132. “THE TERRIBLE SUFFERING I ENDURED.”

The first part of my life I spent in a screw factory from six in

the morning till five at night; and after tea used to do my washing

and cleaning. I only left two weeks and three weeks before my first

children were born. After that I took in lodgers and washing, and

always worked up till an hour or so before baby was born. The results

are that three of my girls suffer with their insides. None are able to

have a baby. One dear boy was born ruptured on account of my previous

hard work. Two of my lads, one married is a chronic sufferer, and

has three children; another, the one that was ruptured, has outgrown

that, but he is far from a robust lad. I can only look back now on

the terrible suffering I endured, that tells a tale now upon my

health. I could never afford a nurse, and so was a day or two after my

confinements obliged to sit up and wash and dress the others.

My husband’s wages varied owing to either hot weather or some of the

other men not working. I have known him come home with £3 or £4, and I

have seen him come home with _nothing_; and when earning good money, as

much as 30s. has been paid away in drink. I had three little ones in

two years and five months, and he was out of work two years, and during

that time I took in washing and sewing, and have not been near a bed

for night after night. I was either at my sewing-machine or ironing

after the little ones had gone to bed. After being confined five days

I have had to do all for my little ones. I worked sometimes up till

a few moments before they were born. I do hope I have not done wrong

in relating so much of my past, and that it may be of some use in the

furthering of our scheme.

_Wages £3 or £4 to nothing; ten children, two miscarriages._

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