150. “SHOULD NEVER HAVE HAD CHILDREN.”

I have not got one healthy child among my five, not because I did

not get well looked after, but they are suffering through the past

generation. My first child is now a man of twenty-seven, married, but

has had a paralysed arm from two years old (a milder form of which was

a family trouble). The second one died. My third, a daughter, is almost

an invalid, through nerves, and has developed a state of “catalepsy”

whenever she is overdone. She was trained to be a shorthand typist,

but is unable to follow out same, as it excites her nerves. She is

now a waitress, half time, and teaches music, to enable her to keep

herself. The fourth suffers from congenital heart, and is always ailing

more or less. She is a dressmaker. The fifth is now nine years old, and

suffers from malnutrition, and is always ailing, but a clever child

for her years. We have always been able to provide everything required

to keep them in good health. But in the light of the knowledge I have

got since I was able to grasp what things are, I have often said I was

one of the women who should never have had children, as from a girl I

was always ill, right through my married life till now. I have done

child-bearing, and am now in better health than I can remember. I was

married when I was twenty.

_Wages 35s. to 45s.; five children._

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