XXV

One light, not strong, illuminated the legless man's face. Barbara and

her friends sat in half-darkness. Kid Shannon went out of the room on

tiptoe, closing the door softly behind him. Of Rose, crouched under the

key-board of the grand piano, her hands on the pedals, nothing could be

seen, owing to a grouping of small palms and flowers in pots. The stump

of Blizzard's right leg touched her shoulder. She was trembling. So was

Blizzard. He was trembling with stage fright; she with Blizzard fright.

His hands, thick with agile muscles and heavy as hams, though he had

just been soaking them in hot water, seemed powerless to him, and stiff.

He struck a chord, and it sounded to him not like the voices of a

musical instrument, but like a clattering together of tin dishes. This

enraged him. His self-consciousness vanished. Those ivory keys and

well-tempered wires had fooled him. He hated his piano. And he began to

punish it. The heavy hands, rising and falling with the speed and

strength of lightning strokes, produced a volume of tone which perhaps

no other player in the world could have equalled.

Blythe, a great amateur of music, had come in a sceptical mood. He now

sat more erect, his face, eyebrows raised, turned to Blizzard, his ears

recalling to him certain moments of Rubinstein's playing.

But Blizzard no longer hated his piano. It had stood up nobly to his

assault. It was a brave instrument, well-bred, a friend full of rare

qualities--for a friend to show off. And, the swollen veins in his

forehead flattening, he began to make his peace with his piano. It could

do more than shout and rage. It could sing like an angel in all

languages; it could be witty, humorous, heart-rending, heart-healing,

chaste, passionate, helpful, mischievous. And it could be wise and

eloquent. It could stand up for a friend, and explain his sins away, and

get him forgiven in high places.

And even as Blizzard thought, so he played. He was no longer conscious

of himself or his guests, not even of Barbara. As for Rose, she was

merely a set of pedals in perfect mechanical adjustment. He was not even

conscious of his thoughts. They came and went without deliberation, and

were expressed as they came and dismissed as they went in the terms of

his extraordinary improvisation.

But it came to this at last, that he thought only of beautiful things,

so that even his face was stripped of wickedness, and his fingers loosed

one by one the voices of angels, until it seemed as if the whole room

was full of them--all singing. And the singing died away to silence.

The legless man looked straight ahead of him into the dim room. Then,

smiling, his head a little on one side, he caressed his piano so that it

gave out Chopin's 7th Prelude, which, as all the world knows, is a

little girl who smiles because she is happy; and she is happy because

so many of the flowers in the garden are blue. It is not known why this

makes her happy, only that it does.

And forthwith he played Chopin and only Chopin: brooks and pools of

sound to which you did not listen, but in which you bathed. And in his

soul the legless man was playing only for Barbara, and only to Barbara.

And so powerful was this obsession that it stole out of him like some

hypnotic influence, affected the others, and gave him away. First Blythe

looked toward Barbara, not realizing why, then Haddon looked, then

Mrs. Bruce.

Barbara felt the warm blood in her cheeks. She was troubled, unhappy,

touched. A man, his face full of unhappy yearning, his soul quick with

genius, was making love to her; asking her to forget his shortcomings,

to forgive his sins, to give him a hand upward out of the dark places

into the light. He followed her, always pleading, by brooks, into

valleys, through flowery meadows in the early morning, into solemn

churches, into groves of cypress flooded with moonlight.

[Illustration: And in his soul the legless man was playing only for

Barbara]

Blythe could have sworn that a woman sobbed, but his eyes, used by now

to the obscurity, told him that it was neither Mrs. Bruce nor Barbara.

The piano burst into a storm of sound, under cover of which Rose, still

at her post, torn with jealousy, continued to pedal at the direction of

her lord and master, and sobbed as if her heart would break. Devils

filled the room, whirling in mad dances; they screamed and yelled;

the souls of the damned screeched in torment; and the face of him who

invoked the inferno, swollen, streaming with sweat, the eyes glazed,

protruding, was the face of a madman.

Rose, for whom her master's playing had the eloquence and precision of

speech, forgot her jealousy in fear of those consequences which her

ill-timed sobbing must bring upon her. Her tears dried as in a desert

wind; her sobs ceased, and in a moment or two the madness was going out

of Blizzard's music and out of his face. He rested, preluded, and then

began to play Beethoven, quietly, with a pure singing tone, music of a

heavenly sanity.

The jarred feelings of his audience were soothed. Into his own face

there stole a high-priest look. And when he had finished playing, this

look remained for a few moments. Then he laughed quietly and, speaking

for the first time, expressed the hope that he had not made them

listen too long.

He reached for the wall behind him, and turned a switch so that the room

became brightly lighted. Then, reluctantly, he came out from behind the

piano, swinging between his crutches, and leaving Rose to escape at the

first favorable opportunity. His descent from colossus to cripple had an

unpleasant effect. And the question, "How the deuce do you work the

pedals?" was jerked from Blythe, usually a most tactful person.

"Why," said Blizzard simply, "I have an assistant." He caught Barbara's

eye and reddened a little. "A young man who is musical and intelligent.

We have a system of signals, and--but I think there is a sort of thought

communication that comes of much rehearsing together. And in our best

moments we do pretty well. But sometimes when our minds are not tuned

together we make a dreadful hash of things."

He might have added: "At such times I drag her about by the hair and

beat her." But he didn't. He looked instead the picture of a very

patient man who makes the best of things.

"Whatever you do at times," said Barbara gently, "you have done wonders

to-night. But you know better than we do how good your playing is. So

what is the use of praising it--to you?"

She felt that he was her own private discovery--almost her property. And

knowing that her friends were still profoundly affected by his playing,

she was filled with honest pride. Her eyes flashed, her cheeks glowed.

"What did I tell you?" she exclaimed. "Was I right? Didn't I promise

that he would make good? Did he?"

She was delighted with Blizzard, delighted with herself, delighted with

the whole party. She had forgotten the madman face that he had showed.

She forgot that he was a cripple, a thing soured and wicked. She thought

of him only as a great genius, which she herself had discovered.

The childlike pleasure which she felt communicated itself to the

others, and Blizzard, escaping an ovation of honest praise, led them

into the next room, where, among palms and roses, such a supper was

spread as gamblers, the big men of the profession, spread for

their victims.

The mere sight of the champagne-glasses loosened the men's tongues. Talk

flowed. Mrs. Bruce and Barbara, seated right and left of their host,

made much of his music and his hospitality. For once in his life he was

genuinely happy. He looked very handsome, very high-minded, very modest,

a man's man. Sitting, he was much taller than the others. You forgot

that, standing, he was but a dwarf. He towered at the head of his table,

his mind working in swift, good-natured, hospitable flashes. It was

obvious that he had been born a gentleman, and that he had never

"forgotten how." It was obvious, too, that he was a man of power and

position, who when he wished could spend money like a great lord, and

who was accustomed to give orders.

In his manner to Barbara there was (perhaps noticeable only to herself)

an air of long-proved friendship and a kind of guardianly tenderness,

and he managed somehow to convey to her that she had an immense

influence over him; that he looked to her for help--for inspiration.

The desire to make a great man of him invaded her mind. Her heart warmed

toward him.

"I wonder," said Bruce suddenly, "where our wandering Wilmot is

to-night?"

"I drink to him," said the beggar quickly, "wherever he is, and wish

him luck."

But the poison had been spilled on Barbara's evening. For three hours

she had not once thought of the man whom twelve hours ago she had really

wanted to marry. And her heart meanwhile had warmed and expanded toward

one who at best was a prodigiously successful crook and rascal, and she

was ashamed. But for all that neither the warmth nor the triumphant

sense of influence and conquest went out of her heart. And later, when

Mrs. Bruce said: "I really think we ought to go," Barbara, outwardly all

sweetness and agreement, was inwardly annoyed. She wanted very much to

stay, for she knew that the moment she was alone her conscience would

give her no peace, and that she would make resolutions which she would

not, judging from past experiences, be able to keep. She would resolve

to abandon her bust of Blizzard, resolve never to see the creature

again, since it seemed that he had in him power upon her

emotions--dangerous power.

"Do we work to-morrow, Miss Ferris?"

The words, "No, I'm afraid not to-morrow," rose to her lips. The words,

"_Please,_ at the usual time," came out.

And she felt as if his will, not her own, had caused her to say those

words. Her heart gave a sudden leap of fear.

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