so much

ground, by listening to his suggestions. These fears, likewise, are

occasioned by other feelings, and trying parts of our experience. What

Satan principally aims at is to make us as miserable as himself, and as

rebellious against God; to this end he endeavours to get us to look

within in seasons of darkness, that we may dispute the whole of the

Spirit’s work, and consider all our sins, failings, and corruptions as

sure tokens of a speedy destruction, just as Jeremiah saw the rod of an

Almond tree speedily flourishing; so might have been our profession, but

soon gone away. So we fear may be all our religion, and then be damned

for being hypocrites. O the misery of looking within, when we should be

looking unto Jesus! What a gloomy prospect before us! what unbelieving

fears are indulged; and this must be our misery, till the Saviour shines

again. But what a mercy when we have grace enough to look from our sins,

our grace, our Religion, or any thing in us, or done by us, to God the

Father’s Christ, who lived and died for poor sinners.

A second source of fears is, Sin but little felt, so as to be lamented,

so as to break the heart, humble the spirit, and endear the Saviour. It

appears God sometimes sent the Grasshoppers to devour the fruits of the

earth, as in Amos, chapter 7, where the Prophet foresees the Destruction

of Jerusalem, by Pul, king of Assyria, bringing his vast troop to devour

that land, coming up like Grasshoppers for their number and destructive

influence. So in the Book of Judges it is said, the enemies came up

among them as Grasshoppers for multitude to destroy them. As these

represented the enemies of God’s dear people of old, do they not point

out the corruptions of the heart, inbred sin, the Old man, with its

deceitful lusts? Are they not numerous is Grasshoppers, and as

destructive to every thing that is good? Do not these destroy our peace,

our joy, our bright evidences, and cause us, sometimes, to fear we have

neither part nor lot in the matter, especially when we cannot see that

these sins are pardoned by the precious blood of Christ?—These are felt

as a burden too heavy to bear, and a burden we fear will sink us to hell,

till we believe they are all blotted out, then the inbeing of them

becomes a burden to us. But here we must admire divine mercy,

communicating to us spiritual life that we may feel these things a

burden. As this life operates the difference between a child of God and

one that is not, is clearly seen; they who are not quickened by the

Spirit do not feel these things; but, alas, my dear Friend, have not you

been left in such a strange state of mind, that you have neither felt

sin, nor grace, neither mourned at the judgments of God, the terrors of

hell, the sufferings of Christ, the afflictions of the Church, nor the

plague of the heart. O! worst of states my soul ever was in; this

deadness, carelessness, dull, stupid, heavy frame, I hate it, I lament

it. Before this came on I could sigh deeply on account of my sins, their

number, and destructive tendency, but now I have fresh fears that all is

not right, because I don’t see sin such an evil as it is. I don’t groan

beneath it; I don’t lament my vileness. Surely my soul cannot be right

with God, while this is the case; the Grasshopper is a burden, because it

is so light; I am burdened, because I don’t feel sin that heavy, hateful

burden, I have felt it, and as others do.—Thus you see, my dear sister,

what poor, foolish, fearful creatures we are, how discontented with the

cross; when we feel much sin, we fear, and when we scarcely feel it at

all, then we fear also. Alas, how much of poor Jonah’s spirit do we all

possess. Murmuring, repining, rebelling.

But I must mention a third source of _Fear_, _The failing of Desires_.

The people of God are the objects of his desire; Christ saw them in the

glass of the Father’s decrees and purposes. He desired them. Hence the

Church triumphs in the Song, _I am my Beloved’s and his desire is towards

me_. He desired the Church for himself, and gained it, every one that he

desired, in electing grace, is brought to desire Christ, by calling

grace, and one blessed effect of being truly called, is the desire of the

soul towards God, to hold communion with him, to be like him, and to be

with him. Hence that sweet Promise will one day be accomplished, _He

will fulfil the desire of them that fear him_. This will not be till we

awake up in his likeness; then, but not till then, shall we be satisfied.

These desires of the soul are highly commended by the Saviour, as they

spring from a feeling sense of need; are the pulse of the soul, which

beats for God. Many a poor Believer in seasons of darkness, has blessed

God for the feeling desire, the hunger, the thirst, the wish for what God

has promised, and what the soul feels its need of. But let me ask you

again, have you not found such days of evil, as the loss of these

desires? No life, no spirituality, no appetite, no earnestness, no

fervent desires, not a breath of the New man felt or seen; and to be left

in this state a considerable time, when all has been shut up? I have

still triumphed in my desires, but when _these_ have failed, all is dark,

gloomy, wretched, desolate. This has sent me mourning about the streets

of Zion, crying, _Saw ye him whom my soul loveth_? This is the enquiry

of souls who are afresh quickened to feel their native guilt, their

deadness, and want of the light of comfort, of joy, of peace, and the

testimony of the Holy Spirit. The Saviour was sent to comfort them that

mourn after a godly sort, sorrowing after Jesus; to gain a sense of his

love, a token for good, a fresh view of pardon, and eternal life. This

is calculated to comfort the mourner in Zion, to cheer his heart, and

enable him to look forward to death and the grave, with sweet composure,

knowing Jesus is the conqueror of death, spiritual, temporal, and

eternal. To him, I commend you, and remain

Your’s in him,

[Picture: Signature of J. C.]

_LETTER XI_.

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