My second youngest girl, about four years of age, had joined us, and,

falling down on her knees, kissed the foundling's cheeks all over. In

fact, the news spread all over the manse in less than no time; and I had

my two eldest boys--then preparing for school--my eldest daughter, and

the two maid-servants, all tumbling into the parlour in a world of

amazement. My wife, however, having recovered from her first surprise

and burst of natural affection, began, very naturally, to speculate

about the parentage of the uninvited visitant. She examined its dress;

and, amongst other discoveries, found a piece of paper attached to the

body of the frock, inscribed with these words, in a plain printed

hand--"I am not what I seem. My name is Phebe." On searching a little

more particularly, a hundred-pound note was found stitched into a small

purse or bag, suspended from the infant's neck. We were all amazement.

My wife was all at once persuaded that the infant must be the offspring

of some lady of high quality, and that, by keeping her in our family, we

should be absolutely enriched by presents of hundred-pound notes every

other morning. She seemed to look upon poor Phebe as the philosopher's

stone, and thought that gold would, in future, be as plentiful in our

house as brass coinage had hitherto been. But who could be the mother of

this pretty, sweet, dear, darling, lovely child? Could it be--and she

whispered me knowingly in the ear; but I shook my head, and looked

equally knowing. Could it be Lady M----? I looked incredulity, and my

wife pushed her speculations no further. By this time my oldest daughter

had arranged Phebe's dress, and made all snug; and the poor little

infant gave audible intimation of a desire for food. What was to be

done? This question occupied us for about a quarter of an hour, when we

at last recollected that Lord C----'s gardener's wife had yesterday

buried her infant. She was immediately sent for, and, having no children

of her own, agreed, after some persuasion and the promise of a handsome

reward, to suckle poor Phebe. It was, indeed, beautifully interesting to

observe how Phebe's little hands wandered over the source of her

sustenance, and seemed to say, as plainly as hands could speak it, "I

have you now, and will not part with you again." Phebe grew--opened her

sweet blue eyes--smiled--and won all hearts in the course of a month.

But she was still a heathen, or, in other words, unbaptised; and, after

consulting the session, whom I advertised of all the circumstances, it

was agreed that the gardener's wife should take the vows, and name the

child. We all wept at the christening; there was something so unusual

and overpowering, so mysterious and exciting, in the whole transaction.

My wife suggested that she should be called "Phebe Monday," that being

the day on which she was found; but, somehow or other, I disliked the

combination of sounds exceedingly; and at last, at the suggestion of the

nurse-mother, we affixed Fortune to her Christian designation; and,

after the ceremony, which was performed in the gardener's house, we

drank a glass of ginger wine to the health and long life of little Phebe

Fortune, the foundling. Through the kindness of Lord C----, I had the

privilege of walking when I chose in his extensive gardens and

pleasure-grounds, which were in my parish, and adjoining to the manse;

and it was on one of the smooth-rolled grass walks of this garden that I

conducted little Phebe's first steps, when she put down her little foot

for the first time, and stood almost erect on the grass. Oh, how the

little doll screamed and chuckled as she tumbled over and rolled about;

ever and anon stretching out her little hand, and asking, as it were, my

assistance in aiding her inexperience and weakness. However, "_Tentando

fimus fabri_," by effort, frequently repeated, success is at last

secured; and Phebe at last flew off from me like an arrow, and, like an

arrow, too, alighted head foremost on the soft sward. Phebe won all

hearts when she began to syllable people's names. Me she called

"minny-man;" my wife, "minny-man-minny;" and her own nurse, "mother, ma,

ma, bonny ma! guid ma!" Year rolled on after year, and little Phebe was

the talk of all the country round. People passing on the highroad

stopped and spoke to her. Phebe used often to visit the manse, and to

play with my youngest daughter, only a few months younger than herself,

whilst I have often sat in my elbow chair, called in the family "Snug,"

and said to myself, "I am sure I cannot tell which of these children I

am most attached to." All the features and properties of little Phebe

were aristocratic: beautiful feet and anckles; small, little plump

hands, and finely-tapered fingers; an eye of the purest water and the

most noble expression, beaming through a curtain of deep blue, under a

canopy of the finest auburn; a brow, nose, lips, and chin, all

exquisitely formed and proportioned. No child in the neighbourhood could

be compared with Phebe. Even my wife, prejudiced as she naturally was in

favour of her own offspring, used sometimes to say--"Our Jessie looks

well enough; but that child Phebe is a pear of another tree." To this I

readily assented, as I had no inclination to hint either the identity of

the tree or the affinity of the fruit.

One day I was walking with little Phebe (who had now attained her

seventh year, and exhausted the last penny of the hundred pounds) in my

own little garden--we were quite alone, when the girl all at once

stopped her playfulness (for she was now a very lark), and, taking a

hold of my hand, pulled me gently, nothing loath, into an adjoining

little arbour: after I was seated, and Phebe had taken her wonted

station betwixt my knees, reserving either knee for future convenience,

the little angel looked up in my face so innocently and so sweetly,

saying--

"You are Jessie's pa, are not you?"

"Yes," I replied, "my dear child, I am."

"But where is my pa? have I no pa? Gardener says you know all about it."

I regretted exceedingly that anything should have passed betwixt the

foster-parents and their charge upon the subject; but, since it was so,

I judged it best at once to tell the child the truth, the whole truth,

and nothing but the truth. Phebe looked me most intently in the face as

I proceeded; and when I had finished by kissing her, and assuring her

that whilst I lived she should never want a pa, the poor dear burst into

tears, exclaiming, in an accent of complete misery--

"No pa! no ma! Everybody has pa's and ma's but Phebe. Dear, dear

minny"--a term by which she still addressed me--"can you not tell me

anything about my own ma?"

I assured her that I could not, having not the least information on the

subject.

"Maybe she's dead"--and here again her feelings overcame her, and she

laid her head on my knee, with all its luxuriant tresses; and I felt the

tears warm on my person.

From this day Phebe Fortune became a different child. Even at an

early age she had learned to think; but had been hitherto very averse to

learning, or school education. She was henceforth diligent and

attentive, making rapid progress in reading, writing, and accounts. Her

foster-mother taught her sewing; and little Phebe, by the time she was

eleven years old, was quite accomplished in all the necessary and useful

parts of a female education. But, alas! the instability of human

affairs!--poor Phebe caught a fever, which she communicated to her

foster-mother, and which occasioned _her_ death in a few weeks, whilst

Phebe slowly recovered. The gardener's heart was broken--he had long

been subject to occasional fits of low spirits. Whether from accident or

not was never fully ascertained, nor even closely investigated; but he

was found one morning drowned, in a pond of water which ornamented the

east corner of the garden ground. As my own family was numerous, and my

stipend limited, I behoved to endeavour to place Phebe in some way of

doing for herself--still hoping, however, that time ere long would

withdraw the veil, and discover the sunny side of Phebe Fortune's

history. Seldom did a carriage pass the manse by the king's highway,

that my wife did not conjecture that it might perhaps stop at the bottom

of the avenue, and emit a fine lady, with fine manners and a genteel

tongue, to claim our now highly interesting ward. But the perverse

carriages persevered in rolling rapidly along, till at last, one fine

sunny afternoon, one did actually stop, and out stepped the lady,

middle-aged, splendidly attired, and advanced towards our habitation. My

wife's heart was at her mouth--she ran through the house in a few

seconds, from bottom to top, had Phebe put into her best attire, and all

diligence served upon the dusting and cleaning of carpets and chairs.

The lady appeared; but, to my wife's great disappointment, proved to be

no other than an old pupil of my own, who, in passing, had heard of my

residence, and wished kindly to renew an acquaintance interrupted by,

perhaps, not less than thirty years. Still my wife would not give up the

notion that Phebe resembled Lady D---- exceedingly, and that Lady D----

seemed to eye her with more complacency than any of the rest of the

children. In the course of conversation, I had occasion to acknowledge

that the beautiful being whom Lady D---- admired above all the rest of

my fine family was a foundling. This led to a detail of the whole

matter; and Lady D----, having conversed for a little with Phebe, took

such a liking to the girl that she proposed having her continually about

her person, as a kind of superior waiting-maid, half menial and half

companion, and to remove her from under our roof on the instant.

Although this was an offer too good and too opportune to be negatived,

yet we could not think of parting with our darling Phebe on so short a

warning; and, after some remonstrances on both sides, it was agreed that

the carriage should be sent for Phebe and me on a future day, which was

named, and that I should spend a few days with my old pupil, in her

recently acquired and lately inhabited mansion-house of Rosehall, little

more than thirty miles distant. The interval which took place betwixt

this proposal and its accomplishment was spent in needlework and other

little feminine preparations; and, as the day approached, we all felt as

if we could have wished that we had rejected the proposal with disdain.

Phebe was often seen in tears--but she was all resignation, and rejoiced

that I was to accompany her, and see her fairly entered. At last the

dreadful carriage, with its four horses, came into view at the foot of

our avenue (which, though possessed of a sufficiently imposing

appellation, was nothing more nor less than a very bad and nearly

impassable cart road), and we all began our march to meet the vehicle.

Promises of future visits were spoken of, and made, and solemnly sworn

to--a home, house, or manse was declared to Phebe at all times; but,

particularly, should she find herself unhappy in her new position; and

it was with difficulty that I got the now truly lovely, and all but

woman, Phebe, torn from the grasp and cling of my daughters, and handed

into the splendid and richly-lined chariot.

In the family of Lady D----, Phebe's duties were at once easy and

agreeable. She waited upon her mistress's bell in the morning, and was

soon taught how to assist at the toilet. During the day, she either read

aloud, whilst her Ladyship reposed after her forenoon's walk or drive,

or looked after the health and comfort of two favourite lap-dogs. At

night, again, she renewed her closet assistance, reading aloud some

paragraph which she had marked in a newspaper, and detailing such little

domestic incidents as came within the range of her somewhat limited

sphere of observation. Lord D---- was much engaged in public business

(being lord-lieutenant of the county), and in carrying on some

agricultural speculations by which he was much engrossed. There were two

young Honourables of the fair sex, and an only son--then attending his

studies at Oxford--children of the family. Phebe Fortune was now

fifteen, and seemed to increase in loveliness, and the most kindly,

intelligent expression of countenance, daily. Her eyes were heaven's own

_blue_--

"The little halcyon's azure plume

Was never half so blue."

And then, when she spoke or smiled, her countenance was altogether

overpowering; as well might you have attempted to look steadfastly upon

the sun in his midday radiance. Of _her_ far more truly and forcibly

might it have been said or sung, than of the "Lassie wi' the Lint-white

Locks"--

"She talked, she smiled, my heart she wiled,

She charmed my soul, I wat na hoo;

But aye the stound, the deadly wound,

Cam frae her een sae bonny blue."

Phebe, by my own arrangement with Lady D----, was not exposed to any

intimacy with the servants, male or female. She had her own apartment

and table; and all the menial duties were performed to her as regularly

as to any branch of the family. It was soon after my return from a three

weeks' visit at Rosehall, that I received the following letter from

Phebe. I got it at the post-office, unknown to any of my family; and I

kept it, as was my custom when I had anything agreeable to communicate,

till after dinner. The board having been cleared, and a tumbler of warm

toddy made, my wife's single glass having been filled out, and my

daughters having turned them all ear, I proceeded to read the following

maiden epistle of Phebe Fortune:--

"Dear, dear Papa, and ever dear Mamma, and all my own Sisters

dear--I am happy here; Lady D---- is so kind to me; and Lord D----

looks very kind too, though he has not spoken to me yet--but then

you see he is always engaged; and the honourable young ladies--but

I do not think they are quite so kind; and they are so pretty too,

and so happy looking! Oh, I wish they would like me! If they would

only speak to me now and then as they pass me on the stair; but

they only stop and laugh to one another, and then they toss their

heads; and I can hear them say something about 'upsetting,' and

'mamma's whim, and papa's absurdity.' I'm sure--I'm sure, my dear

parents--(for, alas! I have none other, though I dream sometimes

that I have, and I feel so happy and delighted, that I always awake

crying)--but what was I going to say?--you know I never wrote any

letters before, and you will excuse this I know--I could not, I am

sure, speak of whim or absurdity in regard to you, my dear

benefactors. But I will try never to mind it. Lady D---- is so very

kind. I sometimes go out with the little dogs, Poodle and Clara;

they are such dear pets, I could take them, and do often take them

to my bosom. And then, the other day, when I was sitting playing

with Clara and Poodle, beneath the elm tree, the gardener's son

passed me, and--no he did not pass, that is to say not all at

once--but he stopped, and asked me to take a flower, which he had

pulled for me, which I did, and then he offered to show me through

the hot houses, but I did not go. My dear mamma, do you think I

should have gone? And then he left me; but yesterday a little boy

gave me the following letter. And all that the letter contains is

this--

"If you love me as I love thee,

What a loving couple we shall be!"

Love him!--oh, no--no--no--I will never, never walk that way

again--I will never, never speak to him more. I love you, my own

dear papa, and mamma, and my sisters, and Lady D----, and the two

little dear doggies; but I never could love Donald M'Naughton; not

but that he is good-looking, too, and young, and respected in the

family; but he never can be a father or mother to me you know, as

you have been. Oh! do write me soon, soon--and tell me all about

the garden, and the ash-tree, and the arbour, and the flowers, and

old Neptune, your favourite, and everything. I remain, most

affectionately, yours,

PHEBE FORTUNE.

"P.S.--But Fortune is not my name. Oh, that I had a name worth

writing!--such a name as Lindsay, Crawford, Hamilton, Douglas. Oh!

how beautifully Phebe Douglas would look on paper, and sound in

one's ear!"

Such was the state of Phebe's mind and feelings at that interesting

period of life when the female is in the transition from the mere girl

to the real woman; and it was about this very period, when all the

feelings are peculiarly alive to each fine impulse, that it fell to

Phebe's lot to be severely tried. Day after day, and week after week,

Lady D---- missed some valuable article of dress, some Flanders lace,

some costly trinket, a ring it might be, or a bracelet. At last Lady

D---- thought it proper to inform her lord of the fact, who, upon

obtaining a search warrant unknown to any one save his lady, had the

trunks of the whole household establishment strictly searched. Poor

Phebe's little chest, "wi' her a' int," discovered, to the amazement of

all, the whole lot of the missing articles. Lady D----looked as if she

had been suddenly struck with lightning; whilst poor Phebe regarded the

whole as a jest, a method adopted by her lady, or his lordship, to try

her character and firmness. She absolutely laughed at the denouement,

and seemed altogether unconcerned about the matter. This, to his

lordship in particular, appeared to be a confirmation of guilt; and he

immediately ordered her person to be secured, evidence of her guilt to

be made out, and a criminal trial to be instituted. When the full truth

dawned upon poor Phebe, she sat as one would do who is vainly

endeavouring to recollect something which has escaped his memory. Her

colour left her; she was pale as Parian marble; her eyes became dim, and

her ears sang; she fainted; and it was not till after great and repeated

exertion that she was recovered, through the usual painful steps, to a

perception of the outward world. She looked wildly around her. Lady

D---- was standing with her handkerchief at her eyes--she had wept

aloud.

"O Phebe," said her ladyship, "are you guilty of this?"

Phebe repeated the word "guilty" twice, looked wildly on Lady D----'s

eyes, and then, in an unsettled and alarmed manner, all round the room.

"Guilty!" she repeated--"Guilty of what? Who is guilty? It is not he. I

am sure he could not be guilty. Oh, no--no--no--he is my father, my

friend, my protector, my minny, my dear, dear minny--he could not do it!

he never did it! You are all wrong!--and my poor, poor, head, is

odd--odd--odd." Thus saying, she clasped her forehead in a frenzied

manner, and nature again came to her relief in a second pause of

insensibility, from which she only recovered to indicate that her

remaining faculties had seemingly left her. Time, however, gradually

awakened her to a perception of the sad reality; and it was from a

chamber in the castle, to which she was confined, that she wrote the

following letter to her original and kind protector:--

"OH, MY EVER DEAR FRIEND--Your Phebe is accused of--I cannot write

it, I cannot bear to look at the horrid word--of stealing. Oh, that

you had let me lie where the wickedness of an unknown parent

exposed my helplessness to the random tread of the passenger! Oh,

come and see me; I grow positively confused; your Phebe is

imprisoned in her own chamber; but my poor head is swimming

again--there--there--I see everybody whirling about on the chimney

tops--there they go--there they go! I can only see to write

PHEBE."

There was no date to this sad scrawl; but it needed none; for in

twenty-four hours after it had arrived at the manse, I had set out on my

way to Rosehall. The meeting betwixt the foster-father and the child

was, of course, exceedingly affecting. Investigations into the whole

matter were renewed, but no other way could be thought of for accounting

for the presence of the missing property in Phebe's locked trunk, than

the supposition which implied her guilt.

"I could stake my life, my salvation," said I, "on Phebe's innocence."

But Lord D---- doubted; his Lady could not have believed it possible;

but still there were, she said, similar cases on record--one, quite in

point, had just occurred in her neighbourhood, where the guilty party

had, up to the dishonest act, borne a very high character. The circuit

trial came on in about ten days, and Phebe, accompanied by the minister,

and the best legal advice, was seated at the bar on her trial. Witnesses

were examined, who swore that they saw the trunk opened, and Lady

D----'s property discovered; others, particularly the lady's maid, swore

that she all along suspected Phebe, from seeing her always shutting, and

often locking her door inside. She once looked through the key-hole, and

saw Phebe busied with her trunk; she saw something in her hand that

sparkled. Phebe had no exculpatory evidence but her simple averment that

she knew not how the articles came there--she never brought them. The

king's advocate having restricted the sentence, and the jury having

brought in unanimously a verdict of guilty, the judge was on the point

of pronouncing a sentence of banishment, when the poor pannel fainted.

It was a most affecting scene to hear the sentence of banishment

pronounced over a piece of insensate clay. All wept--even the judge; and

Phebe was carried out of court, apparently quite dead.

Next morning I was found sitting with a cheerful countenance by Phebe's

couch, in the prison-house. I had good news I said to impart to her:--

"The girl who has been the principal witness against you, has been

suddenly seized, during the night, with an excruciating and evidently

fatal disease; in the agonies of death she has confessed to me, and in

the presence of Lady D---- too, that she had sworn to a lie; that she

herself with her own hand, and by means of a false key, placed the

articles--which she had originally stolen with the view of retaining

them--in your chest. This she had done from jealousy, having observed

that her lover, the gardener's son, had fixed his affections upon you."

All this was solemnly attested in the presence of witnesses, and all

this was conveyed in a suitable manner to the judge; in consequence of

which, and through the usual preliminary steps, Phebe was set free, and

again admitted into the full confidence and the friendship of the

family.

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