THE COWARD

We are all either the victims or the beneficiaries of heredity and

environment. Stanley Obroski was one of the victims. Heredity had

given him a mighty physique, a noble bearing, and a handsome face.

Environment had sheltered and protected him throughout his life. Also,

every one with whom he had come in contact had admired his great

strength and attributed to him courage commensurate to it.

Never until the past few days had Obroski been confronted by an

emergency that might test his courage, and so all his life he had been

wondering if his courage would measure up to what was expected of it

when the emergency developed.

He had given the matter far more thought than does the man of ordinary

physique because he knew that so much more was expected of him than

of the ordinary man. It had become an obsession together with the fear

that he might not live up to the expectations of his admirers. And

finally he became afraid--afraid of being afraid.

It is a failing of nearly all large men to be keenly affected by

ridicule. It was the fear of ridicule, should he show fear, rather than

fear of physical suffering, that Obroski shrank from; though perhaps he

did not realize this. It was a psyche far too complex for easy analysis.

But the results were disastrous. They induced a subconscious urge to

avoid danger rather than risk showing fear and thus inducing ridicule.

And when the first shower of arrows fell among the cars of the safari

Obroski leaped from the opposite side of the automobile in which he

was riding and disappeared among the tall grasses that hemmed them in

on both sides. His reaction to danger had been entirely spontaneous--a

thing beyond his will.

As he pushed blindly forward he was as unthinking as a terrified animal

bent only upon escape. But he had covered only a few yards when he ran

directly into the arms of a giant black warrior.

Here indeed was an emergency. The black was as surprised as Obroski. He

probably thought that all the whites were charging to the attack; he

was terrified. He wanted to flee, but the white was too close; so he

leaped for him, calling loudly to his fellows as he did so.

It was too late for Obroski to escape the clutching fingers of the

black. If he didn't do something the man would kill him! If he could

get rid of the fellow he could run back to the safari. He _must_ get

rid of him!

The black had seized him by the clothes, and now Obroski saw a knife

in the fellow's free hand. Death stared him in the face! Heretofore

Obroski's dangers had always been more or less imaginary; now he was

faced with a stark reality.

Terror galvanized his mind and his giant muscles into instant action.

He seized the black and lifted him above his head; then he hurled him

heavily to the ground.

The black, fearful of his life, started to rise; and Obroski, equally

fearful of his own, lifted him again high overhead and again cast him

down. As he did so a half dozen blacks closed upon him from the tall

surrounding grasses and bore him to the earth.

His mind half numb with terror, Obroski fought like a cornered rat. The

blacks were no match for his great muscles. He seized them and tossed

them aside; then he turned to run. But the black he had first hurled to

the ground reached out and seized him by an ankle, tripping him; then

the others were upon him again and more came to their assistance. They

held him by force of numbers and bound his hands behind him.

In all his life Stanley Obroski had never fought before. A good

disposition and his strange complex had prevented him from seeking

trouble, and his great size and strength had deterred others from

picking quarrels with him. He had never realized his own strength; and

now, his mental faculties cloyed by terror, he only partly appreciated

it. All that he could think of was that they had bound his hands and he

was helpless; that they would kill him.

At last they dragged him to his feet. Why they did not kill him he

could not guess--then. They seemed a little awed by his great size and

strength. They jabbered much among themselves as they led him away

toward the forest.

Obroski heard the savage war cries of the main body as it attacked the

safari and the crack of rifles that told that his fellows were putting

up a spirited defense. A few bullets whirred close, and one of his

captors lunged forward with a slug in his heart.

They took him into the forest and along a winding trail where presently

they were overtaken by other members of the tribe, and with the arrival

of each new contingent he was surrounded by jabbering savages who

punched him and poked him, feeling of his great muscles, comparing his

height with theirs.

Bloodshot eyes glared from hideous, painted faces--glared in hatred

that required no knowledge of their language to interpret. Some

threatened him with spears and knives, but the party that had captured

him preserved him from these.

Stanley Obroski was so terrified that he walked as one in a trance,

giving no outward sign of any emotion; but the blacks thought that his

manner was indicative of the indifference of great bravery.

At last a very large warrior overtook them. He was resplendent in paint

and feathers, in many necklaces and armlets and anklets. He bore an

ornate shield, and his spear and his bow and the quiver for his arrows

were more gorgeously decorated than those of his fellows.

But it was his commanding presence and his air of authority more than

these that led Obroski to infer that he was a chief. As he listened to

the words of those who had made the capture, he examined the prisoner

with savage disdain; then he spoke commandingly to those about him and

strode on. The others followed, and afterward none threatened to harm

the white man.

All afternoon they marched, deeper and deeper into the gloomy forest.

The cords about Obroski's wrists cut into the flesh and hurt him;

another cord about his neck, by which a savage led him, was far too

tight for comfort; and when the savage jerked it, as he occasionally

did, Obroski was half choked.

He was very miserable, but he was so numb with terror that he made no

outcry nor any complaint. Perhaps he felt that it would be useless, and

that the less he caused them annoyance or called attention to himself

the better off he would be.

The result of this strategy, if such it were, he could not have

guessed; for he could not understand their words when they spoke among

themselves of the bravery of the white man who showed no fear.

During the long march his thoughts were often of the members of the

company he had deserted. He wondered how they had fared in the fight

and if any had been killed. He knew that many of the men had held him

in contempt before. What would they think of him now! Marcus must have

seen him run away at the first threat of danger. Obroski winced, the

old terrifying fear of ridicule swept over him; but it was nothing

compared to the acute terror he suffered as he shot quick glances about

him at the savage faces of his captors and recalled the stories he had

heard of torture and death at the hands of such as these.

He heard shouting ahead, and a moment later the trail debouched onto

a clearing in the center of which was a palisaded village of conical,

straw-thatched huts. It was late in the afternoon, and Obroski knew

that they must have covered considerable distance since his capture.

He wondered, in the event that he escaped or they released him, if he

could find his way back to the trail of the safari. He had his doubts.

As they entered the village, women and children pressed forward to see

him. They shouted at him. From the expressions of the faces of many

of the women he judged that they were reviling and cursing him. A few

struck or clawed at him. The children threw stones and refuse at him.

The warriors guarding him beat his assailants off, as they conducted

him down the single street of the village to a hut near the far end.

Here they motioned him to enter; but the doorway was so low that one

might only pass through it on hands and knees, and as his hands were

fastened behind his back that was out of the question for him. So they

threw him down and dragged him in. Then they bound his ankles and left

him.

The interior of the hut was dark, but as his eyes became accustomed to

the change from daylight he was able to see his surroundings dimly. It

was then that he became aware that he was not alone in the hut. Within

the range of his vision he saw three figures, evidently men. One was

stretched out upon the packed earth floor, the other two sat hunched

forward over their updrawn knees. He felt the eyes of the latter

upon him. He wondered what they were doing there--if they, too, were

prisoners.

Presently one of them spoke. "How the Bansuto get you, Bwana Simba?" It

was the name the blacks of the safari had given him because of the part

that he was to take in the picture, that of the Lion Man.

"Who the devil are you?" demanded Obroski.

"Kwamudi," replied the speaker.

"Kwamudi! Well, it didn't do you much good to run away--" He almost

added "either" but stopped himself in time. "They attacked the safari

shortly after noon. I was taken prisoner then. How did they get you?"

"Early this morning. I had followed my people, trying to get them to

return to the safari." Obroski guessed that Kwamudi was lying. "We ran

into a party of warriors coming from a distant village to join the main

tribe. They killed many of my people. Some escaped. They took some

prisoners. Of these they killed all but Kwamudi and these two. They

brought us here."

"What are they going to do with you? Why didn't they kill you when they

killed the others?"

"They not kill you, they not kill Kwamudi, they not kill these

others--yet--all for same reason. Kill by and by."

"Why? What do they want to kill us for?"

"They eat."

"Eh? You don't mean to say they're cannibals!"

"Not like some. Bansuto not eat men all time; not eat all men. Only

chiefs, brave men, strong men. Eat brave men, make them brave; eat

strong men, make them strong; eat chiefs, make them wise."

"How horrible!" muttered Obroski. "But they can't eat me--I am not a

chief--I am not brave--I am a coward," he mumbled.

"What, Bwana?"

"Oh, nothing. When do you suppose they'll do it? Right away?"

Kwamudi shook his head. "Maybe. Maybe not for long time. Witch doctor

make medicine, talk to spirits, talk to moon. They tell him when.

Maybe soon, maybe long time."

"And will they keep us tied up this way until they kill us? It's mighty

uncomfortable. But then, you aren't tied, are you?"

"Yes, Kwamudi tied--hands and feet. That why he lean forward across his

knees."

"Can you talk their language, Kwamudi?"

"A little."

"Ask them to free our hands, and our feet too if they will."

"No good. Waste talk."

"Listen, Kwamudi! They want us to be strong when they eat us, don't

they?"

"Yes, Bwana."

"Very well; then get hold of the chief and tell him that if he keeps

us tied up like this we'll get weak. He's certainly got brains enough

to know that that's true. He's got plenty of warriors to guard us, and

I don't see how we could get out of this village anyhow--not with all

those harpies and brats hanging around."

Kwamudi understood enough of what the white man had said to get the

main idea. "First time I get a chance, I tell him," he said.

Darkness fell. The light from the cooking fires was visible through the

low doorway of the prison hut. Women were screaming and wailing for

the warriors who had fallen in battle that day. Many had painted their

bodies from head to feet with ashes, rendering them even more hideous

than nature had fashioned them. Others laughed and gossiped.

Obroski was thirsty and hungry, but they brought him neither water

nor food. The hours dragged on. The warriors commenced to dance in

celebration of their victory. Tom-toms boomed dismally through the

night. The wails of the mourners, the screams and war cries of the

dancers rose and fell in savage consonance with the savage scene,

adding to the depression of the prisoners.

"This is no way to treat people you're going to eat," grumbled

Obroski. "You ought to get 'em fat, not starve 'em thin."

"Bansuto do not care about our fat," observed Kwamudi. "They eat our

hearts, the palms of our hands, the soles of our feet. They eat the

muscles from your arms and legs. They eat my brains."

"You're not very cheering, and you're not very complimentary," said

Obroski with a wry smile. "But at that there isn't much to choose

between our brains, for they've ended up by getting us both into the

same hole."

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