ALWAYS VICTORY
I
He came over against Burdon Old Manor and stopped and knew himself
where he had stood with Dora three hours before. His exertions had run
him to the end of his physical strength. He sank to his knees, and
there, like vultures swooping to their stricken prey, the torments he
had raced from came at him in last assault; there had him writhing on
the sodden ground....
In their stress, as a hand put down to touch him where he writhed, a
sudden recollection came--himself with Japhra by the van by Fir-Tree
pool; Japhra with a lighted match cupped against his face and Japhra's
words: "Listen to me, master. Listen to me--thy type runneth hot
through life till at last it cometh to the big fight. Send me news of
that. Send only 'The Big Fight, Japhra.' I shall know the winner."
Ah, here was the Big Fight, saved for him, growing for him through
these years and now released upon him! "I shall know the winner." He
crouched lower beneath the storm, and in his inward storm buried his
fingers in the sodden turf. "I shall know the winner"--ah, God, God,
which was victory and which defeat? To win Dora, to take all that was
his and she, his darling, with it, but against Rollo to use this
hideous thing: was that victory? To lose all, all, to let his darling
go, but to spare Rollo: was victory there? Was that victory with such
a prize? his Dora won? Yes, that was victory, victory! Was that
victory at such a price, Rollo spared, his darling lost? Could he bear
to see his darling go? Endure to live and know whose son he was?
Watch Rollo with his darling and keep his secret sheathed? Was victory
there? No, no, defeat--defeat unthinkable, impossible, not to be
borne! He sprang to his feet and another thought came at him and
gripped him. Japhra again: "Get at the littleness of it--get at the
littleness of it. It will pass." Ah, easy, futile words; ah, damnable
philosophy! Was littleness here? Was littleness in this? "Remember
what endureth. Not man nor man's work--only the green things, only the
brown earth that to-day humbly supports thee, to-morrow obscurely
covers thee. Lay hold on that when aught vexeth thee; all else
passeth."
The Big Fight had him; in its agony he cried aloud, threw up his arms
and fell again to his knees.
II
So Ima found him.
When he had burst from the house, when Aunt Maggie had followed him and
cried after him into the night, when she had returned and for a while
wrestled with fear of what she had seen in his face, she went to the
little room that was set apart for Ima and in sharp agony, in dreadful
possession of that "Mistress, beware lest thou betrayest him," had
cried "Ima, Ima, go to him! go to him!"
And Ima, taking Aunt Maggie's hands and staring in her face, "What has
happened to him? What has happened to him? I heard him in his room
alone. I knew something had happened to him."
The other could only say: "Go to him, Ima! Go! He must not be alone!"
She was at once obeyed; her voice and face, and nameless dread that had
been with Ima since Percival had left the cart and while she heard him
in his room, commanded it.
"How will you find him?" Aunt Maggie asked.
Hatless and without covering against the storm, Ima went to the outer
door. "He will be on Plowman's Ridge," she said. "I shall find him."
Some instinct took her along the very path that he had followed. Some
fear put her to speed. Her heart that he had silenced on Bracken Down
and that never again she had permitted him to see, carried her to him.
She ran with her skirts taken in her left hand, gipsy again in her free
and tireless action, gipsy when at the summit of the Ridge instinct
directed her without hesitancy to the right, gipsy when in the
blackness she almost ran upon him and a second time revealed him what
he was to her.
He cried, "Ima! Why are you here?" but carried his surprise no further.
"Percival, what has come to thee?"
"O Ima, leave me alone! leave me alone!"
"Ah, let me help thee!"
He cried, "None can--none can help me! Leave me! leave me!" Almost he
struck her with his frantic arms that pressed her from him. She
nothing cared, but caught them:
"Ah, suffer me to help thee. Look how I have come to thee. I healed
thee once."
Her voice, and memories of her touch when he had lain sick, acted upon
him. "Hold my hands, then. I must hold something. Hold them, hold
them! O Ima, I am suffering, suffering!"
"That is why I am come. Your hands burn in mine and tremble."
"Kind Ima!" he said brokenly. "Kind Ima!" and put her hands to his
face.
She caught at her breath. There came a sudden lull in the storm as
though the wind paused for words she tried to make.
"Some one is running to us," Percival cried, and took his hands from
her; stepped where approaching feet sounded and suddenly caught one
that ran into his arms.
"Who are you?" Then peered and then cried, "Hunt!"
The figure that he held panted for breath. "I'm going to him--me
lord," Hunt said, and laughed with the words.
Percival went back a step and there came to Ima's ears his breathing,
heavy as Hunt's that laboured from his run. "What do you mean?"
Again the laugh. "I heard, me lord. Like as I heard that odd bit in
the hall at the Manor years back and never forgot it that day to this."
"How did you hear?"
"I come to you. I come to you hiding, knowing you'd be kind as was the
only one ever kind to me. Hid in your bedroom back of the screen, you
not being there. Saw you come in and heard--"
His sentence was broken in the savage hands with which Percival caught
his collar and shook him. "What did you hear? What? What?"
"Leave off of me! You're choking of me."
"What did you hear?"
"Y're Lord Burdon. Not him--not that--"
He was swung from his feet by Percival's grasp. "What now? What now,
Hunt?"
"Leave off of me! Leave off! You're killing me."
The grip relaxed, and Hunt shook himself free, and tossed his arms.
"What now?" he echoed, and had hate and dreadful laughter in the scream
his words made. "What now! I come out for him! For him and 'er as
put me away and as I told her in the dock I'd come. Straight for 'em I
come. Straight for 'em with the police after me. Stole this for 'em
and come to give it 'em." He drew from his jacket what gleamed in his
hand as he shook it aloft. "Come to shoot 'em like dogs as used me
like dogs, the bloody tyrangs. I've got better for 'em now. They can
go free--free! turned out! turned out! chucked into the street! kicked
out! Think of 'em! Think of 'em crying and howling and beggars and
laughed at and pointed at! That's what I'm going to give 'em. Into my
hand God Almighty what casts down the oppressors and the tyrangs has
delivered 'em! That's what--ar-r-r!"
Percival was on him and threw him. His throat was in Percival's clutch
and his hands tearing at the hands that throttled him.
"You are not!" Percival cried. "You are not. By God, you shall not!"
In those wild words of Hunt's and what they meant--the world's mockery;
in that vile face and what it stood for--the world's cruelty, clearly
there came to him the answer that vainly in his torment he had sought.
Rollo face this? Rollo to this be subjected? Rollo suffer ejection
from home and name? Ah, now he knew which in the big fight had been
defeat and which was victory. "Rollo! Rollo! Rollo!" he had cried,
and cried it as a curse. "Rollo! Rollo! Rollo!" now beat in his
brain and in his grinding fingers and was pulse of the old protection
throbbing for his friend that ever had been more than brother to him.
"Percival, you are killing him!"--Ima's fingers were on his, pulling
his grip.
"Keep away! keep away!" he cried. "I'll have his life if need be!" and
to Hunt, livid and at last gasp: "You damned devil! You damned devil!
What are you going to promise me? How am I going to bind you? What am
I going to do with you?"
There came gaspingly: "Promise--promise--oath to it."
He relaxed his fingers, and as Hunt drew gasping breaths, "You damned
devil!" he cried again. "You damned fool. Did you not hear talk of
proofs? Nothing in them! Nothing in them! Can you hear that?"
He was thrown on his side, he was grappled with by one whom fear of
death gave strength, his clutch was eluded and Hunt sprang free.
"Nothing in them! What's your murder fingers for, then? Nothing in
them--what you say 'Mother' for, then? Nothing in them--what--keep
away! Keep off of me!" He whipped from his pocket what had gleamed in
his hand. "Keep off of me! I'll fire. By God, I'll let you have it
if you come at me!"
_An' come at him, an' come at him, an' come at him_, as of Percival in
the fight the old men say.
Quick and straight as he had leapt at Pinsent, now quick and straight
he leapt at Hunt. Quick and straight then to win victory, now quick
and straight in victory already gained. Quick and straight he leapt;
quicker the pistol spoke; without reel or stumble he pitched to earth.
There came a scream of hideous sound from Hunt, and screaming still he
turned and fled, screaming was answered by a shout, and screaming ran
to the hold of tall men come out of the night in his pursuit and close,
yet very late, before he screamed.
From Ima no cry nor sound. She cast herself beside the figure that lay
there, looked in its face and had no need for word or question; pressed
her lips to his and then cried only, "Little master! ah, ah, Percival!"
She threw herself full length upon him where full length he lay. With
her body she shielded him from the immense rain, with her arms enfolded
him, put her mouth to his.
So she lay scarcely breathing; so she held him--hers, her own.
There is a hill that stands in a chain of hills where the west country
stands towards the sea. A river streams below in a great mouth that
opens to sea and a wide flood that winds along the vale. No more than
a wide ribbon it looks from the hill, and the sea no more than the
sky's reflection. Here on a day the van stood, the horse tethered, and
Japhra with his pipe watching the remote valley. He turned his eyes to
Ima, knew the thoughts that had her, and touched her where she sat
beside him on the steps. All was known to them in these days and he
spoke of it. "My daughter, art thou still questioning it? Why, this
was the happy ending such as none could make it. How had he endured to
live and overthrow his friend? How live in silence and carry those hot
embers in his breast? Nay, nay, the fight came to him--that heart of
ours--and he took up the prize. A fighter I marked him when a child he
came to us. A fighter I knew him and a winner alway. Mark me what I
told thee once when he lay with us: Though it be death, always victory.
My daughter, what more happiness is there?"
THE END
End of Project Gutenberg's The Happy Warrior, by A. S. M. Hutchinson