CHAPTER XXI

AT ROGER MICHAEL'S

On an early April afternoon in the year 1902 a man and woman were

crossing, with much leisureliness, Trafalgar Square.

"We won't get run over! It isn't like Paris."

"Aren't you tired, Molly? Don't you want a hansom?"

"Tired? No! What could make me tired a day like this? I want to go

stroke the lions."

They gravely went and did so. "Poor old British Lion!--Listen!"

News was being cried. "_Details of fight at Bushman's Kop!_"

Christopher Josslyn left the lions, ran across and got a paper, then

returned. "A small affair!" he said. "How interminably the thing drags

out!"

"But they'll have peace directly now."

"Yes--but it's Poor old Lion, just the same--"

They moved from the four in stone, striking across to Pall Mall.

"There was a halcyon time in England, fifty years or so ago, when, if

you'll believe what men wrote, it was seriously held that no civilized

man would ever again encroach upon a weaker brother's rights! Æons

were at hand of universal education, stained glass, and ascension

lilies. At any rate æons of brotherhood. Under the kindly control of

the great Elder Brother England. And they had some reason--it looked

for an illusory moment that way. I always try to remember that--and

moments like that in every land's history--at moments such as these.

Why doesn't that moment carry on over? There's something deeply,

fundamentally wrong."

He looked along the crowded street. Men were buying papers--that seemed

their chief employment. _Delarey--Kitchener--Report of fight at Hartz

River._

"Not far from a billion dollars expended on this war--and those East

Side streets we went through yesterday--Concentration Camps--and

the Coronation--this reactionary Administration with its Corn Laws

and Coercion Laws and wretched Education Bill, and so on--and the

Coronation talk--and Piccadilly last night after nine--"

"Oh," said Molly sharply. "That's the sting that I feel! It's women and

children who are suffering in those Concentration Camps, I suppose--and

it's women's sons who are lying on the battlefields--and it's women

just as well as men who are paying the taxes--and it's women, too, in

those horrible slums, wretched and hopeless--and bad legislation falls

on women just as hardly as on men--but the other! There we've got the

tragedy mostly to ourselves--and there's no greater tragedy below the

stars!" She dashed a bright drop from her eyes. "I'll never forget that

girl, last night, on the Embankment--thin and painted and that hollow

laugh.... I wish women would wake up!"

"Women and men," said the other. "They're waking, but it's slow, it's

slow, it's slow."

The softened, softened English sunlight bathed the broad street, the

buildings, the wheeled traffic, the people going up and down. The

two Americans, here at last at the latter end of their six months

abroad, delighted in the tender light, in the soft afternoon sky

with a few sailing clouds, in the street sights and sounds, in the

English speech. They strolled rather than walked; even at times they

dawdled rather than strolled. They developed a tendency to stand

before shop-windows. So strong and handsome a pair were they that they

attracted some attention. Thirty-five and thirty-two, both tall, both

well-made, lithe, active, both aglow with health; she a magnificent

rosy blonde, he blue-eyed, but with nut-brown hair; both dressed with

an unconventional simplicity, fitness, and comfort; both interested as

children and happy in each other's company--those who observed them did

not call them "Promise-Bearers"; and yet, in a way, that was what they

were. There were three children at home with as splendid a grandmother.

A University had sent Christopher to make an investigation, and the

children had said, "You go, too, mother! It'll be splendid. You need a

rest!" and Christopher had said, "Molly, you need another honeymoon."

The English weather was uncommonly good. As they came to Green Park

a barrel-organ was playing. Spring was full at hand; you read it

everywhere.

Two men passed, talking. "Yes, to confer at Klerksdorp, with Steyn and

Botha and De Wet. Peace presently, and none too soon!"

"I should think not. I'm done with wars."

"Little Annie Rooney," played the barrel-organ.

"There is more than one way for societies to survive," said

Christopher, "and some day men will find it out. You can survive

by being a better duellist and for a longer time than the other

fellow--and you can survive by being the better toiler, also with

persistence--or you can survive by being the better thinker, in

an endless, ascending scale. Each plane makes the lower largely

unnecessary, is, indeed, the lower moved up, become more merciful and

wiser. Survive--to live over--to outlive. The true survivor--wouldn't

you like to see him--see her--see _us_, Molly?"

"Yes," said Molly soberly. "We are a long way off."

Christopher assented. "True enough. And, thank Heaven! the true

survivor will always vanish toward the truer yet. But I don't know--it

seems to me--the twentieth century might catch a faint far glimpse of

our lineaments! I am madly, wildly, rashly optimistic for the twentieth

century--even when I remember how optimistic they were fifty years ago!

Who could help being optimistic on such an afternoon? Look at the gold

on the green!"

The barrel-organ played an old, gay dance.

"Do you suppose," said Molly, "that, in Merry England, the milkmaids

and shepherdesses danced about a maypole at thirty-two? For that's just

exactly what I should like to do this minute! How absurd to be able to

climb the Matterhorn, and then not to be let go out there and dance on

that smooth bit of green!"

"You might try it. Only I wouldn't answer for the conduct of the

policeman by the tree. And if you're arrested, we can't dine to-night

with Roger Michael."

Roger Michael lived in a small, red, Georgian house in Chelsea. Her

grandparents had lived here, and her parents, and she had been born

here, nearer fifty than forty years ago. It had descended to her, and

she lived here still. She had an old housekeeper and a beautiful cat,

and two orphan children who were almost the happiest children in that

part of the world. She always kept children in the house. There were

a couple of others whom she had raised and who were out in the world,

doing well, and when the two now with her were no longer children she

would find another two. She did not believe in orphan asylums. She

herself had never married.

She remembered George Eliot, and she had known the Rossettis, and more

slightly the Carlyles. Now in her small, distinguished house, with

its atmosphere of plain living and high thinking, fragrant and sunny

with kindliness and good will, she set her table often for her friends

and drew them together in her simple, old-fashioned, book-overflowing

drawing-room. Her friends were scholars, writing and thinking people,

and simply good people, and any one who was in trouble and came to her,

and many reformers. She was herself of old, reforming stock, and she

served humanity in all those ways. She had met and liked the Josslyns

when she was in America years before, and when they wrote and told her

they were in London she promptly named this evening for them to come to

Chelsea.

They found besides Roger Michael a scientific man of name asked to meet

Christopher, a writer of plays, a writer of essays, a noted Fabian, and

as noted a woman reformer. The seventh guest was a little late. When

she came, it was Hagar Ashendyne.

"What an unexpected pleasure!" said the Josslyns, and meant every word

of it. "How long since that summer at the New Springs? Almost nine

years! And you've grown a great, famous woman--"

"Not so very great, and not so very famous," said Hagar Ashendyne.

"But I'm fortunate enough--to-night! You're a wind from home--you

mountain-climbing, divine couple! The Bear's Den! Do you remember the

day we climbed there?"

"Yes!" said Molly; "and Judge Black waiting at the foot. Oh, I am glad

to see you! We did not dream you were in London."

"We--my father and I--have been here only a little while. All winter we

were in Algeria. Then, suddenly, he wanted to see the Leonardos in the

National."

Her voice, which was very rich and soft, made musical notes of her

words. She was subtly, indescribably, transfigured and magnified.

She looked a great woman. While she turned to greet others in the

room, one or two of whom seemed acquaintances of more or less old

standing, Molly and Christopher were alike engaged in drawing rapidly

into mind what they knew of this countrywoman. They knew what the

world knew--that she was a writer of short stories whose work would

probably live; that her work was fabulously in demand; that it had a

metaphysical value as well as a clutching interest. They knew that she

was a world-wanderer, sailing here and there over the globe with a

father whose insatiable zest for life crutches and wheel-chair could

not put under. It was their impression that she had not been in America

more than once or twice in a number of years. They read everything she

published; they knew what could be known that way. They had that one

summer's impression and memory. She was there still; she was that Hagar

Ashendyne also, but evolved, enriched....

Roger Michael never had large dinner-parties, and the talk was

oftenest general. The fare that she spread was very simple; it was

enough and good; it gained that recognition, and then the attention

went elsewhere. The eight at the round table were, through a long

range, harmoniously minded; half, at least, were old friends and

comrades, and the other half came easily to a meeting-place. Thought,

become articulate with less difficulty than usual, wove with

ductileness across and across the table. There sounded a fair deal

of laughter. They were all workers here, and, necessarily, toward

many issues, serious-minded enough. But they could talk shop, and

one another's shop, and shop of the world at large, with humour and

quick appreciation of the merrier aspects of the workroom. At first,

naturally, in a time of public excitement, they talked the war in

Africa, and the sick longing the country now felt for peace, and the

general public foreboding, undefined but very real, that had taken the

place of the old, too-mellow complacency; but then, as naturally in

this company, the talk went to underlying, slow, hesitant movements,

evolutionary forces just "a-borning"; roads that people such as these

were blazing, and athwart which each reactionary swing of the pendulum

brought landslides and floods enough, mountains of obstruction, gulfs

of not-yet-ness. But the roadmakers, the pioneers, had the pioneer

temper; they were spinning ropes, shouldering picks, stating to

themselves and one another that gulfs had been crossed before and

mountains removed, and that, on the whole, it was healthful exercise.

They were incurably hopeful, though at quite long range, as reformers

have to be.

The Fabian told a mirth-provoking anecdote of a Tory candidate. The

scientific man, who possessed an imagination and was a member of the

Society for Psychical Research, gave a brief account of Thomson's

new Theory of Corpuscles, and hazarded the prediction that the next

quarter-century would see remarkable things. "We'll know more about

radiation--gravity--the infinitely little and the infinitely big.

And then--my hobby. There's a curious increase of interest in the

question of a Fourth Dimension. It's a strange age, and it's going

to be stranger still--or merely beautifully simple and homecoming,

I don't know which. Science and mysticism are fairly within hailing

distance of each other." The talk went to Christopher's investigation,

and then to mountain-climbing, and Cecil Rhodes's Will, and Marconi's

astonishing feat of receiving in Newfoundland wireless signals from

a station on the English coast, and M. Santos-Dumont's flight in a

veritable airship. The writer of essays, who was a woman and an earnest

and loving one, had recently published a paper upon a term that had

hardly as yet come into general use--_Eugenics_; an article as earnest

and loving as herself. Roger Michael had liked it greatly, and so had

others at the table. Now they made the writer go over a point or two,

which she did quietly, elaborating what she had first said.

Only the writer of plays--his last one being at the moment in the hands

of the censor--chose to be strangely, deeply, desperately pessimistic.

"I am going," he said, "to quote Huxley--not that I couldn't say it as

well myself. Says Huxley, 'I know of no study which is so unutterably

saddening as that of the evolution of humanity.... Out of the darkness

of prehistoric ages man emerges with the mark of his lowly origin

strong upon him. He is a brute, more intelligent than other brutes; a

blind prey to impulses which, as often as not, lead him to destruction;

a victim to endless illusions which make his mental existence a terror

and a burthen and fill his physical life with barren toil and battle.

He attains a certain degree of comfort and develops a more or less

workable theory of life ... and then for thousands of years struggles

with varying fortunes, attended by infinite wickedness, bloodshed,

and misery, to maintain himself at that point against the greed and

ambition of his fellow-men. He makes a point of killing and otherwise

persecuting all those who first try to get him to move on; and when he

has moved a step farther, foolishly confers _post-mortem_ deification

on his victims. He exactly repeats the process with all who want him

to move a step yet farther.'--That," said the writer of plays, "is

what happens to brains, aspiration, and altruism in combination--rack

and thumbscrews and auto-da-fés, and maybe in five hundred years or a

thousand a picture skied by the Royal Academy--'Giordano Bruno going to

the Stake,' 'Galileo Recanting,' 'Joan of Arc before her Judges.' My

own theory of the world is that it is standing on its head. Naturally

it resents the presence of people whose heads are in the clouds.

Naturally it finds them rather ridiculous and contrary to all the

proprieties, and violently to be pulled down. Moral: keep your brains

close to safety and the creeping herb."

"I think that you worry," said the Fabian, "much too much about that

play. I don't believe there's the slightest prospect that he'll think

it fit to be produced."

The woman reformer was talking with Molly. "Yes; it's a long

struggle. We've been at it since the 'fifties--just as you have been

in America. A long, long time. The Movement in both countries is a

grey-haired woman of almost sixty years. We've needed what they say we

have--patience. Sometimes I think we've been too patient. You younger

women have got to come in and take hold and give what perhaps the

older type couldn't give--organization and wider knowledge and modern

courage. We've given the old-time courage all right, and you'll have to

have the patience and staying qualities, too;--but there's needed now

a higher heart and a freer step than we could give in that world that

we're coming out of."

"I think that I've always thought it right," said Molly, "but I've

never really come out and said so, or become identified in any way.--Of

course, it isn't thinking so very positively if you haven't done that--"

"It is like that with almost every one. Diffused thought--and then,

suddenly one day, something happens or another mind touches yours, and

out of the mist there gathers form, determination, action. You're all

right, my dear! Only, I hope when you go home you will speak out, join

some organization--That is the simple, right thing that every one can

do. Concerted effort is the effort that tells to-day."

"Are you speaking," asked Hagar Ashendyne, "of the Suffrage Movement?"

They were back in the drawing-room, all gathered more or less

closely around a light fire upon the hearth, kindled for the comfort

of Americans who always found England "so cold." It softened and

brightened all the room, quaint and old-fashioned, where, for a hundred

years, distinguished quiet people had come and gone.

"Yes," said the older woman. "Are you interested?"

"Yes, of course--"

She had not spoken much at dinner, but had sat, a pearl of listeners,

deep, soft eyes upon each discourser in turn. There was in the minds of

all an interest and curiosity regarding her. Her work was very good.

She had personality to an extraordinary degree.

Now she spoke in a voice that had a little of the Ashendyne golden

drawl. "I have been--in the last eight years--oh, all over! Europe,

yes; but more especially, it seems to me, looking back, the Orient.

Egypt, all North Africa, Turkey and Persia, Japan and India. Yes, and

Europe, too; Greece and Italy and Spain, the mid-Continent and the

North. Around the world--a little of Spanish America, a little of the

Islands. Sometimes long in one place, sometimes only a few days....

Everywhere it was always the same.... The Social Organism with a

shrivelled side."

The writer of plays was in a mood to take issue with his every deepest

conviction; also to say banal things. "But aren't American women the

freest in the world?"

Hagar Ashendyne did not answer. She sat in a deep armchair, her elbow

upon the arm, her chin in her hand, her eyes dreaming upon the fire....

But Christopher entered the lists. "'Freest'--'freest'! Yes, perhaps

they are. The Italian woman is freer than the Oriental woman, and the

German woman is freer than the Italian, and the English woman is freer

than the German, and the American is freer than the English! But what

have they to do with 'freer' and 'freest'? It is a question of being

free!"

"Free politically?"

"Free in all human ways, politically being one. I do not see how a man

can endure to say to a woman, 'You are less free than I am, but be

satisfied! you are so much freer than that wretch over there!'"

Hagar rose. Her eyes chanced to meet those of the man who had talked

physics and mysticism. "We shan't," she said, "get into the Fourth

Dimension while we have a shrivelled side. We can't limp into that, you

know." She crossed the room and stood before a portrait hung above a

sofa. "Roger Michael, come tell me about this Quaker lady!"

She left before ten, pleading an early rising for work that must be

done. And Molly and Christopher would come to see her? She might be a

month in London.

Christopher and the Fabian saw her into her cab, and she gave each her

hand and was driven away. "That," said the Fabian, as they turned back

to the house, "is a woman one could die for."

It was a long way to the hotel where the Ashendynes were staying.

A mild, dark, blurred night; street lights, houses with lights and

darkened houses, forms on the pavement that moved briskly, forms

that idled, forms that went with stealthiness; passing vehicles, the

horses' hoofs, the roll of the wheels, the onward, unfolding ribbon of

the night. The air came in at the lowered window, soft and cool, with

a hint now of rain. Hagar was dreaming of Gilead Balm. Up over the

threshold had peered a childhood evening, and she and Thomasine and

Maggie and Corker and Mary Magazine played ring-around-a-rosy, over

the dewy grass until the pink in the west was ashes of roses and the

fireflies were out.

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