85. EFFECTS OF WORRY.

Having suffered with rheumatic fever at the age of five, through going

to live in a new damp house, perhaps explains the reason I suffered

more than most women during pregnancy and confinement, as I was left

with a weak heart all my life. I may also say I have had the same

fever three times altogether. I married most happily, and my first

miscarriage occurred when I had been married two years, through lack

of strength, as I was anæmic. Two years afterwards my little girl was

born, strong and healthy, although for nine months I was unable to walk

or do my housework, and she has thrived up to the present age of six

years. I never recovered my usual health, as I could not afford to rest

after my confinement, as I had to work to help pay the debt incurred

through my long illness. After one year I was again pregnant, and as I

had overworked myself I was again too weak to carry; and thus occurred

the second miscarriage, due entirely to having no rest. I suffered two

months with hæmorrhage that threatened to end my life, but I revived

and continued in a weakly state for three years, being just able to do

my housework, when my little son was born, strong and healthy, weighing

at birth 12 pounds, and has remained healthy up to two years, the

present time; and I have fed both children by breast up to two years

each, without the aid of stout or intoxicants, milk being my chief

diet. Thus you will see that I have had two miscarriages and two lovely

babies. If you can understand this jumble of events, you will notice

that while I was worried by circumstances I could not bear children,

while during both times when I was obliged to rest I was successful,

showing that homes of rest for women in pregnancy and confinement would

result in a great saving of life, and also result in children being

healthy born. Also, the grant advocated would relieve the mother of the

necessity to overwork herself.

In reference to my husband’s earnings, during the time they varied from

16s. 6d. to 25s. per week. But of course I never received more than the

small amount in the winter, and the largest amount in the summer, for

housekeeping, as my husband had to lose short time in winter.

_Wages 16s. 6d. to 25s.; two children, two miscarriages._

[Illustration: FIFTEEN CHILDREN, FOUR LIVING. FATHER AN IRON MOULDER.

The family is not connected with the Women’s Co-operative Guild.

(_Reproduced by kind permission of the Medical Officer of Health for

Liverpool._)]

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