CHAPTER VIII

MY PORTUGUESE HOSTS

DID I ever receive the money from him? No, dear reader, I did not. As I

walked down the hill from the university I said to myself:

“Put no more trust in that young man. You’ll never see that money.”

No; Dom Sebastian was a handsome flatterer, that is all. That is

the best that can be said for him. I am afraid that he was a born

adventurer and a swindler. Well, I had learned a little more of the

ways of men, and I intended to profit by the experience.

Perhaps some of my readers will smile at this credulity. They will say

that a woman on the stage should have her wits about her. Let me say

that I do not like to distrust people; it is not my nature. I have told

you enough of my life to show that I had a very hard childhood. I don’t

think my trials have made me bitter and suspicious of every one that I

meet, though they might have had that effect upon me.

And it is a mistake to suppose that because a girl lives a

rough-and-tumble life as a performer that she develops cunning, and

grows into a designing woman. There are gentle, trusting women “on

the boards,” as in other walks of life. Of course, I have known girls

who were not at all correct in their conduct if they learned that it

paid them to cast aside the strict ideas in which they were brought

up. But, as I have said before, and wish to repeat, the typist girl is

not less tempted to go astray than the average girl on the stage. If a

girl wishes to trade upon her good looks, she has opportunities in any

occupation that brings her into association with men.

From Coimbra we went to Evora, an old town to the south of Lisbon.

It is an astonishment to the artiste in Spain and Portugal to find a

town of this size provided with places of entertainment that are open

all the year round and pay the proprietors a good profit. Evora is no

bigger than Basingstoke, and not so big as Guildford, yet it had its

variety hall.

This delightful town is surrounded by distant mountains, and the

scenery is charming. The streets are narrow and quiet, and there are

some fine Roman remains of a temple and an aqueduct.

We had a very comfortable engagement at Evora, and I was sorry to leave

the place. A rather curious adventure befell us there. Two gentlemen,

who lived together in a fine mansion about seven miles from the town,

became acquainted with Gamboli. One day they proposed that we should

all drive out to their country place and dine with them in the evening.

Lily, her little boy, and I rode with one of our hosts in a smart

carriage drawn by a fine pair of horses, and Gamboli and the other host

rode in another vehicle.

We left Evora at four in the afternoon, and I well remember the beauty

of the day as we drove through vineyards and orchards in the bright

sunshine. Our hosts were very entertaining and full of high spirits,

not to say somewhat boisterous. We left the flat country soon, and the

road wound upwards and upwards on a hill-side, with splendid views on

every hand.

“There is our house,” said the gentleman who rode in our carriage,

pointing to a large white building among some tall trees.

It was a most beautiful country house. The grounds were delightfully

laid out, and the wild country stretched all around. There were groves

of lemon and orange trees and a lovely rose garden, with a fountain and

a pond, in which big fish were swimming. Two peacocks strutted in front

of the house. From the wood came the loud note of the golden oriole and

the cooing of pigeons. It was like a fairy palace.

Within, the house was finely decorated; the walls and ceilings were

painted, and the furniture was sumptuous. There were statues in the

hall, and fine oil paintings.

Our hosts were both bachelors, and they shared this delightful

residence. There was a small regiment of servants of both sexes to wait

upon us. We sat in a veranda overlooking the glowing garden, and the

men lit cigars and we all sipped red wine.

After a rest we went to see the horses, and visited the farm, and saw

peasants making hay and milking the cows. Everything seemed peaceful

and happy, and I envied our hosts’ good fortune in possessing such a

charming home in this land of sunshine, roses, and wine.

The dinner was of about ten courses, and very well served. Several

kinds of wine were on the table, and I noticed that our hosts

frequently motioned to the servants to fill our glasses. Champagne

flowed like water. Our hosts began to get more hilarious. They cracked

jokes, proposed toasts, and made the house ring with their hearty

laughter.

Again and again I refused wine. I even kept my hand over my glass when

I saw the bottles and decanters coming.

After dinner Mr Gamboli went with one of our hosts, taking little Henry

with him, and Lily and I were left with the other host.

By this time both our hosts were exceedingly lively; in fact, the

caballero who entertained Lily and myself had taken too much. But

he continued to drink and to force liqueurs upon us. Benedictine,

Chartreuse, and Crême de Menthe were on the table, and cognac and

coffee were brought in.

Our host’s manner now became extremely familiar. The wine had

emboldened him.

“Enjoy yourselves, ladies! Drink and be happy,” he invited us, seizing

a bottle and filling our glasses.

I refused repeatedly to drink any more, but our host was persistent. It

was his idea of a “spree.” Probably there was a sly motive in tempting

us in this way. I resolved to keep my head cool.

Where was Mr Gamboli and the boy? Why did they not join us? Our host

began to sing uproariously. Presently he leaned across the table to

reach a bottle, and in doing so he upset a glass of wine.

“Long live Bacchus!” he cried “Be merry, ladies, be merry!”

I thought it was time to go in search of Mr Gamboli and little Henry,

but Lily begged me not to leave her. Our host was now noisy and

reckless beyond all bounds. He flourished his wine-glass, and made even

wilder speeches, inviting us to join him in another bottle.

Presently Gamboli and the other host appeared, but the boy was not with

them. They had been playing at billiards, and the little fellow was in

charge of one of the servants. Lily rose in great concern, for we were

in such queer company that we feared that something might have befallen

her child.

“Why didn’t you keep him with you?” she asked her husband.

“The child is all right,” said the host who had just entered.

“Let us be going,” whispered Lily to her husband. “It must be very

late.”

“Don’t be in haste,” said our host. “Come, let us have a bottle of

champagne.”

But I for one was anxious to get away, and Lily insisted that she was

very tired. So, after a search, little Henry was found in one of the

servants’ rooms, and the carriage was ordered for our drive back to

Coimbra. The livelier of our two hosts was now in a sort of stupor. He

sat blinking in his chair, with a half-smoked cigar in the corner of

his mouth.

I shall never forget our drive to Coimbra in the dawn. It was just

daybreak as we started, and the golden orioles were piping in the

woods. In the distance the mountains shone rosy in the light of the

rising sun, and soon the sky was barred and striped with orange and

mauve. The air was sweet and fresh, and I breathed it with relief after

the hours we had spent in the fumes of wine and cigars. Little Henry

dozed, with his head on his mother’s shoulder, and Gamboli was drowsy.

But I was wide awake, and I was sorry when we came in sight of the

town, for I had never enjoyed the beauties of a summer sunrise so much.

We were now nearing the end of our tour in Spain and Portugal. Our next

town was Vigo, one of the chief ports of northern Spain.

From Vigo we went to Santander, and on to the busy town of Bilbao. Here

the outlook seemed rather dismal, for although there is a theatre and a

circus in the town, there were not, at that time, any singing cafés. It

was the first town we had visited in Spain where there was no building

in which we could perform.

When things were looking rather serious Gamboli, who was never daunted

by difficulties, persuaded the proprietor of a café to erect a little

stage, and to introduce a variety show to his patrons. We went on

sharing terms, and the scheme turned out a fair success; but we

could not make money out of the venture. So at the request of a café

proprietor in San Sebastian, we moved on to that town after spending

about three months at Bilbao.

San Sebastian was the last town in Spain in which I danced. I often

wished afterwards that I had stayed with my good friends, the Gambolis,

and gone with them to Switzerland and Italy. But I had been away from

England for three years, and I began to yearn for a sight of the old

country. More than all, I wanted to see some one to whom I was strongly

attached. The temptation was too powerful to be resisted. I was within

about sixty hours’ journey of London, and I had saved a little money

out of my Spanish tour. So, for good or ill, I determined to return to

England.

I was deeply moved when the time came for me to say “Good-bye” to my

friends and to leave beautiful, sunny Spain, where I had passed so many

happy days.

I was glad when I reached London. But, oh, the greyness of the sky, the

dinginess of the streets, and the racket and roar! I thought I should

never get used to London life again. And very soon I began to realize

how much keener the fight for a living is in this country than in Spain

or France. At least, it is so for those who call themselves artistes,

and who live by amusing the public. I am not clever enough to explain

why this is so, for England is such a rich country, and there is no

scarcity of variety halls or theatres.

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