PROPER PRIDE.
A Novel.
Life may change, but it may fly not;
Hope may vanish, but can die not;
Truth be veiled, but still it burneth,
Love repulsed--but it returneth.
_IN THREE VOLUMES._
VOL. III.
LONDON:
TINSLEY BROTHERS, 8, CATHERINE ST. STRAND.
1882.
[_All rights reserved._]
CHARLES DICKENS AND EVANS,
CRYSTAL PALACE PRESS.
CONTENTS.
PAGE
CHAPTER I.
SIR REGINALD FAIRFAX AT HOME 1
CHAPTER II.
CARDIGAN 37
CHAPTER III.
“A KISS, AND NOTHING MORE” 55
CHAPTER IV.
BAD NEWS 84
CHAPTER V.
A TRAVELLER’S TALES 113
CHAPTER VI.
THE BALL AT RUFFORD 141
CHAPTER VII.
THE LOST WEDDING-RING 173
CHAPTER VIII.
MARY JANE’S DISCOVERY 201
CHAPTER IX.
ALL’S WELL THAT ENDS WELL 244
PROPER PRIDE.
CHAPTER I.
SIR REGINALD FAIRFAX AT HOME.
“I never knew such an unmitigated young idiot!” exclaimed Sir Reginald
the next morning at breakfast, as he tossed aside a letter and tore
open a paper with a rustle of impatience.
“You are not alluding to any of the present company, I trust?” asked
Geoffrey mildly, as he helped himself lavishly to marmalade.
“No,” returned his cousin, without raising his eyes from the perusal of
some interesting piece of military news, “no, only one of our fellows
at the depôt.”
“Go on, I’m thirsting for particulars. What has he been doing? Getting
married?”
“Setting up a racing-stable,” replied Sir Reginald, laying down the
paper; “and he knows as much about the turf as--as--” looking round
for a simile--“Maurice. He has a horse in for these Sundown Races, on
Friday; a new purchase, called”--referring to the note--“Tornado, and
has backed him heavily, of course.”
“Tornado,” echoed Geoffrey; “I know the brute well--a pulling, tearing,
mad chestnut. He won the Chester Cup when Langstaffe had him. But he is
a real devil to ride. He killed one jockey--bolted into a stable with
him--and Langstaffe has had to pay up well for the support of his widow
and children. I congratulate your young friend. Is he going to ride
him himself?”
“No. As far as equestrian feats are concerned, he considers discretion
to be the mother of all virtues; he will put up a professional of
course.”
“Well, I hope he may be able to hold him, and keep him within the
flags, that’s all,” returned Geoffrey, with a doubtful shake of the
head; “he can gallop and stay like a good ’un, if he chooses, but I’ll
take odds he bolts.”
“I find I have to go to town this morning,” said Sir Reginald,
addressing himself to the whole circle. “Barker wants me to meet him
to-day about some old leases; very probably I shall not come back till
to-morrow night.”
“Then, my dear Regy, you will bring me down my watch from Benson’s,”
cried Helen eagerly. “And I want some arosane and crewel wools; a few
dark green and yellow shades to finish----”
“No; there I draw the line,” he interrupted with a laugh; “anything but
fancy work! Imagine my going into a wool shop, and being discovered
by some of my lady friends! I dare not trust myself to answer for the
consequences.”
“Don’t forget to go to the Army and Navy Stores and order some new
tennis bats,” observed Alice, without raising her eyes from an
engrossing letter.
“And bring me a couple of boxes of cigarettes, as per usual,” put in
Geoffrey.
“Yes; anything else?” replied Sir Reginald, entering these items
rapidly in his note-book.
“You might bring down another box of books from Mudie’s,” added Helen
suavely; “I’ll just make out a list,” rising and pushing back her
chair and hastening into the next room.
“Well, don’t be long, Helen, as I am going off immediately. You may as
well drive over to Manister and leave me at the station, Geoffrey. It
will help you to kill your arch-enemy, Time. The trap will be round in
ten minutes.”
* * * * *
The next day Sir Reginald, having transacted his business and all the
commissions, was strolling down Pall Mall, when he was suddenly brought
to a standstill by a vigorous slap on the back, and, turning round, he
found himself confronting Captain Vaughan and Captain Campell.
“The very man I want!” exclaimed the latter eagerly.
“How fit you look, old fellow!” cried Captain Vaughan, devouring his
late patient with his eyes and wringing his hand in an agonising grasp.
“When did you come to town? Where are you staying? Come on to the Club
and tell us all about yourself,” they chimed alternately.
During luncheon, Mr. Campell ejaculated: “Talk of coincidences! Do
you know that, five minutes before we overtook you, Fairfax, I had
just sent you a telegram, and, as we turned into Pall Mall, you were
almost the first man we saw! Odd, wasn’t it? ‘That’s Fairfax, I bet you
a fiver,’ said Vaughan; ‘I could swear to his walk--subdued cavalry
swagger.’ And sure enough he was right for once. I’m in a most awful
hat this time, and no mistake; and you are the only fellow who can pull
me through,” he added, leaning both elbows on the table and looking at
his friend with an air of grave conviction.
“I?” echoed Sir Reginald. “How? What do you mean? I haven’t the
faintest glimmering idea of what you are driving at.”
“You know I have a horse in for the Sundown Races?”
A nod was his reply.
“At the last moment--the eleventh hour--my jockey has thrown me
over--last night actually--and the race comes off to-morrow. Where am
I to get another unless you’ll ride for me?”--imploringly. “If you
don’t,” he resumed, “I shall be smashed--horse, foot, and dragoons.
Already the horse has fallen tremendously in the betting; but I won’t
hedge a farthing,” with a resolute thump of his fist; “I mean to be a
man or a mouse.”
“But why pitch on Fairfax like this?” said Captain Vaughan irritably.
“I told you, when you were sending the telegram, how uncommonly cool I
thought you. One would think he was gentleman-rider to the regiment.
How you have the cheek to ask him to ride such a brute, considering his
broken arm and his only just coming off the sick-list, is more than I
can understand,” puffing resentfully at his cigar.
“Oh, Fairfax can manage anything. Tornado is not half as bad as that
devil of Wyndham’s he rode at Poonah. Riding is child’s play to him.”
Turning to Sir Reginald: “You will ride for me, won’t you?” he asked
confidently. “If I don’t win this race it will be all U P. I shall have
to send in my papers and volunteer as a trooper in one of those Cape
regiments.”
“Come, I hope you are not so bad as all that. I must see what I can do;
but I’m not by any means the wonderful jockey you imagine.”
“You will ride him, you will! I knew it. You were always a brick!”
cried Captain Campell ecstatically, jumping up with such energy as to
overset his chair with a loud crash.
“For Heaven’s sake, sit down and compose yourself,” exclaimed Captain
Vaughan angrily, “unless you want the people to think you are a subject
for personal restraint. Fairfax,” turning to his brother-officer with
solemnity, “does your wife allow you to ride races?”
“My wife”--reddening--“allows me to do whatever I please.”
“What a matrimonial rara avis!” muttered Captain Vaughan under his
breath.
“You will ride for me, Fairfax; I depend on you,” said Captain Campell.
“Yes, I’ll ride for you, though you have given me awfully short notice;
but, remember, I don’t guarantee that I’ll win.”
“Oh, no fear of that if you can only hold him,” frankly returned his
brother-officer, leaning across the table and volubly expatiating on
the horse’s merits--age, pedigree, and performances--and giving a long
and confidential _résumé_ of his temper and traits. “His groom, who
knows him well, will give you a wrinkle or two before the race comes
off to-morrow. He and the horse started yesterday, and we,” indicating
Captain Vaughan and himself, “run down to-night. You can’t think what a
load you have taken off my mind,” he added, heaving a deep sigh.
“Have you telegraphed for rooms at the hotel?” inquired Captain
Vaughan, always practical.
“No, by Jove!--I never thought about it.”
Little as Sir Reginald was prepared to expose his domestic concerns
to public criticism, he felt that it behoved him to extend some
hospitality to his two brother-officers--one of them his particular
friend, so he exclaimed, with well-feigned cordiality:
“Sundown is in our part of the world--only eight miles from our place.
Of course you will both come to Monkswood, and I can drive you over to
the races to-morrow.”
“Thanks, my dear fellow, we shall be delighted,” returned Mr. Campell
warmly, “if it won’t be putting you out--nor Lady Fairfax?”
“Lady Fairfax will be very glad to see you. I am going down by the
4.30, and we might travel together. It is now,” pulling out his watch,
“five minutes past three; I must go and get my traps. Whatever you do,
don’t be late, Vaughan; I leave you to take charge of Campell, who
never was in time in his life--not even for an Indian train.”
The two hussars were not a little curious to see Fairfax as a family
man. What was his home like? his surroundings? his wife? There must
be something odd about her. She had always been shrouded in mystery,
but now the veil was about to be pulled aside, and their long-starved
curiosity would be satisfied at last!
4.30 found Sir Reginald and his two guests, comfortably settled in a
smoking carriage, slowly gliding out of Waterloo Station _en route_
for Monkswood; but, owing to a stoppage on the line they arrived at
Manister fully two hours behind time.
“Anything here for me?” inquired Sir Reginald of a gracious porter.
“No, sir; the dog-cart waited till the half-hour and then went home;
but Blake said as how he would come for the express.”
“How far is it to your place?” asked Mr. Campell.
“Only two miles and a-half by the fields.”
“Then I vote we walk. Anything is better than a stifling fly this
fine warm evening. ‘Quick march’ is the word,” gaily shouldering his
umbrella.
His motion was carried unanimously, and, leaving their luggage to be
despatched in their wake, they started off at a smart pace, each armed
with a cheroot.
The great event of the following day was the one topic of Mr.
Campell’s conversation. Sir Reginald lent him a ready ear, and together
they made arrangements for an early visit to Tornado the next morning;
they discussed weights, saddles, handicappers, and bits with much
animation and enthusiasm, Captain Vaughan walking rather behind them,
and smoking sullenly.
“If he’s as good as you say, he ought to be first past the post
to-morrow, for his company is, after all, only second rate; and if he
does pull off this race I want you to promise me one thing, Campell.”
“I’ll promise you any earthly thing, my dear fellow,” returned Captain
Campell impulsively, stopping for an instant in the narrow moonlit path
to give full emphasis to his asseveration.
“You will sell Tornado directly the meeting is over and give up racing
for the next five years.”
“You may make your mind easy on that score. ‘A burnt child dreads the
fire;’ and I have been badly singed. If I can only pull my chestnuts
out all right this time I’ll never go near the turf again.”
* * * * *
“It is much easier to make good resolutions than to keep them,” growled
Captain Vaughan from the rear. “If you lose, no doubt it will be all
plain sailing for this high resolve of yours; but if you win, it will
be another matter. Having once tasted blood, it will be hard to choke
off your racing instincts. Why not scratch Tornado to-morrow and
commence this reformation before the race?”
“Hear him!” cried Captain Campell angrily; “and my four thousand and
odd pounds, where would they be? Your advice is no doubt kindly meant,
Vaughan; but we all know that ‘_Il est plus facile d’être sage pour les
autres que de l’être pour soi-même_.’ I shall not begin my reformation,
as you call it, until the day after to-morrow.”
Half-an-hour’s brisk walking brought the three pedestrians near
Monkswood. They crossed the park--how weird it looked in the
moonlight!--and the house itself--what an imposing pile! They traversed
the smooth-shaven pleasure-ground and ascended the shallow steps,
where wide-open French windows gave forth streams of light and peals
of laughter. They looked in, and this is what they saw: A long,
low, old-fashioned room, brilliantly lighted and most luxuriously
furnished--flowers, pictures, china, caught the eye on every side.
A space had been cleared, and a dancing lesson was evidently in full
swing. Close to the window, with her back to them, stood a young lady
in a pink dress; beside her a portly middle-aged man was holding out
his coat-tails and capering insanely. He was evidently being initiated
in the “trois temps” by a lovely girl opposite, in black net, with
quantities of natural pale-blush roses pinned into the bodice of her
dress and her hair. She was slim, graceful, beautiful, and looked
about nineteen. A handsome matron in black satin was playing a waltz
mechanically, as she looked over her shoulder at the dancing. An old
lady in a monumental cap was peering above her spectacles with intense
amusement, and a long-legged youth had thrown himself into a chair in
absolute convulsions of laughter. Having at length got breath, he said:
“Go on, Alice; go on. Show him once more.”
The young lady in black, thus adjured, held up her dress in front and
modestly displayed a pair of the prettiest, most fairy-like Louis
Quatorze shoes and the slenderest of black silk ankles.
“Now, Mark,” she said authoritatively, “mind this is the _last_ time.
One foot forward, so; bring up the other, and turn, so, one, two,
three--one, two, three; nothing can be easier. Are you looking?”
“Of course he is looking. Do you take him for a fool? Isn’t he looking
at the prettiest pair of ankles in Great Britain?”
“Geoffrey,” retorted the girl without turning her head, “I’m coming to
box your ears directly. Go on, Mark,” she proceeded encouragingly; “if
I could only reach round your waist I’d dance gentleman, and then you
would soon get into it.”
Mark accordingly went on according to his lights, and the result was a
perfect roar of laughter, in which Sir Reginald joined most heartily,
and so betrayed his whereabouts. He and his friends advanced into the
room, and he presented them to the girl in black.
“His wife!”
They had barely recovered from their astonishment before she had left
the room to see about preparations for them, and to order an impromptu
supper, which was speedily organised in a grand old dining-room.
Thither all proceeded, and a merrier party seldom sat down at
Monkswood. As lively sallies and witty remarks were rapidly bandied
about, and topic after topic was started, discussed, and dismissed,
Captains Vaughan and Campell’s eyes frequently met.
“Could this be Fairfax’s home, this lovely girl his wife, and these
charmingly amusing well-bred people his relations? Then why did he stay
in India? Where was the skeleton in the cupboard?”
He was telling a story he had heard in town of an Irish wedding, where,
by some blunder, the best man drove off with the bride by mistake.
Declaring that to stop was unlucky, nothing would induce the coachman
to pull up or turn back. Meanwhile the wretched bridegroom was pursuing
them afoot, and running the gauntlet of a score of ragamuffins, who
pelted him with stones and mud.
“_You_ took precious good care that such a mistake did not occur,
Regy!” said Geoffrey with a broad grin. “I had not much chance of
driving off with you, Alice, had I? You remember how I wanted to come
with you in the carriage from church, and how he nearly slammed my
fingers in the door of the brougham, eh?”
Why did Lady Fairfax become scarlet, and Fairfax assume an air of rapt
consideration of the pattern of the tablecloth? Why did they so seldom
address each other--what was the meaning of the coolness between them?
Captain Vaughan made up his mind to watch them narrowly. But Captain
Campell was far too much taken up with the topic nearest his heart to
give the subject more than passing attention, and said:
“Lady Fairfax, are you coming to the races to-morrow? Capital races at
Sundown.”
“N-o--I think not,” looking across at her husband interrogatively.
“Oh!” responding to her glance, “_he_ is going right enough. He is to
ride my horse, don’t you know--Tornado. I can’t get a jockey, and if I
could now I would not change for the best professional in England.”
“Do you mean that my husband is going to ride?” she asked with a quaver
of consternation in her voice.
“Yes; it is awfully good of him, is it not?”
“Awfully good of him,” she repeated mechanically, her face as white as
the cloth.
“Reginald, you are not really going to ride Tornado?” said Geoffrey
incredulously. “If you are, I hope you have made your will.”
“I have made my will, and I have made up my mind to ride Tornado. Come
to the races to-morrow and see him win.”
“Or see you killed,” replied Geoffrey; “which?”
“You are a Job’s comforter with a vengeance. Your remarks are certainly
not calculated to inspire a nervous man with confidence. Let us make a
move to the drawing-room,” observed Reginald, anxious to avoid further
discussion and the objections he sees that Helen and Mark are preparing
to hurl at him, and determined to postpone the struggle.
The party in the drawing-room scattered about and broke up into groups
of twos and threes. Miss Ferrars and Captain Campell strolled to the
piano, and Captain Vaughan laid himself out to improve his acquaintance
with Lady Fairfax. As he drew a chair near the table at which she was
sitting, she said:
“Captain Vaughan, I am so very glad to see you. I know how much I owe
you; how you nursed my husband through the worst of his illness. I
never can sufficiently thank you----”
“Do not,” he interrupted, “it is not necessary. I owe him more than
that. You do not know what a blow it would have been to all of us if
anything had happened to him. You can’t think how much he has made
himself beloved by both officers and men.”
Alice blushed deeply, and looked far more pleased than if she had
received a direct personal compliment.
“I am sure he is,” she said in a low voice. “Nevertheless, you must let
me thank you. I have often and often longed to do so. I only wish I had
some way of showing you how grateful I am,” she added, looking at him
with dewy wistful eyes.
“What a perfectly bewitching face! What a domestic treasure Reginald
has kept quietly buried here! She would more than hold her own with the
best ‘professionals,’” he mused as he glanced at her furtively, whilst
he pulled his long tawny moustache.
Reginald, and Reginald’s exploits, formed the topic of their
conversation. His hostess made the very best of listeners, and eagerly
drank in all the details of her husband’s campaign, his rash adventure,
and his illness.
“She is an angel!” thought Captain Vaughan rapturously.
He was by no means a ladies’ man. Nevertheless, it was a wholly
gratifying sensation to have this lovely young creature hanging on his
words, as though his lips were veritably dropping the legendary pearls
and diamonds.
Presently the hero of his tale joined them, and, throwing himself into
an easy-chair, said, as he crossed his legs:
“We must make an early start to-morrow, Vaughan.”
“I suppose so,” responded his friend discontentedly. “I think the whole
thing is madness! You are not fit to ride a race. I wonder”--turning
abruptly to Alice--“I wonder you allow him to ride, Lady Fairfax.”
“I wish I could prevent him,” she replied, with an appealing look
towards her husband.
“Why don’t you enforce your wifely authority?”
The subject of their conversation was apparently engrossed in the
contemplation of his exceedingly well-cut boots, and did not seem to
hear them.
“Do you hear, Fairfax? Your wife takes my view altogether. You are not
to ride to-morrow.”
“My wife,” he replied, looking up and transferring his eyes to her,
“knows perfectly well that we never interfere in each other’s affairs.
‘Live and let live’ is our motto, is it not, Alice?”
“Yes,” she responded with a forced smile; but she added timidly: “I
do very much wish you would not ride for Mr. Campell, he is a most
dangerous animal. You heard what Geoffrey said.”
“Said that Mr. Campell was a dangerous animal?” he asked, with a look
of comical interrogation.
“No,” she replied petulantly; “the horse I mean. Please do not ride
him. I will only ask this once,” she pleaded earnestly.
“Sorry I can’t oblige you, Alice. I have given my word--and you know,”
he added significantly, “I never break _my_ promises.”
Alice, deeply hurt, turned away to hide her discomposure, and joined
the group at the piano without another word. Captain Vaughan looked
at his friend with unmeasured indignation; certainly he did not shine
in home life. There had been a time when he thought no woman under the
sun a fitting mate for Sir Reginald Fairfax; but now it appeared to him
that Sir Reginald was hardly worthy of his wife!
Could she be the very same Alice to whom, when he thought himself
dying, his last words and messages were sent? “Tell her I loved
her--always!” Loved her, indeed! He has a curious way of showing it,
thought his brother-officer with rising anger.
His looks of unqualified disapproval were entirely thrown away on his
friend, who was busily endeavouring to balance a paper-cutter on the
tip of one of his fingers, and never once raised his eyes. Captain
Vaughan, rising suddenly, and giving his chair a violent push, that
was in itself an angry expostulation, went over to the piano and joined
the rest of the party in begging their hostess for just one song.
* * * * *
When all had left the drawing-room, excepting her husband, Alice
lingered behind. He was setting the clock on the mantelpiece and did
not observe her where she was kneeling, beside the piano, putting away
some music. When all the songs and books had been neatly arranged she
stole a glance at him. He was standing with his back to the fireplace,
just as she had seen him for the first time at Malta; but oh, how
different he was! He looked sterner and older, and instead of a gay
smile there was a hard cynical expression on his lips as he gazed into
vacancy.
She felt that she was afraid of him, but, all the same, she would
speak and endeavour to dissuade him from riding for Captain Campell. No
matter what he said, no matter how he froze her, she would be heard;
she was his wife.
Rising to her feet, she approached slowly and hesitatingly. Her husband
eyed her with cool surprise as she came close up to him.
“Reginald,” she said, “will nothing prevent your riding this race
to-morrow?”
“Nothing,” he calmly replied, “unless the horse dies.”
“Could not Burke, the groom, ride him? He was a jockey once,” she asked
timidly.
“Burke!” contemptuously. “Burke weighs at least twelve stone.
His riding days are over. Why not suggest Mark at once?” with a
supercilious smile.
“Could you not get some substitute?”
“No. Pray why should I? Campell has asked me to ride--I have
consented. _Voilà tout._”
“But,” she urged, nervously twisting her bangles, “I do wish you would
have nothing to say to him. They say the reason Captain Campell could
not get a jockey was that the horse had such a bad name. Say you will
not ride him,” she pleaded brokenly. “Do, for _my_ sake. I will tell
Captain Campell that he must find another jockey, as I will not allow
you to ride.”
“I don’t know on what grounds you should ask me to do anything for your
sake.”
A silence.
“As to not allowing me to ride,” he continued with polite irony, “I’m
afraid I cannot admit your authority.”
He felt he was brutally rude; but in rudeness was his safety. Another
such look as she had just given him and he was a lost man. The farce
of “Ward not Wife” would be played out, all his stern resolutions
thrown to the winds, and he would have to surrender his pride, his
self-respect, his word of honour. She was so close to him that he could
feel the perfume of the roses in her hair and see a stray eyelash on
her cheek. He moved to one side and, steadily looking at the floor,
said:
“I could not break my word to Campell. If Tornado wins to-morrow he has
promised me to give up his stud. If he loses, he will be ruined, and
will have to sell out. Besides, it is not a steeplechase, only a flat
race. Nothing very alarming in that, is there?”
“Not quite so bad; but bad enough. The horse did kill one man, why not
another?” looking awfully white.
“Well, if he kills me to-morrow” (cheerfully), “you can put it in your
marriage settlements that your second husband is not to ride races.”
Without another word or look, Alice turned and left the room.
“Stay a moment,” said her husband, cutting off her indignant retreat
across the hall and politely lighting her candle. “Listen to me, Alice.
What will you give me if, after to-morrow, I promise never to ride
another race?” looking at her with serious eyes.
“Will you promise me that” (eagerly) “really and truly?” accepting the
candlestick. “Then it is to be a bargain, remember.”
“How can it be a bargain, as you call it, if the transaction is to be
all on one side? If I promise this, what are you going to do for me?”
he asked with questioning gaze.
“Promise, and I’ll tell you,” she said archly.
“Well,” speaking slowly and with grave expectation in his eyes, “I
promise; and what then?”
“Then, if you like,” she replied, blushing furiously and holding her
candle well between his face and hers, “then I’ll--I’ll give you a
kiss.”
“A kiss!” he stammered, very much taken aback. “A kiss,” he repeated,
reddening; for a second he hesitated, then said in a low voice, as he
turned to take up his candle: “No, thank you, Alice.”
Alice seized the opportunity to make her escape, and when her husband
had turned his head she was gone.
“After that,” he muttered to himself as he leisurely ascended the
stairs, “I can resist anything. I have put St. Anthony himself
completely in the shade. His temptress was not a quarter as pretty as
mine, I’ll swear. But if I had taken it I should have had to take a
dozen, and thus lay down my arms. Better as it is, better as it is; I’m
not likely to be tempted in the same way twice,” he added with a sigh.
Meanwhile Alice had fled along the long corridor and locked herself in
her dressing-room. “No, thank you, Alice,” was still ringing in her
ears. She sat with her face buried in her hands for nearly a quarter
of an hour. To have offered a kiss to a man and been refused, even
though that man was her husband, what shame, what indignity! Her very
throat and forehead were dyed with blushes as she thought of it. “What
does he mean? Why does he treat me so? He dislikes me, that is very
evident. Am I uglier, less attractive than I used to be? Did he marry
me _only_ for my pretty face, and am I pretty no longer?” she asked
herself as she looked into her glass. But no, the glass declared she
was prettier than ever, as, with both elbows on the table, she studied
her reflection critically, and saw clouds of lovely golden-brown hair,
perfect features, a flawless skin, over which the blushes were chasing
each other rapidly. “I am as pretty as ever,” she said to herself
dispassionately. “Can he be a little wrong in his head?” she mused.
“Can his wounds and the Indian sun have affected his reason? Mad
people always evince a dislike to their nearest and dearest; but no,
impossible. Reginald mad? she must be insane herself to think so; and
oh, doubly, trebly mad to have put herself in the way of meeting such a
rebuff as she had received that evening.”