COLIN
E. F. BENSON
_By_ E. F. BENSON
COLIN
MISS MAPP
PETER
LOVERS AND FRIENDS
DODO WONDERS--
“QUEEN LUCIA”
ROBIN LINNET
ACROSS THE STREAM
UP AND DOWN
AN AUTUMN SOWING
THE TORTOISE
DAVID BLAIZE
DAVID BLAIZE AND THE BLUE DOOR
MICHAEL
THE OAKLEYITES
ARUNDEL
OUR FAMILY AFFAIRS
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COLIN
_Colin_ comprises the first part only of this romance; it will be
completed in a second volume which will tell of the final fading of the
Legend with which the story opens.
E. F. B.
COLIN
_Book One_
CHAPTER I
Neither superstition nor spiritual aspiration signified anything
particular to the Staniers, and for many generations now they had been
accustomed to regard their rather sinister family legend with cynical
complacency. Age had stolen the strength from it, as from some
long-cellared wine, and in the Victorian era they would, to take their
collective voice, have denied that, either drunk or sober, they believed
it. But it was vaguely pleasant to have so antique a guarantee that they
would be so sumptuously looked after in this world, while as for the
next....
The legend dated from the time of Elizabeth, and was closely connected
with the rise of the family into the pre-eminent splendour which it had
enjoyed ever since. The Queen, in one of her regal journeys through her
realm (during which she slept in so incredible a number of beds),
visited the affiliated Cinque Port of Rye, and, after taking dinner with
the mayor, was riding down one of the steep, cobbled ways when her horse
stumbled and came down on its knees.
She would certainly have had a cruel fall if a young man had not sprung
forward from the crowd and caught her before her Grace’s head was dashed
against the stones. He set her on her feet, swiftly releasing the
virgin’s bosom from his rough embrace, and, kneeling, kissed the hem of
her skirt.
The Queen bade him rise, and, as she looked at him, made some
Elizabethan ejaculation of appreciative amazement--a “zounds,” or a
“gadzooks,” or something.
There stood Colin Stanier in the full blossom of his twenty summers,
ruddy as David and blue-eyed as the sea. His cap had fallen off, and he
must needs toss back his head to free his face from the tumble of his
yellow hair. His athletic effort to save her Grace had given him a
moment’s quickened breath, and his parted lips showed the double circle
of his white teeth.
But, most of all, did his eyes capture the fancy of his Sovereign; they
looked at her, so she thought, with the due appreciation of her majesty,
but in their humility there was mingled something both gay and bold, and
she loved that any man, young or old, high or humble, should look at her
thus.
She spoke a word of thanks, and bade him wait on her next day at the
Manor of Brede, where she was to lie that night. Then, motioning her
courtiers aside with a testy gesture, she asked him a question or two
while a fresh horse was being caparisoned and brought for her, and
allowed none other but Colin to help her to mount....
It was thought to be significant that at supper that night the virgin
sighed, and made her famous remark to my Lord of Essex that she wished
sometimes that she was a milk-maid.
Colin Stanier’s father was a man of some small substance, owning a
little juicy land that was fine grazing for cattle, and the boy worked
on the farm. He had some strange, magical power over the beasts; a
savage dog would slaver and fawn on him, a vicious horse sheathed its
violence at his touch, and, in especial at this season of lambing-time,
he wrought wonders of midwifery on the ewes and of nursing on the lambs.
This authoritative deftness sprang from no kindly love of animals;
cleverness and contempt, with a dash of pity, was all he worked with,
and this evening, after the Queen had passed on, it was reluctantly
enough that he went down to the low-lying fields where his father’s
sheep were in pregnancy. The old man himself, as Colin ascertained, had
taken the excuse of her Grace’s visit to get more than usually
intoxicated, and the boy guessed that he himself would be alone half the
night with his lantern and his ministries among the ewes.
So, indeed, it proved, and the moon had sunk an hour after midnight,
when he entered the shed in the lambing-field to take his bite of supper
and get a few hours’ sleep. He crunched his crusty bread and bacon in
his strong teeth, he had a draught of beer, and, wrapping himself in his
cloak, lay down. He believed (on the evidence of his memoirs) that he
then went to sleep.
Up to this point the story is likely enough; a pedant might unsniffingly
accept it. But then there occurred (or is said to have occurred) the
event which forms the basis of the Stanier legend, and it will certainly
be rejected, in spite of a certain scrap of parchment still extant and
of the three centuries of sequel, by all sensible and twentieth-century
minds.
For, according to the legend, Colin woke and found himself no longer
alone in the shed; there was standing by him a finely-dressed fellow who
smiled on him. It was still as dark as the pit outside--no faintest ray
of approaching dawn yet streaked the eastern sky, yet for all that Colin
could see his inexplicable visitor quite plainly.
The stranger briefly introduced himself as his Satanic majesty, and,
according to his usual pleasant custom, offered the boy all that he
could wish for in life--health and beauty (and, indeed, these were his
already) and wealth, honour, and affluence, which at present were sadly
lacking--on the sole condition that at his death his soul was to belong
to his benefactor. The bargain--this was the unusual feature in the
Stanier legend--was to hold good for all his direct descendants who,
unless they definitely renounced the contract on their own behalf, would
be partakers in these benefits and debtors in the other small matter.
For his part, Colin had no sort of hesitation in accepting so tempting
an offer, and Satan thereupon produced for his perusal (he was able to
read) a slip of parchment on which the conditions were firmly and
plainly stated. A scratch with his knife on the forearm supplied the ink
for the signature, and Satan provided him with a pen. He was bidden to
keep the document as a guarantee of the good faith of his bargainer; the
red cloak flashed for a moment in front of his eyes, dazzling him, and
he staggered and fell back on the heap of straw from which he had just
risen.
The darkness was thick and impenetrable round him, but at the moment a
distant flash of lightning blinked in through the open door, showing him
that the shed was empty again. Outside, save for the drowsy answer of
the thunder, all was quiet, but in his hand certainly was a slip of
parchment.
The same, so runs the legend, is reproduced in the magnificent Holbein
of the young man which hangs now above the mantelpiece in the hall of
Stanier. Colin Stanier, first Earl of Yardley, looking hardly older than
he did on this momentous night, stands there in Garter robes with this
little document in his hand. The original parchment, so the loquacious
housekeeper points out to the visitors who to-day go over the house on
the afternoons when it is open to the public, is let into the frame of
the same portrait.
Certainly there is such a piece of parchment there, just below the title
of the picture, but the ink has so faded that it is impossible to
decipher more than a word or two of it. The word “diabolus” must be more
conjectured than seen, and the ingenious profess to decipher the words
“quodcunque divitiarum, pulchritud” ... so that it would seem that Colin
the shepherd-boy, if he signed it, must have perused and understood
Latin.
This in itself is so excessively improbable that the whole business may
be discredited from first to last. But there is no doubt whatever that
Colin Stanier did some time sign a Latin document (for his name in ink,
now brown, is perfectly legible) which has perished in the corroding
years, whether he understood it or not, and there seems no doubt about
the date in the bottom left-hand corner....
The constructive reader will by this time have got ready his
interpretation about the whole cock-and-bull story, and a very sensible
one it is. The legend is surely what mythologists call ætiological.
There was--he can see it--an old strip of parchment signed by Colin
Stanier, and this, in view of the incredible prosperity of the family,
coupled with the almost incredible history of their dark deeds, would be
quite sufficient to give rise to the legend. In mediæval times,
apparently, such Satanic bargains were, if not common, at any rate not
unknown, and the legend was, no doubt, invented in order to account for
these phenomena, instead of being responsible for them.
Of legendary significance, too, must be the story of Philip Stanier,
third Earl, who is said to have renounced his part in the bargain, and
thereupon fell from one misfortune into another, was branded with an
incurable and disfiguring disease, and met his death on the dagger of an
injured woman. Ronald Stanier, a nephew of the above, was another such
recusant; he married a shrew, lost a fortune in the South Sea bubble,
and had a singularly inglorious career.
But such instances as these (in all the long history there are no more
of them, until credence in the legend faded altogether), even if we
could rely on their authenticity, would only seem to prove that those
who renounced the devil and all his works necessarily met with
misfortune in this life, which is happily not the case, and thus they
tend to disprove rather than confirm the whole affair.
Finally, when we come to more modern times, and examine the records of
the Stanier family from, let us say, the advent of the Hanoverian
dynasty, though their splendour and distinction is ever a crescent, not
a waning moon, there can be no reason to assign a diabolical origin to
such prosperity. There were black sheep among them, of course, but when
will you not find, in records so public as theirs, dark shadows thrown
by the searchlight of history? Bargains with the powers of hell, in any
case, belong to the romantic dusk of the Middle Ages, and cannot find
any serious place in modern chronicles.
* * * * *
But to quit these quagmires of superstition for the warranted and
scarcely less fascinating solidity of fact, Colin Stanier next day
obediently craved audience with the Queen at the Manor of Brede. By a
stroke of intuition which does much to account for his prosperous
fortune, he did not make himself _endimanché_, but, with his shepherd’s
crook in his hand and a new-born lamb in his bosom, he presented himself
at the house where the Queen lodged. He would have been contemptuously
turned back with buffets by the halberdiers and yeomen who guarded the
entrance, but the mention of his name sufficed to admit him with a
reluctant alacrity.
He wore but the breeches and jerkin in which he pursued his work among
the beasts, his shapely legs were bare from knee to ankle, and as he
entered the porch, he kicked off the shoes in which he had walked from
Rye. His crook he insisted on retaining, and the lamb which, obedient to
the spell that he exercised over young living things, lay quiet in his
arms.
Some fussy Controller of the Queen’s household would have ejected him
and chanced the consequences, but, said Colin very quietly, “It is by
her Majesty’s orders that I present myself, and whether you buffet me or
not, prithee tell the Queen’s Grace that I am here.”
There was something surprising in the dignity of the boy; and in the
sweet-toned, clear-cut speech, so unlike the utterance of the mumbling
rustic, and the Controller, bidding him wait where he was, shuffled
upstairs, and came back with extraordinary expedition.
“The Queen’s Grace awaits you, Mr.----”
“Stanier,” said Colin.
“Mr. Stanier. But your crook, your lamb----”
“Let us do her Majesty’s bidding,” said Colin.
He was ushered into the long hall of Brede Manor, and the Controller,
having thrown the door open, slipped away with an alertness that
suggested that his presence was desirable there no more, and left the
boy, barefooted, clasping his lamb, with a rush-strewn floor to
traverse. There was a table down the centre of it, littered with papers,
and hemmed in with chairs that suggested that their occupants had
hurriedly vacated them. At the end was seated a small, bent figure,
conspicuous for her ruff and her red hair, and her rope of pearls, and
her eyes bright and sharp as a bird’s.
Colin, sadly pricked on the soles of his feet by the rushes, advanced
across that immeasurable distance, looking downwards on his lamb. When
he had traversed the half of it, he raised his eyes for a moment, and
saw that the Queen, still quite motionless, was steadily regarding him.
Again he bent his eyes on his lamb, and when he had come close to that
formidable figure, he fell on his knees.
“A lamb, madam,” he said, “which is the first-fruits of the spring. My
crook, which I lay at your Grace’s feet, and myself, who am not worthy
to lie there.”
Again Colin raised his eyes, and the wretch put into them all the gaiety
and boldness which he gave to the wenches on the farm. Then he dropped
them again, and with his whole stake on the table, waited, gambler as he
was, for the arbitrament.
“Look at me, Colin Stanier,” said the Queen.
Colin looked. There was the tiny wrinkled face, the high eyebrows, the
thin-lipped mouth disclosing the discoloured teeth.
“Madam!” he said.
“Well, what next?” said Elizabeth impatiently.
“My body and soul, madam,” said Colin, and once more he put into his
eyes and his eager mouth that semblance of desire which had made
Mistress Moffat, the wife of the mayor, box his ears with a blow that
was more of a caress.
The Queen felt precisely the same as Mistress Moffat, and drew her hand
down over his smooth chin. “And it is your wish to be my shepherd-boy,
Colin?” she asked. “You desire to be my page?”
“I am sick with desire,” said Colin.
“I appoint you,” she said. “I greet and salute you, Colin Stanier.”
She bent towards him, and neither saint nor devil could have inspired
Colin better at that moment. He kissed her (after all, he had been
offered the greeting) fairly and squarely on her withered cheek, and
then, without pause, kissed the hem of her embroidered gown. He had done
right, just absolutely right.
“You bold dog!” said the Queen. “Stand up.”
Colin stood up, with his arms close by his side, as if at attention in
all his shapeliness and beauty, and the Queen clapped her hands.
The side door opened disclosing halberdiers, and through the door by
which Colin had entered came the Controller.
“Colin Stanier is my page,” she said, “and of my household. Summon my
lords again; we have not finished with our Spanish business. The lamb--I
will eat that lamb, and none other, at the feast of Easter.”
Within the week Colin was established in attendance on the Queen, and
the daring felicity which had marked his first dealings with her never
failed nor faltered. His radiant youth, the gaiety of his boyish
spirits, the unfailing tact of his flattery, his roguish innocence, the
fine innate breeding of the yeoman-stock, which is the best blood in
England, wove a spell that seemed to defy the usual fickleness of her
favouritism. Certainly he had wisdom as far beyond his years as it was
beyond his upbringing, and wisdom coming like pure water from the curves
of that beautiful young mouth, made him frankly irresistible to the
fiery and shrewd old woman.
From being her page he was speedily advanced to the post of confidential
secretary, and queer it was to see the boy seated by her side at some
state council while she rated and stormed at her lords for giving her
some diplomatic advice which her flame-like spirit deemed spiritless.
Then, in mid-tirade, she would stop, tweak her secretary by his rosy
ear, and say, “Eh, Colin, am I not in the right of it?”
Very often she was not, and then Colin would so deftly insinuate further
considerations, prefacing them by, “As your Grace and Majesty so wisely
has told us” (when her Grace and Majesty had told them precisely the
opposite) that Elizabeth would begin to imagine that she had thought of
these prudent things herself.
The Court in general followed the example of their royal mistress, and
had not Colin’s nature, below its gaiety and laughter, been made of some
very stern stuff, he must surely have degenerated into a spoilt, vain
child, before ever he came to his full manhood. Men and women alike were
victims of that sunny charm; to be with him made the heart sing, and
none could grudge that a boy on whom God had showered every grace of
mind and body, should find the mere tawdry decorations of riches and
honour his natural heritage.
Then, too, there was this to consider: the Queen’s fickle and violent
temper might topple down one whom she had visited but yesterday with her
highest favours, and none but Colin could induce her to restore the
light she had withdrawn. If you wanted a boon granted, or even a
vengeance taken, there was no such sure road to its accomplishment as to
secure Colin’s advocacy, no path that led so straight to failure as to
set the boy against you. For such services it was but reasonable that
some token of gratitude should be conferred on him by the suppliant,
some graceful acknowledgment which, in our harsh modern way, we should
now term “commission,” and Colin’s commissions, thus honestly earned,
soon amounted to a very pretty figure. Whether he augmented them or not
by less laudable methods, by threats or what we call by that ugly word
“blackmail,” is a different matter, and need not be gone into.
Yet, surrounded as he was by all that might have been expected to turn a
boy’s head, Colin remained singularly well-balanced, and whatever tales
might be told about his virtue, the most censorious could find no fault
with his prudence. The Queen created him at the age of twenty-five
Knight of the Garter and Earl of Yardley, a title which his descendants
hold to this day, and presented him with the Manor of Yardley in
Buckinghamshire, and the monastic lands of Tillingham on the hills above
the Romney Marsh. He incorporated the fine dwelling-house of the evicted
abbot into the great and glorious mansion of Stanier, the monks’
quarters he demolished altogether, and the abbey church became the
parish church of Tillingham for worship, and the chapel and
burying-place of the Staniers for pride.
But, though the Queen told him once and again that it was time her Colin
took a wife, he protested that while her light was shed on him not Venus
herself could kindle desire in his heart. This was the only instance in
which he disobeyed Gloriana’s wishes, but Gloriana willingly pardoned
his obduracy, and rewarded it with substantial benefits.
On her death, which occurred when he was thirty, he made a very suitable
match with the heiress of Sir John Reeves, who brought him, in addition
to a magnificent dowry, the considerable acreage which to-day is part of
the London estate of the Staniers. He retired from court-life, and
divided the year between Stanier and London, busy with the embellishment
of his houses, into which he poured those treasures of art which now
glorify them.
He was, too, as the glades and terraces of Stanier testify, a gardener
on a notable scale, and his passion in this direction led him to evict
his father from the farm where Colin’s own boyhood was passed, which lay
on the level land below the hill, in order to make there the long,
ornamental water which is one of the most agreeable features of the
place.
His father by this time was an old man of uncouth and intemperate
habits, and it could not perhaps be expected that the young earl should
cherish his declining years with any very personal tenderness. But he
established him in a decent dwelling, gave him an adequate maintenance
with a permission to draw on the brewery for unlimited beer, and made
only the one stipulation that his father should never attempt to gain
access to him. The old man put so liberal an interpretation on his
beer-rights, that he did not enjoy them very long.
This taint of hardness in Colin’s character was no new feature. He had
left the home of his boyhood without regret or any subsequent affection
of remembrance: he had made his pleasurable life at Court a profitable
affair, whereas others had spent their salaries and fortunes in
maintaining their suitable magnificence, and, like the great Marlborough
a few generations later, he had allowed infatuated women to pay pretty
handsomely for the privilege of adoring him, and the inhumanities, such
as his eviction of his father, with which his married life was
garlanded, was no more than the reasonable development of earlier
tendencies. Always a great stickler for the majesty of the law, he
caused certain sheep-stealers on the edge of his property to be hanged
for their misdeeds, and why should not the lord of Tillingham have
bought their little properties from their widows at a more than
reasonable price?
Though his own infidelities were notorious, the settlements of his
marriage were secure enough, and when he had already begotten two sons
of the hapless daughter of Sir John Reeves, he invoked the aid of the
law to enable him to put her away and renew his vow of love and honour
to the heiress of my Lord Middlesex. She proved to be a barren crone,
and perhaps had no opportunity of proving her fruitfulness, but she was
so infatuated with him that by the settlements she gave him
unconditionally the Broughton property which so conveniently adjoined
his own.
* * * * *
To go back again for a moment to that obscure matter of the Stanier
legend, it appears that on the day on which each of his sons came of
age, their father made them acquainted with the agreement he had made on
behalf of himself and the heirs of his body, and shewed them the signed
parchment. They had, so he pointed out to them, the free choice of
dissociating themselves from that bargain, and of taking the chance of
material prosperity here and of salvation hereafter; he enjoined on them
also the duty of transmitting the legend to their children in the manner
and at the time that it had been made known to themselves.
Neither Ronald, the elder, nor his brother Philip felt the least qualm
about the future, but they both had a very considerable appreciation of
the present, and on each occasion the parchment was restored to its
strong box with no loss of validity as regards the next generation.
Ronald soon afterwards made one of those prudent marriages for which for
generations the Staniers have been famous; Philip, on the other hand,
who presently made for himself at the Court a position hardly less
brilliant than his father’s had been, found celibacy, with its
accompanying consolations, good enough for him.
This is too polite an age to speak of his infamies and his amazing
debauches, but his father was never tired of hearing about them, and
used to hang on the boy’s tales when he got leave of absence from the
Court to spend a week at home. Ronald was but a prude in comparison with
the other two, protesting at Philip’s more atrocious experiences. His
notion, so he drunkenly tried to explain himself (for his grandfather’s
pleasures made strong appeal to him) was that there were things that no
gentleman would do, whatever backing he had, and with a curious
superstitious timidity he similarly refused to play dice on the
Communion table in the old monastic chapel....
For full forty years after the death of the Queen, Colin, Knight of the
Garter and first Earl of Yardley, revelled at the banquet of life. All
that material prosperity could offer was his; his princely purchases,
his extravagances, his sumptuous hospitalities were powerless to check
the ever-swelling roll of his revenues; he enjoyed a perfect bodily
health, and up to the day of his death his force was unabated, his eye
undimmed, and the gold in his hair untouched by a single thread of
silver.
As the years went on, his attachment to this stately house of Stanier
grew to a passion, and however little credence we may give to the
legend, it is certain that his descendants inherit from Colin Stanier
that devotion to the place where they were born. No Stanier, so it is
said, is ever completely happy away from the great house that crowns the
hill above the Romney Marsh; it is to them a shrine, a Mecca, a golden
Jerusalem, the home of their hearts, and all the fairest of foreign
lands, the most sunny seas, the most sumptuous palaces are but
wildernesses or hovels in comparison with their home. To such an extent
was this true of Colin, first Earl, that for the last ten years of his
life he scarcely left the place for a night.
But though his bodily health remained ever serene and youthful, and
youth’s excesses, continued into old age, left him unwrinkled of skin
and vigorous in desire, there grew on him during the last year of his
life a malady neither of body nor of mind, but of the very spirit and
essence of his being. The compact that he believed himself to have made
had been fully and honestly observed by the other high contracting
party, and as the time drew near that his own share in the bargain must
be exacted from him, his spirit, we must suppose, conscious that the
imprint of the divine was so shortly to be surcharged with the stamp and
superscription of hell, was filled with some remorseful terror, that in
itself was a foretaste of damnation.
He ate, he drank, he slept, he rioted, he brought to Stanier yet more
treasures of exquisite art--Italian pictures, bronzes of Greek
workmanship, Spanish lace, torn, perhaps, from the edges of
altar-cloths, intaglios, Persian Pottery, and Ming porcelain from China.
His passion for beauty, which had all his life been a torch to him, did
not fail him, nor yet the wit and rapier-play of tongue, nor yet the
scandalous chronicles of Philip. But in the midst of beauty or
debauchery, there would come to his mind with such withering of the
spirit as befel Belshazzar when the writing was traced on the wall, the
knowledge of his approaching doom.
As if to attempt to turn it aside or soften the inexorable fate, he gave
himself to deeds of belated pity and charitableness. He endowed an
almshouse in Rye; he erected a fine tomb over his father’s grave; he
attended daily service in the church which he had desecrated with his
dice-throwings. And all the time his spirit told him that it was too
late, he had made his bed and must lie on it: for he turned to the God
whom he had renounced neither in love nor in sincerity, nor in fear of
Him, but in terror of his true master.
But when he tried to pray his mind could invoke no holy images, but was
decked with pageants of debauchery, and if he formed his lips to pious
words there dropped from them a stream of obscenities and blasphemy. At
any moment the terror would lay its hand on his spirit, affecting
neither body nor mind, but addressing itself solely to the immortal and
deathless part of him. It was in vain that he attempted to assure
himself, too, that in the ordering of the world neither God nor devil
has a share, for even the atheism in which he had lived deserted him as
the hour of his death drew near.
The day of his seventieth birthday arrived: the house was full of
guests, and in honour of the occasion there was a feast for the tenants
of the estate in the great hall, while his own friends, making a
company of some fifty, sat at the high table on the dais. All day
distant thunder had muttered obscurely among the hills, and by the time
that the lights were lit in the hall, and the drinking deep, a heavy
pall had overspread the sky.
Lord Yardley was in fine spirits that night. For years he had had a
presentiment that he would do no more than reach the exact span
appointed for the life of men, and would die on his seventieth birthday,
and here was the day as good as over, and if that presentiment proved to
be unfulfilled he felt that he would face with a stouter scepticism the
other terror. He had just risen from his place to reply to the toast of
the evening, and stood, tall and comely, the figure of a man still in
the prime of life, facing his friends and dependents. Then, even while
he opened his lips to speak, the smile was struck from his face, and
instead of speech there issued from his mouth one wild cry of terror.
“No, no!” he screamed, and with his arm pushed out in front of him as if
to defend himself against some invisible presence, he fell forward
across the table.
At that moment the hall leaped into blinding light, and an appalling
riot of thunder answered. Some said that he had been struck and, indeed,
on his forehead there was a small black mark as of burning, but those
nearest felt no shock, and were confident that the stroke which had
fallen on him preceded the flash and the thunder: he had crashed forward
after that cry and that gesture of terror, before even the lightning
descended.... And Ronald reigned in his stead.
* * * * *
By the patent of nobility granted to Colin Stanier by Elizabeth, the
estates and title descended not through heirs male only, but through the
female line. If an Earl of Yardley died leaving only female issue, the
girl became Countess of Yardley in her own right, to the exclusion of
sons begotten by her father’s or grandfather’s younger brother. It was
perhaps characteristic of the Queen to frame the charter thus--she had
done so of her own invention and devising--for thus she gratified her
own sense of the capability of her sex, and also felt some phantom of
posthumous delight in securing, as far as she could, that the honours
that she had showered on her favourite should descend in direct line.
But for many generations her foresight and precaution seemed needless,
since each holder of the title bore sons only, and the line was straight
as a larch, from father to son. By some strange arbitrament of fate it
so happened that younger sons (following the unchaste example of Philip)
died in legal celibacy, or, if they married, were childless, or became
so in that generation or the next. Thus the family is unique in having
to this day no collateral branches, and in this the fancifully disposed
may be prone to see a certain diabolical observance of the original
bond. No dowries for daughters had to be provided, and such portions as
were made for younger sons soon rolled back again into the sea of family
affluence.
The purchase of land formed the main outlet for the flood of
ever-increasing revenue, and as surely as Lord Yardley entered upon his
new acreages, mineral wealth would be discovered on the freshly-acquired
property (as was the case in the Cornish farms, where the Stanier lode
of tin was found), or if when, at a later date, as in a mere freak, he
purchased barren fields fit only for grazing, by the sea, it was not
long before the Prince Regent found that the Sussex coast enjoyed a
bracing and salubrious air, and lo! all the grazing-lands of Lord
Stanier became building sites. Whatever they touched turned to gold, and
that to no anæmic hands incapable of enjoying the lusts and splendours
of life. Honours fell on them thick as autumn leaves: each holder of the
title in turn has won the Garter, and never has the Garter been bestowed
on them without solid merit to carry it. Three have been Prime
Ministers, further three ambassadors to foreign countries on difficult
and delicate businesses; in the Napoleonic wars there was a great
general.... But all these records are public property.
Less known, perhaps, is the fact that no Lord Yardley has ever yet died
in his bed or received the religious consolation that would fit him to
go forth undismayed on his last dark, solitary journey, and though each
in turn (with the sad exception of Philip, third Earl, and his nephew,
the recusant Ronald) has lived to the comfortable age of seventy, swift
death, sometimes with violence, has been the manner of his exit. Colin,
fourth Earl, committed suicide under circumstances which made it
creditable that he should do so; otherwise strange seizures,
accompanied, it would appear, by some inexplicable terror, has been the
manner of the demise.
And what, in this brief history of their annals, can be said of the
legend, except that from being a terrible truth to Colin, first Earl, it
has faded even as has faded the ink which records that mythical
bargaining? It is more than a hundred years ago now that the Lord
Yardley of the day caused the parchment to be inserted in the frame of
his infamous ancestor, where it can be seen now every Thursday afternoon
from three to five, when Stanier is open, without fee, to decently-clad
visitors, and the very fact that Lord Yardley (_temp._ George III.)
should have displayed it as a curiosity, is the measure of the
incredulity with which those most closely concerned regarded it. A man
would not put up for all the world to see the warrant that he should
burn eternally in the fires of hell if he viewed it with the slightest
tremor of misgiving. It was blasphemous even to suppose that worldly
prosperity (as said the excellent parson at Stanier who always dined at
the house on Sunday evening and slept it off on Monday morning) was
anything other than the mark of divine favour, and many texts from the
Psalmist could be produced in support of his view. Thus fortified by
port and professional advice, Lord Yardley decreed the insertion of the
document into the frame that held the picture of that ancestor of his
whose signature it bore, and gave a remarkably generous subscription to
the organ-fund. Faded as was the writing then, it has faded into greater
indecipherability since, and with it any remnant of faith in its
validity.
Yet hardly less curious to the psychologist is the strange nature of
these Staniers. Decked as they are with the embellishment of
distinction, of breeding, and beauty, they have always seemed to their
contemporaries to be lacking in some quality, hard to define but easy to
appreciate or, in their case, to miss. A tale of trouble will very
likely win from them some solid alleviation, but their generosity, you
would find, gave always the impression of being made not out of love or
out of sympathy, but out of contempt.
Their charm--and God knows how many have fallen victims to it--has been
and is that of some cold brilliance, that attracts even as the beam of a
lighthouse attracts the migrating birds who dash themselves to pieces
against the glass that shields it; it can scarcely be said to be the
fault of the light that the silly feathered things broke themselves
against its transparent, impenetrable armour. It hardly invited: it only
shone on business which did not concern the birds, so there was no
definite design of attraction or cruelty in its beams, only of
brilliance and indifference. That is the habit of light; such, too, are
the habits of birds; the light even might be supposed by sentimentalists
faintly to regret the shattered wing and the brightness of the drowned
plumage.
But, so it is popularly supposed, it is quite easy, though not very
prudent, to arouse unfavourable emotion in a Stanier; you have but to
vex him or run counter to his wish, and you will very soon find yourself
on the target of a remorseless and vindictive hate. No ray of pity, so
it is said, softens the hardness of that frosty intensity; no
contrition, when once it has been aroused, will thaw it. Forgiveness is
a word quite foreign to their vocabulary, and its nearest equivalent is
a contemptuous indifference. Gratitude, in the same way, figures as an
obsolete term in the language of their emotions. They neither feel it
nor expect it: it has no currency. Whatever you may be privileged to do
for a Stanier, he takes as a mite in the endowment which the world has
always, since the days of our Elizabethan Colin, poured into their
treasuries, while if he has done you a good turn, he has done so as he
would chuck a picked bone to a hungry dog: the proper course for the dog
is to snatch it up and retire into its corner to mumble it.
It would be strange, then, if, being without ruth or love, a Stanier
could bestow or aspire to friendship with man or woman, and, indeed,
such an anomaly has never occurred. But, then, it must be remembered
that Staniers, as far as we can find out from old letters and diaries
and mere historical documents, never wanted friendship nor, indeed,
comprehended it. Their beauty and their charm made easy for them the
creation of such relationships as they desired, the assuaging of such
thirst as was theirs, after which the sucked rind could be thrown away;
and though through all their generations they have practised those
superb hospitalities which find so apt a setting at Stanier, it is
rather as gods snuffing up the incense of their worshippers than as
entertaining their friends that they fill the great house with all who
are noblest by birth or distinction.
George IV., for instance, when Prince Regent, stayed there, it may be
remembered, for nearly a fortnight, having been asked for three days,
during which time the entire House of Lords with their wives spent in
noble sections two nights at Stanier, as well as many much younger and
sprightlier little personages just as famous in the proper quarter. The
entire opera from Drury Lane diverted their evening one night, baccarat
(or its equivalent) beguiled another, on yet another the Prince could
not be found....
* * * * *
Not so fortunate, perhaps, save in being the mistresses of all this
splendour, and invariably the mothers of handsome sons, have been the
successive wives in this illustrious line. For with whatever natural
gaiety, with whatever high and independent spirit these ladies married
the sons of the house, they seemed always to have undergone some gloomy
and mysterious transformation. It was as if they were ground in a mill,
and ground exceeding small, and as if the resulting powder of grain was
mixed and kneaded and baked into the Stanier loaf.
Especially was this the case with her who married the young Lord Stanier
of the day; long before she succeeded to her full honours she had been
crushed into the iron mould designed for the Countesses of Yardley. In
public, dignity and stateliness and fine manner would distinguish her,
but below these desirable insignia of her station, her character and
individuality seemed to have been reduced to pulp, to have been frozen
to death, to have been pounded and brayed in some soul-shattering
mortar. Perhaps when first as a bride she entered through the glass
doors which were only opened when the eldest son brought home his wife,
or when there was welcomed at Stanier some reigning monarch, her heart
would be all afire with love and virgin longing for him with whom she
passed through those fatal portals, but before the honeymoon was over
this process that tamed and stifled and paralysed would have begun its
deadly work.
For the eldest son and his wife there was reserved a floor in one of the
wings of the house; they had no other establishment in the country, and
here, when not in London, the family dwelt in patriarchal fashion. When
no guests were present, the heir-apparent and his wife breakfasted and
lunched in the privacy of their wing, if so they chose; they had their
own horses, their own household of servants, but every evening, when the
warning bell for dinner sounded, the major-domo came to the door of
their apartments and preceded them down to the great gallery where, with
any other sons and daughters-in-law, they awaited the entrance of Lord
Yardley and his wife. Then came the stately and almost speechless
dinner, served on gold plate, and after that a rubber of whist,
decorous and damning, until Lady Yardley retired on the stroke of ten,
and the sons joined their father in the billiard-room.
Such evenings were rare (for usually throughout the shooting season
there were guests in the house), but from them we can conjecture some
sketch of the paralysing process: this was the conduct of a family
evening in the mere superficial adventure of dining and passing a
sociable evening, and from it we can estimate something of the effect of
parallel processes applied to the thoughts and the mind and the
aspirations and the desires of a young wife. No Stanier wanted love or
gave it; what he wanted when he took his mate was that in obedience and
subjection she should give him (as she always did) a legitimate and
healthy heir. She was not a Stanier, and though she wore the family
pearls like a halter, she was only there on sufferance and of necessity,
and though her blood would beat with the true ichor in the arteries of
the next generation, she was in herself no more than the sucked
orange-rind.
The Staniers were too proud to reckon an alliance with any family on the
face of the earth as anything but an honour for the family concerned;
even when, as happened at the close of the eighteenth century, a
princess of the Hohenzollern line was married to the heir, she was
ground in the mill like any other. In her case she shared to the full in
the brutal arrogance of her own family, and had imagined that it was she
who, by this alliance, had conferred, not accepted, an honour. She had
supposed that her husband and his relations would give her the deference
due to royalty, and it took her some little time to learn her lesson,
which she appears to have mastered.
A hundred years later the Emperor William II. of Germany had a reminder
of it which caused him considerable surprise. On one of his visits to
England he deigned to pass a week-end at Stanier, and though received as
a reigning monarch with opening of the glass doors, he found that his
condescension in remembering that he was connected with the family was
not received with the rapture of humility which he had expected. He had
asked to be treated by the members of the family as Cousin Willie, and
they did so with a nonchalance that was truly amazing.
Such, in brief, was the rise of the Staniers, and such the outline of
their splendour.
CHAPTER II
By the middle of the nineteenth century the fading of the actual deed
signed by Colin Stanier had scarcely kept pace with the fading of the
faith in it: this had become the mildest of effete superstitions. About
that epoch, also, the continuity of Stanier tradition was broken, for
there was born in the direct line not only two sons but a daughter,
Hester, who, a couple of centuries ago, would probably have been
regarded as a changeling, and met an early fate as such. She was as
lovely as the dawn, and had to the full, with every feminine grace
added, a double portion of the Stanier charm, but in her disposition no
faintest trace of traditional inheritance could be found; instead of
their inhuman arrogance, their icy self-sufficiency, she was endowed
with a gaiety and a rollicking gutter-snipe enjoyment of existence,
which laughed to scorn the dignity of birth.
Being of the inferior sex, her father decreed that she should be brought
up in the image of the tradition which ground so small the women who had
married into the family; she must become, like her own mother, aloof and
calm and infinitely conscious of her position. But neither precept nor
example had the smallest effect on her: for dignity, she had
boisterousness; for calm, buoyant, irrepressible spirits; and for
self-control, a marked tendency to allure and kindle the
susceptibilities of the other sex, were he peer or ploughboy.
Alone, too, of her race, she had no spark of that passionate affection
for her home that was one of the most salient characteristics of the
others.
She gave an instance of this defect when, at the age of fifteen, she ran
away from Stanier half-way through August, while the family were in
residence after the season in London, being unable to stand the thought
of that deadly and awful stateliness which would last without break till
January, when the assembling of the Houses of Parliament would take them
all back to the metropolis which she loved with extraordinary fervour.
Part of the way she went in a train, part of the way she rode, and
eventually arrived back at the huge house in St. James’s Square, now
empty and sheeted, and persuaded the caretaker, who had been her nurse
and adored her with unique devotion, to take her in and send no news to
Stanier of her arrival.
“Darling Cooper,” she said, with her arms round the old woman’s neck and
her delicious face bestowing kisses on her, “unless you promise to say
nothing about my coming here, I shall leave the house and get really
lost. They say a healthy girl can always get a living.”
“Eh, my dear,” said Cooper, much shocked, “what are you saying?”
Hester’s look of seraphic ignorance that she had said anything unusual
reassured Cooper.
“What am I saying?” asked Hester. “I’m just saying what I shall do. I
shall buy a monkey and a barrel-organ and dress like a gipsy and tell
fortunes. But I won’t go back to that awful Stanier.”
“But it’s your papa’s house,” said Cooper. “Young ladies have to live
with their families till they are married.”
“This one won’t,” said Hester. “And I believe it’s true, Cooper, that we
own it through the power of the devil. It’s a dreadful place: there’s a
blight on it. Grandmamma was turned to stone there, and mamma has been
turned to stone, and they’re trying to turn me to stone.”
Poor Cooper was in a fair quandary; she knew that Hester was perfectly
capable of rushing out of the house unless she gave her the desired
promise, and then with what face would she encounter Lord Yardley, how
stammer forth the miserable confession that Hester had been here? Not
less impossible to contemplate was the housing of this entrancing imp,
and keeping to herself the secret of Hester’s whereabouts. Even more
impossible was the third count of giving Hester the promise, and then
breaking it by sending a clandestine communication to her mother, for
that would imply the loss of Hester’s trust in her, and she could not
face the idea of those eyes turned reproachfully on her as on some
treacherous foe.
She hesitated, and the artful Hester noted her advantage.
“Darling Cooper, you wouldn’t like me to be turned to stone,” she said.
“I know I should make a lovely statue, but it’s better to be alive.”
“Eh, my dear, be a good girl and go back to Stanier,” pleaded Cooper.
“Think of your mamma and the anxiety she’s in about you.”
Hester made “a face.” “It’s silly to say that,” she said. “Mamma
anxious, indeed! Mamma couldn’t be anxious: she’s dead inside.”
Cooper felt she could not argue the point with any conviction, for she
was entirely of Hester’s opinion.
“And I’ve had no tea, Cooper,” said the girl, “and I am so hungry.”
“Bless the child, but I’ll get you your tea,” said Cooper. “And then
you’ll be a good girl and let me send off a telegram....”
What Hester’s future plans really were she had not yet determined to
herself; she was still acting under the original impulse which had made
her run away. Come what might, she had found the idea of Stanier utterly
impossible that morning; the only thing that mattered was to get away.
But as Cooper bustled about with the preparations of the tea, she began
to consider what she really expected. She was quite undismayed at what
she had done, and was on that score willing to confront any stone faces
that might be-Gorgon her, but her imagination could not picture what she
was going to do. Would she live here _perdue_ for the next six months
till the family of stone brought their Pharaoh-presence into London
again? She could not imagine that. Was it to come, then, to the
threatened barrel-organ and the monkey and the telling of fortunes? Glib
and ready as had been her speech on that subject, it lacked reality when
seriously contemplated in the mirror of the future.
But if she was not proposing to live here with Cooper, or to run away
definitely--a prospect for which, at the age of fifteen, she felt
herself, now that it grimly stared her in the face, wholly unripe--there
was nothing to be done, but to-day or to-morrow, or on one of the
conceivable to-morrows, to go back again. And yet her whole nature
revolted against that.
She was sitting in the window-seat of the big hall as this dismal debate
went on in her head, but all the parties to that conference were agreed
on one thing--namely, that Cooper should not telegraph to her mother,
and that, come what might, Cooper should not be imagined to be an
accomplice. Just then she heard a step on the threshold outside, and
simultaneously the welcome jingle of a tea-tray from the opposite
direction. Hester tiptoed towards the latter of these sounds, and found
Cooper laden with good things on a tray advancing up the corridor.
“Go back to your room, Cooper,” she whispered; “there is some one at the
door. I will see who it is.”
“Eh, now, let me open the door,” said Cooper, visibly apprehensive.
“No! Go away!” whispered Hester, and remained there during imperative
peals of the bell till Cooper had vanished.
She tried, by peeping sideways out of the hall window, to arrive at the
identity of this impatient visitor, but could see nothing of him. Then,
with cold courage, she went to the front-door and opened it. She
expected something bad--her mother, perhaps, or her brothers’ tutor, or
the groom of the chambers--but she had conjectured nothing so bad as
this, for on the doorstep stood her father.
That formidable figure was not often encountered by her. In London she
practically never saw him at all; in the country she saw him but once a
day, when, with the rest of the family, she waited in the drawing-room
before dinner for his entrance with her mother. Then they all stood up,
and paired off to go in to dinner. In some remote manner Hester felt
that she had no existence for him, but that he, at close quarters, had a
terrible existence for her. Generally, he took no notice whatever of
her, but to-day she realised that she existed for him in so lively a
manner that he had come up from Stanier to get into touch with her. Such
courage as she had completely oozed out of her: she had become just a
stone out of the family quarry.
“So you’re here,” he said, shutting the door behind him.
“Yes,” said Hester.
“And do you realise what you’ve done?” he asked.
“I’ve run away,” said she.
“I don’t mean that,” said he; “that’s soon remedied. But you’ve made me
spend half the day travelling in order to find you. Now you’re going to
suffer for it. Stand up here in front of me.”
As he spoke he drew off his fine white gloves and put the big sapphire
ring that he wore into his pocket. At that Hester guessed his purpose.
“I shan’t,” she said.
He gave her so ill-omened and ugly a glance that her heart quailed. “You
will do as I tell you,” he said.
Hester felt her pulses beating small and quick. Fear perhaps accounted
for that, but more dominant than fear in her mind was the sense of her
hatred of her father. He was like a devil, one of those contorted
waterspouts on the church at home. She found herself obeying him.
“Now I am going to punish you,” he said, “for being such a nuisance to
me. By ill-luck you are my daughter, and as you don’t know how a
daughter of mine ought to behave, I am going to show you what happens
when she behaves as you have done. Your mother has often told me that
you are a wilful and vulgar child, disobedient to your governesses, and,
in a word, common. But now you have forced your commonness upon my
notice, and I’m going to make you sorry for having done so. Hold your
head up.”
He drew back his arm, and with his open hand smacked her across her
cheek; with his left hand he planted a similar and stinging blow. Four
times those white thin fingers of his blazoned themselves on her face,
and then he paused.
“Well, why don’t you cry?” he said.
“Because I don’t choose to,” said Hester.
“Put your head up again,” said he.
She stood there firm as a rock for half a dozen more of those bitter
blows, and then into his black heart there came a conviction, bitterer
than any punishment he had inflicted on her, that he was beaten. In
sheer rage at this he took her by her shoulders and shook her violently.
And then came the end, for she simply collapsed on the floor, still
untamed. Her bodily force might fail, but she flew no flag of surrender.
She came to herself again with the sense of Cooper near her. She turned
weary eyes this way and that, but saw nothing of her father.
“Oh, Cooper, has that devil gone?” she asked.
“Eh, my lady,” said Cooper, “who are you talking of? There’s no one here
but his lordship.”
Hester raised herself on her elbow and saw that awful figure standing by
the great chimneypiece. The first thought that came into her mind was
for Cooper.
“I wish to tell you that ever since I entered the house Cooper has been
saying that she must telegraph to you that I was here,” she said.
He nodded. “That’s all right then, Cooper,” he said.
Hester watched her father take the sapphire ring from his waistcoat
pocket. He put this on, and then his gloves.
“Her ladyship will stay here to-night, Cooper,” he said. “And you will
take her to the station to-morrow morning and bring her down to
Stanier.”
He did not so much as glance at Hester, and next moment the front door
had closed behind him.
* * * * *
Hester arrived back at Stanier next day after this abortive expedition,
and it was clear at once that orders had been issued that no word was to
be said to her on the subject of what she had done. She had mid-day
dinner with her governess, rode afterwards with her brothers, and as
usual stood up when her father entered the drawing-room in the evening.
The awful life had closed like a trap upon her again, rather more
tightly than before, for she was subject to a closer supervision.
But though the apparent victory was with her father, she knew (and was
somehow aware that he knew it, too) that her spirit had not yielded one
inch to him, and that he, for all his grim autocracy, was conscious, as
regards her, of imperfect mastery. If he had broken her will, so she
acutely argued, she would not now have been watched; her doings would
not, as they certainly were, have been reported to him by the governess.
That was meat and drink to her. But from being a mere grim presence in
the background he had leaped into reality, and with the whole force of
her nature, she hated him.
The substance of the Stanier legend, faint though the faith in it had
become, was, of course, well known to her, and every morning, looking
like some young sexless angel newly come to earth, she added to her very
tepid prayers the fervent and heartfelt petition that the devil would
not long delay in exacting his part of the bargain.
* * * * *
Two years passed, and Hester became aware that there were schemes on
foot for marrying her off with the utmost possible speed. The idea of
marriage in the abstract was wholly to her mind, since then she would be
quit of the terrible life at Stanier, but in the concrete she was not
so content with her selected deliverer. This was the mild and highborn
Marquis of Blakeney, a man precisely twice her age, of plain, serious
mind and irreproachable morals. He adored her in a rapt and tongue-tied
manner, and no doubt Hester had encouraged him with those little smiles
and glances which she found it impossible not to bestow on any male
denizen of this earth, without any distinct ulterior views. But when it
became evident, by his own express declaration made with the permission
of her father, that he entertained such views, Hester wondered whether
it would be really possible to kiss that seal-like whiskered face with
any semblance of wifely enthusiasm.
Had there been any indication that her pious petition with regard to the
speedy ratification of the Stanier legend as regards her father would be
granted, she would probably have recommended the mild Marquis to take
his vows to other shrines, but her father seemed to be suffering no
inconvenience from her prayers, and she accepted the rapt and
tongue-tied devotion. Instantly all the bonds of discipline and
suppression were relaxed; even in her father’s eyes her engagement made
her something of a personage, and Hester hated him more than ever.
And then the vengeance of winged, vindictive love, more imperious than
her father, overtook and punished her, breaking her spirit, which he had
never done. At a dance given at Blakeney Castle to celebrate the
engagement, she saw young Ralph Brayton, penniless and debonair, with no
seal-face and no marquisate, and the glance of each pierced through the
heart of the other. He was the son of the family solicitor of Lord
Blakeney, and even while his father was drawing out the schedule of
munificent settlements for the bride-to-be, the bride gave him something
more munificent yet, and settled it, her heart, upon him for all
perpetuity.
She did her best to disown, if not to stifle, what had come upon her,
and had her marriage but been fixed for a month earlier than the day
appointed, she would probably have married her affianced bridegroom,
and let love hang itself in its own silken noose and chance its being
quite strangled. As it was, even while her room at Stanier was silky and
shimmering with the appurtenances of a bride, she slipped out one night
as the moon set, and joined her lover at the park gates. By dawn they
had come to London, and before evening she was safe in the holding of
her husband’s arms.
On the news reaching Lord Yardley he had a stroke from which he did not
recover for many years, though he soon regained sufficient power of
babbling speech to make it abundantly clear that he would never see
Hester again. As she was equally determined never to see him, their
wills were in complete harmony. That brutal punishment she had received
from those thin white hands two years before, followed by the bondage of
her life at home, had rendered her perfectly callous as regards him. Had
he been sorry for it, she might have shrugged her pretty shoulders and
forgotten it; for that cold pale slab of womanhood, her mother, she felt
nothing whatever.
This outrageous marriage of Hester’s, followed by her father’s stroke,
were contrary to all tradition as regards the legend, for these
calamities, indeed, looked as if one of the high contracting parties was
not fulfilling his share of the bargain, and the behaviour of Philip,
Lord Stanier, the stricken man’s eldest son, added weight to the
presumption that the luck of the Staniers (to put it at that) was on the
wane--fading, fading like the ink of the original bond. Instead of
marrying at the age of twenty or twenty-one, as his father and
forefathers had done, he remained obstinately celibate and ludicrously
decorous. In appearance he was dark, heavy of feature, jowled even in
his youth by a fleshiness of neck, and built on massive lines in place
of the slenderness of his race, though somehow, in spite of these
aberrations from the type, he yet presented an example, or, rather, a
parody, of the type. But when you came to mind, and that which lies
behind body and mind alike, that impenetrable essence of individuality,
then the professors in heredity would indeed have held up bewildered
hands of surrender. He was studious and hesitating, his mental processes
went with a tread as deliberate as his foot, and in place of that swift
eagerness of the Stanier mind, which, so to speak, threw a lasso over
the mental quarry with one swing of a lithe arm, and entangled it, poor
Philip crept on hands and knees towards it and advanced ever so
imperceptibly nearer. In the matter of mode of life the difference
between him and the type was most marked of all. Hitherto the eldest son
had married early and wisely for the sole object of the perpetuation of
the breed, and having arrived at that, pursued the ways of youth in
copious indiscretions which his wife, already tamed and paralysed, had
no will to resent. Philip, on the other hand, living in the gloom of the
house beneath the stroke and the shadow that had fallen on his father,
seemed to have missed his youth altogether. Life held for him no
bubbling draught that frothed on his lips and was forgotten; he
abstained from all the fruits of vigour and exuberance. One family
characteristic alone was his--the passionate love of his home, so that
he preferred even in these conditions to live here than find freedom
elsewhere. There he dreamed and studied, and neither love nor passion
nor intrigue came near him. He cared little for his mother; his father
he hated and feared. And yet some germ of romance, perhaps, lay dormant
but potential in his soul, for more and more he read of Italy, and of
the swift flowering of love in the South....
* * * * *
It seemed as if the hellish bargain made three hundred years ago had
indeed become obsolete, for the weeks and months added themselves
together into a swiftly mounting total of years, while a nightmare of
eclipsed existence brooded over the great house at Stanier. Since the
stroke that had fallen on him after Hester’s runaway match, Lord Yardley
would have no guests in the house, and with the constancy of the
original Colin, would never leave the place himself. Grinning and
snarling in his bath-chair, he would be drawn up and down its long
galleries by the hour together, with his battered and petrified spouse
walking by his side, at first unable to speak with any coherence, but as
the years went on attaining to a grim ejaculatory utterance that left no
doubt as to his meaning.
Sometimes it was his whim to enter the library, and if Philip was there
he would give vent to dreadful and stuttering observations as he
clenched and unclenched the nerveless hands that seemed starving to
throttle his son’s throat. Then, tired with this outpouring of emotion,
he would doze in his chair, and wake from his doze into a paroxysm of
tremulous speechlessness. At dinner-time he would have the riband of the
Garter pinned across his knitted coat and be wheeled, with his wife
walking whitely by his side, into the gallery, where the unmarried
Philip, and his newly-married brother and his wife, stood up at his
entrance, and without recognition he would pass, jibbering, at the head
of that small and dismal procession, into the dining-room.
He grew ever thinner and more wasted in body, but such was some
consuming fire within him that he needed the sustenance of some growing
and gigantic youth. He was unable to feed himself, and his attendant
standing by him put into that open chasm of a mouth, still lined with
milk-white teeth, his monstrous portions. A couple of bites was
sufficient to prepare for the gulp, and again his mouth was ready to
receive.
Then, when the solid entertainment was over, and the women gone, there
remained the business of wine, and, sound trencherman though he was, his
capacity over this was even more remarkable. He took his port by the
tumblerful, the first of which he would drink like one thirsty for
water, and this in some awful manner momentarily restored his powers of
speech. Like the first drops before a storm, single words began dripping
from his lips, as this restoration of speech took place, his eye,
brightening with malevolence, fixed itself on Philip, and night after
night he would gather force for the same lunatic tirade.
“You sitting there,” he would say, “you, Philip, you aren’t a Stanier!
Why don’t you get a bitch to your kennel, and rear a mongrel or two? You
heavy-faced lout, you can’t breed, you can’t drink, you can do nought
but grow blear-eyed over a pack of printed rubbish. There was Hester:
she married some sort of sweeper, and barren she is at that. I take
blame to myself there: if only I had smacked her face a dozen times
instead of once, I’d have tamed her: she would have come to heel. And
the third of you, Ronald there, with your soapy-faced slut of a wife,
you’d be more in your place behind a draper’s counter than here at
Stanier. And they tell me that there’s no news yet that you’re going to
give an heir to the place. Heir, good God....”
Ronald had less patience than his brother. He would have drunk pretty
stiffly by now, and he would bang the table and make the glasses jingle.
“Now you keep a civil tongue in your head, father,” he said, “and I’ll
do the same for you. A pretty figure you cut with your Garter and your
costermonger talk. It’s your own nest you’re fouling, and you’ve fouled
it well. There was never yet a Stanier till you who took to a bath-chair
and a bib and a man to feed him when he couldn’t find the way to his own
mouth.”
“Here, steady, Ronald!” Philip would say.
“I’m steadier than that palsy-stricken jelly there,” said Ronald. “If he
leaves me alone I leave him alone: it isn’t I who begin. But if you or
he think I’m going to sit here and listen to his gutter-talk, you’re in
error.”
He left his seat with a final reversal of the decanter and banged out of
the room.
Then, as likely as not, the old man would begin to whimper. Though,
apparently, he did all he could to make residence at Stanier impossible
for his sons, he seemed above all to fear that he would succeed in doing
so.
“Your brother gets so easily angered with me,” he would say. “I’m sure I
said nothing to him that a loving father shouldn’t. Go after him, Phil,
and ask him to come back and drink a friendly glass with his poor
father.”
“I think you had better let him be, sir,” said Philip. “He didn’t relish
what you said of his wife and his childlessness.”
“Well, I meant nothing, I meant nothing. Mayn’t a father have a bit of
chaff over his wine with his sons? As for his wife, I’m sure she’s a
very decent woman, and if it was that which offended him, there’s that
diamond collar my lady wears. Bid her take it off and give it to Janet
as a present from me. Then we shall be all comfortable again.”
“I should leave it alone for to-night,” said Philip. “You can give it
her to-morrow. Won’t you come and have your rubber of whist?”
His eye would brighten again at that, for in his day he had been a great
player, and if he went to the cards straight from his wine, which for a
little made order in the muddle and confusion of his brain, he would
play a hand or two with the skill that had been an instinct with him.
His tortoise-shell kitten must first be brought him, for that was his
mascotte, which reposed on his lap, and for the kitten there was a
saucerful of chopped fish to keep it quiet. It used to drag fragments
from the dish on to the riband of the Garter, and eat from there.
He could not hold the cards himself, and they were arranged in a stand
in front of him, and his attendant pulled out the one to which he
pointed a quivering finger. If the cards were not in his favour he would
chuck the kitten off his knee. “Drown it; the devil’s in it,” he would
mumble. Then, before long, the gleam of lucidity rent in his clouds by
the wine would close up again, and he would play with lamentable lunatic
cunning, revoking and winking at his valet, and laughing with pleasure
as the tricks were gathered. At the end he would calculate his winnings
and insist on their being paid. They were returned to the loser when his
valet had abstracted them from his pocket....
Any attempt to move him from Stanier had to be abandoned, for it brought
on such violent agitation that his life was endangered if it were
persisted in, and even if it had been possible to certify him as insane,
neither Philip nor his brother nor his wife would have consented to his
removal to a private asylum, for some impregnable barrier of family
pride stood in the way. Nor, perhaps, would it have been easy to obtain
the necessary certificate. He had shown no sign of homicidal or suicidal
mania, and it would have been hard to have found any definite delusion
from which he suffered. He was just a very terrible old man, partly
paralytic, who got drunk and lucid together of an evening. He certainly
hated Philip, but Philip’s habits and Philip’s celibacy were the causes
of that; he cheated at cards, but the sane have been known to do
likewise.
Indeed, it seemed as if after their long and glorious noon in which, as
by some Joshua-stroke, the sun had stayed his course in the zenith, that
the fortunes of the Staniers were dipping swiftly into the cold of an
eternal night. In mockery of that decline their wealth, mounting to more
prodigious heights, resembled some Pharaoh’s pyramid into which so soon
a handful of dust would be laid. In the last decade of the nineteenth
century the long leases of the acres which a hundred years ago had been
let for building land at Brighton were tumbling in, and in place of
ground-rents the houses came into their possession, while, with true
Stanier luck, this coincided with a revival of Brighton as a
watering-place. Fresh lodes were discovered in their Cornish properties,
and the wave of gold rose ever higher, bearing on it those who seemed
likely to be the last of the name. Philip, now a little over forty years
old, was still unmarried; Ronald, ten years his junior, was childless;
and Lady Hester Brayton, now a widow, had neither son nor daughter to
carry on the family.
Already it looked as if the vultures were coming closer across the
golden sands of the desert on which these survivors were barrenly
gathered, for an acute and far-seeing solicitor had unearthed a family
of labourers living in a cottage in the marsh between Broomhill and
Appledore, who undoubtedly bore the name of Stanier, and he had secured
from the father, who could just write his name, a duly-attested document
to the effect that if Jacob Spurway succeeded in establishing him in the
family possessions and honours, he would pay him the sum of a hundred
thousand pounds in ten annual instalments. That being made secure, it
was worth while secretly to hunt through old wills and leases, and he
had certainly discovered that Colin Stanier (_æt._ Elizabeth) had a
younger brother, Ronald, who inhabited a farm not far from Appledore and
had issue. That issue could, for the most part, be traced, or, at any
rate, firmly inferred right down to the present. Then came a most
gratifying search through the chronicles and pedigrees of the line now
in possession, and, explore as he might, John Spurway could find no
collateral line still in existence. Straight down, from father to son,
as we have seen, ran the generations; till the day of Lady Hester
Brayton, no daughter had been born to an Earl of Yardley, and the line
of such other sons as the lords of Stanier begot had utterly died out.
The chance of establishing this illiterate boor seemed to Mr. Jacob
Spurway a very promising one, and he not only devoted to it his time and
his undoubted abilities, but even made a few clandestine and judicious
purchases. There arrived, for instance, one night at the Stanier cottage
a wholly genuine Elizabethan chair in extremely bad condition, which was
modestly placed in the kitchen behind the door; a tiger-ware jug found
its way to the high chimneypiece and got speedily covered with dust, and
a much-tarnished Elizabethan sealtop spoon made a curious addition to
the Britannia metal equipage for the drinking of tea.
But if this drab and barren decay of the direct line of Colin Stanier
roused the interest of Mr. Spurway, it appeared in the year 1892 to
interest others not less ingenious, and (to adopt the obsolete terms of
the legend) it really looked as if Satan remembered the bond to which he
was party, and bestirred himself to make amends for his forgetfulness.
And first--with a pang of self-reproach--he turned his attention to this
poor bath-chaired paralytic, now so rapidly approaching his seventieth
year. Then there was Philip to consider, and Ronald.... Lady Hester he
felt less self-reproachful about, for, unhampered by children, and
consoled for the loss of her husband by the very charming attentions of
others, she was in London queen of the smart Bohemia, which was the only
court at all to her mind, and was far more amusing than the garden
parties at Buckingham Palace to which, so pleasant was Bohemia, she was
no longer invited.
So then, just about the time that Mr. Spurway was sending Elizabethan
relics to the cottage in the Romney Marsh, there came over Lord Yardley
a strange and rather embarrassing amelioration of his stricken state.
From a medical point of view he became inexplicably better, though from
another point of view it could be as confidently stated that he became
irretrievably worse. His clouded faculties were pierced by the sun of
lucidity again, the jerks and quivers of his limbs and his speech gave
way to a more orderly rhythm, and his doctor congratulated himself on
the eventual success of a treatment that for twenty years had produced
no effect whatever. Strictly speaking, that treatment could be more
accurately described as the absence of treatment: Sir Thomas Logan had
said all along that the utmost that doctors could do was to assist
Nature in effecting a cure: a bath-chair and the indulgence of anything
the patient felt inclined to do was the sum of the curative process. Now
at last it bore (professionally speaking) the most gratifying fruit.
Coherence visited his speech, irrespective of the tumblers of port
(indeed, these tumblers of port produced a normal incoherence), his
powerless hands began to grasp the cards again, and before long he was
able to perambulate the galleries through which his bath-chair had so
long wheeled him, on his own feet with the aid of a couple of sticks.
Every week that passed saw some new feat of convalescence and the
strangeness of the physical and mental recovery touched the fringes of
the miraculous.
But while Sir Thomas Logan, in his constant visits to Stanier during
this amazing recovery, never failed to find some fresh and surprising
testimonial to his skill, he had to put away from himself with something
of an effort certain qualms that insisted on presenting themselves to
him. It seemed even while his patient’s physical and mental faculties
improved in a steady and ascending ratio of progress, that some
spiritual deterioration balanced, or more than balanced, this recovery.
Hard and cruel Lord Yardley had been before the stroke had fallen on
him--without compassion, without human affection--now, in the renewal of
his vital forces, these qualities blazed into a conflagration, and it
was against Philip, above all others, that their heat and fury were
directed.
While his father was helpless Philip had staunchly remained with him,
sharing with his mother and with Ronald and his wife the daily burden of
companionship. But now there was something intolerable in his father’s
lucid and concentrated hatred of him. Daily now Lord Yardley would come
into the library where Philip was at his books, in order to glut his
passion with proximity. He would take a chair near Philip’s, and, under
pretence of reading, would look at him in silence with lips that
trembled and twitching fingers. Once or twice, goaded by Philip’s steady
ignoring of his presence, he broke out into speeches of hideous abuse,
the more terrible because it was no longer the drunken raving of a
paralytic, but the considered utterance of a clear and hellish brain.
Acting on the great doctor’s advice, Philip, without saying a word to
his father, made arrangements for leaving Stanier. He talked the matter
over with that marble mother of his, and they settled that he would be
wise to leave England for the time being. If his father, as might so
easily happen, got news of him in London or in some place easily
accessible, the awful law of attraction which his hatred made between
them might lead to new developments: the more prudent thing was that he
should efface himself altogether.
Italy, to one of Philip’s temperament, appeared an obvious asylum, but
beyond that his whereabouts was to be left vague, so that his mother,
without fear of detection in falsehood, could say that she did not know
where he was. She would write him news of Stanier to some forwarding
agency in Rome, with which he would be in communication, and he would
transmit news of himself through the same channel.
One morning before the house was astir, Philip came down into the great
hall. Terrible as these last years had been, rising to this climax which
had driven him out, it was with a bleeding of the heart that he left the
home that was knitted into his very being, and beat in his arteries. He
would not allow himself to wonder how long it might be before his
return: it did not seem possible that in his father’s lifetime he should
tread these floors again, and in the astounding rejuvenation that there
had come over Lord Yardley, who could say how long this miracle of
restored vitality might work its wonders?
As he moved towards the door a ray of early sunlight struck sideways on
to the portrait of Colin Stanier, waking it to another day of its
imperishable youth. It illumined, too, the legendary parchment let into
the frame; by some curious effect of light the writing seemed to Philip
for one startled moment to be legible and distinct....
CHAPTER III
One morning, within a month of his departure from Stanier, Philip was
coming slowly up from his bathing and basking on the beach, pleasantly
fatigued, agreeably hungry, and stupefied with content. He had swum and
floated in the warm crystal of the sea, diving from deep-water rocks
into the liquid caves, where the sunlight made a shifting net of
luminous scribbles over the jewelled pebbles; he had lain with half-shut
eyes watching the quivering of the hot air over the white bank of
shingle, with the sun warm on his drying shoulders and penetrating, it
seemed, into the marrow of his bones and illuminating the very hearth
and shrine of his spirit.
The hours had passed but too quickly, and now he was making his
leisurely way through vineyards and olive-farms back to the road where a
little jingling equipage would be waiting to take him up to his villa on
the hill above the town of Capri. On one side of the path was a
sun-flecked wall, where, in the pools of brightness, lizards lay as
immobile as the stones themselves; the edges of these pools of light
bordered by continents of bluish shadow wavered with the slight stirring
of the olive trees above them. Through the interlacement of these boughs
he caught glimpses of the unstained sky and the cliffs that rose to the
island heights. On the other side the olive groves declined towards the
edge of the cliff, and through their branches the sea, doubly tinged
with the sky’s blueness, was not less tranquil than the ether.
Presently, still climbing upwards, he emerged from the olive groves,
while the vineyards in plots and terraces followed the outline of the
hill. Mingled with them were orchards of lemon trees bearing the globes
of the young green fruit together with flower; and leaf and flower and
fruit alike reeked of an inimitable fragrance. There were pomegranates
bearing crimson flowers thick and waxlike against the wall of an ingle
house that bordered the narrow path; a riot of morning-glory was new
there every day with fresh unfoldings of blown blue trumpets. Out of the
open door came an inspiriting smell of frying, and on the edge of the
weather-stained balcony were rusty petroleum tins in which carnations
bloomed. A space of level plateau, with grass already bleached yellow by
this spell of hot weather, crowned the hill, and again he descended
between lizard-tenanted walls through vineyards and lemon groves.
His rickety little carriage was waiting, the horse with a smart
pheasant’s feather erect on its head, the driver with a carnation stuck
behind his ear; the harness, for the sake of security, was supplemented
with string. The whip cracked, the horse tossed its pheasant’s feather
and jingled its bells, and, followed by a cloud of dust, Philip creaked
away up the angled road, musing and utterly content.
He could scarcely believe, as the little equipage ambled up the hill,
that the individual known by his name, and wearing his clothes, who had
lived darkly like a weevil in that joylessness of stately gloom, was the
same as this sun-steeped sprawler in the creaking carriage. He had come
out of a nightmare of tunnel into the wholesome and blessed day, and was
steeped in the colour of the sun. It was but a few weeks ago that,
without anticipation of anything but relief from an intolerable
situation, he had stolen out of Stanier, but swift æons of evolution had
passed over him since then. There was not more difference between the
darkness of those English winter days that had brooded in the halls and
galleries of Stanier and this caressing sun that pervaded sea and sky,
than there was between his acceptance of life then and his embrace of
life now. Now it was enough to be alive: the very conditions of
existence spelled content, and at the close of every day he would have
welcomed a backward shift of the hours so that he might have that
identical day again, instead of welcoming the close of each day in the
assurance of that identical day not coming again. There would be others,
but from the total sum one unit had been subtracted. It had perished: it
had dropped into the well of years.
Philip had no need to ask himself what constituted the horror of those
closed years, for it was part of his consciousness, which called for no
catechism, that it was his father’s existence; just the fact of him
distilled the poison, thick as dew on a summer night, which made them
thus. He had to the full the Stanier passion for the home itself, but as
long as his father lived, the horror of the man so pervaded the place,
so overrode all other sentiments with regard to it, that he could not
think of the one apart from the other, for hatred, acid and corrosive,
grew like some deadly mildew on the great galleries and the high halls.
It was no mere passive thing, an absence of love or affection, but a
positive and prosperous growth: a henbane or a deadly nightshade
sprouted and flowered and flourished there. Dwelling on it even for the
toss of his horse’s head, as they clattered off the dusty road on to the
paved way outside the town, Philip felt his hands grow damp.
He had come straight through to Rome and plunged himself, as in a
cooling bath, in the beauty and magnificence of the antique city. He had
wandered through galleries, had sat in the incense-fragrant dusk of
churches, had spent long hours treading the vestiges of the past,
content for the time to feel the spell of healing which the mere
severing himself from Stanier had set at work. But soon through that
spell there sounded a subtler incantation, coming not from the haunts of
men nor the achievements of the past, but from the lovely heart of the
lovely land itself which had called forth these manifestations.
He had drifted down to Naples, and across the bay to the enchanted
island hanging like a cloud on the horizon where the sea and sky melted
into each other. As yet he wanted neither man nor woman, the exquisite
physical conditions of the southern summer were in themselves the
restoration he needed, with a truce from all human entanglements.
Potent, indeed, was their efficacy; they ran through his heart like
wine, rejuvenating and narcotic together, and to-day he could scarcely
credit that a fortnight of eventless existence had flowed over him in
one timeless moment of magic, of animal, unreflecting happiness.
Curious good fortune in elementary material ways had attended him. On
the very day of his arrival, as he strolled out from his hotel in the
dusk up the moon-struck hill above the town, he had paused beneath the
white garden wall of a villa abutting on the path, and even as in
imagination he pictured the serenity and aloofness of it, his eye caught
a placard, easily legible in the moonlight, that it was to let, and with
that came the certainty that he was to be the lessee.
Next morning he made inquiry and inspection of its cool whitewashed
rooms, tiled, floored and vaulted. Below it lay its terraced garden,
smothered with neglected rose-trees and from the house, along a short
paved walk, there ran a vine-wreathed pergola, and a great stone pine
stood sentinel. A capable _contadina_ with her daughter were easily
found who would look after him, and within twenty-four hours he had
transferred himself from the German-infested hotel. Soon, in answer to
further inquiries, he learned that at the end of his tenure a purchase
might be effected, and the negotiations had begun.
To-day for the first time he found English news awaiting him, and the
perusal of it was like the sudden and vivid recollection of a nightmare.
Lord Yardley, so his mother wrote, was getting more capable every day;
he had even gone out riding. He had asked no questions as to where
Philip had gone, or when he would return, but he had given orders that
his name should not be mentioned, and once when she had inadvertently
done so, there had been a great explosion of anger. Otherwise life went
on as usual: Sir Thomas had paid a visit yesterday, and was very much
gratified by his examination of his patient, and said he need not come
again, unless any unfavourable change occurred, for another month. His
father sat long after dinner, and the games of whist were often
prolonged till midnight....
Philip skimmed through the frozen sheets ... his mother was glad he was
well, and that sea-bathing suited him.... It was very hot, was it
not?--but he always liked the heat.... The hay had been got in, which
was lucky, because the barometer had gone down.... He crumpled them up
with a little shudder as at a sudden draught of chilled air....
There was another from his sister Hester.
“So you’ve run away, like me, so the iceberg tells me,” she wrote. “I
only wonder that you didn’t do it long ago. This is just to congratulate
you. She says, too, that father is ever so much better, which I think is
a pity. Why should he be allowed to get better? Mother says it is like a
miracle, and if it is, I’m sure I know who worked it.
“Really, Phil, I am delighted that you have awoke to the fact that there
is a world outside Stanier--good Lord, if Stanier was all the world,
what a hell it would be! You used never to be happy away from the place,
I remember, but I gather from what mother says that it became absolutely
impossible for you to stop there.
“There’s a blight on it, Phil: sometimes I almost feel that I believe in
the legend, for though it’s twenty years since I made my skip, if ever I
have a nightmare, it is that I dream that I am back there, and that my
father is pursuing me over those slippery floors in the dusk. But I
shall come back there, if you’ll allow me, when he’s dead: it’s he who
makes the horror....”
Once again Philip felt a shiver of goose-flesh, and sending his sister’s
letter to join the other in the empty grate, strolled out into the hot
stillness of the summer afternoon, and he hailed the sun like one
awakening from such a nightmare as Hester had spoken of. All his life he
had been sluggish in the emotions, looking at life in the mirror of
other men’s minds, getting book knowledge of it only in a cloistered
airlessness, not experiencing it for himself--a reader of travels and
not a voyager. But now with his escape from Stanier had come a
quickening of his pulses, and that awakening which had brought home to
him the horror of his father had brought to him also a passionate sense
of the loveliness of the world.
Regret for the wasted years of drowsy torpor was there, also; here was
he already on the meridian of life, with so small a store of remembered
raptures laid up as in a granary for his old age, when his arm would be
too feeble to ply the sickle in the ripe cornfields. A man, when he
could no longer reap, must live on what he had gathered: without that he
would face hungry and empty years. When the fire within began to burn
low, and he could no longer replenish it, it was ill for him if the
house of his heart could not warm itself with the glow that experience
had already given him. He must gather the grapes of life, and tread them
in his winepress, squeezing out the uttermost drop, so that the ferment
and sunshine of his vintage would be safe in cellar for the comforting
of the days when in his vineyard the leaves were rotting under wintry
skies. Too many days had passed for him unharvested.
That evening, after his dinner, he strolled down in the warm dusk to the
piazza. The day had been a _festa_ in honour of some local saint, and
there was a show of fireworks on the hill above the town, and in
consequence the piazza and the terrace by the funicular railway, which
commanded a good view of the display, was crowded with the young folk of
the island. Rockets aspired, and bursting in bouquets of feathered fiery
spray, dimmed the stars and illumined the upturned faces of handsome
boys and swift-ripening girlhood. Eager and smiling mouths started out
of the darkness as the rockets broke into flower, eager and young and
ready for love and laughter, fading again and vanishing as the
illumination expired.
It was this garden of young faces that occupied Philip more than the
fireworks, these shifting groups that formed and reformed, smiling and
talking to each other in the intervals of darkness. The bubbling ferment
of intimate companionship frothed round him, and suddenly he seemed to
himself to be incapsulated, an insoluble fragment floating or sinking in
this heady liquor of life. There came upon him sharp and unexpected as a
blow dealt from behind, a sense of complete loneliness.
Every one else had his companion: here was a group of chattering boys,
there of laughing girls, here the sexes were mingled. Elder men and
women had a quieter comradeship: they had passed through the fermenting
stage, it might be, but the wine of companionship with who knew what
memories were in solution there, was theirs still. All these rapturous
days he had been alone, and had not noticed it; now his solitariness
crystallised into loneliness.
With a final sheaf of rockets the display came to an end, and the crowd
began to disperse homewards. The withdrawal took the acuteness from
Philip’s ache, for he had no longer in front of his eyes the example of
what he missed, his hunger was not whetted by the spectacle of food.
The steps of the last loiterers died away, and soon he was left alone
looking out over the vine-clad slope of the steep hill down to the
Marina. Warm buffets of air wandered up from the land that had lain all
day in its bath of sunlight, rippling round him like the edge of some
spent wave; but already the dew, moistening the drought of day, was
instilling into the air some nameless fragrance of damp earth and herbs
refreshed. Beyond lay the bay, conjectured rather than seen, and, twenty
miles away, a thin necklet of light showed where Naples lay stretched
and smouldering along the margin of the sea. If a wish could have
transported Philip there, he would have left the empty terrace to see
with what errands and adventures the city teemed, even as the brain
teems with thoughts and imaginings.
Into the impersonal seduction of the summer night some human element of
longing had entered, born of the upturned faces of boys and girls
watching the rockets, and sinking back, bright-eyed and eager, into the
cover of darkness, even as the sword slips into its sheath again. Youth,
in the matter of years, was already past for him, but in his heart until
now youth had not yet been born. No individual face among them all had
flown a signal for him, but collectively they beckoned; it was among
such that he would find the lights of his heart’s harbour shining across
the barren water, and kindling desire in his eyes.
It was not intellectual companionship that he sought nor the unity and
absorption of love, for Philip was true Stanier and had no use for love;
but he craved for youth, for beauty, for the Southern gaiety and
friendliness, for the upleap and the assuagement of individual desire.
Till middle-age he had lived without the instincts of youth; his tree
was barren of the golden fruits of youth’s delight. Now, sudden as his
change of life, his belated springtime flooded him.
It was in Naples that he found her, in the studio of an acquaintance he
had made when he was there first, and before midsummer Rosina Viagi was
established in the villa. She was half English by birth, and in her gold
hair, heavy as the metal and her blue eyes, she shewed her mother’s
origin. But her temperament was of the South--fierce and merry, easily
moved to laughter, and as easily to squalls of anger that passed as
swiftly as an April shower, and melted into sunlight again. She so
enthralled his senses that he scarcely noticed, for those first months,
the garish commonness of her mind: it scarcely mattered; he scarcely
heeded what she said so long as it was those full lips which formed the
silly syllables. She was greedy, and he knew it, in the matter of
money, but his generosity quite contented her, and he had got just what
he had desired, one who entirely satisfied his passion and left his mind
altogether unseduced.
Then with the fulfillment of desire came the leanness that follows, a
swift inevitable Nemesis on the heels of the accomplishment of an
unworthy purpose. He had dreamed of the gleam of romance in those
readings of his at Stanier, and awoke to find but a smouldering wick.
And before the summer was dead, he knew he was to become a father.
In the autumn the island emptied of its visitors, and Rosina could no
longer spend her evenings at the café or on the piazza, with her
countrywomen casting envious glances at her toilettes, and the men
boldly staring at her beauty. She was genuinely fond of Philip, but her
native gaiety demanded the distraction of crowds, and she yawned in the
long evenings when the squalls battered at the shutters and the panes
streamed with the fretful rain.
“But are we going to stop here all the winter?” she asked one evening as
she gathered up the piquet cards. “It gets very melancholy. You go for
your great walks, but I hate walking; you sit there over your book, but
I hate reading.”
Philip laughed. “Am I to clap my hands at the rain,” he said, “and say,
‘Stop at once! Rosina wearies for the sun’?”
She perched herself on the arm of his chair, a favourite attitude for
her supplications. “No, my dear,” she said, “all your money will not do
that. Besides, even if the rain obeyed you and the sun shone, there
would still be nobody to look at me. But you can do something.”
“And what’s that?”
“Just a little apartment in Naples,” she said. “It is so gay in Naples
even if the sirocco blows or if the tramontana bellows. There are the
theatres; there are crowds; there is movement. I cannot be active, but
there I can see others being active. There are fresh faces in the
street, there is gaiety.”
“Oh, I hate towns!” said Philip.
She got up and began to speak more rapidly. “You think only of
yourself,” she said. “I mope here; I am miserable. I feel like one of
the snails on the wall, crawling, crawling, and going into a dusty
crevice. That is not my nature. I hate snails, except when they are
cooked, and then I gobble them up, and wipe my mouth and think no more
of them. You can read your book in a town just as well as here, and you
can take a walk in a town. Ah, do, Philip!”
Suddenly and unexpectedly Philip found himself picturing his days here
alone, without Rosina. He did not consciously evoke the image; it
presented itself to him from outside himself. The island had certainly
cast its spell over him: just to be here, to awake to the sense of its
lotus-land tranquillity, and to go to sleep knowing that a fresh
eventless day would welcome him, made him content. He could imagine
himself now alone in this plain vaulted room, with the storm swirling
through the stone-pine outside, and the smell of burning wood on the
hearth without desiring Rosina’s presence.
“Well, it might be done,” he said. “We could have a little nook in
Naples, if you liked. I don’t say that I should always be there.”
Rosina’s eyes sparkled. “No, no, that would be selfish of me,” she said.
“You would come over here for a week when you wished, as you are so fond
of your melancholy island....” She stopped, and her Italian
suspiciousness came to the surface. “You are not thinking of leaving
me?” she asked.
“Of course I am not,” he said impatiently. “You imagine absurdities.”
“I have heard of such absurdities. Are you sure?”
“Yes, you silly baby,” said he.
She recovered her smiles. “I trust you,” she said. “Yes, where were we?
You will come over here when you want your island, and you will be
there when you want me. Oh, Philip, do you promise me?”
Her delicious gaiety invaded her again, and she sat herself on the floor
between his knees.
“Oh, you are kind to me!” she said. “I hope your father will live for
ever, and then you will never leave me. There is no one so kind as you.
We will have a flat, will we not? I know just such an one, that looks on
to the Castello d’Ovo, and all day the carriages go by, and we will go
by, too, and look up at our home, and wonder who are the happy folk who
live there, and every one who sees me will envy me for having a man who
loves me. And we will go to the restaurants where there are lights and
glitter, and the band plays, and I will be happier than the day is long.
Let us go over to-morrow. I will tell Maria to pack....”
It was just this impetuous prattling childishness which had enthralled
him at first, and even while he told himself now how charming it was, he
knew that he found it a weariness and an unreality. The same Rosina ten
minutes before would be in a gale of temper, then, some ten minutes
after, under a cloud of suspicious surmise. His own acceptance of her
proposal that they would be together at times, at times separate, was,
in reality, a vast relief to him, yet chequering that relief was that
curious male jealousy that the woman whom he had chosen to share his
nights and days should contemplate his absences with his own equanimity.
While he reserved to himself the right of not being utterly devoted to
her, he claimed her devotion to him.
It had come to that. It was not that his heart beat to another tune, his
eyes did not look elsewhere; simply the swiftly-consumed flame of
passion was now consciously dying down, and while he took no
responsibility for his own cooling, he resented her share in it. He
treated her, in fact, as Staniers had for many generations treated their
wives, but she had an independence which none of those unfortunate
females had enjoyed. He had already made a handsome provision for her;
and he was quite prepared to take a full financial responsibility for
his fatherhood. Yet, while he recognised how little she was to him, he
resented the clear fact of how little he was to her.
He got up. “You shall have it all your own way, darling,” he said.
“We’ll go across to Naples to-morrow; we’ll find a flat--the one you
know of--and you shall see the crowds and the lights again....”
“Ah, you are adorable,” said she. “I love you too much, Philip.”
He established her to her heart’s content, and through the winter
divided the weeks between Naples and the island. She had no hold on his
heart, and on his mind none; but, at any rate, he desired no one else
but her, and as the months went by there grew in him a tenderness which
had not formed part of the original bond. Often her vanity, her childish
love of ostentation, a certain querulousness also which had lately
exhibited itself, made him long for the quiet solitude across the bay.
Sometimes she would be loth to let him go, sometimes in answer to her
petition he would put off his departure, and then before the evening was
over she would have magnified some infinitesimal point of dispute into a
serious disagreement, have watered it with her tears, sobbed out that he
was cruel to her, that she wished he had gone instead of remaining to
make himself a tyrant. He shared her sentiments on that topic, and would
catch the early boat next morning.
And yet, even as with a sigh of relief he settled himself into his chair
that night by the open fireplace, and congratulated himself on this
recapture of tranquillity, he would miss something.... She was not there
to interrupt him, to scold him, to rage at him, but she had other moods
as well, when she beguiled and enchanted him. That was no deep-seated
spell, nor had it ever been. Its ingredients were but her physical
grace, and the charm of her spontaneous gaiety.
Perhaps next morning he would get a long scrawled letter from her,
saying that he had been a brute to leave her, that she had not been out
all day, but had sat and cried, and at that he would count himself lucky
in his solitude. And even while he felt as dry as sand towards her,
there would come seething up through its aridity this moist hidden
spring of tenderness.
He had made just such an escape from her whims and wilfulness one day
towards the end of February, but before the evening was half over he had
tired of this solitude that he had sought. His book did not interest
him, and he felt too restless to go to bed. Restlessness, at any rate,
might be walked off, and he set out to tramp and tranquillise himself.
The moon was near to its full, the night warm and windless, and the air
alert with the coming of the spring. Over the garden beds hung the
veiled fragrance of wallflowers and freezias, and their scent in some
subtle way suggested her presence. Had she been there she would, in the
mood in which he had left her, have jangled and irritated him, but if a
wish would have brought her he would have wished it.
He let himself out of the garden gate, and mounted the steep path away
from the town, thinking by brisk movement to dull and fatigue himself
and to get rid of the thought of her. But like a wraith, noiseless and
invisible, she glided along by him, and he could not shake her off. She
did not scold him or nag at him: she was gay and seductive, with the
lure of the springtime tingling about her, and beckoning him. Soon he
found himself actively engaged in some sort of symbolic struggle to
elude her, and taking a rough and steeper path, thought that he would
outpace her.
Here the way lay over an uncultivated upland, and as he pounded along he
drank in the intoxicating ferment of the vernal night. The earth was
dew-drenched, and the scent of the aromatic plants of the hillside
served but as a whet to his restless thoughts, and still, hurry as he
might, he could not escape from her and from a certain decision that
she seemed to be forcing on him. Finally, regardless of the dew, and
exhausted with the climb, he sat down and began to think it out.
They had been together now for eight months, and though she often
wearied and annoyed him, he could not imagine going back to the solitary
life which, when first he came to Capri, had been so full of
enchantment. They had rubbed and jarred against each other, but never
had either of them, loose though the tie had been, considered leaving
each other. They had been absolutely faithful, and were, indeed, married
in all but the testimony of a written contract.
It had been understood from the first that, on his father’s death,
Philip would take up the reins of his government at home, leaving her in
all material matters independent and well off, and in all probability
her dowry, cancelling her history, would enable her to make a favourable
marriage. But though that had been settled between them, Philip found
now, as he sat with her wraith still silent, still invisible, but
insistently present, that not till this moment had he substantially
pictured himself without her, or seen himself looking out for another
woman to be mother of his children. He could see himself going on
quarrelling with Rosina and wanting her again, but the realisation of
his wanting any one else was beyond him.
On the other hand, his father, in this miraculous recovery of his
powers, might live for years, and who knew whether, long before his
death, both he and Rosina might not welcome it as a deliverance from
each other?
But not less impossible also than the picturing of himself without
Rosina, was the imagining of her installed as mistress at Stanier. Try
as he might, he could not make visible to himself so unrealisable a
contingency. Rosina at Stanier ... Rosina.... Yet, so soon, she would be
the mother of his child.
The moon had sunk, and he must grope his way down the hillside which he
had mounted so nimbly in the hope of escape from the presence that
hovered by him. All night it was with him, waiting patiently but
inexorably for the answer he was bound to give. He could not drive it
away, he could not elude it.
There arrived for him next morning an iced budget from his mother. All
went on as usual with that refrigerator. There had been a gale, and four
elm trees had been blown down.... Easter was early this year; she hoped
for the sake of the holiday-makers that the weather would be fine.... It
was odd to hear of the warm suns and the sitting out in the evening....
Was he not tired of his solitary life?...
Philip skimmed his way rapidly through these frigidities, and then
suddenly found himself attending.
“I have kept my great news to the end,” his mother wrote, “and it makes
us all, your father especially, very happy. We hope before March is over
that Ronald will have an heir. Janet is keeping very well, and your
father positively dotes on her now. The effect on him is most marked. He
certainly feels more kindly to you now that this has come, for the other
day he mentioned your name and wondered where you were. It was not
having a grandchild that was responsible for a great deal of his
bitterness towards you, for you are the eldest....”
Philip swept the letter off the table and sat with chin supported in the
palms of his hands, staring out of the open window, through which came
the subtle scent of the wallflower. As a traveller traces his journey,
so, spreading the situation out like a map before him, he saw how his
road ran direct and uncurving. Last night, for all his groping and
searching, he could find no such road marked; there was but a track, and
it was interrupted by precipitous unnegotiable places, by marshes and
quagmires through which no wayfarer could find a path. But with the
illumination of this letter it was as if an army of road-makers had been
busy on it. Over the quagmire there was a buttressed causeway, through
the precipitous cliffs a cutting had been blasted. There was yet time;
he would marry Rosina out of hand, and his offspring, not his brother’s,
should be heir of Stanier.
The marriage making their union valid and legitimatising the child that
should soon be born, took place on the first of March at the English
Consulate, and a week later came the news that a daughter had been born
to his sister-in-law. On the tenth of the same month Rosina gave birth
to twins, both boys. There was no need for any riband to distinguish
them, for never had two more dissimilar pilgrims come forth for their
unconjecturable journey. The elder was dark like Philip, and unlike the
most of his father’s family; the other blue-eyed, like his mother, had a
head thick-dowered with bright pale gold. Never since the days of Colin
Stanier, founder of the race and bargainer in the legend, had gold and
blue been seen together in a Stanier, and “Colin,” said Philip to
himself, “he shall be.”
During that month the shuttle of fate flew swiftly backwards and
forwards in the loom of the future. Thirty-six years had passed since
Ronald, the latest born of his race, had come into life, ten years more
had passed over Philip’s head before, within a week of his brother and
within a fortnight of his marriage, he saw the perpetuation of his
blood. And the shuttle, so long motionless for the Staniers, did not
pause there in its swift and sudden weavings.
At Stanier that evening Ronald and his father sat long over their wine.
The disappointment at Ronald’s first child being a girl was utterly
eclipsed in Lord Yardley’s mind by the arrival of an heir at all, and he
had eaten heavily in boisterous spirits, and drunk as in the days when
wine by the tumblerful was needed to rouse him into coherent speech. But
now no attendant was needed to hold his glass to his lips: he was as
free of movement as a normal man.
“We’ll have another bottle yet, Ronnie,” he said. “There’ll be no whist
to-night, for your mother will have gone upstairs to see after Janet.
Ring the bell, will you?”
The fresh bottle was brought, and he poured himself out a glassful and
passed it to his son.
“By God, I haven’t been so happy for years as I’ve been this last week,”
he said. “You’ve made a beginning now, my boy; you’ll have a son next.
And to think of Philip, mouldering away all this time. He’s forty-six
now; he’ll not get in your way. A useless fellow, Philip; sitting like a
crow all day in the library, like some old barren bird. I should like to
have seen his face when he got the news. But I’ll write him to-morrow
myself, and say that if he cares to come home I’ll treat him civilly.”
“Poor old Phil!” said Ronald. “Do write to him, father. I daresay he
would like to come back. He has been gone a year, come May.”
Lord Yardley helped himself again. His hand was quite steady, but his
face was violently flushed. Every night now, since the birth of Ronald’s
baby, he had drunk deeply, and but for this heightened colour, more
vivid to-night than usual, the wine seemed scarcely to produce any
effect on him. All day now for a week he had lived in this jovial and
excited mood, talking of little else than the event which had so
enraptured him.
“And Janet’s but thirty yet,” he went on, forgetting again about Philip,
“and she comes of a fruitful stock: the Armitages aren’t like us; they
run to quantity. Not that I find fault with the quality. But a boy,
Ronald.”
A servant had come in with a telegram, which he presented to Lord
Yardley, who threw it over to Ronald.
“Just open it for me,” he said. “See if it requires any answer.”
Ronald drew a candle nearer him; he was conscious of having drunk a good
deal, and the light seemed dim and veiled. He fumbled over the envelope,
and drawing out the sheet, unfolded it. He stared at it with mouth
fallen open.
“It’s a joke,” he said in a loud, unsteady voice. “It’s some silly
joke.”
“Let’s have it, then,” said his father. “Who’s the joker?”
“It’s from Philip,” said he. “He says that he’s married, and that his
wife has had twins to-day--boys.”
Lord Yardley rose to his feet, the flush on his face turning to purple.
Then, without a word, he fell forward across the table, crashing down
among the glasses and decanters.
* * * * *
A fortnight after the birth of the twins, Rosina, who till then had been
doing well, developed disquieting symptoms with high temperature. Her
illness declared itself as scarlet fever, and on the 6th of April she
died.
Surely in those spring weeks there had been busy superintendence over
the fortunes of the Staniers. Philip, till lately outcast from his home
and vagrant bachelor, had succeeded to the great property and the
honours and titles of his house. Two lusty sons were his, and there was
no Rosina to vex him with her petulance and common ways. All tenderness
that he had had for her was diverted into the persons of his sons, and
in particular of Colin. In England, in this month of April, the beloved
home awaited the coming of its master with welcome and rejoicing.
_Book Two_
CHAPTER I
Colin Stanier had gone straight from the tennis-court to the
bathing-place in the lake below the terraced garden. His cousin Violet,
only daughter of his uncle Ronald, had said that she would equip herself
and follow him, and the boy had swum and dived and dived and swum
waiting for her, until the dressing-bell booming from the turret had
made him reluctantly quit the water. He was just half dry and not at all
dressed when she came.
“Wretched luck!” she said. “Oh, Colin, do put something on!”
“In time,” said Colin; “you needn’t look!”
“I’m not looking. But it was wretched luck. Mother....”
Colin wrapped a long bath-towel round himself, foraged for cigarettes
and matches in his coat pocket, and sat down by her.
“Mother?” he asked.
“Oh, yes. Mother was querulous, and so she wanted some one to be
querulous to.”
“Couldn’t she be querulous to herself?” asked Colin.
“No, of course not. You must have a partner or a dummy if you’re being
querulous. I wasn’t more than a dummy, and so when she had finished the
rest of it she was querulous about that. She said I was unsympathetic.”
“Dummies usually are,” said Colin. “Cigarette?”
“No, thanks. This one was, because she wanted to come and bathe. Did you
dive off the top step?”
“Of course not. No audience,” said Colin. “What’s the use of doing
anything terrifying unless you impress somebody? I would have if you had
come down.”
“I should have been thrilled. Oh, by the way, Raymond has just
telephoned from town to say that he’ll be here by dinner-time. He’s
motoring down.”
Colin considered this. “Raymond’s the only person older than myself whom
I envy,” he said. “He’s half an hour older than me. Oh, I think I envy
Aunt Hester, but then I adore Aunt Hester. I only hate Raymond.”
“Just because he’s half an hour older than you?” asked the girl.
“Isn’t that enough? He gets everything just because of that unlucky
half-hour. He’ll get you, too, if you’re not careful.”
Colin got up and gathered his clothes together.
“He’ll have Stanier,” he observed. “Isn’t that enough to make me detest
him? Besides, he’s a boor. Happily, father detests him, too; I think
father must have been like Raymond at his age. That’s the only comfort.
Father will do the best he can for me. And then there’s Aunt Hester’s
money. But what I want is Stanier. Come on.”
“Aren’t you going to dress?” asked Violet.
“Certainly not. As soon as I get to the house I shall have to undress
and dress again.”
“Not shoes?” asked she.
“Not when the dew is falling. Oh, wet grass is lovely to the feet. We’ll
skirt the terrace and go round by the lawn.”
“And why is it that you envy Aunt Hester?” asked the girl.
“Can’t help it. She’s so old and wicked and young.”
Violet laughed. “That’s a very odd reason for envying anybody,” she
said. “What’s there to envy?”
“Why, the fact that she’s done it all,” said Colin frowning. “She has
done all she pleased all her life, and she’s just as young as ever. If I
wasn’t her nephew, she would put me under her arm, just as she did her
husband a thousand years ago, and marry me to-morrow. And then you
would marry Raymond, and--and there we would all be. We would play whist
together. My dear, those ghastly days before we were born! Grandfather
with his Garter over his worsted jacket and a kitten on his knee, and
grandmamma and Aunt Janet and your father and mine! They lived here for
years like that. How wonderful and awful!”
“They’re just as wonderful now,” said Violet. “And....”
“Not quite so awful; grandfather isn’t here now, and he must have been
the ghastliest. Besides, there’s Aunt Hester here to tone them up, and
you and I, if it comes to that. Not to mention Raymond. I love seeing my
father try to behave nicely to Raymond. Dead failure.”
Colin tucked his towel round him; it kept slipping first from one
shoulder, then the other.
“I believe Raymond is falling in love with you,” he said. “He’ll propose
to you before long. Your mother will back him up, so will Uncle Ronald.
They would love to see you mistress here. And you’d like it yourself.”
“Oh--like it?” said she. She paused a moment. “Colin, you know what I
feel about Stanier,” she said. “I don’t think anybody knows as well as
you. You’ve got the passion for it. Wouldn’t you give anything for it to
be yours? Look at it! There’s nothing like it in the world!”
They had come up the smooth-shaven grass slope from the lake, and stood
at the entrance through the long yew-hedge that bordered the line of
terraces. There were no ghastly monstrosities in its clipped bastion; no
semblance of peacocks and spread tails to crown it: it flowed downwards,
a steep, uniform embattlement of stiff green, towards the lake,
enclosing the straight terraces and the deep borders of flower-beds. The
topmost of these terraces was paved, and straight from it rose the long
two-storied façade of mellow brick balustraded with the motto, “Nisi
Dominus ædificavit,” in tall letters of lead, and from floor to roof it
was the building of that Colin Stanier whose very image and incarnation
stood and looked at it now.
So honest and secure had been the workmanship that in the three
centuries which had elapsed since first it nobly rose to crown the hill
above Rye scarcely a stone of its facings had been repaired, or a
mouldering brick withdrawn. It possessed, even in the material of its
fashioning, some inexplicable immortality, even as did the fortunes of
its owners. Its mellowing had but marked their enrichment and stability;
their stability rivalled that of the steadfast house. The sun, in these
long days of June, had not yet quite set, and the red level rays made
the bricks to glow, and gave a semblance as of internal fire to the
attested guarantee of the motto. Whoever had builded, he had builded
well, and the labour of the bricklayers was not lost.
A couple of years ago Colin, still at Eton, had concocted a mad freak
with Violet. There had been a fancy-dress ball in the house, at which he
had been got up to represent his ancestral namesake, as shewn in the
famous Holbein. There the first Colin appeared as a young man of
twenty-five, but the painter had given him the smooth beauty of boyhood,
and his descendant, in those rich embroidered clothes, might have passed
for the very original and model for the portrait.
This, then, had been their mad freak: Violet, appearing originally in
the costume of old Colin’s bride, had slipped away to her room, when the
ball was at its height, and changed clothes with her cousin. She had
tucked up her hair under his broad-brimmed jewelled hat, he had
be-wigged himself and easily laced his slimness into her stiff brocaded
gown, and so indistinguishable were they that the boys, Colin’s friends
and contemporaries, had been almost embarrassingly admiring of him,
while her friends had found her not less forward. A slip by Colin in the
matter of hoarse laughter at an encircling arm and an attempt at a kiss
had betrayed him into forgetting his brilliant falsetto and giving the
whole thing away.
Not less like to each other now than then, they stood at the entrance of
the terraces. He had gained, perhaps, a couple of inches on her in
height, but the piled gold of her hair, and his bare feet equalised
that. No growth of manhood sheathed the smoothness of his cheeks; they
looked like replicas of one type, still almost sexless in the glow of
mere youth. Theirs was the full dower of their race, health and
prosperity, glee and beauty, and the entire absence of any moral
standard.
Faun and nymph, they stood there together, she in the thin blouse and
white skirt of her tennis-clothes, he in the mere towel of his bathing.
He had but thrown it on anyhow, without thought except to cover himself,
and yet the folds of it fell from his low square shoulders with a
plastic perfection. A hand buried in it held it round his waist, tightly
outlining the springing of his thighs from his body. With her, too, even
the full tennis-skirt, broad at the hem for purposes of activity, could
not conceal the exquisite grace of her figure; above, the blouse
revealed the modelling of her arms and the scarcely perceptible swell of
her breasts. High-bred and delicate were they in the inimitable grace of
their youth; what need had such physical perfection for any dower of the
spirit?
She filled her eyes with the glow of the sunlit front, and then turned
to him. “Colin, it’s a crime,” she said, “that you aren’t in Raymond’s
place. I don’t like Raymond, and yet, if you’re right and he means to
propose to me, I don’t feel sure that I shall refuse him. It won’t be
him I refuse, if I do, it will be Stanier.”
“Lord, I know that!” said Colin. “If I was the elder, you’d marry me
to-morrow.”
“Of course I should, and cut out Aunt Hester. And the funny thing,
darling, is that we’re neither of us in love with the other. We like
each other enormously, but we don’t dote. If you married Aunt Hester I
shouldn’t break my heart, nor would you if I married Raymond.”
“Not a bit. But I should think him a devilish lucky fellow!”
She laughed. “So should I,” she said. “In fact, I think him devilish
lucky already. Colin, if I do refuse him, it will be because of you.”
“Oh, chuck it, Violet!” said he.
She nodded towards the great stately house. “It’s a big chuck,” she
said.
From the far side of the house there came the sound of motor-wheels on
the gravel, and after a moment or two the garden door at the centre of
the terrace opened, and Raymond came out. He was not more than an inch
or so shorter than his brother, but his broad, heavy, short-legged build
made him appear short and squat. His eyebrows were thick and black, and
already a strong growth of hair fringed his upper lip. While Colin might
have passed for a boy of eighteen still, the other would have been taken
for a young man of not less than twenty-five. He stood there for a
minute, looking straight out over the terrace, and the marsh below.
Then, turning his eyes, he saw the others in the dusky entrance through
the yew-hedge, and his face lit up. He came towards them.
“I’ve only just come,” he said. “Had a puncture. How are you, Violet?”
“All right. But how late you are! We’re all late, in fact. We must go
and dress.”
Raymond looked up and down Colin’s bath-towel, and his face darkened
again. But he made a call on his cordiality.
“Hullo, Colin,” he said. “Been bathing? Jolly in the water, I should
think.”
“Very jolly,” said Colin. “How long are you down for?”
He had not meant any particular provocation in the question, though he
was perfectly careless as to whether Raymond found it there or not. He
did, and his face flushed.
“Well, to be quite candid,” he said, “I’m down here for as long as I
please. With your permission, of course.”
“How jolly!” said Colin in a perfectly smooth voice, which he knew
exasperated his brother. “Come on, Vi, it’s time to dress.”
“Oh, there’s twenty minutes yet,” said Raymond. “Come for a few minutes’
stroll, Vi.”
Colin paused for her answer, slightly smiling, and looking just above
Raymond’s head. The two always quarrelled whenever they met, though
perhaps “quarrel” is both too strong and too superficial a word to
connote the smouldering enmity which existed between them, and which the
presence of the other was sufficient to wreathe with little flapping
flames. Envy, as black as hell and as deep as the sea, existed between
them, and there was no breath too light to blow it into incandescence.
Raymond envied Colin for absolutely all that Colin was, for his skin and
his slimness, his eyes and his hair, and to a degree unutterably
greater, for the winning smile, the light, ingratiating manner that he
himself so miserably lacked, even for a certain brusque heedlessness on
Colin’s part which was interpreted, in his case, into the mere
unselfconsciousness of youth. In the desire to please others, Raymond
held himself to be at least the equal of his brother, yet, where his
efforts earned for him but a tepid respect, Colin would weave an
enchantment. If Raymond made some humorous contribution to the
conversation, glazed eyes and perfunctory comment would be all his
wages, whereas if Colin, eager and careless, had made precisely the same
offering, he would have been awarded attention and laughter.
Colin, on the other hand, envied his brother not for anything he was,
but for everything he had. Theirs was no superficial antagonism; the
graces of address and person are no subjects for light envy, nor yet the
sceptred fist of regal possessions. That fist was Raymond’s; all would
be his; even Violet, perhaps, Stanier certainly, would be.
At this moment the antagonism flowered over Violet’s reply. Would she go
for a stroll with Raymond or wouldn’t she? Colin cared not a blade of
grass which she actually did; it was her choice that would feed his
hatred of his brother or make him chuckle over his discomfiture. For an
infinitesimal moment he diverted his gaze from just over Raymond’s head
to where, a tiny angle away, her eyes were level with his. He shook his
head ever so slightly; some drop of water perhaps had lodged itself from
his diving in his ear.
“Oh, we shall all be late,” said she, “and Uncle Philip hates our being
late. Only twenty minutes, did you say? I must rush. Hair, you know.”
She scudded off along the paved terrace without one glance behind her.
“Want a stroll, Raymond?” said Colin. “I haven’t got to undress, only to
dress. I needn’t go for five minutes yet.”
Raymond had seen the headshake and Colin’s subsequent application of the
palm of a hand to his ear was a transparent device. Colin, he made sure,
meant him to see that just as certainly as he meant Violet to do so. The
success of it enraged him, and not less the knowledge that it was meant
to enrage him. Colin’s hand so skilfully, so carelessly, laid these
traps which silkenly gripped him. He could only snarl when he was
caught, and even to snarl was to give himself away.
“Oh, thanks very much,” he said, determined not to snarl, “but, after
all, Vi’s right. Father hates us being late. How is he? I haven’t seen
him yet.”
“Ever so cheerful,” said Colin. “Does he know you are coming, by the
way?”
“Not unless Vi has told him. I telephoned to her.”
“Pleasant surprise,” said Colin. “Well, if you don’t want to stroll, I
think I’ll go in. Vi’s delighted that you’ve come.”
Once again Raymond’s eye lit up. “Is she?” he asked.
“Didn’t you think so?” said Colin, standing first on one foot and then
on the other, as he slipped on his tennis shoes to walk across the
paving of the terrace.
* * * * *
There had been no break since the days of Colin’s grandfather in the
solemnity of the ceremonial that preceded dinner. Now, as then, the
guests, if there were any, or, if not, the rest of the family, were
still magnificently warned of the approach of the great hour, and,
assembling in the long gallery which adjoined the dining-room, waited
for the advent of Lord Yardley.
That piece of ritual was like the Canon of the Mass, invariable and
significant. It crystallised the centuries of the past into the present;
dinner was the function of the day, dull it might be, but central and
canonical, and the centre of it all was the entrance of the head of the
family. He would not appear till all were ready; his presence made
completion, and the Staniers moved forward by order. So when the
major-domo had respectfully enfolded the flock in the long gallery, he
took his stand by the door into the dining-room. That was the signal to
Lord Yardley’s valet who waited by the door at the other end of the
gallery which led into his master’s rooms. He threw that open, and from
it, punctual as the cuckoo in the clock, out came Lord Yardley, and
every one stood up.
But in the present reign there had been a slight alteration in the minor
ritual of the assembling, for Colin was almost invariably late, and the
edict had gone forth, while he was but yet fifteen, and newly promoted
to a seat at dinner, that Master Colin was not to be waited for: the
major-domo must regard his jewelled flock as complete without him. He,
with a “Sorry, father,” took his vacant place when he was ready, and his
father’s grim face would soften into a smile. Raymond’s unpunctuality
was a different matter, and he had amended this weakness.
To-night there were no guests, and when the major-domo took his stand at
the dining-room door to fling it open on the remote entry of Lord
Yardley from the far end of the gallery, all the family but Colin were
assembled. Lord Yardley’s mother, now over eighty, white and watchful
and bloodless, had been as usual the first to arrive, and, leaning on
her stick, had gone to her chair by the fireplace, in which, upright and
silent, she waited during these canonical moments. She always came to
dinner, though not appearing at other meals, for she breakfasted and
lunched in her own rooms, where all day, except for a drive in the
morning, she remained invisible. Now she held up her white hand to
shield her face from the fire, for whatever the heat of the evening,
there was a smouldering log there for incense.
Ronald Stanier sat opposite her, heavy and baggy-eyed, breathing sherry
into the evening paper. His wife, the querulous Janet, was giving half
an ear to Raymond’s account of his puncture, and inwardly marvelling at
Lady Hester’s toilet. Undeterred by the weight of her sixty years, she
had an early-Victorian frock of pink satin, high in the waist and of
ample skirt. On her undulated wig of pale golden hair, the colour and
lustre of which had not suffered any change of dimness since the day
when she ran away with her handsome young husband, she wore a wreath of
artificial flowers; a collar of pearls encircled her throat which was
still smooth and soft. The dark eyebrows, highly arched, gave her an
expression of whimsical amusement, and bore out the twinkle in her blue
eyes and the little upward curve at the corner of her mouth. She was
quite conscious of her sister-in-law’s censorious gaze; poor Janet had
always looked like a moulting hen....
By her stood Violet, who had but this moment hurried in, and whose
entrance was the signal for Lord Yardley’s valet to open the door. She
had heard Colin splashing in his bath as she came along the passage,
though he had just bathed.
Then, with a simultaneous uprising, everybody stood, old Lady Yardley
leaned on her stick, Ronald put down the evening paper, and Raymond
broke off the interesting history of his punctured wheel.
Philip Yardley went straight to his mother’s chair, and gave her his
arm. In the dusk, Raymond standing between him and the window was but a
silhouette against the luminous sky. His father did not yet know that he
had arrived, and mistook him for his brother.
“Colin, what do you mean by being in time for dinner?” he said. “Most
irregular.”
“It’s I, father,” said Raymond.
“Oh, Raymond, is it?” said Lord Yardley. “I didn’t know you were here.
Glad to see you.”
The words were sufficiently cordial, but the tone was very unlike that
in which he had supposed himself to be addressing Colin. That was not
lost on Raymond; for envy, the most elementary of all human passions, is
also highly sensitive.
“You came from Cambridge?” asked his father, when they had sat down, in
the same tone of studious politeness. “The term’s over, I suppose.”
“Yes, a week ago,” said Raymond. As he spoke he made some awkward
movement in the unfolding of his napkin, and upset a glass which crashed
on to the floor. Lord Yardley found himself thinking, “Clumsy brute!”
“Of course; Colin’s been here a week now,” he said, and Raymond did not
miss that. Then Philip Yardley, considering that he had given his son an
adequate welcome, said no more.
These family dinners were not, especially in Colin’s absence and in
Raymond’s presence, very talkative affairs. Old Lady Yardley seldom
spoke at all, but sat watching first one face and then another, as if
with secret conjectures. Ronald Stanier paid little attention to
anything except to his plate and his glass, and it was usually left to
Violet and Lady Hester to carry on such conversation as there was. But
even they required the stimulus of Colin, and to-night the subdued blink
of spoons on silver-gilt soup-plates reigned uninterrupted. These had
just ceased when Colin appeared, like a lamp brought into a dusky room.
“Sorry, father,” he said. “I’m late, you know. Where’s my place? Oh,
between Aunt Hester and Violet. Ripping.”
“Urgent private affairs, Colin?” asked his father.
“Yes, terribly urgent. And private. Bath.”
The whole table revived a little, as when the gardener waters a drooping
bed of flowers.
“But you had only just bathed,” said Violet.
“That’s just why I wanted a bath. Nothing makes you so messy and sticky
as a bathe. And there were bits of grass between my toes, and a small
fragment of worm.”
“And how did they get there, dear?” asked Aunt Hester, violently
interested.
“Because I walked up in bare feet over the grass, Aunt Hester,” said
Colin. “It’s good for the nerves. Come and do it after dinner.”
Lord Yardley supposed that Colin had not previously seen his brother,
and that seeing him now did not care to notice his presence. So, with
the same chill desire to be fair in all ways to Raymond, he said:
“Raymond has come, Colin.”
“Yes, father, we’ve already embraced,” said he. “Golly, I don’t call
that soup. It’s muck. Hullo, granny dear, I haven’t seen you all day.
Good morning.”
Lady Yardley’s face relaxed; there came on her lips some wraith of a
smile. Colin’s grace and charm of trivial prattle was the only ray that
had power at all to thaw the ancient frost that had so long congealed
her. Ever since her husband’s death, twenty years ago, she had lived
some half of the year here, and now she seldom stirred from Stanier,
waiting for the end. Her life had really ceased within a few years of
her marriage; she had become then the dignified lay-figure, emotionless
and impersonal, typical of the wives of Staniers, and that was all that
her children knew of her. For them the frost had never thawed, nor had
she, even for a moment, lost its cold composure, even when on the night
that the news of Raymond’s and Colin’s birth had come to Stanier, there
came with it the summons that caused her husband to crash among the
glasses on the table. Nothing and nobody except Colin had ever given
brightness to her orbit, where, like some dead moon, she revolved in the
cold inter-stellar space.
But at the boy’s salutation across the table, she smiled. “My dear, what
an odd time to say good morning,” she said. “Have you had a nice day,
Colin?”
“Oh, ripping, grandmamma!” said he. “Enjoyed every minute of it.”
“That’s good. It’s a great waste of time not to enjoy....” Her glance
shifted from him to Lady Hester. “Hester, dear, what a strange gown,”
she said.
“It’s Aunt Hester’s go-away gown after her marriage,” began Colin.
“She....”
“Colin,” said his father sharply, “you’re letting your tongue run away
with you.”
Very unusually, Lady Yardley turned to Philip. “You mustn’t speak to
Colin like that, dear Philip,” she said. “He doesn’t know about those
things. And I like to hear Colin talk.”
“Very well, mother,” said Philip.
“Colin didn’t have a mother to teach him what to say, and what not to
say,” continued Lady Yardley; “you must not be harsh to Colin.”
The stimulus was exhausted and she froze into herself again.
Colin had been perfectly well aware during this, that Raymond was
present, and that nothing of it was lost on him. It would be too much to
say that he had performed what he and Violet called “the grandmamma
trick” solely to rouse Raymond’s jealousy, but to know that Raymond
glowered and envied was like a round of applause to him. It was from no
sympathy or liking for his grandmother that he thawed her thus and
brought her back from her remoteness; he did it for the gratification
of his own power in which Raymond, above all, was deficient.... Like
some antique bird she had perched for a moment on Colin’s finger; now
she had gone back into her cage again.
Colin chose that night to take on an air of offended dignity at his
father’s rebuke, and subsided into silence. He knew that every one would
feel his withdrawal, and now even Uncle Ronald who, with hardly less
aloofness than his mother, for he was buried in his glass and platter,
and was remote from everything except his vivid concern with food and
drink, tried to entice the boy out of his shell. Colin was pleased at
this: it was all salutary for Raymond.
“So you’ve been bathing, Colin,” he said.
“Yes, Uncle Ronald,” said he.
“Pleasant in the water?” asked Uncle Ronald.
“Quite,” said Colin.
Aunt Hester made the next attempt. They were all trying to please and
mollify him. “About that walking in the grass in bare feet,” she said.
“I should catch cold at my age. And what would my maid think?”
“I don’t know at all, Aunt Hester,” said Colin very sweetly.
Raymond cleared his throat. Colin was being sulky and unpleasant, and
he, the eldest, would make things agreeable again. No wonder Colin
subsided after that very ill-chosen remark about Aunt Hester.
“There’s a wonderful stride been made in this wireless telegraphy,
father,” he said. “There were messages transmitted to Newfoundland
yesterday, so I saw in the paper. A good joke about it in _Punch_. A
fellow said, ‘They’ll be inventing noiseless thunder next.’”
There was a dead silence, and then Colin laughed loudly.
“Awfully good, Raymond,” he said. “Very funny. Strawberries, Aunt
Hester?”
That had hit the mark. Leaning forward to pull the dish towards him, he
saw the flush on Raymond’s face.
“Really? As far as Newfoundland?” said Lord Yardley.
* * * * *
By now the major-domo was standing by the dining-room door again, and
Philip rose. His mother got up and stood, immobile and expressionless,
till the other women had passed out in front of her. Then, as she went
out, she said exactly what she had said for the last sixty years.
“You will like a game of whist, then, soon?”
Generally when the women had gone, the others moved up towards the host.
To-night Philip took up his glass and placed himself next Colin. The
decanters were brought round and placed opposite him, and he pushed them
towards Raymond.
“Help yourself, Raymond,” he said.
Then he turned round in his armchair to the other boy.
“Still vexed with me, Colin?” he said quietly.
“Of course not, father,” he said. “Sorry I sulked. But you did shut me
up with such a bang.”
“Well, open yourself at the same place,” said Philip.
“Rather. Aunt Hester’s dress, wasn’t it? Isn’t she too divine? If she
ever dies, which God forbid, you ought to have her stuffed and dressed
just like that, and put in a glass case in the hall to shew how young it
is possible to be when you’re old. But, seriously, do get a portrait
done of her to hang here. There’s nothing of her in the gallery.”
“Any other orders?” asked Philip.
“I don’t think so at present. Oh, by the way, are you going to Italy
this year?”
“Yes, I think I shall go out there before long for a few weeks as usual.
Why?”
“I thought that perhaps you would take me. I’ve got four months’
vacation, you see, now that I’m at Cambridge, and I’ve never been to
Italy yet.”
Philip paused; he was always alone in Italy. That was part of the
spell. “You’d get dreadfully bored, Colin,” he said. “I shall be at the
villa in Capri: there’s nothing to do except swim.”
Colin divined in his father’s mind some reluctance other than that which
he expressed. He dropped his eyes for a moment, then raised them again
to his father’s face, merry and untroubled.
“You don’t want me to come with you, father,” he said. “Quite all right,
but why not have told me so?”
Philip looked at the boy with that expression in his face that no one
else ever saw there; the tenderness for another, the heart’s need of
another, which had shot into fitful flame twenty years ago, had never
quite been extinguished; it had always smouldered there for Colin.
“I’ll think it over,” he said, and turned round in his chair.
“You were telling me something about wireless, Raymond,” he said. “As
far as Newfoundland! That is very wonderful. A few years ago scientists
would have laughed at such an idea as at a fairy-tale or a superstition.
But the superstitions of one generation become the science of the next.”
Raymond by this time was in a state of thorough ill-temper. He had
witnessed all the evening Colin’s easy triumphs; he had seen how Colin,
when annoyed, as he had been at his father’s rebuke, went into his
shell, and instantly every one tried to tempt him out again. Just now in
that low-voiced conversation between his brother and his father, he had
heard his father say, “Still vexed with me?” in a sort of suppliance....
He determined to try a manœuvre that answered so well.
“I should have said just the opposite,” he remarked, re-filling his
glass. “I should have thought that the science and beliefs of one
generation became the superstitions of the next. Our legend, for
instance; that was soberly believed once.”
Philip Yardley did not respond quite satisfactorily. “Ah!” he said,
getting up. “Well, shall we be going?”
Raymond had just poured himself out a glass of port, and, very
unfortunately, he remembered a precisely similar occasion on which his
father, just when Colin had done the same, proposed an adjournment. He
repeated the exact words Colin had used then.
“Oh, you might wait till I’ve finished my port,” he said.
That did not produce the right effect. On the previous occasion his
father had said, “Sorry, old boy,” and had sat down again.
“You’d better follow us, then,” said Philip. “But don’t drink any more,
Raymond. You’ve had as much as is good for you.”
Raymond’s face blazed. To be spoken to like that, especially in front of
his uncle and brother, was intolerable. He got up and pushed his
replenished glass away, spilling half of it. Instantly Colin saw his
opportunity, and knowing fairly well what would happen, he put his hand
within Raymond’s arm in brotherly remonstrance.
“Oh, I say, Raymond!” he said.
Raymond shook him off. “Leave me alone, can’t you?” he said angrily.
Then he turned to his father. “I didn’t mean to spill the wine, father,”
he said. “It was an accident.”
“Accidents are liable to happen, when one loses one’s temper,” said
Philip. “Ring the bell, please.”
There were two tables for cards laid out in the drawing-room, and
Raymond, coming in only a few seconds after the others, found that,
without waiting for him, the bridge-table had already been made up with
Lady Hester, Violet, his father, and Colin. They had not given him a
chance to play there, and now for the next hour he was condemned to play
whist with his grandmother and his uncle and aunt, a dreary pastime.
At ten old Lady Yardley went dumbly to bed, and there was the choice
between sitting here until the bridge was over, or of following Uncle
Ronald into the smoking-room. But that he found he could not do; his
jealousy of Colin, both as regards his father and as regards Violet,
constrained him as with cords to stop and watch them, and contrast their
merriment with his own ensconced and sombre broodings.
And then there was Violet herself. Colin’s conjecture had been perfectly
right, for in the fashion of Staniers, he must be considered as in the
process of falling in love with her. The desire for possession, rather
than devotion, was the main ingredient in the bubbling vat, and that was
very sensibly present. She made a ferment in his blood, and though he
would not have sacrificed anything which he really valued, such as his
prospective lordship of Stanier, for her sake, he could not suffer the
idea that she should not be his. He knew, too, how potent in her was the
Stanier passion for the home, and that he counted as his chief asset,
for he had no illusion that Violet was in love with him. Nor was she, so
he thought, in love with Colin; the two were much more like a couple of
chums than lovers.
So he sat and watched them round the edge of the newspaper which had
beguiled Uncle Ronald’s impatience for dinner. The corner where he sat
was screened from the players by a large vase of flowers on the table
near them, and Raymond felt that he enjoyed, though without original
intention, the skulking pleasures of the eavesdropper.
Colin, as usual, was to the fore. Just now he was dummy to his partner,
Aunt Hester, who, having added a pair of tortoise-shell spectacles to
complete her early-Victorian costume, was feeling a shade uneasy. She
had just done what she most emphatically ought not to have done, and was
afraid that both her adversaries had perceived it. Colin had perceived
it, too; otherwise the suit of clubs was deficient. Violet had already
alluded to this.
“Oh, Aunt Hester!” cried Colin. “What’s the use of pretending you’ve not
revoked? Don’t cling on to that last club; play it, and have done with
it. If you don’t, you’ll revoke again.”
Aunt Hester still felt cunning; she thought she might be able to bundle
it up in the last trick. “But I ain’t got a club, Colin,” she said,
reverting to mid-Victorian speech.
“Darling Aunt Hester, you mean ‘haven’t,’” said Colin. “‘Ain’t’ means
‘aren’t,’ and it isn’t grammar even then, though you are my aunt.
‘Ain’t....’”
Lord Yardley, leaning forward, pulled Colin’s hair. It looked so golden
and attractive, it reminded him.... “Colin, are you dummy, or ain’t
you?” he asked.
“Certainly, father. Can’t you see Aunt Hester’s playing the hand? I
shouldn’t call it playing, myself. I should call it playing at playing.
Club, please, Aunt Hester.”
“Well, if you’re dummy, hold your tongue,” said Lord Yardley. “Dummy
isn’t allowed to speak, and....”
“Oh, those are the old rules,” said Colin. “The new rules make it
incumbent on dummy to talk all the time. Hurrah, there’s Aunt Hester’s
club, aren’t it? One revoke, and a penalty of three tricks....”
“Doubled,” said his father.
“Brute,” said Colin, “and no honours at all! Oh yes, fourteen to us
above. Well played, Aunt Hester! Wasn’t it a pity? Your deal, Vi.”
Colin, having cut the cards, happened to look up at the big vase of
flowers which stood close to the table. As he did so, there was a
trivial glimmer, as of some paper just stirred, behind it. He had
vaguely thought that Uncle Ronald and Raymond had both gone to the
smoking-room, but there was certainly some one there, and which of the
two it was he had really no idea. Every one else, adversaries and
partner, was behaving as if there was no one else in the room, so why
not he?
“Raymond’s got the hump this evening,” he said cheerfully. “He won at
whist--Lord, what a game!--because I saw Aunt Janet pay him half-a-crown
with an extraordinarily acid expression, and ask for change. So as he’s
won at cards, he will be blighted in love. I expect he’s had a knock
from the young thing at the tobacconist’s in King’s Parade. I think she
likes me best, father. But it’ll be the same daughter-in-law. She
breathes through her nose, and is marvellously genteel. Otherwise she’s
just like Violet.”
“Pass,” said Violet.
“Hurrah! I knew it would make you pessimistic to be called like a
tobacconist’s....”
Philip Yardley laid down his cards and actually laughed. “Colin, you
low, vulgar brute,” he said, “don’t talk so much!”
Colin imitated Raymond’s voice and manner to perfection. “I should have
said just the opposite,” he remarked. “I should have thought you wanted
me to talk more, and make trumps.”
Violet caught on. “Oh, you got him exactly, Colin,” she said. “What did
he say that about?”
“Go on, Colin,” said his father. “We shall never finish.”
Colin examined his hand. “Three no-trumps,” he said. “Not one, nor two,
but three. Glorious trinity!”
There was no counter-challenge, and as Lord Yardley considered his lead,
Colin looked up through the vase of flowers once more. There was some
one there still, and he got up to fetch a match from a side-table. That
gave him a clearer view of what lay beyond.
“Hullo, Raymond?” he said. “Thought you’d gone to the smoking-room.”
“No; just looking at the paper,” said Raymond. “I’m going now.”
“Oh, but we’ll have another rubber,” said Colin. “Cut in?”
“No, thanks,” said Raymond.
Colin waited till the door had closed behind him. “Lor!” he said.
“Just shut that door, Colin,” said Lord Yardley.
Lady Hester was thrilled about the tobacconist’s young thing; it really
would be rather a good joke if one of the boys, following his father’s
example, married a “baggage” of that sort, and she determined to pursue
the subject with Colin on some future occasion. She loved such loose
natural talk as he treated her to; he told her all his escapades. He was
just such a scamp as Colin the first must have been, and with just such
gifts and utter absence of moral sense was he endowed.
Indeed, the old legend, so it seemed to her, lived again in Colin,
though couched in more modern terms. It was the mediæval style to say
that for the price of the soul, Satan was willing to dower his
beneficiary with all material bounty and graces; more modernly, you said
that this boy was an incorrigible young Adonis, who feared neither God
nor devil. True, the lordship of Stanier was not yet Colin’s, but
something might happen to that grim, graceless Raymond.
How the two hated each other, and how different were the exhibitions of
their antagonism! Raymond hated with a glowering, bilious secrecy, that
watched and brooded; Colin with a gay contempt, a geniality almost. But
if the shrewd old Lady Hester had been asked to wager which of the two
was the most dangerous to the other, she would without hesitation have
put her money on Colin.
The second rubber was short, but as hilarious as the first, and on its
conclusion Lady Hester hurried to bed, saying that she would be “a
fright” in the morning if she lost any more sleep. Violet followed her,
Philip withdrew to his own room, and Colin sauntered along to the
smoking-room in quest of whisky. His Uncle Ronald was still there,
rapidly approaching the comatose mood of midnight, which it would have
been inequitable to call intoxication and silly to call sobriety.
Raymond sprawled in a chair by the window.
“Hullo, Uncle Ronald, still up?” said Colin. “You’ll get scolded.”
Uncle Ronald lifted a sluggish eyelid. “Hey?” he said. “Oh, Colin, is
it? What’s the time, my boy?”
“Half-past twelve,” said Colin, adding on another half-hour. He wanted
to get rid of his uncle and see how he stood with his brother. No doubt
they would have a row.
“Gobbless me,” said Ronald. “I shall turn in. Just a spot more whisky.
Good night, boys.”
As soon as he had gone Raymond got out of his chair and placed himself
where he could get his heels on the edge of the low fender-kerb. He
hated talking “up” to Colin, and this gave him a couple of inches.
“I want to ask you something,” he said.
“Ask away,” said Colin.
“Did you know I was in the room when you imitated me just now?”
“Hadn’t given a thought to it,” said Colin.
“It’s equally offensive whether you mimic me before my face or behind my
back,” said Raymond. “It was damned rude.”
“Shall I come to you for lessons in manners?” asked Colin. “What do you
charge?”
Colin spoke with all the lightness of good-humoured banter, well aware
that if Raymond replied at all, he would make some sledge-hammer
rejoinder. He would swing a cudgel against the rapier that pricked him,
yet never land a blow except on the air, or, maybe, his own foot.
“It’s beastly insolence on your part,” said Raymond.
“And that’s very polite,” said Colin. “You may mimic me how and where
and when you choose. If it’s like, I shall laugh. If it isn’t, well, I
shall still laugh.”
“I haven’t got your sense of humour,” said Raymond.
“Clearly, nor Violet’s. She thought I had got you to a ‘t.’ You probably
heard what she said from your sequestered corner behind your newspaper.”
Raymond advanced a step. “Look here, Colin, do you mean to imply that I
was listening?”
Colin laughed. “And I want to ask you a question,” he said. “Didn’t you
know that we all thought you had gone away?”
Raymond disregarded this. “Then there’s another thing. What do you mean
by telling father about the girl at the tobacconist’s? You know it was
nothing at all.”
“Rather,” said Colin. “I said so. You seem to forget that I told him
that I was the favourite. That’s the part you didn’t like.”
Raymond flushed. “It’s all very well for you to say that,” he said. “But
you know perfectly well that my father doesn’t treat us alike. Things
which are quite harmless in his eyes when you do them appear very
different to him when I’m the culprit. I had had a knock from a
tobacconist’s girl, had I? You’re a cad to have told him that quite
apart from its being a lie.”
Colin laughed with irritating naturalness. “Is this the first lesson in
manners?” he said. “I’m beginning to see the hang of it. You call the
other fellow a cad and a liar. About my father’s not treating us alike,
that’s his affair. But I should never dream of calling you a liar for
saying that. We’re not alike: why should he treat us alike? You’ve got a
foul temper, you see; that doesn’t add to your popularity with anybody.”
He spoke in the same voice in which he might have told Raymond that he
had a speck of dust on the coat, and yawned rather elaborately.
“Take care you don’t rouse it,” said Raymond.
“Why not? It rather amuses me to see you in a rage.”
“Oh, it does, does it?” said Raymond with his voice quivering.
“I assure you of it. I’m having a most amusing evening, thanks to you.
And this chat has been the pleasantest part of it. Pity that it’s so
late.”
Raymond, as usual, had throughout, the worst of these exchanges and was
quite aware of it. He had been ill-bred and abusive through his loss of
temper while Colin, insolent though his speech and his manner had been,
had kept within the bounds of civil retort in his sneers and contempt.
In all probability he would give an account of it all to Violet
to-morrow, and there was no need for him to embroider; a strictly
correct version of what had passed was quite disagreeable enough.
This Raymond wanted to avoid in view of his desire that Violet should
look on him as favourably as possible. Whether he meant to propose to
her during his visit here, he hardly knew himself, but certainly he
wanted to be in her good books. This, and this alone, prompted him now;
he hated Colin, all the more because he had been absolutely unable to
ruffle him or pierce the fine armour of his composure, but as regards
Violet, and perhaps his father, he feared him.
“I’m afraid I’ve lost my temper, Colin,” he said. “And I owe you an
apology for all I’ve said. You had annoyed me by mimicking me and by
telling father about that girl at Cambridge.”
Colin felt that he had pulled the wings off a fly that had annoyed him
by its buzzing; the legs might as well follow....
“Certainly you owe me an apology,” he said. “But, considering
everything, I don’t quite know whether you are proposing to pay it.”
Raymond turned on him fiercely. “Ah, that’s you all over!” he said.
“Oh, we’re being quite natural,” said Colin. “So much better.”
He paused a moment.
“Now I don’t want to be offensive just now,” he said, “so let’s sit down
and try to tolerate each other for a minute. There.”
Raymond longed to be at his throat, to feel his short, strong fingers
throttling the life out of that smooth white neck. But some careless
superior vitality in Colin made him sit down.
“Let’s face it, Raymond,” he said. “We loathe each other like poison,
and it is nonsense to pretend we don’t. Unfortunately, you are the
eldest, so in the end you will score, however much I annoy you. But put
yourself in my place; imagine yourself the younger with your foul
temper. You would probably try to kill me. Of course, by accident. But
I’m not intending to kill you. I am very reasonable; you must be
reasonable, too. But just put yourself in my place.”
Raymond shifted in the chair in which Colin, with a mere gesture of a
finger, had made him sit. “Can’t we possibly get on better together,
Colin?” he said. “After all, as you say, I come into everything on my
father’s death. I have Stanier, I have the millions where you have the
thousands. I can be very useful to you. You adore the place, and I can
let you come here as often and as long as you like, and I can also
prevent your setting foot in it. If you’ll try to be decent to me, I
promise you that you shan’t regret it.”
Colin put his head on one side and looked at his brother with an air of
pondering wonder. “Oh, that cock won’t fight,” he said. “You know as
well as I do that when you are master here, I would sooner go to hell
than come here, and you would sooner go to hell than let me come.
Perhaps I’ve got a dull imagination, but it’s no use my trying to
imagine that. Do be sensible. If you could do anything to injure me at
this moment when you are proposing a truce, you know that you would do
it. But you can’t. You can’t hurt me in any way whatever. But what you
do know is that I can hurt you in all sorts of ways. I can poison my
father’s mind about you--it’s pretty sick already. I can poison Violet’s
mind, and that’s none too healthy. You see, they both like me most
tremendously, and they don’t very much like you. It’s just the same at
Cambridge. I’ve got fifty friends: you haven’t got one. I dare say it’s
not your fault: anyhow, we’ll call it your misfortune. But you want me
to do something for you in return for nothing you can do for me, or,
perhaps, nothing that you will do for me.”
Raymond frowned; when he was thinking he usually frowned. When Colin was
thinking he usually smiled.
“If in the future there is anything I can do for you, Colin,” he said,
“I will do it. I want to be friends with you. Good Lord, isn’t that
reasonable? We’re brothers.”
Colin leaned forward in his chair. He was aware of the prodigious nature
of what he was meaning to say. “Give me Stanier, Raymond,” he said.
“With what father is leaving me, and with what Aunt Hester is leaving
me, I can easily afford to keep it up. I don’t ask you for any money. I
just want Stanier. Of course, it needn’t actually be mine. But I want to
live here, while you live somewhere else. There’s the Derbyshire house,
for instance. I’ve got Stanier in my blood. If, on father’s death,
you’ll do that, there’s nothing I won’t do for you.”
He paused.
“I can do a good deal, you know,” he said. “And I can refrain from doing
a good deal.”
The proposal was so preposterous that Raymond fairly laughed. Instantly
Colin got up.
“That sounds pleasant,” he said. “Good night, Raymond. I wouldn’t have
any more whisky, if I were you. Father seemed to think you’d had enough
drink before the end of dinner.”