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"True that policemen take money in exchange for protection? True that

they practise blackmail and extortion? Of course it's true. Whenever a

big temptation appears loose in a city half the people who get a look at

it trip and fall. Oh, I'd like to reform this city, Miss Barbara--and

this country. I'd like to be dictator for six months."

"Who wouldn't?" said Barbara. "But what would you do? Where would you

begin?"

"I should be drastic at first," said the legless man, "and kind later.

I'd begin," he went on, his eyes smiling, "with a general massacre of

incompetents--old men with too little money, young men with too

much--old maids, aliens, incurables, the races that are too clever to

work, the races that are too stupid, habitual drunkards, spreaders of

disease, the women who abolished the canteen, the women who wear

aigrettes. After that I should destroy all possibilities of graft."

"How?" asked Barbara.

"Why," said he, "the simplest way in the world--legalize the business

that now pays for protection. There would be no more of them than there

are now, and they could be regulated and kept to confined limits of

cities. Don't blame the police for graft: blame all who believe that

human nature can be abolished by law. But," and this time his whole face

smiled, "I shall never be dictator. The thing to do is to start a new

country, and make no mistakes."

And he proceeded, sometimes seriously but for the most part whimsically,

to outline his model republic, while Barbara worked and listened,

sometimes with amusement, sometimes with a sense of being uplifted and

thrilled by the man's plausible originality. Since she had but the

vaguest recollection of history, and none whatever of economics, it was

easy for the man to play the constructive statesman. Nor were his

schemes always foolish and illogical, since the book of human nature had

been always in his library, and of all its volumes had been most

often read.

"Ah!" said the legless man at last, "if I were younger, and whole!"

Whenever he referred to his maimed condition Barbara, to whom it was no

longer physically shocking, was uncomfortable and distressed, changing

the subject as swiftly as might be. But now, stopping her work short

off, her hands hanging at her sides, she began to speak of the matter.

"I suppose," she said, "it's almost life and death to you--sometimes,

that you'd give almost anything, take any chance to be--the way you were

meant to be. My father believes that some day people can have anything

that they've lost restored--a hand or an arm. He's made experiments

along those lines ever since he made his mistake with you, and it all

works out beautifully with monkeys and dogs and guinea-pigs and

rabbits. Just now he is in Colorado to try it on a man. There's a man

out there in jail for life, who has a brother that lost his right hand

in some machinery. The well brother has offered to let father cut off

his hand, and graft it on the maimed brother's wrist. I've just had a

letter--it's been done. He thinks it's all right, but he can't be sure

yet. Please don't say anything about it because--well, because people

are still queer about these things. In the old days people burned the

best doctors, and now they want to lynch vivisectors and almost anybody

who's really trying to make health more or less contagious."

"Do you believe I could be made whole?" exclaimed Blizzard, his eyes

glittering as with a sudden hope. "My God! Even if they weren't much use

to me, I'd give my soul to look like a real man--my soul! Do you know

what I'd rather do than anything in this whole world--just once? I'd

rather draw myself to my full height--just once--than be Napoleon

Bonaparte. If all the treasure in this city were mine to give, I'd give

it to walk the length of a city block on my own feet, looking down at

the people instead of always up--always up--until the leverage of your

eyes twists the back of your brain in everlasting torment."

"When my father comes back," said Barbara quietly, "talk to him. And if

only it can be done--why, you'll forgive us, won't you, for all the

suffering you've had and everything?"

[Illustration: She said in a small, surprised voice, "Why, it's

finished"]

"Yes, yes," he said quickly. "But it isn't true--it isn't possible. It

won't work. It's against experience."

"It is _possible_," said Barbara gently. "That's all I know. And even

if--even if it can't be done yet awhile, I thought it would comfort you

to think that some day--almost surely--"

"You are always thinking of my comfort," he cried. "In this pit that we

call life, you are an angel serene, blessed and blessing. Oh," he cried,

"what would you say if I stood before you on my own feet, and told

you--told you--" He broke off short and hung his head.

Barbara bit her lips and lifted her hands with a weary gesture to resume

work. But the bust of Blizzard was a live thing, and seeing anew the

strength and hellish beauty of it, suddenly and as if with the eyes of a

stranger, her heart seemed to leap into her throat, her whole body

relaxed once more, and she said in a small, surprised voice:

"Why, it's finished!"

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