XLII

Nothing so makes for insomnia as a man's knowledge that he has made a

fool of himself. Between Chicago and New York Wilmot Allen did not even

have his berth made up. He visited the dining-car at the proper

intervals, hardly conscious of what he ordered or ate. He bought

newspapers, books, magazines, and opened none of them. For the most part

he looked out the window of his compartment into rushing daylight or

darkness. His mind kept travelling the round of a great circle that

began and ended in humiliation. He had been as confiding in Blizzard's

hands as an undeveloped child of seven. He had been teaching men whose

creed was murder and anarchy how to handle weapons. He had taken at

their face value words uttered by an emperor among scoundrels; had asked

no material or leading questions, and was in his conscience paying the

penalty for having snatched at tainted money with which to relieve

himself of obligations that pressed till they hurt.

Beginning in humiliation, the circle of his thoughts ascended time after

time to Barbara, only to fall from the high and tender lights which

memories and anticipations of her brought into them, back to that

darkness in which he struggled to give himself "a little the best of

things" and could not.

On arriving in New York a man of more complex mental processes would

have tried first of all to get the precious information which he carried

into the possession of Lichtenstein, but Wilmot felt that he could have

no peace until he had seen Blizzard, spoken his mind, and washed his

hands of him. That he would then put his own life in danger did not

occur to him, and would not have altered his determination if it had.

The lure of Barbara, however, drew him aside from the direct path to

Marrow Lane. He had resolved not to see her for a year, but thought it

right to break through that resolution in order to tell her at first

hand of Harry West's death. But the janitor told him that Miss Ferris

had not been coming to the studio for a long time. She had had no word

from her. She had left one day by the back stair without her hat; a

little later the legless beggar had left by the front door. His

expression had been enough to frighten a body to death. Yes, the boy had

come one day in a taxicab and gone away with her things. He had refused

to answer any questions. She had never thought very highly of him as a

boy. No, the bust upon which Miss Ferris had been at work had not been

removed. No, the gentleman could not see it. Orders were orders.... Yes,

the gentleman could see it. After all there had been no orders recently.

She led the way upstairs, her hand tightly closed upon a greenback. She

unlocked and flung open the door of Barbara's studio, remarking that

nothing in it had been touched since that lady's departure.

Wilmot noticed much dust, an overturned chair, and then his eyes rose to

the bust of Blizzard as to a living presence. The expression of that

bestial fallen face made his spine feel as if ants were crawling on it.

And he turned away with disgust and hatred. "Oh, Barbs, Barbs, what a

wrong-headed little darling you are!" But he added: "And Lord, what a

talent she's got!"

Blizzard was not in his office. But he was upstairs and expected Mr.

Allen.

A girl who had been wonderfully pretty told Wilmot these things. She

would have been wonderfully pretty still, for she was very young, if she

had not looked so tired, so unhappy, so broken-spirited. Did Rose still

love the man for whom she had betrayed her friends and her own better

nature? Yes. But she had learned that she was no more to him than a

plaything--to caress or to break as seemed most amusing to him. At first

until the novelty of her had worn off he had shown her a sufficiency of

brusque tenderness. Latterly as his great plans matured he had been all

brute. Sometimes he made her feel that he was so surfeited with her love

that he considered killing her.

Sideways, with eyes haunted by shame and tragedy, she gave the handsome

bearded youth a look of compassion. "In here, please," she said.

The door closed behind Wilmot with an ominous click, and he found

himself face to face with the legless beggar. In this one's eyes, seen

above a table littered with pamphlets and writings, was none of that

mock affability to which he had formerly treated Wilmot Allen. He looked

angry, dangerous, poisonous. And he broke into a harsh, ugly laugh.

"It takes you," he said, "to rush in where angels fear to tread. Welcome

to my parlor! What a fool! My God! You heard what Harry West had to say

before he died, and you came straight here."

"I don't know how you know it. But I did talk to your son. I did hear

what he said. And I came here to tell you. And to tell you that there

will be no more dealings between us. I am going straight from here to

tell the proper authorities what I know."

"Aren't you going to punch my face first? That's what you'd like to do.

It's in your eyes. But you're afraid."

"I am not afraid," said Wilmot, "and you know it."

For answer the legless man picked up a silver dollar from among the

papers in front of him, and broke it savagely into four pieces.

"Afraid!" he said. "Afraid! Afraid!"

Wilmot took a step forward. "It would give me the greatest pleasure," he

said quietly, "to knock your head off. Unfortunately you are a cripple."

Blizzard said nothing, and presently, white with anger and contempt,

Wilmot turned and tried the handle of the door by which he had entered.

Blizzard laughed.

[Illustration "Climb out of that chair, and let me out of this house"]

"This door is locked," said Wilmot.

"You are a prisoner in this house."

"I am, am I?"

Quick as lightning he had drawn and levelled at the legless man an

automatic pistol of the largest calibre. The legless man did not move an

inch, change expression, or take his eyes from Wilmot's.

Wilmot advanced till only the table separated them. "You will," he said,

"climb out of that chair, and let me out of this house, walking in

front of me."

The legless beggar appeared to consider the matter. There was silence.

Wilmot shifted the position of his feet, and the floor boards under

them creaked.

Blizzard appeared to have made up his mind. He spread his hands on the

table as if to help himself out of his chair. The palm of his right

hand, unknown to Wilmot, covered an electric push-button.

"Perhaps," said Blizzard, "you won't be in such a hurry to go after you

hear that Miss Barbara Ferris is also a prisoner in this house--"

In horror and bewilderment Wilmot allowed the muzzle of his automatic to

swerve. In that moment the palm of the legless man's right hand pressed

upon the button, and the square of the floor upon which Wilmot stood

dropped like the trap of a gallows, and he fell through the opening

into darkness.

He was neither stunned nor bruised, and he began to grope about for the

pistol which in the sudden descent had been knocked from his hand. The

only light came from the open trap in the floor above. Something fell

softly at his feet; he picked it up. It was a cloth, saturated with

chloroform. He flung it from him, and began with a new haste to grope

and fumble for his pistol.

Another cloth fell, and another. Distant and ugly laughter fell with

them. More cloths, and already the air in the place reeked with

chloroform.

He no longer knew what he was looking for, and when at last his hand

closed upon the stock of the automatic, he did not know what it was that

he had found.

Another cloth fell.

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