not well for us who in the beginning came forth with the wonder-light
about us, that it should have turned in us to darkness, the song of
life be dumb. We close our eyes from the many-coloured mirage of
day, and are alone soundless and sightless in the unillumined cell
of the brain. But there are thoughts that shine, impulses born of
fire. Still there are moments when the prison world reels away a
distant shadow, and the inner chamber of clay fills full with fiery
visions. We choose from the traditions of the past some symbol of
our greatness, and seem again the Titans or Morning Stars of the prime.
In this self-conception lies the secret of life, the way of escape
and return. We have imagined ourselves into forgetfulness, into
darkness, into feebleness. From this strange and pitiful dream of
life, oh, that we may awaken and know ourselves once again.
But the student too often turns to books, to the words sent back
to him, forgetful that the best of scriptures do no more than stand
as symbols. We hear too much of study, as if the wisdom of life
and ethics could be learned like ritual, and of their application
to this and that ephemeral pursuit. But from the Golden One, the
child of the divine, comes a voice to its shadow. It is stranger
to our world, aloof from our ambitions, with a destiny not here to
be fulfilled. It says: "You are of dust while I am robed in
opalescent airs. You dwell in houses of clay, I in a temple not
made by hands. I will not go with thee, but thou must come with me."
And not alone is the form of the divine aloof but the spirit behind
the form. It is called the Goal truly, but it has no ending. It
is the Comforter, but it waves away our joys and hopes like the
angel with the flaming sword. Though it is the Resting-place, it
stirs to all heroic strife, to outgoing, to conquest. It is the
Friend indeed, but it will not yield to our desires. Is it this
strange, unfathomable self we think to know, and awaken to, by
what is written, or by study of it as so many planes of consciousness.
But in vain we store the upper chambers of the mind with such quaint
furniture of thought. No archangel makes his abode therein. They
abide only in the shining. How different from academic psychology
of the past, with its dry enumeration of faculties, reason,
cognition and so forth, is the burning thing we know. We revolted
from that, but we must take care lest we teach in another way a
catalogue of things equally unliving to us. The plain truth is,
that after having learned what is taught about the hierarchies and
various spheres, many of us are still in this world exactly where
we were before. If we speak our laboriously-acquired information we
are listened to in amazement. It sounds so learned, so intellectual,
there must need be applause. But by-and-by someone comes with quiet
voice, who without pretence speaks of the "soul" and uses familiar
words, and the listeners drink deep, and pay the applause of silence
and long remembrance and sustained after-endeavor. Our failure
lies in this, we would use the powers of soul and we have not yet
become the soul. None but the wise one himself could bend the bow
of Ulysses. We cannot communicate more of the true than we ourselves
know. It is better to have a little knowledge and know that little
than to have only hearsay of myriads of Gods. So I say, lay down
your books for a while and try the magic of thought. "What a man
thinks, that he is; that is the old secret." I utter, I know,
but a partial voice of the soul with many needs. But I say, forget
for a while that you are student, forget your name and time. Think
of yourself within as the titan, the Demi-god, the flaming hero
with the form of beauty, the heart of love. And of those divine
spheres forget the nomenclature; think rather of them as the
places of a great childhood you now return to, these homes no
longer ours. In some moment of more complete imagination the
thought-born may go forth and look on the olden Beauty. So it
was in the mysteries long ago and may well be today. The poor
dead shadow was laid to sleep in forgotten darkness, as the fiery
power, mounting from heart to head, went forth in radiance. Not
then did it rest, nor ought we. The dim worlds dropped behind it,
the lights of earth disappeared as it neared the heights of the
Immortals. There was One seated on a throne, One dark and bright
with ethereal glory. I arose in greeting. The radiant figure
laid its head against the breast which grew suddenly golden, and
father and son vanished in that which has no place nor name.
--January 15, 1896
On W. Q. Judge's Passing
It is with no feeling of sadness that I think of this withdrawal.
He would not have wished for that. But with a faltering hand I try
to express one of many incommunicable thoughts about the hero who
has departed. Long before I met him, before even written words of
his had been read, his name like an incantation stirred and summoned
forth some secret spiritual impulse in my heart. It was no surface
tie which bound us to him. No one ever tried less than he to gain
from men that adherence which comes from impressive manner. I hardly
thought what he was while he spoke; but on departing I found my
heart, wiser than my brain, had given itself away to him; an inner
exaltation lasting for months witnessed his power. It was in that
memorable convention in London two years ago that I first glimpsed
his real greatness. As he sat there quietly, one among many, not
speaking a word, I was overcome by a sense of spiritual dilation,
of unconquerable will about him, and that one figure with the grey
head became all the room to me. Shall I not say the truth I think?
Here was a hero out of the remote, antique, giant ages come among us,
wearing but on the surface the vesture of our little day. We, too,
came out of that past, but in forgetfulness; he with memory and
power soon regained. To him and to one other we owe an unspeakable
gratitude for faith and hope and knowledge born again. We may say
now, using words of his early years: "Even in hell I lift up my
eyes to those who are beyond me and do not deny them." Ah, hero,
we know you would have stayed with us if it were possible; but
fires have been kindled that shall not soon fade, fires that shall
be bright when you again return. I feel no sadness, knowing there
are no farewells in the True: to whosoever has touched on that
real being there is comradeship with all the great and wise of time.
That he will again return we need not doubt. His ideals were those
which are attained only by the Saviours and Deliverers of nations.
When or where he may appear I know not, but I foresee the coming
when our need invokes him. Light of the future aeons, I hail, I
hail to thee!
--April 15, 1896
Self-Reliance
Perhaps it is now while we are in a state of transition, when old
leaders have gone out of sight and the new ones have not yet taken
their place in the van, that we ought to consider what we are in
ourselves. Some questions we ought to ask ourselves about this
movement: where its foundations were laid? what the links are?
where is the fountain of force? what are the doors? You answer
the first and you say "America," or you say "India." But if that
old doctrine of emanations be true it was not on earth but in the
heavenworld where our minds immortal are linked together. There
it was born and well born, and grew downwards into earth, and all
our hopes and efforts and achievements here but vaguely reflect
what was true and perfect in intent above, a compact of many hearts
to save the generations wandering to their doom. Wiser, stronger,
mightier than we were those who shielded us in the first years;
who went about among us renewing memory, whispering in our hearts
the message of the meaning of life, recalling the immemorial endeavor
of the spirit for freedom, knowledge, mastery. But it is our
movement and not the movement of the Masters only. It is our own
work we are carrying on; our own primal will we are trying to give
effect to. Well may the kingly sages depart from bodies which were
torment and pain to them. They took them on for our sakes, and we
may wave them a grateful farewell below and think of the spheres
invisible as so much richer by their presence, more to be longed for,
more to be attained. I think indeed they are nearer heart and mind
there than here. What is real in us can lose no brotherhood with
such as they through death. Still flash the lights from soul to
soul in ceaseless radiance, in endless begetting of energy, thought
and will, in endless return of joy and love and hope. I would
rather hear one word of theirs in my heart than a thousand in my ears.
I would rather think of my guide and captain as embodied in the flame
than in the clay. Although we may gaze on the grave, kindly face
living no more, there can be no cessation of the magic influence,
the breath of fire, which flowed aforetime from the soul to us.
We feel in our profoundest hearts that he whom they call dead is
living, is alive for evermore.
He has earned his rest, a deep rest, if indeed such as he cease
from labor. As for us, we may go our ways assured that the links
are unbroken. What did you think the links were? That you knew
some one who knew the Masters? Such a presence and such a Companion
would indeed be an aid, a link. But I think where ever there is
belief in our transcendent being, in justice, our spiritual unity
and destiny, wherever there is brotherhood, there are unseen ties,
links, shining cords, influx from and unbroken communication with
the divine. So much we have in our own natures, not enough to
perfect us in the mysteries, but always enough to light our path,
to show us our next step, to give us strength for duty. We should
not always look outside for aid, remembering that some time we must
be able to stand alone. Let us not deny our own deeper being, our
obscured glory. That we accepted these truths, even as intuitions
which we were unable intellectually to justify, is proof that there
is that within us which has been initiate in the past, which lives
in and knows well what in the shadowy world is but a hope. There
is part of ourselves whose progress we do not comprehend. There
are deeds done in unremembered dream, and a deeper meditation in
the further unrecorded silences of slumber. Downward from sphere
to sphere the Immortal works its way into the flesh, and the soul
has adventures in dream whose resultant wisdom is not lost because
memory is lacking here. Yet enough has been said to give us the hint,
the clue to trace backwards the streams of force to their fount.
We wake in some dawn and there is morning also in our hearts, a love,
a fiery vigor, a magnetic sweetness in the blood. Could we track
to its source this invigorating power, we might perhaps find that
as we fell asleep some olden memory had awakened in the soul, or
the Master had called it forth, or it was transformed by the wizard
power of Self and went forth to seek the Holy Place. Whether we
have here a guide, or whether we have not, one thing is certain,
that behind and within the "Father worketh hitherto." A warrior
fights for us. Our thoughts tip the arrows of his quiver. He wings
them with flame and impels them with the Holy Breath. They will
not fail if we think clear. What matters it if in the mist we do
not see where they strike. Still they are of avail. After a time
the mists will arise and show a clear field; the shining powers
will salute us as victors.
I have no doubt about our future; no doubt but that we will have
a guide and an unbroken succession of guides. But I think their
task would be easier, our way be less clouded with dejection and
doubt, if we placed our trust in no hierarchy of beings, however
august, but in the Law of which they are ministers. Their power,
though mighty, ebbs and flows with contracting and expanding nature.
They, like us, are but children in the dense infinitudes. Something
like this, I think, the Wise Ones would wish each one of us to speak:
"O Brotherhood of Light, though I long to be with you, though it
sustains me to think you are behind me, though your aid made sure
my path, still, if the Law does not permit you to act for me today,
I trust in the One whose love a fiery breath never ceases; I fall
back on it with exultation: I rely upon it joyfully." Was it not
to point to that greater life that the elder brothers sent forth
their messengers, to tell us that it is on this we ought to rely,
to point us to grander thrones than they are seated on? It is
well to be prepared to face any chance with equal mind; to meet
the darkness with gay and defiant thought as to salute the Light
with reverence and love and joy. But I have it in my heart that
we are not deserted. As the cycles went their upward way the
heroic figures of the dawn reappear. Some have passed before us;
others in the same spirit and power will follow: for the new day
a rearisen sun and morning stars to herald it. When it comes let
it find us, not drowsy after our night in time, but awake, prepared
and ready to go forth from the house of sleep, to stretch hands
to the light, to live and labor in joy, having the Gods for our
guides and friends.
--May 15, 1896
The Mountains
While we live within four walls we half insensibly lose something
of our naturalness and comport ourselves as creatures of the
civilization we belong to. But we never really feel at home there,
though childhood may have wreathed round with tender memories old
rooms and the quaint garden-places of happy unthinking hours.
There is a house, a temple not built with hands; perhaps we thought
it a mere cabin when we first formed it, and laid aside humbly many
of our royal possessions as we entered, for the heavens and the
heaven of heavens could not contain all of our glory. But now it
seems vast enough, and we feel more at home there, and we find
places which seem nearer of access to our first life. Such are
the mountains. As I lie here on the monstrous mould of the hillside
covered with such delicate fringes of tiny green leaves, I understand
something of his longing who said: "I lift up mine eyes to the hills,
from whence cometh my aid." Oh, but the air is sweet, is sweet.
Earth-breath, what is it you whisper? As I listen, listen, I know
it is no whisper but a chant from profoundest deeps, a voice hailing
its great companions in the aether spaces, but whose innumerable
tones in their infinite modulations speak clear to us also in our
littleness. Our lips are stilled with awe; we dare not repeat
what here we think. These mountains are sacred in our Celtic
traditions. Haunt of the mysteries, here the Tuatha de Danaans
once had their home. We sigh, thinking of the vanished glory, but
look with hope for the fulfilment of the prophecy which the seer
of another line left on record, that once more the Druid fires
should blaze on these mountains. As the purple amplitude of night
enfold them, already the dark mounds seem to throw up their sheeny
illuminations; great shadowy forms, the shepherds of our race,
to throng and gather; the many-coloured winds to roll their aerial
tides hither and thither. Eri, hearth and home of so many mystic
races, Isle of Destiny, there shall yet return to thee the spiritual
magic that thrilled thee long ago. As we descend and go back to
a life, not the life we would will, not the life we will have, we
think with sorrow of the pain, the passion, the partings, through
which our race will once more return to nature, spirit and freedom.
We turned back mad from the mystic mountains
All foamed with red and with faery gold;
Up from the heart of the twilight's fountains
The fires enchanted were starward rolled.
We turned back mad--we thought of the morrow,
The iron clang of the far-away town:
We could not weep in our bitter sorrow
But joy as an arctic sun went down.
--May 15, 1896
Works and Days
When we were boys with what anxiety we watched for the rare smile
on the master's face ere we preferred a request for some favor, a
holiday or early release. There was wisdom in that. As we grow
up we act more or less consciously upon intuitions as to time and
place. My companion, I shall not invite you to a merrymaking when
a bitter moment befalls you and the flame of life sinks into ashes
in your heart; nor yet, however true and trusted, will I confide
to you what inward revelations of the mysteries I may have while
I sense in you a momentary outwardness. The gifts of the heart
are too sacred to be laid before a closed door. Your mood, I know,
will pass, and tomorrow we shall have this bond between us. I wait,
for it can be said but once: I cannot commune magically twice on
the same theme with you. I do not propose we should be opportunists,
nor lay down a formula; but to be skillful in action we must work
with and comprehend the ebb and flow of power. Mystery and gloom,
dark blue and starshine, doubt and feebleness alternate with the
clear and shining, opal skies and sunglow, heroic ardor and the
exultation of power. Ever varying, prismatic and fleeting, the
days go by and the secret of change eludes us here. I bend the
bow of thought at a mark and it is already gone. I lay the shaft
aside and while unprepared the quarry again fleets by. We have
to seek elsewhere for the source of that power which momentarily
overflows into our world and transforms it with its enchantment.
On the motions of an inner sphere, we are told, all things here depend;
on spheres of the less evanescent which, in their turn, are enclosed
in spheres of the real, whose solemn chariot movements again are
guided by the inflexible will of Fire. In all of these we have part.
This dim consciousness which burns in my brain is not all of myself.
Behind me it widens out and upward into God. I feel in some other
world it shines with purer light: in some sphere more divine than
this it has a larger day and a deeper rest. That day of the inner
self illuminates many of our mortal days; its night leaves many
of them dark. And so the One Ray expanding lives in many vestures.
It is last of all the King-Self who wakes at the dawn of ages,
whose day is the day of Brahma, whose rest is his rest. Here is
the clue to cyclic change, to the individual feebleness and power,
the gloom of one epoch and the glory of another. The Bright Fortnight,
the Northern Sun, Light and Flame name the days of other spheres,
and wandering on from day to day man may at last reach the end of
his journey. You would pass from rapidly revolving day and night
to where the mystical sunlight streams. The way lies through
yourself and the portals open as the inner day expands. Who is
there who has not felt in some way or other the rhythmic recurrence
of light within? We were weary of life, baffled, ready to forswear
endeavor, when half insensibly a change comes over us; we doubt
no more but do joyfully our work; we renew the sweet magical
affinities with nature: out of a heart more laden with love we
think and act; our meditations prolong themselves into the shining
wonderful life of soul; we tremble on the verge of the vast halls
of the gods where their mighty speech may be heard, their message
of radiant will be seen. They speak a universal language not for
themselves only but for all. What is poetry but a mingling of
some tone of theirs with the sounds that below we utter? What is
love but a breath of their very being? Their every mood has colors
beyond the rainbow; every thought rings in far-heard melody. So
the gods speak to each other across the expanses of ethereal light,
breaking the divine silences with words which are deeds. So, too,
they speak to the soul. Mystics of all time have tried to express
it, likening it to peals of faery bells, the singing of enchanted
birds, the clanging of silver cymbals, the organ voices of wind
and water bent together--but in vain, in vain. Perhaps in this
there is a danger, for the true is realized in being and not in
perception. The gods are ourselves beyond the changes of time
which harass and vex us here. They do not demand adoration but an
equal will to bind us consciously in unity with themselves. The
heresy of separateness cuts us asunder in these enraptured moments;
but when thrilled by the deepest breath, when the silent, unseen,
uncomprehended takes possession of thee, think "Thou art That,"
and something of thee will abide for ever in It. All thought not
based on this is a weaving of new bonds, of illusions more difficult
to break; it begets only more passionate longing and pain.
Still we must learn to know the hidden ways, to use the luminous
rivers for the commerce of thought. Our Druid forefathers began
their magical operations on the sixth day of the new moon, taking
the Bright Fortnight at its flood-time. In these hours of expansion
what we think has more force, more freedom, more electric and
penetrating power. We find too, if we have co-workers, that we
draw from a common fountain, the same impulse visits us and them.
What one possess all become possessed of; and something of the
same unity and harmony arises between us here as exists for all
time between us in the worlds above. While the currents circulate
we are to see to it that they part from us no less pure than they came.
To this dawn of an inner day may in some measure be traced the sudden
inspirations of movements, such as we lately feel, not all due to
the abrupt descent into our midst of a new messenger, for the elder
Brothers work with law and foresee when nature, time, and the
awakening souls of men will aid them. Much may now be done. On
whosoever accepts, acknowledges and does the will of the Light in
these awakenings the die and image of divinity is more firmly set,
his thought grows more consciously into the being of the presiding
god. Yet not while seeking for ourselves can we lay hold of final
truths, for then what we perceive we retain but in thought and memory.
The Highest is a motion, a breath. We become it only in the imparting.
It is in all, for all and goes out to all. It will not be restrained
in a narrow basin, but through the free-giver it freely flows.
There are throngs innumerable who await this gift. Can we let this
most ancient light which again returns to us be felt by them only
as a vague emotion, a little peace of uncertain duration, a passing
sweetness of the heart? Can we not do something to allay the sorrow
of the world? My brothers, the time of opportunity has come. One
day in the long-marshaled line of endless days has dawned for our
race, and the buried treasure-houses in the bosom of the deep have
been opened to endow it with more light, to fill it with more power.
The divine ascetics stand with torches lit before the temple of wisdom.
Those who are nigh them have caught the fire and offer to us in turn
to light the torch, the blazing torch of soul. Let us accept the
gift and pass it on, pointing out the prime givers. We shall see
in time the eager races of men starting on their pilgrimage of
return and facing the light. So in the mystical past the call of
light was seen on the sacred hills; the rays were spread and gathered;
and returning with them the initiate-children were buried in the
Father-Flame.
--June 15, 1896
The Childhood of Apollo
It was long ago, so long that only the spirit of earth remembers
truly. The old shepherd Tithonius sat before the door of his hut
waiting for his grandson to return. He watched with drowsy eyes
the eve gather, and the woods and mountains grow dark over the isles--
the isles of ancient Greece. It was Greece before its day of beauty,
and day was never lovelier. The cloudy blossoms of smoke curling
upward from the valley sparkled a while high up in the sunlit air,
a vague memorial of the world of men below. From that too the
colour vanished, and those other lights began to shine which to
some are the only lights of day. The skies dropped close upon the
mountains and the silver seas, like a vast face brooding with
intentness; there was enchantment, mystery, and a living motion
in its depths, the presence of all-pervading Zeus enfolding his
starry children with the dark radiance of aether.
"Ah!" murmured the old man, looking upward, "once it was living;
once it spoke to me. It speaks not now, but it speaks to others
I know--to the child who looks and longs and trembles in the dewy
night. Why does he linger now? He is beyond his hour. Ah, there
now are his footsteps!"
A boy came up the valley driving the grey flocks which tumbled
before him in the darkness. He lifted his young face for the
shepherd to kiss. It was alight with ecstasy. Tithonius looked
at him with wonder. A light golden and silvery rayed all about
the him so that his delicate ethereal beauty seemed set in a star
which followed his dancing footsteps.
"How bright your eyes!" the old man said, faltering with sudden awe.
"Why do your white limbs shine with moonfire light?"
"Oh, father," said the boy Apollo, "I am glad, for everything is
living tonight. The evening is all a voice and many voices. While
the flocks were browsing night gathered about me: I saw within it
and it was living everywhere; and all together, the wind with dim-
blown tresses, odour, incense and secret-falling dew, mingled in
one warm breath. They whispered to me and called me 'Child of the
Stars,' 'Dew Heart,' and 'Soul of Fire.' Oh, father, as I came up
the valley the voices followed me with song; everything murmured
love; even the daffodils, nodding in the olive gloom, grew golden
at my feet, and a flower within my heart knew of the still sweet
secret of the flowers. Listen, listen!"
There were voices in the night, voices as of star-rays descending.
"Now the roof-tree of the midnight spreading
Buds in citron, green, and blue:
From afar its mystic odors shedding,
Child, on you."
Then other sweet speakers from beneath the earth, and from the
distant waters and air followed in benediction, and a last voice
like a murmur from universal Nature:
"Now the buried stars beneath the mountains
And the vales their life renew,
Jetting rainbow blooms from tiny fountains,
Child, for you.
"As within our quiet waters passing
Sun and moon and stars we view,
So the loveliness of life is glassing,
Child, in you.
"In the diamond air the sun-star glowing
Up its feathered radiance threw;
All the jewel glory there was flowing,
Child, for you.
"And the fire divine in all things burning
Yearns for home and rest anew,
From its wanderings far again returning,
Child, to you."
"Oh, voices, voices," cried the child, "what you say I know not,
but I ray back love for love. Father, what is it they tell me?
They embosom me in light and I am far away even though I hold
your hand."
"The gods are about us. Heaven mingles with the earth," said
Tithonius trembling. "Let us go to Diotima. She has grown wise
brooding for many a year where the great caves lead to the underworld.
She sees the bright ones as they pass by where she sits with shut
eyes, her drowsy lips murmuring as nature's self."
That night the island seemed no more earth set in sea, but a music
encircled by the silence. The trees long rooted in antique slumber
were throbbing with rich life; through glimmering bark and drooping
leaf a light fell on the old man and boy as they passed, and vague
figures nodded at them. These were the hamadryad souls of the wood.
They were bathed in tender colours and shimmering lights draping
them from root to leaf. A murmur came from the heart of every one,
a low enchantment breathing joy and peace. It grew and swelled
until at last it seemed as if through a myriad pipes that Pan the
earth spirit was fluting his magical creative song.
They found the cave of Diotima covered by vines and tangled strailers
at the end of the island where the dark-green woodland rose up from
the waters. Tithonius paused, for he dreaded this mystic prophetess;
but a voice from within called them: "Come in, child of light;
come in, old shepherd, I know why you seek me!" They entered,
Tithonius trembling with more fear than before. A fire was blazing
in a recess of the cavern and by it sat a majestic figure robed
in purple. She was bent forward, her hand supporting her face,
her burning eyes turned on the intruders.
"Come hither, child," she said, taking the boy by the hands and
gazing into his face. "So this frail form is to be the home of
the god. The gods choose wisely. They take no warrior wild, no
mighty hero to be their messenger to men, but crown this gentle
head. Tell me--you dream--have you ever seen a light from the sun
falling upon you in your slumber? No, but look now; look upward."
As she spoke she waved her hands over him, and the cavern with its
dusky roof seemed to melt away, and beyond the heavens the heaven
of heavens lay dark in pure tranquillity, a quiet which was the
very hush of being. In an instant it vanished and over the zenith
broke a wonderful light. "See now," cried Diotima, "the Ancient
Beauty! Look how its petals expand and what comes forth from its
heart!" A vast and glowing breath, mutable and opalescent, spread
itself between heaven and earth, and out of it slowly descended a
radiant form like a god's. It drew nigh radiating lights, pure,
beautiful, and starlike. It stood for a moment by the child and
placed its hand on his head, and then it was gone. The old shepherd
fell upon his face in awe, while the boy stood breathless and entranced.
"Go now," said the Sybil, "I can teach thee naught. Nature herself
will adore you and sing through you her loveliest song. But, ah,
the light you hail in joy you shall impart in tears. So from age
to age the eternal Beauty bows itself down amid sorrows that the
children of men may not forget it, that their anguish may be
transformed smitten through by its fire."
--November 15, 1896
The Awakening of the Fires
When twilight flutters the mountains over
The faery lights from the earth unfold,
And over the hills enchanted hover
The giant heroes and gods of old:
The bird of aether its flaming pinions
Waves over earth the whole night long:
The stars drop down in their blue dominions
To hymn together their choral song:
The child of earth in his heart grows burning
Mad for the night and the deep unknown;
His alien flame in a dream returning
Seats itself on the ancient throne.
When twilight over the mountains fluttered
And night with its starry millions came,
I too had dreams; the thoughts I have uttered.
Come from my heart that was touched by the flame
I thought over the attempts made time after time to gain our freedom;
how failure had followed failure until at last it seemed that we must
write over hero and chieftain of our cause the memorial spoken of
the warriors of old, "They went forth to the battle but they always
fell;" and it seemed to me that these efforts resulted in failure
because the ideals put forward were not in the plan of nature for us;
that it was not in our destiny that we should attempt a civilization
like that of other lands. Though the cry of nationality rings for
ever in our ears, the word here has embodied to most no other hope
than this, that we should when free be able to enter with more
energy upon pursuits already adopted by the people of other countries.
Our leaders have erected no nobler standard than theirs, and we who,
as a race, are the forlorn hope of idealism in Europe, sink day by
day into apathy and forget what a past was ours and what a destiny
awaits us if we will but rise responsive to it. Though so old in
tradition this Ireland of today is a child among the nations of
the world; and what a child, and with what a strain of genius in
it! There is all the superstition, the timidity and lack of judgment,
the unthought recklessness of childhood, but combined with what
generosity and devotion, and what an unfathomable love for its heroes.
Who can forget that memorable day when its last great chief was
laid to rest? He was not the prophet of our spiritual future;
he was not the hero of our highest ideals; but he was the only
hero we knew. The very air was penetrated with the sobbing and
passion of unutterable regret. Ah, Eri, in other lands there is
strength and mind and the massive culmination of ordered power,
but in thee alone is there such love as the big heart of childhood
can feel. It is this which maketh all thy exiles turn with longing
thoughts to thee.
Before trying her to indicate a direction for the future, guessed
from brooding on the far past and by touching on the secret springs
in the heart of the present, it may make that future seem easier
of access if I point out what we have escaped and also show that
we have already a freedom which, though but half recognized, is
yet our most precious heritage. We are not yet involved in a social
knot which only red revolution can sever: our humanity, the ancient
gift of nature to us, is still fresh in our veins: our force is
not merely the reverberation of a past, an inevitable momentum
started in the long ago, but is free for newer life to do what we
will with in the coming time.
I know there are some who regret this, who associate national
greatness with the whirr and buzz of many wheels, the smoke of
factories and with large dividends; and others, again, who wish
that our simple minds were illuminated by the culture and wisdom
of our neighbours. But I raise the standard of idealism, to try
everything by it, every custom, every thought before we make it
our own, and every sentiment before it finds a place in our hearts.
Are these conditions, social and mental, which some would have us
strive for really so admirable as we are assured they are? Are
they worth having at all? What of the heroic best of man; how
does that show? His spirituality, beauty and tenderness, are
these fostered in the civilizations of today? I say if questions
like these bearing upon that inner life wherein is the real greatness
of nations cannot be answered satisfactorily, that it is our duty
to maintain our struggle, to remain aloof, lest by accepting a
delusive prosperity we shut ourselves from our primitive sources
of power. For this spirit of the modern, with which we are so
little in touch, is one which tends to lead man further and further
from nature. She is no more to him the Great Mother so reverently
named long ago, but merely an adjunct to his life, the distant
supplier of his needs. What to the average dweller in cities are
stars and skies and mountains? They pay no dividends to him, no
wages. Why should he care about them indeed. And no longer
concerning himself about nature what wonder is it that nature
ebbs out of him. She has her revenge, for from whatever standpoint
of idealism considered the average man shows but of pigmy stature.
For him there is no before or after. In his material life he has
forgotten or never heard of the heroic traditions of his race,
their aspirations to godlike state. One wonders what will happen
to him when death ushers him out from the great visible life to
the loneliness amid the stars. To what hearth or home shall he
flee who never raised the veil of nature while living, nor saw it
waver tremulous with the hidden glory before his eyes? The Holy
Breath from the past communes no more with him, and if he is
oblivious of these things, though a thousand workman call him
master, within he is bankrupt, his effects sequestered, a poor
shadow, an outcast from the Kingdom of Light.
We see too, that as age after age passes and teems only with the
commonplace, that those who are the poets and teachers falter and
lose faith: they utter no more of man the divine things the poets
said of old. Perhaps the sheer respectability of the people they
address deters them from making statements which in some respects
might be considered libelous. But from whatever cause, from lack
of heart or lack of faith, they have no real inspiration. The
literature of Europe has had but little influence on the Celt in
this isle. Its philosophies and revolutionary ideas have stayed
their waves at his coast: they had no message of interpretation
for him, no potent electric thought to light up the mystery of his
nature. For the mystery of the Celt is the mystery of Amergin the
Druid. All nature speaks through him. He is her darling, the
confidant of her secrets. Her mountains have been more to him
than a feeling. She has revealed them to him as the home of her
brighter children, her heroes become immortal. For him her streams
ripple with magical life and the light of day was once filled with
more aerial rainbow wonder. Though thousands of years have passed
since this mysterious Druid land was at its noonday, and long
centuries have rolled by since the weeping seers saw the lights
vanish from mountain and valley, still this alliance of the soul
of man and the soul of nature more or less manifestly characterizes
the people of this isle. The thought produced in and for complex
civilizations is not pregnant enough with the vast for them, is
not enough thrilled through by that impalpable breathing from
another nature. We have had but little native literature here
worth the name until of late years, and that not yet popularized,
but during all these centuries the Celt has kept in his heart some
affinity with the mighty beings ruling in the unseen, once so
evident to the heroic races who preceded him. His legends and
faery tales have connected his soul with the inner lives of air
and water and earth, and they in turn have kept his heart sweet
with hidden influence. It would make one feel sad to think that
all that beautiful folklore is fading slowly from the memory that
held it so long, were it not for the belief that the watchful
powers who fostered its continuance relax their care because the
night with beautiful dreams and deeds done only in fancy is passing:
the day is coming with the beautiful real, with heroes and heroic deeds.
It may not be well to prophecy, but it is always permissible to
speak of our hopes. If day but copies day may we not hope for
Ireland, after its long cycle of night, such another glory as
lightened it of old, which tradition paints in such mystic colours?
What was the mysterious glamour of the Druid age? What meant the
fires on the mountains, the rainbow glow of air, the magic life in
water and earth, but that the Radiance of Deity was shining through
our shadowy world, that it mingled with and was perceived along
with the forms we know. There it threw up its fountains of life-
giving fire, the faery fountains of story, and the children of
earth breathing that rich life felt the flush of an immortal vigour
within them; and so nourished sprang into being the Danaan races,
men who made themselves gods by will and that magical breath.
Rulers of earth and air and fire, their memory looms titanic in
the cloud stories of our dawn, and as we think of that splendid
strength of the past something leaps up in the heart to confirm
it true for all the wonder of it.
This idea of man's expansion into divinity, which is in the highest
teaching of every race, is one which shone like a star at the dawn
of our Celtic history also. Hero after hero is called away by a
voice ringing out of the land of eternal youth, which is but a
name for the soul of earth, the enchantress and mother of all.
There as guardians of the race they shed their influence on the isle;
from them sprang all that was best and noblest in our past, and
let no one think but that it was noble. Leaving aside that mystic
sense of union with another world and looking only at the tales of
battle, when we read of heroes whose knightly vows forbade the use
of stratagem in war, and all but the equal strife with equals in
opportunity; when we hear of the reverence for truth among the
Fianna, "We the Fianna of Erin never lied, falsehood was never
attributed to us"--a reverence for truth carried so far that they
could not believe their foemen even could speak falsely--I say
that in these days when our public life is filled with slander
and unworthy imputation, we might do worse than turn back to that
ideal Paganism of the past, and learn some lessons of noble trust,
and this truth that greatness of soul alone insures final victory
to us who live and move and have our being in the life of God.
In hoping for such another day I do not of course mean the renewal
of the ancient order, but rather look for the return of the same
light which was manifest in the past. For so the eternal Beauty
brings itself to the memory of man from time to time brooding over
nations, as in the early Aryan heart, suffusing life and thought
with the sun-sense of pervading Deity, or as in Greece where its
myriad rays, each an intuition of loveliness, descended and dwelt
not only in poet, sage and sculptor, but in the general being of
the people. What has been called the Celtic renaissance in
literature is one of the least of the signs. Of far more
significance is the number of strange, dreamy children one meets,
whose hearts are in the elsewhere, and young people who love to
brood on the past, I speak of which is all the world to them.
The present has no voice to interpret their dreams and visions,
the enraptured solitude by mountain or shore, or what they feel
when they lie close pressed to the bosom of the earth, mad with
the longing for old joys, the fiery communion of spirit with spirit,
which was once the privilege of man. These some voice, not
proclaiming an arid political propaganda, may recall into the
actual: some ideal of heroic life may bring them to the service
of their kind, and none can serve the world better than those who
from mighty dreams turn exultant to their realisation: who bring
to labour the love, the courage, the unfailing hope, which they
only possess who have gone into the hidden nature and found it
sweet at heart.
So this Isle, once called the Sacred Isle and also the Isle of
Destiny, may find a destiny worthy of fulfilment: not to be a
petty peasant republic, nor a miniature duplicate in life and aims
of great material empires, but that its children out of their faith,
which has never failed may realise this imemorial truth of man's
inmost divinity, and in expressing it may ray the light over every
land. Now, although a great literature and great thought may be
part of our future, it ought not to be the essential part of our
ideal. As in our past the bards gave way before the heroes, so
in any national ideal worthy the name, all must give way in its
hopes, wealth, literature, art, everything before manhood itself.
If our humanity fails us or become degraded, of what value are
the rest? What use would it be to you or to me if our ships
sailed on every sea and our wealth rivaled the antique Ind, if
we ourselves were unchanged, had no more kingly consciousness of
life, nor that overtopping grandeur of soul indifferent whether
it dwells in a palace or a cottage?
If this be not clear to the intuition, there is the experience of
the world and the example of many nations. Let us take the highest,
and consider what have a thousand years of empire brought to England.
Wealth without parallel, but at what expense! The lover of his
kind must feel as if a knife were entering his heart when he looks
at those black centres of boasted prosperity, at factory, smoke
and mine, the arid life and spiritual death. Do you call those
miserable myriads a humanity? We look at those people in despair
and pity. Where is the ancient image of divinity in man's face:
where in man's heart the prompting of the divine? There is nothing
but a ceaseless energy without; a night terrible as hell within.
Is this the only way for us as a people? Is nature to be lost;
beauty to be swallowed up? The crown and sceptre were taken from
us in the past, our path has been strewn with sorrows, but the
spirit shall not be taken until it becomes as clay, and man forgets
that he was born in the divine, and hears no more the call of the
great deep in his heart as he bows himself to the dust in his bitter
labours. It maddens to think it should be for ever thus, with us
and with them, and that man the immortal, man the divine, should
sink deeper and deeper into night and ignorance, and know no more
of himself than glimmers upon him in the wearied intervals of
long routine.
Here we have this hope that nature appeals with her old glamour
to many, and there is still the ancient love for the hero. In a
land where so many well nigh hopeless causes have found faithful
adherents, where there has been so much devotion and sacrifice,
where poverty has made itself poorer still for the sake of leader
and cause, may we not hope that when an appeal is made to the
people to follow still higher ideals, that they will set aside
the lower for the higher, that they will not relegate idealism
to the poets only, but that it will dwell in the public as the
private heart and make impossible any nations' undertaking
inconsistent with the dignity and beauty of life? To me it seems
that here the task of teacher and writer is above all to present
images and ideals of divine manhood to the people whose real gods
have always been their heroes. These titan figures, Cuculain,
Finn, Oscar, Oisin, Caolte, all a mixed gentleness and fire, have
commanded for generations that spontaneous love which is the only
true worship paid by men. It is because of this profound and long-
enduring love for the heroes, which must be considered as forecasting
the future, that I declare the true ideal and destiny of the Celt
in this island to be the begetting of humanity whose desires and
visions shall rise above earth illimitable into godlike nature,
who shall renew for the world the hope, the beauty, the magic,
the wonder which will draw the buried stars which are the souls of
men to their native firmament of spiritual light and elemental power.
For the hero with us there is ample scope and need. There are the
spectres of ignoble hopes, the lethal influences of a huge material
civilisation wafted to us from over seas, which must be laid. Oh,
that a protest might be made ere it becomes more difficult, ere
this wild, beautiful land of ours be viewed only as a lure to draw
money from the cockney tourist, and the immemorial traditions around
our sacred hills be of value only to advertise the last hotel. Yet
to avert the perils arising from external causes is but a slight
task compared with the overcoming of obstacles already existent within.
There is one which must be removed at whatever cost, though the hero
may well become the martyr in the attempt. It is a difficulty which
has its strength from one of the very virtues of the people, their
reverence for religion. This in itself is altogether well. But
it is not well when the nature of that religion enables its priests
to sway men from their natural choice of hero and cause by the threat
of spiritual terrors. I say that where this takes place to any
great extent, as it has with us, it is not a land a freeman can
think of with pride. It is not a place where the lover of freedom
can rest, but he must spend sleepless nights, must brood, must scheme,
must wait to strike a blow. To the thought of freedom it must be
said to our shame none of the nobler meaning attaches here. Freedom
to speak what hopes and ideals we may have; to act openly for what
cause we will; to allow that freedom to others--that liberty is
denied. There are but too many places where to differ openly from
the priest in politics is to provoke a brawl, where to speak as
here with the fearlessness of print would be to endanger life.
With what scorn one hears the aspiration from public freedom from
lips that are closed with the dread by their own hearthside! Let
freedom arise where first it is possible in the hearts of men, in
their thoughts, in speech between one and another, and then the
gods may not deem us unworthy of the further sway of our national
life. I would that some of the defiant spirit of the old warrior
brood were here, not indeed to provoke strife between man and man,
or race and race, but rather that we might be fearless in the
spirit of one who said "I do not war against flesh and blood, but
against principalities and powers"--and against influences which
fetter progress, against an iron materialism where the beauty of
life perishes, let us revolt, let us war for ever.
But with all this I, like others who have narrowly watched the signs
of awakening life, do not doubt but that these things will pass as
greater potencies throng in and impel to action. Already the rush
of the earth-breath begins to fill with elation our island race and
uplift them with the sense of power; and through the power sometimes
flashes the glory, the spiritual radiance which will be ours hereafter,
if old prophecy can be trusted and our hearts prompt us true. Here
and there some rapt dreamer more inward than the rest sees that
Tir-na-noge was no fable, but is still around him with all its mystic
beauty for ever. The green hills grow alive with the star-children
fleeting, flashing on their twilight errands from gods to men.
When the heart opens to receive them and the ties which bind us to
unseen nature are felt our day will begin and the fires awaken,
our isle will be the Sacred Island once again and our great ones
the light-givers to humanity, not voicing new things, but only of
the old, old truths one more affirmation; for what is all wisdom,
wherever uttered, whether in time past or today, but the One Life,
the One Breath, chanting its innumerable tones of thought and joy
and love in the heart of man, one voice throughout myriad years
whose message eterne is this--you are by your nature immortal,
and you may be, if you will it, divine.
--Jan. 15, Feb. 15, 1897
Our Secret Ties
Our deepest life is when we are alone. We think most truly, love
best, when isolated from the outer world in that mystic abyss we
call soul. Nothing external can equal the fulness of these moments.
We may sit in the blue twilight with a friend, or bend together by
the hearth, half whispering, or in a silence populous with loving
thoughts mutually understood; then we may feel happy and at peace,
but it is only because we are lulled by a semblance to deeper
intimacies. When we think of a friend, and the loved one draws nigh,
we sometimes feel half-pained, for we touched something in our
solitude which the living presence shut out; we seem more apart,
and would fain cry out--"Only in my deep heart I love you, sweetest
heart; call me not forth from this; I am no more a spirit if I
leave my throne." But these moods, though lit up by intuitions
of the true, are too partial, they belong too much to the twilight
of the heart, they have too dreamy a temper to serve us well in life.
We should wish rather for our thoughts a directness such as belongs
to the messengers of the gods, swift, beautiful, flashing presences
bent on purposes well understood.
What we need is that this interior tenderness shall be elevated
into seership, that what in most is only yearning or blind love
shall see clearly its way and hope and aim. To this end we have
to observe more intently the nature of the interior life. We find,
indeed, that it is not a solitude at all, but dense with multitudinous
being: instead of being alone we are in the thronged highways of
existence. For our guidance when entering here many words of warning
have been uttered, laws have been outlined, and beings full of wonder,
terror, and beauty described. Yet there is a spirit in us deeper
than our intellectual being which I think of as the Hero in man,
who feels the nobility of its place in the midst of all this, and
who would fain equal the greatness of perception with deeds as great.
The weariness and sense of futility which often falls upon the mystic
after much thought is due, I think, to this, that here he has duties
demanding a more sustained endurance just as the inner life is so
much vaster and more intense than the life he has left behind.
Now, the duties which can be taken up by the soul are exactly those
which it feels most inadequate to perform when acting as an embodied
being. What shall be done to quiet the heart-cry of the world:
how answer the dumb appeal for help we so often divine below eyes
that laugh? It is sadder than sorrow to think that pity with no
hands to heal, that love without a voice to speak, should helplessly
heap their pain upon pain while earth shall endure. But there is
a truth about sorrow which I think may make it seem not so hopeless.
There are fewer barriers than we think: there is, in fact, an inner
alliance between the soul who would fain give and the soul who is
in need. Nature has well provided that not one golden ray of all
our thoughts is sped ineffective through the dark; not one drop
of the magical elixirs love distills is wasted. Let us consider
how this may be. There is a habit we nearly all have indulged in:
we often weave little stories in our minds expending love and pity
upon the imaginary beings we have created. But I have been led to
think that many of these are not imaginary, that somewhere in the
world beings are thinking, loving, suffering just in that way, and
we merely reform and live over again in our life the story of
another life. Sometimes these faraway intimates assume so vivid
a shape, they come so near with their appeal for sympathy that the
pictures are unforgettable, and the more I ponder over them the
more it seems to me that they often convey the actual need of some
soul whose cry for comfort has gone out into the vast, perhaps to
meet with an answer, perhaps to hear only silence. I will supply
an instance. I see a child, a curious, delicate little thing,
seated on the doorstep of a house. It is an alley in some great
city; there is a gloom of evening and vapour over the sky; I see
the child is bending over the path; he is picking cinders and
arranging them, and, growing closer, as I ponder, I become aware
that he is laying down in gritty lines the walls of a house, the
mansion of his dream. Here spread along the pavement are large
rooms, these for his friends, and a tiny room in the centre, that
is his own. So his thought plays. Just then I catch a glimpse
of the corduroy trousers of a passing workman, and a heavy boot
crushes through the cinders. I feel the pain in the child's heart
as he shrinks back, his little love-lit house of dreams all rudely
shattered. Ah, poor child, building the City Beautiful out of a
few cinders, yet nigher, truer in intent than many a stately, gold-
rich palace reared by princes, thou wert not forgotten by that
mighty spirit who lives through the falling of empires, whose home
has been in many a ruined heart. Surely it was to bring comfort
to hearts like thine that that most noble of all meditations was
ordained by the Buddha. "He lets his mind pervade one quarter of
the world with thoughts of Love, and so the second, and so the
third, and so the fourth. And thus the whole wide world, above,
below, around, and everywhere, does he continue to pervade with
heart of Love far-reaching, grown great, and beyond measure."
The love, though the very fairy breath of life, should by itself
and so imparted have a sustaining power some may question, not those
who have felt the sunlight fall from distant fiends who think of them;
but, to make clearer how it seems to me to act, I say that love,
Eros, is a being. It is more than a power of the soul, though it
is that also; it has a universal life of its own, and just as the
dark heaving waters do not know what jewel lights they reflect with
blinding radiance, so the soul, partially absorbing and feeling the
ray of Eros within it, does not know that often a part of its nature
nearer to the sun of love shines with a brilliant light to other
eyes than its own. Many people move unconscious of their won charm,
unknowing of the beauty and power they seem to others to impart.
It is some past attainment of the soul, a jewel won in some old
battle which it may have forgotten, but none the less this gleams
on its tiara and the star-flame inspires others to hope and victory.
If is true here than many exert a spiritual influence they are
unconscious of, it is still truer of the spheres within. Once the
soul has attained to any possession like love, or persistent will,
or faith, or a power of thought, it comes into psychic contact with
others who are struggling for these very powers. The attainment
of any of these means that the soul is able to absorb and radiate
some of the diviner elements of being. The soul may or may not be
aware of the position it is placed in and its new duties, but yet
that Living Light, having found a way into the being of any one
person, does not rest there, but sends its rays and extends its
influence on and on to illumine the darkness of another nature.
So it comes that there are ties which bind us to people other than
those whom we meet in our everyday life. I think they are more
real ties, more important to understand, for if we let our lamp go
out some far away who had reached out in the dark and felt a steady
will, a persistent hope, a compassionate love, may reach out once
again in an hour of need, and finding no support may give way and
fold the hands in despair. Often indeed we allow gloom to overcome
us and so hinder the bright rays in their passage; but would we
do it so often if we thought that perhaps a sadness which besets us,
we do not know why, was caused by some heart drawing nigh to ours
for comfort, that our lethargy might make it feel still more its
helplessness, while our courage, our faith, might cause "our light
to shine in some other heart which as yet has no light of its own."
--March 15, 1897
Priest or Hero?
"I think I could turn and live with animals, they are so placid and
self-contained
I stand and look at them long and long.
They do not sweat and whine about their condition,
They do not lie awake in the dark and weep for their sins,
No one kneels to another, nor to one of his kind that lived thousands
of years ago." ---Walt Whitman
I have prefixed some ideas about spiritual freedom addressed to
the people of Ireland with these lines from the poet of another
land, because national sentiment seems out of date here, the old
heroism slumbers, alien thought and an exotic religion have
supplanted our true ideals and our natural spirituality. I hope
that the scornful words of one who breathed a freer air might
sting to shame those who have not lost altogether the sentiment
of human dignity, who have still some intuitions as to how far
and how wisely a man may abase himself before another, whether
that other claim divine authority or not. For this is the true
problem which confronts us as a nation, and all else is insignificant
beside. We have found out who are the real rulers here, who dictate
politics and public action with no less authority than they speak
upon religion and morals, It was only the other day that a priest,
one of our rulers, declared that he would not permit a political
meeting to be held in his diocese and this fiat was received with
a submission which showed how accurately the politician gauged
the strength opposed to him. And this has not been the only
occasion when this power has been exerted: we all know how many
national movements have been interfered with or thwarted; we know
the shameful revelations connected with the elections a few years
back; we know how a great leader fell; and those who are idealists,
God's warriors battling for freedom of thought, whose hope for the
world is that the intuitions of the true and good divinely implanted
in each man's breast shall supersede tradition and old authority,
cannot but feel that their opinions, so much more dangerous to
that authority than any political ideal, must, if advocated, bring
them at last to clash with the priestly power. It is not a war
with religion we would fain enter upon; but when those who claim
that heaven and hell shut and open at their bidding for the spirit
of man, use the influence which belief in that claim confers, as
it has been here, to fetter free-will in action, it is time that
the manhood of the nation awoke to sternly question that authority,
to assert its immemorial right to freedom.
There live of old in Eri a heroic race whom the bards sang as
fearless. There was then no craven dread of the hereafter, for
the land of the immortals glimmered about them in dream and vision,
and already before the decaying of the form the spirit of the hero
had crossed the threshold and clasped hands with the gods. No demon
nature affrighted them: from them wielding the flaming sword of
will the demons fled away as before Cuculain vanished in terror
shadowy embattled hosts. What, I wonder, would these antique
heroes say coming back to a land which preserves indeed their
memory but emulates their spirit no more? We know what the bards
thought when heroic Ireland became only a tradition; when to
darkened eyes the elf-lights ceased to gleam, luring no more to
the rich radiant world within, the Druidic mysteries, and the
secret of the ages. In the bardic tales their comrade Ossian
voices to Patrick their scorn of the new. Ah, from the light and
joy of the faery region, from that great companionship with a race
half divine, come back to find that but one divine man had walked
the earth, and as for the rest it was at prayer and fasting they
ought to be! And why? Because, as Patrick explained to Ossian,
if they did not they would go to hell. And this is the very thing
the Patricks ever since have been persuading the Irish people to
believe, adding an alien grief unto their many sorrows, foisting
upon them a vulgar interpretation of the noble idea of divine justice
to cow them to submission with the threat of flame. Ossian, chafing
and fuming under the priestly restriction, declared his preference
for hell with the Finians to paradise with Patrick. His simple
heroic mind found it impossible to believe that the pure, gentle
but indomitable spirits of his comrades could be anywhere quenched
or quelled, but they must at last arise exultant even from torment.
When Ossian rejects the bribe of paradise to share the darker world
and the fate of his companions, there spake the true spirit of man;
spark of illimitable deity; shrouded in form, yet radiating
ceaselessly heroic thoughts, aspirations, deathless love; not to
be daunted, rising again and again from sorrow with indestructible
hope; emerging ever from defeat, its glooms smitten through and
through with the light of visions vast and splendid as the heavens.
Old bard, old bard, from Tir-na-noge where thou, perchance wrapt
by that beauty which called thee from earth, singest immortal songs,
would that one lightning of they spirit could pierce the hearts
now thronged with dread, might issue from lips which dare not speak.
I do not question but that the heroic age had its imperfections,
or that it was not well that its too warlike ardour was tempered
by the beautiful, pathetic and ennobling teaching of Christ. The
seed of new doctrines bore indeed many lovely but exotic blossoms
in the saintly times, and also many a noxious weed. For religion
must always be an exotic which makes a far-off land sacred rather
than the earth underfoot: where the Great Spirit whose home is
the vast seems no more a moving glamour in the heavens, a dropping
tenderness at twilight, a visionary light on the hills, a voice in
man's heart; when the way of life is sought in scrolls or is heard
from another's lips. The noxious weed, the unendurable bitter which
mingled with the sweet and true in this exotic religion was the
terrible power it put into the hands of men somewhat more learned
in their ignorance of God than those whom they taught: the power
to inflict a deadly wrong upon the soul, to coerce the will by
terror from the course conscience had marked out as true and good.
That power has been used unsparingly and at times with unspeakable
cruelty whenever those who had it thought their influence was being
assailed, for power is sweet and its use is not lightly laid aside.
As we read our island history there seems a ruddy emblazonry on
every page, a hue shed from behind the visible, the soul dropping
its red tears of fire over hopes for ever dissolving, noble ambitions
for ever foiled. Always on the eve of success starts up some fatal
figure weaponed with the keys of the hereafter, brandishing more
especially the key of the place of torment, warning most particularly
those who regard that that key shall not get rusty from want of
turning if they disobey. It has been so from the beginning, from
the time of the cursing of Tara, where the growing unity of the
nations was split into fractions, down to the present time. I
often doubt if the barbarities in eastern lands which we shudder
at are in reality half so cruel, if they mean so much anguish as
this threat of after-torture does to those who believe in the power
of another to inflict it. It wounds the spirit to the heart: its
consciousness of its own immortality becomes entwined with the
terror of as long enduring pain. It is a lie which the all-
compassionate Father-Spirit never breathed into the ears of his
children, a lie which has been told here century after century with
such insistence that half the nation has the manhood cowed out of it.
The offence of the dead chief whose followers were recently assailed
weighed light as a feather in the balance when compared with the
sin of these men and their shameful misuse of religious authority
in Meath a little while ago. The scenes which took place there,
testified and sworn to by witness in the after trials, were only
a copy of what generally took place. They will take place again
if the necessity arises. That is a bitter fact.
A dim consciousness that their servitude is not to God's law but
to man's ambition is creeping over the people here. That is a very
hopeful sign. When a man first feels he is a slave he begins to
grow grey inside, to get moody and irritable. The sore spot becomes
more sensitive the more he broods. At last to touch it becomes
dangerous. For, from such pent-up musing and wrath have sprung
rebellions, revolutions, the overthrow of dynasties and the fall
of religions, aye, thrice as mighty as this. That Thought of freedom
lets loose the flood-gates of an illimitable fire into the soul;
it emerges from its narrow prison-cell of thought and fear as the
sky-reaching genie from the little copper vessel in the tale of
Arabian enchantment; it lays hand on the powers of storm and
commotion like a god. It would be politic not to press the
despotism more; but it would be a pity perhaps if some further
act did not take place, just to see a nation flinging aside the
shackles of superstition; disdainful of threats, determined to
seek its own good, resolutely to put aside all external tradition
and rule; adhering to its own judgment, though priests falsely
say the hosts of the everlasting are arrayed in battle against it,
though they threaten the spirit with obscure torment for ever and
ever: still to persist, still to defy, still to obey the orders
of another captain, that Unknown Deity within whose trumpet-call
sounds louder than all the cries of men. There is great comfort,
my fellows, in flinging fear aside; an exultation and delight
spring up welling from inexhaustible deeps, and a tranquil sweetness
also ensues which shows that the powers ever watchful of human
progress approve and applaud the act.
In all this I do not aim at individuals. It is not with them I
would war but with tyranny. They who enslave are as much or more
to be pitied than those whom they enslave. They too are wronged
by being placed and accepted in a position of false authority.
They too enshrine a ray of the divine spirit, which to liberate
and express is the purpose of life. Whatever movement ignores the
needs of a single unity, or breeds hate against it rather than
compassion, is so far imperfect. But if we give these men, as we
must, the credit of sincerity, still opposition is none the less
a duty. The spirit of man must work out its own destiny, learning
truth out of error and pain. It cannot be moral by proxy. A
virtuous course into which it is whipt by fear will avail it nothing,
and in that dread hour when it comes before the Mighty who sent it
forth, neither will the plea avail it that its conscience was in
another's keeping.
The choice here lies between Priest and Hero as ideal, and I say
that whatever is not heroic is not Irish, has not been nourished
at the true fountain wherefrom our race and isle derive their mystic
fame. There is a life behind the veil, another Eri which the bards
knew, singing it as the Land of Immortal Youth. It is not hidden
from us, though we have hidden ourselves from it, so that it has
become only a fading memory in our hearts and a faery fable upon
our lips. Yet there are still places in this isle, remote from
the crowded cities where men and women eat and drink and wear out
their lives and are lost in the lust for gold, where the shy peasant
sees the enchanted lights in mountain and woody dell, and hears
the faery bells pealing away, away, into that wondrous underland
whither, as legends relate, the Danann gods withdrew. These things
are not to be heard for the asking; but some, more reverent than
the rest, more intuitive, who understand that the pure eyes of a
peasant may see the things kings and princes, aye, and priests,
have desired to see and have not seen; that for him may have been
somewhat lifted the veil which hides from men the starry spheres
where the Eternal Beauty abides in the shining--these have heard
and have been filled with the hope that, if ever the mystic truths
of life could be spoken here, there would be enough of the old
Celtic fire remaining to bring back the magic into the isle. That
direct relation, that vision, comes fully with spiritual freedom,
when men no longer peer through another's eyes into the mysteries,
when they will not endure that the light shall be darkened by
transmission, but spirit speaks with spirit, drawing light from
the boundless Light alone.
Leaving aside the question of interference with national movements,
another charge, one of the weightiest which can be brought against
the priestly influence in this island, is that it has hampered the
expression of native genius in literature and thought. Now the
country is alive with genius, flashing out everywhere, in the
conversation even of the lowest; but we cannot point to imaginative
work of any importance produced in Ireland which has owed its
inspiration to the priestly teaching. The genius of the Gael could
not find itself in their doctrines; though above all things mystical
it could not pierce its way into the departments of super-nature
where their theology pigeon-holes the souls of the damned and the
blessed. It knew of the Eri behind the veil which I spoke of, the
Tir-na-noge which as a lamp lights up our grassy plains, our haunted
hills and valleys. The faery tales have ever lain nearer to the
hearts of the people, and whatever there is of worth in song or
story has woven into it the imagery handed down from the dim druidic
ages. This is more especially true today, when our literature is
beginning to manifest preeminent qualities of imagination, not the
grey pieties of the cloister, but natural magic, beauty, and heroism.
Our poets sing Ossian wandering the land of the immortals; or we
read in vivid romance of the giant chivalry of the Ultonians, their
untamable manhood, the exploits of Cuculain and the children of Rury,
more admirable as types, more noble and inspiring than the hierarchy
of little saints who came later on and cursed their memories.
The genius of the Gael is awakening after a night of troubled dreams.
I returns instinctively to the beliefs of its former day and finds
again the old inspiration. It seeks the gods on the mountains,
still enfolded by their mantle of multitudinous traditions, or
sees them flash by in the sunlit diamond airs. How strange, but
how natural is all this! It seems as if Ossian's was a premature
return. Today he might find comrades come back from Tir-na-noge
for the uplifting of their race. Perhaps to many a young spirit
starting up among us Caolte might speak as to Mongan, saying: "I
was with thee, with Finn." Hence, it may be, the delight with
which we hear Standish O'Grady declaring that the bardic divinities
will remain: "Nor, after centuries of obscuration, is their power
to quicken, purify, and exalt, yet dead. Still they live and reign,
and shall reign." After long centuries--the voice of a spirit ever
youthful, yet older than all the gods, who with its breath of sunrise-
coloured flame jewels with richest lights the visions of earth's
dreamy-hearted children. Once more out of the Heart of the Mystery
is heard the call of "Come away," and after that no other voice
has power to lure: there remain only the long heroic labours which
end in companionship with the gods.
These voices do not stand for themselves alone. They are heralds
before a host. No man has ever spoken with potent utterance who
did not feel the secret urging of dumb, longing multitudes, whose
aspirations and wishes converge on and pour themselves into fearless
heart. The thunder of the waves is deeper because the tide is rising.
Those who are behind do not come only with song and tale, but with
stern hearts bent on great issues, among which, not least, is the
intellectual liberation of Ireland. That is an aim at which some
of our rulers may well grow uneasy. Soon shall young men, fiery-
hearted, children of Eri, a new race, roll our their thoughts on
the hillsides, before your very doors, O priests, calling your
flocks from your dark chapels and twilight sanctuaries to a temple
not built with hands, sunlit, starlit, sweet with the odour and
incense of earth, from your altars call them to the altars of the
hills, soon to be lit up as of old, soon to be the blazing torches
of God over the land. These heroes I see emerging. Have they not
come forth in every land and race when there was need? Here, too,
they will arise. Ah, may darlings, you will have to fight and suffer:
you must endure loneliness, the coldness of friends, the alienation
of love; warmed only by the bright interior hope of a future you
must toil for but may never see, letting the deed be its own reward;
laying in dark places the foundations of that high and holy Eri
of prophecy, the isle of enchantment, burning with druidic splendours,
bright with immortal presences, with the face of the everlasting
Beauty looking in upon all its ways, divine with terrestrial mingling
till God and the world are one.
There waits brooding in this isle a great destiny, and to accomplish
it we must have freedom of thought. That is the greatest of our
needs, for thought is the lightning-conductor between the heaven-
world and earth. We want fearless advocates who will not be turned
aside from their course by laughter or by threats. Why is it that
the spirit of daring, imaginative enquiry is so dead here? An
incubus of spiritual fear seems to beset men women so that they
think, if they turn from the beaten track seeking the true, they
shall meet, not the divine with outstretched hands, but a demon;
that the reward for their search will not be joy or power but
enduring pain. How the old bard swept away such fears! "If thy
God were good," said Ossian, "he would call Finn into his dun."
Yes, the heroic heart is dear to the heroic heart. I would back
the intuition of an honest soul for truth against piled-up centuries
of theology. But this high spirit is stifled everywhere by a dull
infallibility which is yet unsuccessful, on its own part, in awakening
inspiration; and, in the absence of original though, we pick over
the bones of dead movements, we discuss the personalities of the
past, but no one asks the secrets of life or of death. There are
despotic hands in politics, in religion, in education, strangling
any attempt at freedom. Of the one institution which might naturally
be supposed to be the home of great ideas we can only say, reversing
the famous eulogy on Oxford, it has never given itself to any
national hero or cause, but always to the Philistine.
With the young men who throng the literary societies the intellectual
future of Ireland rests. In them are our future leaders. Out of
these as from a fountain will spring--what? Will we have another
generation of Irishmen at the same level as today, with everything
in a state of childhood, boyish patriotism, boyish ideals, boyish
humour? Or will they assimilate the aged thought of the world and
apply it to the needs of their own land? I remember reading somewhere
a description by Turgenieff of his contemporaries as a young man;
how they sat in garrets, drinking execrably bad coffee or tea. But
what thoughts! They talked of God, of humanity, of Holy Russia;
and out of such groups of young men, out of their discussions,
emanated that vast unrest which has troubled Europe and will trouble
it still more. Here no questions are asked and no answers are
received. There is a pitiful, blind struggle for a nationality
whose ideas are not definitely conceived. What is the ideal of
Ireland as a nation? It drifts from mind to mind, a phantom thought
lacking a spirit, but a spirit which will surely incarnate. Perhaps
some of our old heroes may return. Already it seems as if one had
been here; a sombre Titan earlier awakened than the rest who passed
before us, and sounded the rallying note of our race before he
staggered to his tragic close. Others of brighter thought will
follow to awaken the fires which Brigid in her vision saw gleaming
beyond dark centuries of night, and confessed between hope and
tears to Patrick. Meanwhile we must fight for intellectual freedom;
we must strive to formulate to ourselves what it is we really wish
for here, until at last the ideal becomes no more phantasmal but
living; until our voices in aspiration are heard in every land,
and the nations become aware of a new presence amid their councils,
a last and most beautiful figure, as one after the cross of pain,
after the shadowy terrors, with thorn-marks on the brow from a
crown flung aside, but now radiant, ennobled after suffering, Eri,
the love of so many dreamers, priestess of the mysteries, with the
chant of beauty on her lips and the heart of nature beating in
her heart.
--April 15-May 15, 1897
The Age of the Spirit
I am a part of all that I have met:
Yet all experience is an arch wherethro'
Gleams that untraveled world .....
....... Come, my friends,
'Tis not too late to seek a newer world.
--Ulysses
We are no longer children as we were in the beginning. The spirit
which, prompted by some divine intent, flung itself long ago into
a vague, nebulous, drifting nature, though it has endured through
many periods of youth, maturity, and age, has yet had its own
transformations. Its gay, wonderful childhood gave way, as cycle
after cycle coiled itself into slumber, to more definite purposes,
and now it is old and burdened with experiences. It is not an age
that quenches its fire, but it will not renew again the activities
which gave it wisdom. And so it comes that men pause with a feeling
which they translate into weariness of life before the accustomed
joys and purposes of their race. They wonder at the spell which
induced their fathers to plot and execute deeds which seem to them
to have no more meaning than a whirl of dust. But their fathers
had this weariness also and concealed it from each other in fear,
for it meant the laying aside of the sceptre, the toppling over
empires, the chilling of the household warmth, and all for a voice
whose inner significance revealed itself but to one or two
among myriads.
The spirit has hardly emerged from the childhood with which nature
clothes it afresh at every new birth, when the disparity between
the garment and the wearer becomes manifest: the little tissue
of joys and dreams woven about it found inadequate for shelter:
it trembles exposed to the winds blowing out of the unknown. We
linger at twilight with some companion, still glad, contented, and
in tune with the nature which fills the orchards with blossom and
sprays the hedges with dewy blooms. The laughing lips give utterance
to wishes--ours until that moment. Then the spirit, without warning,
suddenly falls into immeasurable age: a sphynx-like regard is upon
us: our lips answer, but far from the region of elemental being we
inhabit, they syllable in shadowy sound, out of old usage, the
response, speaking of a love and a hope which we know have vanished
from us for evermore. So hour by hour the scourge of the infinite
drives us out of every nook and corner of life we find pleasant.
And this always takes place when all is fashioned to our liking:
then into our dream strides the wielder of the lightning: we get
glimpse of the great beyond thronged with mighty, exultant, radiant
beings: our own deeds become infinitesimal to us: the colours
of our imagination, once so shining, grow pale as the living lights
of God glow upon them. We find a little honey in the heart which
we make sweeter for some one, and then another lover, whose forms
are legion, sighs to us out of its multitudinous being: we know
that the old love is gone. There is a sweetness in song or in the
cunning reimaging of the beauty we see; but the Magician of the
Beautiful whispers to us of his art, how we were with him when he
laid the foundations of the world, and the song is unfinished,
the fingers grow listless. As we receive these intimations of
age our very sins become negative: we are still pleased if a voice
praises us, but we grow lethargic in enterprises where the spur
to activity is fame or the acclamation of men. At some point in
the past we struggled mightily for the sweet incense which men
offer to a towering personality: but the infinite is for ever
within man: we sighed for other worlds and found that to be saluted
as victor by men did not mean acceptance by the gods.
But the placing of an invisible finger upon our lips when we would
speak, the heart-throb of warning where we would love, that we
grow contemptuous of the prizes of life, does not mean that the
spirit has ceased from its labours, that the high-built beauty of
the spheres is to topple mistily into chaos, as a mighty temple
in the desert sinks into the sand, watched only by a few barbarians
too feeble to renew its ancient pomp and the ritual of its once
shining congregations. Before we, who were the bright children
of the dawn, may return as the twilight race into the silence,
our purpose must be achieved, we have to assume mastery over that
nature which now overwhelms us, driving into the Fire-fold the
flocks of stars and wandering fires. Does it seem very vast and
far away? Do you sigh at the long, long time? Or does it appear
hopeless to you who perhaps return with trembling feet evening
after evening from a little labour? But it is back of all these
things that the renewal takes place, when love and grief are dead;
when they loosen their hold on the spirit and its sinks back into
itself, looking out on the pitiful plight of those who, like it,
are the weary inheritors of so great destinies: then a tenderness
which is the most profound quality of its being springs up like
the outraying of the dawn, and if in that mood it would plan or
execute it knows no weariness, for it is nourished from the First
Fountain. As for these feeble children of the once glorious spirits
of the dawn, only a vast hope can arouse them from so vast a despair,
for the fire will not invigorate them for the repetition of petty
deeds but only for the eternal enterprise, the purpose of the
immemorial battle waged through all the ages, the wars in heaven,
the conflict between Titan and Divinity, which were part of the
never-ending struggle of the human spirit to assert its supremacy
over nature. Brotherhood, the declaration of ideals and philosophies,
are but calls to the hosts, who lie crushed by this mountain nature
piled above them, to arise again, to unite, to storm the heavens
and sit on the seats of the mighty.
As the titan in man ponders on this old, old purpose wherefor all
its experience was garnered, the lightnings will once more begin
to play through him and animate his will. So like the archangel
ruined let us arise from despair and weariness with inflexible
resolution, pealing once more the old heroic shout to our fallen
comrades, until those great powers who enfold us feel the stirring
and the renewal, and the murmur runs along the spheres, "The buried
Titan moves once again to tear the throne from Him."
--June 1897
A Thought Along the Road
They torture me also.--Krishna
The night was wet: and, as I was moving down the streets, my mind
was also journeying on a way of its own, and the things which were
bodily present before me were no less with me in my unseen traveling.
Every now and then a transfer would take place, and some of the
moving shadows in the street would begin walking about in the clear
interior light. The children of the city, crouched in the doorways,
or racing through the hurrying multitude and flashing lights, began
their elfin play again in my heart; and that was because I had
heard these tiny outcasts shouting with glee. I wondered if the
glitter and shadow of such sordid things were thronged with
magnificence and mystery for those who were unaware of a greater
light and deeper shade which made up the romance and fascination
of my own life. In imagination I narrowed myself to their ignorance,
littleness, and youth, and seemed for a moment to flit amid great
uncomprehended beings and a dim wonderful city of palaces.
Then another transfer took place and I was pondering anew, for a
face I had seen flickering through the warm wet mist haunted me;
it entered into the realm of the interpreter, and I was made aware
by the pale cheeks, and by the close-shut lips of pain, and by
some inward knowledge, that there the Tree of Life was beginning
to grow, and I wondered why it is that it always springs up through
a heart in ashes: I wondered also if that which springs up, which
in itself is an immortal joy, has knowledge that its shoots are
piercing through such anguish; or again, if it was the piercing
of the shoots which caused the pain, and if every throb of the
beautiful flame darting upward to blossom meant the perishing of
some more earthly growth which had kept the heart in shadow.
Seeing to how so many thoughts spring up from such a simple thing,
I questioned whether that which started the impulse had any share
in the outcome, and if these musing of mine in any way affected
their subject. I then began thinking about those secret ties on
which I have speculated before, and in the darkness my heart grew
suddenly warm and glowing, for I had chanced upon one of those
shining imaginations which are the wealth of those who travel upon
the hidden ways. In describing that which comes to us all at once,
there is a difficulty in choosing between what is first and what
is last to say: but, interpreting as best I can, I seemed to
behold the onward movement of a Light, one among many Lights, all
living, throbbing, now dim with perturbations, and now again clear,
and all subtly woven together, outwardly in some more shadowy shining,
and inwardly in a greater fire, which, though it was invisible,
I knew to be the Lamp of the World. This Light which I beheld I
felt to be a human soul, and these perturbations which dimmed it
were its struggles and passionate longings for something, and that
was for a more brilliant shining of the light within itself: it
was in love with its own beauty, enraptured by its own lucidity;
and I saw that as these things were more beloved they grew paler,
for this light is the love which the Mighty Mother has in her heart
for her children, and she means that it shall go through each one
unto all, and whoever restrains it in himself is himself shut out;
not that the great heart has ceased in its love for that soul, but
that the soul has shut itself off from influx, for ever imagination
of man is the opening or the closing of a door to the divine world:
now he is solitary, cut off, and, seemingly to himself, on the
desert and distant verge of things: and then his thought throws
open the swift portals; he hears the chant of the seraphs in his
heart, and he is made luminous by the lighting of a sudden aureole.
This soul which I watched seemed to have learned at last the secret
love: for, in the anguish begotten by its loss, it followed the
departing glory in penitence to the inmost shrine where it ceased
altogether; and because it seemed utterly lost and hopeless of
attainment and capriciously denied to the seeker, a profound pit
arose in the soul for those who, like it were seeking, but still
in hope, for they had not come to the vain end of their endeavors.
I understood that such pity is the last of the precious essences
which make up the elixir of immortality, and when it is poured
into the cup it is ready for drinking. And so it was with this
soul which drew brilliant with the passage of eternal light through
its new purity of self-oblivion, and joyful in the comprehension
of the mystery of the secret love, which, though it has been declared
many times by the greatest of teachers among men, is yet never known
truly unless the Mighty Mother has herself breathed it in the heart.
And now that the soul had divined this secret, the shadowy shining
which was woven in bonds of union between it and its fellow-lights
grew clearer; and a multitude of these strands were, so it seemed,
strengthened and placed in its keeping: along these it was to send
the message of the wisdom and the love which were the secret sweetness
of its own being. Then a spiritual tragedy began, infinitely more
pathetic than the old desolation, because it was brought about by
the very nobility of the spirit. This soul, shedding its love like
rays of glory, seemed itself the centre of a ring of wounding spears:
it sent forth love and the arrowy response came hate-impelled: it
whispered peace and was answered by the clash of rebellion: and
to all this for defence it could only bare more openly its heart
that a profounder love from the Mother Nature might pass through
upon the rest. I knew this was what a teacher, who wrote long ago,
meant when he said: "Put on the whole armour of god," which is
love and endurance, for the truly divine children of the Flame are
not armed otherwise: and of those protests, sent up in ignorance
or rebellion against the whisper of the wisdom, I saw that some
melted in the fierce and tender heat of the heart, and there came
in their stead a golden response which made closer the ties, and
drew these souls upward to an understanding and to share in the
overshadowing nature: and this is part of the plan of the Great
Alchemist, whereby the red ruby of the heart is transmuted into
the tenderer light of the opal; for the beholding of love made
bare acts like the flame of the furnace, and the dissolving passions,
through an anguish of remorse, the lightnings of pain, and through
an adoring pity, are changed into the image they contemplate and
melt in the ecstasy of self-forgetful love, the spirit which lit
the thorn-crowned brows, which perceived only in its last agony
the retribution due to its tormentors, and cried out, "Father,
forgive them, for they know not what they do."
Now although the love of the few may alleviate the hurt due to the
ignorance of the mass, it is not in the power of anyone to withstand
for ever this warfare; for by the perpetual wounding of the inner
nature it is so wearied that the spirit must withdraw from a
tabernacle grown too frail to support the increase of light within
and the jarring of the demoniac nature without: and at length
comes the call which means, for a while, release, and a deep rest
in regions beyond the paradise of lesser souls. So, withdrawn
into the Divine Darkness, vanished the Light of my dream. And
now it seemed as if this wonderful weft of souls intertwining as
one being must come to naught; and all those who through the gloom
had nourished a longing for the light would stretch out hands in
vain for guidance: but that I did not understand the love of the
Mother, and that although few, there is no decaying of her heroic
brood; for, as the seer of old caught at the mantle of him who
went up in the fiery chariot, so another took up the burden and
gathered the shining strands together: and to this sequence of
spiritual guides there is no ending.
Here I may say that the love of the Mother, which, acting through
the burnished will of the hero, is wrought to highest uses, is in
reality everywhere, and pervades with profoundest tenderness the
homeliest circumstance of daily life; and there is not lacking,
even among the humblest, an understanding of the spiritual tragedy
which follows upon every effort of the divine nature bowing itself
down in pity to our shadowy sphere; an understanding in which the
nature of the love is gauged through the extent of the sacrifice
and pain which is overcome. I recall the instance of an old Irish
peasant, who, as he lay in hospital wakeful from a grinding pain
in his leg, forgot himself in making drawings, rude yet reverently
done, of incidents in the life of the Galilean teacher. One of
these which he showed me was a crucifixion, where, amidst much
grotesque symbolism, were some tracings which indicated a purely
beautiful intuition; the heart of this crucified figure, no less
than the brow, was wreathed about with thorns and radiant with light:
"For that," said he, was where he really suffered." When I think
of this old man, bringing forgetfulness of his own bodily pain
through contemplation of the spiritual suffering of his own, nobly
undergone, had given him understanding, and he had laid his heart
in love against the Heart of Many Sorrows, seeing it wounded by
unnumbered spears yet burning with undying love.
Though much may be learned by observance of the superficial life
and actions of a spiritual teacher, it is only in the deeper life
of meditation and imagination that it can be truly realized; for
the soul is a midnight blossom which opens its leaves in dream,
and its perfect bloom is unfolded only where another sun shines
in another heaven: there it feels what celestial dews descend on it,
and what influences draw it up to its divine archetype: here in
the shadow of earth root intercoils with root and the finer
distinctions of the blossom are not perceived. If we knew also
who they really are, who sometimes in silence, and sometimes with
the eyes of the world at gaze, take upon them the mantle of teacher,
an unutterable awe would prevail; for underneath a bodily presence
not in any sense beautiful may burn the glory of some ancient
divinity, some hero who laid aside his sceptre in the enchanted
land to rescue old-time comrades fallen into oblivion: or again,
if we had the insight of the simple old peasant into the nature
of this enduring love, out of the exquisite and poignant emotions
kindled would arise the flame of a passionate love which would
endure long aeons of anguish that it might shield, though but for
a little, the kingly hearts who may not shield themselves.
But I too, who write, have launched the rebellious spear, or in
lethargy have ofttimes gone down the great drift numbering myself
among those who not being with must needs be against: therefor I
make no appeal; they only may call who stand upon the lofty
mountains; but I reveal the thought which arose like a star in
my soul with such bright and pathetic meaning, leaving it to you
who read to approve and apply it.
--July 15, 1897
The Fountains of Youth
I heard that a strange woman, dwelling on the western coast, who
had the repute of healing by faery power, said a little before she
died, "There's a cure for all things in the well at Ballykeele":
and I know not why at first, but her words lingered with me and
repeated themselves again and again, and by degrees to keep
fellowship with the thought they enshrined came more antique
memories, all I had heard or dreamed of the Fountains of Youth;
for I could not doubt, having heard these fountains spoken of by
people like herself, that her idea had a druid ancestry. Perhaps
she had bent over the pool until its darkness grew wan and bright
and troubled with the movements of a world within and the
agitations of a tempestuous joy; or she had heard, as many still
hear, the wild call to "Come away," from entreating lips and flame-
encircled faces, or was touched by the star-tipped fingers, and
her heart from the faery world came never back again to dwell as
before at ease in this isle of grey mists and misty sunlight.
These things are not fable only, for Ireland is still a land of
the gods, and in out of the way places we often happen on wonderlands
of romance and mystic beauty. I have spoken to people who have
half parted from their love for the world in a longing for the
pagan paradise of Tir-na-nog, and many who are outwardly obeisant
to another religion are altogether pagan in their hearts, and Meave
the Queen of the Western Host is more to them than Mary Queen of
Heaven. I was told of this Meave that lately she was seen in
vision by a peasant, who made a poem on her, calling her "The
Beauty of all Beauty": and the man who told me this of his friend
had himself seen the jetted fountains of fire-mist winding up in
spiral whirls to the sky, and he too had heard of the Fountains
of Youth.
The natural longing in every heart that its youth shall not perish
makes one ponder and sigh over this magical past when youth, ecstasy,
and beauty welled from a bountiful nature at the sung appeal of her
druid children holding hand in hand around the sacred cairn. Our
hearts remember:
A wind blows by us fleeting
Along the reedy strand:
And sudden our hearts are beating
Again in the druid-land.
All silver-pale, enchanted,
The air-world lies on the hills,
And the fields of light are planted
With the dawn-frail daffodils.
The yellow leaves are blowing
The hour when the wind-god weaves,
And hides the stars and their glowing
In a mist of daffodil leaves.
We stand in glimmering whiteness,
Each face like the day-star fair,
And rayed about in its brightness
With a dawn of daffodil air.
And through each white robe gleaming,
And under each snow-white breast,
Is a golden dream-light streaming
Like eve through an opal west.
One hand to the heart, another
We raise to the dawn on high;
For the sun in the heart is brother
To the sun-heart of the sky.
A light comes rising and falling,
As ringed in the druid choir
We sing to the sun-god, calling
By his name of yellow fire.
The touch of the dew-wet grasses,
The breath of the dawn-cool wind,
With the dawn of the god-light passes
And the world is left behind.
We drink of a fountain giving
The joy of the gods, and then--
The Land of the Ever-living
Has passed from us again.
Passed far beyond all saying,
For memory only weaves
On a silver dawn outraying
A cloud of daffodil leaves.
And not indirectly through remembrance only, but when touched
from within by the living beauty, the soul, the ancient druid in
man, renews its league with the elements; and sometimes as the
twilight vanishes and night lays on the earth her tender brow, the
woods, the mountains, the clouds that tinted like seraphim float
in the vast, and the murmur of water, wind and trees, melt from
the gaze and depart from the outward ear and become internal
reveries and contemplations of the spirit, and are no more separate
but are part of us. Yet these vanishings from us and movements in
worlds not realized, leave us only more thirsty to drink of a
deeper nature where all things are dissolved in ecstasy, and heaven
and earth are lost in God. So we turn seeking for the traces of
that earlier wisdom which guided man into the Land of Immortal Youth,
and assuaged his thirst at a more brimming flood of the Feast of Age,
the banquet which Manannan the Danann king instituted in the haunt
of the Fire-god, and whoever partook knew thereafter neither
weariness, decay, not death.
These mysteries, all that they led to, all that they promised for
the spirit of man, are opening today for us in clear light, their
fabulous distance lessens, and we hail these kingly ideals with
as intense a trust and with more joy, perhaps, than they did who
were born in those purple hours, because we are emerging from
centuries indescribably meagre and squalid in their thought, and
every new revelation has for us the sweetness of sunlight to one
after the tears and sorrow of a prison-house. The well at Ballykeele
is, perhaps, a humble starting-point for the contemplation of such
mighty mysteries; but here where the enchanted world lies so close
it is never safe to say what narrow path may not lead through a
visionary door into Moy Argatnel, the silver Cloudland of Manannan,
where
"Feet of white bronze
Glitter through beautiful ages."
The Danann king with a quaint particularity tells Bran in the poem
from which these lines are quoted, that
"There is a wood of beautiful fruit
Under the prow of thy little skiff."
What to Bran was a space of pale light was to the eye of the god
a land of pure glory, Ildathach the Many-coloured Land, rolling
with rivers of golden light and dropping with dews of silver flame.
In another poem the Brugh by the Boyne, outwardly a little hillock,
is thus described:
"Look, and you will see it is the palace of a god."
Perhaps the mystic warriors of the Red Branch saw supernatural
pillars blazoned like the sunset, and entered through great doors
and walked in lofty halls with sunset-tinted beings speaking a
more beautiful wisdom than earth's. And they there may have seen
those famous gods who had withdrawn generations before from visible
Eire: Manannan the dark blue king, Lu Lamfada with the sunrise on
his brow and his sling, a wreath of rainbow flame, coiled around him,
the Goddess Dana in ruby brilliance, Nuada silver-handed, the Dagda
with floating locks of light shaking from him radiance and song,
Angus Oge, around whose head the ever-winging birds made music,
and others in whose company these antique heroes must have felt
the deep joy of old companionship renewed, for were not the Danann
hosts men of more primeval cycles become divine and movers in a
divine world. In the Brugh too was a fountain, to what uses
applied the mystical imagination working on other legends may
make clearer.
The Well of Connla, the parent fountain of many streams visible and
invisible, was the most sacred well known in ancient Ireland. It
lay itself below deep waters at the source of the Shannon, and
these waters which hid it were also mystical, for they lay between
earth and the Land of the Gods. Here, when stricken suddenly by
an internal fire, the sacred hazels of wisdom and inspiration
unfolded at once their leaves and blossoms and their scarlet fruit,
which falling upon the waters dyed them of a royal purple; the
nuts were then devoured by Fintann the Salmon of Knowledge, and
the wisest of the druids partook also. This was perhaps the greatest
of the mysteries known to the ancient Gael, and in the bright
phantasmagoria conjured up there is a wild beauty which belongs to
all their tales. The suddenly arising dreams of a remote divinity,
the scarlet nuts tossing on the purple flood, the bright immortals
glancing hither and thither, are pictures left of some mystery we
may not now uncover, thought tomorrow may reveal it, for the dawn-
lights are glittering everywhere in Ireland. Perhaps the strange
woman who spoke of the well at Ballykeele, and the others like her,
may know more about these fountains than the legend-seekers who so
learnedly annoted their tales. They may have drunken in dreams of
the waters at Connla's well, for many go to the Tir-na-nog in sleep,
and some are said to have remained there, and only a vacant form
is left behind without the light in the eyes which marks the presence
of a soul. I make no pretence of knowledge concerning the things
which underlie their simple speech, but to me there seems to be
for ever escaping from legend and folk-tale, from word and custom,
some breath of a world of beauty I sigh for but am not nigh to as
these are. I think if that strange woman could have found a voice
for what was in her heart she would have completed her vague oracle
somewhat as I have done:
There's a cure for all things in the well at Ballykeele,
Where the scarlet cressets o'erhang from the rowan trees;
There's a joy-breath blowing from the Land of Youth I feel,
And earth with its heart at ease.
Many and many a sun-bright maiden saw the enchanted land
With star-faces glimmer up from the druid wave:
Many and many a pain of love was soothed by a faery hand
Or lost in the love it gave.
When the quiet with a ring of pearl shall wed the earth
And the scarlet berries burn dark by the stars in the pool,
Oh, its lost and deep I'll be in the joy-breath and the mirth,
My heart in the star-heart cool.
--September 15, 1897