CHAPTER XVII.

O bright-winged peace! long didst thou rest o'er the homes of old

Virginia; while cheerful wood fires blazed on hearth-stones in parlor

and cabin, reflecting contented faces with hearts full of peace and

good will toward men! No thought entered there of harm to others; no

fear of evil to ourselves. Whatsoever things were honest, whatsoever

things were pure, whatsoever things were gentle, whatsoever things

were of good report, we were accustomed to hear around these parlor

firesides; and often would our grandmothers say:

"Children, ours is a blessed country! There never will be another war!

The Indians have long ago been driven out, and it has been nearly a

hundred years since the English yoke was broken!"

The history of our country, to our minds, was contained in two

pictures on the walls of our house: "The Last Battle with the

Indians," and "The Surrender of Lord Cornwallis at Yorktown."

No enemies within or without our borders, and peace established among

us forever! Such was our belief. And we wondered that men should get

together and talk their dry politics, seeing that General Washington

and Thomas Jefferson--two of our Virginia plantation men--had

established a government to last as long as the earth, and which could

not be improved. Yet they _would_ talk, these politicians, around our

parlor fire, where often our patience was exhausted hearing

discussions, in which we could not take interest, about the Protective

Tariff, the Bankrupt Law, the Distribution of Public Lands, the

Resolutions of '98, the Missouri Compromise, and the Monroe Doctrine.

These topics seemed to afford them intense pleasure and satisfaction,

for, as the "sparks fly upward," the thoughts of men turn to politics.

In 1859 we had a visit from two old friends of our family--a

distinguished Southern Senator and the Secretary of War[18]--both

accustomed to swaying multitudes by the power of their eloquence--which

lost none of its force and charm in our little home circle. We listened

with admiration as they discussed the political issues of the day--no

longer a subject uninteresting or unintelligible to us, for every

word was of vital importance. Their theme was, _The best means of

protecting our plantation homes and firesides_. Even the smallest

children now comprehended the greatest politicians.

[18] General Toombs and General Floyd.

Now came the full flow and tide of Southern eloquence--real

soul-inspiring eloquence.

Many possessing this gift were in the habit of visiting us at that

time; and all dwelt upon one theme--the secession of Virginia--with

glowing words from hearts full of enthusiasm; all agreeing it was

better for States, as well as individuals, to separate rather than

quarrel or fight.

But there was one[19]--our oldest and best friend--who differed from

these gentlemen; and his eloquence was gentle and effective. Unlike

his friends, whose words, earnest and electric, overwhelmed all

around, this gentleman's power was in his composure of manner without

vehemence. His words were well selected without seeming to have been

studied; each sentence was short, but contained a gem, like a

solitaire diamond.

[19] Charles Mosby.

For several months this gentleman remained untouched by the fiery

eloquence of his friends, like the Hebrew children in the burning

furnace. Nothing affected him until one day the President of the

United States demanded by telegraph fifty thousand Virginians to join

an army against South Carolina. And then this gentleman felt convinced

it was not the duty of Virginians to join an army against their

friends.

About this time we had some very interesting letters from the Hon.

Edward Everett--who had been for several years a friend and agreeable

correspondent--giving us his views on the subject, and very soon after

this all communication between the North and South ceased, except

through the blockade, for four long years.

And then came the long dark days--the days when the sun seemed to

shine no more; when the eyes of wives, mothers, and sisters were

heavy with weeping; when men sat up late in the night studying

military tactics; when grief-burdened hearts turned to God in prayer.

The intellectual gladiators who had discoursed eloquently of war

around our fireside buckled their armor on and went forth to battle.

Band after band of brave-hearted, bright-faced youths from Southern

plantation homes came to bleed and die on Virginia soil; and for four

long years old Virginia was one great camping-ground, hospital, and

battlefield. The roar of cannon and the clash of arms resounded over

the land. The groans of the wounded and dying went up from hillside

and valley. The hearts of women and children were sad and careworn.

But God, to whom we prayed, protected us in our plantation homes,

where no white men or even boys remained, all having gone into the

army. Only the negro slaves stayed with us, and these were encouraged

by our enemies to rise and slay us; but God in his mercy willed

otherwise. Although advised to burn our property and incited by the

enemy to destroy their former owners, these negro slaves remained

faithful, manifesting kindness, and in many instances protecting the

white families and plantations during their masters' absence.

Oh! the long terrible nights passed by these helpless women and

children, the enemy encamped around them, the clash of swords heard

against the doors and windows, the report of guns on the air which

might be sending death to their loved ones!

But why try to describe the horrors of such nights? Who that has not

experienced them can know how we felt? Who can imagine the

heartsickness when, stealing to an upper window at midnight, we

watched the fierce flames rising from some neighboring home, expecting

our own to be destroyed by the enemy before daylight in the same way?

Such pictures, dark and fearful, were the only ones familiar to us in

old Virginia those four dreadful years.

At last the end came--the end which seemed to us saddest of all. But

God knoweth best. Though "through fiery trials" he had caused us to

pass, he had not forsaken us. For was not his mercy signally shown in

the failure of the enemy to incite our negro slaves to insurrection

during the war? Through his mercy those who were expected to become

our enemies remained our friends. And in our own home, surrounded by

the enemy those terrible nights, our only guard was a faithful negro

servant who slept in the house, and went out every hour to see if we

were in immediate danger; while his mother--the kind old nurse--sat

all night in a rocking-chair in our room, ready to help us. Had we

not, then, amid all our sorrows, much to be thankful for?

Among such scenes one of the last pictures photographed on my memory

was that of a negro boy who was very ill with typhoid fever in a cabin

not far off, and who became greatly alarmed when a brisk firing,

across our house, commenced between the contending armies. His first

impulse--as it always had been in trouble--was to fly to his mistress

for protection, and, jumping from his bed, his head bandaged with a

white cloth, and looking like one just from the grave, he passed

through the firing as fast as he could, screaming: "O mistess, take

kur o' me! Put me in yo' closet, and hide me from de Yankees!" He

fell at the door exhausted. My mother had him brought in, and a bed

was made for him in the library. She nursed him carefully, but he died

in a day or two from fright and exhaustion.

Soon after this came the surrender at Appomattox, and negro slavery

ended forever.

All was ruin around us,--tobacco factories burned down, sugar and

cotton plantations destroyed. The negroes fled from these desolated

places, crowded together in wretched shanties on the outskirts of

towns and villages, and found themselves, for the first time in their

lives, without enough to eat, and with no class of people particularly

interested about their food, health, or comfort. Rations were

furnished them a short time by the United States government, with

promises of money and land which were never fulfilled. Impoverished by

the war, it was a relief to us no longer to have the responsibility of

supporting them. This would, indeed, have been impossible in our

starving condition.

Years have passed, and the old homes have been long deserted where the

scenes I have attempted to describe were enacted. The heads of the

families lie buried in the old graveyards, while their descendants are

scattered from the Atlantic to the Pacific, always holding sacred in

memory the dear old homes in Virginia.

The descendants of the negroes here portrayed,--where are they? It

would take a long chapter, indeed, to tell of them. Many are crowded

on the outskirts of the towns and villages North and South, in

wretched thriftlessness and squalor, yet content and without ambition

to alter their condition.

On the other hand, a good proportion of the race seek to improve their

opportunities in schools and colleges, provided partly by the aid of

Northern friends, but principally from taxes paid by their former

owners in spite of the impoverished condition of the South.

Many have acquired independent homes, with the laudable purpose of

becoming useful and respected citizens. The majority, however, are

best pleased with itineracy.

It is needless to say that those of the latter class can never become

desirable domestics in a well-ordered, cleanly house. And those whose

youth has been passed in schoolrooms, with no training in the habits

of refined life, have not acquired sufficient education to avail much

in the line of letters. Thus the problem of their race remains

unsolved, even by those who know it most intimately.

In the matter of classical education the question occurs: Will the

literature of the one race meet the requirements of the other, or the

heroes and heroines of one be acceptable to the other? Has not God

given each country its distinct race and literature? The history of

every country occupied by antagonistic races has been that the

stronger has dominated or exterminated the other.

Thinking of the superficial education at some of our schools, I am

reminded of a colored boy's subject for a composition.

Not long since a "colored scholar," seventeen years old, with very

fair intelligence, who had never missed a day at the public school,

was asked by a white gentleman who was much interested in the boy, and

who often took the trouble to explain to him words in common use, the

meaning of which the boy was wholly ignorant,--

"Peter, what lessons have you to-night?"

"Well, sir, I got a composition to write to-night."

"A composition? What's your subject?"

"Dey tell me, sir, to write a composition on de administration o' Mr.

Pierce."

"Administration of Mr. Pierce!" exclaimed the gentleman, himself an

eminent journalist and statesman. "And what could you know about the

administration of Mr. Pierce? Did you ever hear of Mr. Pierce?"

"No, sir, I nuvver has."

The tie which once bound the two races together is broken forever, and

entire separation in churches and schools prevents mutual interest or

intercourse.

Our church schools are doing much to elevate and improve the negroes,

and we have to thank many kind, warm friends in the North for timely

aid in missionary boxes, books, and Bibles to carry on the colored

Sunday-school work in which many Southern people are deeply

interested, without the means of conducting them as they wish.

The negroes still have a strange belief in what they call "tricking,"

and often the most intelligent, when sick, will say they have been

"tricked," for which they have a regular treatment and "trick doctors"

among themselves. This "tricking" we cannot explain, and only know

that when one negro became angry with another he would bury in front

of his enemy's cabin door a bottle filled with pieces of snakes,

spiders, bits of tadpole, and other curious substances; and the party

expecting to be "tricked" would hang up an old horseshoe outside of

his door to ward off the "evil spirits."

Since alienated from their former owners they are, as a general thing,

more idle and improvident; and, unfortunately, the tendency of their

political teaching has been to make them antagonistic to the better

class of white people, which renders it difficult for them to be

properly instructed. That such animosity should exist toward those who

could best understand and help them is to be deplored. For the true

negro character cannot be fully comprehended or described but by those

who, like ourselves, have always lived with them.

At present their lives are devoted to a religious excitement which

demoralizes them, there seeming to be no connection between their

religion and morals. In one of their Sabbath schools is a teacher who,

although often arrested for stealing, continues to hold a high

position in the church.

Their improvidence has passed into a proverb, many being truly objects

of charity; and whoever would now write a true tale of poverty and

wretchedness may take for the hero "Old Uncle Tom without a cabin."

For "Uncle Tom" of the olden time, in his cabin, with a blazing log

fire and plenty of corn bread, and the Uncle Tom of to-day, are

pictures of very different individuals.

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