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Beyond a smart shock of surprise and a shudder of mere loathing Mr.

Brayton was not greatly affected. His first thought was to ring the call

bell and bring a servant; but although the bell cord dangled within easy

reach he made no movement toward it; it had occurred to his mind that

the act might subject him to the suspicion of fear, which he certainly

did not feel. He was more keenly conscious of the incongruous nature of

the situation than affected by its perils; it was revolting, but absurd.

The reptile was of a species with which Brayton was unfamiliar. Its

length he could only conjecture; the body at the largest visible part

seemed about as thick as his forearm. In what way was it dangerous, if

in any way? Was it venomous? Was it a constrictor? His knowledge of

nature's danger signals did not enable him to say; he had never

deciphered the code.

If not dangerous the creature was at least offensive. It was _de trop_--

"matter out of place"--an impertinence. The gem was unworthy of the

setting. Even the barbarous taste of our time and country, which had

loaded the walls of the room with pictures, the floor with furniture and

the furniture with bric-a-brac, had not quite fitted the place for this

bit of the savage life of the jungle. Besides--insupportable thought!--

the exhalations of its breath mingled with the atmosphere which he

himself was breathing.

These thoughts shaped themselves with greater or less definition in

Brayton's mind and begot action. The process is what we call

consideration and decision. It is thus that we are wise and unwise. It

is thus that the withered leaf in an autumn breeze shows greater or less

intelligence than its fellows, falling upon the land or upon the lake.

The secret of human action is an open one: something contracts our

muscles. Does it matter if we give to the preparatory molecular changes

the name of will?

Brayton rose to his feet and prepared to back softly away from the

snake, without disturbing it if possible, and through the door. Men

retire so from the presence of the great, for greatness is power and

power is a menace. He knew that he could walk backward without error.

Should the monster follow, the taste which had plastered the walls with

paintings had consistently supplied a rack of murderous Oriental weapons

from which he could snatch one to suit the occasion. In the mean time

the snake's eyes burned with a more pitiless malevolence than before.

Brayton lifted his right foot free of the floor to step backward. That

moment he felt a strong aversion to doing so.

"I am accounted brave," he thought; "is bravery, then, no more than

pride? Because there are none to witness the shame shall I retreat?"

He was steadying himself with his right hand upon the back of a chair,

his foot suspended.

"Nonsense!" he said aloud; "I am not so great a coward as to fear to

seem to myself afraid."

He lifted the foot a little higher by slightly bending the knee and

thrust it sharply to the floor--an inch in front of the other! He could

not think how that occurred. A trial with the left foot had the same

result; it was again in advance of the right. The hand upon the chair

back was grasping it; the arm was straight, reaching somewhat backward.

One might have said that he was reluctant to lose his hold. The snake's

malignant head was still thrust forth from the inner coil as before, the

neck level. It had not moved, but its eyes were now electric sparks,

radiating an infinity of luminous needles.

The man had an ashy pallor. Again he took a step forward, and another,

partly dragging the chair, which when finally released fell upon the

floor with a crash. The man groaned; the snake made neither sound nor

motion, but its eyes were two dazzling suns. The reptile itself was

wholly concealed by them. They gave off enlarging rings of rich and

vivid colors, which at their greatest expansion successively vanished

like soap-bubbles; they seemed to approach his very face, and anon were

an immeasurable distance away. He heard, somewhere, the continuous

throbbing of a great drum, with desultory bursts of far music,

inconceivably sweet, like the tones of an æolian harp. He knew it for

the sunrise melody of Memnon's statue, and thought he stood in the

Nileside reeds hearing with exalted sense that immortal anthem through

the silence of the centuries.

The music ceased; rather, it became by insensible degrees the distant

roll of a retreating thunder-storm. A landscape, glittering with sun and

rain, stretched before him, arched with a vivid rainbow framing in its

giant curve a hundred visible cities. In the middle distance a vast

serpent, wearing a crown, reared its head out of its voluminous

convolutions and looked at him with his dead mother's eyes. Suddenly

this enchanting landscape seemed to rise swiftly upward like the drop

scene at a theatre, and vanished in a blank. Something struck him a hard

blow upon the face and breast. He had fallen to the floor; the blood ran

from his broken nose and his bruised lips. For a time he was dazed and

stunned, and lay with closed eyes, his face against the floor. In a few

moments he had recovered, and then knew that this fall, by withdrawing

his eyes, had broken the spell that held him. He felt that now, by

keeping his gaze averted, he would be able to retreat. But the thought

of the serpent within a few feet of his head, yet unseen--perhaps in the

very act of springing upon him and throwing its coils about his throat--

was too horrible! He lifted his head, stared again into those baleful

eyes and was again in bondage.

The snake had not moved and appeared somewhat to have lost its power

upon the imagination; the gorgeous illusions of a few moments before

were not repeated. Beneath that flat and brainless brow its black, beady

eyes simply glittered as at first with an expression unspeakably

malignant. It was as if the creature, assured of its triumph, had

determined to practise no more alluring wiles.

Now ensued a fearful scene. The man, prone upon the floor, within a yard

of his enemy, raised the upper part of his body upon his elbows, his

head thrown back, his legs extended to their full length. His face was

white between its stains of blood; his eyes were strained open to their

uttermost expansion. There was froth upon his lips; it dropped off in

flakes. Strong convulsions ran through his body, making almost

serpentile undulations. He bent himself at the waist, shifting his legs

from side to side. And every movement left him a little nearer to the

snake. He thrust his hands forward to brace himself back, yet constantly

advanced upon his elbows.

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