Grand beyond expression was Madam Passmore that Monday afternoon

whereon her party was held. Her hair stood at the very least six

inches above her head. Her petticoat was of crimson quilted satin,

and she wore a yellow satin gown, edged with rich old point-lace.

Large silver buckles decorated her shoes, and a lace _cornette_ was

perched upon the summit of her hair. A splendid fan, and a

handkerchief nearly all lace, shared her left hand; and in her

pocket, alas! dwelt a silver snuff-box. Her four daughters were

dressed alike, in their blue satin petticoats and brocaded trains,

with coral necklaces, and cherry-colored top-knots of ribbon instead

of _cornettes_ stood on the summit of their hair. They also

displayed fans, Isabella making all manner of use of hers, and held

handkerchiefs not quite so elaborate as their mother's. Their trains

were not gathered up this evening, so that when they walked a grand

display of brocade was made on the floor. About four o'clock, Dr.

Braithwaite and his wife made their appearance. Mrs. Braithwaite was

a modest, retiring little woman, holding in high reverence her big

learned husband, but the fact of being constantly kept under the

sound of quotations which she did not understand, gave her a scared,

bewildered look which did not improve her countenance. She was

quietly dressed in black, with lace tucker and ruffles, and a white

top-knot on her hair, which, in comparison with that of Madam

Passmore, was dressed quite low.

"Good-even, Madam, and the young ladies!" said Mrs. Braithwaite,

courtesying nervously. "I hope I see you well in health?"

"Madam," said the Doctor, bowing low over the hand which Madam

Passmore extended to him, "that most marvellous and mellifluent

writer of poesy, of whom among the Grecian dramatists the fame hath

transcended"--

"Squire and Madam Harvey!" said Robert, in a tone which drowned the

Doctor's elaborate Greek compliment.

This lady and gentleman lived in the "great house" of the next

parish. They were quiet people, who, having no children, had grown

somewhat prim and precise; but they had honest and kindly hearts, and

greeted their old friends, if somewhat stiffly, yet cordially.

Squire and Madam Rowe, Mr. John Rowe, and Mrs. Anne Rowe, were next

announced; and after a general salutation, the party sat round the

fire in high-backed chairs, very stiff and uncomfortable. The table

in the window held the tea-tray, and Cicely, who entered with the

tea-pot, was welcomed by all parties, to whom she courtesied with

"Hope I see you all well, Sirs and Madams!" Isabella, her train

trailing after her, now approached the little table and poured out

the tea. Cicely stood holding a waiter, on which, as each cup was

filled, she carried it in turn to the person for whom it was

intended. Nothing was eaten with the tea. Tea was tea in 1710, and

nothing else.

Mr. John Rowe, _alias_ Johnny, was a slim youth of eighteen, who had

come to the party with the view of making himself agreeable to

Isabella. He would scarcely have felt flattered if he had known how

she regarded him. She despised him supremely, both on account of his

slight juniority, and of his taste in dress. At this moment he wore

yellow silk stockings, green breeches, a white waistcoat embroidered

in blue, a gray silk coat heavily laced with silver, and a very large

full-bottomed wig, of flaxen color, though his natural hair was

almost black. As he had also dark eyes and black eyebrows, his wig

certainly was not in the best taste. Isabella all but shuddered at

his combination of colors as he advanced to salute her, and did not

receive him by any means warmly--a calamity which he, poor innocent

fellow, humbly set down to his want of personal merit, not knowing

that it was caused by the deficiencies of his costume. Squire

Passmore was nearly as smart as his young guest, but he was dressed

with much better taste, in a dark green coat and breeches with silver

lace, white waistcoat, and white silk stockings. The party sat still

and sedately on their row of chairs round the fire--Mrs. Braithwaite

eclipsed and silent, for Madam Passmore was on one side of her, in

the yellow satin, and Madam Rowe on the other, attired in emerald

green: these two ladies were talking across her. Further on was

Madam Harvey in dark crimson, conversing with Mrs. Anne Rowe, who was

dressed in simple white, and Henrietta, next to Squire Rowe. The

younger daughters of Squire Passmore were out of the group, and so

were John Rowe and Charley. As Celia crossed the room just behind

the assembled elders, Madam Rowe's hand detained her.

"Come and talk with me, my dear. 'Tis an age since I saw you. You

don't grow any taller, child!"

"I have done growing," said Celia, with a smile.

"Well, so I suppose. How different you are from all your sisters, to

be sure! I am sure Mrs. Bell must be a head taller than you are."

"Not quite so much as that," said Celia, still smiling.

"Short and sweet, Madam Rowe!" observed Squire Harvey, who overheard

her.

"Ay, I won't contradict you there," she said. "And how old are you

now, my dear? Seventeen?"

"Nineteen, Madam."

"Dear me! well, how time does go! To be sure, you and your sister

are just a year older than Johnny, I remember. You should hold

yourself up more, my dear: always make the best of yourself. You

don't bridle so well as you might, either.[1] Really, you use not

all your advantages."

"Madam Rowe, that is what I am always telling her," said Isabella,

with a faint assumption of energy, "and she takes no more notice"--

"Well, my dear," answered Madam Rowe, administering a dose of

flattery, "you know we cannot all be as handsome as you."

Isabella bridled, colored, and remained, though silent, evidently not

displeased.

Supper followed about six o'clock, and afterwards the basset-table

was wheeled out by Harry, and the three Squires sat down with Dr.

Braithwaite to enjoy their favorite game. After basset came prayers.

As Dr. Braithwaite was present, of course he officiated; and, casting

aside his cards, gravely took the Bible in his hand instead of them.

A prayer followed--long, prolix, involved, and stony: more like a

sermon than a prayer, nor a very simple sermon neither. The party

now took their leave. Dr. and Mrs. Braithwaite walked to the

vicarage, which was very near. As it was only a short distance from

Ellersley to Ashcliffe, Squire Harvey and his wife came and returned

in their coach; the distance to Marcombe was longer, and the Rowes

were on horseback. Harry went out and assisted the ladies to mount,

Mrs. Rowe riding behind her son, and Anne behind her father.

"Now, Miss Lucy, my dear, come you away to bed," said Cicely, taking

sudden possession of that personage. "What could I have been

thinking of not to come for you before, I should like to know? To

think of you being up at this time! A quarter to nine, I do declare!"

"I don't know what you were thinking of, but I wish you would think

about it every night!" answered Lucy, resigning herself to fate in

the person of Cicely.

"Well, I shall go to bed also," said Isabella, yawning, and rising

from the embroidery-frame. "I protest I am as tired as if it were

Sunday evening! That John Rowe is the most tedious young man."

"You had better all go, my dears," responded Madam Passmore.

"Good-night to you all. Good-night, Celia."

Celia fancied that her mother repeated the greeting to her with a

tenderness in her voice which was scarcely usual with her. Was she

thinking of the coming revelation?

She found Cicely helping Lucy to undress.

"Cicely," she asked, sitting down, "how do you pray?"

"Oh, that horrid Dr. Braithwaite!" cried Lucy. "I nearly fell asleep

before he had half done."

"Make haste, Miss Lucy, my dear. You'd ought to have been a-bed long

ago. How I pray, Mrs. Celia? Why, just like anybody else."

"Like Dr. Braithwaite? Oh, me!" said Lucy, parenthetically.

"No; not like Parson Braithwaite, my dear. Why, I couldn't even

follow Parson, he said such hard words."

"I never tried," said Lucy, calmly. "I'm too sleepy to talk any

more. Good-night." And she composed herself on the pillow and

closed her eyes.

"You don't pray like Dr. Braithwaite, I am sure, Cicely," said Celia.

"But how do you pray?"

"Well, my dear, the prayers my mother taught me, there was three on

'em--the 'Our Father,' and the 'I Believe,' and 'Matthew, Mark, Luke,

and John.' I says the 'Our Father' yet, and 'I Believe' now and

then; but I've left off to say Matthew and them, for when I comes to

think, it sounds like the Papishes; and I don't see no prayers like

it in the Book neither. I mostly prays out of the Book now, just the

words that David did, and Moses, and the like of they; unless I wants

somewhat very particular, and then I asks for it quite simple like,

just as I'd ask you for a drink of water if I couldn't get it for

myself."

Celia lay silent and thoughtful, but "Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John,"

roused Lucy in a minute.

"What's that about Matthew, Cicely?"

"Well, my dear, I'm not sure that 'tis more than foolishness. But my

mother taught it me, and I used to say it a many years:

'Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John,

Bless the bed I lie upon;

Four parts around my bed,

Four angels guard my head.

I lay me down upon my side,

I pray that God my soul may guide;

And if I die before I wake,

I pray that God my soul may take.'"[2]

"O Cicely!" exclaimed Lucy, laughing.

"It does sound rather like praying to the apostles, Cicely,"

suggested Celia; "but the end of it is better."

"That's where it is, Mrs. Celia; and that's why I dropped it. Now

don't you begin talking to-night--go to sleep, there's dears.

There'll be as many hours in to-morrow as to-day. Eh! but, my dear,

did you ask Madam, as I said?"

"Yes, Cicely," said Celia, half-rising. "She will tell me to-morrow."

The troubled look in old Cicely's face deepened. But she only said,

as she took up the light, "Go to sleep, dear hearts!"

"I ask your pardon, Madam!" said Cicely, courtesying low, as Madam

Passmore opened her bedroom-door in answer to her tap. "But could I

have a minute's speech with you, if you please?"

"Come in, Cicely, and sit down. Is anything the matter?"

"Well, Madam," said Cicely, glancing round the room, as if to make

quite sure there were no listeners, "I'm afeared there's somewhat up

about Mrs. Celia. This afternoon, as I was a-going down the lane to

Mally Rihll's, with the cordial water and jelly you was pleased to

send for sick Robin, there was a fellow met me, that I didn't half

like the looks of. I should know him again, for he stopped me, and

began to talk;--asked the way to Moreton (and I doubt if he really

wanted to go, for he took the t'other turning when he come to it),

and asked whose the Park was, and if Master was at home; and was

going on to what family he had, and such like impudent questions.

'If you want to know all that,' says I, 'you'd better go up and ring

the bell, and ask Squire his own self,' I says. Well, he didn't ask

me no more questions after that, but went shuffling on his way, and

took the wrong turning. But when I got to Mally's, and while we sat

a bit, she tells me that my gentleman had been there asking for a

drink of water, and a lot more impertinence. And asked her right out

if there warn't a young lady at the Park of the name of Celia, and

how old she were, and when her birthday were, and all on like that.

And Mally--(you know, Madam, she's but a simple soul)--I could hear

from her story, she up and told him everything he asked, and maybe

more than he asked, for aught I know. And what does he do but

(seeing, no doubt, what a simple soul she was) outs with a

table-book, and actually sets down in black and white what she was

a-telling of him. 'The impudent rascal!' say I to Mally, when I

hears that: 'and why couldn't you have given it him hot and strong,

as I did?' I says. And she says he looked so like a gentleman, for

all his shabby coat, with nigh a quarter of a yard of lace pulled off

the bottom, and all a-flapping about in the wind, as is both full and

cold to-day, as she hadn't the heart to say nothing impertinent, says

she. But 'Impertinent!' says I; 'I think, after all the impertinence

he'd given you, you might have give him a dose without hurting of him

much,' says I. So I thought I'd come and tell you, Madam, at once."

"You have done right to tell me, Cicely," said her mistress. "I

think--I am afraid--there will be some inquiry for the dear child,

before long."

"Well, Madam, and that's what I'm afeared on, too," said Cicely.

"And to see Mrs. Celia sitting there so innocent like!"

"She must know, Cicely--she must know soon."

"If I was you, Madam, I'd tell her now," said Cicely,--"asking your

pardon for being so bold as to say it to you."

"Yes, Cicely, so I shall," replied Madam Passmore, in a very

despondent tone.

"Madam," said Cicely, suddenly, "would you be offended with me if I

said a word to you?"

"My good Cicely, why should I? Speak your mind."

"Seems to me, Madam," said Cicely, confidentially, "as you haven't

asked the Lord about this trouble. And though He knows all things,

yet He likes to be asked and told about 'em: He says so somewheres.

Now, if I was you (asking your pardon, Madam), and didn't like for to

tell Mrs. Celia (and I'm sure I shouldn't), I'd just go and tell Him.

It'd come a sight easier, would telling her, after that. You see,

Madam, the Lord don't put troubles on us that He don't know nothing

about. He's tried 'em all Himself, and He knows just where they

pinches. And when He must needs be bring one on us, or we shall be

running off down the wrong road like so many chickens, He whispers

like with it, 'Don't be down-hearted, child; I've tried it, and I

know.'"

"Cicely, how did you come to know all this?" inquired her mistress in

astonishment.

"Bless your heart, Madam, I don't know nothing!" humbly disclaimed

Cicely,--"never did, nor never shall. 'Tis with the Lord's lessons

like as with other lessons;--takes the like of me a month or more to

spell out a word, where there be folks'd read it off plain. I knows

nothing, only I knows the Lord."

Madam Passmore made no answer, but in her secret heart she wondered,

for the first time, whether the one thing which Cicely owned to

knowing were not worth a hundredfold all the things which she knew.

"Sit down, Celia, my dear. I will now tell you all I know."

Madam Passmore spoke rather sadly, and Celia sat down with a beating

heart.

"Celia," said her mother again, "would you like me to tell you right

at once, or by degrees?"

"At once, if you please, Mother. Let me know the worst."

"I am not sure that I know that, my dear," sighed the lady.

"However, I will say the worst I know. Celia! you are not my

daughter."

"Mother!" was Celia's inconsistent but very natural exclamation.

"I have told the truth," said Madam Passmore, gently.

"But who--who are my father and mother?" asked Celia, in a bewildered

tone.

"I know not, my dear Celia. Only you are not our child, nor akin to

us. I will tell thee all about it. It was on the 10th of June, my

dear, when Bell was seven days old, nineteen years ago"--

"Is Bell not my sister, then?"

"No. I know nought of any of thy kindred. But hark!"

"I beg your pardon, Mother. Please go on."

"My husband came up into my chamber, where was only Cicely beside

with the babe on her lap; and he said, 'Lucy, my dear, there is a

strange thing happened at the Park gates. A little babe lies there

all alone,--it would move thy motherly heart to see it. Shall we

send and take the poor little soul in?' I said, 'Send Cicely to see

and fetch it.' So Cicely brought it in--a poor, weak babe that had

scarce strength to breathe. It was lapped in fine white linen, laced

with real point, and there was a gold pin fastening a paper on its

little coat, with but one word--'Celia.' Well, to be sure, Cicely

had some work to bring it round! For hours we feared it would die.

But at last it seemed a little easier, and we thought it breathed

stronger. And when my husband next came up he said, 'Well, Lucy,

shall we send the babe away?' But I said, 'Nay, John, it seems

fairly to ask pity from us: let us keep it, and bring it up as our

own, and call it Bell's twin-sister. It will never harm

us--perchance bring a blessing with it, for truly it looks as if God

Almighty had sent it to us.' So we did that. I do not know, my

dear, whether it was quite right of us to call you Bell's

twin-sister: I am afraid not, for certainly it is not true. But as

to your having brought a blessing with you, that's true enough. But

that is how it was."

Celia sat still and silent, feeling crushed and cut off from all she

loved by this disclosure.

"You have no thought," she said slowly, at last, "who I was, nor

whence I came?"

"Well, my dear, my husband thought you might be the child of some

Jacobite forced to fly, who must needs leave you behind. 'Twas plain

you were not forsaken because your father was too poor to keep you,

for he must have been well to do, to judge from the lace on your

clothes and the gold pin. Mayhap some nobleman, for aught I know."

"Mother," said Celia, with a great effort, "think you that my

parents, whosoever they were, could be--Papists?" The last word was

scarcely more than whispered. It conveyed to the Passmore mind the

essence of all that was wrong, cruel, and fearful.

"I trust not, indeed, my dear," replied Madam Passmore, kindly, but

evidently struck and distressed by Celia's question, "for I know

nought. Now, Celia, child, don't take this to heart. Remember thou

art as much our daughter, bound to us by every bond of love and

custom, as before I spoke a word regarding this. There is ever a

home for thee at Ashcliffe, child; and truly I scarce love my own

better than I do thee. Let it not trouble thy mind. Go and chat

with Harriet and Bell, to keep off the vapors.[3] Farewell, my dear!"

Madam Passmore kissed Celia, and let her go. She did not follow her

advice to go and chat with her sisters, but walked very slowly along

the passage which led to her own room. She felt as if all around her

were changed, and she herself were isolated and lost. Heretofore the

old house and its furniture had seemed a part of herself: now they

felt as if suddenly placed at an immense distance from her. Even the

portrait in the passage of the Squire Passmore who had fought at

Edgehill, brandishing his sword fiercely--even the china dragons

which faced the hall-window--old familiar objects, seemed to scowl at

her as she went by them. She would be Celia Passmore no longer. At

another time she would have smiled at the superstitious fancy--only

natural now--that these disowned her as a daughter of the house. She

turned aside sadly, mechanically, into the little room where old

Cicely sat sewing and singing. Her joint occupations ceased when she

saw Celia's face.

"Eh, my dear! I see Madam's told you. Come hither and sit down a

bit. Is it very sore, dear heart?"

"Cicely, do you know any more?" Celia asked, without answering her

question.

"I know nought more than Madam," said Cicely. "I went and fetched

you, sweet heart, and a nice little babe you was, though you did keep

crying, crying on for everlasting. Such beauties of clothes as

they'd wrapped you in! I never see a bit of finer lace than was on

them, nor never want; and the cambric was just beautiful! I have

them laid by, if you'd like to see."

"Oh! let me see them, Cicely! I meant to have asked Mother."

What a mockery the last word seemed now!

Cicely unlocked one of her cupboards, and produced the clothes, very

handsome ones, as she had said, yellow with time, and edged with rich

point. The gold pin was still there, with the paper, on which a

manly, yet delicate, Italian hand had written the one word which

alone remained to Celia of her unknown origin. She wondered whether

it were her father's writing.

"Cicely," she said, suddenly, "was I ever baptized?"

"Whether afore we had you or not, Mrs. Celia, I can't say," replied

old Cicely, quietly. "Madam thought this here"--pointing to the

paper--"meant as you wasn't, and they'd like you to be christened

'Celia;' and Master thought it meant as you was christened already.

So old Parson Herring--him as was here afore Parson Braithwaite--he

christened you in church, as it stands in the prayer-book, 'if thou

hast not been baptized,' or what it is. Squire thought that'd do

either way."

"And you saw nothing when you went to fetch me, Cicely?"

"Nothing at all, my dear. There might have been somebody a-watching,

you know--the place is so thick with trees--but I see nought of any

sort."

The long pause which followed was broken by Cicely, who perceived

that Celia's handkerchief was coming surreptitiously into requisition.

"If I was you, Mrs. Celia, I wouldn't trouble, my dear. Very like

nobody'll ever come after you; and if they did, why, a grown lady

like you might sure say where you'd be--without your own father and

mother asked you; I'd never counsel you to go again them; though it

would be a sore job parting from you, to be sure. You see, my dear,

you've lived here nineteen years, and never a word said."

"But that man, Cicely!" said Celia, under her breath.

"Well, that man, my dear," repeated Cicely doubtfully, "he's very

like of no kin to you, only somebody as knowed who you be."

"He was a Papist," said Celia, in the same tone. "But even so,

Cicely, should I make no search for my father and mother? I am

theirs, whoever they were; even if they were Papists." And the

handkerchief came out openly.

"Cry it out, my dear; you'll be all the better for it after. And if

you'll list me, Mrs. Celia, you'll never trouble no more about this

by yourself, but just go and tell the Lord all about it. He knows

who they be, child, and He made you their child, knowing it. And, my

dear, I do find 'tis no good to carry a burden to the Lord, so long

as I just get up and lift it on again. I'm very much given to

lifting on again, Mrs. Celia, and perchance you be. But when I find

that, why, I just go and go again, till I can lay it down and come

away without it. Takes a deal of going sometimes, that do! But what

would you think of me, if I says, 'Mrs. Celia, you carry this linen

up-stairs, if you please;' and then goes and walks off with it

myself?"

Old Cicely's homely illustration was just what Celia wanted.

"Thank you, Cicely," she said; "I will try to leave the burden

behind."

Father Cuthbert Stevens sat in his lodging at Moreton, complacently

turning over the contents of his portfolio. To his landlady he had

told the same tale as to Squire Passmore, representing himself as an

artist in the employ of Sir Godfrey Kneller; and had, to her

thinking, verified his story beyond all doubt, by producing in

part-payment of his debt a new shop-sign, representing a very fat and

amiable-looking lion, standing on one leg, the other three paws

flourishing in the air, while the eyes of the quadruped were fixed on

the spectator. Mrs. Smith considered it a marvellous work of art,

and cut off a large slice of Mr. Stevens' bill accordingly. Mr.

Stevens passed his sketches slowly in review, tearing up the greater

part, and committing them to the safe custody of the fire. But when

he came to the staircase at Ashcliffe, he quietly placed that in

security in a special pocket of the portfolio. He was too wise to

speak his thoughts aloud; but had he done so he would have said:

"I have not done with this yet. To-morrow I propose to pay a visit

to Marcombe, and this will secure me an unsuspected entrance into Mr.

Rowe's family, where I may obtain some further information, on which

a little paper and lead will be well spent."

Gilbert Irvine had rather remonstrated on Stevens' telling the same

tale to Mrs. Smith as to the Squire at Ashcliffe, reminding him that

it was well to have two strings to one's bow. Stevens answered, with

that calm confidence in his own wisdom which never forsook him, "It

is sometimes desirable, my good Gilbert, not to have too many strings

to one's bow. This is my official residence. Mr. Passmore, or some

other country gentleman, may find that I am lodging here. What do I

gain, in that case, by representing myself to this excellent woman as

a retired sea-captain or an officer on leave of absence? No; I am an

artist at Ashcliffe, and I am an artist at Moreton. My private

residence is----elsewhere. I am a citizen of the world. I am not

troubled by any inconvenient attachment to country or home. I can

sleep on a feather-bed, a green bank, or a deal board; I can eat

black bread as well as _pâté aux truffes_."

"Ah! but can you do without either?" growled Gilbert, in reply.

To return from this episode. Mr. Stevens was now alone, having, as

we saw, parted with Gilbert that afternoon, the latter returning to

the hiding-place at Ashcliffe, very much against his inclination.

The former worthy gentleman had supped on a hashed partridge,

obtained in an unsportsmanlike manner which would have disgusted

Squire Passmore; for while Stevens could talk glibly against poaching

or anything else, when he required a savory dish, he was not above

setting a snare on his own account. He had just placed safely in the

pocket of the portfolio such sketches as he deemed it politic to

retain, when a slight noise at the door attracted his attention, and

looking up, he saw Gilbert Irvine, with white face and dilated eyes,

standing in the doorway.

"We are betrayed!" hissed the latter.

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