CHAPTER IX.

To pay frequent visits to the village had of late been a great interest

to the young people; they had become acquainted with many of the

cottagers, and Leila had already begun to have a lively interest in

their children. As the party were now to leave Woodlands in a few days,

she proposed one morning that, as the weather was uncommonly fine, they

should cross the fields, under Charles’s escort, and pay a sort of

farewell visit to some of the cottagers. The cold had been so severe in

the night, that the grass still felt crisp under their feet, though the

sunbeams glanced brightly on the scarlet berries of the holly, and on

the slender branches of the forest trees, feathered white by the

hoar-frost. At the village they were welcomed by old and young, for the

kind, frank manners of the young people had made them general

favourites; many of the children ran forward to meet them, but they

missed one little girl whom they had in former visits particularly

distinguished. Her mother’s cottage stood at the end of the village,

and they found Dame Burton standing at her door, looking anxiously in

the direction of the road. She invited them as usual to enter, but

added, “I am rather out of sorts, young ladies, at this moment, for I am

fearing my little Lizzy is getting into idle ways. Not a sight can I see

of her, all the other children in the village home from the school, and

she still loitering on the road. If I had not had the dinner to get

ready, I would have been off to seek her myself, and would have sent her

home in a hurry; but her father will be in to his dinner, and she will

get it from him I am thinking.”

Leila instantly proposed that they should return by the road; “As

Charles is with us, I don’t think papa will be displeased,” she said,

“and we can tell him why.” Then turning to Dame Burton, she added, “We

shall be sure of meeting your little Lizzy if we go by the road, and we

shall send her home to you very quick; but I hope you won’t be angry

with her this time, for you know when it is an interesting play

sometimes one forgets. I forget very often myself, though I am so much

older than Lizzy.”

The young people proceeded on their way, talking and laughing merrily;

Charles protesting “that if they met the little truant, the unworthy

little Lizzy, he would send her home in a hurry; he would give it her,

her father’s anger would be a joke to his.”

Leila looked up in his face in astonishment.

“Never mind him,” Mina exclaimed, observing Leila’s face of perplexity;

“never mind him--don’t believe a word of it, he’s only saying it in fun;

Charles is not the least bit ill-natured. If we meet Lizzy I know the

sort of thing he will do, he will tap her kindly on the back, and say,

‘Now there’s a good girl, run home as quick as you can.’ That’s the sort

of way he will scold.”

“Is it, my little wise sister?” Charles replied, laughing. “Well, well,

you will soon see the contrary; you don’t know what an angry man I can

be; Leila has never yet seen me in one of my right towering passions, it

will frighten her out of her wits.”

“How merry we all are,” Mina said, “and how happy we have all been, and

now in three more days it will all be over!”

“Oh, Mina!” Louisa exclaimed, “do not speak of it; I have been thinking

of it all the time, though I have been trying to laugh. I have never

been so happy before, and now I may never see you all again. You will

all be meeting often, but I shall be far away. You know in two months

we are going abroad. I used to like the thoughts of it so much; now I

cannot bear it. And you, Leila, you will be growing up, and so many to

love you, you will forget me.”

“Never, Louisa, never; you were my first friend, you will always----”

She was interrupted at this moment by the loud screams of a child; they

seemed to proceed from a lane, which, a few yards further on, branched

off from the road. The screams were continued with increased violence.

They caught sight of a little girl struggling to get free from a large

dog, which seemed dragging her along by her clothes.

Leila sprang forward. “Don’t be frightened, Lizzy, don’t; we shall

protect you.”

At the sound of her voice the dog let go its hold with a joyful bark of

recognition, and the next moment was leaping upon Leila with frantic

joy.

“Dash, my own Dash!” she cried, as throwing her arms round his neck, she

almost stifled the faithful animal with her caresses. “But how is this?

Is it my Dash? is it really true? how did it happen? Lizzy, what is the

meaning of this? how did he come here? where did you find him? Oh! tell

me; but how thin you are, my Dash; how changed--oh, he has been

starved! how dreadful! But, Lizzy, run home to your mother; don’t delay

a moment longer--she is sorry you have been so long away; and let us get

home also as quick as we can, that we may get food for my dear Dash.

What joyful news for papa, and for Nurse, and Amy. Poor Peggy! Oh, if

Dash could speak!” She turned to regain the road, but Dash would not

allow this; he began to pull Leila up the lane by her clothes, in the

same way he had been doing to the little girl.

“Don’t oppose him,” Charles said; “there is something under all this, we

had better follow as he leads.” They quickened their pace, but saw

nothing. Dash now frequently ran on a little way before them, returned

again and took hold of Leila’s dress as before, looking up in her face,

as if encouraging her to go on. A sudden thought seized her; she darted

forwards--she ran on a considerable way--suddenly she saw a figure lying

stretched on a bank by the side of the lane; in the next moment she was

kneeling by Peggy Dobie’s side!

The others came up. They found Leila clasping Peggy’s hands and sobbing

violently.

“Her eyes are shut,” she said; “she does not hear me; oh, Charles, tell

me, is she dead? Can we do nothing?”

Dash began at this moment to lick Peggy’s face, she opened her eyes.

“Am I dreaming,” she said, in a low faint voice, “and am I still in the

land of the living? surely it is the faces of my own dear bairns that I

see; but it canna be. Na, na, it is a vision o’ the night, and it will

leave me with the light o’ morning as it has ever done afore; but it’s

morning now. Where am I? how has all this come about? oh! for a drop o’

water and a morsel o’----” Her eyes closed again--the momentary exertion

was too much.

Charles, who had been rubbing her cold hands, sprang to his feet. “It is

food she requires,” he said; “she is starving. I see a house near, I

will be back in a moment.”

He flew off. He returned, followed by the farmer to whom the house

belonged. Charles held a bowl of milk to Peggy’s lips--she seemed unable

to swallow.

“No, no, mister, that won’t do; this is a bad job; there has been both

cold and hunger here; it’s brandy she must have, and that instantly.

Heaven grant it may not be too late; I have my doubts.”

“No,” Leila cried, “don’t say it; we have found her again--she must not

die!”

But the farmer was gone. He returned again in a few minutes with the

brandy and a thick blanket. With Charles’s assistance he poured a little

brandy and water down Peggy’s throat, and wrapped her in the warm

blanket. “These poor thin rags,” he said, “are not for such cold as

this, the poor creature is half frozen; but she is coming about again,

her lips are not just so white; she will do yet; and, by good luck, I

see one of my carts coming from the field; we shall have her into it and

home in a jiffy. Hollo, there! Joe, my man, here’s a bye-job for you.”

Peggy was lifted into the cart, Selina and Leila also getting in and

supporting her in their arms. It was in vain Charles insisted on taking

this office on himself, they would not hear of it; it seemed as if it

were quite necessary for them to hold Peggy fast, as well as see her, to

convince them that the scene before them was not a joyful dream. But

Dash also appeared resolved to make one of the party in the cart--he

leaped in, stretched himself on Peggy’s feet, and to move him was

impossible.

“Let him lie there, he will do much good,” the farmer said; “he is a

wise animal, and I am thinking it is to his good offices that there is

the breath of life in this poor creature. Where is she bound for, young

ladies?”

“To Woodlands,” Leila answered.

The cart proceeded, followed by the others; when they arrived at the

lodge, Bill’s astonishment was great, and his joy also, when he heard

the wonderful news, for he had taken the greatest interest in Leila’s

distress; he called instantly to Susan to accompany them, and taking the

key, which was still in his charge, they took their way to Peggy’s

cottage, Charles having been sent on to the house to request the

attendance of Nurse. “Her papa,” Leila said, “had gone to London with

her Aunt Stanley; but Nurse, she was sure, would be of great use, and

might bring with her whatever she thought necessary for Peggy,” who

still remained in a state of stupor.

The fire was kindled, and Peggy laid upon her bed when Nurse arrived,

who, after giving her a small portion of nourishment, stood by the

bed-side holding her hand and gazing anxiously upon her.

“How wonderful are the ways of Providence,” she said. “To think of Peggy

being restored to us again, she that we mourned as sleeping under the

salt wave!”

Peggy opened her eyes. “And wherefore did ye pit me there?” she said,

with a faint smile. “Na, na, it was nae just sae bad as that, though

it’s been out o’ perils by sea and perils by land that the Lord has

delivered me, praise be to His holy name; but, oh! it’s a deliverance

past my weak comprehension, I canna make it out; but it’s all His

blessed work, and it’s a reality--it’s no’ a dream.”

“No, Peggy, it’s not a dream,” Matilda said, eagerly. “See, we are all

around you, and now Cousin Leila will be happy again, and merry as she

was before.”

“And did the dear bairn grieve sae for me? Oh! what it is to hear the

voices of ye all again, and to see your faces glinting down on me like

the blessed sunbeams on my withered heart; it was for this I prayed and

for this I toiled, as my puir blistered feet can testify; but it is a

strength that I have nought to do with that has brought me to see this

day; and now that the life seems in me again, in a measure, I would fain

ken where I am. Is it your house, Mistress Nurse, that they have brought

me to, and I making sae free, lying in your ain bed, wi’ thae bonnie

genty white curtains, and all sae clean and comfortable about me, and

never sae much as a word o’ thanks? you will think I hae left my manners

in the sea--but we will no speak o’ that awfu’ element.”

“But, Peggy,” Selina whispered, “it’s not Nurse’s house--it is your own;

and Cousin Leila told her papa every thing she thought you would like.”

“Yes,” Matilda added, “and there are peats in a box behind the door;

and you have not seen the kitchen yet, with the walnut-tree table, and

cupboard, and the cuckoo clock--all is for you--it is your own house.”

“My own house,” Peggy repeated, as clasping her hands together in deep

emotion, she added, “O what am I, that such blessings should be showered

upon me, when He whom I serve ‘had not where to lay His head!’ O my

bairns! help me to praise Him, who has brought me out o’ much

tribulation, for my mind’s weak and head sair confused. Could you no’

tak’ the book--it’s the Psalms o’ David that could speak weel for me at

sic a moment.”

“No, Peggy,” Nurse said; “that must not be: God looks to the heart. He

knows all your gratitude to Him--but you are more exhausted than I ever

saw mortal being, and it’s peace and quietness you want; you must try to

sleep, and the young ladies will be gude bairns, (as you call them,) and

go quietly home--they will come to see you again to-morrow, when you

will be more able to speak to them of your mercies, for, surely, it has

been a great deliverance.”

“And may I not stay with Peggy?” Leila said.

“No, Miss Leila, no; Peggy will be better alone with me; and as she will

require a little nourishment now and then, and it will need my

experience to know how much, I will watch by her till the evening; I am

sure my master will spare me on such an occasion; and you may say, that

if it is his pleasure to allow Amy to step down when I leave, and stay

this first night with Peggy, I think it is all she will require.”

On the young people getting up to take leave, a painful struggle took

place in Dash’s upright mind, and for some moments he stood irresolute.

Between the dear young companion of his palmy days and the friend of

late misfortunes the line of duty was difficult to discern;--but this

friend was no longer perishing with hunger and cold, she was now in the

land of plenty and almost smothered with blankets; so Dash wagged his

tail to Peggy and darted after Leila. It was not easy to say which was

most light of foot, as they bounded along--Dash capering and frisking in

renewed health and spirits, and Leila as if she trod on air, so

impatient was she to tell all to her papa; but Mr. Howard was already in

possession of the joyful intelligence, as immediately on his return from

London, he had been informed by Charles of all that had taken place, and

of Nurse having been sent for, and they now met both on their way to

Peggy’s cottage; but on hearing Leila’s account, Mr. Howard thought it

better to delay his visit till the next morning, and retraced his steps

with the rest of the party.

As they entered the house, Leila lingered behind for a moment.

“Charles,” she whispered, in an agitated voice, “if you had not told us

to follow Dash, Peggy would have died. Charles, if you had been a little

boy, you would not have said that.” The bright colour which before had

animated her face had faded, she was pale and trembling; Charles was

alarmed.

“You are ill, Leila!” he exclaimed; “the agitation of all this has been

too much for you.”

“No, I am not ill,” she said quickly; “but I must go to papa.” She

passed him hastily, and entered the library. Mr. Howard looked up--her

appearance alarmed him.

“Has any thing happened?” he inquired; “Leila, my child, why are you so

pale?”

Leila threw herself into her papa’s arms. “Nothing more has happened,

papa; but I don’t know what is the matter with me; it is joy--but it is

too much happiness--how can I ever thank God enough for all that He has

done for me!--He has given me so many blessings. He sent me the trial,

but He has taken it away from me again, and gives me more than ever

joy--tenfold joy, papa--what can I say to Him--what can I do?--surely, I

am most ungrateful--my heart is very full, but I feel as if I could do

nothing.”

“You can give your heart more entirely, my love, to Him, who has given

so much for you; you can think of Him, love Him, walk with Him, and make

Him more and more to you an all-sufficient Saviour.”

“But, papa, what frightens me is this; I have more blessings here than I

had in the island--friends, and beautiful rooms, and fortune, and every

thing I could wish for--but it does not make me give my heart more to

God. I used to think of God more in the island, when I saw His beautiful

world all around me; here it is beautiful also, but so many pleasures,

and so many people to love, take up my heart; perhaps it would be better

for me if I had trials.”

“My dear Leila, you must beware of the error of believing, that were

your situation different, you would be better than you are now; the

fault is in yourself, not in the circumstances which surround you. You

think it would be better for you if you had trials; you have a trial at

this very moment--the trial of prosperity, and it has often been found

more difficult to bear than the heaviest misfortunes. Remember the words

of your blessed Saviour, that ‘it is easier for a camel to go through

the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God.’

The possession of riches often tends to increase pride and

self-indulgence; they expose you to flattery and to many temptations to

pleasure, which make the self-denying principles of Christ more

difficult to follow; it is not money alone, that is here meant, but all

the sinful vanities of a worldly life.”

“Well, papa, and is not this just what frightens me? Would it not be

better for me to have no money, and to live in some quiet place like the

island, where we should have nothing to tempt us off?”

“No, my dear child, had it been so, we should have been continued there;

but the Bible does not tell us to renounce the world, but to overcome

the world. We are to live in it, but not to be led by it. If we have the

advantages of fortune and station in life, we have also greater

responsibilities--we are responsible for the example we set to those who

look up to us, and for the use we make of those riches which are

intrusted to us, and for which, as faithful servants, we must one day

give an account.”

“Then, papa, this is what you mean when you say, this world is a state

of trial; for it is not only a trial when we are poor and miserable, but

when we are rich and happy--I never thought of that before, but then we

can never be at peace, papa, nor enjoy being happy.”

“Yes, my child, we can be so, by endeavouring to bring eternity more

constantly before us, and by giving to things present only their proper

value: this will not prevent our enjoying them where consistent with

duty, but will prevent our feeling as if all were lost when they are

taken away; for God has promised to ‘keep him in perfect peace, whose

mind is stayed on Him.’ If we could only keep constantly in mind, that

every event, whether happy or mournful, if properly received, will work

together for our everlasting good, we should indeed enjoy ‘that peace

which passeth all understanding.’ Go then, my dear child, and enjoy the

many blessings which surround you, with a grateful heart.”

“Yes, papa, I will go to Charles, and tell him you have made me well

again: he thinks I am ill, which will make him sorry, for you don’t know

what a kind brother he is to me, and I like him so very much; he is one

of my blessings, and I think he will work for good, for he always tells

me what is right--good-bye, papa.”

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