But the supposed death of Stephen Lockley did not soften the heart of
his wife. It only opened her eyes a little. After the first stunning
effect had passed, a hard, rebellious state of mind set in, which
induced her to dry her tears, and with stern countenance reject the
consolation of sympathisers. The poor woman's heart was breaking, and
she refused to be comforted.
It was while she was in this condition that Mrs Mooney, of all people,
took it into her head to visit and condole with her neighbour. That
poor woman, although a sot, was warm-hearted, and the memory of what she
had suffered when her own husband perished seemed to arouse her
sympathies in an unusual degree. She was, as her male friends would
have said, "screwed" when she knocked at Mrs Lockley's door.
The poor creature was recovering from a burst of passionate grief, and
turned her large dark eyes fiercely on the would-be comforter as she
entered.
"My dear Mrs Lockley," began Mrs Mooney, with sympathy beaming on her
red countenance, "it do grieve me to see you like this--a'most as much
as wen my--"
"You're drunk!" interrupted Mrs Lockley, with a look of mingled
sternness and indignation.
"Well, my dear," replied Mrs Mooney, with a deprecatory smile, "that
ain't an uncommon state o' things, an' you've no call to be 'ard on a
poor widdy like yourself takin' a little consolation now an' then when
she can get it. I just thought I'd like to comfort--"
"I don't want no comfort," cried Mrs Lockley in a sharp tone. "Leave
me. Go away!"
There was something so terrible in the mingled look of grief and anger
which disturbed the handsome features of the young wife, that Mrs
Mooney, partly awed and partly alarmed, turned at once and left the
house. She did not feel aggrieved, only astonished and somewhat
dismayed. After a few moments of meditation she set off, intending to
relieve her feelings in the "Blue Boar." On her way she chanced to meet
no less a personage than Pat Stiver, who, with his hands in his pockets
and his big boots clattering over the stones, was rolling along in the
opposite direction.
"Pat, my boy!" exclaimed the woman in surprise, "wherever did you come
from?"
"From the North Sea," said Pat, looking up at his questioner with an
inquiring expression. "I say, old woman, drunk again?"
"Well, boy, who denyses of it?"
"Ain't you ashamed of yourself?"
"No, I ain't. Why should I? Who cares whether I'm drunk or sober?"
"Who cares, you unnat'ral old bundle o' dirty clo'es? Don't Eve care?
An' don't Fred Martin an' Bob Lumpy care? An' don't _I_ care, worse
than all of 'em put together, except Eve?"
"You, boy?" exclaimed the woman.
"Yes, me. But look here, old gal; where are you goin'? To have a
drink, I suppose?"
"Jus' so. That's 'xactly where I'm a-steerin' to."
"Well, now," cried Pat, seizing the woman's hand, "come along, an' I'll
give you somethin' to drink. Moreover, I'll treat you to some noos
as'll cause your blood to curdle, an' your flesh to creep, an' your eyes
to glare, an your hair to stand on end!"
Thus adjured, and with curiosity somewhat excited, Mrs Mooney suffered
herself to be led to that temperance coffee-tavern in Gorleston to which
we have already referred.
"Ain't it comf'r'able?" asked the boy, as his companion gazed around
her. "Now then, missis," he said to the attendant, with the air of an
old frequenter of the place, "coffee and wittles for two--hot. Here,
sit down in this corner, old lady, where you can take in the beauties o'
the place all at one squint."
Almost before he had done speaking two large cups of hot coffee and two
thick slices of buttered bread lay before them.
"There you are--all ship-shape. Now drink, an' no heel-taps."
Mrs Mooney drank in dumb surprise, partly at the energy and cool
impudence of the boy, and partly at the discovery that there was more
comfort in hot coffee than she had expected.
"You've heard, in course, that the _Lively Poll_ is at the bottom of the
North Sea?" said Pat.
Mrs Mooney set down her cup with a sigh and a sudden expression of woe
mingled with reproof, while she remarked that there was no occasion to
be lighthearted on such a subject.
"That's all _you_ know," retorted Pat. "Of course we was told the
moment we came alongside the wharf this mornin', that somebody had bin
blowin' half a gale o' lies about it, but Stephen Lockley ain't
drownded, not he, an' don't mean to be for some time. He was aboard of
the _Sunbeam_ at the time his wessel went down an' all the rest of 'em,
except poor Jay an' Hawkson, an' we've brought 'em all ashore. You see
we got so damaged in a gale that came on to blow the wery next day that
we've bin forced to run here for repairs. Skipper Lockley's away up at
this here minit to see his wife--leastwise, he's waitin' outside till
one o' the parsons goes and breaks the noos to her. The skipper didn't
see no occasion for that, an' said he could break the noos to her
hisself, but the parson said he didn't know what the consikences might
be, so Stephen he gave in, an'--. Now, old girl, if you keep openin' of
your mouth an' eyes at that rate you'll git lockjaw, an' never be able
to go to sleep no more."
There was, indeed, some ground for the boy's remark, for his "noos" had
evidently overwhelmed Mrs Mooney--chiefly with joy, on account of her
friend Mrs Lockley, to whom, even when "in liquor", she was tenderly
attached. She continued to gaze speechless at Pat, who took advantage
of the opportunity to do a little private business on his own account.
Taking a little bit of blue ribbon with a pin attached to it from his
pocket, he coolly fixed it on Mrs Mooney's breast.
"There," said he gravely, "I promised Bob that I'd make as many conwerts
as I could, so I've conwerted _you_!"
Utterly regardless of her conversion, Mrs Mooney suddenly sprang from
her seat and made for the door.
"Hallo, old gal! where away now!" cried the boy, seizing her skirt and
following her out, being unable to stop her.
"I'm a-goin' to tell Eve, an' _won't_ she be glad, for she was awful
fond o' Lockley!"
"All right, I'm with 'ee. Cut along."
"Mother!" exclaimed Eve, when the poor woman stood before her with eager
excitement flushing her face to a ruddy purple. "Have you _really_ put
on the blue ribbon?"
The poor child's thin pretty little race flushed with hope for a moment.
"Oh, it ain't that, dear," said Mrs Mooney, "but Lockley ain't drownded
arter all! He's--he's--"
Here Pat Stiver broke in, and began to explain to the bewildered girl.
He was yet in the midst of his "noos," when the door was flung open, and
Mrs Lockley hurried in.
"Forgive me, Mrs Mooney," she cried, grasping her friend's hand, "I
shouldn't have spoke to you as I did, but my heart was very sore. Oh,
it is breakin'!"
She sat down, covered her face with both hands, and sobbed violently.
Her friends stood speechless and helpless. It was obvious that she must
have left her house to make this apology before the clergyman who was to
break the news had reached it. Before any one could summon courage to
speak, a quick step was heard outside, and Lockley himself entered. He
had been waiting near at hand for the clergyman to summon him, when he
caught sight of his wife entering the hut.
Mrs Lockley sprang up--one glance, a wild shriek, but not of despair--
and she would have fallen to the ground had not her husband's strong
arms been around her.
It is believed that joy seldom or never kills. At all events it did not
kill on this occasion, for Mrs Lockley and her husband were seen that
same evening enjoying the hospitality of Mrs Martin, while their little
one was being fondled on the knees of the old granny, who pointed
through the attic window, and tried to arouse the child's interest in
the great sea.
When Mrs Mooney succeeded in turning her attention to the blue ribbon
on her breast, she laughed heartily at the idea of such a decoration--
much to the sorrow of Eve, who had prayed for many a day, not that her
mother might put on that honourable badge, but that she might be brought
to the Saviour, in whom are included all things good and true and
strong. Nevertheless, it is to be noted that Mrs Mooney did not put
the blue ribbon off. She went next day to have a laugh over it with
Mrs Lockley. But the fisherman's wife would not laugh. She had found
that while sorrow and suffering may drive one to despair in regard to
God and self and all terrestrial things, joy frequently softens.
Surely it is the "goodness of God that leadeth to repentance." This
life, as it were, from the dead proved to be life from death to herself,
and she talked and prayed with her drunken friend until that friend gave
her soul to Jesus, and received the Spirit of power by which she was
enabled to "hold the fort,"--to adopt and keep the pledge of which her
ribbon was but the emblem.
Although we have now described the end of the _Lively Poll_, it must not
be supposed that the crew of that ill-fated smack was dispersed and
swallowed up among the fishing fleets of the North Sea. On the
contrary, though separated for the time, they came together again,--ay,
and held together for many a long day thereafter. And this is how it
came about.
One morning, a considerable time after the events we have just narrated,
Stephen Lockley invited his old comrades to meet him in the Gorleston
coffee-tavern, and, over a rousing cup of "hot, with," delivered to them
the following oration:
"Friends and former messmates. I ain't much of a speaker, so you'll
excuse my goin' to the pint direct. A noble lady with lots o' tin an' a
warm heart has presented a smack all complete to our Deep-Sea Fishermen
Institootion. It cost, I'm told, about 2000 pounds, and will be ready
to start as a Gospel ship next week. For no reason that I knows on,
'xcept that it's the Lord's will, they've appointed me skipper, with
directions to choose my own crew. So, lads, I've got you here to ask if
you're willin' to ship with me."
"_I'm_ willin', of _course_," cried Pat Stiver eagerly, "an so's Bob
Lumpy. I'll answer for him!"
There was a general laugh at this, but Bob Lumsden, who was present,
chose to answer for himself, and said he was heartily willing. So said
David Duffy, and so also said Joe Stubley.
"I on'y wish," added the latter, "that Jim Freeman was free to j'ine,
but Fred Martin's not likely to let _him_ go, for he's uncommon fond of
him."
"He's doin' good work for the Master where he is," returned Lockley,
"and we'll manage to catch as true and able a man among the North Sea
fleets afore long. There's as good fish in the sea, you know, as ever
came out of it. Our mission smack is to be called the _Welcome_."
"At this rate," observed Dick Martin, who was one of the party, "we'll
soon have a mission ship to every fleet in the North Sea; that'll please
our Director, won't it?"
"Ay, it will," said Lockley. "All the same, I heard the Director say
only the other day, he wished people would remember that the mission
needed funds to keep the smacks a-goin' as well as to build an' launch
'em. Howsever, we've no need to fear, for when the Master sends the men
and the work, He's sure to find the means."
Two weeks after the date on which this harmonious meeting was held, a
new vessel, laden with spiritual treasure, unfurled her sails, shook out
her MDSF ensign, and, amid the good wishes, silent prayers, and ringing
cheers of sympathetic friends on shore, went forth as a beacon of love
and light and hope to irradiate the toilers on the dark North Sea.
Among those cheering and praying ones were Mrs Mooney--a brand plucked
from the burning--and fragile Eve, with her weak, thin, helpless body
and her robust heart, chosen to do herculean and gladiator service of
sympathy and rescue in the Master's cause. And you may be sure that
blooming Isa Martin was there, and her friend Martha Lockley; Manx
Bradley, the Admiral, who, with other fishermen, chanced to be having
their spell on shore at that time, was also there. Even old Granny
Martin was there, in a sense, for she could see from her attic the great
blue flag as it fluttered in the breeze, and she called her unfailing--
and no longer ailing daughter to come to the window and look at it and
wish it God-speed; after which she turned her old eyes again to their
wonted resting-place, where the great sea rolled its crested breakers
beyond the sands.
It remains but to add that the _Welcome_ was received by the fleet to
which she was sent with an enthusiasm which fully justified her name,
and that her crew found her thenceforth, both as to her sea-going
qualities and the nature of her blessed work, a marvellous improvement
on their former home, the _Lively Poll_.
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Note. The Office of the Mission to Deep-Sea Fishermen is 181 Queen
Victoria Street, London, EC, at the date of publication of this book.