But, after all, was it not said by folks who climbed to the Schwartzsee

that the mountain was really easy? Were not the slabs above the Shoulder

roped? Did not processions go up it in the middle of the season? And yet

it was now only the first of July and there was a good deal of new snow

on the mountain. And why were the guides just a little doubtful? Perhaps

they were doubtful of me; and yet Joseph Pollinger had taken me up three

smaller peaks. I decided that I had hired him to do the thinking. But I

could not make him do it all.

The day I had spent upon the Wellenkuppe had been a time of imagination,

and I had seen the beauty of things. But from the Matterhorn I can

eliminate the element of beauty. I saw very little beauty in it or from

it. I had other things to do than to think of the sublime. But I could

think of the ridiculous, and at one o'clock in the morning, when we

started from the hut with a lantern, I said the whole proceeding was

folly. I was a fool to be there. And down below me, far below me,

glimmered the crevassed slopes of the Furgg Glacier. I grew callous and

absorbed, and I shrugged my shoulders as the dawn came up. I did not

care to turn my eyes to look upon the red rose glory of the lighted Dom

and Taschhorn. Let them glow!

At the upper ice-filled hut we rested. The vastness of the mountain

began to affect me. I saw by now that the Wellenkuppe was a little

thing. The three thousand extra feet made all the difference. This was

obviously beyond me, and I could never get to the summit. It was

ridiculous of the Pollingers to think I could. I told them so quite

crossly as we went on. Probably they had made a mistake; they would, no

doubt, find it out on the Shoulder. It seemed rather hard that I should

have to get there when it was so easy to turn back at once. But I said

nothing more and climbed. My heart did its work well, and my head did

not ache. This was a surprise to me, as I had looked for some sort of

_malaise_ above twelve thousand feet. As it did not come I stared at the

big world about me. I viewed it all with a kind of anger and alarmed

surprise. Where was I being taken to? I began to see they were taking me

out of the realm of the usual. I was rapidly ascending into the

unknown, and I did not like it in the least. If we fell from the

_arête_ we might not stop going for four thousand feet. Down below, a

thin, blue line was a _bergschrund_ that was capable of swallowing an

army corps. That patch of bluish patina was a tumbled mass of _séracs_.

The sloping glacier looked flat.

Then the guides said we were going slowly. I knew they meant that for

me, of course, and I felt very angry with them. They consoled me by

saying that we should soon be at the Shoulder, and that it would not

take long to reach the summit. I did not believe them and I said I

should never do it. But when we got to the Shoulder I was glad. I knew

many turned back at that point. We sat down to rest. The guides talked

their own German, not one word of which I could understand, so turned

from them and looked at the vast upper wedge of the Matterhorn. It

glowed red in the morning sun; it was red hot, vast, ponderous, and yet

the lower mountain held it up as lightly as an ashen shaft holds up a

bronze spear-head. It was so wonderfully shaped that it did not look

big. But it did look diabolic. There was some infernal wizardry of

cloud-making going on about that spear-head. The wind blew to us across

the Zmutt Valley. Nevertheless, the wind above the Roof, as they call

it, was blowing in every direction, and the live wisps of newborn cloud

went in and out like the shuttles of a loom. I came to the conclusion

that this was a particularly devilish, uncanny sort of show, and stared

at it open-eyed. But I was comforted by the thought that the Pollingers

were rapidly coming to the belief that this was not the sort of day to

go any higher. I was quite angry when they declared we could do it

easily. For I knew better, or my disturbed mind thought I did. This was

the absolutely unknown to me, and their experience was nothing to my

alarmed instincts. I was sure that my ancestors had lived on plains, and

now I was dragging them into dangers that they knew nothing of.

Nevertheless, I told the guides to go on. I spoke with a kind of eager

interest and desperation. For, indeed, it was most appallingly

interesting. We came to the slabs where the ropes made the Matterhorn so

easy, as I had been told. I wished that some of those who believed this

were with me.

But with the fixed ropes to lay hold of I climbed fast. I relinquished

such holds upon solidity with reluctance. That yonder was the top, said

my men, but for fully half a minute I declined to go any further. For it

was quite obvious to me that I should never get down again. But again I

shrugged my shoulders and went on. I might just as well do the whole

thing. And sensation followed sensation. My mind was like a slow plate

taking one photograph on top of the other. It was like wax, something

new stamped out the last minute's impression. I heard my guides telling

me that we must get to the summit because the people in Zermatt would be

looking through telescopes. I did not care how many people looked

through telescopes. So far as I was concerned the moon-men might be

doing the same. I was one of three balancing fools on a rope.

And then we came to the heavy snow on the little five-fold curving

_arête_ that is the summit. Within a stone's throw of the top I declared

again that I was quite high enough to satisfy me, but with a little more

persuasion I went across the last three-foot ridge of snow, reached the

top and sat down.

The folks at Zermatt were staring, no doubt, but I had nothing to do

with them. Let them look if they wished to. For it was impossible to

get to the top, and I was there. It was far more impossible to get down,

and we were going to try. That was interesting. I had never been so

interested before. For though I hoped we should succeed I did not think

it likely. So I took in what I could, while I could, and stared at the

visible anatomy of the Mischabel and the patina-stained floor of the

white world with intense, yet aloof, interest. After a mere five

minutes' rest we started on our ridiculous errand. But though I was as

sure in my mind that we should not get down as I had been that we should

not get up, there was an instant reversal of feeling. My instincts had

been trying to prevent my ascending; they were eagerly bent on

descending. I did not mind going down each difficult place, for I was

going back into the known. Every step took me nearer the usual. I was

going home to humanity. These mountains were cold company; they were

indifferent. I was close up against cold original causes, which did not

come to me mitigated and warmed by human contact or the breath of a

city. I had had enough of them.

There are gaps in my memory; strange lacunæ. I remember the Roof, the

slabs, the big snow patch above the Shoulder. Much that comes between I

know nothing of. But the snow-patch is burnt into my mind, for though it

was but a hundred _mètres_ across it took us half-an-hour's slow care to

get down it. Without the stakes set in it and the reserve rope it would

have been almost impossible. It only gradually dawned on me that this

care was needed to prevent the whole snow-field from coming away with

us. I breathed again on rock. But the little _couloirs_ that we had

crossed coming up were now dangerous. I threw a handful of snow into

several, and the snow that lay there quietly whispered, moved, rustled,

hissed like snakes, and went away. But I could hardly realise that there

was danger here or there. There was, of course, danger to come, yonder,

round the corner of some rock. But the guides were very careful and a

little anxious. It dawned on me, as I watched them with a set mind, that

this was rather a bad day for the Matterhorn.

The distances now seemed appalling. After hours of work I looked round

and saw the wedge stand up just over me. It made me irritable. When, in

the name of Heaven, were we coming to the upper hut? When we did at

last get there I began to feel that by happy chance we might really

reach Zermatt again after all.

Once more I had vowed a thousand times that I would never climb again.

But I know I shall, though I hardly know why. It is not that the fatigue

is so good for the body that can endure it. Nor is it the mere sight of

the wonders of Nature. The very thing that is terrifying is the

attraction, for the unknown calls us always.

But if there is a great pleasure, and a terrible pleasure, in coming

into (and out of) the unknown, it is intensified by the fact that one is

learning what is in one's self. It is a curious fact that writers seem

to have done a great deal of climbing. Many of the first explorers among

the higher Alps may not unjustly be classed among men of letters, and

some of them, no doubt, went on a double errand. They learnt something

of the unknown in two ways.

AN INTERNATIONAL SOCIALIST CONGRESS

All Zurich turned out to see the procession that was a mile long and

overlapped, and went past double, going opposite ways, and the skies

were blue as amethyst, and the lake was like the heavens, while

underfoot the white dust lay thick until the growing, hurrying crowd

sent it flying. All trades, with banners and bands and emblems, were

represented; there were iron workers, tin workers, gardeners, women and

children. One beautiful young girl in a cap of liberty waved a red

banner to Freedom among the applause of thousands. For there were eight

thousand in the procession, and the spectators were the half of this

busy Canton making Sunday holiday. At the end of the procession we

rested in the Cantonal Schulplatz, and Grealig spoke, and then Volders,

the violent, strong-voiced Belgian, who called for _la lutte_, and

looked most capable of fighting. He is now dead.

And on the morrow, at the opening of the many-tongued Congress, the

fighting and confusion began and lasted a long, long time. For after

some usual business and congratulations the usual fight about the

Anarchists commenced. It all turned on the invitation, which was worded

in a broad way, so broad as to catch the English Trades Unions, who fear

Socialism as they do the devil, and thus let in Anarchists claiming to

represent trades become corporate by union.

The long hall, decorated by Saint Marx and many flags, quickly filled

with an incongruous mass of four hundred delegates, and the gallery were

soon yelling. Bebel, who kept in the background and pulled the strings,

proposed a limiting amendment about "political action" which the

Anarchists maintained includes revolutionary force. This was the signal

for the fight. Landauer, a German, young, long, thin and enthusiastic,

made a fine speech in defence of the Anarchists. Then Mowbray of the

English backed him up. I was then in the gallery and saw the mass surge

here and there. Adler of the Austrians strove for peace with

outstretched arms among the crowd, dividing angry and bitter men. But

he was overborne and blows were struck. The Anarchists were expelled.

Only one man was seriously hurt, but those thrown out were bitter at

their expulsion, and on the morrow the row began again.

On the platform were the president and vice-president, and the

interpreters and others. These interpreters are mostly violent partisans

and don't conceal it. A speech they like they deliver with real energy,

rasping in the points. They are not above private interpretations; they

were as liberal as Sir Thomas Urquhart when he translated Rabelais not

in the interests of decency. When they hated a speaker they mangled and

compressed him. There was a great uproar when Gillies, a German, but one

of the English deputation, insisted on translating his first speech into

German. The interpreters and others vowed he would make another and

different one, but he stuck to his point and raised the very devil among

the Germans of the Parliamentary Socialist party who wanted to dispute

the Anarchist delegates' credentials and have them definitely "chucked."

They howled and roared and shook their fists, and the French president

shrieked for order. But at times his bell was a faint tinkle, like a

far sheep-bell on distant hills. He shouted unheard and looked in vain

for a break. For the Germans were accused of meanness; it was simply a

desire to keep out the younger, more open, most alive of the workers,

those who admired not their methods and looked on them as they did on

Eugene Richter.

Then at last the English delegation, who as a body were in favour of

turning the Anarchists out, rose and yelled for the closure, vowing they

would leave until real business was reached if some decision wasn't come

to; and that had some effect. The yells of "_Clôture, clôture!_"

dominated all else, and it was finally voted among frantic disorder, the

French and Dutch standing uproarious against eighteen nationalities. For

on important points they vote so. And in this there is great cunning,

for the organisers hold pocket boroughs among the Swiss, and Bulgarians,

and Servians and other European kidlings of the Balkans. So one delegate

may equal a hundred; Servia and Bulgaria may outvote France; a solitary

Russian hold ninety-two Germans in check.

Before this they turned out a Polish girl with unsigned credentials. She

made a good speech and was gallantly supported, but in the end failed.

And when all the putting out was done there was an appeal for

unanimity. No one laughed, however, and then Bebel came from behind with

a proposal that seeing so much time had been wasted the articles of the

agenda should be submitted to the various committees first. So this

morning is a morning off and there is peace at anyrate among the mass of

the delegates.

In all this it is excessively easy to be unjust, to misjudge and to go

wrong. The man who is ready with _à priori_ opinions about all forms and

means and ends of Socialism will smile if he be kindly and sneer if he

be not. But most of these people are in earnest. If they represent

nothing else, and however they disagree and quarrel, they do represent

an enormous amount of real discontent. "I protest" is often in their

mouths; as the president yells "Monsieur, vous n'avez pas la parole"

they stand in the benches and protest again in acute screams. It is

under extraordinary difficulties that the movement is being carried

forward. Marx, when he started this internationalism, can hardly have

recognised the supreme difficulties that the differing tongues alone

offer to united action. In many a large assembly there is frequent

misconception, but here are three main languages, and many of the

delegates understand neither English, German nor French.

And under the broad top currents of jealousy are the secret unmeasured

tendencies of enmity or rivalry of ancient jealousy. To explain one

man's vote we must remember that So-and-so threw a glass of absinthe in

his face ten years ago in a Paris restaurant; that another was kicked in

Soho; that another got work over the head of a friend.

So the thing goes on, but whether their outlook be wide or narrow,

personal or impersonal, they work in their way and something is really

done.

But for deadly earnestness commend me to the party with the unfortunate

name of Anarchists. The party headed by Landauer and Werner issued

invitations in the Tonhallé to the delegates and others, to come to the

Kasino Aussersehl, where they would protest against the non-reception of

their mandates. I went there with an English delegate. We entered a long

hall with a stage and scenery at the end. All the tables were full of a

very quiet crowd drinking most harmless red wine. I sat near Landauer.

He is a very nervous, keen, eager young fellow, with the thin,

well-marked eyebrows in a curve which perhaps show the revolutionary or

at the least the man in revolt. But his general aspect and that of his

immediate friends and colleagues is extremely gentle and mild; this no

one can help marking.

The proceedings began with a long speech by Werner and were continued by

a Dutch journalist, who took the contrary side but was listened to with

exemplary patience. He was controverted by Domela Niewenhuis, the leader

of the Dutch, who looks a mediæval saint but speaks with great vigour

and some humour.

The most noticeable feature of this revolutionary meeting was its

extreme peace and the great firmness with which every attempt at noise

or interruption was put down. The only really violent speech made during

the evening was by a fair Italian, who called the German Parliamentary

Socialist "Borghesi" and recommended their immediate extinction by all

means within the power of those who objected to their methods. Landauer,

their revolutionary leader, spoke after him, and though greatly excited

was not particularly violent. I talked with him the morning after and

endeavoured to explain to him why the English workers were more

conservative and more ready to trust to constitutional methods of

enforcing their views. For it is the triple combination of long hours,

low wages and militarism that makes the German violent and impatient of

the slow order of change recommended by the Parliamentarians, who, so

far, have done nothing.

AT LAS PALMAS

On a map the Canary Islands look like seven irregular fish scales, and

of these Grand Canary is a cycloid scale. For it is round and has deep

folds or barrancas in it, running from its highest point in the middle.

Like all the other islands it is a volcanic ash pile, or fire and cinder

heap, cut and scarped by its rain storms of winter till all valleys seem

to run to the centre. With a shovel of ashes and a watering-pot one

could easily make a copy in miniature of the island, and at the first

blush it seems when one lands at Las Palmas that one has come to the

cinder and sand dumping ground of all the world, an enlarged edition of

Mr Boffin's dust heaps, a kind of gigantic and glorified Harmony Jail.

There is no more disillusioning place in the world to land in by

daytime. The port is under the shelter of the Isleta, a barren cindery

satellite of Grand Canary joined to the main island by an isthmus of

yellow sand-dunes. The roads are dust; dust flies in a ceaseless wind;

unhappy palms by the roads are grey with dust; it would at first seem

impossible to eat anything but an egg without getting one's teeth full

of grit. And yet after all one sees that there are compensations in the

sun. I said to a man who managed a big hotel, "This is a hideous place;"

and he answered cheerfully, "Yes, isn't it?" And he added, "We have only

got the climate." So might a man say, "I've not much ready money, but

I've a million or two in Consols." I understood it by-and-by. And after

all Las Palmas is not all the island, nor is its evil-mannered port. The

country is a country of vines behind the sand and cinder ramparts of the

city, and if one sees no running water, or sees it rarely, the

hard-working Canarienses have built tanks to save the rain, and they

bring streams in flumes from the inner hills that rise six thousand feet

above the sea. They grow vines and sugar and cultivate the cochineal

insect, which looks like a loathsome disease (as indeed it is) upon the

swarth cactus or tunera which it feeds on. And the islands grow tobacco.

Las Palmas is after all only the emporium of Grand Canary and a coaling

station for steamers to South Africa and the West Coast and South

America. It also takes invalids and turns out good work even among

consumptives, for there is power in its sun and dry air.

Its people are Spanish, but Spanish with a difference. The ancient

Guanches, now utterly extinct as a people, have left traces of their

blood and influence and character. Even now the poor Canary folk

naturally live in caves. They dig a hole in a rock, or enlarge a hollow,

and hang a sack before the hole, and, behold, they possess a house. Not

fifty yards from the big old fort at the back of the town the cliffs are

all full of people as a sandstone quarry is sometimes full of sand

martins. The caves with doors pay taxes, it is said, but those with no

more than a sack escape anything in the shape of a direct tax. To escape

taxes altogether in any country under Spain is impossible. The _octroi_

or _fielato_ sees to that.

For the most part Las Palmas to English people is no more than a

sanatorium. They come to the Islands to get well and go away knowing as

much of the people as they knew before. And indeed the climate is one

that makes sitting in a big cane chair much easier than walking even a

hundred yards. But the English for that matter do not trouble greatly

about the customs or conditions of any foreigners. They _are_

foreigners, Spaniards, strangers. It is easy to sit in the garden of a

big hotel surrounded by one's own compatriots and ignore the fact that

the Canary Islands do not belong to us. That they do not is perhaps a

grievance of a sort. One is pleased to remember that Nelson made a bold

attempt to take the city of Santa Cruz in Teneriffe, even though he was

wounded and failed. For no more surprising piece of audacity ever

entered an English head. There was no more disgrace in his failing than

there would be in failing to take the moon. And after all, some day, no

doubt, the English will buy or steal a Canary Island. There is a

lingering suspicion among us all that no island ought to belong to any

other nation, unless indeed it is the United States. With an

enterprising people these cinder heaps would be less heavily taxed and

more prosperous. For the prosperity of Las Palmas itself is much a

matter of coaling. And the islands have had commercial crisis after

commercial crisis as wine rose in price and fell, as cochineal had its

vain struggle with chemical dyes. Now its chief hold is the banana.

My first walk at Las Palmas was through the port to the Isleta. I went

with a Scotchman who talked Spanish like a native and astounded two

small boys who volunteered to guide us where no guide was needed. The

begging, as in all Spanish places, is a pest, a nuisance, a very

desolation. "Give a penny, give a penny," varied by a tremendous rise to

"Give a shilling," is the cry of all the children. Among Spaniards it is

no disgrace to beg. While in the cathedral one day two of us were

surrounded by a gang of acolytes in their church dress who begged

ceaselessly, unreproved by any priest. These two boys on the Isleta

having met someone who spoke Spanish left us to our own devices after

having received a penny. And we went on until we were stayed by

sentries. For the Isleta is now a powerful fort. It was made so at the

time of the Spanish-American War, and no strangers are allowed to see

it. So we turned aside and walked miles by a barbed wire fence, among

fired rocks and cinders, where never a blade of grass grew. The Isleta

is the latest volcano in Grand Canary, and except in certain states of

the atmosphere it is utterly and barrenly hideous. Only when one sees it

from afar, when the sun is setting and the white sea is aflame, does it

become beautiful. Certainly Las Palmas is not lovely.

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