After these events an interval of great quiet occurred at Markham. Paul
went to town, where he was understood to be reading for the bar, like
most other young men, or preparing for a public office--opinions being
divided as to which it was. Naturally Sir William Markham’s son found no
difficulty in getting any opening into life which the mania of
examination permitted. Indeed there were friends of his father’s very
anxious to get him into parliament, and “push him on” into the higher
branches of the public service; but he had not yet sufficiently
recovered from the rending and tearing of the past to make this
possible. He was inseparable from one of his Oxford comrades, a young
fellow whom nobody knew, a young Crœsus, the son of some City man, who
had judiciously died and left him, unencumbered by any vulgar
relations, with an immense fortune. It already began to be said by
people who saw the young men together, that no doubt Lady Markham would
be wise enough to secure this fine fortune for Alice; but at present, of
course, in the first blackness of their mourning, nothing could be
definitely arranged on this subject. Paul lived in London, at first
moodily enough, resenting the great harm that had been done him, but
afterwards not so badly on the whole. He had lost a great deal
certainly, but not anything that takes the comfort out of actual life.
He was as well lodged, and had his wants as comfortably supplied as if
he had been Sir Paul Markham. Hard as his reverses had been upon him,
they had not plunged him into privations, and indeed it is possible that
young Paul in a public office would have as much real enjoyment of his
life as any landed baronet or county magnate, perhaps more; but then for
Paul, if he wanted to “settle,” for Paul married and middle-aged, the
case would be very different; unless indeed he married money, which he
showed very little inclination to do.
Spears sailed in the end of October with his younger daughters, Janet
having first been married with much solemnity to her master at the shop,
who gave her a very gorgeous house, with more gilding about it than any
house in the neighbourhood, and dressed her so that she was a sight to
see. Her father never pretended to understand the history of the tie
which had been formed, he could not tell how, and broken in the same
mysterious way. He had a vague consciousness that he ought to have done
or said something in the matter, but how was he to do it? And all is
well that ends well. Before the emigrants sailed, Fairfax appeared
suddenly and renewed his anxious desire to take those shares in the
undertaking which Spears had not permitted Paul to retain. Fairfax
protested that it was as a speculation he did it, and that nowhere could
he find a better way of investing his money. And though Spears was only
half deceived, he was at the same time, in spite of himself, elated by
this profession of confidence, which restored the _amour-propre_ which
had been so deeply wounded, and at the same time restored himself, as
the controller of so large an amount of capital, to his right place
among the adventurers. He would not have accepted a farthing from Paul,
but from that easy-going fellow Fairfax all seemed so natural! Whatever
happened _he_ would not mind; but there could be little doubt that the
estimate thus formed was entirely true.
Thus quiet fell upon Markham with the winter mists and rains. It was not
cheerful there in the midst of the wet woods, when the dark weather
closed in without any of the hospitalities and wholesome country
diversions which make winter bright. Their sorrow and their mourning
only began to reign supreme when all the agitation was stilled, and Paul
had settled into his strangely-changed existence, and Sir Augustus had
become the master of the house. The only variety the family had was in a
sudden visit from the Lennys, husband and wife, who had only heard of
all that had passed on her return from a round of the cheap places on
the Continent, which was their way of living when they had no visits to
make. Mrs. Lenny knew, what so few of us know, where these cheap places
were, and had eaten funny foreign dinners, and knew how to choose what
was the best in them, in many an out-of-the-way corner. They had been in
Germany and Switzerland, appearing now and then at a watering-place, as
a seal comes to the surface to take breath. And it was not till nearly
Christmas that they heard all that had happened. Mrs. Lenny came and
threw herself upon Lady Markham’s shoulder and wept. “If I had known, my
dear lady, if I had known the trouble that was coming on your dear
family through me and mine!” the good woman said. As for Colonel Lenny,
he could not speak to Lady Markham, but went off with the boys, who were
at home for the holidays, after one silent grasp of her hand; but his
wife talked and cried, and cried and talked all the afternoon through.
“And don’t blame poor Will Markham more than you can help,” she said.
“It was a baby when he left the island, and what does a young man think
of a baby? It doesn’t seem to count at all. And then my brother had
adopted the little thing. It didn’t seem as if it belonged to him.”
This appeal to her on behalf of her own husband, wounded Lady Markham
almost as much as blame.
“I understand how it was,” she replied with proud stoicism; though even
at that moment, in hearing him thus defended, there glanced across Lady
Markham’s mind a sense of the wrong he had done which was almost
intolerable to her. Thus the mind works by contradiction, seeing most
distinctly that which it is called upon not to see. Afterwards, Mrs.
Lenny told her the whole story of Gus’s young mother, and her love and
death, which she listened to with a strange feeling that she herself was
the girl who was being talked of, who had died so young.
“He was no better than a lad himself,” Mrs. Lenny said. “I don’t doubt
that it was like a dream to him. When Lenny and I talked to him first he
did not seem to understand about the boy.”
“You talked to him then--about--his son?”
“That was what we came for, surely,” said Mrs. Lenny, “that was what we
came for. We knew nothing about you, my dear lady, and we didn’t know
there was a family. When I heard of your fine young gentleman that was
to be the heir,--God bless him!--you might have knocked me down with a
straw; and I told Will he should make a clean breast of it. But do you
think a man, and a great statesman, would take a woman’s advice? They
think they know better, and he would not. He thought nothing would ever
happen, poor Will! And here it’s come upon you like a tempest, without a
word of warning.”
“We will say no more about it,” said Lady Markham.
If she could she would have obliterated the story from everybody’s
memory; instead of dwelling upon her wrongs it was her pride to ignore
them. It was intolerable to her to think that all the world of her
acquaintance must have discussed her and her husband, and all that had
happened, as Mrs. Lenny, with the best of intentions and the kindest of
thoughts, was doing. She put a stop to the conversation pointedly,
leading her companion to other subjects, and though she was more kind to
them than ever, and treated those kind and innocent Bohemians as if,
Mrs. Lenny said, they had been the governor and his lady, she did not
encourage any return to this subject. As for Gus, though he had scarcely
any recollection of them, he was very glad to see these relations, who
knew so much more about him than any of his family did. Colonel Lenny
was a godsend to him in the dark winter days. He could hardly make up
his mind to let them go. But the Lennys were too much accustomed to
wandering, and too determined, whatever might be wanting to them, that a
little amusement never should be wanting, to relish the gloom of Markham
in its mourning. When they went away, Mrs. Lenny whispered a solemn
intimation, of which it was difficult to say whether it was a warning or
a prophecy, into Lady Markham’s ear. “He’ll not stand it long,” she
said. Her note was half melancholy, half congratulatory, and she nodded
and shook her head alternately, looking back as the carriage went down
the avenue upon the group at the great door. Lady Markham, with a shawl
round her, was as fair in her matronly beauty as ever, though a little
paler than of old. She was not afraid of the chill, but stood there
waving her hand to her departing guests till they were out of sight. But
Sir Gus withdrew shivering to his fire, which roared up the chimney
night and day, and could never be made big enough to please him. He
could not understand what pleasure it could be to any one to encounter
that chill air, laden with moisture, out of doors.
The fact was that the English winter was a terrible experience for Sir
Gus. He had not contemplated anything so unlike all that he had
previously known. He had heard of it, of course, and knew that there was
cold to encounter such as he had never felt before, but he was not aware
what were the consequences of that cold, either mental or bodily. He
shrank visibly in the midst of his wrappings, and grew leaner and
browner as the year went on, and sat shivering close by his great fire
when the boys came in glowing with exercise, and the little girls, his
favourites, with brilliant roses of winter on their cheeks. “Come out,
come out, and you will get warm!” they all cried; but he would not leave
his fire. A man more out of place in an English country-house in a
severe winter could not be. Gus could do nothing that the other
gentlemen did. He neither hunted nor shot, nor even walked or rode. He
did not understand English law or customs, to occupy himself with the
duties of a magistrate; he did not care about farming; he knew nothing
about the preserving of the game, or even the care of the woods. He was
fretful when the agent or his clerk came to consult him on any of these
subjects. Go out and look at the timber! he only wanted more to burn, to
have better and better fires.
By this time the family at Markham had almost begun to forget that Gus
was an intruder. There was no more question of Lady Markham’s removal to
the dower-house. Nothing had been said about it by one or the other,
but it had been quietly, practically laid aside, as a visionary scheme
impossible in the circumstances. They all lived together calmly,
monotonously, in perfect family understanding. Even Alice, who stood out
so long against him, had learned to accept Gus. The little girls made
him their slave; he was always ready to do anything they wanted, to take
them wherever they pleased. But life got to be very heavy upon Gus’s
hands as these winter days went on. He had nothing to do; he did not
even read--that resource of the unoccupied; he had no letters to write,
or business to do like his father, and he soon began to hate the library
which had been appropriated to him, notwithstanding its huge fireplace.
He was more at home in the soft brightness of the drawing-room, with
velvet curtains drawn round him, and the lights reflected in the mirrors
and sparkling on-the pretty china and ornaments. The ladies found him in
their territories more than in his own. He interrupted nothing, but
notwithstanding, there, as everywhere, there was nothing for him to do.
It was only now and then, not once a day at the most, that there was a
skein of silk or of wool to hold for some one. Sometimes he would
volunteer to read aloud, but he soon tired of that. He bore this want of
occupation very well on the whole, sitting buried in the big bamboo
chair, which he had filled with soft cushions, at the corner of the fire
in the drawing-room, looking on at all that was doing, and more
interested in the needlework than those who worked at it. Poor little
gentleman! Sir Gus did not even care for the newspapers; he looked at
the little paragraphs of general interest, but turned with a grimace
from the long reports of the debates. “What good does all that do me?”
he said, when Lady Markham, who was somewhat horrified by his
indifference, endeavoured to rouse him to a sense of his duties.
“But it concerns the country,” she would say, “and few people have a
greater stake in the country.”
“That is how Paul would have felt,” said Sir Gus; “he would have read
all these speeches; he would have understood everything that is said. It
would have mattered to him----”
“Indeed it matters to us all,” said Lady Markham, with grave dignity. Of
all people in the world to listen while a parliamentary debate is talked
of with contempt, the wife of a man who was once a Cabinet minister is
the last--and all the more if her husband held but a secondary place.
She was half-offended and half-shocked; but Sir Gus could not see the
error of his ways. He got all the picture-papers, which he enjoyed along
with Bell and Marie; and sent to the boys after, when they were at
school. He cared nothing about the game, except to eat it when it was
set before him. From morn to chilly eve he would sit by that fire, and
note everything that happened. Not a letter arrived but he was there to
see how it was received, and what was in it. Lady Markham declared that
had she heard anywhere else, or read in a book, of a man who was always
in the drawing-room, who had no duties of his own, and who sat and
watched everything, the situation would have seemed intolerable. But it
was not so intolerable in reality. They got used, at last, to the big
bamboo chair and its inhabitant; they got used to his comments. There
was no harm in Mr. Gus; but life was hard upon him. Everybody else was
doing something--even the little girls in the school-room were learning
their lessons--but he, burying himself in the cushions of his chair,
showing nothing out of it but two little brown hands, twirling a
paper-knife, or a pencil, or anything else he had got hold of, had
nothing to do. Sometimes he would get up and walk to the window. When it
was fine it would give him much pleasure to watch the birds collecting
about the breadcrumbs, which he insisted on scattering everywhere.
“There is a lazy one, like me,” he would say; and a little pert robin
redbreast, a sort of little almoner, who came and superintended the
giving away of these charities, gave Sir Gus the greatest amusement. But
the people who came to call were not equally amusing. When a man came,
he expected Sir Gus to take an interest in the debates, or in the places
where the hounds met, and stared, when he knew that Gus, like Gallio,
cared for none of these things. And he was not even interested in the
parish. When Dolly Stainforth brought up a report of some village
catastrophe, Sir Gus was not the one who responded with the greatest
liberality. He was not used to have very much money to spare, and he was
careful of it. It was not that he loved money, but he had not the habit
of spending it lavishly, as we foolish people have. Sometimes he would
drive out in a close carriage, to the great contempt of everybody
concerned.
“The new master, he _be_ a muff,” the people in the porter’s lodge said.
Even from that mild exercise, however, he was glad to come in,
shivering, and call Brown to put on a great many more coals in the fire.
The house was full of schemes for warming it more effectually. Hot
water, hot air--all kinds of expedients; and never had so much fuel been
used in Markham in the memory of man.
“He will ruin my lady in coals,” Brown said; but Sir Gus did not take
this into consideration. It was about the greatest pleasure he had in
the good fortune which was to make him so happy.
In February there came, as there sometimes comes, a spell of bright
weather--a few soft, spring-like days--and the poor little gentleman
from the tropics brightened along with the crocuses. “It is over at
last,” he said, in beatific self-delusion; and he was persuaded to pay a
visit to town when Parliament was on the point of meeting, and the
general tuning up for the great concert of the season had begun to
begin. Here Sir Gus was confided to the charge of Fairfax, who took him
into his own house, and roasted him over huge fires, and made little
dinners for him, collecting other tropical persons to meet him. But
very soon Sir Gus found out that it was not over. He found out that not
to be interested in the debates, nor in society, nor in books and
pictures, and, above all, not to “know people,” were sad drawbacks to
life in London. He sat dumb while his companions talked of meeting
So-and-so at Lord What-d’ye-call-’em’s, and of the too-well-known
intimacy--“Don’t you know?”--between Sir Robert and Lady John. He stared
at the talkers, the poor little foreigner! and tired even of Fairfax’s
big fires. The skies that hang so low over the London streets, the rain
and muddy ways, or the east wind that parched them into whiteness, made
his very soul shrink. That was not at all a successful experiment. He
went back on Lady Markham’s hands in March, having ensconced himself now
in a coat lined with sables, which buried him still more completely than
the big chair.
“England is a very fine place,” he said, with his teeth chattering, as
he came in, out of a boisterous March wind, which carried upon it
bushels of that dust that is worth a king’s ransom. “It is a very fine
place but--only I don’t seem to agree with it.” But that summer must
certainly come some time--and spring was certainly come at this period,
though Gus did not recognise that pleasant season in its English
garb--they must all have given in altogether. But when the primroses
appeared in the woods Sir Gus began to get back a little of his courage.
Fortunately the summer opened brightly, promising to be as warm and
genial as the winter had been severe; and by degrees the little
gentleman let his fires go down, and left off his furs. Who can doubt
that the winter had been very long at Markham for the whole household?
They were living alone in their mourning, and Paul, though only in
London, was separated from them, and in a state of great uncertainty and
doubtful comfort. And other visitors were banished too. But when the
spring came back the household awoke, and broke the bonds of gloom. Even
Lady Markham began to smile naturally upon her children--not with the
smile of duty put on for their advantage, but with a little natural
rising of the clouds. And Alice brightened insensibly, knowing that
“they” were to come for Easter; that is, Paul and “one of his friends.”
Nothing had been said to Alice upon any subject that was likely to
agitate her prematurely, but it was pleasant to look forward to that
visit from Paul and his friend-from which fact it may be divined that
Lady Markham had been not unfavourably moved by the last item in
Fairfax’s confession.
Thus summer came again, communicating brightness; and Sir Gus began to
live again, and to believe that it might be possible to put up with
England after all.