CHAPTER II.—A CRISIS.

That night Charlie had need of all his diplomatic talents. Before he

returned from Oxford, his mother, by way of precaution lest Agnes should

betray the sudden and mysterious visit of Miss Anastasia to Marian,

contrived to let her elder daughter know mysteriously, something of the

scope and object of the sudden journey for which it was necessary to

prepare her brother, driving Agnes, as was to be supposed, into a very

fever of suppressed excitement, joy, triumph, and anxiety. Mrs Atheling,

conscious, hurried, and studying deeply not to betray herself—and Agnes,

watching every one, stopping questions, and guarding off suspicions with

prudence much too visible—were quite enough of themselves to rouse every

other member of the little company to lively pursuit after the secret.

Charlie was assailed by every shape and form of question: Where was he

going—what was he to do? He showed no cleverness, we are bound to

acknowledge, in evading these multitudinous interrogations; he turned an

impenetrable front upon them, and made the most commonplace answers,

making vast incursions all the time into Hannah’s cakes and Mamma’s

bread-and-butter.

“He had to go back immediately to the office; he believed he had got a

new client for old Foggo,” said Charlie, with the utmost coolness;

“making no secret of it at all,” according to Mamma’s indignant

commentary.

“To the office!—are you only going home, after all?” cried Marian.

“I’ll see when I get there,” answered Charlie; “there’s something to be

done abroad. I shouldn’t wonder if they sent _me_. I say, I wish you’d

all come home at once, and make things comfortable. There’s my poor

father fighting it out with Susan. I should not stand it if it was me.”

“Hold your peace, Charlie, and don’t be rude,” said Mrs Atheling. “But,

indeed, I wish we were at home, and out of everybody’s way.”

“Who is everybody?” said Louis. “I, who am going myself, can wish quite

sincerely that we were all at home; but the addition is mysterious—who

is in anybody’s way?”

“Mamma means to wish us all out of reach of the Evil Eye,” said Agnes, a

little romantically.

“No such thing, my dear. I daresay we could do _him_ a great deal more

harm than he can do us,” said Mrs Atheling, with sudden importance and

dignity; then she paused with a certain solemnity, so that everybody

could perceive the grave self-restraint of the excellent mother, and

that she could say a great deal more if she chose.

“But no one thinks what I am to do when you are all gone,” said Rachel;

and her tearful face happily diverted her companions from investigating

and from concealing the secret. There remained among them all, however,

a certain degree of excitement. Charlie was returning home

to-morrow—specially called home on business!—perhaps to go abroad upon

the same! The fact stirred all those young hearts with something not

unlike envy. This boy seemed to have suddenly leaped in one day into a

man.

And it was natural enough that, hearing of this, the mind of Louis

should burn and chafe with fierce impatience. Charlie, who was perfectly

undemonstrative of his thoughts and imaginations, was a very boy to

Louis—yet there was need and occasion for Charlie in the crowd of life,

when no one thought upon this fiery and eager young man. It was late

that night when Louis left this only home and haven which he had ever

known; and though he would fain have left Rachel there, his little

sister would not remain behind him, but clung to his arm with a strange

presentiment of something about to happen, which she could not explain.

Louis scarcely answered a word to the quiet talk of Rachel as they went

upon their way to the Hall. With difficulty, and even with impatience,

he curbed his rapid stride to her timid little footsteps, and hurried

her along without a glance at the surrounding scene, memorable and

striking as it was. The broad moonlight flooded over the noble park of

Winterbourne. The long white-columned front of the house—which was a

great Grecian house, pallid, vast, and imposing—shone in the white light

like a screen of marble; and on the great lawn immediately before it

were several groups of people, dwarfed into minute miraculous figures by

the great space and silence, and the intense illumination, which was far

more striking and particular than the broader light of day. The chances

were that Louis did not see them, as he plunged on, in the blindness of

preoccupation, keeping no path, through light and shadow, through the

trees and underwood, and across the broad unshaded greensward, where no

one could fail to perceive him. His little sister clung to his arm in an

agony of fear, grief, and confidence—trembling for something about to

happen with an overpowering tremor—yet holding a vague faith in her

brother, strange and absorbing. She said, “Louis, Louis!” in her tone of

appeal and entreaty. He did not hear her, but struck across the broad

visible park, in the full stream of the moonlight, looking neither to

the right hand nor to the left. As they approached, Rachel could not

even hear any conversation among the groups on the lawn; and it was

impossible to suppose that they had not been seen. Louis’s abrupt direct

course, over the turf and through the brushwood, must have attracted the

notice of bystanders even in the daylight; it was still more remarkable

now, when noiseless and rapid, through the intense white radiance and

the perfect stillness, the stately figure of the young man, and his

timid, graceful little sister, came directly forward in face of the

spectators. These spectators were all silent, looking on with a certain

fascination, and Rachel could not tell whether Louis was even conscious

that any one was there.

But before they could turn aside into the road which led to the Hall

door—a road to which Rachel most anxiously endeavoured to guide her

brother—they were suddenly arrested by the voice of Lord Winterbourne.

“I must put a stop to this,” said his lordship suddenly and loudly, with

so evident a reference to themselves, that even Rachel stopped without

knowing it. “Here, young fellow, stop and give an account of

yourself—what do you mean by wandering about my park at midnight, eh? I

know your poaching practices. Setting snares, I suppose, and dragging

about this girl as a protection. Get into your kennel, you mean dog; is

this how you repay the shelter I have given you all your life?”

“It would be a fit return,” said Louis. He did not speak so loud, but

with a tremble of scorn and bitterness and intense youthful feeling in

his voice, before which the echo of his persecutor’s went out and died,

like an ignoble thing. “If I were, as you say,” repeated the young

man—“setting snares for your game, or for your wealth, or for your life,

you know it would be a fit return.”

“Yes, I live a peaceful life with this villanous young incendiary under

my roof!” said Lord Winterbourne. “I’ll tell you what, you young

ruffian, if nothing better can restrain you, locks and bars shall. Oh,

no chance of appealing to _my_ pity, with that fool of a girl upon your

arm! You think you can defy me, year after year, because I have given

charity to your base blood. My lad, you shall learn to know me better

before another week is over our heads. Why, gentlemen, you perceive, by

his own confession, I stand in danger of my life.”

“Winterbourne,” said some one over his shoulder, in a reproving tone,

“_you_ should be the last man in the world to taunt this unfortunate lad

with his base blood.”

Lord Winterbourne turned upon his heel with a laugh of insult which sent

the wild blood dancing in an agony of shame, indignation, and rage even

into Rachel’s woman’s face. “Well,” said the voice of their tyrant, “I

have supported the hound—what more would you have? His mother was a

pretty fool, but she had her day. There’s more of her conditions in the

young villain than mine. I have no idea of playing the romantic father

to such a son—not I!”

Louis did not know that he threw his sister off his arm before he sprang

into the midst of these half-dozen gentlemen. She did not know herself,

as she stood behind clenching her small fingers together painfully, with

all the burning vehemence of a woman’s passion. The young man sprang

forward with the bound of a young tiger. His voice was hoarse with

passion, not to be restrained. “It is a lie—a wilful, abominable lie!”

cried Louis fiercely, confronting as close as a wrestler the ghastly

face of his tyrant, who shrank before him. “I am no son of yours—you

know I am no son of yours! I owe you the hateful bread I have been

compelled to eat—nothing more. I am without a name—I may be of base

blood—but I warn you for your life, if you dare repeat this last insult.

It is a lie! I tell every one who condescends to call you friend; and I

appeal to God, who knows that you know it is a lie! I may be the son of

any other wretch under heaven, but I am not yours. I disown it with

loathing and horror. Do you hear me?—you know the truth in your heart,

and so do I!”

Lord Winterbourne fell back, step by step, before the young man, who

pressed upon him close and rapid, with eyes which flamed and burned with

a light which he could not bear. The insulting smile upon his bloodless

face had not passed from it yet. His eyes, shifting, restless, and

uneasy, expressed nothing. He was not a coward, and he was sufficiently

quick-witted on ordinary occasions, but he had nothing whatever to

answer to this vehement and unexpected accusation. He made an

unintelligible appeal with his hand to his companions, and lifted up his

face to the moonlight like a spectre, but he did not answer by a single

word.

“Young man,” said the gentleman who had spoken before, “I acknowledge

your painful position, and that you have been addressed in a most

unseemly manner—but no provocation should make you forget your natural

duty. Lord Winterbourne must have had a motive for maintaining you as he

has done. I put it to you calmly, dispassionately—what motive could he

possibly have had, except one?”

“Ah!” said Louis, with a sudden and violent start, “he must have had a

motive—it is true; he would not waste his cruel powers, even for

cruelty’s sake. If any man can tell me what child it was his interest to

bastardise and defame, there may be hope and a name for me yet.”

At these words, Lord Winterbourne advanced suddenly with a singular

eagerness. “Let us have done with this foolery,” he said in a voice

which was certainly less steady than usual; “I presume we can all be

better employed than listening to the vapourings of this foolish boy. Go

in, my lad, and learn a lesson by your folly to-night. I pass it over,

simply because you have shown yourself to be a fool.”

“I, however, do not pass it over, my lord,” said Louis, who had calmed

down after the most miraculous fashion, to the utter amazement of his

sister. “Thank you for the provision you have given us, such as it is.

Some time we may settle scores upon that subject. My sister and I must

find another shelter to-night.”

The bystanders were half disposed to smile at the young man’s heroical

withdrawal—but they were all somewhat amazed to find that Lord

Winterbourne was as far as possible from sharing their amusement. He

called out immediately in an access of passion to stop the young

ruffian, incendiary, mischief-maker;—called loudly upon the servants,

who began to appear at the open door—ordered Louis to his own apartment

with the most unreasonable vehemence, and finally turned upon Rachel,

calling her to give up the young villain’s arm, and for her life to go

home.

But Rachel was wound to the fever point as well as her brother. “No, no,

it is all true he has said,” cried Rachel. “I know it, like Louis; we

are not your children—you dare not call us so now. I never believed you

were our father—never all my life.”

She exclaimed these words hastily in her low eager voice, as Louis drew

her arm through his, and hurried her away. The young man struck again

across the broad park and through the moonlight, while behind, Lord

Winterbourne called to his servants to go after the fugitives—to bring

that fellow back. The men only stared at their master, looked helplessly

at each other, and went off on vain pretended searches, with no better

intention than to keep out of Louis’s way, until prudence came to the

aid of Lord Winterbourne. “I shall scarcely think my life in safety

while that young fool wanders wild about the country,” he said to his

friends, as he returned within doors; but his friends, one and all,

thought this a very odd scene.

Meanwhile Louis made his rapid way with his little sister on his arm out

over the glorious moonlit park of Winterbourne, away from the only home

he had ever known—out to the night and to the world. Rachel, leaning

closely upon him, scarcely so much as looked up, as her faltering

footstep toiled to keep up with her brother. He, holding his proud young

head high, neither turned nor glanced aside, but pressed on straight

forward, as if to some visionary certain end before his eye. Then they

came out at last to the white silent road, lying ghostlike under the

excess of light—the quiet road which led through the village where all

the houses slept and everything was still, not a curl of smoke in the

moonlight, nor a house-dog’s bark in the silence. It was midnight, vast

and still, a great desolate uninhabited world. There was not a door open

to them, nor a place where they could rest. But on pressed Louis, with

the rapid step and unhesitating course of one who hastened to some

definite conclusion. “Where are we going—where shall we go?” said poor

little Rachel, drooping on his shoulder. Her brother did not hear her.

He was not selfish, but he had not that superhuman consideration for

others which might have broken the fiery inspiration of his own

momentous thoughts, and made him think of the desolate midnight, and the

houseless and outcast condition which were alone present to the mind of

Rachel. He did not see a vast homeless solitude—a vagabond and

disgraceful wandering, in this midnight walk. He saw a new world before

him, such as had never glanced before across his fancy. “He must have

had a notion” he muttered to himself. Rachel heard him sadly, and took

the words as a matter of course. “Where are we to go?”—that was a more

immediately important question to the simple mind of Rachel.

The Old Wood Lodge was as deep asleep as any house in the village. They

paused, reluctant, both of them, to awake their friends within, and went

back, pacing rapidly between the house of the Athelings and that of the

Rector. The September night was cold, and Rachel was timid of that

strange midnight world out of doors. They seemed to have nothing for it

but pacing up and down upon the grassy road, where they were at least

within sight of a friendly habitation, till morning came.

There was one light in one window of the Old Wood House; Rachel’s eye

went wandering to it wistfully, unawares: If the Rector knew—the Rector,

who once would have been kind if Louis would have let him. But as if in

very response to her thoughts, the Rector, when they came back to this

point again, was standing, like themselves, in the moonlight, looking

over the low wall. He called to them rather authoritatively, asking what

they did there—but started, and changed his tone into one of wondering

interest and compassion when Rachel lifted her pale face to him, with

the tears in her eyes. He hastened to the gate at once, and called them

to enter. “Nay, nay, no hesitation—come in at once, that she may have

rest and shelter,” said the Rector in a peremptory tone, which for the

first time in his life Louis had no thought of resenting. He went in

without a word, leading his little sister. Perhaps it was the first

great thing that ever had been done in all her life for Rachel’s

sake—for the sake of the delicate girl, who was half a child though a

woman in years,—for sake of her tenderness, her delicate frame, her

privilege of weakness. The two haughty young men went in silently

together into this secluded house, which never opened its doors to any

guest. It was an invalid’s home, and some one was always at hand for its

ailing mistress. By-and-by Rachel, in the exhaustion of great

excitement, fell asleep in a little quiet room looking over that moonlit

park of Winterbourne. Louis, who was in no mood for sleep, watched

below, full of eager and unquiet thoughts. They had left Winterbourne

Hall suddenly; the Rector asked no further questions, expressed no

wonder, and left the young man who had repelled him once, with a lofty

and dignified hospitality, to his meditations or repose.

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