On the following Sunday night at ten o'clock Max Elliot gave one of his
musical parties.
Delia had long since emerged from her rest cure, but was still suffering
severely from its after-effects. It had completely broken her down, poor
thing. The large quantities of "Marella" which she had imbibed had
poisoned the system. The Swedish massage had made her bulky. And the
prohibition as to letters had so severely shaken her nerve ganglions
that she had been forced to seek the strengthening air of an expensive
Swiss altitude, from which she had only just returned by way of Paris,
where she had been nearly finished off by the dressmakers. However,
being a woman of courage, she was down in peach color, with a pale
turquoise-blue waist-belt, to receive her guests and to help to make
things cheery. And she devoured condolences with an excellent appetite.
"Whatever you do, never touch 'Marella'!" she was saying in her quick,
light voice as Mrs. Mansfield and Charmian came into the music-room.
"It's poison. It turns everything to I forget what, but something that
develops the microbes instead of destroying them. I nearly died of it.
Ah, Violet! Don't let Charmian be massaged by a Swede. It will ruin her
figure. I've had to starve in Switzerland, or I couldn't have got into
any of my new gowns. There's nothing so fatal as a rest cure. It sets
every nerve on edge. The terrible monotony, and not knowing whether
those one loves are alive or dead, whether the Government's gone out, or
if there's a new King, or anything. Quite unnatural! It unfits one to
face life and cope with one's friends. But Max would make me. Dear old
Max! He's such a faddist. Men are the real faddists. I'll tell you about
a marvellous new Arab remedy presently. I heard about it in Paris. We
are going to have a lot of music in a minute. Yes, yes!"
She spoke rapidly, looking about the room and seldom hearing what was
said to her. Perpetual society had destroyed in her all continuity of
mind. Ever since she could remember she had forgotten how to listen. She
wanted to see, hear, know everybody, everything. Her mind hovered on the
horizon, her restless and pale-blue eyes sought the farthest corners of
the chamber to see what was happening in them, while she spoke to those
within a foot or two of her. She laughed at jokes she did not catch or
want to catch. She replied to questions she had divined by the
expression on a face while she was glancing over the head it belonged
to. She asked for information and travelled away ere it was given. Yet
many people liked her. She was one of those very fair and small women
who always look years younger than almost anyone really is, was full of
vague charm, was kind, not stupid, and a good little thing, had two
children and was only concentrated when at the dressmaker's or trying on
hats.
Max was devoted to her and rejoiced in spoiling her. He was one of those
men who like to have a butterfly in the room with them.
Mrs. Mansfield never tried to talk to Delia in a crowd, and she and
Charmian went on into the big room. It was already full of people, many
of whom were sitting on chairs grouped about the dais on which was the
piano, while others stood about, and still others looked down upon the
throng from recessed balconies, gained from a hidden corridor with which
the main staircase of the house communicated.
Charmian saw Mrs. Shiffney not far off, talking and laughing with a
great portrait painter, who looked like a burly farmer, and with a
renowned operatic baritone, whose voice had left him in the prime of his
life and who now gave singing lessons, and tried to fight down the
genius which was in him and to which he could no longer give expression.
He had a pale, large, and cruel face, and gray eyes that had become
sinister since the disaster which had overtaken him. Near this group
were three men, a musical critic, Paul Lane, and a famous English
composer, prop and stay of provincial festivals. The composer was
handsome, with merry eyes and a hearty laugh which seemed to proclaim
"Sanity! Sanity! Sanity! Don't be afraid of the composer!" The critic
was tall, gay, and energetic, and also looked--indeed, seemed to mean
to look--a thorough good fellow who had a hatred of shams. Lane, pale
and discontented, had an air of being out of place in their company.
Pretty women were everywhere, and there were many young and very smart
men. On a sofa close to Charmian a degagee-looking Duchess was telling a
"darkie" story to a lively and debonair writer, who was finding his
story to cap it while he listened and smiled. Just beyond them were two
impertinent and picturesquely dressed girls, sisters, whom Charmian knew
intimately and met at almost every party she went to. One of them, who
wore gold laurel leaves in her dark hair, made a little face at
Charmian, which seemed to express a satirical welcome and the promise of
sarcasm when they should be near enough to talk. The other was being
prettily absurd with an excellent match. Close to the piano stood a very
beautiful woman dressed in black, without jewels or gloves, who had an
exquisite profile, hollow cheeks and haggard but lovely brown eyes. She
was talking to several people who were gathered about her, and never
smiled. It was impossible to imagine that she could ever smile. Her name
was Lady Mildred Burnington, and she was an admirable amateur violinist,
married to Admiral Sir Hilary Burnington, one of the Sea Lords. Max
Elliot was in the distance, talking eagerly in the midst of a group of
musicians. A tall singer, a woman from the Paris Opera Comique, stood by
him with her right hand on his arm, as if she wanted to interrupt him.
She was deathly pale, with hair like the night, ebon, and a face almost
as exaggeratedly expressive as a tragic pierrot's. People pointed her
out as Millie Deans, a Southern American never yet heard in London. She
spoke to Max Elliot, then looked round the room, with sultry, defiant
and yet anxious eyes.
As if in answer to Millie Deans's words, Max Elliot moved away with her,
and took her through the throng to Mrs. Shiffney, who turned round with
her movement of the shoulders as they came up. Charmian, watching, saw
Mrs. Shiffney's gay and careless smile, the piercing light in her eyes
as she looked swiftly at the singer, who faced her with a tragic and
determined expression. The portrait painter stood by, with his rather
protruding eyes fixed on Miss Deans.
As Charmian glanced round at the crowd and spoke to one person and
another she was seized again by her horror of being one of the unknown
lives. She saw many celebrities. She yearned to be numbered among them.
If she could even be as Mrs. Shiffney, an arbiter of taste, a setter of
fashions in admiration; if she could see people look at her, as Millie
Deans looked at Mrs. Shiffney, with the hard determination to win her
over to their side in the battle of art, she thought she could be happy.
But to be nobody, "that pretty little Charmian," "that graceful Charmian
Mansfield, but she's not half as clever as her mother"! To-night she
felt as if she could not bear it.
Mrs. Shiffney had turned away from the singer, and now her eyes rested
on Charmian. She nodded and smiled and made a beckoning motion with her
left hand. But at this moment a singer and composer, half Spanish, half
nobody knew what, who called himself Ferdinand Rades, sat down before
the piano with a lighted cigarette in his mouth and struck a few soft
chords, looking about him with a sort of sad and languid insolence and
frowning till his thick eyebrows came down to make a penthouse roof
above his jet black eyes.
"Hush--hush, please!" said Max Elliot, loudly. "'Sh--'sh--'sh! Monsieur
Rades is going to sing."
He bent to Rades.
"What is it? Monsieur Rades will sing _Le Moulin_, and _Le Retour de
Madame Blague_."
There was a ripple of applause, and Mrs. Shiffney hastily made her way
to a chair just in front of the piano, sat down on it, and gazed at
Rades, who turned and stared at her. Then, taking the cigarette from his
mouth, he sang _Le Moulin_ at her, leaning back, swaying and moving his
thick eyebrows. It was a sad song, full of autumnal atmosphere, a
delicate and sensual caress of sorrow. The handsome composer and the
lusty musical critic listened to it, watched the singer with a sort of
bland contempt. But when he threw away his cigarette and sang _Le Retour
de Madame Blague_, an outrageous trifle, full of biting esprit and
insolent wit, with a refrain like the hum of Paris by night, and a long
_bouche fermee_ effect at the end, even they joined in the laughter and
the applause, though with a certain reluctance, as if, in doing so, they
half feared to descend into a gutter where slippery and slimy things
made their abode.
Mrs. Shiffney got up and begged Ferdinand to sing again, mentioning
several songs by name. He shook his head, letting his apparently
boneless and square-nailed hands stray about over the piano all the time
she was speaking to him.
"_Non, non! Ce soir non! Impossible!_"
"Then sing _Petite Fille de Tombouctou_!" she exclaimed at last.
And before he could answer she turned round, smiling, and said: "_Petite
Fille de Tombouctou_."
There was a murmur of delight, and the impertinent girl with laurel
leaves in her dark hair suddenly looked exotic and full of languors. And
Charmian thought of the yacht. Had Mrs. Shiffney received Claude Heath's
answer yet? He was to make up his mind on Sunday. Rades was singing. His
accompaniment was almost terribly rhythmical, with a suggestion of the
little drums that the black men love. She saw fierce red flowers while
he sang, strange alleys with houses like huts, trees standing stiffly in
a blaze of heat, sand, limbs the color of slate. The sound of the
curious voice had become Eastern, the look in the insolent black eyes
Eastern. There seemed to be an odd intoxication in the face, pale,
impassive, and unrighteous, as if the effects of a drug were beginning
to steal upon the senses. And the white, square-nailed hands beat gently
upon the piano till many people, unconsciously, began to sway ever so
little to and fro. An angry look came into Millie Deans's eyes, and when
the last drum throb died away and the little girl of Tombouctou slept
for ever in the sand, slain by her Prince of Darkness, for a reason that
seemed absurdly inadequate to the British composer who was a prop of the
provincial festivals, but quite adequate to almost every woman in the
room, her mouth set in a hardness that was almost menacing.
After ten minutes' conversation an English soprano sang Bach's _Heart
Ever Faithful_. Variety was always welcomed at the parties in Cadogan
Square.
"Glorious, old chap!" said the British composer. "We've come up into
God's air now."
The critic swung his right arm like a man who enjoyed bowling practice
at the nets.
"Lung exercise! Lung exercise!" he breathed. "And that drop at the end!
What a stroke of genius!"
Mrs. Shiffney had disappeared with Rades. She loved Bach--in the supper
room. In the general movement which took place when the soprano had left
the dais, escorted by Max Elliot, to have a glass of something, Charmian
found herself beside Margot Drake, the girl with the laurel leaves.
Margot and her sister Kit were extremely well known in London. Their
father was a very rich iron-master, a self-made man, who had been
created a Baronet and had married an ultra-aristocratic woman, the
beautiful Miss Enid Blensover, related to half the Peerage. The blend
had resulted in the two girls, who were certainly anything rather than
ordinary. They were half Blensovers and half Drakes: delicate, languid,
hot-house plants; shrewd, almost coarse, and pushing growths, hardy and
bold, and inclined to be impudent. In appearance they resembled their
mother, and they had often much of her enervated and almost decaying
manner. Her beauty was of the dropping-to-pieces type, bound together by
wonderful clothes of a fashion peculiar to herself and very effective.
But they had the energy, the ruthlessness, and the indifference to
opinion of their father, and loved to startle the world he had won for
himself. They were shameless, ultra-smart, with a sort of
half-condescending passion for upper Bohemia. And as neither their
mother nor they cared about anybody's private life or morals, provided
the sinner was celebrated, lovely, or amusing, they knew intimately,
even to calling by Christian names, all sorts of singers, actresses,
dancers, sculptors, writers, and painters, who were never received in
any sort of good society on the Continent or in America. London's
notorious carelessness in such matters was led gaily by their mother and
by them. Their house in Park Lane was popularly known as "the ragbag,"
and they were perpetually under the spell of some rage of the moment.
Now they were twin Bacchantes, influenced by a Siberian dancer at the
Palace; now curiously Eastern, captured by a Nautch girl whom they had
come to know in Paris. For a time they were Japanese, when the
Criterion opened its doors to a passionate doll from Yokohama, who
became their bosom friend. Italy touched them with the lovely hands of
La Divina Carlotta, our lady of tears from a slum of Naples. The
Sicilians turned them to fire and the Swedish singers to snow. At this
moment Margot was inclined to be classic, caught by a plastic poseuse
from Athens, who, attired solely in gold-leaf, was giving exhibitions at
the Hippodrome to the despair of Mrs. Grundy. And Kit was waiting for a
new lead and marking time in the newest creations from Paris.
"Charmian, come and sit down for just a moment! Run away and play, Lord
Mark!"
"With whom?" said a handsome boy plaintively.
"With Jenny Smythe, with Lady Dolly, anyone who can play pretty. Come
back in ten minutes and I'll be bothered with you again--perhaps. Let's
sit here, Charmian. Wasn't the _Fille_ too perfect? But the Bach was
like the hewing of wood and the drawing of water. Max shouldn't have
allowed it. What do you think of my gold gown?"
"It's lovely!"
"The Greeks knew everything and we know nothing. This dress hangs in
such a calm way that one can't be anything but classic in it. Since I've
known the Persephone I've learnt how to live. You must go to the
Hippodrome. But what's all this about your going yachting with the
Adelaide and an extraordinary Cornish genius? What's the matter?"
The last words came out in a suddenly business-like and almost self-made
voice, and Margot's deep eyes, full hitherto of a conscious calm,
supposed to be Greek, abruptly darted questioning fires which might have
sprung from a modern hussy.
"D'you like him so much?" continued Margot, before Charmian had time to
answer.
"You're making a great mistake," said Charmian, with airy dignity. "I
was only surprised to hear that Claude Heath was coming. I didn't know
it. I understood he had refused to come. He always refuses everything.
How did you hear of him?"
"The Adelaide has been talking about him. She says he's a genius who
hates the evil world, and will only know her and your mother, and that
he's going with her and you and Max Elliot to the Greek Isles on one
condition--that nobody else is to be asked and that he is to be
introduced to no one. If it's really the Greek Isles, I think I ought to
be taken. I told the Adelaide so, but she said Claude Heath would rather
die than have a girl like me with him on the yacht."
"So he really has accepted?"
"Evidently. Now you don't look pleased."
"Mr. Heath's Madretta's friend, not mine," said Charmian.
"Really? Then your mother should go to Greece. Why did the Adelaide ask
you?"
"I can't imagine."
"Now, Charmian!"
"I assure you, Margot, I was amazed at being asked."
"But you accepted."
"I wanted to get out of this weather."
"With a Cornish genius?"
"Mr. Heath only looks at middle-aged married women," said Charmian. "I
think he has a horror of girls. He and I don't get on at all."
"What is he like?"
"Plain and gaunt."
"Is his music really so wonderful?"
"I've never heard a note of it."
"Hasn't your mother?"
With difficulty Charmian kept a displeased look out of her face as she
answered sweetly:
"Once, I think. But she has said very little about it."
At this moment the tragic mask of Miss Deans was seen in a doorway, and
Margot got up quickly.
"There's that darling Millie from Paris!"
"Who? Where?"
"Millie Deans, the only real actress on the operatic stage. Until you've
seen her in _Crepe de Chine_ you've never seen opera as it ought to be.
Millie! Millie!"
She went rather aggressively toward Miss Deans, forgetting her calm gown
for the moment.
So Claude Heath had accepted. Charmian concluded this from Margot
Drake's remarks. No doubt Mrs. Shiffney had received his answer that
day. She loved giving people the impression that she was adventurous and
knew strange and wonderful beings who wouldn't know anyone else. So she
had not been able to keep silence about Claude Heath and the Greek
Isles. Charmian's heart bounded. The peculiar singing of Ferdinand
Rades, which had upon hearers much of the effect made upon readers by
the books of Pierre Loti, had excited and quickened her imagination.
Secretly Charmian was romantic, though she seldom seemed so. She longed
after wonders, and was dissatisfied with the usual. Yet she was capable
of expecting wonders to conform to a standard to which she was
accustomed. There was much conventionality in her, though she did not
know it. "The Brighton tradition" was not a mere phrase in her mother's
mouth. Laughingly said it contained, nevertheless, particles of truth.
But at this moment it seemed far away from Charmian, quite foreign to
her. The Greek Isles and--
Millie Deans had stepped upon the dais, accompanied by a very thin,
hectic French boy, who sat down at the piano. But she did not seem
inclined to sing. She looked round, glanced at the hectic boy, folded
her hands in front of her, and waited. Max Elliot approached with his
genial air and spoke to her. She answered, putting her dead-white face
close to his. He also looked round the room, then hurried out. There was
a pause.
"What is it?" people murmured, turning their heads.
Paul Lane bent down and said to the degagee Duchess:
"She won't sing till Mr. Brett, of the opera, comes."
His lips curled in a sarcastic smile.
"What a fuss they all make about themselves!" returned the Duchess.
"It's a hard face."
"Millie's? She's in a violent temper. You'll see; until Mr. Brett comes
she won't open her mouth."
Miss Deans stood rigid, with her hands always crossed in front of her
and her eyes watching the door. The boy at the piano moved his hands
over the keys without producing any sound. There was the ripple of a
laugh, and Mrs. Shiffney came carelessly in with Rades, followed by a
small, stout man, Mr. Brett, and Max Elliot. When he saw Miss Deans the
stout man looked humorously sarcastic. Max Elliot wanted Mrs. Shiffney
to come near to the dais, but she refused, and sat down by the door.
Rades whispered to her and she laughed again. Max Elliot went close to
Millie Deans. She frowned at her accompanist, who began to play, looking
sensitive. Mr. Brett leaned against the wall looking critical.
Charmian was in one of the balconies now with a young man. She saw her
mother opposite to her with Sir Hilary Burnington, looking down on the
singer and the crowd, and she thought her mother must have heard
something very sad. Millie Deans sang an aria of Mozart in a fine,
steady, and warm soprano voice. Then she sang two _morceaux_ from the
filmy opera, _Crepe de Chine_, by a young Frenchman, which she had
helped to make the rage of Paris. Her eyes were often on Mr. Brett,
commanding him to be favorable, yet pleading with him too.
As Mrs. Mansfield looked down she was feeling sad. The crowded room
beneath her was a small epitome of the world to which talent and genius
are flung, to be kissed or torn to pieces, perhaps to be kissed then
torn to pieces. And too often the listeners felt that they were superior
to those they listened to, because to them an appeal was made, because
they were in the position of judges. "Do we like her? Shall we take
her?" Many faces expressed such questions as this strange-looking woman
sang. "What does Mr. Brett think of her?" and eyes turned toward the
stout man leaning against the wall.
Did not Claude Heath do well to keep out of it all?
The question passed through Mrs. Mansfield's mind as she felt the
humiliation of the yoke which the world fastens on the artist's neck.
She had come to care for Heath almost a little jealously, but quite
unselfishly. She was able to care unselfishly, because she had given all
of herself that was passionate long ago to the man who was dead. Never
again could she be in love. Never again could she desire the closest
relation woman can be in with man. But she felt protective toward Heath.
She had the strong instinct, to shelter his young austerity, his
curious talent, his reserve, and his sensitiveness. And she was thinking
now, "If he goes yachting with Adelaide! If he allows Max to exploit
him! If he becomes known, perhaps the fashion, even the rage! And if
they get sick of him?" Yet what is talent for? Why is it given to any
man? Surely to be used, displayed, bestowed.
There was a hard and cruel expression on many of the listening faces
below. Singers were there, appraising; professional critics coldly
judging, jaded, sated, because they had heard too much of the wonderful
sounds of the world; men like Paul Lane, by temperament inclined to
sneer and condemn; women who loved to be in camps and whose idea of
setting an artist on high was to tear all other artists down.
Battlefields! Battlefields! Mrs. Mansfield was painfully conscious that
the last thing to be found in any circle of life is peace. Too often
there was poison in the cup which the artist had to drink. Too often to
attract the gaze of the world was to attract and concentrate many of the
floating hatreds of the world. The little old house near Petersburg
Place was a quiet refuge. Mrs. Searle, a kindly dragon, kept the door.
Yellow-haired Fan was the fairy within. The faded curtains of orange
color shut out very much that was black and horrid. And there the Kings
of the East passed by. But there, also, the sea was as the blood of a
dead man.
"Well, what do you think of her?" Sir Hilary was speaking.
He had a face like a fairly good-natured bulldog, and, like the bulldog,
looked as if, once fastened on an enemy, he would not easily be
detached.
"I think it's a very beautiful voice and remarkably trained."
"Do you? Well, now I don't think she's a patch on Dantini."
The Admiral was wholly unmusical, but, having married an accomplished
violinist, he was inclined to lay down the law about music.
"Don't you?"
"No, I don't. No lightness, no agility; too heavy."
"There are holes in her voice," observed a stout musical critic
standing beside him. "The middle register is all wrong."
"That's it," said the Admiral, snapping his jaws. "Holes in the voice
and the--the what you may call it all wrong."
"I wonder what Adelaide Shiffney thinks?" said a small, dark, and
shrewish-looking woman just behind them. "I must go and find out."
"My wife won't have her. I'm dead certain of that," said the Admiral.
"She ought to start again with De Reszke," said the musical critic,
puffing out his fat cheeks and looking suddenly like a fish.
"Well, I must go down. It's getting late," said Mrs. Mansfield.
"It isn't a real soprano," said someone in a husky voice. "It's a
forced-up mezzo."
Beneath them Millie Deans was standing by Mrs. Shiffney, who was saying:
"Charming! No, I haven't heard _Crepe de Chine_. I don't care much for
Fournier's music. He imitates the Russians. Such a pity! Are you really
going back to-morrow? Good-bye, then! Now, Rades, be amiable! Give us
_Enigme_." Mr. Brett had disappeared.
"No, Mr. Elliot, it's no use talking to me, not a bit of use!" Millie
Deans exclaimed vehemently in the hall as Rades began _Enigme_ in his
most velvety voice. "London has no taste, it has only fashions. In Paris
that man is not a singer at all. He is merely a _diseur_. No one would
dream of putting him in a programme with me."
"But, my dear Miss Deans, you knew he was singing to-night. And my
programmes are always eclectic. There is no intention--"
"I don't know anything about eplectic," said Millie Deans, whose
education was one-sided, but who had temperament and talent, and also a
very strong temper. "But I do know that Mr. Brett, who seems to rule you
all here, is as ignorant of music as--as a carp, isn't it? Isn't it, I
say!"
"I daresay it is. But, my dear Miss Deans, people were delighted. You
will come back, you--"
"Never! He means to keep me out. I can see it. He has that Dantini in
his pocket. A woman with a voice like a dwarf in a gramophone!"
At this moment, perhaps fortunately, Miss Deans's hired electric
brougham came up, and Max Elliot got rid of her.
Although she had lost her temper Miss Deans had not lost her shrewdness.
Mr. Brett shrugged his shoulders and confessed that the talent of Miss
Deans did not appeal to him.
"Her singing bored me," was the verdict of Mrs. Shiffney.
And many of Max Elliot's guests found that they had been subject to a
similar ennui when the American was singing.
"Poor woman!" thought Mrs. Mansfield, who was unprejudiced, and who,
with Max Elliot and other genuine musicians, recognized the gifts of
Miss Deans.
And again her mind went to Claude Heath.
"Better to keep out of it! Better to keep out of it!" a voice said
within her.
And apparently Heath was of one mind with her on this matter.
As Mrs. Mansfield and Charmian were going away they met Mrs. Shiffney in
the hall with Ferdinand, who was holding her cloak.
"Oh, Charmian!" she said, turning quickly, with the cloak over one of
her broad shoulders. "I heard from Claude Heath to-day."
"Did you?" said Charmian languidly, looking about her at the crowd.
"Yes. He can't come. His mother's got a cold and he doesn't like to
leave her, or something. And he's working very hard on a composition
that nobody is ever to hear. And--I forget what else. But there were
four sides of excuses."
She laughed.
"Poor boy! He hasn't much savoir-faire. Good-night! I'll let you know
when we start."
Her eyes pierced Charmian.
"Come, Ferdinand! No, you get in first. I hate being passed and trodden
on when once I'm in, and I take up so much room."
That night, when Charmian was safely in her bedroom and had locked the
door against imaginary intruders, she cried, bitterly, impetuously:
"If only Rades had not sung _Petite Fille de Tombouctou_!"
That song seemed to have put the finishing touch to desires which would
never be gratified. Charmian could not have explained why. But such
music was cruel when life went wrong.
"Why won't he come? Why won't he come?" she murmured angrily.
Then she looked at herself in the glass, and thought she realized that
from the first she had hated Claude Heath.