ON THE STAIRCASE

Probably the least wise way to begin a ghoststory is to say that one

does not believe in ghosts. It suggests that one has never seen the real

article. Perhaps, in one sense, I never have; yet I am tempted to set

down a few facts that I have never turned over to the Society for

Psychical Research or discussed at my club. The fact is that I had

ingeniously forgotten them until I saw Harry Medway, the specialist--my

old classmate--a few years ago. I say “forgotten”; of course, I had not

forgotten them, but, in order to carry on the business of life, I had

managed to record them, as it were, in sympathetic ink. After I heard

what Harry Medway had to say, I took out the loose sheets and turned

them to the fire. Then the writing came out strong and clear

again--letter by letter, line by line, as fatefully as Belshazzar’s

“immortal postscript.” Did I say that I do not believe in ghosts?

Well--I am getting toward the end, and a few inconsistencies may be

forgiven to one who is not far from discoveries that will certainly be

inconsistent with much that we have learned by heart in this interesting

world. Perhaps it will be pardoned me as a last flicker of moribund

pride if I say that in my younger days I was a crack shot, and to the

best of my belief never refused a bet or a drink or an adventure. I do

not remember ever having been afraid of a human being; and yet I have

known fear. There are weeks, still, when I live in a bath of it. I think

I will amend my first statement, and say instead that I do not believe

in any ghosts except my own--oh, and in Wender’s and Lithway’s, of

course.

Some people still remember Lithway for the sake of his charm. He never

achieved anything, so far as I know, except his own delightful

personality. He was a classmate of mine, and we saw a great deal of each

other both in and after college--until he married, indeed. His marriage

coincided with my own appointment to a small diplomatic post in the

East; and by the time that I had served my apprenticeship, come into my

property, resigned from the service, and returned to America, Lithway’s

wife had suddenly and tragically died. I had never seen her but

once--on her wedding-day--but I had reason to believe that Lithway had

every right to be as inconsolable as he was. If he had ever had any

ambition in his own profession, which was law, he lost it all when he

lost her. He retired to the suburban country, where he bought a new

house that had just been put up. He was its first tenant, I remember.

That fact, later, grew to seem important. There he relapsed into a

semi-populated solitude, with a few visitors, a great many books, and an

inordinate amount of tobacco. These details I gathered from Wender in

town, while I was adjusting my affairs.

Never had an inheritance come so pat as mine. There were all sorts of

places I wanted to go to, and now I had money enough to do it. The

_wanderlust_ had nearly eaten my heart out during the years when I had

kicked my heels in that third-rate legation. I wanted to see Lithway,

but a dozen minor catastrophes prevented us from meeting during those

breathless weeks, and as soon as I could I positively had to be off.

Youth is like that. So that, although Lithway’s bereavement had been

very recent, at the time when I was in America settling my affairs and

drawing the first instalment of my beautiful income--there is no beauty

like that of unearned increment--I did not see him until he had been a

widower for more than two years.

The first times I visited Lithway were near together. I had begun what

was to be my almost life-long holiday by spending two months alone--save

for servants--on a house-boat in the Vale of Cashmere; and my next

flights were very short. When I came back from those, I rested on level

wing at Braythe. Lithway was a little bothered, on one of these

occasions, about the will of a cousin who had died in Germany, leaving

an orphan daughter, a child of six or seven. His conscience troubled him

sometimes, and occasionally he said he ought to go over and see that the

child’s inheritance was properly administered. But there was an aunt--a

mother’s sister--to look after the child, and her letters indicated that

there was plenty of money and a good lawyer to look after the

investments. Since his wife’s death, Lithway had sunk into lethargy. He

had enough to live on, and he drew out of business entirely, putting

everything he had into government bonds. When he hadn’t energy enough

left to cut off coupons, he said, he should know that it was time for

him to commit suicide. He really spoke as if he thought that final

indolence might arrive any day. I read the aunt’s letters. She seemed to

be a good sort, and the pages reeked of luxury and the maternal

instinct. I rather thought it would be a good excuse to get Lithway out

of his rut, and advised him to go; but, when he seemed so unwilling, I

couldn’t conscientiously say I thought the duty imperative. I had long

ago exhausted Germany--I had no instinct to accompany him.

Lithway, then, was perfectly idle. His complete lack of the executive

gift made him an incomparable host. He had been in the house three

years, and I was visiting him there for perhaps the third time, when he

told me that it was haunted. He didn’t seem inclined to give details,

and, above all, didn’t seem inclined to be worried. He sat up very late

always, and preferably alone, a fact that in itself proved that he was

not nervous. As I said, I had never been interested in ghosts, and the

newness of the house robbed fear of all seriousness. Ghosts batten on

legend and decay. There wasn’t any legend, and the house was almost

shockingly clean. When he told me of the ghost, then, I forbore to ask

for any more information than he, of his own volition, gave me. If he

had wanted advice or assistance, he would, of course, have said so. The

servants seemed utterly unaware of anything queer, and servants leave a

haunted house as rats a sinking ship. It really did not seem worth

inquiring into. I referred occasionally to Lithway’s ghost as I might

have done to a Syracusan coin which I should know him proud to possess

but loath to show.

On my return from Yucatan, one early spring, Lithway welcomed me as

usual. He seemed lazier than ever, and I noticed that he had moved his

books down from a second-story to a ground-floor room. He slept outdoors

summer and winter, and he had an outside stairway built to lead from his

library up to the sleeping-porch. A door from the sleeping-porch led

straight into his dressing-room. I laughed at his arrangements a

little.

“You live on this side of the house entirely now--cut off, actually,

from the other side. What is the matter with the east?”

He pointed out to me that the dining-room and the billiard-room were on

the eastern side and that he never shunned them. “It’s just a notion,”

he said. “Mrs. Jayne” (the housekeeper) “sleeps on the second floor, and

I don’t like to wake her when I go up at three in the morning. She is a

light sleeper.”

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