CHAPTER III.

AT MRS. MANDALAY'S ROOMS.

Mrs. Mandalay's rooms were crowded, for Mrs. Mandalay's patrons

included all the varieties of London society--the noble, the rich, the

clever, the dull, the openly vicious, the moderately virtuous, the

audaciously disreputable, masked and unmasked; the outsiders who came

from curiosity; the initiated who came from habit; dissolute youth,

frivolous old age, men and boys who came because they thought this, and

only this, was life: to rub shoulders with a motley mob, to move in an

atmosphere of ribald jokes and foolish laughter, air charged with the

electricity of potential bloodshed, since at any moment the ribald jest

might lead to the insensate challenge; to drink deep of adulterated

wines, fired with the alcohol that inspires evil passions and kills

thought. These were the diversions that men and women sought at Mrs.

Mandalay's; and it was into this witch's cauldron that William Thornton

plunged his daughter, reckless of whom she met or what she saw and

heard, for it was an axiom in his blighting philosophy that the more a

young woman knew of the world she lived in, the more likely she was to

steer a safe course between its shoals and quicksands.

Antonia looked with amazement upon the tawdry spectacle--dominos,

diamonds, splendour, and shabbiness, impudent faces plastered with

white and red, beauty still fresh and young, boys still at the

University, old men fitter for the hospital than for the drawing-room.

Was _this_ the dazzling scene she had longed for sometimes in the

toilsome evenings, when her tired hand sank on the foolscap page, and

in the pause of the squeaking quill she heard the clock ticking on

the stairs and the cinders crumbling in the grate? She had longed for

lighted rooms and joyous company, for the concerts, and dances, and

dinners, and suppers she read about in the _Daily Journal_; but the

scenes her imagination had conjured up were as different from this as

paradise from pandemonium.

Dancing was difficult in such a crowd, but there was a country dance

going on to the music of an orchestra of fiddles and French horns,

stationed in a gallery over one end of the room. The music was a

_pot-pourri_ of favourite melodies in the "Beggar's Opera," and the

strongly marked tunes beat upon Antonia's brain as she and her father

stood against the wall near the entrance doors, watching the crowd.

A master of the ceremonies came to ask her if she would dance. Her

father answered for her, somewhat curtly. No, the young lady had only

looked in to see what Mrs. Mandalay's rooms were like.

"Mrs. Mandalay's rooms are too good to be made a show for country

cousins," the man answered impudently, after a flying glance at

Thornton's threadbare suit; "and Miss has too pretty a figure under her

domino to shirk a dance."

"Be good enough to leave us to ourselves, sir. Our tickets have been

paid for; and we have a right to consume this polluted atmosphere

without having to suffer impertinence."

"Oh, if you come to that, sir, I carry a sword, and will swallow no

insult from a beggarly parson; and there are plenty of handsome women

pining for partners."

He edged off as he spoke, and was safe amongst the crowd before he

finished his sentence.

"Let's go home, sir," said Antonia. "I never could have pictured such

an odious place."

"'Tis one of the most fashionable assemblies in London, child."

"Then I wonder at the taste of Londoners. Pray, sir, let's go home. I

should never have teased you to bring me here had I known 'twas like

this; but you have at least cured me of the desire to come again--or to

visit any place that resembles this."

"You are pettish and over-fastidious. I came here for your amusement,

and you may stay here for mine. I can't waste coach hire because you

are capricious. I must have something for my money. Do you stay here

quietly, while I circulate and find a friend or two."

"Oh, father, don't leave me among this rabble! I shall die of disgust

if any one speaks to me--like that vulgar wretch just now."

"Tush, Tonia, there are no women-eaters here; and you have brains

enough to know how to answer any impudent jackanapes in London."

He was gone before she could say anything more. She had hated to be

there even with her father at her side. It was agony to stand there

alone, fanning herself with the trumpery Spanish fan that had been

sent her with the domino. She was not shy as other women are on their

first appearance in an assembly. She had been trained to despise her

fellow-creatures, and had an inborn pride that would have supported her

anywhere. But the scene gave her a feeling of loathing that she had

never known before. The people seemed to her of an unknown race. Their

features, their air exhaled wickedness. "The sons of Belial, flown

with insolence and wine." She hated herself for being there, hated her

father for bringing her there.

They had come very late, when the assembly was at its worst, or at its

best, according to one's point of view. The modish people, who vowed

they detested the rooms, and only looked in to see who was there, were

elbowing their way among fat citizens and their wives from Dowgate, and

rich merchants from Clapham Common; while the more striking figures in

the crowd belonged obviously to the purlieus of Covent Garden and the

paved courts near Long Acre.

Tonia watched them till, in spite of her aversion, she began to grow

interested in the masks and the faces. The faces told their own story;

but the masks had a more piquant attraction, suggesting mystery. She

began to notice couples who were obviously lovers, and to imagine a

romance here and there. Her eyes passed over the disreputable painted

faces, and fixed on the young and beautiful, secure in pride of

birth, the assurance of superiority. She caught furtive glances, the

lingering clasp of hands, the smile that promised, the whisper that

pleaded. Romance and mystery enough here to fill more volumes than

Richardson had published. And then among the people who came in late,

talked loud, and did not dance, there were such satins and brocades,

velvet and lace, feathers and jewels, as neither the theatres nor her

dreams had ever shown her. She was woman enough to look at these with

pleasure, in spite of her masculine education.

She had forgotten how long she had been standing there when her father

came back, smelling of brandy, and accompanied by a man whom she had

been watching some minutes before, one of the late arrivals, who looked

young at a distance, but old, or at best middle-aged, when he came near

her. She had seen him surrounded by a bevy of women, who hung about him

with an eager appreciation which would have been an excuse for vanity

in a Solomon.

The new-comer's suit of mouse-coloured velvet was plainer than anybody

else's, but his air and figure would have given distinction to a

beggar's rags, and there needed not the star and ribbon half hidden

under the lapel of his coat to tell her that he was a personage.

"My friend and patron, Lord Kilrush, desires to make your acquaintance,

Antonia," her father said with his grand air.

She had heard of Lord Kilrush, an Irish peer, with an immense territory

on the Shannon and on the Atlantic which he never visited; a man of

supreme distinction in a world where the cut of a coat and the pedigree

of a horse count for more than any moral attributes. While he had all

the dignity of a large landowner, the bulk of his fortune was derived

from his mother, who was the only child of an East Indian factor, "rich

with the spoil of plundered provinces."

Antonia had been watching the modish women's manoeuvres long enough to

be able to sink to the exact depth and rise with the assured grace of a

fashionable curtsey. The perfect lips under the light lace of her mask

relaxed in a grave smile, parting just enough to show the glitter of

pearly teeth between two lines of carmine. Her flashing eyes and lovely

mouth gave Kilrush assurance of beauty. It would have taken the nose of

a Socrates, or a complexion pitted with the smallpox, to mar the effect

of such eyes and such lips.

"Pray allow me to escort you through the rooms, and to get you a cup

of chocolate, madam," he said, offering his arm. "Your father tells me

that 'tis your first visit to this notorious scene. Mrs. Mandalay's

chocolate is as famous as her company, and of a better quality--for it

is innocent of base mixtures."

"Go with his lordship, Tonia," said her father, answering her

questioning look; "you must be sick to death of standing here."

"Oh, I have amused myself somehow," she said. "It is like a comedy at

the theatres--I can read stories in the people's faces."

She took Kilrush's arm with an easy air that astonished him.

"Then you like the Mandalay room?" he said, as he made a path through

the crowd, people giving way to him almost as if to a royal personage.

He was known here as he was known in all pleasure places for a leader

and a master spirit. It suited him to live in a country where he had

no political influence. He had never been known to interest himself

about any serious question in life. Early in his career, when his wife

ran away with his bosom friend, his only comment was that she always

came to the breakfast-table with a slovenly head, and it was best for

both that they should part. He ran his rapier through his friend's left

lung early one morning in the fields behind Montague House; but he told

his intimates that it was not because he hated the scoundrel who had

relieved him of an incubus, but because it would have been ungenteel to

let him live.

He conducted Antonia through the suite of rooms that comprised "Mrs.

Mandalay's." There were two or three little side-rooms where people

sat in corners and talked confidentially, as they do in such places to

this day. The confidences may have been a shade more audacious then, an

incipient intrigue more daringly conducted, but it was the same and

the same--a married woman who despised her husband; a married man who

detested his wife; a young lady of fashion playing high stakes for a

coronet, and baulked or ruined at the game. Antonia glanced from one

group to the other as if she knew all about them. To be a student of

Voltaire is not to think too well of one's fellow-creatures. She had

read Fielding too, and knew that women were fools and men reprobates.

She had wept over Richardson's Clarissa, and knew that there had

once been a virtuous woman, or that a dry-as-dust printer's elderly

imagination had conceived such a creature.

One room was set apart for light refreshments, coffee and chocolate,

negus and cakes; and here Kilrush found a little table in a corner,

and seated her at it. The crowd in this room was so dense that it

created a solitude. They were walled in by brocaded sacques and the

backs of velvet coats, and could talk to each other without fear of

being overheard. This was so much pleasanter than standing against a

wall staring at strange faces that Antonia began to think she liked

Mrs. Mandalay's. She took off her mask, unconscious that an adept

in coquetry would have maintained the mystery of her loveliness a

little longer. Kilrush was content to worship her for the perfection

of her mouth, the half-seen beauty of her eyes. She flung off the

little velvet _loup_, and gave him the effulgence of her face, with an

unconsciousness of power that dazzled him more than her beauty.

"I was nearly suffocated," she said.

He was silent in a transport of admiration. Her face had an exotic

charm. It was too brilliant for native growth. The South glowed in the

lustre of her eyes and in the sheen of her raven hair. He had seen

such faces in Italy. The towers and cupolas, the church bells, the

market women's parti-coloured stalls, the lounging boatmen and clear

white light of the Isola Bella came back to him as he looked at her.

He had spent an autumn in the Borromean Palaces, a visitor to the lord

of those delicious isles, and he had seen faces like hers, and had

worshipped them, in the heyday of youth, when he was on his grand tour.

He remembered having heard that Thornton had married a lovely Italian

girl, whom he had stolen from her home in Lombardy, while he was

travelling as bear-leader to an India merchant's son.

Antonia sipped her chocolate with a composure that startled him.

Women--except the most experienced--were apt to be fluttered by his

lightest attentions; yet this girl, who had never seen him till

to-night, accepted his homage with a supreme unconcern, or indeed

seemed unconscious of it. Her innocent assurance amused him. No rustic

lass serving at an inn had ever received his compliments without a

blush, for he had an air of always meaning more than he said.

"Your father told me he had reared you in seclusion, madam," he said,

"and I take it this is your first glimpse of our gay world."

"My first and last," she replied. "I do not love your gay world. I

did wrong to tease my father to bring me here. I imagined a scene so

different."

"Tell me what your fancy depicted."

"Larger rooms, fewer people, more space and air--a _fête champêtre_

by Watteau within doors; dancers who danced for love of dancing, and

who were all young, not old wrinkled men and fat women; not painted

grimacing faces, and an atmosphere cloudy with hair-powder."

"But is not this better than to sit in your lodgings and mope over

books?"

"I never mope over books; they are my friends and companions."

"What, in the bloom of youth, when you should be dancing every night,

gadding from one pleasure to another all day long? Books are the

friends of old age. I shall take to books myself when I grow old."

Tonia's dark brows elevated themselves unconsciously, and her eyes

expressed wonder. Was he not old enough already for books and

retirement? The man of seven and forty saw the look and interpreted it.

"She knows I am old enough to be her father," he thought, "and that is

the reason of her _sang froid_. Women of the world know that mine is

the dangerous age--the age when a man who can love loves desperately,

when concentration of purpose takes the place of youthful energy."

They sat in silence for a few minutes while she finished her chocolate,

and while he summed up the situation. Then she rose hastily.

"I have been keeping you from your friends," she said.

"Oh, I have no friends here."

"Why, everybody was becking and bowing to you."

"I am on becking and bowing terms with everybody; but most of us hate

each other. Let me get you some more chocolate."

"No, thank you. I must go back to my father."

They had not far to go. Thornton was at a table on the other side of

the room, drinking punch with one of his patrons in the book trade, a

junior partner who was frivolous enough to look in at Mrs. Mandalay's.

"Miss Thornton is so unkind as to fleer at our solemnities," said

Kilrush, "and swears she will never come here again."

"I told her she was a fool to wish to come," answered Thornton. "Your

lordship has been uncommonly civil to take care of her. What the devil

should a Grub Street hack's daughter do here? She has never had a

dancing-lesson in her life."

"She ought to begin to-morrow. Serise would glory in such a pupil. Give

her but the knack of a minuet, and she would show young peeresses how

to move like queens, or like a swan gliding on the current."

"Oh, pray, my lord, don't flatter her. She has not the art to

_riposter_, and she may think you mean what you say."

* * * * *

Kilrush went with them to the street, where his chairmen were waiting

to carry him to St. James's Square, or to whatever gambling-house

he might prefer to the solitude of his ancestral mansion. He wanted

to send Antonia home in his chair, but Thornton declined the favour

laughingly.

"Your chairmen would leave your service to-morrow if you sent them to

such a shabby neighbourhood," he said, taking his daughter on his arm.

"We shall find a hackney coach on the stand."

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