XLIII

Since the day when Victoria had called Stephen to her help, always she

had expected him. She had great faith, for, in her favourite way, she

had "made a picture of him," riding up and down among the dunes, with

the "knightly" look on his face which had first drawn her thoughts to

him. Always her pictures had materialized sooner or later, since she was

a little girl, and had first begun painting them with her mind, on a

golden background.

She spent hours on the roof, with Saidee or alone, looking out over the

desert, through the field-glasses which Maïeddine had sent to her. Very

often Saidee would remain below, for Victoria's prayers were not her

prayers, nor were Victoria's wishes her wishes. But invariably the older

woman would come up to the roof just before sunset, to feed the doves

that lived in the minaret.

At first Victoria had not known that her sister had any special reason

for liking to feed the doves, but she was an observant, though not a

sophisticated girl; and when she had lived with Saidee for a few days,

she saw birds of a different colour among the doves. It was to those

birds, she could not help noticing, that Saidee devoted herself. The

first that appeared, arrived suddenly, while Victoria looked in another

direction. But when the girl saw one alight, she guessed it had come

from a distance. It fluttered down heavily on the roof, as if tired, and

Saidee hid it from Victoria by spreading out her skirt as she scattered

its food.

Then it was easy to understand how Saidee and Captain Sabine had

managed to exchange letters; but she could not bear to let her sister

know by word or even look that she suspected the secret. If Saidee

wished to hide something from her she had a right to hide it. Only--it

was very sad.

For days neither of the sisters spoke of the pigeons, though they came

often, and the girl could not tell what plans might be in the making,

unknown to her. She feared that, if she had not come to Oued Tolga, by

this time Saidee would have gone away, or tried to go away, with Captain

Sabine; and though, since the night of her arrival, when Saidee had

opened her heart, they had been on terms of closest affection, there was

a dreadful doubt in Victoria's mind that the confidences were half

repented. But when the girl had been rather more than a week in the

Zaouïa, Saidee spoke out.

"I suppose you've guessed why I come up on the roof at sunset," she

said.

"Yes," Victoria answered.

"I thought so, by your face. Babe, if you'd accused me of anything, or

reproached me, I'd have brazened it out with you. But you've never said

a word, and your eyes--I don't know what they've been like, unless

violets after rain. They made me feel a beast--a thousand times worse

than I would if you'd put on an injured air. Last night I dreamed that

you died of grief, and I buried you under the sand. But I was sorry, and

tore all the sand away with my fingers till I found you again--and you

were alive after all. It seemed like an allegory. I'm going to dig you

up again, you little loving thing!"

"That means you'll give me back your confidence, doesn't it?" Victoria

asked, smiling in a way that would have bewitched a man who loved her.

"Yes; and something else. I'm going to tell you a thing you'll like to

hear. I've written to _him_ about you--our cypher's ready now--and said

that you'd had the most curious effect on me. I'd tried to resist you,

but I couldn't, not even to please him--or myself. I told him I'd

promised to wait for you to help me; and though I didn't see what you

could possibly do, still, your faith was contagious. I said that in

spite of myself I felt some vague stirrings of hope now and then. There!

does that please you?"

"Oh Saidee, I _am_ so happy!" cried the girl, flinging both arms round

her sister. "Then I did come at the right time, after all."

"The right time to keep me from happiness in this world, perhaps. That's

the way I feel about it sometimes. But I can't be sorry you're here,

Babe, as I was at first. You're too sweet--too like the child who used

to be my one comfort."

"I could almost die of happiness, when you say that!" Victoria answered,

with tears in her voice.

"What a baby you are! I'm sure you haven't much more than I have, to be

happy about. Cassim has promised Maïeddine that you shall marry him,

whether you say 'yes' or 'no'. And it's horrible when an Arab girl won't

consent to marry the man to whom her people have promised her. I know

what they do. She----"

"Don't tell me about it. I'd hate to hear!" Victoria broke in, and

covered her ears with her hands. So Saidee said no more. But in black

hours of the night, when the girl could not sleep, dreadful imaginings

crept into her mind, and it was almost more than she could do to chase

them away by making her "good pictures." "I won't be afraid--I won't, I

won't!" she would repeat to herself. "I've called him, and my thoughts

are stronger than the carrier pigeons. They fly faster and farther. They

travel like the light, so they must have got to him long ago; and he

_said_ he'd come, no matter when or where. By this time he is on the

way."

So she looked for Stephen, searching the desert; and at last, one

afternoon long before sunset, she saw a man riding toward the Zaouïa

from the direction of the city, far away. She could not see his face,

but he seemed to be tall and slim; and his clothes were European.

"Thank God!" she said to herself. For she did not doubt that it was

Stephen Knight.

Soon she would call Saidee; but she must have a little time to herself,

for silent rejoicing, before she tried to explain. There was no great

hurry. He was far off, still.

She kept her eyes to Maïeddine's glasses, and felt it a strange thing

that they should have come to her from him. It was almost as if he gave

her to Stephen, against his will. She was so happy that she seemed to

hear the world singing. "I knew--I knew, through it all!" she told

herself, with a sob of joy in her throat. "It had to come right." And

she thought that she could hear a voice saying: "It is love that has

brought him. He loves you, as much as you love him."

To her mind, especially in this mood, it was not extraordinary that each

should love the other after so short an acquaintance. She was even ready

to believe of herself that, unconsciously, she had fallen in love with

Stephen the first time she met him on the Channel boat. He had

interested her. She had remembered his face, and had been sorry to think

that she would never see it again. On the ship, going out from

Marseilles, she had been so glad when he came on deck that her heart had

begun to beat quickly. She had scolded herself at the time, for being

silly, and school-girlishly romantic; but now she realized that her soul

had known its mate. It could scarcely be real love, she fancied, that

was not born in the first moment, when spirit spoke to spirit. And her

love could not have drawn a man hundreds of miles across the desert, if

it had not met and clasped hands with his love for her.

"Oh, how happy I am!" she thought. "And the glory of it is, that it's

_not_ strange--only wonderful. The most wonderful thing that ever

happened or could happen."

Then she remembered the sand-divining, and how M'Barka had said that

"her wish was far from her, but that Allah would send a strong man,

young and dark, of another country than her own; a man whose brain, and

heart, and arm would be at her service, and in whom she might trust."

Victoria recalled these words, and did not try to bring back to her mind

what remained of the prophecy.

Almost, she had been foolish enough to be superstitious, and afraid of

Maïeddine's influence upon her life, since that night; and of course she

had known that it was of Maïeddine M'Barka had thought, whether she

sincerely believed in her own predictions or no. Now, it pleased

Victoria to feel that, not only had she been foolish, but stupid. She

might have been happy in her childish superstition, instead of unhappy,

because the description of the man applied to Stephen as well as to

Maïeddine.

For the moment, she did not ask herself how Stephen Knight was going to

take her and Saidee away from Maïeddine and Cassim, for she was so sure

he had not come across miles of desert in vain, that she took the rest

for granted in her first joy. She was certain that Saidee's troubles and

hers were over, and that by and by, like the prince and princess in the

fairy stories, she and Stephen would be married and "live happily ever

after." In these magic moments of rapture, while his face and figure

grew more clear to her eyes, it seemed to the girl that love and

happiness were one, and that all obstacles had fallen down in the path

of her lover, like the walls of Jericho that crumbled at the blast of

the trumpet.

When she had looked through the glass until she could distinctly see

Stephen, and an Arab who rode at a short distance behind him, she called

her sister.

Saidee came up to the roof, almost at once, for there was a thrill of

excitement in Victoria's voice that roused her curiosity.

She thought of Captain Sabine, and wondered if he were riding toward the

Zaouïa. He had come, before his first encounter with her, to pay his

respects to the marabout. That was long ago now, yet there might be a

reason, connected with her, for a second visit. But the moment she saw

Victoria's face, even before she took the glasses the girl held out, she

guessed that, though there was news, it was not of Captain Sabine.

"You might have been to heaven and back since I saw you; you're so

radiant!" she said.

"I have been to heaven. But I haven't come back. I'm there now,"

Victoria answered. "Look--and tell me what you see."

Saidee put the glasses to her eyes. "I see a man in European clothes,"

she said. "I can see that he's young. I should think he's a gentleman,

and good looking----"

"Oh, he is!" broke in Victoria, childishly.

"Do you know him?"

"I've been praying and longing for him to find me, and save us. He's an

Englishman. His name is Stephen Knight. He promised to come if I called,

and I have. Oh, _how_ I've called, day and night, night and day!"

"You never told me."

"I waited. Somehow I--couldn't speak of him, even to you."

"I've told _you_ everything."

"But I had nothing to tell, really--nothing I could have put into words.

And you might only have laughed if I'd said 'There's a man I know in

Algiers who hasn't any idea where I am, but I think he'll come here, and

take us both away.'"

"Are you engaged to each other?" Saidee asked, curiously, even

enviously.

"Oh no! But--but----"

"But what? Do you mean you will be--if you ever get away from this

place?"

"I hope so," the girl answered bravely, with a deep blush. "He has never

asked me. We haven't known each other long--a very little while, only

since the night I left London for Paris. Yet he's the first man I ever

cared about, and I think of him all the time. Perhaps he thinks of me

in the same way."

"Of course he must, Babe, if he's really come to search for you," Saidee

said, looking at her young sister affectionately.

"Thank you a hundred times for saying that, dearest! I do _hope_ so!"

Victoria exclaimed, hugging the elder woman impulsively, as she used

when she was a little child.

But Saidee's joy, caught from her sister's, died down suddenly, like a

flame quenched with salt. "What good will it do you--or us--that he is

coming?" she asked bitterly. "He can ask for the marabout, and perhaps

see him. Any traveller can do that. But he will be no nearer to us, than

if we were dead and in our graves. Does Maïeddine know about him?"

"They saw each other on the ship, coming to Algiers--and again just as

we landed."

"But has Maïeddine any idea that you care about each other?"

"I had to tell him one day in the desert (the day Si Maïeddine said he

loved me, and I promised to consent if _you_ put my hand in his)

that--that there was a man I loved. But I didn't say who. Perhaps he

suspects, though I don't see why he should. I might have meant some one

in America."

"You may be pretty sure he suspects. People of the old, old races, like

the Arabs, have the most wonderful intuitions. They seem to _know_

things without being told. I suppose they've kept nearer nature than

more civilized peoples."

"If he does suspect, I can't help it."

"No. Only it's still more sure that your Englishman won't be able to do

us any good. Not that he could, anyhow."

"But Si Maïeddine's been very ill since he came back, M'Barka says. Mr.

Knight will ask for the marabout."

"Maïeddine will hear of him. Not five Europeans in five years come to

Oued Tolga. If only Maïeddine hadn't got back! This man may have been

following him, from Algiers. It looks like it, as Maïeddine arrived

only yesterday. Now, here's this Englishman! Could he have found out in

any way, that you were acquainted with Maïeddine?"

"I don't know, but he might have guessed," said Victoria. "I wonder----"

"What? Have you thought of something?"

"It's just an idea. You know, I told you that on the journey, when Si

Maïeddine was being very kind to me--before I knew he cared--I made him

a present of the African brooch you gave me in Paris. I hated to take so

many favours of him, and give nothing in return; so I thought, as I was

on my way to you and would soon see you, I might part with that brooch,

which he admired. If Si Maïeddine wore it in Algiers, and Mr. Knight

saw----"

"Would he be likely to recognize it, do you think?"

"He noticed it on the boat, and I told him you gave it to me."

"If he would come all the way from Algiers on the strength of a brooch

which might have been yours, and you _might_ have given to Maïeddine,

then he's a man who knows what he wants, and deserves to get it," Saidee

said. "If he _could_ help us! I should feel rewarded for telling Honoré

I wouldn't go with him; because some day I may be free, and then perhaps

I shall be glad I waited----"

"You will be glad. Whatever happens, you'll be glad," Victoria insisted.

"Maybe. But now--what are we to do? We can see him, and you can

recognize him with the field-glass, but unless he has a glass too, he

can't see who you are--he can't see at all, because by the time he rides

near enough, the ground dips down so that even our heads will be hidden

from him by the wall round the roof. And he'll be hidden from us, too.

If he asks for you, he'll be answered only by stares of surprise. Cassim

will pretend not to know what he's talking about. And presently he'll

have to go away without finding out anything."

"He'll come back," said Victoria, firmly. But her eyes were not as

bright with the certainty of happiness as they had been.

"What if he does? Or it may be that he'll try to come back, and an

accident will happen to him. I hate to frighten you. But Arabs are

jealous--and Maïeddine's a true Arab. He looks upon you almost as his

wife now. In a week or two you will be, unless----"

"Yes. Unless--_unless_!" echoed Victoria. "Don't lose hope, Saidee, for

I shan't. Let's think of something to do. He's near enough now, maybe,

to notice if we wave our handkerchiefs."

"Many women on roofs in Africa wave to men who will never see their

faces. He won't know who waves."

"He will _feel_. Besides, he's searching for me. At this very minute,

perhaps, he's thinking of the golden silence I talked about, and looking

up to the white roofs."

Instantly they began to wave their handkerchiefs of embroidered silk,

such as Arab ladies use. But there came no answering signal. Evidently,

if the rider were looking at a white roof, he had chosen one which was

not theirs. And soon he would be descending the slope of the Zaouïa

hill. After that they would lose sight of each other, more and more

surely, the closer he came to the gates.

"If only you had something to throw him!" Saidee sighed. "What a pity

you gave the brooch to Maïeddine. He might have recognized that."

"It isn't a pity if he traced me by it," said Victoria. "But wait. I'll

think of something."

"He's riding down the dip. In a minute it will be too late," Saidee

warned her.

The girl lifted over her head the long string of amber beads she had

bought in the curiosity shop of Jeanne Soubise. Wrapping it in her

handkerchief, she began to tie the silken ends together.

Stephen was so close to the Zaouïa now that they could no longer see

him.

"Throw--throw! He'll be at the gates."

Victoria threw the small but heavy parcel over the wall which hid the

dwellers on the roof.

Where it fell, they could not see, and no sound came up from the

sand-dune far below. Some beggar or servant of the Zaouïa might have

found and snatched the packet, for all that they could tell.

For a time which seemed long, they waited, hoping that something would

happen. They did not speak at all. Each heard her own heart beating, and

imagined that she could hear the heart of the other.

At last there were steps on the stairs which led from Saidee's rooms to

the roof. Noura came up. "O twin stars, forgive me for darkening the

brightness of thy sky," she said, "but I have here a letter, given to me

to put into the hands of Lella Saïda."

She held out a folded bit of paper, that had no envelope.

Saidee, pale and large-eyed, took it in silence. She read, and then

handed the paper to Victoria.

A few lines were scrawled on it in English, in a very foreign

handwriting. The language, known to none in this house except the

marabout, Maïeddine, Saidee and Victoria, was as safe as a cypher,

therefore no envelope had been needed.

"Descend into thy garden immediately, and bring with thee thy sister,"

the letter said. And it was signed "Thy husband, Mohammed."

"What can it mean?" asked Victoria, giving back the paper to Saidee.

"I don't know. But we shall soon see--for we must obey. If we didn't go

down of our own accord, we'd soon be forced to go."

"Perhaps Cassim will let me talk to Mr. Knight," said the girl.

"He is more likely to throw you to his lion, in the court," Saidee

answered, with a laugh.

They went down into the garden, and remained there alone. Nothing

happened except that, after a while, they heard a noise of pounding. It

seemed to come from above, in Saidee's rooms.

Listening intently, her eyes flashed, and a bright colour rushed to her

cheeks.

"Now I know why we were told to come into the garden!" she exclaimed,

her voice quivering with anger. "They're nailing up the door of my room

that leads to the roof!"

"Saidee!" To Victoria the thing seemed too monstrous to believe.

"Cassim threatened to do it once before--a long time ago--but he didn't.

Now he has. That's his answer to your Mr. Knight."

"Perhaps you're wrong. How could any one have got into your rooms

without our seeing them pass through the garden?"

"I've always thought there was a sliding door at the back of one of my

wall cupboards. There generally is one leading into the harem rooms in

old houses like this. Thank goodness I've hidden my diaries in a new

place lately!"

"Let's go up and make sure," whispered Victoria.

Still the pounding went on.

"They'll have locked us out."

"We can try."

Victoria went ahead, running quickly up the steep, narrow flight of

steps that led to the upper rooms which she and Saidee shared. Saidee

had been right. The door of the outer room was locked. Standing at the

top of the stairs, the pounding sounded much louder than before.

Saidee laughed faintly and bitterly.

"They're determined to make a good job of it," she said.

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