LIII

Spring came. Their mine made its first shipments of ore and was no

longer a paper success. The balance-sheet for the first month after

shipments had begun made Wilmot whistle. He couldn't believe the

figures, and worked till late into the night, trying to find some

dreadful error. Finding none, finding that with the help of others he

had really made good at last, the rough life began to lose its savor. If

he still owed money it could be but for a short time. He was free as

air--free to do what he pleased--almost to spend what he pleased.

"Barbs," he said, the next morning, "the mine's no good; we've got to

tackle something else."

"What do you mean, no good? Why, you said--"

"I know what I said. The mine is a success. Aside from what your father

has, you're a rich woman. And I'm a rich man. And that's the difficulty.

There's no use working our hearts out over a thing that's a definite

success--is there? No fun in it. We've got to look round for something

else. Now we are always going to have money--that's certain. What are we

going to do with it? Think of something hard--something worth while."

"Oh," she said, "I can't--can you?"

"No," he said almost angrily, "I can't. And that's the rotten side of

money. That's the stumbling-block for everybody who succeeds in

collecting a lot of it. The distribution is infinitely harder than the

collecting. I think we'd better pull up stakes, go back to New York, and

think hard."

"Yes. Let's."

"I'd like to have a talk with Blizzard."

Barbara's eyebrows went high with surprise.

"Why not? Your father writes that the man is doing more good right in

New York City where it's most needed than any six philanthropists the

place ever owned. Maybe he's got something really big in view, and maybe

he'll let us in on the ground floor."

"Well," said Barbara, "considering everything, I shouldn't care to have

much to do with him."

Wilmot put back his head and laughed aloud. "That," said he, "is

precisely the sort of advice that I used to give you."

Barbara blushed. "I'd like to forget that such a man ever came into my

life in any way."

"You can't forget it, dear. You asked him in. You _would_ do it. And now

you can never forget. And that's one of the penalties you have to pay

for going against the people who love you most."

"Well," said she, "I'm willing to keep on paying--if the right people

will keep on loving. Anyway, philanthropy--good works--are none of my

business. My business, sir, is to make you a home. And with the

exception of one person that I know about positively, the rest of the

world can go hang."

[Illustration: "And when you think," said she, "that some women spend

the best years of their lives making _statues_!"]

"That statement," said Wilmot, "sounds very pagan and profane to me

and also very, very beautiful. But, who, may I ask, is this _other_

person?" His brows gathered a little jealously.

"This other person," said Barbara quietly, "is at the present moment a

total stranger to us,"

Then she leaned forward until her head was on his breast. And she gave a

little sigh which was fifty per cent comfort, and fifty per cent

courage. She could hear his heart beating like a trip-hammer. Had he

burst into immortal eloquence, his words would have been of less

consequence in her ear.

"And when you think," said she, "that some women spend the best years of

their lives making _statues_!"

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