CHAPTER XXXII

The respective publicity agents of the two opera houses had been so

energetic in their efforts on behalf of their managements, that, to the

Senniers, the Heaths, and all those specially interested in the rival

enterprises, it began to seem as if the whole world hung upon the two

operas, as if nothing mattered but their success or failure. Charmian

received all the "cuttings" which dealt with the works and their

composers, with herself and Madame Sennier, from a newspaper clipping

bureau. And during these days of furious preparation she read no other

literature. Whenever she was in the hotel, and not with people, she was

poring over these articles, or tabulating and arranging them in books.

The Heaths, Claude Heath, Charmian Heath, Claude Heath's opera, Armand

Gillier and Claude Heath, Madame Sennier's quarrel with Claude Heath,

Mrs. Heath's brilliant efforts for her talented husband, Joseph

Crayford's opinion of Mrs. Charmian Heath, how a clever woman can help

her husband--was there really anything of importance in this world

except Charmian and Claude Heath's energy, enterprise, and ultimate

success?

From the hotel she went to the Opera House. And there she was in the

midst of a world apart, which seemed to her the whole of the world.

Everybody whom she met there was concentrated on the opera. She talked

to orchestral players about the musical effects; to the conductor about

detail, color, ensemble; to scene-painters about the various "sets,"

their arrangement, lighting, the gauzes used in them, the properties,

the back cloths; to machinists about the locusts and other sensations;

to the singers about their roles; to dancers about their strange Eastern

poses; to Fakirs about their serpents and their miracles. She lived in

the opera, as the opera lived in the vast theater. She was, as it were,

enclosed in a shell within a shell. New York was the great sea murmuring

outside. And always it was murmuring of the opera. In consequence of

Jacob Crayford's great opinion of Charmian she was the spoilt child in

his theater. Her situation there was delightful. Everybody took his cue

from Crayford. And Crayford's verdict on Charmian was, "She's a

wonderful little lady. I know her, and I say she's a peach. Heath did

the cleverest thing he ever did in his life when he married her."

Charmian really had influence with Crayford, and she used it, revelling

in a sense of her power and importance. He consulted her about many

points in the performance. And she spoke her mind with decision, growing

day by day in self-reliance. In the theater she was generally

surrounded, and she grew to love it as she had never loved any place

before. The romance and beauty of Djenan-el-Maqui were as nothing in

comparison with the fascination of the Monster with the Maw, vast, dark,

and patient, waiting for its evening provender. To Charmian it seemed

like a great personality. Often she found herself thinking of it as

sentient, brooding over the opera, secretly attentive to all that was

going on in connection with it. She loved its darkness, the ghostly

lightness of the covers spread over it, the ranges of its gaping boxes,

the far-off mystery of its galleries receding into a heaven of ebon

blackness. She wandered about it, sitting first here, then there,

becoming intimate with the monster on whom she sometimes felt as if her

life and fortunes depended.

"All this we are doing for you!" something within her seemed to whisper.

"Will you be satisfied with our efforts? Will you reward us?"

And then, in imagination, she saw the monster changed. No longer it

brooded, watched, considered, waited. It had sprung into ardent life,

put off its darkness, wrapped itself in a garment of light.

"You have given me what I needed!" she heard it saying. "Look!"

And she saw the crowd!

Then sometimes she shut her eyes. She wanted to feel the crowd, those

masses of souls in masses of bodies for which she had done so much.

Always surely they had been keeping the ring for Claude and for her. And

it seemed to her that, unseen, they had circled the Isle in the far-off

Algerian garden where she first spoke of her love and desire for Claude,

that they had ever since been attending upon her life. Had they not

muttered about the white house that held the worker? Had they not stared

at the one who sat waiting by the fountain? Had they not seen the

arrival of Jacob Crayford? Had they not assisted at those long

colloquies when the opera which was for them was changed? Absurdly, she

felt as if they had. And now, very soon, it would be for them to speak.

And striving to shut her eyes more firmly, or pressing her fingers upon

them, Charmian saw moving hands, a forest of them below, circles above

circles of them, and in the distance of the gods a mist of them. And she

saw the shining of thousands of eyes, in which were mirrored strangely,

almost mystically, souls that Claude's music, conceived in patience and

labor, had moved and that wished to tell him so.

She saw the crowd! And she saw it returning to listen again. And she

remembered, with the extraordinary vitality of an ardent woman, who was

still little more than a girl, how she had sat opposite to the

white-faced, red-haired heroine on the first night of Jacques Sennier's

_Paradis Terrestre_; how she had watched her, imaginatively entered into

her mind, become one with her. That night Claude had written his letter

to her, Charmian. The force in her, had entered into him, had inspired

him to do what he did that night, had inspired him to do what he had

since done always near to her. And soon, very soon, the white-faced,

red-haired woman would be watching her.

Then something that was almost like an intoxication of the senses,

something that, though it was born in the mind, seemed intimately

physical, came upon, rushed over Charmian. It was the intoxication of an

acute ambition which believed itself close to fulfilment. Life seemed

very wonderful to her. Scarcely could she imagine anything more

wonderful than life holding the gift she asked for, the gift something

in her demanded. And she connected love with ambition, even with

notoriety. She conceived of a satisfied ambition drawing two human

beings together, cementing their hearts together, merging their souls in

one.

"How I shall love Claude triumphant!" she thought exultantly, even

passionately, as if she were thinking of a man new made, more lovable by

a big measure than he had been before. And she saw love triumphant with

wings of flame mounting into the regions of desire, drawing her soul up.

"Claude's triumph will develop me," she thought. "Through it I shall

become the utmost of which I am capable. I am one of those women who can

only thrive in the atmosphere of glory."

Claude triumphant, and made triumphant by her! She cherished that

imagination. She became possessed by it.

Everything conspired to keep that imagination alive and powerful within

her. Crayford was an enthusiast for the opera, and infected all those

who belonged to him, who were connected with his magnificent theater,

with his own enthusiasm. The scene-painter, who had, almost with genius,

prepared exquisite Eastern pictures, was an enthusiast foreseeing that

he would gain in the opera the triumph of his career. The machinist was

"fairly wild" about the opera. Had he not invented the marvellous locust

effect, which was to be a new sensation? Mr. Mulworth, by dint of

working with fury and sitting up all night, had become fanatical about

the opera. He existed only for it. No thought of any other thing could

find a resting-place in his mind. His "production" was going to be a

masterpiece such as had never before been known in the history of the

stage. Nothing had been forgotten. He had brought the East to New York.

It was inconceivable by him that New York could reject it. He spoke

about the music, but he meant his "production." The man was a marvel in

his own line, and such a worker as can rarely be found anywhere. He

believed the opera was going to mark an epoch in the history of the

lyric stage. And he said so, almost wildly, in late hours of the night

to Charmian.

Then there was Alston, who was to have his first great chance in the

opera, and who grew more fervently believing with each rehearsal.

The great theater was pervaded by optimism, which flowed from the

fountain-head of its owner. And this optimism percolated through certain

sections of society in New York, as had been the case in London before

Sennier's _Paradis Terrestre_ was given for the first time.

Report of the opera was very good. And with each passing day it became

better.

Charmian remembered what had happened in London, and thought exultantly,

"Success is in the air."

It certainly seemed to be so. Rumor was busy and spoke kind things.

Charmian noticed that the manner of many people toward her and Claude

was becoming increasingly cordial. The pressmen whom she met gave her

unmistakable indications that they expected great things of her husband.

Two of them, musical critics both, came to dine with her and Claude one

night at the St. Regis, and talked music for hours. One of them had

lived in Paris, and was steeped in modernity. He was evidently much

interested in Claude's personality, and after dinner, when they had all

returned from the restaurant to the Heaths' sitting-room, he said to

Charmian:

"Your husband is the most interesting English personality I have met. He

is the only Englishman who has ever given to me the feeling of

strangeness, of the beyond."

He glanced around with his large Southern eyes and saw that there was a

piano in the room.

"Would he play to us, do you think?" he said, rather tentatively. "I am

not asking as a pressman but as a keen musician."

"Claude!" Charmian said. "Mr. Van Brinen asks if you will play us a

little bit of the opera."

Claude got up.

"Why not?" he said.

He spoke firmly. His manner was self-reliant, almost determined. He went

to the piano, sat down, and played the scene Gillier had liked so much,

the scene in which some of Said Hitani's curious songs were reproduced.

The two journalists were evidently delighted.

"That's new!" said Van Brinen. "Nothing like that has ever been heard

here before. It brings a breath of the East to Broadway."

Claude had turned half round on the piano stool. His eyes were fixed

upon Van Brinen. And now Van Brinen looked at him. There was an instant

of silence. Then Claude swung round again to the piano and began to play

something that was not out of the opera. Charmian had never heard it

before. But Mrs. Mansfield had heard it.

"'I heard a great voice out of the temple saying to the seven

angels, "Go your ways, and pour out the vials of the wrath of God

upon the earth...."

"'The second angel poured out his vial upon the sea; and it became

as the blood of a dead man....

"'The fourth angel poured out his vial upon the sun; and power was

given to him to scorch men with fire....

"'The sixth angel poured out his vial upon the great river

Euphrates; and the water thereof was dried up, that the way of the

Kings of the East might be prepared....

"'Behold I come as a thief. Blessed is he that watcheth, and

keepeth his garments, lest he walk naked, and they see his shame.'"

When Claude ceased there was a silence that seemed long. He remained

sitting with his back to his wife and his guests, his face to the piano.

At last he got up and turned, and his eyes again sought the face of Van

Brinen. Then Van Brinen moved, clasped his long and thin hands tightly

together, and said:

"That's great! That's very great!"

He paused, gazing at Claude.

"That's enormous!" he said. "Do you mean--is that from the opera?"

"Oh, no!" said Claude.

He came to sit down, and began to talk quickly of all sorts of things.

When the two pressmen were about to go away Van Brinen said:

"I wish you success, Mr. Heath, as I have very seldom wished it for any

man. For since I have heard some of your music, I feel that you deserve

it as very few musicians I know anything of do."

Claude's face flushed painfully, became scarlet.

"Thank you very much," he almost muttered. But he wrung Van Brinen's

thin hand hard, and when he was alone with Charmian he said:

"Of all the men I have met in New York that is the one I like best."

Van Brinen had considerable influence in the musical world of New York,

and after that evening he used it on Claude's behalf. The members of the

art circles of the city had Claude's name perpetually upon their lips.

Articles began to appear which voiced the great expectation musicians

were beginning to found upon Claude's work. The "boom" grew, and was no

longer merely sensational, a noisy thing worked up by paid agents.

Charmian became quickly aware of this and exulted. Now and then she

remembered her conversation with Susan Fleet and had a moment of doubt,

of wonder. Now and then a fleeting expression in the pale face of her

husband, a look in his eyes, a sound in his voice, even a movement, sent

a slight chill through her heart. But these faintly disagreeable

sensations passed swiftly from her. The whirling round of life took her,

swept her on. She had scarcely time to think, though she had always time

to feel intensely.

Often during these days of fierce preparation she was separated from

Claude. He had innumerable things to do connected with the production.

Charmian haunted the opera house, but was seldom actually with Claude

there, though she often saw him on the stage or in the orchestra, heard

him discussing points concerning his work. And Claude was very often

away, when rehearsals did not demand his attention, visiting the singers

who were to appear in the opera, going through their roles with them,

trying to imbue them with his exact meaning. Charmian meanwhile was with

some of the many friends she had made in New York.

Thus it happened that Claude was able to meet Mrs. Shiffney several

times without Charmian's knowledge.

It was an understood thing--and Charmian knew this--that Mrs. Shiffney

was to come to the first full rehearsal of the opera. The verdict in

advance was to be given and taken. Mrs. Shiffney had called once at the

St. Regis, when Claude was out, and had sat for ten minutes with

Charmian. And Charmian had called upon her at the Ritz-Carlton and had

not found her. Here matters had ended in connection with "Adelaide," so

far as Charmian knew. Mrs. Shiffney had multitudes of friends in New

York, and was always rushing about. It never occurred to Charmian that

she had any time to give to Claude, or that Claude had any time to give

to her. But Mrs. Shiffney always found time to do anything she really

cared to do. And just now she cared to meet Claude.

Long ago in London, when he was very genuine, she had been attracted by

him. Now, in New York, when he was dressed up in motley, with painted

face and eyes that strove, though sometimes in vain, to be false, he

fascinated her. The new Claude, harder, more dominant, secretly unhappy,

feverish with a burning excitement of soul and brain, appealed to this

woman who loved all that was strange, exotic, who hated and despised the

commonplace, and who lived on excitement.

She threw out one or two lures for Claude, and he, who in London had

refused her invitations, in New York accepted them. Why did he do this?

Because he had flung away his real self, because he was secretly angry

with, hated the self to which he was giving the rein, because he, too,

during this period was living on excitement, because he longed

sometimes, with a cruel longing, to raise up a barrier between himself

and Charmian.

And perhaps there were other reasons that only a physician could have

explained, reasons connected with tired and irritated nerves, with a

brain upon which an unnatural strain had been put. The overworked man of

talent sometimes is confronted with strange figures making strange

demands upon him. Claude knew these figures now.

He had always been aware of fascination in Mrs. Shiffney. Now he let

himself go toward this fascination. He had always, too, felt what he had

called the minotaur-thing in her, the creature with teeth and claws

fastening upon pleasure. Now he was ready to be with the minotaur-thing.

For something within him, that was intimately connected with whatever he

had of genius, murmured incessantly, "To-morrow I die!" And he wanted,

at any cost, to dull the sound of that voice. Why should not he let his

monster fasten on pleasure too? The situation was full of a piquancy

which delighted Mrs. Shiffney. She was "on the other side," and was now

preparing to make love in the enemy's camp. Nothing pleased her more

than to mingle art with love, linking the intelligence of her brain with

the emotion, such as it was, of her thoroughly pagan heart. And the

feeling that she was a sort of traitress to her beloved Jacques and

Henriette was quite enchanting. One thing more gave a very feminine zest

to her pursuit--the thought of Charmian, who knew nothing about it, but

who, no doubt, would know some day. She rejoiced in intrigue, loved a

secret that would eventually be hinted at, if not actually told, and

revelled in proving her power on a man who, in his unknown days, had

resisted it, and who now that he was on the eve, perhaps, of a wide

fame, seemed ready to succumb to it. There were even moments when she

found herself wishing for the success of Claude's opera, despite her

active dislike of Charmian. It would really be such fun to take Claude

away from that silly Charmian creature in the very hour of a triumph.

Yet she did not wish to see Charmian even the neglected wife of a great

celebrity. Her feelings were rather complex. But she had always been at

home with complexity.

She managed to get rid of Susan Fleet, by persuading her to visit some

friends of Susan who lived in Washington. Then it was easy enough to see

Claude quietly, in her apartment at the Ritz-Carlton Hotel and

elsewhere. Mrs. Shiffney was a past mistress of what she called "playing

about." Claude recognized this, and had a glimpse into a life strangely

different from his own, an almost intimate glimpse which both interested

and disgusted him.

In his determination to grasp at the blatant thing, the big success, a

determination that pushed him almost inevitably into a certain

extravagance of conduct, because it was foreign to his innermost nature,

Claude gave himself to the vulgar vanity of the male. He was out here to

conquer. Why not conquer Mrs. Shiffney? To do that would be scarcely

more spurious than to win with a "made over" opera.

He kept secret assignations, which were not openly supposed to be secret

by either Mrs. Shiffney or himself. For Mrs. Shiffney was leading him

gently, savoring nuances, while he was feeling blatant, though saved by

his breeding from showing it. They had some charming, some almost

exciting talks, full of innuendo, of veiled allusions to personal

feeling and the human depths. And all this was mingled with art and the

great life of human ambition. Mrs. Shiffney's attraction to artists was

a genuine thing in her. She really felt the pull of that which was

secretly powerful in Claude. And she, not too consciously, made him know

this. The knowledge drew him toward her.

One day Claude went to see her after a long rehearsal. When he reached

the hotel it was nearly eight o'clock. The rehearsal of his opera had

only been stopped because it had been necessary to get ready for the

evening performance. Claude had promised to dine with Van Brinen that

night, and Charmian was dining with some friends. But, at the last

moment, Van Brinen had telephoned to say that he was obliged to go to a

concert on behalf of his paper. Claude had left the opera house, weary,

excited, doubtful what to do. If he returned to the St. Regis he would

be all alone. At that moment he dreaded solitude. After hesitating for a

moment outside the stage door, he called a taxi-cab, and ordered the man

to drive to the Ritz-Carlton Hotel.

Mrs. Shiffney would probably be out, would almost certainly have some

engagement for the evening. The hour was unorthodox for a visit. Claude

did not care. He had been drowned in his own music for hours. He was in

a strongly emotional condition, and wanted to do something strange,

something bizarre.

He sent up his name to Mrs. Shiffney, who was at home. In a few moments

she sent down to say she would see him in her sitting-room. When Claude

came into it he found her there in an evening gown.

"Do forgive me! You're going out?" he said.

"Where are you dining?" she answered.

Claude made a vague gesture.

"Have you come to dine with me?" she said, smiling.

"But I see you are going out!"

She shook her powerful head.

"We will dine up here. But I must telephone to a number in Fifth

Avenue."

She went toward the telephone.

"Oh, but I can't keep you at home. It is too outrageous!" he said.

"Give me time to telephone!" she answered, looking round at him over her

shoulder.

"You are much too kind!" he said. "I--I looked in to settle about your

coming to that rehearsal."

She got on to the number in Fifth Avenue and spoke through the telephone

softly.

"There! That's done! And now help me to order a dinner for--" she

glanced at him shrewdly--"a tired genius."

Claude smiled. They consulted together, amicably arranging the menu.

The dinner was brought quickly, and they sat down, one on each side of a

round table decorated with lilies of the valley.

"I'm playing traitress to-night," Mrs. Shiffney said in her deep voice.

"I was to have been at a dinner arranged for the Senniers by Mrs.

Algernon Batsford."

"I am so ashamed."

"Or are you a little bit flattered?"

"Both, perhaps."

"A divinely complex condition. Tell me about the rehearsal."

They plunged into a discussion on music. Mrs. Shiffney was a past

mistress in the art of subtle flattery, when she chose to be. And she

always chose to be, in the service of her caprices. She understood well

the vanity of the artistic temperament. She even understood its reverse

side, which was strongly developed in Claude. Her efforts were dedicated

to the dual temperament, and beautifully. The discussion was long and

animated, lasting all through dinner to the time of Turkish coffee.

Claude forgot his fatigue, and Mrs. Shiffney almost forgot her caprice.

She became genuinely interested in the discussion merely as a

discussion. Her sincere passion for art got the upper hand in her. And

this made her the more delightful. The evening fled and its feet were

winged.

"I was going to a party at Eve Inness's," she said, when half-past ten

chimed in the clock on her writing-table. "But I'll give it up."

Claude sprang to his feet.

"Really you must not. I must go. I must really. I know I need any amount

of sleep to make up arrears."

"You don't look sleepy."

"How could I, in New York?"

"We don't need to sleep here. Sit down again. Eve Inness is quite

definitely given up."

"But--"

Mrs. Shiffney looked at him, and he sat down. At that moment he

remembered the morning in the pine wood at Constantine, and how she had

looked at him then. He remembered, too, and clearly, his own recoil. Now

he believed that she had been very treacherous in regard to him. Yet he

felt happier with her, and even at this moment as he returned her look

he thought, "Whatever she may have felt at Constantine, I believe I have

won her over to my side now. I have power. She always felt it. She feels

it now more than ever." And abruptly he said:

"You are on Sennier's side. And really it is a sort of battle here. The

two managements have turned it into a battle. We've been talking all

this evening of music. Do you really wish me to succeed? I think--" he

paused. He was on the edge of accusing her of treachery at Constantine.

But he decided not to do so, and continued, "What I mean is, do you

genuinely care whether I succeed or not?"

After a minute Mrs. Shiffney said:

"Perhaps I care even more than Charmian does."

Her large and intelligent eyes were still fixed upon Claude. She looked

absolutely self-possessed, yet as if she were feeling something

strongly, and meant him to be aware of that. And she believed that just

then it depended upon Claude whether she cared for his success or

desired his failure. His long resistance to her influence, followed by

this partial yielding to it, had begun to irritate her capricious nature

intensely. And this irritation, if prolonged, might give birth in her

either to a really violent passion, of the burning straw species, for

Claude, or to an active hatred of him. At this moment she knew this.

"Perhaps I care too much!" she said.

And instantly, as at Constantine, when the reality of her nature

deliberately made itself apparent, with intention calling to him, Claude

felt the invincible recoil within him, the backward movement of his true

self. The spurious vanity of the male died within him. The feverish

pleasure in proving his power died. And all that was left for the moment

was the dominant sense of honor, of what he owed to Charmian. Mrs.

Shiffney would have called this "the shriek of the Puritan." It was

certainly the cry of the real man in Claude. And he had to heed it. But

he loathed himself at this moment. And he felt that he had given Mrs.

Shiffney the right to hate him for ever.

"My weakness is my curse!" he thought. "It makes me utterly

contemptible. I must slay it!"

Desperation seized him. Abruptly he got up.

"You are much too kind!" he said, scarcely knowing what he was saying.

"I can never be grateful enough to you. If I--if I do succeed, I shall

know at any rate that one--" He met her eyes and stopped.

"Good-night!" she said. "I'm afraid I must send you away now, for I

believe I will run in for a minute to Eve Inness, after all."

As Claude descended to the hall he knew that he had left an enemy behind

him.

But the knowledge which really troubled him was that he deserved to have

Mrs. Shiffney for an enemy.

His own self, his own manhood, whipped him.

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