Hugo bit his lip. "Don't worry. My business is--my own."

They joined the others, drinking at the table. Charlotte was telling a

joke. It was not a nice joke. He had not thought of her jokes

before--because Iris and Chuck and Lefty had not been listening to them.

Now, he was embarrassed. Iris asked him to dance with her. They went out

on the floor.

"Lovely little thing, that Charlotte," she said acidly.

"Isn't she!" Hugo answered with such enthusiasm that she did not speak

during the rest of the dance.

Finally the ordeal ended. Lefty and his guests embarked in an automobile

for the city.

"You know such people," Charlotte half-whispered. Hugo's cheeks still

flamed, but his heart bled for her.

"I guess they aren't much," he replied.

She answered hotly: "Don't you be like that! They're nice people.

They're fine people. That Iris even asked me to her house. Gave me a

card to see her." Charlotte could guess what Iris wanted. So could Hugo.

But Charlotte pretended to be innocent.

He kissed Charlotte good-night and walked in the streets until morning.

Hugo could see no solution. Charlotte was so trusting, so good to him.

He could not imagine how she would receive any suggestion that she go to

New York and get a job, while he returned to college, that he see her

during vacations, that he send money to her. But he knew that a hot

fire dwelt within her and that her fury would rise, her grief, and that

he would be made very miserable and ashamed. She chided him at breakfast

for his walk in the dark. She laughed and kissed him and pushed him

bodily to his work. He looked back as he walked down to the curb. She

was leaning out of the window. She waved her hand. He rounded the corner

with wretched, leaden steps. The morning, concerned with the petty

business of receipts, refurbishings, cleaning, went slowly. When he

returned for lunch it was with the decision to tell her the truth about

his life and its requirements and to let her decide.

She did not come to the door to kiss him. (She had imagined that lonely

return.) She did not answer his brave and cheerful hail. (She had let

the sound of it ring upon her ear a thousand times.) She was gone. (She

knew he would sit down and cry.) Then, stumbling, he found the two

notes. But he already understood.

The message from Valentine Mitchel was reckless, impetuous. "Dear

Hugo--Charlotte and I have fallen in love with each other and I've run

away with her. I almost wish you'd come after us and kill me. I hate

myself for betraying you. But I love her, so I cannot help it. I've

learned to see in her what you first saw in her. Good-bye, good luck."

Hugo put it down. Charlotte would be good to him. In a way, he didn't

deserve her. And when he was famous, some day, perhaps she would leave

him, too. He hesitated to read her note. "Good-bye, darling, I do not

love you any more. C."

It was ludicrous, transparent, pitiful, and heroic. Hugo saw all those

qualities. "Good-bye, darling, I do not love you any more." She had

written it under Valentine's eyes. But she was shrewd enough to placate

her new lover while she told her sad little story to her old. She would

want him to feel bad. Well, God knew, he did. Hugo looked at the room.

He sobbed. He bolted into the street, tears streaming down his cheeks;

he drew his savings from the bank--seven hundred and eighty-four dollars

and sixty-four cents; he rushed to the haunted house, flung his clothes

into a bag; he sat drearily on a subway for an hour. He paced the smooth

floor of a station. He swung aboard a train. He came to Webster, his

head high, feeling a great pride in Charlotte and in his love for her,

walking in glad strides over the familiar soil.

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