THEY returned by the same road they had come, until they had gone half
the distance, and then they stopped to rest. Zabelle was alarmed to see
that the child trembled from head to foot, and his heart beat so
violently as to agitate his poor old shirt. She made him sit down, and
attempted to comfort him, but she did not know what she was saying, and
François was not in a state to guess her meaning. She drew out a bit of
bread from her basket and tried to persuade him to eat it; but he had no
desire for food, and they sat on for a long time in silence.
At last, Zabelle, who was in the habit of recurring to her first
thoughts, was ashamed of her weakness, and said to herself that she
would be lost if she appeared again at the mill with the child. Another
stage was to pass toward noon, and she decided to stay where they were
until the moment necessary for returning to the highroad; but as
François was so terrified that he had lost the little sense he
possessed, and as for the first time in his life he was capable of
resisting her will, she tried to tempt him with the attractions of the
horse's bells, the noise of the wheels, and the speed of the great
vehicle.
In her efforts to inspire him with confidence, she said more than she
intended; perhaps her repentance urged her to speak, in spite of
herself, or it may be that when François woke that morning he had heard
certain words of Mother Blanchet, which now returned to his mind; or
else his poor wits cleared suddenly at the approach of calamity; at all
events, he began to say, with the same expression in his eyes which had
once astonished and almost startled Madeleine:
"Mother, you want to send me away from you! You want to take me far off
from here and leave me."
Then he remembered the word asylum, spoken several times in his hearing.
He had no idea what an asylum was, but it seemed to him more horrible
than the stage-coach, and he cried with a shudder:
"You want to put me in the asylum!"
Zabelle had gone too far to retreat. She believed that the child knew
more of her intentions than he really did, and without reflecting how
easy it would be to deceive him and rid herself of him by stratagem, she
undertook to explain the truth to him, and to make him understand that
he would be much happier at the asylum than with her, that he would be
better cared for there, would learn to work, and would be placed for a
time in the charge of some woman less poor than herself, who would be a
mother to him.
This attempted consolation put the finishing touch to the waif's
despair. A strange and unknown future inspired him with more terror than
all Zabelle could say of the hardships of a life with her. Besides, he
loved with all his might this ungrateful mother, who cared less for him
than for herself. He loved another, too, almost as much as Zabelle, and
she was Madeleine; only he did not know that he loved her, and did not
speak of her. He threw himself sobbing on the ground, tore up the grass
with his hands and flung it over his face, as if he had fallen in mortal
agony. When Zabelle, in her distress and impatience, tried to make him
get up by force and threats, he beat his head so hard against the stones
that he was covered with blood, and she thought he was about to kill
himself.
It pleased God that Madeleine Blanchet should pass by at that moment.
She had heard nothing of the departure of Zabelle and the child, and was
coming home from Presles, where she had carried back some wool to a
lady, who had given it to her to spin very fine, as she was considered
the best spinster far and wide. She had received her payment, and was
returning to the mill with ten crowns in her pocket. She was going to
cross the river on one of those little plank bridges on a level with the
surface of the water, which are often to be met with in that part of the
country, when she heard heart-piercing shrieks, and recognized at once
the voice of the poor waif. She flew in the direction of the cries, and
saw the child, bathed in blood, struggling in Zabelle's arms. She could
not understand it at first; for it looked as if Zabelle had cruelly
struck him, and were trying to shake him off. This seemed the more
probable, as François, on catching sight of her, rushed toward her,
twined his arms about her like a little snake, and clung to her skirts,
screaming:
"Madame Blanchet, Madame Blanchet, save me!"
Zabelle was tall and strong, and Madeleine was small and slight as a
reed. Still, she was not afraid, and, imagining that Zabelle had gone
crazy, and was going to murder the child, she placed herself in front of
him, resolved to protect him or to die while he was making his escape.
A few words, however, sufficed for an explanation. Zabelle, who was more
grieved than angry, told the story, and François, who at last took in
all the sadness of his lot, managed this time to profit by what he
heard, with more cleverness than he had ever been supposed to possess.
After Zabelle had finished, he kept fast hold of the miller's wife,
saying:
"Don't send me away, don't let me be sent away."
And he went to and fro between Zabelle, who was crying, and the miller's
wife, who was crying still harder, repeating all kinds of words and
prayers, which scarcely seemed to come from his lips, for this was the
first time he had ever been able to express himself.
"O my mother, my darling mother!" said he to Zabelle, "why do you want
me to leave you? Do you want me to die of grief and never see you again?
What have I done, that you no longer love me? Have I not always obeyed
you? Have I done any harm? I have always taken good care of our
animals--you told me so yourself; and when you kissed me every evening,
you said I was your child, and you never said that you were not my
mother! Keep me, mother, keep me; I am praying to you as I pray to God!
I shall always take care of you; I shall always work for you; if you are
not satisfied with me, you may beat me, and I shall not mind; but do not
send me away until I have done something wrong."
Then he went to Madeleine, and said:
"Madame Blanchet, take pity on me. Tell my mother to keep me. I shall
never go to your house, since it is forbidden, and if you want to give
me anything, I shall know that I must not take it. I shall speak to
Master Cadet Blanchet, and tell him to beat me and not to scold you on
my account. When you go into the fields, I shall always go with you to
carry your little boy, and amuse him all day. I shall do all you tell
me, and if I do any wrong, you need no longer love me. But do not let me
be sent away; I do not want to go; I should rather jump into the river."
Poor François looked at the river, and ran so near it, that they saw
his life hung by a thread, and that a single word of refusal would be
enough to make him drown himself. Madeleine pleaded for the child, and
Zabelle was dying to listen to her. Now that she was near the mill,
matters looked differently.
"Well, I will keep you, you naughty child," said she; "but I shall be on
the road to-morrow, begging my bread because of you. You are too stupid
to know it is your fault that I shall be reduced to such a condition,
and this is what I have gained by burdening myself with a child who is
no good to me, and does not even pay for the bread he eats."
"You have said enough, Zabelle," said the miller's wife, taking the
child in her arms to lift him from the ground, although he was very
heavy. "There are ten crowns for you to pay your rent with, or to move
elsewhere, if my husband persists in driving you away from here. It is
my own money--money that I have earned myself. I know that it will be
required of me, but no matter. They may kill me if they want; I buy this
child, he is mine, he is yours no longer. You do not deserve to keep a
child with such a warm heart, and who loves you so much. I shall be his
mother, and my family must submit. I am willing to suffer everything for
my children. I could be cut in pieces for my Jeannie, and I could endure
as much for this child, too. Come, poor François, you are no longer a
waif, do you hear? You have a mother, and you can love her as much as
you choose, for she will love you with her whole heart in return."
Madeleine said all this without being perfectly aware of what she was
saying. She whose disposition was so gentle was now highly excited. Her
heart rebelled against Zabelle, and she was really angry with her.
François had thrown his arms round the neck of the miller's wife, and
clasped her so tight that she lost her breath; and at the same time her
cap and neckerchief were stained with blood, for his head was cut in
several places.
Madeleine was so deeply affected, and was filled with so much pity,
dismay, sorrow, and determination at once, that she set out to walk
toward the mill with as much courage as a soldier advancing under fire.
Without considering that the child was heavy, and she herself so weak
that she could hardly carry her small Jeannie, she attempted to cross
the unsteady little bridge that sank under her weight. When she reached
the middle, she stopped. The child was so heavy that she swerved
slightly, and drops of perspiration started from her forehead. She felt
as if she should fall from weakness, when suddenly she called to mind a
beautiful and marvelous story that she had read the evening before in an
old volume of the "Lives of the Saints." It was the story of Saint
Christopher, who carried the child Jesus across the river, and found him
so heavy that he stopped in fear. She looked down at the waif. His eyes
had rolled back in his head, and his arms had relaxed their hold. The
poor child had either undergone too much emotion, or he had lost too
much blood, and had fainted.
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