III

The next day at noon Grace went to a trust company where she kept an

account that represented the aggregate of small gifts of cash she had

received through a number of years at Christmas and on her birthdays.

As she waited at the window for her passbook, Bob Cummings crossed

the lobby on his way to the desk of one of the officers. She wondered

how he would greet her if they met, and what her attitude toward

him ought to be in view of the break between her father and Isaac

Cummings. She found a certain mild excitement as she pondered this,

her eyes occasionally turning toward Cummings as he leaned against

the railing that enclosed the administrative offices of the company.

Grace had always liked and admired him; and it had hurt her more than

she ever confessed that after the removal of the Cummingses from the

old neighborhood Bob had gradually ceased his attentions. Perhaps

his family had interfered as her mother had hinted; but it made no

difference now that he had married and passed completely out of her ken.

Cummings had finished his errand and was walking quickly toward the

door when he caught sight of her.

“Hello, Grace! I’m mighty glad to see you,” he said cordially.

“Why--” He checked himself and the smile left his face abruptly as he

remembered that their friendly status had changed since their last

meeting.

Grace relieved his embarrassment promptly by smilingly putting out her

hand.

“I’m very glad to see you, Bob,” she said. “It’s really been a long

time, almost three years!”

“Just about,” he answered slowly.

“Old Father Time has a way of romping right on!” she remarked lightly.

They were in the path of customers intent upon reaching the cages and

she took a step toward the door when he said, glancing toward a long

bench at the side of the room, “If you’re not in a rush let’s sit down

a minute. There’s something I’d like to say to you.”

“Oh, very well,” she assented, surprised but not displeased.

He was the son of a man who had dismissed her father from the concern

in which their names had long been identified; but in so public a

place there could be no harm in talking to him. Her old liking for him

at once outweighed any feeling she had against his father. He was a

big boy when she was still a small girl and he was her first hero. He

was always quiet, thoughtful and studious, with a chivalrous regard

for the rights and feelings of others. They had been chums, confiding

their troubles to each other. It was to her that he had revealed his

succession of boyish ambitions, and she had encouraged his fondness for

music when other youngsters twitted him for taking piano lessons like

a girl. He had never thought he would like business; he wanted to be a

musician, with the leadership of an orchestra as his ultimate goal. It

was because his brother Merwin had from an early age shown a refractory

spirit that the parental authority had thwarted Bob’s aspirations; one

of the sons at least had to go into the business and Bob was now a

vice-president of the reorganized Cummings Manufacturing Company.

“I’ve been hoping for a chance to see you, Grace. It’s not easy to

speak of it but I want you to know I’m sorry things turned out as they

did. About your father and the business, I mean. You must all of you

feel pretty hard about it. I hope it doesn’t mean any change in your

plans for finishing at the university. I know how you’d counted on

that.”

“I’ve given it up; I’m home to stay,” she answered. “But you needn’t

feel badly about it. Of course it must have been necessary--about

father and the business, I mean.”

He was embarrassed by her cheerful acceptance of the situation, and

stammered, leaving one or two sentences unfinished before he got hold

of himself.

“I want you to know I did all I could to prevent the break. It seemed

a pity after your father and mine had been together so long. But

for some time the plant had needed an active superintendent; just

trusting the foremen of the shops wouldn’t serve any longer, and you

won’t mind my saying it but your father never liked executive work. I

suggested another way of handling it that would have made Mr. Durland a

vice-president and free to go on with his experiments, but I couldn’t

put it through. I did my best; honestly I did, Grace!”

There was the old boyish eagerness in this appeal. He regarded her

fixedly, anxious for some assurance that she understood. She understood

only too well that her father had become an encumbrance, and that in

plain terms the company couldn’t afford to keep him at his old salary

any longer. It was unnecessary for Bob to apologize; but it was like

him to seize the first possible moment to express his sympathy. She

had always felt the gentleness in him, which was denoted in his blue

eyes, which just now shone with the reflection of his eagerness to

set himself right with her. He turned his hat continually in his

hands--they were finely shaped, with long supple fingers. At the base

of his left thumb there was a scar, almost imperceptible, the result

of a slash with a jack knife one day in the Durland yard where he had

taken her dare to bring down a particular fine spray of blossoms from

an old cherry tree. In his anxiety to deliver it unbroken on the bough

he had cut himself. She remembered her consternation at seeing the

injury, his swaggering attempt to belittle it; his submission to her

ministrations as she tied it up with a handkerchief. She was twelve

then; he sixteen. He saw the direction of her eyes, lifted the hand and

with a smile glanced at the scar. She colored as she realized that he

had read her thoughts.

“That was centuries ago,” he said. “We did use to have good times in

your back yard! Do you remember the day you tumbled out of the swing

and broke your arm? You didn’t cry; you were a good little sport.” And

then, his eyes meeting hers, “You’re still a mighty good sport!”

“If I never have anything worse than a broken arm to cry over I’ll be

lucky,” she answered evasively.

There was no excuse for lingering; he had expressed his regret at her

father’s elimination from Cummings-Durland, and it served no purpose

to compare memories of the former friendly relation between the young

people of the two families, which were now bound to recede to the

vanishing point. But he seemed in no haste to leave her. She on her

side was finding pleasurable sensations in the encounter. He had been

her first sweetheart, so recognized by the other youngsters of the

neighborhood, and they had gone to the same dancing class. And he had

kissed her once, shyly, on a night when the Cummingses were giving a

children’s party. This had occurred on a dark corner of the veranda.

It had never been repeated or referred to between them, but the memory

of it was not without its sweetness. She was ashamed of herself for

remembering it now. She wondered whether he too remembered it. And

there had been those later attentions after the Cummingses had moved

away that had encouraged hopes in her own breast not less than in

her mother’s that Bob’s early preference might survive the shock of

the Cummingses’ translation to the fashionable district, with its

inevitable change of social orientation.

Ethel and her mother had questioned the happiness of his marriage, and

her mind played upon this as she sat beside him, feeling the charm he

had always had for her and wondering a little about the girl he had

married whom she had never seen and knew of only from the talk at home.

But two years was not long enough; it was ridiculous to assume that he

wasn’t happy with his wife.

“We certainly had a lot of fun over there,” he was saying. “I suppose

the park fountain plays just the same and the kids still sail their

boats in the pond.”

“Yes, and go wading and fall in and have to be fished out by the

policeman! But we can’t be kids always, Bob!”

“No; that’s the worst of it!” he said with a tinge of dejection.

“I’m all grown up now and have a job. I’m a working girl!”

“No!” he exclaimed incredulously. “And Roy----”

“Oh, Roy’s to finish his law course; he’ll be through in June.”

“That’s too bad, Grace!” he exclaimed. “It’s you who ought to have

stayed on! You’re the very type of girl who ought to go to college. It

would have made all the difference in the world to you! And Ethel--is

she at work too?”

“Yes; she’s in an insurance office and I’m in Shipley’s!” she went on

smiling to relieve his evident discomfiture. “I’m in the ready-to-wear

and I’ll appreciate any customers you send my way. Call for Number

Eighteen!”

“Why, Grace! You don’t mean it! You have no business doing a thing like

that. You could do a lot better.”

“Well, I didn’t just see it. I’m an unskilled laborer and haven’t time

to fit myself for teaching, stenography or anything like that. You get

results quicker in a place like Shipley’s. That is, I hope to get them

if I’m as intelligent as I think I am!”

“I’m terribly sorry, Grace. I feel-- I feel-- as though we were

responsible, father and I; and we are, of course. There ought to have

been some other way for you; something more----”

“Please don’t! That’s the way mother and Ethel talk.”

She rose quickly, feeling that nothing was to be gained by continuing

the discussion of matters that were irrevocably settled. And,

moreover, his distress was so manifest in his face that she feared the

scrutiny of passers-by.

“Good-bye, Bob,” she said. “I’m awfully glad I met you. Please

don’t trouble at all about what can’t be helped. I haven’t any hard

feeling--not the slightest.”

“I don’t like it at all,” he said impatiently.

He kept beside her to the entrance, where she gave him a nod and

smile and hurried away. She was troubled at once for fear she hadn’t

expressed cordially enough her appreciation of his sympathy. Very

likely they would never meet again; there was no reason why they

should. He had merely done what was perfectly natural in view of their

old friendship, made it clear that he was sorry her father had been

thrust out of the company of which he had been one of the founders. She

was unable to see anything in the interview beyond a wish on his part

to be kind, to set himself right. And it was like Bob to do that.

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