81. CONVULSIONS.

I very nearly lost my life over my first confinement, through being

ignorant of how to take care of myself beforehand. I had lived about

eighty miles away from home for some years, and was away from my

mother at the time, also too shy and reticent to ever mention my

condition to neighbours. I had always been strong and healthy, and

never took medicine or aperients in any shape or form, in fact, never

thought about it, and acted just the same when pregnant, although

dreadfully constipated all the time. I thought it was a result of my

condition. At confinement, after twenty-four hours’ pain and suffering

I was seized with convulsions just as the baby was at the point of

being born, and knew no more for about twelve hours. Another doctor

was fetched, and the child was got away somehow, also my friends

telegraphed for, as they expected me to die. However, that did not

happen. But the doctors said it was the only case of convulsions at

confinement that they had ever heard of the patient living after, and

they blamed it to the clogged condition of the bowels. I was quite

normal over the second confinement. There may perhaps not be much in

this, except, perhaps, if I had known a bit more about such things, it

would have been a lot better for me. My girl is nineteen now.

It seems almost incredible that I was so ignorant, but I had lived

quietly a long time with a strictly particular widow lady, and had

hardly ever heard such things discussed.

_Wages 10s. to 30s.; two children._

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