VII

The wind whined in the chimney and somewhere a shutter banged

spitefully.

“That’s the only touch we needed to make a perfect evening!” said

Grace, her cheeks glowing. “I expect to hear a stage coach come tearing

into the yard any minute pursued by highwaymen. How did you ever come

to think of McGovern’s?”

“Just one of my little happy thoughts! Now that we’ve found the way

there’s no reason why we can’t repeat,” said Cummings.

“There you go! This doesn’t establish a precedent; it belongs to those

experiences it’s better never to try again. But, it’s certainly jolly

so far as we’ve gone. What if somebody should come prancing in?”

“It’s not a good night for prancing. McGovern said there hadn’t been a

soul here for a week. That’s why he let us come, I suppose.”

“I can think of certain persons who wouldn’t add much to the joy of

this particular party,” said Grace musingly.

“A little danger adds to the fun! You seem to forget that I thought it

all up; I’m ready to go right on round the world!”

“Yes, you are!” she retorted teasingly. “It sounds awful but sometimes

I think it’s cowardice that keeps most of us good! If you were a

philosopher I’d ask your opinion on that subject but I see you haven’t

a ghost of an idea!”

He frowned. There had always been a serious side to Grace. In her high

school days she was constantly dipping into books that were beyond her,

treatises on social science and the like that only depressed him. He

didn’t know, of course, how eagerly she had caught at the opportunity

of spending the evening with him merely to enjoy a few hours freedom

from the turmoil of her own soul. It interested her for a moment to

sound him as to whether by any chance he was conscious of the general

transformation of things or knew that their visit to McGovern’s in

itself had a significance; but he was a dreamer who responded only to

the harmonies of life and avoided all its discords. He was caught up

in the whirligig of apparently changing conditions just as she knew

herself to be. Were they really breaking down the old barriers? Or was

the world, aided by gasoline and jazz, moving so rapidly that in the

mad rush it required a more alert eye to discern the danger signs?

The fact that she was eating supper with another woman’s husband in

a place frankly chosen for its isolation interested her, as so many

social phenomena had interested her since she left the University.

“Oh, thunder!” he said with a shrug. “There’s no use in our worrying.

Let the old folks do that. I guess we’ve all got a right to be happy

and tastes differ as to what happiness is. That’s all.”

This, of course, wasn’t all, but she refrained from saying so. A look

came into his eyes that warned her to have a care. She must guard

herself from an attempt on his part, which she saw was impending, to

take advantage of the hour to make love to her.

“Grace,” he resumed, “every time I get blue it’s you I want to see.”

“Tush, tush! I’d never have come if I’d thought you were going to be

foolish. Don’t you get the notion into your silly head that you can run

to me every time you get down in the mouth. There’s no reason why I

should hold your hand when you’re sorrowful; I don’t want the job!”

She was eating with an honest appetite that discouraged his hope of

interesting her in sentiment.

“Wow! I thought you’d jump at the offer!”

“Have another biscuit! I want to laugh! How silly this is, Bob! I

supposed you brought me out here to show me a good time and we’re

almost at the point of quarreling.”

“Now, Grace, we’ll never do that! I didn’t think you’d mind the

compliment! But,” dolefully, “I suppose you get so many!”

He became tractable, obedient, anxious to please her. She knew that

she could do with him very much as she pleased; but there was no

satisfaction in the exercise of her power over so unstable a character.

She was sorry for him, much as she would have been sorry for a child

who never quite learned his lessons; and there were lessons Bob

Cummings would never learn.

After they had eaten their dessert they started the victrola and

danced, and Bob was again the good play-fellow. They began burlesquing

classic dances, and laughed so boisterously at their success in making

themselves ridiculous that McGovern and his wife came in to watch them.

They had brought themselves to a high pitch of merriment when McGovern,

who was assisting his wife in clearing the table, darted across the

room and stopped the music.

“Good Lord; it’s some one knocking!” cried Bob, as the outer door shook

under a heavy thumping.

“Just keep quiet,” said McGovern. “I guess it’s some one who’s got into

trouble on the road.”

“People stop for a little gas to help ’em out sometimes,” said Mrs.

McGovern. “Mac’ll get rid of ’em.”

McGovern, with his shoulder against the door threw a look of inquiry

at Cummings and Grace. Cummings lifted his head as the voice again

demanded admittance.

“Sounds like Atwood,--a chap I know,” he said to Grace. “Who’s with

him, Mac?”

As McGovern opened the door a few grudging inches a male voice called

him by name.

“Let us in, Mac: we’re freezing to death!”

“Sorry, but we’re closed for the season,” McGovern answered.

“That doesn’t go, Mac! You can’t turn _me_ down,” replied the voice.

Before McGovern could answer a vigorous pressure flung the door open

and a young man stepped in followed by a young woman in a fur coat and

smart toque.

“Never thought you’d shut the door in my face, Mac!” said the young man

reproachfully. “We’ve got to have some coffee and sandwiches. Hello,

Mrs. Mac: how’s everything?”

The young woman, blinking in the light, was walking toward the

fireplace when she became aware that McGovern and his wife had been

entertaining other guests. She paused and stared, her gaze passing

slowly from Cummings to Grace. Her companion, finding that McGovern and

his wife were receiving coldly his voluble expressions of regard, now

first caught sight of the two figures across the room.

“Hello-o-o!” he exclaimed. “Look who’s here!”

“Why, Jimmie, is that you?” said Cummings with a gulp.

“I call it some night! And Mac, the old pirate, didn’t want to let me

in!”

The McGoverns were hastily retiring toward the kitchen, Mac tiptoeing

as though leaving a death chamber. The weight of his grievous error was

upon him; never before had he precipitated a wife upon a husband in so

disturbing a fashion.

Grace was watching the young woman, who pulled a chair away from the

table that still bore evidences of the recent repast and sank into

it. She was tall and slender and the light struck gold in her hair.

Feeling perhaps that Grace’s eyes were upon her, she bent and plucked a

raveling, real or imaginary, from the skirt of her coat. She unbottoned

her coat and drew off her gloves with elaborate care.

Her companion stood with his hands thrust into the pockets of his

overcoat, grinning. An old-fashioned clock on the mantel began to

strike to the accompaniment of queer raspings of its mechanism. The

hands indicated the hour as ten but in the manner of its kind the

hammer within pounded out twelve. There was a suggestion of insolence

in the protracted thumping of the bell. As the last torturing sound

was dying Grace turned her head slightly to look at Cummings, who was

staring blankly at the lady in the fur coat.

“What a funny clock!” Atwood remarked with the jubilant tone of one who

has made a discovery of great value to mankind.

“It’s a dreadful liar!” said Grace.

“My grandfather used to have one just like it, with a basket of fruit

painted on the door,” said Atwood, advancing toward Grace, beaming with

gratitude for her response to his attempt to promote conversation. He

was short, plump and blond, with thin fair hair already menaced by

baldness. He was not far advanced in the twenties and looked very much

like an overgrown school boy. Grace appraised him as a person of kindly

impulses and possibly not wholly without common sense.

Having planted himself beside Grace he remarked further upon clocks

and their general unreliability, while he rolled his eyes first toward

Cummings and then in the direction of the lady in the fur coat. Grace

had already assumed without the aid of this telegraphy that the lady

was Bob’s wife. Atwood seemed to be appealing to Grace to assist him

in terminating a situation that was verging upon the intolerable,

but she was unable to see that it was incumbent upon her to take the

initiative. But Mrs. Cummings might sit there forever unless something

happened. Bob continued to wear the look of one condemned and awaiting

the pleasure of the executioner. Grace felt strongly moved to walk

up to him and shake him. She had read of such unfortunate meetings

between husband and wife and they were usually attended with furious

denunciations and sometimes with pistols. Without the sustaining

presence of Atwood she would have retired to the domestic end of the

McGovern establishment and waited for the storm to blow over, but the

storm, if such impended, was slow in developing.

“This can’t last forever,” said Grace in a low tone.

“If _something_ doesn’t happen in a minute I’m a dead man,” Atwood

whispered.

“I think it would be nice if we all got acquainted. I’m Miss Durland,

Mr. Atwood,” said Grace in a tone audible throughout the room.

“Thank you so much! I was just dying to know your name!” he declared

fervidly. “Oh, Evelyn----”

Evelyn lifted her head and looked at him defiantly, but he squared

himself and said:

“Mrs. Cummings, Miss Durland. I really supposed you had met before.”

His voice rose to an absurd squeak as he expressed this last hopeful

sentiment.

Evelyn bit her lip and nodded, a nod that might have been intended for

Grace or quite as definitely for an enlarged photograph of an ancestral

whiskered McGovern in a gilt frame that adorned the wall behind her.

Grace glanced at Bob, still rooted to the floor, and he remarked with

badly-feigned cheerfulness.

“Well, I suppose we might as well go home--” a suggestion not without

ambiguity, as there were four persons in the room and two at least,

having just arrived and awaiting refreshments, might be assumed to

prefer to linger.

“Not just yet!” said Grace, walking slowly toward Evelyn. “There’s

something I’d like to say to Mrs. Cummings.”

“Oh, _really_----”

“We’re going in a minute,” interposed Cummings, with sudden animation.

“I think maybe, Grace----”

“Grace!” Evelyn repeated scornfully. “I’m going home. Jimmy, I want you

to take me home.”

“Yes, Evelyn; of course we’ll go whenever you like,” said Atwood. “But,

we ought to explain things a little. I mean you and I ought to explain

them,” he elaborated as he saw her lips tighten. “I wouldn’t want Bob

to think----”

“I don’t care what Bob thinks!” she flared. “He lied to me; he told me

he had a business engagement, to get out of taking me to Uncle Fred’s!

And this was the engagement!”

“But everything’s going to be explained,” Atwood persisted. “You know

there’s always an explanation for everything, and Bob’s the best fellow

in the world--you know that Evelyn.”

“I know nothing of the kind! I’ll let him know at the proper time and

place what I think of him.”

“Well, of course, Evelyn,” said Atwood with his odd little pipe of a

laugh. But he was very earnest; he brought Cummings to his side by

an imperious gesture. As the man for the hour he was not acquitting

himself so badly; he looked at Grace for her approval, wasn’t sure that

she gave it, but with his hand resting on Cummings’s shoulder, he spoke

directly to the point.

“I’m awfully sorry about this, Bob. You know I’m in and out of your

house a lot and you never seem to mind. And tonight I tried to get you

on the telephone to see if we could do something, the three of us I

mean,--run down to see a picture or any old thing--and the maid said

you were at Colonel Felton’s; both of you, I thought she meant. And I

called up there about the time I thought the party would be over and

found you weren’t there and asked Evelyn to let me come for her. And I

thought it would be good fun to take a little dash through the storm

and I knew you wouldn’t care. There couldn’t be any harm in that; we’ve

all been out here together lots of times.”

“Why, that’s perfectly all right, Jimmie!” exclaimed Cummings with a

flourish of magnanimity which did not, however, awaken the grateful

response he may have expected from Evelyn, who had murmured an

indifferent, “Thank you, Jimmie,” when Atwood concluded.

“There’s nothing tragic about this,” Cummings began a little defiantly.

“Miss Durland and I have known each other all our lives. She’s an old

friend. She came out with me just as a lark; just as you and Jimmie

came. I don’t want you to think----”

“That will do!” said Evelyn rising so suddenly that Cummings backed

away from her in alarm. “Anything you have to say to me needn’t be said

before this old friend of yours.”

“But, Evelyn, you’re not fair!” cried Cummings hotly. “It isn’t fair to

Miss Durland. The whole fault of her being out here is mine. I’ll not

have you think----”

“You’re terribly anxious about what I think!” Evelyn interrupted. “I’ll

think what I please!”

Grace, on her way to the sofa on which she had left her coat and hat,

swung round, her face aflame.

“It may not occur to you, Mrs. Cummings, that what you think isn’t of

the slightest importance.”

“You act as though you thought it was!” Evelyn flung back.

“I’m not acting; you’re doing enough of it!”

“You’ve probably had far more experience in such scenes!”

“With much better actors than your husband, I hope!”

“Humph! I don’t believe we’re going to like each other.”

“The regret is not mine, I assure you!”

Grace turned to a mirror to straighten her hat. Her preparations for

departure were provocative of thought in Atwood’s mind. He expressed

the thought immediately, evidently with the laudable hope of lessening

the tension.

“Oh, Miss Durland, won’t you let _me_ take you home? I can run you into

town without the slightest trouble.”

Evelyn’s surprise at this suggestion betrayed itself in a spurt of

coffee that missed the cup she was filling and spread in an amber stain

on the table cloth.

Grace was walking toward the veranda door drawing on her gloves.

“Thank you ever so much, Mr. Atwood,” she said evenly. “But Mr.

Cummings is going to take me home!”

Cummings glanced at his wife, uncertainty plainly written on his face.

“Why, yes--yes--” he mumbled.

“I’m waiting, Bob!” said Grace.

He gathered up his raincoat and cap. Grace waited for him to open the

door for her.

“Good-night, Mr. Atwood!” she flung over her shoulder, and the door

closed.

“Well, there was that!” Cummings said after they were in the highway.

“I hope you’re satisfied with yourself,” said Grace angrily.

“Good Lord! Didn’t I do the best I could about it?”

“You couldn’t have done worse if you’d had a week to plan it! Instead

of standing there like a fool when your wife came in, why didn’t you

walk right up to her like a man and introduce me? You were scared to

death; you thought of nothing but how you were going to square yourself

with her. You did everything you could to give her the idea that you

were ashamed of me.”

“Why, Grace, you can’t mean this!” He slowed down the car the better

to talk. “God knows I did the best I could. I couldn’t help being

surprised when they came in. And you never can tell how Evelyn’s going

to take anything.”

“Oh, yes; it was Evelyn you were troubled about; you weren’t at all

worried about me! When you came out of your trance and tried to explain

how I came to be there the mischief was already done. Of course she

wouldn’t listen to you then. You certainly made a mess of it.”

“I don’t understand you at all! I swear I did the best I could.”

“Well, it was a pretty poor best! Please mind what you’re doing; you’re

still so nervous you’ll land in the ditch in a minute.”

Thus admonished he steadied himself at the wheel. Her anger had

expended itself and she was now silently staring ahead at the snow

covered road.

No word had passed between them for several minutes and Grace, absorbed

in her own thoughts, was hoping that he wouldn’t attempt to discuss

the matter further. Her respect for him was gone; she disliked him

cordially, seeing him only as a timid, evasive person whose primary

impulse was self-protection. He might play on the wrong side of a

forbidden wall but the moment he was discovered he would scramble for

safe territory.

He touched her hand so suddenly that she started and snatched it away

with a feeling of aversion.

“We’ve both been thinking about what happened back there,” he began. “I

don’t know just where it leaves me; I don’t know how Evelyn is going to

take it.”

He paused, bending forward while he waited for some encouragement to go

on.

“I don’t care how Evelyn is going to take it! I thought I’d made it

clear that I didn’t want to talk of your private affairs any more. They

don’t interest me in the least.”

“Of course if Evelyn wants a row----”

“Oh, Bob! _Please_, be quiet!”

“But I can’t leave it this way! You’ve meant too much to me for us to

part like this. What I was going to say was--is----”

She sighed despairingly and resettled herself in her place.

“What I want you to know is that I care a lot for you, Grace--and if

there’s a row--if we break up, Evelyn and I, I mean----”

“I think you’ve lost your mind!” she cried furiously.

“But, you don’t see--you don’t understand----”

“Oh, but I do! If Evelyn turns you out you think maybe you’d like

to give _me_ a trial! That’s certainly an idea! I suppose you have

visions of me figuring in your divorce suit--Cummings against Cummings!

I don’t believe you used to be like this. It’s astonishing how you’ve

deteriorated!”

“I didn’t expect this from you, Grace!” he replied bitterly. “I’ve felt

that I could always count on you to----”

The engine began to cough peevishly and he stopped to investigate.

“Here’s luck!” he exclaimed spitefully as he got back into the car.

“Just about enough gas to pull us to that garage half a mile ahead. I

guess somebody’s pinned a jinx on the evening!”

“I’ll wait outside,” she said when the car had been coaxed to the

garage.

“Only a minute, Grace. I’m awfully sorry.”

As she stood on the cement driveway the whistle followed by a flash

of the headlight of an incoming interurban car on the track that ran

parallel with the highway caught her attention. Across the road several

people were waiting on the platform and she resolved to board the car

if it stopped before Cummings reappeared. She was in a humor to annoy

him if she could and as the car slowed down she began to walk slowly

toward the platform and then with a glance over her shoulder ran and

swung herself aboard. As the car got under way she caught a glimpse of

the roadster as Cummings backed it out. She derived no small degree of

satisfaction from the reflection that her departure in this fashion

expressed her scorn of him more effectually than anything she could

have said.

She left the car at the interurban station and walked home. Her

knowledge of life was broadening and that too in divisions of the

Great Curriculum of whose very existence she had had only the haziest

consciousness. Her freedom, the independence she so greatly prized,

was not without its perils. Her thoughts took a high range; she

wondered whether after all the individual could, without incurring

serious hazards, ignore the warnings and safeguards established for the

protection of society.

She wanted to laugh over the encounter at McGovern’s, but in the quiet

street it was not so easy to laugh at it. What society had done to

educate her, to fortify and strengthen her for the battle of life--a

phrase she detested from her mother’s frequent use of it--counted for

naught. She was alarmed to find that she never really reached any

conclusion in attempting to settle her problems. When she thought she

had determined any of the matters that rose with so malevolent an

insistence for decision some unexpected turn left her still beset by

uncertainties.

Two policemen standing on a corner stopped talking as she passed and

she felt their eyes following her. They symbolized the power of the

law; they were agents of society, they were representatives of the

order of things against which she had been trying to persuade herself

she was in rebellion. She now seriously questioned the desirability of

being a rebel; such a status had its disagreeable and uncomfortable

side.

When she reached her room she sat down thinking she would write her

usual daily letter to Trenton; but with paper before her and a pen in

her hand she was unable to bring herself to it. The disturbance at

McGovern’s had shaken her more than she liked to believe.

In her cogitations, as she lay in the dark unable to sleep, she

wondered whether the incident at McGovern’s might not be a warning,

which she would do well to heed, to discourage Trenton’s further

attentions. Trenton might in a similar circumstances behave no better

than Bob had behaved and she was not anxious to subject herself to the

ire of another indignant wife.

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