_Joanna._ Heavens! who could have hurled those masses of stone from

below? they stunned me. Did they descend all of them together; or did

they split into fragments on hitting the pavement?

_Gaunt._ Truly, I was not looking that way: they came, I must believe,

while you were speaking.

_Joanna._ Aside, aside! further back! disregard _me_! Look! that last

arrow sticks half its head deep in the wainscot. It shook so violently

I did not see the feather at first.

No, no, Lancaster! I will not permit it. Take your shield up again;

and keep it all before you. Now step aside: I am resolved to prove

whether the people will hear me.

_Gaunt._ Then, madam, by your leave----

_Joanna._ Hold!

_Gaunt._ Villains! take back to your kitchens those spits and skewers

that you, forsooth, would fain call swords and arrows; and keep your

bricks and stones for your graves!

_Joanna._ Imprudent man! who can save you? I shall be frightened: I

must speak at once.

O good kind people! ye who so greatly loved me, when I am sure I had

done nothing to deserve it, have I (unhappy me!) no merit with you

now, when I would assuage your anger, protect your fair fame, and send

you home contented with yourselves and me? Who is he, worthy citizens,

whom ye would drag to slaughter?

True, indeed, he did revile someone. Neither I nor you can say

whom--some feaster and rioter, it seems, who had little right (he

thought) to carry sword or bow, and who, to show it, hath slunk away.

And then another raised his anger: he was indignant that, under his

roof, a woman should be exposed to stoning. Which of you would not be

as choleric in a like affront? In the house of which among you should

I not be protected as resolutely?

No, no: I never can believe those angry cries. Let none ever tell me

again he is the enemy of my son, of his king, your darling child,

Richard. Are your fears more lively than a poor weak female's? than a

mother's? yours, whom he hath so often led to victory, and praised to

his father, naming each--he, John of Gaunt, the defender of the

helpless, the comforter of the desolate, the rallying signal of the

desperately brave!

Retire, Duke of Lancaster! This is no time----

_Gaunt._ Madam, I obey; but not through terror of that puddle at the

house door, which my handful of dust would dry up. Deign to command

me!

_Joanna._ In the name of my son, then, retire!

_Gaunt._ Angelic goodness! I must fairly win it.

_Joanna._ I think I know his voice that crieth out: 'Who will answer

for him?' An honest and loyal man's, one who would counsel and save me

in any difficulty and danger. With what pleasure and satisfaction,

with what perfect joy and confidence, do I answer our right-trusty and

well-judging friend!

'Let Lancaster bring his sureties,' say you, 'and we separate.' A

moment yet before we separate; if I might delay you so long, to

receive your sanction of those securities: for, in such grave matters,

it would ill become us to be over-hasty. I could bring fifty, I could

bring a hundred, not from among soldiers, not from among courtiers;

but selected from yourselves, were it equitable and fair to show such

partialities, or decorous in the parent and guardian of a king to

offer any other than herself.

Raised by the hand of the Almighty from amidst you, but still one of

you, if the mother of a family is a part of it, here I stand surety

for John of Gaunt, Duke of Lancaster, for his loyalty and allegiance.

_Gaunt._ [_Running back toward Joanna._] Are the rioters, then,

bursting into the chamber through the windows?

_Joanna._ The windows and doors of this solid edifice rattled and

shook at the people's acclamation. My word is given for you: this was

theirs in return. Lancaster! what a voice have the people when they

speak out! It shakes me with astonishment, almost with consternation,

while it establishes the throne: what must it be when it is lifted up

in vengeance!

_Gaunt._ Wind; vapour----

_Joanna._ Which none can wield nor hold. Need I say this to my cousin

of Lancaster?

_Gaunt._ Rather say, madam, that there is always one star above which

can tranquillize and control them.

_Joanna._ Go, cousin! another time more sincerity!

_Gaunt._ You have this day saved my life from the people; for I now

see my danger better, when it is no longer close before me. My Christ!

if ever I forget----

_Joanna._ Swear not: every man in England hath sworn what you would

swear. But if you abandon my Richard, my brave and beautiful child,

may--Oh! I could never curse, nor wish an evil; but, if you desert him

in the hour of need, you will think of those who have not deserted

you, and your own great heart will lie heavy on you, Lancaster!

Am I graver than I ought to be, that you look dejected? Come, then,

gentle cousin, lead me to my horse, and accompany me home. Richard

will embrace us tenderly. Every one is dear to every other upon rising

out fresh from peril; affectionately then will he look, sweet boy,

upon his mother and his uncle! Never mind how many questions he may

ask you, nor how strange ones. His only displeasure, if he has any,

will be that he stood not against the rioters or among them.

_Gaunt._ Older than he have been as fond of mischief, and as fickle in

the choice of a party.

I shall tell him that, coming to blows, the assailant is often in the

right; that the assailed is always.

LEOFRIC AND GODIVA

_Godiva._ There is a dearth in the land, my sweet Leofric! Remember

how many weeks of drought we have had, even in the deep pastures of

Leicestershire; and how many Sundays we have heard the same prayers

for rain, and supplications that it would please the Lord in His mercy

to turn aside His anger from the poor, pining cattle. You, my dear

husband, have imprisoned more than one malefactor for leaving his dead

ox in the public way; and other hinds have fled before you out of the

traces, in which they, and their sons and their daughters, and haply

their old fathers and mothers, were dragging the abandoned wain

homeward. Although we were accompanied by many brave spearmen and

skilful archers, it was perilous to pass the creatures which the

farmyard dogs, driven from the hearth by the poverty of their masters,

were tearing and devouring; while others, bitten and lamed, filled the

air either with long and deep howls or sharp and quick barkings, as

they struggled with hunger and feebleness, or were exasperated by heat

and pain. Nor could the thyme from the heath, nor the bruised branches

of the fir-tree, extinguish or abate the foul odour.

_Leofric._ And now, Godiva, my darling, thou art afraid we should be

eaten up before we enter the gates of Coventry; or perchance that in

the gardens there are no roses to greet thee, no sweet herbs for thy

mat and pillow.

_Godiva._ Leofric, I have no such fears. This is the month of roses: I

find them everywhere since my blessed marriage. They, and all other

sweet herbs, I know not why, seem to greet me wherever I look at them,

as though they knew and expected me. Surely they cannot feel that I am

fond of them.

_Leofric._ O light, laughing simpleton! But what wouldst thou? I came

not hither to pray; and yet if praying would satisfy thee, or remove

the drought, I would ride up straightway to Saint Michael's and pray

until morning.

_Godiva._ I would do the same, O Leofric! but God hath turned away His

ear from holier lips than mine. Would my own dear husband hear me, if

I implored him for what is easier to accomplish--what he can do like

God?

_Leofric._ How! what is it?

_Godiva._ I would not, in the first hurry of your wrath, appeal to

you, my loving lord, on behalf of these unhappy men who have offended

you.

_Leofric._ Unhappy! is that all?

_Godiva._ Unhappy they must surely be, to have offended you so

grievously. What a soft air breathes over us! how quiet and serene and

still an evening! how calm are the heavens and the earth! Shall none

enjoy them; not even we, my Leofric? The sun is ready to set: let it

never set, O Leofric, on your anger. These are not my words: they are

better than mine. Should they lose their virtue from my unworthiness

in uttering them?

_Leofric._ Godiva, wouldst thou plead to me for rebels?

_Godiva._ They have, then, drawn the sword against you? Indeed, I knew

it not.

_Leofric._ They have omitted to send me my dues, established by my

ancestors, well knowing of our nuptials, and of the charges and

festivities they require, and that in a season of such scarcity my own

lands are insufficient.

_Godiva._ If they were starving, as they said they were----

_Leofric._ Must I starve too? Is it not enough to lose my vassals?

_Godiva._ Enough! O God! too much! too much! May you never lose them!

Give them life, peace, comfort, contentment. There are those among

them who kissed me in my infancy, and who blessed me at the baptismal

font. Leofric, Leofric! the first old man I meet I shall think is one

of those; and I shall think on the blessing he gave, and (ah me!) on

the blessing I bring back to him. My heart will bleed, will burst; and

he will weep at it! he will weep, poor soul, for the wife of a cruel

lord who denounces vengeance on him, who carries death into his

family!

_Leofric._ We must hold solemn festivals.

_Godiva._ We must, indeed.

_Leofric._ Well, then?

_Godiva._ Is the clamorousness that succeeds the death of God's dumb

creatures, are crowded halls, are slaughtered cattle festivals?--are

maddening songs, and giddy dances, and hireling praises from

parti-coloured coats? Can the voice of a minstrel tell us better

things of ourselves than our own internal one might tell us; or can

his breath make our breath softer in sleep? O my beloved! let

everything be a joyance to us: it will, if we will. Sad is the day,

and worse must follow, when we hear the blackbird in the garden, and

do not throb with joy. But, Leofric, the high festival is strown by

the servant of God upon the heart of man. It is gladness, it is

thanksgiving; it is the orphan, the starveling, pressed to the bosom,

and bidden as its first commandment to remember its benefactor. We

will hold this festival; the guests are ready: we may keep it up for

weeks, and months, and years together, and always be the happier and

the richer for it. The beverage of this feast, O Leofric, is sweeter

than bee or flower or vine can give us: it flows from heaven; and in

heaven will it abundantly be poured out again to him who pours it out

here abundantly.

_Leofric._ Thou art wild.

_Godiva._ I have, indeed, lost myself. Some Power, some good kind

Power, melts me (body and soul and voice) into tenderness and love. O

my husband, we must obey it. Look upon me! look upon me! lift your

sweet eyes from the ground! I will not cease to supplicate; I dare

not.

_Leofric._ We may think upon it.

_Godiva._ Oh, never say that! What! think upon goodness when you can

be good? Let not the infants cry for sustenance! The Mother of Our

Blessed Lord will hear them; us never, never afterward.

_Leofric._ Here comes the bishop: we are but one mile from the walls.

Why dismountest thou? no bishop can expect this. Godiva! my honour and

rank among men are humbled by this. Earl Godwin will hear of it. Up!

up! the bishop hath seen it: he urgeth his horse onward. Dost thou not

hear him now upon the solid turf behind thee?

_Godiva._ Never, no, never will I rise, O Leofric, until you remit

this most impious task--this tax on hard labour, on hard life.

_Leofric._ Turn round: look how the fat nag canters, as to the tune of

a sinner's psalm, slow and hard-breathing. What reason or right can

the people have to complain, while their bishop's steed is so sleek

and well caparisoned? Inclination to change, desire to abolish old

usages. Up! up! for shame! They shall smart for it, idlers! Sir

Bishop, I must blush for my young bride.

_Godiva._ My husband, my husband! will you pardon the city?

_Leofric._ Sir Bishop! I could think you would have seen her in this

plight. Will I pardon? Yea, Godiva, by the holy rood, will I pardon

the city, when thou ridest naked at noontide through the streets!

_Godiva._ O my dear, cruel Leofric, where is the heart you gave me? It

was not so: can mine have hardened it?

_Bishop._ Earl, thou abashest thy spouse; she turneth pale, and

weepeth. Lady Godiva, peace be with thee.

_Godiva._ Thanks, holy man! peace will be with me when peace is with

your city. Did you hear my lord's cruel word?

_Bishop._ I did, lady.

_Godiva._ Will you remember it, and pray against it?

_Bishop._ Wilt _thou_ forget it, daughter?

_Godiva._ I am not offended.

_Bishop._ Angel of peace and purity!

_Godiva._ But treasure it up in your heart: deem it an incense, good

only when it is consumed and spent, ascending with prayer and

sacrifice. And, now, what was it?

_Bishop._ Christ save us! that He will pardon the city when thou

ridest naked through the streets at noon.

_Godiva._ Did he swear an oath?

_Bishop._ He sware by the holy rood.

_Godiva._ My Redeemer, Thou hast heard it! save the city!

_Leofric._ We are now upon the beginning of the pavement: these are

the suburbs. Let us think of feasting: we may pray afterward;

to-morrow we shall rest.

_Godiva._ No judgments, then, to-morrow, Leofric?

_Leofric._ None: we will carouse.

_Godiva._ The saints of heaven have given me strength and confidence;

my prayers are heard; the heart of my beloved is now softened.

_Leofric._ Ay, ay.

_Godiva._ Say, dearest Leofric, is there indeed no other hope, no

other mediation?

_Leofric._ I have sworn. Beside, thou hast made me redden and turn my

face away from thee, and all the knaves have seen it: this adds to the

city's crime.

_Godiva._ I have blushed, too, Leofric, and was not rash nor obdurate.

_Leofric._ But thou, my sweetest, art given to blushing: there is no

conquering it in thee. I wish thou hadst not alighted so hastily and

roughly: it hath shaken down a sheaf of thy hair. Take heed thou sit

not upon it, lest it anguish thee. Well done! it mingleth now sweetly

with the cloth of gold upon the saddle, running here and there, as if

it had life and faculties and business, and were working thereupon

some newer and cunninger device. O my beauteous Eve! there is a

Paradise about thee! the world is refreshed as thou movest and

breathest on it. I cannot see or think of evil where thou art. I could

throw my arms even here about thee. No signs for me! no shaking of

sunbeams! no reproof or frown of wonderment.--I _will_ say it--now,

then, for worse--I could close with my kisses thy half-open lips, ay,

and those lovely and loving eyes, before the people.

_Godiva._ To-morrow you shall kiss me, and they shall bless you for

it. I shall be very pale, for to-night I must fast and pray.

_Leofric._ I do not hear thee; the voices of the folk are so loud

under this archway.

_Godiva._ [_To herself._] God help them! good kind souls! I hope they

will not crowd about me so to-morrow. O Leofric! could my name be

forgotten, and yours alone remembered! But perhaps my innocence may

save me from reproach; and how many as innocent are in fear and

famine! No eye will open on me but fresh from tears. What a young

mother for so large a family! Shall my youth harm me? Under God's hand

it gives me courage. Ah! when will the morning come? Ah! when will the

noon be over?

The story of Godiva, at one of whose festivals or

fairs I was present in my boyhood, has always much

interested me; and I wrote a poem on it, sitting, I

remember, by the _square pool_ at Rugby. When I showed

it to the friend in whom I had most confidence, he

began to scoff at the subject; and, on his reaching

the last line, his laughter was loud and immoderate.

This conversation has brought both laughter and stanza

back to me, and the earnestness with which I entreated

and implored my friend _not to tell the lads_, so

heart-strickenly and desperately was I ashamed. The

verses are these, if any one else should wish another

laugh at me:

'In every hour, in every mood,

O lady, it is sweet and good

To bathe the soul in prayer;

And, at the close of such a day,

When we have ceased to bless and pray,

To dream on thy long hair.'

May the peppermint be still growing on the bank in

that place!

ESSEX AND SPENSER

_Essex._ Instantly on hearing of thy arrival from Ireland, I sent a

message to thee, good Edmund, that I might learn, from one so

judicious and dispassionate as thou art, the real state of things in

that distracted country; it having pleased the queen's Majesty to

think of appointing me her deputy, in order to bring the rebellious to

submission.

_Spenser._ Wisely and well considered; but more worthily of her

judgment than her affection. May your lordship overcome, as you have

ever done, the difficulties and dangers you foresee.

_Essex._ We grow weak by striking at random; and knowing that I must

strike, and strike heavily, I would fain see exactly where the stroke

shall fall.

Now what tale have you for us?

_Spenser._ Interrogate me, my lord, that I may answer each question

distinctly, my mind being in sad confusion at what I have seen and

undergone.

_Essex._ Give me thy account and opinion of these very affairs as thou

leftest them; for I would rather know one part well than all

imperfectly; and the violences of which I have heard within the day

surpass belief.

Why weepest thou, my gentle Spenser? Have the rebels sacked thy house?

_Spenser._ They have plundered and utterly destroyed it.

_Essex._ I grieve for thee, and will see thee righted.

_Spenser._ In this they have little harmed me.

_Essex._ How! I have heard it reported that thy grounds are fertile,

and thy mansion large and pleasant.

_Spenser._ If river and lake and meadow-ground and mountain could

render any place the abode of pleasantness, pleasant was mine, indeed!

On the lovely banks of Mulla I found deep contentment. Under the dark

alders did I muse and meditate. Innocent hopes were my gravest cares,

and my playfullest fancy was with kindly wishes. Ah! surely of all

cruelties the worst is to extinguish our kindness. Mine is gone: I

love the people and the land no longer. My lord, ask me not about

them: I may speak injuriously.

_Essex._ Think rather, then, of thy happier hours and busier

occupations; these likewise may instruct me.

_Spenser._ The first seeds I sowed in the garden, ere the old castle

was made habitable for my lovely bride, were acorns from Penshurst. I

planted a little oak before my mansion at the birth of each child. My

sons, I said to myself, shall often play in the shade of them when I

am gone; and every year shall they take the measure of their growth,

as fondly as I take theirs.

_Essex._ Well, well; but let not this thought make thee weep so

bitterly.

_Spenser._ Poison may ooze from beautiful plants; deadly grief from

dearest reminiscences. I _must_ grieve, I _must_ weep: it seems the

law of God, and the only one that men are not disposed to contravene.

In the performance of this alone do they effectually aid one another.

_Essex._ Spenser! I wish I had at hand any arguments or persuasions of

force sufficient to remove thy sorrow; but, really, I am not in the

habit of seeing men grieve at anything except the loss of favour at

court, or of a hawk, or of a buck-hound. And were I to swear out

condolences to a man of thy discernment, in the same round, roll-call

phrases we employ with one another upon these occasions, I should be

guilty, not of insincerity, but of insolence. True grief hath ever

something sacred in it; and, when it visiteth a wise man and a brave

one, is most holy.

Nay, kiss not my hand: he whom God smiteth hath God with him. In His

presence what am I?

_Spenser._ Never so great, my lord, as at this hour, when you see

aright who is greater. May He guide your counsels, and preserve your

life and glory!

_Essex._ Where are thy friends? Are they with thee?

_Spenser._ Ah, where, indeed! Generous, true-hearted Philip! where art

thou, whose presence was unto me peace and safety; whose smile was

contentment, and whose praise renown? My lord! I cannot but think of

him among still heavier losses: he was my earliest friend, and would

have taught me wisdom.

_Essex._ Pastoral poetry, my dear Spenser, doth not require tears and

lamentations. Dry thine eyes; rebuild thine house: the queen and

council, I venture to promise thee, will make ample amends for every

evil thou hast sustained. What! does that enforce thee to wail still

louder?

_Spenser._ Pardon me, bear with me, most noble heart! I have lost what

no council, no queen, no Essex, can restore.

_Essex._ We will see that. There are other swords, and other arms to

yield them, beside a Leicester's and a Raleigh's. Others can crush

their enemies, and serve their friends.

_Spenser._ O my sweet child! And of many so powerful, many so wise and

so beneficent, was there none to save thee? None, none!

_Essex._ I now perceive that thou lamentest what almost every father

is destined to lament. Happiness must be bought, although the payment

may be delayed. Consider: the same calamity might have befallen thee

here in London. Neither the houses of ambassadors, nor the palaces of

kings, nor the altars of God Himself, are asylums against death. How

do I know but under this very roof there may sleep some latent

calamity, that in an instant shall cover with gloom every inmate of

the house, and every far dependent?

_Spenser._ God avert it!

_Essex._ Every day, every hour of the year, do hundreds mourn what

thou mournest.

_Spenser._ Oh, no, no, no! Calamities there are around us; calamities

there are all over the earth; calamities there are in all seasons: but

none in any season, none in any place, like mine.

_Essex._ So say all fathers, so say all husbands. Look at any old

mansion-house, and let the sun shine as gloriously as it may on the

golden vanes, or the arms recently quartered over the gateway or the

embayed window, and on the happy pair that haply is toying at it:

nevertheless, thou mayest say that of a certainty the same fabric hath

seen much sorrow within its chambers, and heard many wailings; and

each time this was the heaviest stroke of all. Funerals have passed

along through the stout-hearted knights upon the wainscot, and amid

the laughing nymphs upon the arras. Old servants have shaken their

heads, as if somebody had deceived them, when they found that beauty

and nobility could perish.

Edmund! the things that are too true pass by us as if they were not

true at all; and when they have singled us out, then only do they

strike us. Thou and I must go too. Perhaps the next year may blow us

away with its fallen leaves.

_Spenser._ For you, my lord, many years (I trust) are waiting: I never

shall see those fallen leaves. No leaf, no bud, will spring upon the

earth before I sink into her breast for ever.

_Essex._ Thou, who art wiser than most men, shouldst bear with

patience, equanimity, and courage what is common to all.

_Spenser._ Enough, enough, enough! Have all men seen their infant

burnt to ashes before their eyes?

_Essex._ Gracious God! Merciful Father! what is this?

_Spenser._ Burnt alive! burnt to ashes! burnt to ashes! The flames

dart their serpent tongues through the nursery window. I cannot quit

thee, my Elizabeth! I cannot lay down our Edmund! Oh, these flames!

They persecute, they enthral me; they curl round my temples; they hiss

upon my brain; they taunt me with their fierce, foul voices; they carp

at me, they wither me, they consume me, throwing back to me a little

of life to roll and suffer in, with their fangs upon me. Ask me, my

lord, the things you wish to know from me: I may answer them; I am now

composed again. Command me, my gracious lord! I would yet serve you:

soon I shall be unable. You have stooped to raise me up; you have

borne with me; you have pitied me, even like one not powerful. You

have brought comfort, and will leave it with me, for gratitude is

comfort.

Oh! my memory stands all a-tiptoe on one burning point: when it drops

from it, then it perishes. Spare me: ask me nothing; let me weep

before you in peace--the kindest act of greatness.

_Essex._ I should rather have dared to mount into the midst of the

conflagration than I now dare entreat thee not to weep. The tears that

overflow thy heart, my Spenser, will staunch and heal it in their

sacred stream; but not without hope in God.

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