The snows of winter melted, the diamond icicles dropped from the trees,
the glittering fetters slipped from the streams, and nature came forth a
captive released from bondage, glowing with the joy of emancipation.
Nothing could be more beautiful, more glorious, than the valley in its
vernal garniture. Such affluence of verdure; such rich, sweeping
foliage; such graceful undulation of hill and dale; such exquisite
blending of light and shade; such pure, rejoicing breezes; such blue,
resplendent skies never before met, making _a tableau vivant_ on which
the eye of the great Creator must look down with delight.
It was the first time Mrs. Linwood had witnessed the opening of spring
at Grandison Place, and her faded spirits revived in the midst of its
blooming splendor. She bad preferred its comparative retirement during
the past winter, and, in spite of the solicitations of her friends,
refused to go to the metropolis. My father and Julian both felt an
artist's rapture at the prospect unrolled in a grand panorama around
them, and transferred to the canvas many a glowing picture. It was
delightful to watch the progress of these new creations,--but far more
interesting when the human face was the subject of the pencil. Edith and
myself were multiplied into so many charming forms, it is strange we
were not made vain by gazing on them.
I was very grasping in my wishes, and wanted quite a picture gallery of
my friends,--Mrs. Linwood, Edith, and Dr. Harlowe; and my indulgent
father made masterly sketches of all for his exacting daughter. And thus
day succeeded day, and no wave from Indian seas wafted tidings of the
absent husband and son. No "Star of the East" dawned on the nightshades
of my heart. And the raven voice kept echoing in my ear, "Never more,
never more." There had been a terrible gale sweeping along the whole
eastern coast of the Atlantic, and many a ship had gone down, freighted
with an argosy richer than gold,--the treasures of human hearts. I did
not speak my fears, but the sickness of dread settled on my spirits, in
spite of the almost super-human efforts I made to shake it from them.
When my eyes were fixed on my father's paintings, I could see nothing
but storm-lashed billows, wrecking ships, and pale, drowning mariners. I
could see that Mrs. Linwood and Edith participated in my apprehensions,
though they did not give them utterance. We hardly dared to look in each
other's faces, lest we should betray to each other thoughts which we
would, but could not conceal.
The library had been converted into my father's studio. He usually
painted in the mornings as well as Julian; and in the afternoon we rode,
or walked as inclination prompted, and the evenings were devoted to
sewing, conversation, and music.
One afternoon, after returning from a ride about sunset, I went into the
library for a book which I had left there. I never went there alone
without stopping to gaze at the picture of Ernest, which every day
acquired a stronger fascination. "Those eyes of a thousand meanings," as
my father had said, followed me with thrilling intensity whenever I
moved, and if I paused they fixed themselves on me as if never more to
be withdrawn. Just now, as I entered, a crimson ray of the setting sun,
struggling in through the curtained windows, fell warmly on the face,
and gave it such a lifelike glow, that I actually started, as if life
indeed were there.
As I have said before, the library was remote from the front part of the
house, and even Margaret's loud, voluble laugh did not penetrate its
deep retirement. I know not how long, but it must have been very long
that I stood gazing at the picture, for the crimson ray had faded into a
soft twilight haze, and the face seemed gradually receding further and
further from me.
The door opened. Never, never, shall I feel as I did then till I meet my
mother's spirit in another world. A pale hand rested, as if for support,
on the latch of the door,--a face pale as the statues, but lighted up by
eyes of burning radiance, flashed like an apparition upon me. I stood as
in a nightmare, incapable of motion or utterance, and a cloud rolled
over my sight. But I knew that Ernest was at my feet, that his face was
buried in the folds of my dress, and his voice in deep, tremulous music,
murmuring in my ear.
"Gabriella! beloved Gabriella! I am not worthy to be called thy husband;
but banish me not, my own and only love!"
At the sound of that voice, my paralyzed senses burst the fetters that
enthralled them, and awoke to life so keen, there was agony in the
awakening. Every plan that reason had suggested and judgment approved
was forgotten or destroyed, and love, all-conquering, unconquerable
love, reigned over every thought, feeling, and emotion. I sunk upon my
knees before him,--I encircled his neck with my arms,--I called him by
every dear and tender name the vocabulary of love can furnish,--I wept
upon his bosom showers of blissful and relieving tears. Thus we knelt
and wept, locked in each other's arms, and again and again Ernest
repeated--
"I am not worthy to be thy husband," and I answered again and again--
"I love thee, Ernest. God, who knoweth all things, knows, and he only,
how I love thee."
It is impossible to describe such scenes. Those who have never known
them, must deem them high-wrought and extravagant those who _have_, cold
and imperfect. It is like trying to paint chain-lightning, or the
coruscations of the aurora borealis. I thought not how he came. What
cared I, when he was with me, when his arms were round me, his heart
answering to the throbs of mine? Forgotten were suspicion, jealousy,
violence, and wrong,--nothing remained but the memory of love.
As the shades of twilight deepened, his features seemed more distinct,
for the mist which tears had left dissolved, and I could see how wan and
shadowy he looked, and how delicate, even to sickliness, the hue of his
transparent complexion. Traces of suffering were visible in every
lineament, but they seemed left by the ground-swell of passion, rather
than its deeper ocean waves.
"You have seen your mother?" at length I said, feeling that I must no
longer keep him from her, "and Edith? And oh, Ernest! have you seen my
father? Do you know I have a father, whom I glory in acknowledging? Do
you know that the cloud is removed from my birth, the stigma from my
name? Oh, my husband, mine is a strange, eventful history!"
"Mr. Brahan told me of the discovery of your father, and of the death of
his unhappy brother. I have not seen him yet. But my mother! When I left
her, Gabriella, she had not one silver hair. _My_ hand sprinkled that
premature snow."
"It matters not now, dear Ernest," I cried, pained by the torturing
sighs that spoke the depth of his remorse. "Flowers will bloom sweetly
under that light snow. Edith is happy. We will all be happy,--my father
too,--come and see him, Ernest,--come, and tell me, if I have need to
blush for my lineage."
"Not for your lineage, but your husband. What must this noble father
think of me?"
"Every thing that is kind and Christian. He has sustained my faith, fed
my hopes, and prophesied this hour of reunion. Come, the moment you have
seen him, you will trust, revere, and love him."
With slow and lingering steps we walked the winding gallery that led
from the library, and entered the parlor, whose lights seemed dazzling
in contrast to the soft gloom we had left behind.
Hand in hand we approached my father, who stood with his back to one of
the windows, his tall and stately figure nobly defined. I tried to utter
the words, "My husband! my father!" but my parted lips were mute. I
threw myself into his arms, with a burst of emotion that was
irrepressible, and he grasped the hand of Ernest and welcomed and blest
him in warm, though faltering accents. Then Edith came with her sweet
April face, and hung once more upon her brother's neck, and his mother
again embraced him, and Julian walked to the window and looked abroad,
to hide the tears which he thought a stain upon his manhood.
It was not till after the excitement of the hour had subsided, that we
realized how weak and languid Ernest really was. He was obliged to
confess how much he had suffered from illness and fatigue, and that his
strength was completely exhausted. As he reclined on one of the sofas,
the crimson hue of the velvet formed such a startling contrast to the
pallor of his complexion, it gave him an appearance almost unearthly.
"You have been ill, my son," said Mrs. Linwood, watching him with
intense anxiety.
"I have been on the confines of the spirit world, my mother; so near as
to see myself by the light it reflected. Death is the solar microscope
of life. It shows a hideous mass, where all seemed fair and pure."
He laid his hand over his eyes with a nervous shudder.
"But I am well now," he added; "I am only suffering from fatigue and
excitement. Gabriella's letter found me leaning over the grave. It
raised me, restored me, brought me back to life, to hope, to love, and
home."
He told us, in the course of the evening, how he had found Mr. Harland
on the eve of embarking for India, and that he offered to be his
companion; and how he had written to his mother before his voyage,
telling her of his destination, and entreating her to write if she were
still willing to call him her son. The letter came not to relieve the
agonies of suspense, and mine contained the first tidings he received
from his native land. It found him, as he had said, on a sick-bed, and
its contents imparted new life to his worn and tortured being. He
immediately took passage in a home bound ship, though so weak he was
obliged to be carried on board in a litter. Mr. Harland accompanied him
to New York, where on debarking they had met Mr. Brahan, who had given
him a brief sketch of my visit, and the events that marked it.
As I sat by him on a low seat, with his hand clasped in mine, while he
told me in a low voice of the depth of his penitence, the agonies of his
remorse, and the hope of God's pardon that had dawned on what he
supposed the night clouds of death, I saw him start as if in sudden
pain. The lace sleeve had fallen back from my left arm. His eyes were
fixed on the wound he had inflicted. He bent his head forward, and
pressed his lips on the scar.
"They shall look upon him whom they have pierced," he murmured. "O my
Saviour I could thy murderers feel pangs of deeper remorse at the sight
of thy scarred hands and wounded side?"
"Never think of it again, dear Ernest. I did not know it, did not feel
it. It never gave me a moment's pang."
"Yes, I remember well why you did not suffer."
"But you must not remember. If you love me, Ernest, make no allusion to
the past. The future is ours; youth and hope are ours; and the promises
of God, sure and steadfast, are ours. I feel as Noah and his children
felt when they stepped from the ark on dry land, and saw the waters of
the deluge retreating, and the rainbow smiling on its clouds. What to
them were the storms they had weathered, the dangers they had overcome?
They were all past. Oh, my husband, let us believe that ours are past,
and let us trust forever in the God of our fathers."
"I do--I do, my Gabriella. My faith has hitherto been a cold
abstraction; now it is a living, vital flame, burning with steady and
increasing light."
At this moment Edith, who had seated herself at the harp, remembering
well the soothing influence of music on her brother's soul, touched its
resounding strings; and the magnificent strains of the _Gloria in
Excelsis_,
--"rose like a stream
Of rich distilled perfume."
I never heard any thing sound so sweet and heavenly. It came in, a
sublime chorus to the thoughts we had been uttering. It reminded me of
the song of the morning stars, the anthem of the angels over the manger
of Bethlehem,--so highly wrought were my feelings,--so softly, with such
swelling harmony, had the notes stolen on the ear.
Ernest raised himself from his reclining position, and his countenance
glowed with rapture. I had never seen it wear such an expression before.
"Old things had passed away,--all things had become new."
"There is peace,--there is pardon," said he, in a voice too low for any
ear but mine, when the last strain melted away,--"there is joy in heaven
over the repenting sinner, there is joy on earth over the returning
prodigal."
CONCLUSION
Two years and more have passed since my heart responded to the strains
of the _Gloria in Excelsis_, as sung by Edith on the night of her
brother's return.
Come to this beautiful cottage on the sea-shore, where we have retired
from the heat of summer, and you can tell by a glance whether time has
scattered blossoms or thorns in my path, during its rapid flight.
Come into the piazza that faces the beach, and you can look out on an
ocean of molten gold, crimsoned here and there by the rays of the
setting sun, and here and there melting off into a kind of burning
silver. A glorious breeze is beginning to curl the face of the waters,
and to swell the white sails of the skiffs and light vessels that skim
the tide like birds of the air, apparently instinct with life and
gladness. It rustles through the foliage, the bright, green foliage,
that contrasts so dazzlingly with the smooth, white, sandy beach,--it
lifts the soft, silky locks of that beautiful infant, that is cradled so
lovingly in my father's arms. Oh! whose do you think that smiling cherub
is, with such dark, velvet eyes, and pearly skin, and mouth of heavenly
sweetness? It is mine, it is my own darling Rosalie, my pearl, my
sunbeam, my flower, my every sweet and precious name in one.
But let me not speak of her first, the youngest pilgrim to this sea-beat
shore. There are others who claim the precedence. There is one on my
right hand, whom if you do not remember with admiration and respect, it
is because my pen has had no power to bring her character before you, in
all its moral excellence and Christian glory. You have not forgotten
Mrs. Linwood. Her serene gray eye is turned to the apparently
illimitable ocean, now slowly rolling and deeply murmuring, as if its
mighty heart were stirred to its inmost core, by a consciousness of its
own grandeur. There is peace on her thoughtful, placid brow, and long,
long may it rest there.
The young man on my left is recognized at once, for there is no one like
him, my high-souled, gallant Richard. His eye sparkles with much of its
early quick-flashing light. The shadow of the dismal Tombs no longer
clouds, though it tempers, the brightness of his manhood. _He_ knows,
though the world does not, that his father fills a convict's grave, and
this remembrance chastens his pride, without humiliating him with the
consciousness of disgrace. He is rapidly making himself a name and fame
in the high places of society. Men of talent take him by the hand and
welcome him as a younger brother to their ranks, and fair and charming
women smile upon and flatter him by the most winning attentions. He
passes on from flower to flower, without seeking to gather one to place
in his bosom, though he loves to inhale their fragrance and admire their
bloom.
"One of these days you will think of marrying," said a friend, while
congratulating him on his brilliant prospects.
"When I can find another Gabriella," he answered.
Ah! Richard, there are thousands better and lovelier than Gabriella; and
you will yet find an angel spirit in woman's form, who will reward your
filial virtues, and scatter the roses of love in the green path of fame.
Do you see that graceful figure floating along on the white beach, with
a motion like the flowing wave, with hair like the sunbeams, and eye as
when
"The blue sky trembles on a cloud of purest white?"
and he who walks by her side, with the romantic, beaming countenance,
now flashing with the enthusiasm, now shaded by the sensibility of
genius? They are the fair-haired Edith, and the artist Julian. He has
laid aside for awhile the pencil and the pallette, to drink in with us
the invigorating breezes of ocean. Let them pass on. They are happy.
Another couple is slowly following, taller, larger, more of the "earth,
earthy." Do you not recognize my quondam tutor and the once dauntless
Meg? It is his midsummer vacation, and they, too, have come to breathe
an atmosphere cooled by sea-born gales, and to renew the socialities of
friendship amid grand and inspiring influences. They walk on
thoughtfully, pensively, sometimes looking down on the smooth,
continuous beach, then upward to the mellow and glowing heavens. A
softening shade has _womanized_ the bold brow of Madge, and her red lip
has a more subdued tint. She, the care-defying, laughter-breathing,
untamable Madge, has known not only the refining power of love, but the
chastening touch of sorrow. She has given a lovely infant back to the
God who gave it, and is thus linked to the world of angels. But she has
treasures on earth still dearer. She leans on a strong arm and a true
heart. Let them pass on. They, too, are happy.
My dear father! He is younger and handsomer than he was two years since,
for happiness is a wonderful rejuvenator. His youth is renewed in ours,
his Rosalie lives again in the cherub who bears her name, and in whom
his eye traces the similitude of her beauty. Father! never since the
hour when I first addressed thee by that holy name, have I bowed my knee
in prayer without a thanksgiving to God for the priceless blessing
bestowed in thee.
There is one more figure in this sea-side group, dearer, more
interesting than all the rest to me. No longer the wan and languid
wanderer returned from Indian shores, worn by remorse, and tortured by
memory. The light, if not the glow of health, illumines his face, and a
firmer, manlier tone exalts its natural delicacy of coloring.
Do you not perceive a change in that once dark, though splendid
countenance? Is there not more peace and softness, yet more dignity and
depth of thought? I will not say that clouds never obscure its serenity,
nor lightnings never dart across its surface, for life is still a
conflict, and the passions, though chained as vassals by the victor hand
of religion, will sometimes clank their fetters and threaten to resume
their lost dominion; but they have not trampled underfoot the new-born
blossoms of wedded joy. I am happy, as happy as a pilgrim and sojourner
ought to be; and even now, there is danger of my forgetting, in the
fulness of my heart's content, that eternal country, whither we are all
hastening.
We love each other as fondly, but less idolatrously. That little child
has opened a channel in which our purified affections flow together
towards the fountain of all love and joy. Its fairy fingers are leading
us gently on in the paths of domestic harmony and peace.
My beloved Ernest! my darling Rosalie! how beautiful they both seem, in
the beams of the setting sun, that are playing in glory round them! and
how melodiously and pensively, yet grandly does the music of the
murmuring waves harmonize with the minor tone of tenderness breathing in
our hearts!
We, too, are passing on in the procession of life, and the waves of time
that are rolling behind us will wash away the print of our footsteps,
and others will follow, and others still, but few will be tossed on
stormier seas, or be anchored at last in a more blissful haven.
THE END.
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