situation. Would she not laugh to hear that he had come, when the
summer-time of life was well nigh passed, weary, and worn out with
worldly trials and sorrows and doubts, to simply ask a woman if she
remembered him?
“I do not know that you remember,” he said at last—but having proceeded
thus far he stopped. “Have you ever heard—” he began again, and then he
broke off suddenly, seemingly forgetful of the question he had meant to
ask. But this hesitation would not do—and the man knew it would
not—and so he started up, and, as though the time was short, and they
the last words he ever intended uttering, he approached the lady,
exclaiming,
“Grace Germain, don’t you remember a boy who went to school here long
ago, in the old frame school-house, whose name was Hugh Willson?”
“Yes—yes—I do indeed! How could I have been so stupid! Hugh, I welcome
you back with all my heart,” was the frank and generous answer, and
Grace and the _boy_-lover shook hands heartily.
The Rubicon was fairly passed; he was remembered, he was welcome! and in
his gratitude Hugh forgot to wonder if Grace had a husband living still,
and if he had gone off on a journey! He forgot all, save that the child
had grown to be a woman he could both love and honor—and for a moment
so complete was his happiness, that the words would not have been an
empty sound from his lips, “Lord, now let thy servant depart in peace!”
And what thought Grace as she looked upon the face of which but one
feature, the dark and thoughtful eyes, seemed familiar? _She_ thought,
“Does he remember the letter he wrote me from Arabia—and was it truth
he wrote?”
The Sabbath bell rung vainly in the ears of the long parted boy and girl
that afternoon, but at night-fall the wife of Clarence Lovering led the
way to the old burial-ground, and showed Hugh Willson the graves of her
parents and of her husband. And he on whose arm she leaned then, felt no
pang of jealousy when her lip faltered and her eyes wet, as she spoke of
the bridegroom of her youth—for Grace had not listened coldly or
carelessly to her companion as he had spoken to her such words as
these—
“Grace, we are neither of us young any longer. I have grown gray in my
hard struggle with life—but there is nothing gray or dead about our
hearts. I know that by the strong and joyous beating of my own, I know
it by the heavenly peace that marks your life, surrounding you as it
were with a very halo of glory. But the passionate glow of feeling is, I
am equally confident, with neither of us any more. The noise of the
bounding brooks has gone—like the quiet, deep flow of the river is the
course of our existence now. The waves leap not so brightly in the
sunlight, but still the broad beams of the sun fall down as warmly and
as cheerily upon us. And is it too late, because I am old, for me to
find a realization of that dream which has haunted me so long? I have
been wild and fickle in the eyes of men; perhaps my way of life, could
you know it all, has not been such as you would look approvingly upon;
but, in the midst of all worldly excitements, I have always borne a
talisman in my heart that has preserved me honorable and true—the
thought of you, Grace! I have come here, not expecting to find the
little girl I left, neither altogether a woman who has known nothing of
sorrow and care; I have come to pray that I may, even at this late hour,
become your husband, your life-companion. My prayer is fraught with no
ordinary hope—it is not the bewildering dream of youth I am now
indulging—it is the highest, strongest, noblest desire of my manhood!
Have I sought in vain, or must I go forth once more a wanderer, and
friendless, with another and dearer image than has heretofore been
impressed on my life, the image of the matchless woman I have lost—or
rather cannot win?”
And Grace had listened to his words with tears of gratitude; she had
given him her hand, and nobly said,
“You have not sought in vain, dear Hugh. I thank God that you are here,
and if you again become a wanderer, a pilgrim, ready to give up all but
you in this life, will tread beside you! Henceforth, there are no
mountains, nor deserts, nor oceans that can divide us—the lengthening
shades of years falling around us are grateful and pleasant—the quiet
paths of life we will pursue together. Thank God that you are here!”
Grace Lovering was not, it is true, a very youthful bride when she was
made Hugh Willson’s wife, but had she been more beautiful than “Grace
Greenwood’s” most exquisite dream of womanly loveliness, she had not
proved more lovable to the wanderer, who, when the shadows of years were
folding round him, found in her a friend, and a wife, and a worshiped
ideal!
There were some who laughed, to be sure—there are always some that
laugh and poh! at romances in real life—and some there were who said it
was all fal de ral, the idea of a man and woman of _such_ an age
marrying for _love_. I only wish in its marvelous “progress” the world
had not journeyed up to that icy peak whence all human love, and love
matches among humans, is to be regarded as the folly of fools, and the
madness of delusion!
Let the miserable woman now reading this page, who in her girlhood
wedded wealth—or the wretched man who in his youth was led captive by
the deceitful smiles of beauty—let these, if there be any such—and I
know very well there are multitudes—look for once within the peaceful
cottage where our hero and the dear heroine live, and if they do not
speedily begin to think with amaze on their own paltry lives, and wonder
when their romance is to begin, then—why then—I will not strive any
more to teach the people!
Look you, reader, and more especially if you be young and beautiful, do
not sell your birthright for a tasteless mess of pottage—ah, in that
case you may as well begin to look for a tragedy, and a fearful kind of
denouement, instead of a romance and a pleasant closing of the scene!
And furthermore the Wayside Voice saith not.
* * * * *
THE PILGRIM’S FAST.[1]
BY MRS. MARY G. HORSFORD.
’Twas early morn, the low night-wind
Had fled the sun’s fierce ray,
And sluggishly the leaden waves
Rolled over Plymouth bay.
No mist was on the mountain-top,
No dew-drop in the vale,
The thirsting summer-flowers had died,
Unknelled by autumn’s wale.
The giant woods with yellow leaves
The blighted turf had paved,
And o’er the brown and arid fields
No golden harvest waved.
And calm and blue the cloudless sky
Arched over earth and sea,
As in their humble house of prayer
The Pilgrims bowed the knee.
The gray-haired ministers of God
In supplication bent,
And artless words from childhood’s lips
Sought the Omnipotent.
And many a brave and manly heart,
And woman’s gentle eye,
Inured by discipline to wo,
Were raised in suppliance high.
No wild bird’s joyous song was heard,
No sound from shore or height,
With mute but mighty eloquence
Had Nature joined that rite:
The drooping corn and withering grass
Upon the hot earth lay:
The lofty forest-trees had stooped
Their aged heads to pray.
The sultry noontide came and went
With steady, fervid glare;
“Oh! God, our God, be merciful,”
Was still the Pilgrims’ prayer.
They prayed, as erst Elijah prayed
Before the sons of Baal,
When on the waiting sacrifice
He called the fiery hail.
They prayed, as prayed the prophet seer
On Carmel’s summit high,
When the little cloud rose from the sea
And blackened all the sky.
And when around the spireless church
Night’s length’ning shadows fell,
The customary song went up
With clear and rapturous swell:
And as each heart was thrilling to
That simple chant sublime,
The rude, brown rafters of the roof
Woke to a joyous chime.
The rain! the rain! the blessed rain!
It came like Hemnon’s dew,
And watered every field and wood,
And kissed the surges blue.
Oh! when that Pilgrim band came forth
And pressed the humid sod,
Shone not each face as Moses’ shone
When “face to face” with God?
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[1] For the narrative of the historical fact related in this poem, the
reader is referred to “Cheever’s Journal of the Pilgrims.”
* * * * *
TO MY MOTHER IN HEAVEN.
BY THOMAS FIZGERALD, EDITOR CITY ITEM.
Dear mother, in the silent hours of night,
When stars around me shed their chastened light,
I think of thee, and mourn thou art not here,
With smile to bless, and kindly word to cheer.
Ah, mother, life is but a thorny way;
When longest, ’tis at best a little day;
A gleam of sunshine, and anon a cloud,
The bridal robe, soon followed by the shroud.
Dear mother, sadness fills my sleepless eye,
And tears fast follow the unconscious sigh,
But still the heart, o’erwhelmed with heavy grief,
In thought of thee, dear mother, finds relief.
Dear mother, be thou still the watchful guide,
In honor’s path, of him who was thy pride;
So shall my feet, from snares of error free,
Tread only paths of truth, toward Heaven and thee.
* * * * *
THE DREAM OF MEHEMET.
AN APOLOGUE.
BY RICHARD PENN SMITH.
Thus spoke the gray-haired dervise. Selim was left to my care; his dying
parents bequeathed him an ample fortune, and their example of virtue and
affection. Such was his inheritance.
He was a dreamy boy, in whose soul the opposite passions reveled. Gentle
as the dove, yet, under aggression, fierce as the tiger. He loved as
angels love; hated as fiends hate. Framed as delicately as the gazelle,
yet every sinew was endowed with the tenacity of steel. At the age of
manhood, I, his old preceptor, bowed to the superior endowments of my
pupil, but knew not the fountain of his knowledge.
I have said he was a dreamy boy, yet he had made the broad pages of
nature his book of knowledge, even while dreaming. The fertile earth
presented her abundant lap overflowing with fruit to delight his palate;
the flowers peered in his face with their variegated eyes, and sent
forth their incense, even while he trod upon them. The cadence of the
waterfall, the low twittering of the wearied bird as it flitted to its
fledglings in the nest, and the murmuring of the passing breeze as it
struggled through the grove, were to him a lullaby that charmed to sleep
as the angels sleep. Nature was his mother, and she nursed him with
play-things as her child.
I have seen him by the small streams composing songs to the music that
the dimpled waters babbled, until his rosy cheeks dimpled and laughed in
concert with the rippling brook, as if it were a thing of life,
rejoicing in its existence, as his own pure heart rejoiced. They laughed
and babbled together.
On the wood-clad mountains, at midnight, when the elements battled, I
have seen him straining his feeble voice to sound the master-key that
attunes to universal harmony; and having caught it, he would spring like
the antelope to a lofty waterfall to discover the same note there; and
then turn up his bright face to the stars that smiled upon him, and
laugh, expecting to hear them respond to his note as they revolved on
their eternal axes. His dark eyes smiled, and the conscious stars smiled
back in the heaven of his dark eyes, which danced with delight in the
diamond rays of the stars.
Flowers were books to him, and from every leaf he read wisdom fragrant
with truth. He cultivated them as a father would his last child. The
little birds were his companions, and every morning he joined their
concert until the tiny minstrels seemed to imagine that he was the
leader of their orchestra. All nature was to him one mighty minister,
bestowing all, while he asked from nature no more than the blessed
privilege of imitating her, by bestowing on his fellow man all in
return. He had a dog, whose former owner had thrown into a stream to
drown as worthless. Selim swam and saved the ill-looking cur, who
followed him ever after until it appeared that instinct trod close upon
the heel of reason. Selim in his turn, while bathing, became exhausted,
and sinking beneath the stream, the dog plunged in and saved his dying
master. Was this instinct or reason? It matters not, but Selim perceived
that the Prophet had made his humanity toward a friendless dog the means
of prolonging his own existence here. Despise not little things, cried
Mehemet, for the smallest is of magnitude in the sight of the Prophet. A
straw may break the back of the overburthened; one word may consign a
man to poverty or prosperity, one deed to hell or heaven.
Selim’s wants were few, his fortune ample, which he bestowed upon the
deserving with as liberal a hand as it had been bestowed upon himself.
Still he labored in the pursuit he had adopted, not for
self-aggrandizement, but to assist others; and he knew not why man
should be a sluggard while all nature is incessantly at work. The bee
and ant work in their season—and even the spider too.
His garden blossomed as Eden, and the flowers offered up their grateful
incense even as they faded and died upon the universal altar of Nature’s
God. His aviary from morn until night was vocal, and when the flaming
chariot of the bright eye of day was whirled by fiery-footed steeds over
the eastern hills, I have seen him with his flute, surrounded by
nature’s tiny choristers pouring forth their matins until some note in
the universal harmony touched the heart of his poor shaggy cur who
sported around and tried to bark in unison. Then Selim laughed outright,
and the birds stopped their hymns, and seemed to laugh with Selim, and
the poor dog slunk away abashed, and slyly laughed at his miserable
failure.
He married the dark-eyed Biribi. Selim was a poet; his soul reveled
alike in tempest or sunshine, and his voice was as musical as the wings
of the bee when he distills honey. He possessed the sweets of the bee,
and his sting also. Biribi was abjectly poor, but in Selim’s eyes as
full of truth and as beautiful as the houries. He exclaimed, I will
raise poverty above oppression, and place virtue where all her handmaids
may minister to her enjoyment. Alas! it was but a young poet’s
dream—and such dreams are too frequently disturbed by palpable agony.
Thus spoke Mehemet.
He had a friend who was his fellow-student while under my charge. Selim
loved him as a brother, and when he married he requested Zadak to dwell
with him. Neither house, garden, nor fields could be more beautiful,
while his flocks and herds were nature’s ornaments. Such was Selim’s
Eden.
Zadak borrowed a portion of his fortune, which he squandered; but the
poor boy simply replied, “no matter, we require but little, and enough
still remains to make us happy. Thank the Prophet for that which we
still possess, and repine not for that which we have lost. We can labor
with our fellow-men.”
Biribi became estranged from the pure being who fancied he had made in
her bosom a nest for his dove-like heart to sing in. He awoke from a
dream of repose to battle with the tempest. Zadak had betrayed him, and
the gentle spirit of my boy was crushed between the sledge and the
anvil; but the eternal fire that burnt within him, burst forth in one
mighty blaze as the sledge fell; and even the sledge and the anvil
rejoiced at the fire they had elicited from his heart’s blood.
What was to be done? The question was soon settled. The dove had winged
its way to heaven, but left the tiger on earth to punish the injuries
done to the dove. Selim slew Zadak, and then walked to the tribunal to
receive his sentence, knowing that an act that was approved by the
immutable principle of eternal justice in heaven, would be pronounced a
damning crime by drones who are fed to dole out punishment for breaking
the conventional rules by which fools and knaves are linked together on
earth. He confessed all before man as he had already confessed before
God. Ignominious death was his sentence in the eye of his
fellow-creature; but God changed his sentence to that of eternal life;
he died of a broken-heart, and escaped man’s justice, tempered with
degradation, and flew to the limpid and overflowing fountain—the bosom
of his Creator for justice—knowing it to be a principle of eternity,
and not of time.
I buried him beneath a cluster of trees, where he had pursued his
studies. He had no mourners except myself and his dog. The grave of the
rich man is seldom bedewed by the tears of his heirs; while the poor
hard-working man may have many sincere mourners, provided they depended
upon his daily labor for their bread. It was spring-time; I planted
flowers from his garden over his grave, and placed his aviary among the
trees. The birds sang and the flowers smiled as if he were still with
them. One morning I missed his dog, and searched for him until the
impulse of nature guided my footsteps to the boy’s grave. The dog was
there, pillowed on a cluster of fragrant flowers—dying; big tears stood
in his leadened eyes, while the little birds from the blooming trees,
warbled his requiem. They knew the dog, and he knew the birds even while
dying. The flowers were bedewed with his tears, and I buried him beside
his master, beneath the flowers.
Autumn came; the little birds had taken wing; the grove was no longer
vocal; the flowers had faded, and their fragrance had passed away. Well,
I exclaimed, the rosy-fingered spring will return, leading the birds
back to warble as usual, and the flowers will revive with their former
fragrance and beauty? “And is my boy dead?” my soul shrieked. “No!”
replied a voice, kindly, and it seemed to me as if the lips were smiling
as the judgment passed the lips, “the boy is not dead, but sleepeth,
awaiting his spring-time, when the birds will sing, and the flowers
bloom for him again, and bloom for eternity.” Thus spoke the dervise,
and his old frame chuckled with delight, for he was confident of the
fulfillment of the promise.
I reposed by his grave, said Mehemet, and had a vision, which was this.
His grave opened, and he arose more beautiful than when in the bloom of
manhood. There was a bright star just over his heart, and methought it
was composed of the tears his dying dog had shed upon his grave, and I
smiled in my sleep at the fantastic thought. The flowers sent forth
their incense, and myriads of birds, as he ascended from his tomb,
fluttered about him, leading the way, warbling their anthems; the gay
flowers smiled at heaven, as if they were the eyes of the teeming earth,
laughing their gratitude. The features of Selim became more benign as he
ascended; the songs of the birds more seraphic, and the fragrance of the
flowers more refreshing.
Suddenly a cloud of inky darkness covered the face of the earth. Two
ghastly figures emerged from it, with uplifted eyes, that were rayless,
and supplicating hands that trembled with terror. Oh! what must that man
be, exclaimed Mehemet, who trembles before the All-merciful, even while
supplicating mercy! Selim cast a look of compassion upon the guilty
pair, and tried to tear the star from his bosom to throw to them, but
the more he strove, the brighter the star became—it illuminated his
ascending spirit—and finding his efforts fruitless, he raised his
radiant face toward the boundless blue canopy, cheered onward by the
hymns of his little choristers through regions of light, and the teeming
earth smiled as she poured forth her grateful incense, as if jealous
that the disembodied spirit might forget the fragrance of this world
while reveling in the atmosphere of heaven.
I heard a shriek of despair, and turning to the sea of darkness which
was fearfully troubled, I beheld the guilty pair, desperately struggling
in their agony against the angry billows. They struggled in vain. With a
fiendlike shriek they disappeared, and sunk through a rayless abyss of
doom, without even the tear of a dog to bewail their destiny. Selim
soared upward, and still more effulgent became the heavens as he
ascended. There was one mighty strain of seraphic music that filled the
universe; the blue arch opened, from which issued a stream of light
strong enough to restore vision to the rayless eyes of the ancient dead;
then I awoke as I beheld Selim enter the eternal portals.
This, continued the old man, may be but a dream at present, but the time
will come when it must be verified. He then slowly tottered to his cell
to dream out the remnant of his existence.
* * * * *
WILD-BIRDS OF AMERICA.
BY PROFESSOR FROST.
[Illustration]
THE BLUE-BIRD.
The Blue-Bird is a great favorite with the farmer. Its principal food
being beetles, spiders, grasshoppers, caterpillars, and other insects,
he affords great assistance to the fruit-trees, and vegetables of all
kinds. He is one of the earliest spring visiters, appearing in
Pennsylvania in the latter end of February, and trilling forth his
feeble though pleasing song more than a week before the other early
visiters. The species ranges over a large extent of latitude, being
found in the forty-eighth parallel, and southward to the tropics. They
probably also migrate to the Bermudas and West Indies, and certainly
pass the winter in our Southern States and Mexico. The common belief
that this bird remains dormant during the winter in Pennsylvania,
appears to be ill-founded; since the few who do not migrate, no doubt
seek out some warmer shelter near man than is afforded by the bleakness
of nature.
The early song of the Blue-Bird announces to the farmer the approach of
spring. So gladdening is this to the rustic villager, that he generally
takes every method to accommodate his familiar little companion,
building boxes for him, exposing materials, and imitating his plaintive
whistle as he hops along the furrow of the plough. The affection of the
male bird for his mate is remarkable. “When he first begins his amours,”
says an accurate observer, “it is pleasing to behold his courtship; his
solicitude to please and to secure the favor of his beloved female. He
uses the tenderest expressions, sits close by her, caresses, and sings
to her his most endearing warblings. When seated together, if he espies
an insect delicious to her taste he takes it up, flies with it to her,
spreads his wings over her and puts it in her mouth.” On such occasions,
should a rival stray within the hallowed limits he is treated without
mercy, and the victor returns to warble out his strain of exultation.
The nest of the Blue-Bird is generally made in the hollow of an old
tree, or in the free quarters provided by man. The female lays five or
six eggs, of a pale blue color, and raises two broods in a season. Their
affection for their young is fully equal to that of the male for his
mate, and when the hen is sitting the second time, the former brood is
cherished and reared by the other parent. In the fall, when insect food
becomes scarce, they eat berries, seeds, persimmons and other fruit.
Their song is a soft and agreeable warble, uttered with open quivering
wings. “In his motions and general character,” says Wilson, “he has
great resemblance to the Robin Redbreast of Britain; and had he the
brown olive of that bird, instead of his own blue, could scarcely be
distinguished from him. Like him he is known to almost every child; and
shows as much confidence in man, by associating with him in summer, as
the other by his familiarity in winter. He is also of a mild and
peaceful disposition, seldom fighting or quarreling with other birds.
His society is courted by the inhabitants of the country, and few
farmers neglect to provide for him in some suitable place a snug little
summer-house, ready fitted and rent free. For this he more than
sufficiently repays them by the cheerfulness of his song, and the
multitude of injurious insects which he daily destroys. Toward fall,
that is in the month of October, his song changes to a single plaintive
note, as he passes over the yellow many-colored woods; and its
melancholy air recalls to our minds the approaching decay of the face of
nature. Even after the trees are stripped of their leaves, he still
lingers over his native fields, as if loath to leave them.”
The Blue-Bird is nearly seven inches in length, with the wings
remarkably full and broad. The upper part of the body, neck and head are
sky-blue, inclining to purple. The under parts are chestnut, the bill
and legs black, with portions of the same color about the wings, tail
and sides. In the female the colors are less bright. The young are
hardy, strong, and highly teachable. The Blue-Bird is not often
subjected to the confinement of the cage.
[Illustration]
THE GROUND-ROBIN.
This bird is also known as the Towee-finch, the Tshe-wink and Pee-wink,
names derived from its favorite notes. It is found in great numbers in
woods and overgrown meadows, and sometimes along the banks of streams,
and is both familiar and playful. A pair will sometimes roam for a great
distance along a water-course, scratching for insects, worms or seeds,
and encouraging each other by their simple cry of tow-wee, tow-wee. They
sometimes forage along gardens or pea-patches. On such occasions, they
behold the approach of man with but little concern, and fly off only
when in danger of being taken. The species is found in Canada, and
probably farther north among the Rocky Mountains, and southward
throughout the United States. They are, however, more abundant east of
the Alleghanies than to the west. Sometimes, but not often, they pass
the winter in Pennsylvania, but are constantly in the milder States
during that season.
Their manner of building is rather peculiar; the nest being fixed on the
ground, below the surface, and covered with leaves, or the shelter of an
adjoining bush. It is rarely raised above the ground. The materials are
fine bark, leaves, moss, dried grass and down. Sometimes part of the
adjoining herbage is employed. The eggs are four or five in number,
white, with a flesh color tint, and spotted with brown. In New England
they raise but one brood, but in warm States two, the first in June, and
the second during the following month. During this period they artfully
draw the intruder from their charge, by pretending lameness, and feebly
retreating as he pursues.
The Ground-Robin is about eight inches long, and eleven across the
wings. The throat, neck, and whole upper part of the body is black, with
feathers of the same color, interspersed with white, in the wings and
tail. The belly is white, with bay thighs. In the female and young the
black of the male is changed for olive brown, and there is less pure
white in the tail and wings.
* * * * *
THE FORTIETH SONNET OF PETRARCA.
If honest love e’er merited reward,
If worship win the meed of yore it won,
I should be blest, since purer than the sun
The love my sighs and poesy record;
Yet ’tis not so: unwillingly are heard
My vows, and all regardlessly are flung
Her eyes o’er burning lines wherein is sung
Her matchless beauty, and my grief is bared.
But yet I hope that some day she may deign
To hearken to the tribute I have brought
And smile at least return for all my tears.
Still it may be I’ll languish here in vain
Until that dread catastrophe is wrought,
When time shall harvest all its sheaf of years.
* * * * *
[Illustration: CROSS PURPOSES.]
* * * * *
CROSS PURPOSES.
BY KATE.
[SEE ENGRAVING.]
It is rather a dangerous experiment, this sporting with the feelings of
a sweetheart, as many a loving swain has found; as Andy Bell and Harry
Lee found, when they indulged in a walk home from church with Lilly
James and Aggy Moore, to the neglect of two sweet sisters, Jane and
Florence May.
Jane and Florence were the real sweethearts. Of the moonlight rambles
they had enjoyed together; of the loving words whispered in the maidens’
ears; of the kisses beneath the shadows of old trees, stolen from half
shrinking lips, we will say nothing. But such things had been. And even
more. Mutual pledges of love had passed. Harry had vowed to Jane that,
as she was the sweetest maiden in all the village, so she was to him the
dearest; and Jane had drooped her eyes, and leaned closer to him, thus
silently responding to the declaration of love; and when he took her
hand, she let it linger in his warm clasp as if he had a right to its
possession. And the same thing, slightly varied according to
temperament, had happened with Andy and Florence. For months, the two
young men were untiring in their attention to the sisters. Invariably,
when the little congregation that worshiped in the village church on
Sundays was dismissed, Andy and Harry were at the door, waiting for the
expectant maidens, whom they as invariably attended home, lingering
always by the way, to make the distance longer. And when the evening
shadows fell in the winter, or the sun sunk low toward the western hills
in the spring and summer time, at the waning of the Sabbath, the young
men were sure to make their appearance at the quiet cottage home of the
happy sisters.
Thus it had been for months, and all the village knew that they were
sweethearts; and it was even said—how the intelligence was gained we
know not—that, at the next Christmas, there would be a double wedding
in Heathdale. Thus it was, when, one bright Sunday morning, as Andy Bell
and Harry Lee were on their way to church, the former, who was in a
gayer humor than usual, said, laughing as he spoke—
“Suppose we plague the girls a little after meeting?”
“How?” asked Harry.
“If you’ll walk home with Aggy Moore, I’ll play the gallant to Lilly
James.”
“Agreed,” was the thoughtless reply.
“And yet,” said Andy, “I wouldn’t give the little finger of Florence for
Lilly’s whole body.”
“Nor would I give Jane’s little finger for a dozen Aggy Moores.”
Even at this early stage of the affair, both parties half repented; but
neither felt like proposing to give up the little frolick agreed upon.
During the service the young lovers found their eyes meeting those of
their sweethearts with accustomed frequency. But neither Andy nor Harry
felt as comfortable as usual. Besides being about to deprive themselves
of a long enjoyed pleasure, both felt misgivings as to the effect of
their temporary desertion and disappointment of the expectant maidens.
At last the benediction was said, and the congregation began moving
toward the door. Andy and Harry were out before the girls.
“Shall we do it?” asked the former.
“Oh, certainly,” replied Harry. And yet this was not said with the best
grace in the world.
“There’s Aggy,” whispered Andy.
“I see,” returned Harry, moving forward, as Aggy stepped from the
church-door. Just behind her was Jane, with her bright, dancing eyes,
and lips just parting in a smile, as she caught sight of her lover. She
moved forward more quickly, but stopped suddenly. Harry had spoken to
Aggy, and was now walking away by her side. Just then Lilly James came
forth, and Andy, crossing before Florence, who appeared at the same
time, bowed to the maiden, and seeming not to see Florence, moved away
from the church-door, smiling and chatting with a free and careless air.
Neither of the young men looked behind to see the effect of all this
upon the two young girls. But, to some extent, they imagined their
feelings, and the picture fancy presented was not the most agreeable to
contemplate.
It required an effort on the part of both Andy and Harry to continue to
play the agreeable to the two young ladies they had substituted thus
temporarily, and in sport, for their sweethearts, long enough to see
them fairly home. They did not meet again until toward evening, and then
each was on his way to seek the cottage-home of the one loved most
dearly of any thing in the wide world.
“I wonder what they will say?” was uttered by Andy, in a doubting tone,
as they moved along.
“Goodness knows! I’m afraid Jane took it hard,” remarked Harry. “I saw
her countenance change as I turned to walk with Aggy.”
“It was a foolish prank, to make the best of it. But we must laugh it
off with them.”
“I rather think we shall be paid back in our own coin,” said Harry.
“Jane, I know, has a little spice about her.”
And Harry was not far wrong. When the two young men arrived at the
cottage, and entered in their usual familiar way, the room where the
maidens sat, they were received in a manner not in the least agreeable
to their feelings. Both Jane and Florence had been deeply hurt by the
conduct of their lovers; and both had indulged freely during the
afternoon in the luxury of tears. The meaning of what had happened, they
couldn’t tell. Had all this appearance of affection been a mere
counterfeit? Were they the victims of a heartless coquetry? Or had Lilly
and Aggy, through some strange influence, won the hearts of their
lovers?
Great was the relief experienced by the troubled sisters when, on the
waning of the Sabbath, they saw their truant swains approaching as
usual. But, with this sense of relief, came a maidenly indignation, and
a determination to resent the wanton slight that had been put upon them.
Clouds were on the faces once so smiling and happy, when the young men
entered, and their presence, so far from dispersing these clouds, only
caused them to grow darker. It was in vain that every effort was made to
remove them; not a sun-ray came to dispel their gloomy shadows.
Explanations were made. The apparent slight was acknowledged as only a
merry jest. However this relieved the oppressed hearts of the maidens,
it did not lighten up their sober faces. Forgiveness and smiles were not
to come so easily.
Andy affected to treat the whole matter lightly, and rather jested with
Florence; but Harry’s sweetheart seemed so deeply grieved and wounded,
that he had little to say after the first few efforts at reconciliation.
Finally, the young men went away, apparently unforgiven; and all
parties, for the next week, were unhappy enough. Sunday came again; and
now the doubt in the minds of the young men was, whether, if they
offered to go home as usual with Jane and Florence, they would be
permitted by the offended maidens to do so. This doubt was, in a
measure, dispelled during the morning service, for more than a dozen
times did Andy catch a stealthy glance from Florence, in which was a
beam of forgiveness; and the same thing happened to Harry as he turned
his eyes frequently upon Jane. At last the service ended; and, as the
young girls passed from the door, their lovers were beside them as
usual. There was no repulse. The maidens were too glad to have them
there once more. But, the feelings of each were sobered. Evening came,
and they met as before. Their intercourse was tender but not joyous as
it had been. And thus it was for weeks ere their hearts lost a sense of
oppression. The reader may be sure that there were no more games at
cross purposes after this. The lovers were cured of all inclination to
indulge further in that species of pastime.
* * * * *
LINES
ON BURNING SOME OLD JOURNALS AND LETTERS.
BY THE LATE WALTER HERRIES, ESQ.
Ay, let them perish—why recall
Dreams of a by-gone day?
Why lift Oblivion’s funeral pall
Only to find decay?
The heart of youth lies buried there,
With all its hopes and fears,
Its burning joys, its wild despair,
Its agonies and tears.
A light has vanished from the earth,
A glory left the sky,
Since first within my soul had birth
Those visions pure and high;
Or is it that mine eye, grown dim,
Hath lost the power to trace
The glory of the Seraphim
Within life’s holy place?
Methinks I stand midway between
The future and the past,
The onward path is dimly seen,
Behind me clouds are cast;
Why should I seek to pierce that gloom
And call the buried host
Of haunting memories from the tomb—
Each one a tortured ghost?
I could not look upon the page,
With eloquence o’erfraught,
Where, ere my head had grown so sage,
My heart its wild will wrought;
I could not—would not—ponder now
O’er my youth’s wayward madness,
Which left no stain on soul or brow,
Yet shrouded life in sadness.
Ay, let them perish!—from the dream
Of Passion’s wasted hour
There comes no retrospective gleam,
No spectre of the flower:
The treasured wealth of Eastern kings
Enriched their burial fire,
And thus my heart’s most precious things
Shall build its funeral pyre.
* * * * *
UNCLE TOM.
BY “SIMON.”
CHAPTER I.
A strange old man was my Uncle Tom. He was my father’s only and elder
brother, and more than all, he was a bachelor; not one of those sour
specimens of humanity who are continually railing at everybody and every
thing—more especially “the sex”—but a hearty, hale, good-natured
gentleman of the old school, straight as a poplar, and his heart had as
many green leaves withal. He was still a boy in feeling, though winter
had begun to spread its snows over his head. He was far from hating
women, though when he talked of them, or thought of them, a look of
sadness would sometimes overspread his countenance; and when he saw some
fairy phantom that had not yet escaped her “teens,” in the full flush of
maiden grace and beauty, old recollections seemed to come over him with
a deep and maddening influence.
No one ever told me the cause of this temporary dejection, and Uncle Tom
seemed unwilling to be questioned concerning it. There needed no
questioning. From our cottage, a smooth-worn path led across the fields
to the village church-yard, which lay at about a quarter of a mile
distant. Passing through a gap in the wall, it wound among the
grass-grown hillocks, and stopped abruptly before a small, gray stone,
which stood in the corner nearest the church, and on which this simple
epitaph was engraved: Mary, æt. 18. This told his whole story; for the
small, gray stone was overgrown with lichens and mosses, and I remember
the solitary pathway when but a child.
Uncle Tom was not rich, but he had enough to satisfy all his wants. He
had always lived with us since my remembrance, and we all had a
mysterious love and veneration for him, which we could but half explain.
His little room on the south-west corner of the house we never entered
without a special invitation; not because we stood in any fear of him,
but because we respected his quiet, half-eccentric manner, and were not
willing to disturb his solitary studies and meditations. We were often
invited there of an evening, for Uncle Tom liked to have young, happy
people around him. He used to say it made him young again, and caused
his silver hairs to hide themselves; and he thought a man should always
have the heart of a child, no matter how much experience and life-labor
had whitened his head.
During our visits to his study, we were at liberty to handle every thing
which came within our reach, and the room was generally in a sweet
confusion when we left it. Yet this did not trouble him, it rather
pleased him the more. In truth he was so good-natured that nothing could
vex him; and I remember one evening when he pulled sister Ruth’s doll
out of his great horn inkstand, where it stood, heels upward, like a
pearl-diver, his only exclamation was, “Just as I used to be—children
all over!”
Directly opposite the great arm-chair, where he usually sat during the
day, hung a picture; yet it was not for us to see. A plain blue curtain
was always drawn over it, which hung as silently, and always in the same
folds, as if it had not been withdrawn for many years. I knew it was the
portrait of a young girl, and very beautiful; for one evening, when,
according to invitation, we were in the study playing the mischief with
every thing that came under our hands, a slight breeze from the west
window fluttered and raised the curtain, and revealed the picture to me
by the dim light of the study-lamp. I, of course, did not know who it
was intended to represent, but it was always connected in my mind with
the solitary path to the church-yard; and I always thought of her as the
Mary of the little gray stone; yet I never spoke of it to any one, not
even sister Ruth. It seemed something sacred, something which I ought
not to know, and that the knowledge thus accidentally acquired ought not
to be divulged by me.
But the pleasantest thing of all was, when Uncle Tom came down into the
kitchen of a winter’s evening, and told one of the beautiful stories
which he could relate so well. Ah! no one could tell stories like Uncle
Tom. He would enter into the subject so earnestly, that we took every
thing for truth, and laughed or cried, as the nature of the case
demanded; and many a time in the midst of a sad passage, my father has
let the fire go out of his pipe before it was half smoked, and I have
seen the tears stream down sister Ruth’s cheek, and heard her sob as if
some great misfortune were hanging over some one of us; and I have known
Uncle Tom’s voice to grow tremulous; and his lip quiver, as if something
in the narrative lay near his heart, but by a powerful effort he would
always master his feelings and go calmly on with his story.
I shall try to report some of these stories at second hand, narrating
carefully as my memory serves, always in Uncle Tom’s words; but they
will be nothing so good as when he, with his low musical voice and
earnest manner, related them to our little family, who, in likening
silence formed a half circle around the huge walnut logs that blazed and
simmered on the kitchen hearth.
It was the last night of December, and the north wind howled around the
chimney, and the icicles clattered on the eaves and dropped against the
casement with a tip-tap, like wayfarers asking admittance. A great fire
of logs was blazing on the hearth, and the half circle was almost
formed. On one side of the fire-place sat father, double-shotting his
black tobacco-pipe. Next him was mother, just turning the heel of a
stocking. Sister Ruth occupied the next chair, and she was very busy
working a wash-woman’s register on the top of a bachelor’s pincushion;
beside her sat the bachelor for whom this piece of domestic goods was
working. He was a cousin, and bore the family name—Charley, we called
him. He and Ruth seemed to enjoy each other’s society very much, and
passed the greater part of their leisure time together. My place was
next to Cousin Charley, and on my left hand the vacant arm-chair was
waiting for Uncle Tom—to complete the family circle.
At length the door opened, and the pleasant old man appeared. He entered
rubbing his hands and smiling most benignantly. Every chair moved about
an inch, as if to make room for him, though each one knew there was room
enough already. Father lighted his pipe, and mother turned the heel;
sister Ruth left off her embroidery in the middle of “shirts,” and
Cousin Charley gave his chair a hitch nearer to her, while I sat quite
still. Even the blazing logs on the fire gave an extra hiss and flare,
as if they, too, were making preparations to listen attentively. Uncle
Tom, with a few pleasant words, and a great many pleasant smiles, took
his accustomed seat and commenced the evening entertainment in these
words:
About five miles from Boston, on one of the great thoroughfares leading
to the city, there used to stand an old-fashioned country-seat. It was
placed somewhat back from the road, and screened from the dust by a
thick-set hawthorn-hedge, which grew as straight and regular as
brick-work. The walks within were laid out with the same regularity and
neatness, and lead with many a labyrinthine turn through the whole
premises. Now it took you by an oval pond, where the bright scales of
gold fish glanced in the sun; now among flower-beds formed into
Catharine-wheels and gothic crosses; then away among groves and
trellises almost impervious to the sun. There were a great many
beautiful things that I shall not attempt to tell you of. Every thing
was beautiful, and proclaimed a wealthy proprietor, even to the silver
plate on the front door, bearing in bold writing-hand, the name, “John
Maynard.” He was rich—John Maynard was a retired merchant. In the full
flush of commercial prosperity, his beloved wife had fallen into the
quiet sleep of death. After that, business grew irksome to him; he could
not bear the busy hum of the city; the home where he had been happy, was
so no more to him; and taking with him his oldest and most trusty clerk,
he, with his only child, Alice, removed to this quiet spot. The care of
his property was left almost entirely to his tried and honest clerk,
David Deans; his own time was occupied either in his study or in the
society of his daughter, who, being an only child, was, of course,
indulged in all her little whims and fancies, until she had assumed the
reins of government, and was nearly spoiled.
One evening Mr. Maynard, or Old John, as he was familiarly called, sat
on the western piazza as the sun was setting. He looked the hale and
hearty old gentleman, one before whom care and trouble would vanish like
the thin spiral clouds of cigar smoke, which ever and anon he puffed
from between his lips. Yet withal he had a look of determination,
something which said he would have things his own way when he desired
it; and yet he had a way of gaining his ends so pleasantly and adroitly,
that no one knew his intentions until they were accomplished.
Puff, puff, there he sat smoking away and thinking of something very
pleasant, no doubt, for a smile would occasionally play round the
corners of his mouth, and he would rub his hands together with infinite
satisfaction.
Soon a light step was heard in the hall, and his daughter, Alice,
appeared.
Everybody said Alice was a beauty; and so far everybody told the truth.
Her dark hair and dark eyes, and delicate complexion would win many a
heart that had sworn eternal hostility to her sex. And then she was as
full of life as of beauty, and had such winning ways, that nothing could
resist her. She inherited from her father a slight vein of willfulness,
and it was really a pleasure to see them contending together, Old John
in his humorous, quiet way, bringing up irresistible arguments, and she,
dashing them all to pieces by the most illogical processes imaginable;
and he would generally laugh and let her have her own way.
“Papa,” said she, “why did you send David Deans away? I’m sure it was
very cruel of you. He has lived with us so long, and is so quiet and
industrious! I’m sure it will break his heart. And then, besides, his
poor sister will have to go into service again. It is too bad, I
declare—”
“Now don’t, Ally,” said Old John, passing his arm quietly around his
daughter’s waist, and talking in the best humor imaginable, “don’t
trouble yourself about David. What do you know about business? You take
care of the women-servants, and see that we have tea on the table by
seven o’clock exactly, for I expect the new clerk every minute. I’ll
take care of David—”
“I know I shan’t like the new clerk,” said she, pouting.
“Well, who wants you to like him, little minx?” said Old John, at the
same time drawing her closer to him, and giving her a hearty kiss.
“But I shall hate him,” continued she, determined to be obstinate.
“Well, hate him if you will,” replied her father, not in the least
angry; “but I can tell you he is a very lively fellow, and not
accustomed to be hated by the ladies. However, you had better hate him.
You must reserve all your love for Harry Wilson, you know.”
“Oh, that dreadful Harry Wilson,” exclaimed Alice, struggling to throw
off her father’s arm, by which he still held her in close confinement.
“Pray don’t talk of him again.”
“And why not?” said Old John; “he is to be your husband, you know.” And
a smile, half merry, half serious, played over his features as he said
this. “His father and I were old schoolmates, and he would die of grief
if he thought we were not to be brothers after all.”
“His son and I were never old schoolmates, at all events,” exclaimed
Alice, still struggling, but in vain. Old John held her fast, and his
merry face settled into a serious, earnest expression as he added,
“Besides, he once saved my life.”
Alice answered nothing. There was something in the manner in which he
said these words, as well as in the meaning of the words themselves,
which completely subdued her. The tears beamed in her beautiful dark
eyes; she threw her arms round his neck and rested her head on his
shoulder; her long, black locks streamed over his bosom—yet she said
nothing.
Old John drew her closer to him and kissed her tenderly.
“There, Ally, dear,” he said, “we wont talk any more about it now. I
know you will do all you can to make your old father happy.”
Still she said nothing, but clung very close to him.
She was a good girl, was Alice, only a little willful.
A servant entered, announcing Mr. Davis. This was the new clerk.
“Conduct him this way,” said Mr. Maynard. “Come, Ally, don’t let him
surprise us in a family quarrel. We must make his first impressions good
ones.”
Things were put to rights in less time than it takes to tell of it, and
the new clerk approached them.
“Glad to see you, Walter,” exclaimed Old John, grasping the new comer’s
hand, and looking a cordial welcome. “Ally, this is Walter Davis, the
new clerk.”
Notwithstanding her determination to hate him, she smiled very
pleasantly as he took her hand, and her welcome word was said with a
very good grace.
The new clerk was apparently about twenty-two years of age, rather tall,
but well formed; he was dressed in a very plain suit—becoming his
situation; and yet there was something noble about him for all that. You
could see it in the firmly compressed lips, the deep, thoughtful eye,
and the easy, manly bearing. He certainly was not the person one would
choose to hate.
Alice was much surprised at his general personal appearance and
demeanor. Her ideas of a clerk were all formed from the quiet,
unpretending David Deans, who had almost grown old in their service. She
forgot that the new comer was at present a visiter, not yet having
entered upon his clerkship. At the tea-table, too, she observed how
perfectly easy and composed he seemed. He could answer questions without
blushing, and ask others without stammering. There was a
straightforwardness about him, which seemed to win upon her father
wonderfully, and he never seemed in a more pleasant mood than then.
There was something in his manner so dignified and gentlemanly that she,
too, could not help reacting him, although in her good-night to her
father, she added, “I’m sure I shall hate him for taking poor David’s
place.”
“Wait a bit, Brother Tom,” interrupted father—“pipe’s out.”
“Well,” said Uncle Tom, “while Brother Bill is lighting his pipe, we
will glide over two months and make ready for a new chapter.”
CHAPTER II.
Two months had passed away, and affairs went on swimmingly at the
country-seat. Old John seemed to find his new clerk a remarkably
pleasant companion, and passed much of his time in the little
counting-room. He was fast growing into the good graces of Miss Alice
too; for true manliness will always find its way into every heart. She
began to like him very much, and seemed pleased to have him near her;
and indeed would sometimes meet his advances more than half way.
Perhaps, like a dutiful daughter, she followed her father’s example, and
liked the clerk because he did, or perhaps she thought he must be very
lonely, and took compassion on him: How this may be I cannot tell; but I
do know that she liked him, and liked him very well too, as might be
seen by any one who observed her. She often walked in the direction of
the counting-room, which stood at some little distance from the house,
and frequently sat with her embroidery in the trellised arbor that
overlooked it. The flowers, too, which always ornamented her
parlor-mantle, were generally gathered from the beds in this part of the
garden, although they were not half so fragrant or pretty as those which
grew nearer the house. Indeed, she had found it necessary once or twice
to open the counting-room, and actually go in when no one but the young
clerk was there; and at such times he received her with such a frank,
cordial greeting, and talked so pleasantly to her, that she would gladly
have changed her arbor boudoir for this little room, crowded with
business and ponderous ledgers as it was. And once, when the clerk left
her for a moment, she actually climbed upon the long-legged desk-stool,
to see if it were really as uncomfortable as it looked to be; at least
so she said, when he, returning suddenly, surprised her on that high
perch. But he helped her down so gently, and gallantly, that she would
have been willing to try the experiment often, even if it were as
uncomfortable as it looked.
She was always delighted whenever Walter requested the pleasure of her
company through the grounds. She would take his arm without any
unnecessary coquetry, and full of life and love they would thread every
walk of the labyrinth, not excepting the Catharine-wheels and the gothic
arches. In the grove they would listen to the songs of the birds, and
together wonder what they were saying to each other, and invent many
strange translations, interesting to none but themselves. They would
stand long on the edge of the pond, and Alice leaned heavily on the
clerk’s arm, you may be sure, as they watched the gold-fish darting
across the little basin so rapidly that the whole surface of the water
seemed marked with red lines. He gathered flowers for her, too, as they
walked leisurely along, and each bouquet thus formed was, to her, a
whole book of love, each flower telling its own particular tale. As the
sun touched the horizon they would climb up to the arbor, while the
birds sung their “good-night,” and watch the bright colors grow and fade
upon the western sky, and build landscapes and cathedrals and cottages
of the ever-changing clouds.
Yet in his conversations with her, Walter was never sickly sentimental
or flattering. He always spoke just what he felt; and sometimes a plump,
downright honest thought would find itself clothed in words, which many
would call coarse and ill-bred; but from him they came so frankly that
she never thought of such a thing, but liked him the more for them. He
never flattered her, never told her how beautiful she was, but his whole
manner was a tacit acknowledgment of her beauty, truer and plainer than
words could express it. And Alice was as simple, and talked as plainly
to him as if he had been a brother.
O, those evening walks were beautiful to both, but they were laying a
foundation for something deeper and more lasting than common friendship,
notwithstanding Harry Wilson and the two good fathers. Their natures
were gradually blending into each other like two neighboring colors of
the rainbow, and the line between them would soon become extinct, and a
separation must be the destruction of both. It was very strange that Old
John, with his brotherly intentions toward Harry Wilson’s father, didn’t
observe this, for he often surprised them earnestly conversing in the
sunset arbor, long after the dews had begun to fall and the birds had
ceased their evening song.
He must indeed have been very dull and stupid, not to observe that
something was going on between the two young people, that would play the
deuce with his darling project. But no, he didn’t seem to; for he was
never in better spirits than then, never half so talkative or playful.
He evidently did not think his cherished scheme was about to miscarry.
One evening he and the clerk sat on the piazza together. The parlor
windows were open, and Alice sat at the piano and played to them. Old
John began to talk about the business transactions of the day, and
seemed particularly delighted at certain good news which he had heard,
and which he had just finished relating to the clerk.
“Remarkable, isn’t it?” he exclaimed.
But he might as well have talked to the plaster statue of Neptune which
stood on the green before him, as to the young clerk. He was either
listening attentively to the music, or else his thoughts were far away,
for he took no notice of what Old John said to him, but sat silent, his
head leaning upon his hand and his eyes fixed upon vacancy.
“Hey! what’s all this?” exclaimed Old John, starting up and shaking the
clerk’s arm. “What! dreaming by moonlight! A bad sign—very bad
sign—too romantic by half! Here, Ally—Ally! come here directly,” he
continued, shouting to his daughter.
Walter started up and would have prevented him, but he continued to
call, and soon the piano ceased to sound, and Alice made her appearance.
“What do you want, papa?” she asked.
“Here is this fellow,” he answered, “falling asleep in the midst of our
conversation; dreaming by moonlight! I want you to keep him awake.”
“I beg pardon, sir,” said the clerk, attempting an excuse, “but I was
thinking—”
“O, but that wont do,” said Old John, “I was talking. However, I will
tell you how we will make it up. You shall sing that duet with Alice;
the one you sung last night, and mind you don’t go to sleep before it is
finished, or—” and he finished the sentence with a shake of the finger.
“I will undertake it willingly,” said the clerk.
Walter moved his chair closer by the side of Alice, and took his seat.
But there was still a difficulty; neither of them could determine on the
right pitch. Alice ran and struck a note on the piano, and returned
sounding it all the way. She sat down, and her hand involuntarily fell
upon Walter’s; he pressed it in his own, and the duet commenced.
Both the words and the music were very simple; they were the expression
of love, pure and holy; and never did they sing better. Walter’s whole
soul was thrown into the words, and his heart beat to the sounds his
lips uttered. A slight pressure of her hand expressed to Alice how
truly, how deeply he felt the beauty of love, and her voice trembled as
she sung, adding still more to the music.
There was silence for a short time after the sound of their voices had
ceased. It seemed Old John’s turn to dream now. The beautiful music had
called up old, happy scenes to his mind; perhaps the thoughts of his
youth and first-love were leading him far away; for he sat silently,
with his hand drawn across his eyes, as if to shade them from the
moonlight.
Alice approached him, and drew her arm around his neck. He started as if
from a trance, and said—“That was well, very well. I like that music.
There, now, Ally, you and Walter take a walk through the grounds. I’ll
light a cigar, and sit here by myself, and—And dream! hey, Walter!”
Alice left him with a kiss, and taking Walter’s arm they disappeared
round an angle of the building, and walked onward toward their favorite
arbor. Every thing was silent around them; the glowing leaves hanging
motionless upon the trees, and the many-colored flowers, all seemed
listening, as if to some revelation of the night. The fish-pond was one
entire sheet of silver; not a ripple disturbed its peaceful surface; and
the soft moonlight streamed through the chinks of the vines and gothic
trees, and checkered the pathway and the floor of the arbor, as the
sunbeams shining through stained cathedral windows rest on the pavement.
The arbor was their chancel, and there the two lovers stood side by side
as if before an altar; and there Walter told Alice how deeply, how truly
he loved her; how often he had sat alone since they had known each
other, and yet not been lonely, for her image had always been present to
comfort and to counsel him; how he had longed for the time to come when
he could make this confession to her, when he could press her to his
bosom as the dearly beloved one.
Alice did not speak. She was always silent when she felt most deeply;
but her silence was singularly eloquent. She did not attempt to withdraw
the little hand which he held so tightly. She did not try to remove the
arm that encircled her waist. Her head lay upon his bosom, and she wept
for very joy.
Now what had become of Old John’s brotherly scheme? The rainbow hues
were now completely blended.
Soon after the two lovers had turned toward the house, Old John came
stealing cautiously through a neighboring path, where he had been an
accidental, though perhaps not an unwilling listener.
“Good!” he exclaimed in a half whisper, rubbing his hands and smiling
most merrily. “I shall hate him, I am sure,” he added, mimicking Alice.
“Good!” And again he rubbed his hands and smiled with infinite
satisfaction.
CHAPTER III.
The summer had passed away, and autumn was spreading its rich mantle of
yellow leaves over the trees and shrubs of the old country-seat. The
birds were collecting together in troops, for their journey to warmer
lands, and their songs above the arbor were sadder than when we last
listened to them. The golden fruit hung temptingly upon the trees, and
on the smooth surface of the fish-pond floated many a withered leaf. The
year was growing old, and its rich covering of foliage was becoming gray
and falling off, yet in the hearts of Walter and Alice love was as green
and as warm as on the bright summer evening when they made their mutual
confessions.
They had not yet made Old John their confidant; they were waiting for a
convenient season. And he, though he must have known something of their
intercourse, never asked any questions, or seemed at all curious about
the matter, but conducted himself in his usual quiet way. Indeed, he did
occasionally speak of their close communion, but always in a merry,
jesting way, and no one could suspect him of knowing how affairs really
stood with them. At least his knowledge did not make him unhappy, for
the merry twinkle was still in his eye, and the smiles still played
round his mouth. In the little walks and excursions which they took
together, Alice was always assigned to the clerk. Old John said he
preferred to walk alone; then he could swing his cane in any direction
without being scolded, and could climb over a fence, instead of going
half a mile to find a place to crawl through, or a stile, for the
convenience of a lady companion. Walter, as may be supposed, was very
willing to free him from this incumbrance, and did not mind the half
mile walks in search of a stile, as long as Alice was hanging on his
arm. They had a great many things to talk about, which was of no
consequence to any but themselves, and were glad of the opportunity to
remove out of earshot, which this stile hunting afforded.
One morning the clerk appeared equipped for traveling. Business of some
kind or other called him, for a short time, to another part of the
country.
He and Alice were alone in the breakfast-room. He explained to her the
necessity of his departure, and consoled her with the assurance that his
absence would not continue more than a week at the most. He had just
time to place a plain ring on her finger, and steal one tender, silent
kiss from her rosy lips, when Old John entered, announcing the coach at
the door.
In a few minutes he was seated in the vehicle. Good-byes were repealed,
and soon he was rolling away on the dusty road toward the city.
Alice stood at the window and watched until the top of the coach had
disappeared behind an angle of the road, and the last sound of the
rumbling wheels had died away. Then the thought and feelings that had
followed him as far as the senses could guide them, seemed to fall back
upon herself, and she felt oppressed by the silence and utter solitude
that reigned around.
That was a weary day to Alice. This was her first love, and their first
separation. Her father was busy with his affairs and could not attend to
her; so she was thrown entirely upon her own resources, and heavily the
hours dragged along in mournful procession.
Often days had passed and she had not seen Walter but for a few moments,
yet then she knew he was near. And now she sat down and tried to fancy
him sitting quietly at his desk; but it wouldn’t do—she knew better.
She walked down by the counting-room and gathered the flowers as she had
often done before, but they had lost their fragrance, and their colors
seemed faded. The gold-fish stood still in the pond, and she mistook
them at times for the leaves that lay in the water; they too had faded.
She sat in the pleasant arbor, and looked westward over the beautiful
landscape, but a veil seemed drawn before it, and the rich and
variegated hues which, dolphin-like, the forest had assumed while dying,
to her eyes, seemed blended into a dead, cold brown. So true it is that
the sense takes its tone from the soul.
So the day passed and the belated evening came slowly on.
“Do, pray, Ally, put off that sad face,” said Old John to her, as they
sat at the tea-table. “Why you look ten times more woful than the
Italian beggars fresh from an eruption of Vesuvius. Do try to smile a
little.”
She did try to look cheerful, but at first it tasked all her powers, yet
her father’s raillery and merry laugh were not to be resisted, and in a
little while the cloud seemed to have passed entirely away, and she was
as cheerful as ever. Sometimes she would fall back into the silent,
thoughtful mood, yet it was only for a moment, and the evening passed
pleasantly. Then came the affectionate kiss, and the kind good-night.
To Alice it was a good-night, indeed. Good angels watched by her pillow,
and her dreams were beautiful. One time she was walking along the garden
paths, and heard the birds singing sweetly above her head, and saw the
flowers in their most beautiful dress. She drew near the pond, and it
was all alive with gold fish; and the whole surface seemed drawn with
red lines; sometimes they formed charming pictures—trees, gardens and
villages seemed to pass over the water like a moving diorama. All the
people she had ever seen seemed to be moving about there, some doing one
thing, and some another, but all happy. As she looked attentively, the
surface seemed to grow mysteriously calm, and the red lines to
disappear. Then as mysteriously it began to grow troubled, circular
waves forming at the centre, and rolling toward the shore in every
direction. Then suddenly from the middle of the pond, a most beautiful
fairy figure arose and beckoned her near. The fairy gave her a plain,
gold ring, and told her never to part with it; for she said it was the
gift of happiness, and while she wore that upon her finger, heavy
misfortunes should never visit her. Then a loud voice under water seemed
to call the fairy a “little minx,” and bid her come down immediately,
for breakfast was waiting. Then she disappeared, the water became calm,
and Alice awoke.
“Was that a dream?” she asked herself, in amazement. There was the ring
on her finger—the fairy’s gift of happiness; and the voice was still
calling some one to breakfast.
It was a long time before she could collect her scattered senses enough
to realize that she had just waked from a strange dream, and the voice
was that of her father calling her. When the truth did dawn upon her,
she laughed immoderately, and could not help saying repeatedly, that “it
was _very_ funny.”
It was much past her usual hour of rising, when in her simple
morning-dress she appeared at the breakfast-table.
“Why, Ally, dear, I thought you never would come down,” said her father.
“I have been waiting this—I don’t know how long, and called you—I
don’t know how many times. The omelet and coffee are both as cold as
Greenland, I’ll be bound.”
“It isn’t so very late, papa, is it?” inquired Alice; “besides, I have
had such a funny dream—O, it was perfectly delightful.”
“Well, never mind, dear, pour out the coffee before it gets later.”
She poured out the coffee, still thinking of her strange dream. It was
so funny that she could not help thinking of it; but her lips would
never have wreathed that happy smile if she could have known the trial
that awaited her.
“Ally, do you know what day to-morrow will be?” he asked, while his face
wore a very doubtful, half merry, half serious expression. It was
something like the sun trying to break through a fog, for he tried to
look cheerful.
Alice paused a moment as if in thought, then suddenly exclaimed, “I
declare, it is my birthday, and I had almost forgotten it. It was very
good of my dear papa to remind me of such good news, after I had kept
him waiting so long for his breakfast,” she added, playfully.
“But do you know who I expect to-morrow?” he continued.
It was her turn now to look doubtful and perplexed.
“Yes, Ally,” he said, “this afternoon Harry Wilson and my old
schoolmate, his father, will be here. You must save all your good looks
for Harry, for I expect you will fall in love with him at first sight.”
It was really with much pain that Old John made this announcement,
though he spoke it in as cheerful a manner as possible, for he knew the
effect it would have on his daughter. He seemed to make it more from a
sense of duty than pleasure, as it were something which must be told
sooner or later; and more clouds gathered about his honest face than had
been seen there since the death of his wife, when he saw the effect it
had upon Alice. The cheerful smiles vanished from her face; the color
came and went, and came and went, and at length left her deadly pale.
Her hand trembled and her voice quivered, as she attempted in vain to
make some cheerful remark.
“At least you will try to like him, for my sake, wont you, Ally, dear?”
said her father.
She uttered a faint “yes”—so faint that it might have been “no,” for
all Old John heard; and pleading some excuse, left the room.
“Bad business, this,” said her father, after he was left alone, and
talking as if to some invisible friend. “Bad business!” and whistling a
doleful strain of a doleful tune, he also left the room.
And Alice, poor Alice, she felt lonely enough as she sat alone in her
little room. Thoughts of the dream that had made her so cheerful but a
short time before, now pressed like an incubus upon her breast. She knew
how much her father was attached to his old schoolmate, Mr. Wilson, and
how much he desired the union of their two families. It had long been
talked of, but always as something which was about to happen at some
distant, indefinite time; and though many years had passed since they
first began to talk of it, it still seemed as indefinite and far from
accomplishment as ever; and she never thought to trouble herself about
it; but now the event seemed to spring up like a phantom directly before
her; and so sudden had been the announcement that she knew not what to
do.
And now the hours seemed to glide by as if they were double-winged. The
old entry clock seemed to her as she sat in her silent chamber, to tick
faster and faster until at last it broke into an actual gallop. If _he_
were only here, she thought, as her eye fell upon the ring which the
clerk had placed on her finger. And more than once she determined to go
down to her father and confess all; then she thought of the old
schoolmate that had saved his life, and her courage failed her.
She started as the clock told eleven.
It was past noon, and Old John was waiting anxiously for her appearance
in the drawing-room; and his heart beat with strange emotions as he
heard her light footfall on the stairs.
She was very pale when she entered the room, and the traces of recent
tears were in her eyes. Yet she had never looked more beautiful, never
more lovely. She was dressed in simple white, and a single white rose
was braided in her dark hair. Old John could not see her thus dejected
without being moved, and the dark cloud spread over his countenance. She
saw it, and assuming a cheerfulness which she did not feel, drew her arm
around his neck, and kissed him affectionately.
“There, Ally, dear,” he said, “don’t be cast down. It will all come
right in the end. I say it shall. Do sit down to the piano and sing a
cheerful song. Yes, sing the one that Walter liked so well.”
It was like asking the Israelites to sing songs of their home, while
captives in Babylon; yet she did sing, though her voice trembled so much
that it was with difficulty she finished the song.
“Don’t take it so much to heart, dear,” said Old John. “I say, if you
don’t like him, he shan’t have you.”
They were interrupted by the sound of wheels rolling up the avenue. How
her little heart beat and fluttered then. A carriage stopped before the
door. Old John’s eye glistened with delight, as if relief had come at
length. A step was heard in the passage. The door opened, and there
stood—Walter.
Alice started to her feet, and stood gazing vacantly at him, uncertain
what to do.
“Wont you speak to Harry Wilson?” shouted Old John, at the top of his
voice, and giving a hysterical kind of laugh.
Then the truth flashed upon her. With a cry of joy she rushed into his
arms, and nestling her head in his bosom, wept like a child—but they
were tears of joy. Her overstrained feelings found a happy relief. The
dark cloud of sorrow passed away and the sun shone in all its glory.
Old John capered round the room like a madman, and declared he had never
seen any thing half so pleasant in all his life.
“But it was very cruel of you, dear papa,” said Alice, kissing him
tenderly, after the first effusions of joy were over.
“I know it was, Ally, dear,” exclaimed Old John, willing to be blamed
for any thing now. “I know it was. But you are such a willful little
thing that I was afraid you wouldn’t like him, and I had set my heart
upon it. I have been tempted more than twenty times to confess the whole
and ask your forgiveness, when I saw you look so miserable. Yes, Ally, I
came very near spoiling the whole this morning at breakfast. But never
mind, it’s all right now; confess, isn’t it?”
Yes, indeed, it was all right! And Alice, in her silent, eloquent way,
soon convinced him that she thought so.
Again the door opened, and Harry Wilson senior entered. He knew the
whole affair, and had only waited on the outside until the first scene
should be over.
Cordial was the greeting between the old schoolmates. Smiles,
congratulations, and merry words passed freely; every eye glistened with
joy, and all went merry as a marriage bell.
“Shall I enter that note at five or six per cents.?” asked some one at
the side-door. There stood David Deans, with a pen behind his ear and
another in his hand—his usual way of ornamenting himself—and looking
as blank and cool as if nothing had happened.
“Don’t enter it with any per cent., you old miser!” said Old John,
patting him familiarly on the back. “We don’t charge interest this
year.”
David walked off with a broad grin operating powerfully upon his
countenance.
He understood the trick, did David.
There was a sweet dream under each pillow that night; and the birth-day
on which Alice thought to be miserable, was the happiest of her life.
“Bless me, Brother Bill!” exclaimed Uncle Tom, “if you aint smoking
nothing but dust and ashes.”
“I declare, I believe you are right,” answered my father, somewhat
confused, and making a careful examination of his pipe.
“Good-nights!” were passed, and we all went to bed with happy hearts.
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[Illustration: Painted by Brockdon Engraved by F. Humphreys
NATURE’S TRIUMPH.
Engraved Expressly for Graham’s Magazine]
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EDITOR’S TABLE.
NATURE’S TRIUMPH.
[SEE ENGRAVING.]
Great men were they of olden time; men with far-reaching and strong,
grasping minds—men, too, of discrimination in what they
gathered—“teach them selection, not collection,” was the word—and they
prepared for us of this distant age monuments to excite admiration and
insure awe; monuments which, while they exhibit what man is capable of
doing, seem, by the perfection of their form and the adaptation of their
parts, to check all spirit of imitation; monuments which denote all
variety of mental exercise and all the adaptation of physical powers. It
is not alone the chisel of Phidias working out the marble in a thousand
forms, more beautiful than the human pattern—it is not alone the pencil
of Zeuxis that fixed on canvas the flitting beauties of the field and
grove—it is not alone the vast machinery that piled stone upon stone to
finish the pyramids. Mind speaking to mind has uttered its powers, and
has claimed of the present, wonder for the past; History and Poetry have
embalmed the actions of the great, or expressed the devotion of the
good, and assured us of the lofty resolves and great deeds of men of
other years. The beauty of the ancient mind, however, is to be detected
by the uses and adaptation of ordinary incidents—bending them to moral
instruction by making them illustrative of some principle—patriotism,
religion, social duty and domestic relations, or some deeply hidden
power, which sudden emotion, strong impulse, or unexpected dilemma, is
to call into action.
Take the following, which is some where extant. We give only the
statement of the asserted fact. We have no copy of the narrative.
Leucippe was gathering the small delicate flowers which blossomed over
the dampness of a rock that beetled far into the sea, and held its cold
brow high above the waves breaking eternally at its base. It was a
lovely spot, cool, fragrant, health-giving, and she took with her her
little child, the only blessing which had been spared. For one moment
the love of the beautiful of nature, the interest of collecting,
triumphed over maternal vigilance. She turned, however, from the little
harvest of sweets, and saw her boy bending over the edge of the rock,
regardless of all danger, hopeful of only a single beautiful flower that
blossomed on the very edge of the steep. One word of fear from the
mother, one sudden movement toward the child would have disturbed his
balance, and he must have toppled down beyond all hope of recovery even
of the lifeless form. No time was left for calculation, no good could
result from active efforts. With unspeakable anguish the mother saw the
danger, with the promptness of woman’s judgment she rejected the
ordinary means of safety; with the instincts of a mother’s heart she
threw herself gently forward, and bared her bosom to the child, and
lured him gently back to nestle on his own home of comfort, and draw
life from the sympathetic founts that gushed to his honeyed lips. It was
the triumph of nature, and the story seems to have inspired the artist
for this month. A beautiful illustration, while the picture itself has
suggested a title happily expressive of the idea conveyed in the
anecdote, “Nature’s Triumph.”
But such a story, so full of instruction, so pregnant with moral hints,
should not be allowed to pass without an improvement, that may make it
more and more beneficial. The experiment and the result may be properly
styled the triumph of nature, for the deep solicitude of the mother, and
especially her prompt expedient, are as much the movement of nature as
is the affection in which they originated; and the attraction of the
exposed bosom for the exposed child, was as much the gift of nature as
was the hidden food which that bosom secreted and stored.
But we love to consider the success of Leucippe as the “Triumph of
_Affection_,” not less than the “Triumph of Nature.” It is _both_, as it
is differently considered; it is either, in many ways regarded.
Would the child, amused as it was with the flowers that jutted out from
the rock’s impending edge, and pleased with the species of independence
which its movements and new position signified, would the child have
been lured by the exhibition of any other bosom than that of its mother?
Had a stranger discovered the little adventurer, and being like
Leucippe, conscious of the danger of calling aloud, of startling the
child by any approach, had she bared her bosom, would not the infant
have turned away without interest from the exhibition, and pursued its
new occupation of flower gathering? Undoubtedly the unknown, who had
from _prudence_ done what _affection_ suggested to Leucippe, would have
seen at once that she lacked the attractive power, that there was no
sympathy between her and the child. She might have felt all that a woman
can feel for the lovely infant of another—thus dangerously
situated—but the infant itself would not have been influenced by a
corresponding sympathy; it would have lacked that affection necessary to
a proper response to the exhibition.
The triumph, then, is one of affection sympathizing with affection;
corresponding love answering with miraculous organ, and instructing the
great and good of all subsequent times by the promptings of a mother’s
instincts, and the sympathies of an infant’s feelings. “Out of the
mouths of babes and sucklings.”
I was struck a few months since with the distress that was bearing down
an intimate friend, and he made me the confidant of his sorrows, and of
their cause. The young offender had forgotten the respect due to his
parents; he had forgotten or disregarded the _respect_ which he owed to
the beautiful fame which had come down to him unsullied through several
generations; family pride, instead of exhibiting itself in supporting
the long-descended credit, was visible in a sort of obstinate adherence
to some misconceived ideas of _self_-importance; he was ruining his own
health, and was fast approaching the precipice over which his passions,
or rather let me say, his _passion_, would soon hurry him. His father
had, at times, severely chid the wayward youth, and the mother had, day
by day, warned him of his danger, so that he had by his false estimate
of filial duties and parental care, rather been accelerated in his
progress toward the line of destruction. A change was suggested in the
mode of dealing—his own danger was not pointed out, but his attention
was attracted back upon those whom he had loved—and had left; he saw
whence he had derived all that delight to childhood, and he turned back
to the fountain of affection which had gushed anew; and the birds of
prey that had been hovering round the precipice where he hung were
disappointed of their quarry. Those, who had wheeled around him with
pliant wing and open beak, hopeful of spoil, screamed their
disappointment in their filthy eyrie, and confessed their defeat in the
triumph of nature and affection.
I know well that the voice of kindness, uttered to the erring, is often
disregarded or despised, but less owing to the want of power in the
instrument, than in the want of preparation in the object. So much of
anger is manifested toward the vicious, that they grow suspicious of
every exhibition of feeling in their behalf. You who would lure them
back to virtue, must not pause at a single token of kind feeling; repeat
the words of consolation; remember that the very fault which you would
correct may have brought a part of the obstinacy which you
deplore—remove the obstinacy by kindness, and thus open a channel to
the source of the fault. He who would reclaim the vicious must lay his
account to find the moral system reached in almost all its parts by
those faults which by their prominency seem to be the only ones that
appeal for remedy; and the failure of one measure must invite to
another; if one experiment lacks effect, strengthen it by another; do
not work with single means—it is false economy. Leucippe bared both
breasts to her wandering infant.
Conjugal affection disturbed by some occurrences which are unbecoming,
and yet seem unavoidable, is not to be lessened by argument to prove
either party right or wrong. These will, much more readily, create
acerbity by wounding pride, than restore the lapsed passion. Affection
has little to do with the logic of an argument—little to derive from
the temper of discussion. When the evil is evident; when the disturbance
is most oppressive, let not the parties imagine that any thing like cool
reflection is to be had, or is to be made available; let the woman look
back beyond the season of disquietude; let her bare her affections as
they were when all was sunshine in the domestic circle; let her appeal
to the undisturbed peace of such a scene, and by her conduct show her
erring husband that it is possible to make the recollection of early
delight stronger than the memory of present bitterness. Men learn this
lesson easily, and practice it willingly. They need a teacher—they need
precept and example; but they are willing to follow the leadings, and
exhibit and rejoice in the triumph of affection. It is so, apparently in
the great things of religion. Awful as are the dangers of neglect, it
would seem that the terrors of the law are less operative than the
persuasions of love. Notwithstanding the momentous question propounded,
and the alternative made manifest, it would seem to an ordinary thinker,
that the best mode of preventing a course that would incur the terrible
penalty, would be to present the consequences of neglect, and to drive
by terrible denunciations the erring one from the path that leads down
to death. But not so argues the inspired Apostle. “Knowing therefore the
terrors of the law,” (how appalling that thought,) “we _persuade_ men,”
(how gentle, how enticing, how successful in such a cause becomes “the
triumph of affection.”)
Whenever a triumph is to be achieved over evil passions or vicious
habits, then the appeal to the affections by the affections must be the
means employed. We may check action or delay execution by fear, but we
produce no change in the sentiment, no correction of the motive. We may
prevent the offending one from injuring others, but we do not by such
means lessen his power or his chance of injuring himself.
Oh, how much of destruction, how much of the waste of human feelings,
human pride, and glorious self-respect are due to the want of care in
attempts to draw offenders from the place of moral danger. Go to the
home of wretchedness and vice, and see how promptly the heart responds
to the voice of kindness, how one touch of nature awakens the memory of
early love, and recalls the hour of peace and virtue, until the heart
aches to contemplate the chasm that vice has placed between the future
and the terrible present.
Sneer at her who, unable yet to appreciate the consequences of error,
treads the path of danger or dallies on the borders to gather flowers
that blossom near destruction. Sneer at her and she falls; call her back
by the remembrance of home and home joys, by the love of father and
friend; recall to her mind the unfailing affection of a mother, and she
will turn willingly from her false position, be saved the crime, and
only know what the consequences might have been, by marking the fate of
those who had none to lure them back.
Our picture it is believed will be suggestive beyond our remarks. It
deserves a careful examination; may we not hope that hundreds who gaze
at the work of art will take up the moral lesson which it conveys, and
resolve that vice shall owe no triumph to their unkindness, and that
virtue shall not lose its followers for a want of the evidences of
affection in their lives and conduct. It is lessons such as these that
make art useful. It is lessons such as these that make the pagans
respected—it is the “triumph of nature” over art, and the prevalence of
affection over error, that make Christianity beloved. We are happy to
make this Magazine the vehicle of moral truth, that takes the best of
ancient sentiment and of modern art for its means, and has for its end
the cultivation and triumph of purest affection.
C.
THE RAINY DAY.
Odd as it may seem, the condition of the atmosphere has a powerful
influence on the animal spirits. It is the mercury in the thermometer of
mind, indicating its buoyancy or depression. Who that is an observer of
human nature under its various peculiarities, has not been forcibly
struck with the vast difference in any one intimate friend, both as to
mental activity and sprightliness, on a beautiful, bright, balmy May
morning, and on a cold, cheerless, comfortless, cloudy, rainy day in the
same “moon”? The whole man is changed—disposition, manner, mind and
temperament have undergone some radical metamorphosis. The very mode of
thought, the sentiments, the opinions even, are inverted. He who was
amiable, instructive, communicative, and lively, is suddenly, by the
veering of the wind, changed into a sullen, sombre, morose cynic,
restless, moody and taciturn. Conversation is abandoned for long sighs,
deep respiration, involuntary growls and lugubrious interjections. The
agreeable companion of a clear atmosphere is the thus altered being on
_a Rainy Day_, and the influence that has wrought a change so inimical
to individual and domestic economy, is that of the atmosphere. To
account for the cause is more the province of a scientific pen. Whether
electricity be most positive or negative in certain conditions of the
barometer, is a subject for professors of the various “’isms” and
“’icities” of the day. The effect is too apparent to doubt the existence
of a cause, and the cause too involved in mystery, to invite discovery
by one unlearned in the theories of Royal “Societies” or Republican
“Schools.” “The Atmosphere: _Its Ingredients and Influences_,” by John
Smith, Fellow of the Royal Society: London 8vo. “Electricity: _Its
Cause, Combinations and Effects_,” by Charles Jones, M. D., Professor of
Natural Science in the Kainbridge University—New York: Harper &
Brothers. “Animal Magnetism Investigated,” by Edward Brown, Member of
the United States Philosophical Society, Late Professor in the
Philadelphia Flight School—Philadelphia: Carey & Hart. “The Analogy
between Mind and Matter, _considered in relation to the Doctrine of
Transubstantiation and Revealed Religion_,” by the Right Rev. Bishop
Berdott—Universal Christian Publication Association, Boston: Complete
in One Volume—Second Edition. These, and the like publications, issuing
almost daily, lasting monuments of the power of the steam-press, are far
too repulsive food for the uninitiated in the art of philosophical
digestion. We leave them to the student, who, with fortitude sufficient
for the effort, will undertake the study of them on _a Rainy Day_.
But cause undoubtedly there is, existing somewhere; for so powerful an
agent, revolutionizing our very nature, must surely have “a local
habitation and a name.” Do not let us suppose that because the various
Sir John Rosses and Sir John Franklins have failed in their researches
after this _primum mobile_, that it is hidden from the eyes of science.
One of these seasons we shall be delighted by an advertisement in all
the daily papers announcing thus: “Wonderful Discovery! Astounding
Developments!! Thousands unable to obtain Admission!!! The Reverend
Neophyte Frisky will deliver a Lecture at the Great Saloon of the
Chinese Museum. Subject—Atmospheric Influence on Human-Natureology,
showing its Cause and Effects. Experiments will be made after the
Lecture. The Secret will be communicated to classes composed of
Gentlemen and Ladies, at Ten Dollars a ticket. For notice of the hours
of each class see small bills. Admission (so as to bring it within the
reach of all) Five Cents—Children half price—Unbelievers admitted
Free.” Thus faith in the hidden things of science will be made clear to
the eyes of the million, and the singular phenomenon, exhibiting itself
in its manifest effects from a hitherto undiscovered cause, will become
as familiar to men as the horrors of _a Rainy Day_.
We fear that some will naturally regard these remarks as intended to
cast reproach on scientific investigation, and research into the wide
fields of pathological—naturo-philosophical—moral-philosophical love.
Far from it. We beg to invite volunteers to unite in an overland
expedition after the philosopher’s stone. Let a company be formed on
shares, armed and equipped with revolvers and rifles of the latest
theory, to shoot opposition on the way for food for the
Association—with India Rubber life-boats to cross the streams, and
Gutta Percha tents to repose in on the march—secure a flying-machine on
the last model, to transport the enthusiasts over mountains, and stock
enough at $5 a share to start the _enterprise_, if not the _expedition_.
We would not only invite the formation of such Associations in all the
Atlantic cities, but suggest to rural scientificators to leave the
plough of successful homebred labor, sell out their little all, and
invest at once. Why drudge longer, alone and single-handed, when these
combinations and associations insure the journey to be made in six weeks
from the “Independence” of the first start. But, reader, let us advise
you, if you are seriously impressed with the propriety of the
undertaking and its certain success, don’t dwell on the results to be
attained on _a Rainy Day_.
Suggestions of unbelief in any novelty are more common than should be. A
course of opposition to the march of mind, camping in its progress at
startling or astounding discoveries, is detrimental to the developments
of science, applied to every day use. We do not desire to be regarded as
cynical or infidel, and therefore avow an attachment to these novelties
_ex limine_. The utter incomprehensibility of any scheme is no objection
to its feasibility. Far from it. On the contrary, the less it is
understood the more it is applauded. Once announced for the
investigation of the masses, a public meeting is called, as follows:
“TOWN MEETING. The citizens of the village of Love-Your-Enemies will
assemble in the Hall where ‘justice is judicially administered,’ on
Saturday evening next, at 6 o’clock, to consider the propriety of
memorializing Congress to grant 100,000 acres of the public domain, for
the purpose of raising a fund to be invested in the capital stock of a
company about to be formed, to construct an Electro-Magnetic Wire
Suspension Bridge from the Narrows, at New York, to Tusca Light-House,
on the English coast. Mr. Amasa Foresight Marblehead, the discoverer of
this wonderful invention for the benefit of mankind, and patent
pacification of nations, will be present and explain its principal
features.” Signed by Hon. Col. Maj. M.D. Rev. Esq. The meeting convenes
at the appointed time. Speeches are made. Diagrams, models, drawings,
lithographs, sections are exhibited. The audience are delighted,
mystified, gratified, magnified, humbuggified, and somnambulified.
Resolutions are offered. A disciple of Roger Sherman objects, and
sonorously desires the _Cui Bono_ in facts and figures. Question!
Question! is shouted by the Esquire who signed the call, the brother of
the chairman, and the gentleman who organized the meeting. These vocular
demonstrations become public opinion, and under its supreme potent
influence the resolutions are adopted, and the assembly adjourns. All is
wonder, amazement and vacuity. One doubts. He is beleaguered by the
President, Vice-President and Secretaries of the meeting, and silenced
with “specific gravity,” “conic sections,” “capillary attraction,”
“latent pressure,” “malleability of metals,” “attraction of cohesion,”
“sinuosity of fluxions,” and the superior capacity of the arch over the
horizontal, to bear weight. The object is accomplished—the probability
assumes the shape of certainty—the unsophisticated are converted—the
community is alive to the absolute necessity of the project—the most
flattering prospects are in the future. The bridge is built on paper,
and on this mid-air viaduct is represented flour and corn pouring into
England, and emigrants and their progeny pouring out. How delightful!
Well, “probably the humbug of the thing” would never have been made
known, had it not been for the morbid disposition of some skeptic,
exaggerated by the atmospheric influence of _a Rainy Day_.
The atmospheric influence, then, is savagely detrimental to the mature
development of extraordinary discoveries. In this it is
auti-practico-scientific, and will, ere long, be driven from scholastic
favoritism. Unwelcome as we have shown it to be in individual and
scientific economy, we trust our researches into the economy of politics
will prove more favorable.
The State is a comprehensive word, meaning a conglomeration of voters.
Voters are men presumed to be aged one-and-twenty each—that is, every
voter must be, by law, in a majority before an election at which he
votes, but it is not unlawful for him to be in a minority after he has
voted. At this maturity they are infected with the frailties of
humanity, consequently they agree and disagree with each other. Thus
parties are formed on the basis of “principles, not men,” for the one,
and “men, not principles,” for the other. On the supremacy of one of
these combinations the safety of the State depends—so each
conscientiously believes. To test the question, elections have been
established—a modern republican invention, instead of the old “wager of
battle.” The note of preparation is sounded. Martial music echoes in
city, village, town and valley, in token of the peaceful nature of the
coming contest. The voters of each party are gathered under banners
inscribed with the poetry of politics Speeches are made by the humble
aspirant after public fame in the shape of “spoils,” a figurative
designation for the reward of patriotism. The taverns are filled;
disquisitions on political principles, qualifications for public
servants, the past history of nominees, and the future prospects of the
faithful, are discussed with the blandness and courtesy which mark all
polemic controversies. In order to purify the political atmosphere of
such assemblies in those party craniums called “Head Quarters,” the
fumes of tobacco, flavored with the insensible distillations of “old
rye” or “Monongahela,” are used _ad libitum_. This, by the aid of music,
speeches, rum and tobacco, “the great principles of the party” are
preserved from decay, and made palatable to “generations yet unborn.” As
the contest progresses, it is more and more marked by enthusiasm,
sincerity, patriotism, self-devotedness to those abstractions born in
“’98,” and destined to a green old age, or their immemorial antagonistic
dogmas of a more northern extraction. Music, meetings, speeches and
speculations, banners and bantering, polemics and pyrotechnics, rum and
rows, fights and fabrications, placards and publications, advocates and
anathemas, multiply in proportion to the chances of success. Committees
of vigilance are active—window-committees impatient—voters are
volatile and vicarious—candidates are cajoling, cabaling, convivial,
cautious, curious and concerned. Thus progresses the campaign. The day
arrives—Election Day—big with the fate of patronage and place. “To the
Polls, Freemen, to the Polls!” is conspicuous at every turn, reminding
those who have just awoke to the objects of the day, after weeks spent
in fruitless attempts to convince them of the importance of the “Second
Tuesday” in the political Almanac. Voting is this absorbing business.
“Vote early,” is announced as of the utmost consequence. “Vote for John
Smith,” is pronounced the only miracle by which liberty can be
guaranteed to the nation. Workingmen are informed that John Brown is
alone advised of the most salutary remedy for all their evils. Business
men are warned that prosperity will abound under a Tariff, with the
cabalistic addition of “’42,” and that ruin belongs to that of “’46.”
The timid are startled by the announcement that the “country is ruined,”
and the “constitution has been violated,” while anon is proclaimed that
“the dearest rights of freemen are in jeopardy.” So passes the “Second
Tuesday”—voting, voting, voting, “on age,” “on papers,” “on tax
receipts,” and “on principle.” There must be an end to all things. So
with Election Day. The polls are closed. The counting begins. Majorities
and victories are cheered as published. One party claims success from
figures, the other from numbers. One calculates success, the other votes
it. It is decided, at last, by the indisputable returns. The victors
attribute their triumph to the people; the defeated find consolation in
the fact that they would have been triumphant, had it not been—_a Rainy
Day_.
Atmospheric influences are suicidal, it seems, in politics. And as it
may seem, the character of the atmosphere has a powerful influence on
other things beside animal spirits. Reader, pause—our task is done. Of
a highly mercurial temperament, affected with despondency or hilarity,
as the sky is cloudy or clear, we were forced to get rid of ourself on
one of those pluvious phenomena in the temperate zone, and hence we
wasted our own time and yours by dedicating our reflections to _The
Rainy Day_.
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Our New Volume.—We do not think our patrons can fail to be pleased with
this the first number of a new volume of “Graham’s Magazine.” We confess
to feeling proud of it ourselves, and think we fully redeem the promise
we made to increase the claims of our periodical upon popular favor. No
similar publication, it may be confidently asserted, ever presented an
equal array of merits and attractions, whether the artistic
embellishments or literary contents be considered, and we know that our
good friends, the public, will award to us the meed of superiority over
all others, _nem. con._ But excellent as the opening number of the
volume is, the rest shall fully equal if not surpass it in beauty. We
have always held our position in advance of all competition, and the
ground shall be maintained. Let others do as they may, the subscribers
to “Graham’s Magazine” may rest assured that their favorite publication
will never degenerate or forfeit the proud distinction long ago
conferred upon it of being “The Gem of the Monthlies, and the Leading
Periodical in America.”
Our subscription list is rapidly increasing; new friends sending in
their names every day. This is an appropriate season to commence taking
the Magazine, and the novelties and new beauties we have in preparation
will render the current volume one well worthy of careful preservation.
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REVIEW OF NEW BOOKS.
_H. Kavanagh. A Tale. By H. W. Longfellow. Boston: Wm. D.
Ticknor & Co. 1 vol. 12mo._
This volume has been very extensively read, has delighted almost every
reader, and yet has left on the minds of many a feeling of
disappointment. Considered as a novel, it must be admitted that the
story is but slight, the characters hinted rather than developed, and
the whole frame-work fragile; but it would perhaps be more fair to judge
it according to the purpose the author had in view in writing it, and
this purpose was evidently not the production of a consistent novel, but
the illustration of an idea through the forms of a tale. Mr. Churchill,
who is always meditating a romance and never producing one, and while
musing over the idea is unconscious of the romance developing under his
very eyes, is a good illustration of the motto of the work—
“The flighty purpose never is o’ertook,
Unless the deed go with it.”
The romance present to Mr. Churchill’s vision, but which he does not
perceive, is, to be sure, a common one, but none the less affecting
because it is common. It is a simple but quietly intense representation
of love in its two great expressions in life—the love which imparadises
and the love which breaks hearts; and it has no reference at all to
time, but is the universal fact of all ages.
In addition to his lovers, Mr. Longfellow has sketched with much
beautiful humor, the characters and characteristics of a country town.
His mirth is the very poetry of mirth, sly, genial, fanciful, reminding
the reader of Dickens without suggesting the thought of imitation. All
the incidents and emotions of the book are enveloped in an atmosphere of
poetry. It is this magical charm of the poet, investing the commonest
materials with a drapery of imagination, and sending a rich and golden
flush through the whole expression, which constitutes the merit of the
volume. An ideal sweetness, sometimes felt in the music of the words,
sometimes in the fine felicity of the imagery, and sometimes in the
“soft, Ausonion air,” breathed upon the characters, pervades equally the
author’s humor, pathos, sentiment, passion and reflection. The effect of
the whole is not to thrill or exalt the reader, not to inspire terror or
awaken thoughts “beyond the reaches of his soul,” but to fill him with
the highest possible degree of intellectual and moral comfort. There are
no stings in the author’s mind, and he plants none in the minds of
others. He is a mortal enemy to unrest, to all haggard and unhandsome
thoughts and sensibilities, and fuses matter and spirit into a sensuous
compound, calculated to give poetic pleasure rather than to inspire
poetic action.
There is one fault to the book more serious, perhaps, than any other,
and that is its shortness. The characters are well conceived, but
imperfectly developed. The premises of Kavanagh’s character are
excellent, but no conclusion is drawn from them except his marriage, and
that is something of a _non-sequitur_. The ground is fairly broken for a
long work, for a sort of American Wilhelm Meister, and though the
author’s plan hardly demands its cultivation to the extent of its
capacity, we feel rather provoked that he did not make his plan
commensurate with the elements of his characters. In Kavanagh we have a
reformer who blends cultivated and sensitive tastes with great
aspirations, and to have fully developed such a person, by representing
the modifications of his mind through its contact with the reformers and
conservatives of New England, would have enabled Mr. Longfellow to
produce the most original and striking novel of the day, and one which
would have been a mirror of New England life in its present
manifestations. The ideas and purposes of Kavanagh alone are given, and
he, rather than Mr. Churchill spreads a gulf between intentions and
deeds. To have made the woman he loved non-sympathetic with him as a
reformer, and the woman he did not love his adherent in that capacity,
would have finely complicated the matter, and resulted in many original
agonies, ecstasies, mental struggles, and thrilling situations. Such a
novel, even if, like Goethe’s, it had cost ten years’ labor, would, as
treated by Mr. Longfellow, have obtained an instantaneous and enduring
popularity.
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_My Uncle the Curate. A Novel. By the Author of “The Bachelor of
the Albany” etc. New York: Harper & Brothers._
The mere announcement of any thing from the sparkling brain of the
Bachelor of the Albany, is sufficient to raise anticipations of brisk
and business-like satire, of felicitous expression, and of good-natured
representation of the follies of conventional life. The present work
evinces more of the novelist, and less of the wit-snapper, than any
thing the author has previously written. The story and the characters,
though plentifully bespangled with epigrams, are still not immersed and
lost in them; and there is not that incessant effort after smartness and
point which at one period seemed to be the law of the writer’s mind. Mr.
Woodward, the Curate, has some capital traits of character felicitously
developed, and his wife, belonging to that kind of women known as
everybody’s mother, is drawn to the life. In Mrs. Spenser we have one of
those plagues of mankind, who cause more misery than pestilence and
war—a nervous, fretful, peevish, unsatisfied, vinegar-souled wife,
engaged in slaughtering her husband with pins, and making up for the
weakness of her instruments by the continuity of her attacks. Lucy
McCracken appears to have been suggested by Thackeray’s Becky Sharp, and
she is in every way inferior to the latter in the logic of her
artfulness. Dawson, Sidney Spenser, Markham and Vivyan, are all well
discriminated delineations of young men, though the lover is the least
interesting. The author is something of a bungler in handling the
passions and affections, and considered as a man of wit, is singularly
blind to the ludicrous effect which his serious scenes often produce. He
is a capital laugher at the sentimentalities and agonies of other
novelists, but when he ventures into their region he is as far from
common sense and natural feeling as any of the dabblers in broken hearts
and crushed affections whom he ridicules.
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_The Personal History and Experience of David Copperfield the
Younger. By Charles Dickens. Illustrated by H. K Browne. New
York: John Wiley. Part I._
The announcement of a new work by the most popular novelist of the day,
is quite an event to the famished lovers of his genius. It is difficult
to judge from the first number whether it will be worthy of the author’s
fame, but it promises well both in respect to originality and interest.
With the characteristic traits of Dickens’s style and mode of
delineating characters and narrating events, it starts a new society of
individuals, who may rival the old familiar names in popularity. The
peculiar humor, fancy, sweetness, and verbal felicity, which have
already delighted so many thousands, appear in this work with their old
power, and give no signs of decay. For knowledge of the heart we would
allude to the scene in which Mrs. Copperfield questions Davy as to the
exact words the gentleman at Lowestoft used in speaking of her beauty,
as pre-eminently excellent. For quaint humor, bordering continually on
pathos, the life which Davy led in the queer house on Yarmouth beach,
with Peggotty’s relations, might be triumphantly quoted to silence all
doubts of Dickens’s continued fertility. The knowledge evinced
throughout of the interior workings and external expression of a child’s
mind, is quite remarkable. Indeed, if the author proceeds as he has
commenced, there can be little fear of his success. It remains, however,
to be seen, whether or not his characters will please through twenty
numbers.
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_Holydays Abroad; or Europe from the West. By Mrs. Kirkland. New
York: Baker & Scribner. 2 vols. 12mo._
The accomplished authoress of these elegant volumes has established so
good a reputation by her previous writings, that we opened her present
book with some reluctance, fearing that the subject would be too
threadbare even for her powers to make interesting. Indeed records of
tours in Europe have become so common, so natural an employment of
aspiring mediocrity, that to read them is an exercise in yawning, and to
criticise them an assumption of the office of executioner. We prefer
dullness in almost any other form. It is due to Mrs. Kirkland, however,
to acknowledge that she has triumphed over the disadvantages of her
subject, and produced a really interesting work, avoiding all the
wearisome topographical inanities and stereotyped opinions of most
tourists, and giving a new and vivid glimpse of foreign life. She
appears to understand the wants of her readers, and she tells them the
very things they most desire to know. Her passage on St. Peter’s is one
instance among many which the book affords, of her knowledge of the
ignorance of her readers, and her felicity in suggesting a view of a
whole subject by fixing on a few important details. She generally
succeeds in conveying so warm an impression of the objects she
describes, as to make her readers the companions in the journey.
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_The Adirondack; or Life in the Woods. By J. T. Headley, Author
of Washington and his Generals, etc. New York: Baker & Scribner.
1 vol. 12mo._
In this volume the dashing and brilliant author of Napoleon and his
Marshals has occupied a new ground. The northern section of the state of
New York, comprising nearly eight counties, is still an unsubdued
forest, “crossed by no road, enlivened by no cultivation, not a keel
disturbing its waters, while bears, panthers, wolves, moose and deer,
are the only lords of the soil.” Into this region Mr. Headley conducts
his readers, and certainly few subjects could be better fitted for his
picturesque pen. The magnificent scenery of the region he has described
with great force, freshness and pictorial effect, and the various
adventures incident to a life in the woods, are narrated with the
author’s accustomed vigor and raciness. The work being in the form of
familiar letters, admits of every style of verbal expression which truly
reflects the feeling of the moment, and the reader is therefore not
troubled by the presence of those occasional audacities of diction
which, in Mr. Headley’s more elaborate works, sometimes offend a pure
taste.
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_Analogy of the Ancient Craft, Masonry, to Revealed Religion.
Gregg & Elliott._
This is the title of a beautifully printed octavo volume, from the pen,
and evidently from the heart, of Charles Scott, A. M., Grand Master of
the Grand Lodge of the State of Mississippi. The literature of the Order
of Masonry is not extensive, for reasons that the members of the Order
probably fully comprehend. It is confined to a few volumes of addresses,
and to some liturgies and handbooks; all, of course, useful to the
craft, but not all interesting to the world. The volume before us is the
result of much deep feeling, which manifested and employed itself in
careful research, close reading, sustained reflection, and an able
exposition of the results of all those processes.
The Analogy is ably made, and though the uninitiated may not feel the
same interest as do the “craftsmen” in the Analogy, yet many readers
will find on its pages much to admire, much that will instruct, much
that will lead him to reflect and inquire.
The initiated who sits down to the book with a love of the institution,
will find that love augmented, his respect increased, and his views
greatly enlarged by the developments of the able author of the volume.
We commend the work to the attention of general readers, but especially
to those who share membership with Mr. Scott.
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_Last Leaves of American History: Comprising Histories of the
Mexican War and California. By Emma Willard. New York: Geo. P.
Putnam. 1 vol. 12mo._
Commencing with the inauguration of General Harrison, Mrs. Willard
presents us with a clear and condensed account of the events which
followed to the close of the Mexican war. Although most of them are
familiar to the readers of the newspapers, we suppose that few minds
possess them in their order and connection, stripped of all exaggeration
and telegraphic inaccuracies. Mrs. Willard writes in a bold, decisive
style, without any apparent partisan object, and with no other purpose
to serve than to glorify the country as far as it can be done without
any sacrifice of truth. We have found the volume interesting and
accurate.
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_The Genius of Italy: being Sketches of Italian Life, Literature
and Religion. By Rev. Robert Turnbull, Author of Genius of
Scotland, etc. New York: Geo. P. Putnam. 1 vol. 12mo._
This is an exceedingly interesting and well-written volume, full at once
of discernment and enthusiasm, exhibiting considerable knowledge of
Italian literature, scenery, manners and character, and showing a true
Anglo-Saxon sagacity in its views of the present state of Italy. The
work is both descriptive and critical, and many passages have a
pictorial distinctness which prove that the objects described were
visibly mirrored on the writer’s imagination as he wrote. The sketches
of Dante, Tasso, Ariosto, Petrarch, contain many correct opinions, and
are well calculated to convey information as well as to inspire
enthusiasm for the genius of Italy.
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_History of King Charles the Second of England. By Jacob Abbott.
With Engravings. New York: Harper & Brothers. 1 vol. 16mo._
This is a most useful and entertaining biography of a regal roué, whose
reign is the scoff and jeer of history. Charles was a good-natured
rascal, whose destitution of principle and indifference to shame,
approached the marvelous. The record of his reign is full of matter for
reflection, and Mr. Abbott has presented it with more than his
accustomed felicity in the selection of events, and graceful simplicity
of style.
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WHAT’S A TEAR?
A BALLAD.
SUNG BY MRS. SEGUIN,
COMPOSED BY
M. W. BALFE.
Presented By GEORGE WILLIG, No. 171 Chestnut St., Philadelphia.
[Illustration]
What’s a tear? Mother dear!
Look not thou in sorrow!
As at dawn, from the thorn,
Falls the dew my Mother,
[Illustration]
Let this grief find relief,
I’ll not weep tomorrow!
His I’ll be, none shall see
How I love another,
How I love,—love another!
SECOND VERSE.
As the rose, while it blows,
Hidden canker weareth;
Sigh shall ne’er whisper here,
How this heart despaireth:
What’s a tear? Mother dear!
His I’ll be, Oh Mother!
Though I die, since on high
I may love another.
How I love another.
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Transcriber’s Notes:
Archaic spellings and hyphenation have been retained as well as some
spellings peculiar to Graham’s. Punctuation has been corrected without
note. Other errors have been corrected as noted below. For
illustrations, some caption text may be missing or incomplete due to
condition of the originals used for preparation of the ebook.
page iii, Story. Lydia Jane ==> Story. By Lydia Jane
page 1, Rensellaer who commanded, ==> Rensselaer who commanded,
page 2, Coffin, an aid of ==> Coffin, an aide of
page 2, escape occured to ==> escape occurred to
page 2, promoted) and a gallant ==> promoted) a gallant
page 2, serve as marines. ==> serve as marine.
page 4, proceeded to Fort Levenworth ==> proceeded to Fort Leavenworth
page 6, accompanied the cortegé ==> accompanied the cortège
page 15, his griping fingers, ==> his gripping fingers,
page 24, them pleasant excursions ==> them on pleasant excursions
page 29, blood tinging its ==> blood tingeing its
page 35, my tiny bark, unguided ==> my tiny barque, unguided
page 41, varient circumstances ==> variant circumstances
page 43, desire ought but that ==> desire aught but that
page 45, sort of wrapt awe ==> sort of rapt awe
page 51, wordly prosperity could ==> worldly prosperity could
page 60, heartless coquetery? Or ==> heartless coquetry? Or
page 61, concering it. There ==> concerning it. There
page 65, John their confident ==> John their confidant
page 65, irruption of Vesuvius ==> eruption of Vesuvius
page 66, kissed him affectionatly ==> kissed him affectionately
page 68, confident of his sorrows ==> confidant of his sorrows
page 68, by some occurences ==> by some occurrences
page 68, (how appaling that ==> (how appalling that
page 70, “mallability of metals,” ==> “malleability of metals,”
page 70, propotion to the chances ==> proportion to the chances