AT A COUNTRY HOUSE

PAVEL ILYITCH RASHEVITCH walked up and down, stepping softly on the

floor covered with little Russian plaids, and casting a long shadow

on the wall and ceiling while his guest, Meier, the deputy examining

magistrate, sat on the sofa with one leg drawn up under him smoking

and listening. The clock already pointed to eleven, and there were

sounds of the table being laid in the room next to the study.

"Say what you like," Rashevitch was saying, "from the standpoint

of fraternity, equality, and the rest of it, Mitka, the swineherd,

is perhaps a man the same as Goethe and Frederick the Great; but

take your stand on a scientific basis, have the courage to look

facts in the face, and it will be obvious to you that blue blood

is not a mere prejudice, that it is not a feminine invention. Blue

blood, my dear fellow, has an historical justification, and to

refuse to recognize it is, to my thinking, as strange as to refuse

to recognize the antlers on a stag. One must reckon with facts! You

are a law student and have confined your attention to the humane

studies, and you can still flatter yourself with illusions of

equality, fraternity, and so on; I am an incorrigible Darwinian,

and for me words such as lineage, aristocracy, noble blood, are not

empty sounds."

Rashevitch was roused and spoke with feeling. His eyes sparkled,

his pince-nez would not stay on his nose, he kept nervously shrugging

his shoulders and blinking, and at the word "Darwinian" he looked

jauntily in the looking-glass and combed his grey beard with both

hands. He was wearing a very short and shabby reefer jacket and

narrow trousers; the rapidity of his movements, his jaunty air, and

his abbreviated jacket all seemed out of keeping with him, and his

big comely head, with long hair suggestive of a bishop or a veteran

poet, seemed to have been fixed on to the body of a tall, lanky,

affected youth. When he stood with his legs wide apart, his long

shadow looked like a pair of scissors.

He was fond of talking, and he always fancied that he was saying

something new and original. In the presence of Meier he was conscious

of an unusual flow of spirits and rush of ideas. He found the

examining magistrate sympathetic, and was stimulated by his youth,

his health, his good manners, his dignity, and, above all, by his

cordial attitude to himself and his family. Rashevitch was not a

favourite with his acquaintances; as a rule they fought shy of him,

and, as he knew, declared that he had driven his wife into her grave

with his talking, and they called him, behind his back, a spiteful

creature and a toad. Meier, a man new to the district and unprejudiced,

visited him often and readily and had even been known to say that

Rashevitch and his daughters were the only people in the district

with whom he felt as much at home as with his own people. Rashevitch

liked him too, because he was a young man who might be a good match

for his elder daughter, Genya.

And now, enjoying his ideas and the sound of his own voice, and

looking with pleasure at the plump but well-proportioned, neatly

cropped, correct Meier, Rashevitch dreamed of how he would arrange

his daughter's marriage with a good man, and then how all his worries

over the estate would pass to his son-in-law. Hateful worries! The

interest owing to the bank had not been paid for the last two

quarters, and fines and arrears of all sorts had mounted up to more

than two thousand.

"To my mind there can be no doubt," Rashevitch went on, growing

more and more enthusiastic, "that if a Richard Coeur-de-Lion, or

Frederick Barbarossa, for instance, is brave and noble those qualities

will pass by heredity to his son, together with the convolutions

and bumps of the brain, and if that courage and nobility of soul

are preserved in the son by means of education and exercise, and

if he marries a princess who is also noble and brave, those qualities

will be transmitted to his grandson, and so on, until they become

a generic characteristic and pass organically into the flesh and

blood. Thanks to a strict sexual selection, to the fact that high-born

families have instinctively guarded themselves against marriage

with their inferiors, and young men of high rank have not married

just anybody, lofty, spiritual qualities have been transmitted from

generation to generation in their full purity, have been preserved,

and as time goes on have, through exercise, become more exalted and

lofty. For the fact that there is good in humanity we are indebted

to nature, to the normal, natural, consistent order of things, which

has throughout the ages scrupulously segregated blue blood from

plebeian. Yes, my dear boy, no low lout, no cook's son has given

us literature, science, art, law, conceptions of honour and duty

. . . . For all these things mankind is indebted exclusively to the

aristocracy, and from that point of view, the point of view of

natural history, an inferior Sobakevitch by the very fact of his

blue blood is superior and more useful than the very best merchant,

even though the latter may have built fifteen museums. Say what you

like! And when I refuse to shake hands with a low lout or a cook's

son, or to let him sit down to table with me, by that very act I

am safeguarding what is the best thing on earth, and am carrying

out one of Mother Nature's finest designs for leading us up to

perfection. . ."

Rashevitch stood still, combing his beard with both hands; his

shadow, too, stood still on the wall, looking like a pair of scissors.

"Take Mother-Russia now," he went on, thrusting his hands in his

pockets and standing first on his heels and then on his toes. "Who

are her best people? Take our first-rate painters, writers, composers

. . . . Who are they? They were all of aristocratic origin. Pushkin,

Lermontov, Turgenev, Gontcharov, Tolstoy, they were not sexton's

children."

"Gontcharov was a merchant," said Meier.

"Well, the exception only proves the rule. Besides, Gontcharov's

genius is quite open to dispute. But let us drop names and turn to

facts. What would you say, my good sir, for instance, to this

eloquent fact: when one of the mob forces his way where he has not

been permitted before, into society, into the world of learning,

of literature, into the Zemstvo or the law courts, observe, Nature

herself, first of all, champions the higher rights of humanity, and

is the first to wage war on the rabble. As soon as the plebeian

forces himself into a place he is not fit for he begins to ail, to

go into consumption, to go out of his mind, and to degenerate, and

nowhere do we find so many puny, neurotic wrecks, consumptives, and

starvelings of all sorts as among these darlings. They die like

flies in autumn. If it were not for this providential degeneration

there would not have been a stone left standing of our civilization,

the rabble would have demolished everything. Tell me, if you please,

what has the inroad of the barbarians given us so far? What has the

rabble brought with it?" Rashevitch assumed a mysterious, frightened

expression, and went on: "Never has literature and learning been

at such low ebb among us as now. The men of to-day, my good sir,

have neither ideas nor ideals, and all their sayings and doings are

permeated by one spirit--to get all they can and to strip someone

to his last thread. All these men of to-day who give themselves out

as honest and progressive people can be bought at a rouble a piece,

and the distinguishing mark of the 'intellectual' of to-day is that

you have to keep strict watch over your pocket when you talk to

him, or else he will run off with your purse." Rashevitch winked

and burst out laughing. "Upon my soul, he will! he said, in a thin,

gleeful voice. "And morals! What of their morals?" Rashevitch looked

round towards the door. "No one is surprised nowadays when a wife

robs and leaves her husband. What's that, a trifle! Nowadays, my

dear boy, a chit of a girl of twelve is scheming to get a lover,

and all these amateur theatricals and literary evenings are only

invented to make it easier to get a rich merchant to take a girl

on as his mistress. . . . Mothers sell their daughters, and people

make no bones about asking a husband at what price he sells his

wife, and one can haggle over the bargain, you know, my

dear. . . ."

Meier, who had been sitting motionless and silent all the time,

suddenly got up from the sofa and looked at his watch.

"I beg your pardon, Pavel Ilyitch," he said, "it is time for me to

be going."

But Pavel Ilyitch, who had not finished his remarks, put his arm

round him and, forcibly reseating him on the sofa, vowed that he

would not let him go without supper. And again Meier sat and listened,

but he looked at Rashevitch with perplexity and uneasiness, as

though he were only now beginning to understand him. Patches of red

came into his face. And when at last a maidservant came in to tell

them that the young ladies asked them to go to supper, he gave a

sigh of relief and was the first to walk out of the study.

At the table in the next room were Rashevitch's daughters, Genya

and Iraida, girls of four-and-twenty and two-and-twenty respectively,

both very pale, with black eyes, and exactly the same height. Genya

had her hair down, and Iraida had hers done up high on her head.

Before eating anything they each drank a wineglassful of bitter

liqueur, with an air as though they had drunk it by accident for

the first time in their lives and both were overcome with confusion

and burst out laughing.

"Don't be naughty, girls," said Rashevitch.

Genya and Iraida talked French with each other, and Russian with

their father and their visitor. Interrupting one another, and mixing

up French words with Russian, they began rapidly describing how

just at this time in August, in previous years, they had set off

to the hoarding school and what fun it had been. Now there was

nowhere to go, and they had to stay at their home in the country,

summer and winter without change. Such dreariness!

"Don't be naughty, girls," Rashevitch said again.

He wanted to be talking himself. If other people talked in his

presence, he suffered from a feeling like jealousy.

"So that's how it is, my dear boy," he began, looking affectionately

at Meier. "In the simplicity and goodness of our hearts, and from

fear of being suspected of being behind the times, we fraternize

with, excuse me, all sorts of riff-raff, we preach fraternity and

equality with money-lenders and innkeepers; but if we would only

think, we should see how criminal that good-nature is. We have

brought things to such a pass, that the fate of civilization is

hanging on a hair. My dear fellow, what our forefathers gained in

the course of ages will be to-morrow, if not to-day, outraged and

destroyed by these modern Huns. . . ."

After supper they all went into the drawing-room. Genya and Iraida

lighted the candles on the piano, got out their music. . . . But

their father still went on talking, and there was no telling when

he would leave off. They looked with misery and vexation at their

egoist-father, to whom the pleasure of chattering and displaying

his intelligence was evidently more precious and important than his

daughters' happiness. Meier, the only young man who ever came to

their house, came--they knew--for the sake of their charming,

feminine society, but the irrepressible old man had taken possession

of him, and would not let him move a step away.

"Just as the knights of the west repelled the invasions of the

Mongols, so we, before it is too late, ought to unite and strike

together against our foe," Rashevitch went on in the tone of a

preacher, holding up his right hand. "May I appear to the riff-raff

not as Pavel Ilyitch, but as a mighty, menacing Richard Coeur-de-Lion.

Let us give up sloppy sentimentality; enough of it! Let us all make

a compact, that as soon as a plebeian comes near us we fling some

careless phrase straight in his ugly face: 'Paws off! Go back to

your kennel, you cur!' straight in his ugly face," Rashevitch went

on gleefully, flicking his crooked finger in front of him. "In his

ugly face!"

"I can't do that," Meier brought out, turning away.

"Why not?" Rashevitch answered briskly, anticipating a prolonged

and interesting argument. "Why not?"

"Because I am of the artisan class myself!"

As he said this Meier turned crimson, and his neck seemed to swell,

and tears actually gleamed in his eyes.

"My father was a simple workman," he said, in a rough, jerky voice,

"but I see no harm in that."

Rashevitch was fearfully confused. Dumbfoundered, as though he had

been caught in the act of a crime, he gazed helplessly at Meier,

and did not know what to say. Genya and Iraida flushed crimson, and

bent over their music; they were ashamed of their tactless father.

A minute passed in silence, and there was a feeling of unbearable

discomfort, when all at once with a sort of painful stiffness and

inappropriateness, there sounded in the air the words:

"Yes, I am of the artisan class, and I am proud of it!"

Thereupon Meier, stumbling awkwardly among the furniture, took his

leave, and walked rapidly into the hall, though his carriage was

not yet at the door.

"You'll have a dark drive to-night," Rashevitch muttered, following

him. "The moon does not rise till late to-night."

They stood together on the steps in the dark, and waited for the

horses to be brought. It was cool.

"There's a falling star," said Meier, wrapping himself in his

overcoat.

"There are a great many in August."

When the horses were at the door, Rashevitch gazed intently at the

sky, and said with a sigh:

"A phenomenon worthy of the pen of Flammarion. . . ."

After seeing his visitor off, he walked up and down the garden,

gesticulating in the darkness, reluctant to believe that such a

queer, stupid misunderstanding had only just occurred. He was ashamed

and vexed with himself. In the first place it had been extremely

incautious and tactless on his part to raise the damnable subject

of blue blood, without finding out beforehand what his visitor's

position was. Something of the same sort had happened to him before;

he had, on one occasion in a railway carriage, begun abusing the

Germans, and it had afterwards appeared that all the persons he had

been conversing with were German. In the second place he felt that

Meier would never come and see him again. These intellectuals who

have risen from the people are morbidly sensitive, obstinate and

slow to forgive.

"It's bad, it's bad," muttered Rashevitch, spitting; he had a feeling

of discomfort and loathing as though he had eaten soap. "Ah, it's

bad!"

He could see from the garden, through the drawing-room window, Genya

by the piano, very pale, and looking scared, with her hair down.

She was talking very, very rapidly. . . . Iraida was walking up and

down the room, lost in thought; but now she, too, began talking

rapidly with her face full of indignation. They were both talking

at once. Rashevitch could not hear a word, but he guessed what they

were talking about. Genya was probably complaining that her father

drove away every decent person from the house with his talk, and

to-day he had driven away from them their one acquaintance, perhaps

a suitor, and now the poor young man would not have one place in

the whole district where he could find rest for his soul. And judging

by the despairing way in which she threw up her arms, Iraida was

talking probably on the subject of their dreary existence, their

wasted youth. . . .

When he reached his own room, Rashevitch sat down on his bed and

began to undress. He felt oppressed, and he was still haunted by

the same feeling as though he had eaten soap. He was ashamed. As

he undressed he looked at his long, sinewy, elderly legs, and

remembered that in the district they called him the "toad," and

after every long conversation he always felt ashamed. Somehow or

other, by some fatality, it always happened that he began mildly,

amicably, with good intentions, calling himself an old student, an

idealist, a Quixote, but without being himself aware of it, gradually

passed into abuse and slander, and what was most surprising, with

perfect sincerity criticized science, art and morals, though he had

not read a book for the last twenty years, had been nowhere farther

than their provincial town, and did not really know what was going

on in the world. If he sat down to write anything, if it were only

a letter of congratulation, there would somehow be abuse in the

letter. And all this was strange, because in reality he was a man

of feeling, given to tears, Could he be possessed by some devil

which hated and slandered in him, apart from his own will?

"It's bad," he sighed, as he lay down under the quilt. "It's bad."

His daughters did not sleep either. There was a sound of laughter

and screaming, as though someone was being pursued; it was Genya

in hysterics. A little later Iraida was sobbing too. A maidservant

ran barefoot up and down the passage several times. . . .

"What a business! Good Lord! . . ." muttered Rashevitch, sighing

and tossing from side to side. "It's bad."

He had a nightmare. He dreamt he was standing naked, as tall as a

giraffe, in the middle of the room, and saying, as he flicked his

finger before him:

"In his ugly face! his ugly face! his ugly face!"

He woke up in a fright, and first of all remembered that a

misunderstanding had happened in the evening, and that Meier would

certainly not come again. He remembered, too, that he had to pay

the interest at the bank, to find husbands for his daughters, that

one must have food and drink, and close at hand were illness, old

age, unpleasantnesses, that soon it would be winter, and that there

was no wood. . . .

It was past nine o'clock in the morning. Rashevitch slowly dressed,

drank his tea and ate two hunks of bread and butter. His daughters

did not come down to breakfast; they did not want to meet him, and

that wounded him. He lay down on his sofa in his study, then sat

down to his table and began writing a letter to his daughters. His

hand shook and his eyes smarted. He wrote that he was old, and no

use to anyone and that nobody loved him, and he begged his daughters

to forget him, and when he died to bury him in a plain, deal coffin

without ceremony, or to send his body to Harkov to the dissecting

theatre. He felt that every line he wrote reeked of malice and

affectation, but he could not stop, and went on writing and writing.

"The toad!" he suddenly heard from the next room; it was the voice

of his elder daughter, a voice with a hiss of indignation. "The

toad!"

"The toad!" the younger one repeated like an echo. "The toad!"

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