CHAPTER XXV

More than a year had passed away. April held sway over Algeria.

In the white Arab house on the hill Claude and Charmian still lived and

Claude still worked. To escape the great heat of the previous summer

they had gone to England for a time, but early October had found them

once more at Djenan-el-Maqui, and since then they had not stirred.

Their visit to London had been a strange experience for Charmian.

They had arrived in town at the beginning of July, and had stayed with

Mrs. Mansfield in Berkeley Square. Mrs. Mansfield had not paid her

proposed visit to Algiers. She had written that she was growing old and

lazy, and dreaded a sea voyage. But she had received them with a warmth

of affection which had earned their immediate forgiveness. There was

still a month of "season" to run, and Charmian went about and saw her

old friends. But Claude refused to go out, and returned at once to

orchestral studies with his "coach." He even remained in London during

the whole of August and September, while Charmian paid some visits, and

went to the sea with her mother. Thus they had been separated for a time

after their long sojourn together in the closest intimacy.

Charmian found that she missed Claude very much. One day she said to her

mother, with pretended lightness and smiling:

"Madre, I've got such a habit of Claude and Claude's work that I seem to

be in half when I'm not with him."

Mrs. Mansfield wondered whether her son-in-law felt in half when he was

by himself in London.

To Charmian, coming back, London and "the set" seemed changed. She had

sometimes suffered from ennui in Africa, even from loneliness in the

first months there. She had got up dreading the empty days, and had

often longed to have a party in the evening to look forward to. In

England she realized that not only had she got a habit of Claude, but

that she had got a habit, or almost a habit, of Africa and a quiet life

in the sunshine under blue skies. If the opera were finished, the need

for living in Mustapha removed, would she be glad not to return to

Djenan-el-Maqui? The mere thought of never seeing the little white house

with its cupolas and its flat roof again sent a sharp pang through her.

Pierre, with his arched eyebrows and upraised, upturned palm, "La Grande

Jeanne," Bibi, little Fatma, they had become almost a dear part of her

life.

But soon she fell into old ways of thought and of action, though she was

never, she believed, quite the same Charmian as before. She longed, as

of old, but even more strongly, to conquer the set, and this world of

pleasure-seekers and connoisseurs. But she looked upon them from the

outside, whereas before she had been inside. During her long absence she

had certainly "dropped out" a little. She realized the root indifference

of most people to those who are not perpetually before them, making a

claim to friendship. When she reappeared in London many whom she had

hitherto looked upon as friends greeted her with a casual, "Oh, are you

back after all? We thought you had quite forsaken us!" And it was

impossible for even Charmian to suppose that such a forsaking would have

been felt as a great affliction.

This recognition on her part of the small place she had held, even as

merely a charming girl, in this society, made Charmian think of

Djenan-el-Maqui with a stronger affection, but also made her long in a

new, and more ruthless way, to triumph in London, as clever wives of

great celebrities triumph. She saw Madame Sennier several times, as

usual surrounded and feted. And Madame Sennier, though she nodded and

said a few words, scarcely seemed to remember who Charmian was. Only

once did Charmian see a peculiarly keen expression in the yellow eyes as

they looked at her. That was when some mention was made of a project of

Crayford's, his intention to build a big opera house in London. Madame

Sennier had shrugged her shoulders. But as she answered, "What would be

the use? The Metropolitan has nearly killed him. Covent Garden, with

its subscription, would simply finish him off. He has moved Heaven and

earth to get Jacques' new opera either for America or England, but of

course we laughed at him. He may pretend as much as he likes, but he's

got nothing up his sleeve"--the yellow eyes had fixed themselves upon

Charmian with an intent look that was almost like a look of inquiry.

To Sennier she had only spoken twice. The first time he had forgotten

who she was. The second time he had exclaimed, "Ah, the syrups! the

greengage! and the moonlight among the passion-flowers!" and had greeted

her with effusion.

But he had never come to call on her.

She still felt a sort of fondness for him; but she understood that he

was like a child who needed perpetual petting and did not care very much

from whom it came.

The impression she received, on coming back to this world after a long

absence, was of a shifting quicksand. She also now knew absolutely how

much of a nobody she was in it.

She had returned to Africa caring for it much less, but longing much

more to conquer it and to dominate it.

On that day in October, a gorgeous day which had surely lain long in the

heart of summer, when she saw again the climbing white town on the hill,

when later she stood again in the Arab court, hearing the French voices

of the servants, the guttural chatter of Bibi and Fatma, seeing the

three gold fish making their eternal pilgrimage through the water shed

by the fountain into the marble basin, she felt an intimate thrill at

her heart. There was something here that she loved as she loved nothing

in London.

From the night when Claude and Armand Gillier had returned to Mustapha

after the visit to Constantine "the opera" had been to Charmian almost

as a living thing--a thing for which she had fought, from which she had

beaten off enemies. She thought of it as their child, Claude's and hers.

They had no other child. She did not regret that.

Claude had long ago learnt to work in his home without difficulty. The

paralysis which had beset him in Kensington had not returned. He was

inclined to believe that by constant effort he had strengthened his

will. But he had also become thoroughly accustomed to married life. And

the fact that Charmian had become accustomed to it, too, had helped him

without his being conscious of it. The embarrassment of beginnings was

gone. And something else was gone; the sense of secret combat which in

the first months of their marriage had made life so difficult to both of

them.

The man had given in to the woman. When Claude left England with

Gillier's bought libretto he was a conquered man. And this fact had

brought about a cessation of struggle and had created a sensation of

calm even in the conquered.

Every day now, when Claude went up to his room on the roof to work at

the opera, he was doing exactly what his wife wished him to do. By

degrees he had come to believe that he was also doing what he wished to

do.

He was no longer reserved about his work with Charmian. The barriers

were broken down. The wife knew what the husband was doing. They "talked

things over."

Twice during their long sojourn at Mustapha they had been visited by

Alston Lake. And now, in the first days of April, came a note from Saint

Eugene. Gillier was once more in Algeria. He had never given them a sign

of life since he had tried to buy back his libretto from them. Now he

wrote formally, saying he was paying a short visit to his family, and

asking permission to call at Djenan-el-Maqui at any hour that would suit

them. His note was addressed to Claude, who at once showed it to

Charmian.

"Of course we must let him come," Claude said.

"Of course!"

She turned the note over, twisted it in her fingers.

"How I hate him!" she said. "I can't help it. His insult to you and--"

"Don't let us go into all that again. It is so long ago."

"This letter brings it all back."

She made a grimace of disgust.

"Why should you see him?" said Claude. "Let me see him alone. You can

easily have an engagement. You are going to those theatricals at the

Hotel Continental on Friday. Let me have him here then."

"Shall I?" She glanced at Claude. "No, I'd better be here too."

"Why?"

"Oh, I don't know--but I'd better! Tell him to come on Thursday."

"Lunch?"

"Oh, no! Let us just have him in the afternoon."

Gillier came at the time appointed, and was received by Charmian, who

made a creditable effort to behave as if she were at her ease and glad

to see him. She made him sit down with her in the cosiest corner of the

drawing-room, gave him coffee and a cigarette, and promised that Claude

would come in a moment.

In the morning of that day she had persuaded Claude to let her have a

quarter of an hour alone with Gillier. He had asked her why she wanted

to be alone with a man she disliked. She had replied, "After

Constantine, don't you think you had better leave the practical part of

it to me?" Claude had reddened slightly, but he had only said, "Very

well. But I don't quite see what you mean. We have no reason to suppose

Gillier has a special purpose in coming."

"No, but I should like that quarter of an hour."

So now she and Gillier sat together in the shady drawing-room, and she

asked him about Paris and his family, and he replied with a stiff

formality which had in it something military.

Directly Charmian had looked at Gillier she had realized that he had a

definite purpose in coming. She was on the defensive, but she tried not

to show it. Presently she said:

"Have you been working--writing?"

"Yes, madame."

"Another libretto?"

"Madame," Gillier said, with a sort of icy fierceness, "I cannot believe

that you are good enough to be genuinely interested in my unsuccessful

life."

After the unpleasant scene at Djenan-el-Maqui Gillier had returned to

Paris, shut himself in, and labored almost with fury on a libretto

destined for Jacques Sennier. He had taken immense pains and trouble,

and had not spared time. At last the work had been completed, typed,

and submitted to Madame Sennier. After a week of anxious waiting Gillier

had received the libretto with the following note:

"DEAR GILLIER,--This might do very well for some unknown

genius, say Monsieur Heath, but it is no good to a man like Jacques.

Nevertheless, we believe in you still, and renew our offer. Send us

a fine libretto, _such as I know you can write_, and we will pay you

five times as much as anyone else would, on account of a royalty. We

should not mind even if _someone else_ had already tried to set it.

All we care about is to get your _best work_.

HENRIETTE SENNIER."

Gillier had torn this note up with fury. Then he had thought things over

and paid Madame Sennier a visit. It was this visit which had prompted

his return to Djenan-el-Maqui.

"But I hope it won't be unsuccessful much longer," Charmian said, with

deliberate graciousness.

"I hope so too, madame."

Something in his voice, a new tone, almost startled her. But she

continued, without any change of manner:

"We must all hope for a great success."

"We, madame?"

"You and I and my husband."

Gillier bit his moustache and looked down. A heavy gloom seemed to have

overspread him. After a moment he looked up, leaned back, as if

determined to be at his ease, and said abruptly:

"Monsieur Sennier has completed a new opera. It is to be produced at the

Metropolitan Opera House in New York some time next winter."

"Is it?"

Charmian tried to keep all expression out of her voice as she spoke.

"Since I last saw you, madame," Gillier continued, "I have managed to

get a look at the libretto."

Without knowing that she did so Charmian leaned forward quickly and

moved her hands.

"It does not approach my work, the work your husband bought from me for

only one hundred pounds, in strength and drama."

"Your libretto is splendid. Mr. Lake and I have always thought so; and

of course my husband agrees with us. But you know that."

Gillier pulled his thick moustache, looked quickly round the room, then

at his hands, which he had abruptly brought down on his knees, and then

at Charmian.

"I have reason to believe that Jacques Sennier--or rather Madame

Sennier, for she read all the libretti sent in to him, and only showed

him those she thought worth considering--that if Madame Sennier had seen

the libretto I sold to your husband Sennier would have set

mine--mine--in preference to the one he has set."

"Indeed!" said Charmian, with studied indifference.

"Yes!" he exclaimed, almost with violence.

"All this is very interesting. But I don't see what it has to do with me

and my husband. You were good enough to offer to buy back your libretto

from us last year. We refused. Our refusal--"

"Your refusal, madame! I never spoke about the matter to your husband. I

never asked him."

"Have you come here now to ask him? Is that what you mean, monsieur?"

Gillier got up, throwing his cigarette end into the brass coffee tray.

He was evidently much excited. As he stood up in front of her Charmian

thought that he looked suddenly more common, coarser. He thrust his

hands into the pockets of his black trousers.

"I must understand the position," he began.

"It is perfectly clear. Forgive me, monsieur, but I must say I think it

rather bad taste on your part to return to a subject which has been

finally disposed of and which is very disagreeable to me."

"Madame, I am here to say to you that I cannot consider it as finally

disposed of till I have discussed it with Monsieur Heath. I came here

prepared to make a proposition."

"It is useless."

"Madame, I trust that your husband is not endeavoring to avoid me."

Charmian got up and sharply clapped her hands. The Arab boy, Bibi,

appeared.

"Bibi, ask monsieur to come," she said to him in French.

"_Bieng, madame_," replied Bibi, who turned and walked softly away.

During the two or three minutes which elapsed before Claude came in

Charmian and Gillier said nothing. Gillier, who, under the influence of

excitement, was losing his veneer of good manners, moved about the room

pretending to examine the few bibelots it contained. His face was

flushed. He still kept his hands in his pockets. Charmian sat still in

her corner, watching him. She was too angry to speak. And what was there

to be said now? Although she had a good deal of will she was clever

enough to realize when its exercise would be useless. She knew that she

could do nothing more with this man. Otherwise she would not have sent

for Claude.

"_V'la, Mousou!_"

Bibi had returned and gently pointed to his master, smiling.

"_Bon jour_, Gillier!" said Claude, as the Frenchman swung round

sharply.

"_Bon jour!_"

They shook hands. Claude looked from Gillier to his wife.

"You were smoking?" he said, glancing at the tray. "Won't you have

another cigarette?"

"_Merci!_"

"Anyhow, I will."

He picked up the cigarette box.

"We haven't seen you for a long while." He lit a cigarette. "Aren't you

going to sit down?"

After a pause Gillier sat down. His eyes were fixed on Claude.

"I am glad you have come," he said. "Madame does not quite understand--"

"I understand perfectly, Monsieur Gillier," Charmian interrupted. "Pray

don't endow me with a stupidity which I don't possess."

"I prefer at any rate to explain the reason of my visit to Monsieur

Heath, madame."

"Have you come with a special object then?" said Claude.

"Yes."

"By all means tell me what it is."

"_Mon Dieu!_" said Gillier. "What is the good of a cloud of words

between two men? I want to buy back the libretto I sold to you more than

a year ago."

Charmian gazed at her husband. To her surprise his usually sensitive

face did not show her what was passing in his mind. Indeed she thought

it looked peculiarly inexpressive as he replied:

"Do you? Why?"

"Why? Because I don't think you and I are suited to work together. I

don't think we could ever make a satisfactory combination in art. This

has been my opinion ever since I was with you at Constantine."

"More than a year ago. And you only come here and say so now!"

Gillier was silent and fidgeted on the divan.

"Surely you must have some other reason?" said Claude in a very quiet,

almost unnaturally quiet voice.

"That is one reason, and an excellent one. Another is, however, that if

you will consent to sell me back my libretto I believe I could get it

taken up by a man, a composer, who is more in sympathy with me and my

artistic aims than you could ever be."

"I see. And what about all the months of work I have put in? What about

all the music I have composed? Are you here to ask me to throw it away,

or what?"

Gillier was silent.

"Surely your proposition isn't a serious one?" said Claude, still

speaking with complete self-control.

"But I say it is! I say"--Gillier raised his voice--"that it is serious.

I am a poor man, and I am sick of waiting for success. I sold my

libretto to you in a hurry, not knowing what I was doing. Now I have a

chance, a great chance, of being associated with someone who is already

famous, who would make the success of my libretto a certainty--"

"A chance, when your libretto is my property!" interrupted Claude.

"Oh, I know as well as you do that it's a hard thing to ask you to throw

away all these months of labor! I don't think I could have done it,

though in this world every man, every artist especially, must think of

himself, if it wasn't for one thing."

"And that is--?"

"Your heart isn't in the work!" said Gillier defiantly, but with a

curious air of conviction--the conviction of an acute man who had made a

discovery which could not be contested or gainsaid.

"That's not true, Monsieur Gillier!" said Charmian, with hot energy.

Claude said nothing, and Gillier continued, raising his voice:

"It is true. Your talent and mine are not fitted to be joined together,

and you are artist enough to know it as well as I do. I haven't heard

your music; but I can tell. I may be poor, I may be unknown--that

doesn't matter! I've got the instinct that doesn't lie, can't lie. If I

had known you as I do now, before I had sold my libretto, you never

should have had it, even if you had offered me five hundred pounds

instead of a hundred, and nobody else would have looked at it. With your

temperament, with your way of thinking, you'll never make a success of

it--never! I tell you that--I who am speaking to you!"

The veins in his temples swelled, and he frowned.

"Give me back my libretto and take back your money! Let me have my

chance of success. Madame--she is hard! She cares nothing! But--"

"Monsieur, I must ask you to leave my wife's name out," said Claude.

And for the first time since he had come into the room he spoke with

stern determination.

He had become very pale, and now looked strangely moved.

"I won't have her name brought in," he added. "This is my affair."

"Very well! Will you let me buy back my libretto?"

Charmian expected an instant stern refusal from her husband. But after

Gillier's question there was a prolonged pause. She wanted to break it,

to answer fiercely for Claude; but she did not dare to. For a moment

something in her husband's look and manner dominated her. For a moment

she was in subjection. She sat still staring at Claude, waiting for him

to speak. He sat looking down, and it seemed to her as if he were

wrestling as Jacob wrestled with the angel. His white forehead drew her

eyes. She was filled with fear; but when he looked up at her the fear

grew. She felt almost sick--sick with apprehension.

"Claude!" she said. "Oh, Claude!"

It seemed that his eyes had put a great question to her, and now her

voice had answered it.

Claude turned to Armand Gillier.

"Monsieur," he said, "you can't have your libretto back. It's mine, and

I'm going to keep it."

When Gillier was gone Charmian said, almost in a faltering voice, and

with none of her usual self-possession of manner:

"How--how could you bear that man's insults as you did?"

"His insults?"

"Yes."

Claude looked at her in silence. And again she was conscious of fear.

"Don't let us ever speak of this again," he answered at last.

He went away.

That day he was in his workroom till very late. He did not come to tea.

The evening fell; but he was not working on the opera. Charmian heard

him playing Bach.

* * * * *

At the end of April Alston Lake came once more to visit them.

Since those London days when they had first met him Lake had made great

progress toward the fulfilment of his ambition. His energy and will were

beginning to reap a good reward. He was making money, enough money to

live upon; but he had still to pay back his big debt to Jacob Crayford,

had still to achieve his great desire, an appearance in Grand Opera.

When he arrived at Djenan-el-Maqui he brought with him, as of old, an

infectious atmosphere of enthusiasm. With his iron will he combined a

light heart. He had none of the childishness that surprised, and

sometimes charmed, in Jacques Sennier, but much that was boyish still

pleasantly lingered with him. In him, too, there was something

courageous that inspired courage in others.

This time he announced he could stay for a month if they did not mind.

He wanted a thorough rest before the many concerts he was going to sing

at during the London season. Both Charmian and Claude were delighted.

When Claude heard of it he was silent for a moment. Then he began to

reckon.

"The thirtieth to-day, isn't it? By a month do you mean a month or four

weeks?"

"Well, four weeks, old chap!"

"That is less than a month."

"I wish it weren't. But I have to sing in London at the Bechstein Hall

early in June. So I'm running it pretty close as it is."

"May the twenty-eighth you go, then," said Claude.

"That's it. But why these higher mathematics?"

Claude only smiled and went out of the room.

"What is he up to, Mrs. Charmian?" asked Lake mystified.

"I don't know," she answered.

"Does he want to get rid of me? Is that why he was so keen to know

whether it was four weeks or a month?" said Lake, laughing.

"I am afraid that probably is it. But come up and see the flowers I've

put in your room."

"This is a little Paradise," said Lake, in his ringing baritone voice.

"Sometimes this winter in Paris, when I was all in, don't you know--"

"All in?"

"Blues."

"Oh, yes!"

"I'd think of Djenan-el-Maqui, and wish I was a composer instead of a

singer--for a fifth of a minute."

"Oh!" she said reproachfully. "Only a fifth!"

"I know. It wasn't long. But you see I'm born to sing, so I'm bound to

love it more than anything else. Making a noise--oh, it's rare!"

He opened his mouth and ran up a scale to the high A.

"I can get there pretty well now, don't you think?"

"Splendid! Your voice gets bigger and bigger!" she said, with real

enthusiasm. "But it's almost--"

He stopped her.

"I know what you're going to say; but I shall always be a baritone. If

you knew as much as I do about baritones turned into tenors, you'd say,

'Leave it alone, my boy!' and that's what I'm going to do. Now what

about these flowers? It is good to be here."

Claude did not join Alston Lake in making holiday. Indeed, Charmian

noticed that he was working much harder than usual, as if Lake's coming

had been an incentive to him.

"I don't apologize to you, Alston," he said.

"Odd if you did when I was the first to try and set you on to an opera.

Besides, you can't get ahead too fast now. There's--"

He stopped.

"Crayford'll be over this summer," he remarked, giving a casual tone to

his voice.

"Ah!" said Claude.

And the conversation dropped.

Only in the early morning, and for an hour, or an hour and a half after

lunch, did Claude intermit his labors. In the morning the three of them

rode, on good horses hired from the Vitoz stables. After lunch they sat

in the little court of the fountain, smoked and talked. Conversation

never flagged when Alston was there. His young energy bred a desire for

expression in those about him. And Charmian and Claude were now his most

intimate friends. He identified himself with them in a charming way, was

devoted to their fortunes, and assumed, without a trace of conceit,

their devotion to his. When Claude, about three o'clock, got up and went

away to his workroom Alston often went off for a stroll alone. Between

tea and dinner time, if Charmian had no engagement, she and Alston

walked together in the scented Bois de Boulogne, past "Tananarivo," or

drove down to the Jardin d'Essai, and spent an hour there near the

shimmering sea.

In these many intimate hours Charmian learnt to appreciate the chivalry

and delicacy peculiar to well-bred American men in their relations with

women. Although she and Alston were both young, and she was an

attractive woman, she felt as safe with him as if he were her brother.

His life in Paris had left him entirely unspoiled, had even left him in

possession of the characteristic and open-hearted naivete which was one

of his chief attractions, though he was quite unaware of it. She was

very happy with Alston. But often she thought of Claude, far away on the

hill, shut in, resigning all this freedom, this delicious open-air life,

which she was enjoying with his friend.

"He's working almost too hard," she said one day when they were sitting

in the Jardin d'Essai, "and he will work at night now. He never used to

do that. Don't you think he's beginning to look rather white and worn

out?"

She spoke with some anxiety.

"Sometimes he does look a bit tired," Alston allowed. "But a man's bound

to when he puts his back into a thing. And there's not much doubt as to

whether old Claude's back is in the opera. I say, Mrs. Charmian, how far

has he got exactly?"

"Practically the whole of the music is composed, I believe. It's the

orchestration that takes such a lot of time."

"Well, and how far has that got? Claude's never told me plump out.

Composers never do. And I know better than to pump them. It's

fatal--that! They simply can't stand it."

"I know. I believe the opera might be ready by the end of this year."

"Not before then?"

They looked at each other, then Charmian said:

"Oh, Alston, if you only knew how difficult it is to me to wait--to wait

and not to show any impatience to him. Sometimes--well, now and then,

I've shut myself in and cried with impatience, cried angrily. I've

wanted to bite things. One day I actually did bite a pillow."

She laughed, but her cheeks were flushed.

"It's the perpetual keeping it in that is such a torment. I know how

wicked it would be to hurry him. And he does work so hard. And I've

heard of people taking ten years over an opera. Claude only began about

a year and five months ago. He's been marvellously quick, really. But,

oh, sometimes I feel as if this suppressed impatience were making me

ill, physically and mentally, as if it were a kind of poison stealing

all through me! Can you understand?"

"Can I? You bet! I only wish the thing could be ready before Crayford

goes back to the States."

"When does he go?"

"Some time in September, I believe. He goes on the Continent after July.

Of course, July he's in London, June too. Then he has his cure at

Divonne. If only---- When do you come to London?"

Charmian suddenly grasped his arm.

"Alston, I'll keep him here, give up London, anything to have the opera

finished by the end of August!"

"Well, but the heat!"

"I don't believe it's too hot upon the hill where we are, with all those

trees. Every afternoon I expect there's a breeze from the sea. I know we

could stand it. It's only April now. That would mean four solid months

of steady work. But then?"

"I'd bring Crayford over."

"Would he come?"

"I'd make him."

"But we might--"

"No, Mrs. Charmian. He ought to hear it in Mustapha. I know him. He's a

hard business man. But he's awfully susceptible too. And then he's great

on scenic effects. Now, he's never been in Africa. Think of the glamour

of it, especially in summer, when the real Africa emerges, by Gee, in

all its blue and fire! We'd plunge him in it, you and I. That Casbah

scene--you know, the third act! I'd take him there by moonlight on a

September night--full moon--show him the women on their terraces and in

their courts, the town dropping down to the silver below, while the

native music--by Gee! We'd dazzle him, we'd spread the magic carpet for

him, we'd carry him away till he couldn't say no, till he'd be as mad on

the thing as we are!"

"Oh, Alston, if we could!"

She had caught all his enthusiasm. It seemed to her that in North Africa

Mr. Crayford could not refuse the opera. From that moment she had made

up her mind. No London season! Whatever happened, she and Claude were

going to remain at Djenan-el-Maqui till the opera was finished, finished

to the last detail. That very evening she spoke about it to Claude.

"Claudie," she said. "Are you very keen on going to London this year?"

He looked at her as if almost startled.

"I? But, surely--do you mean that you don't want to go?"

She moved her head.

"Not one little bit."

"Well, but then where do you wish to go?"

"Where? Why should we go anywhere?"

"Stay here?"

"I've come to love this little house, the garden, even those absurd

goldfish that are always looking for nothing."

"Well, but the heat!"

His voice did not sound reluctant or protesting, only a little doubtful

and surprised.

"Lots of people stay. Algiers doesn't empty of human beings, only of

travellers, because it's summer. And we are up on a height."

"That's true. And I could work on quietly."

"Absolutely undisturbed."

"The only thing is I meant to see Jernington."

Jernington was the professor with whom Claude studied orchestration in

London.

"Get him over here."

"Jernington! Why, he never leaves London!"

"Get him to for a month. We'll pay all his expenses and everything, of

course."

"How you go ahead!" he said, laughing. "You must be a twin of Alston's,

I think."

"What has got to be done can be done."

"Well, but the expense; you know, Charmian, we live right up to our

income."

"Hang the expense! Oh, as Alston would say!"

He laughed.

"You really are a marvellous wife!"

"Am I? Am I?"

"I might sound old Jernington. He'll think I'm raving mad, but still--"

"I only hope," she said, smiling and eager, "that he won't be so raving

sane as to refuse."

"But what will Madre think, not seeing you--us, I mean?"

Charmian looked grave.

"Yes, I know. But Madre has never come to see us here."

"Oh, Charmian, there could never be a cloud between Madre and us!"

"No, no, never! Still, why has she never come?"

"She really hates the sea. You know she has never in her life done more

than cross the Channel."

"Do you think that is the reason why she has never come?"

"How can I know?"

"Claude, Madre is strange sometimes. Don't you think so?"

"Strange? She is absolutely herself. She does not take anyone else's

color, if that is what you mean. I love that in her."

"So do I. Still, I think she is strange."

At this moment Alston came in and the conversation dropped. But both

husband and wife thought many times of "Madre" that day, and not without

a certain uneasiness. Was the heart of the mother with them in their

enterprise?

Charmian put that question to herself. But Claude did not put it. He

thought of Mrs. Mansfield's intense and fiery eyes. They saw far, saw

deep. He loved them, the look in them. But he must try to forget them.

He must give himself to the enthusiasm of his wife and of Alston Lake.

He sent a long telegram to Jernington, saying how difficult it was for

him to leave Mustapha, and begging Jernington to come over during the

summer so that they might work together in quiet. All expenses were to

be paid. Next day he received a telegram from Jernington: "Very

difficult is it absolutely impossible for you to come to England?"

"I'll answer that," said Charmian.

She telegraphed, "Absolutely impossible--HEATH."

In the late evening a second telegram came from Jernington: "Very well

suppose I must come--JERNINGTON."

Charmian laughed as she read it over Claude's shoulder.

"The pathos of it," she said. "Poor old Jernington! He is

horror-stricken. Bury St. Edmunds has been his farthest beat till now

except for his year in Germany. Claudie, he loves the opera or he would

never have consented to come. I felt it was a test. The opera, the

child, has stood it triumphantly. I love old Jernington. And he is a

first-rate critic, isn't he?"

"Of orchestration, certainly."

"That's half the battle in an opera. I feel so happy. Let us have an

audition to-night!"

"All right," he said.

"And play us an act right through; the first act. Alston has only heard

it in bits."

"I don't really care for anyone to hear it yet," Claude said, with

obvious reluctance.

Yet he desired a verdict--of praise. He longed for encouragement. In old

days, when he had composed for himself, he had felt indifferent to that.

But now he was working on something which was planned, which was being

executed, with the intention to strike upon the imagination of a big

public. He was no longer indifferent. He was secretly anxious. He longed

to be told that what he was doing was good.

That evening he was genuinely warmed by the enthusiasm of his wife and

of Alston.

"And surely," he said to himself, "they would be inclined to be more

critical than others, to be hypercritical."

He forgot that in some natures desire creates conviction.

On the last day of Alston's visit Charmian and he understood why

Claude's mathematical powers had been brought to bear on the question of

its exact duration. Claude himself explained with rather a rueful face.

"I hoped--I thought if you were going to stay for the extra days I might

possibly have the finale of the opera finished. Even when you told me

your month meant four weeks I thought I would have a tremendous try to

complete it. Well, I have had a tremendous try. But I've failed. I must

have two more weeks, I believe, before I conquer the monster."

He was looking very pale, had dark rings under his eyes, and moved his

hands nervously while he was speaking.

"That was it!" exclaimed Alston.

"Yes, that was it."

Charmian and Alston exchanged a quick glance.

"When you've done the finale," Alston said, with the firmness of one who

spoke with permission, even perhaps by special request, "will the opera

be practically finished?"

"Finished? Good Heavens, no!"

"Well, but if it's the finale of the whole opera?" said Charmian.

"I've got bits here and there to do, and a lot to re-do."

Again Charmian and the American exchanged glances.

"I say, old chap," said Alston. "You read Balzac, don't you?"

"Of course. But what has that to do with the opera?"

"Did you ever read that story of his about a painter who was always

striving to attain perfection, could never let a picture alone, was for

ever adding new touches, painting details out and other details in? One

day he called in his friends to see his masterpiece. When they came they

found a mere mess of paint representing nothing."

"Well?" said Claude, rather stiffly.

"You've got a splendid talent. I hope you're going to trust it."

Claude said nothing, and Alston, in his easy, almost boyish way, glanced

off to some other topic. But before he started for England he said to

Charmian:

"Do watch him a bit if you can, Mrs. Charmian, for over-elaboration.

Don't let him work it to death, I mean, till all the spontaneity is

gone. I believe that's a danger with him. Somehow I think he lacks

complete confidence in himself."

"You see it's the first time he has ever tried to do an opera."

"I know. It's natural enough. But do watch out for over-elaboration."

"I'll try to. But I have to be very careful with Claude."

"How d'you mean exactly?"

"He can be very reserved."

"Yes, but you know how to take him. And--well--we can't let the opera be

anything but a big success, can we?"

If Claude had heard that "we!"

"I say, shall we walk around the garden?" Alston added, after a pause.

"It isn't quite time to go, and I want to talk over things before Claude

comes down to see the last of me."

"Yes, yes."

They went out, and descended the steps from the terrace.

"I wanted to tell you, Mrs. Charmian, that I'm going to bring Crayford

over whatever happens, whether the opera's done or not. There's heaps

ready for him to judge by. And you must read him the libretto."

"I?" exclaimed Charmian, startled.

"Yes, you. Study it up! Recite it to yourself. Learn to give it all and

more than its value. That libretto is going to catch hold of Crayford

right away, if you read it, and read it well."

When she had recovered from her first shock of surprise Charmian felt

radiantly happy. She had something to do. Alston, with his shrewd

outlook, was bringing her a step farther into this enterprise. He was

right. She remembered Crayford. A woman should read him the libretto,

and in a _decor_--swiftly her imagination began to work. The _decor_

should be perfection; and her gown!

"How clever of you to think of that, Alston!" she exclaimed. "I'll study

as if I were going to be an actress."

"That's the proposition! By Jove, you and I understand each other over

this. I know Crayford by heart. We've got to what the French call

'_eblouir_' him when we get him here. We must play upon him with the

scenery proposition; what he can do in the way of wonderful new stage

effects. When we've got him thoroughly worked up over the libretto and

the scenery prop., we'll begin to let him hear the music, but not a

moment before. We can't be too careful, Mrs. Charmian. Crayford's a man

who doesn't start going in a hurry on newly laid rails. He wants to test

every sleeper pretty nearly. But once get him going, and the evening

express from New York City to Chicago isn't in it with him. Now you and

I have got to get him started before ever he comes to old Claude. In

fact--"

He paused, put one finger to his firm round chin.

"But we can decide that a bit later on."

"That? What, Alston?"

"I was going to say it might be as well to get Claude out of the way for

a day or two while we start on old Crayford here. I suppose it could be

managed somehow?"

"Alston--" Charmian stopped on the path between the geraniums. "Anything

can be managed that will help to persuade Mr. Crayford to accept

Claude's opera."

"Right you are. That's talking! I'll think it all over and let you

know."

"Oh," she exclaimed. "How I wish the end of August was here! You'll be

in London. All your time will be filled up. You'll be singing, being

applauded, _getting on_. And I have to sit here, and wait--wait."

"You'll be studying the libretto."

"So I shall!"

She sent him a grateful look.

"What a good friend you are to us, Alston!" she said, and there was

heart at that moment in her voice.

"And haven't you been good friends to me? What about the studio? What

about the Prophet's Chamber? Why, you've given me a sort of a home and

family, you and old Claude. I can tell you I've often felt lonesome in

Europe, I've often felt all in, right away from everybody, and my Dad

trying to starve me out, and all my people dead against what I was

doing. Since I've known you, well, I've felt quite bully in comparison

with what it used to be. Claude's success and yours, it's just going to

be my success too. And that's all there is to it."

He wrung her hand and shouted for Claude.

It was nearly time for him to go.

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