33. “ALMOST A WRECK.”

I was married at the age of twenty-two (barely twenty-two years), and

by the time I had reached my thirty-second birthday was the mother

of seven children, and I am sure you will pardon me if I take the

credit for bringing up such a family without the loss of even one,

seeing that it entailed such a great amount of suffering to myself on

account of having to nurse them through all illness, and in addition

(after sitting up many nights in succession) being compelled to do all

household duties.

During pregnancy I suffered much. When at the end of ten years I was

almost a mental and physical wreck, I determined that this state of

things should not go on any longer, and if there was no natural means

of prevention, then, of course, artificial means must be employed,

which were successful, and am happy to say that from that time I have

been able to take pretty good care of myself, but often shudder to

think what might have been the result if things had been allowed to

go on as they were. Two days after childbirth I invariably sat up in

bed knitting stockings and doing general repairs for my family. My

husband at that time was earning 30s. per week, and out of that amount

claimed 6s. 6d. as pocket-money, and when I tell you that through all

my difficulties there were no debts contracted on my part, you will be

able to form some idea of what women are, in some cases, called upon to

endure.

_Wages 26s. to 30s.; seven children._

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