Vaisampayana said,--"Then when Draupadi was about to set out she went
unto the illustrious Pritha and solicited her leave. And she also asked
leave of the other ladies of the household who had all been plunged
into grief. And saluting and embracing every one of them as each
deserved, she desired to go away. Then there arose within the inner
apartments of the Pandavas a loud wail of woe. And Kunti, terribly
afflicted upon beholding Draupadi on the eve of her journey, uttered
these words in a voice choked with grief,--
"'O child, grieve not that this great calamity hath overtaken thee.
Thou art well conversant with the duties of the female sex, and thy
behaviour and conduct also are as they should be. It behoveth me not, O
thou of sweet smiles, to instruct thee as to thy duties towards thy
lords. Thou art chaste and accomplished, and thy qualities have adorned
the race of thy birth as also the race into which thou hast been
admitted by marriage. Fortunate are the Kauravas that they have not
been burnt by thy wrath. O child, safely go thou blest by my prayers.
Good women never suffer their hearts to the unstung at what is
inevitable. Protected by virtue that is superior to everything, soon
shalt thou obtain good fortune. While living in the woods, keep thy eye
on my child Sahadeva. See that his heart sinketh not under this great
calamity.'
"Saying 'So be it!' the princess Draupadi bathed in tears, and clad in
one piece of cloth, stained with blood, and with hair dishevelled left
her mother-in-law. And as she went away weeping and wailing Pritha
herself in grief followed her. She had not gone far when she saw her
sons shorn of their ornaments and robes, their bodies clad in
deerskins, and their heads down with shame. And she beheld them
surrounded by rejoicing foes and pitied by friends. Endued with excess
of parental affection, Kunti approached her sons in that state, and
embracing them all, and in accents choked by woe, She said these
words,--
"'Ye are virtuous and good-mannered, and adorned with all excellent
qualities and respectful behaviour. Ye are all high-minded, and engaged
in the service of your superiors. And ye are also devoted to the gods
and the performance of sacrifices. Why, then, hath this calamity
overtaken you. Whence is this reverse of fortune? I do not see by whose
wickedness this sin hath overtaken you. Alas I have brought you forth.
All this must be due to my ill fortune. It is for this that ye have
been overtaken by this calamity, though ye all are endued with
excellent virtues. In energy and prowess and strength and firmness and
might, ye are not wanting. How shall ye now, losing your wealth and
possessions, live poor in the pathless woods? If I had known before
that ye were destined to live in the woods, I would not have on Pandu's
death come from the mountains of Satasringa to Hastinapore. Fortunate
was your father, as I now regard, for he truly reaped the fruit of his
asceticism, and he was gifted with foresight, as he entertained the
wish of ascending heaven, without having to feel any pain on account of
his sons. Fortunate also was the virtuous Madri, as I regard her today,
who had, it seems, a fore-knowledge of what would happen and who on
that account, obtained the high path of emancipation and every blessing
therewith. Ah, Madri looked upon me as her stay, and her mind and her
affections were ever fixed on me. Oh, fie on my desire of life, owing
to which suffer all this woe. Ye children, ye are all excellent and
dear unto me. I have obtained you after much suffering. I cannot leave
you. Even I will go with you. Alas, O Krishna, (Draupadi), why dost
thou leave me so? Everything endued with life is sure to perish. Hath
Dhata (Brahma) himself forgotten to ordain my death? Perhaps, it is so,
and, therefore, life doth not quit me. O Krishna, O thou who dwellest
in Dwaraka, O younger brother of Sankarshana, where art thou? Why dost
thou not deliver me and these best of men also from such woe? They say
that thou who art without beginning and without end deliverest those
that think of thee. Why doth this saying become untrue. These my sons
are ever attached to virtue and nobility and good fame and prowess.
They deserve not to suffer affliction. Oh, show them mercy. Alas, when
there are such elders amongst our race as Bhishma and Drona and Kripa,
all conversant with morality and the science of worldly concerns, how
could such calamity at all come? O Pandu, O king, where art thou? Why
sufferest thou quietly thy good children to be thus sent into exile,
defeated at dice? O Sahadeva, desist from going. Thou art my dearest
child, dearer, O son of Madri, than my body itself. Forsake me not. It
behoveth thee to have some kindness for me. Bound by the ties of
virtue, let these thy brothers go. But then, earn thou that virtue
which springeth from waiting upon me.'"
Vaisampayana continued,--"The Pandavas then consoled their weeping
mother and with hearts plunged in grief set out for the woods. And
Vidura himself also much afflicted, consoling the distressed Kunti with
reasons, and led her slowly to his house. And the ladies of
Dhritarashtra's house, hearing everything as it happened, viz., the
exile (of the Pandavas) and the dragging of Krishna into the assembly
where the princes had gambled, loudly wept censuring the Kauravas. And
the ladies of the royal household also sat silent for a long time,
covering their lotus-like faces with their fair hands. And king
Dhritarashtra also thinking of the dangers that threatened his sons,
became a prey to anxiety and could not enjoy peace of mind. And
anxiously meditating on everything, and with mind deprived of its
equanimity through grief, he sent a messenger unto Vidura, saying, 'Let
Kshatta come to me without a moment's delay.'
"At this summons, Vidura quickly came to Dhritarashtra's palace. And as
soon as he came, the monarch asked him with great anxiety how the
Pandavas had left Hastinapore."